QOTT: how many lollipops are in your pocket at any given time? QOTT2: can i have one? previous: >>42185931
>>42339295Are you talking about dosage or delays or something. More details please
>>42339339DosageHe prescribed me 50mgs of a lighter concentration a week, accidentally was taking 2x that dosage these past 3 months (the bottles I got were a higher concentration and I did the 50mgs) and got decent-ish results but he called in after getting my blood work saying it was dangerously high and that my natural levels were already on the higher end before (cope? trying to make me less resistant to the shit doses he's giving me?) Maybe I'm being a paranoid tardball but no way I'm getting into the "dangerous levels" territory/1050 ng/dL+ zone with only what would be 100mgs of the concentration he prescribedI suppose I'm just starting but I don't want the first few months of my injections to be wasted on a bullshit dose
>>42338790Yeah society's not the problem on this one, bud.
>>42339377My doctor loved to talk about my high levels too. I was on fucking 40mg for the first few months. Then I had enough and kept on increasing my dose against her orders. Drinking more water was what fixed my blood not poondosing kek. The only issue with starting at a higher dose is that your voice may not develop as well but the source on that is spotty. Your doctor is evil
>>42339385They're hideous and serve no purpose other than to help raise babies, which is counterproductive when new life shouldn't be created in the first place. Ohhh ohhh I fucking love boobs I love parasitic tumors that weigh down people. You people are all insane.
>lgbt community forum back in the day>Upload your selfies here!>literally every single person except me gets reacted to and mine go completely ignored >multiple people kind of cunty and hostile to me and I dont know what I did >try to get some people to spend my birthday with>everyone stands me up and I cry really hard for several hours>go to pride and stand by myself and dont know how to talk to anyone>end up feeling very small and rejected >turn into internet neo nazi and bully because it makes me feel big and powerful and like i am the one rejecting the normies>start to feel bad for how im making other people feel>drop everything, dont want to hurt anyone>repent>im not even smart and dont really know how to read so it was kind of unfair to think other people are inferior to me>live as a small person with no friends but at least im not making people feel badSuch is life with a low charisma stat
>>42338597>It's very easy for men to fell prey to fascism.Yeah in hindsight it was just a mix of humiliation and alienation and me finding some maladaptive coping mechanism that made me feel on top. >There's a bunch of people still doing that here, in this board.I try to give people the benefit of the doubt when they're young, I bet a lot of those people aren't even 22 yet and their frontal lobes are still developing.
>>42338461sorry to hear youre having a hard time, nona
You can be moderately nationalist without pushing racial exterminationist & eugenics shit. Most healthy countries are this way, really. There Western leftist haa some good critiques but its tactics were bound to alienate people in a period like the current day where mass contact with other cultures is actually happening and atomization is high. They're way too extreme in deconstructing culture without actually building up positive alternatives for people beyond bland humanism & class consciousness that really has little glue - this is part of why their spaces are full of druggie shit and codependent friendships that tell you earning good money is "selling out". Cliche as it is you can really see the Christian influence on their shame mentality and purity spiralling in the anglosphere
>>42338571>But I sometimes see people still doing that shit well into their adulthood They've replaced the centre right in most western countries for a reason. Leftists have been pathetic at defending social services and unions
>>42338804these are all excellent critiques that i have made myself. a major problem with trans culture as well is that we have sutured ourselves too closely to this bland humanism and it has led to drug addiction becoming more rampant in the trans community. we need a spiritual renaissance, one decidedly not christian
Just your average liberal gay
>>42334922Christianity had actual reform. It played a massive role in the rise of the west since the Renaissance hit. This isn’t braindead it’s just historical fact. >while I'm just pro-Israel for basic human rights reasonsAnyone who is pro humanity is pro Israel.
>>42330578>just a little attempted murder bro>just respect their culture bro>just tried to kill him for being gay, so what, maybe gay people should just respect islam if they dont want to be murdered in the street like dogs>Free Palestine!>t. western gay boy living in an upper middle class suburb
Gays don’t deserve to die. Unless they’re stupid. Very stupid. Which happens to be the majority. Sad!
Bump
Fucking idiots. All of you.
As a transwoman were you ever fascinated about how girls pee when growing up?
>>42338066not really. i just remember a classmate saying girls had “a rectangle” an being really confused as to what that meant
>>42338122urinals were so strange to me as a kid. considering how faggy i looked and how cruel other kids where I couldn't fathom why anybody would choose to whip it out in the middle of the room and if you look at it you're the faggy one.
>>42338066This is a question they ask when you want to medically transition."Do you find it easier physically or mentally to urinate sitting down rather than standing?"
>>42338066nahi just assumed girls had penises till i was like 10
>>42338066im a cis male and I've been interested in girls using the bathroom for as long as I can remember, but for me it's a fetish. the first thing I ever jerked off to was a woman shitting
Was about the stark contrast between when cis men and cis women make body building or powerlifting content. I was watching this woman do deadlifting stuff and between sets she kept twerking her ass in circles into the camera "ironically". I just don't see guys doing that. Then it hit me that she has actively realized that sex sells and that sexualizing herself a little = money. Men will not increase their financial standing by twerking their ass in a video where they deadlift. That to me is kind of sad, there are people who would be less interested in her pursuit of power and self actualization if they can't coom to her. Far fewer people would watch a female sam sulek that made 1:1 the exact same videos as the male version.
>>42338296Ironic that you mention Sam Sulek, considering he is a tranny fucker.
>>42339497wait WHATcan you deliver me the lorepill on this one?
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>>42338296>there are people who would be less interested in her pursuit of power and self actualization if they can't coom to herYes, probably almost her entire male audience. To get any substantial male audience as fitness influencers, video game streamers, etc., females must first and foremost be attractive.
>>42339528My opinion of him has increased
i genuinely can’t take this shit. i’m 21 and can’t find a date or a man i actually click with. my partner died last year and i’ve been ready to follow him out since. the world is fucked and i don’t want to spend 60 more years licking the boot and working just to not die. i swear i would give everything to be with somebody compatible again. wtf do i do? i don’t think i’d be able to get a sugar daddy or sell ass or whatever cause i could never put my heart into it. it feels like i’m scraping for crumbs and asking for the entire world at the same time
>>42339527it doesn't seem like you're ready to date yet anonmourn your partner and keep having casual sex until you've processed this a little more
>>42339527Just be alone for a while
So everyone knows that being a visibly trans, non-passing tranny really fucking sucks, you get bullied and looked down upon by everyoneWhat I don't understand is, why don't people just hide their transition until 2yrs in? Like until then you are basically stuck getting read as a tranny and maybe pitied, or understood by other trannies and maybe cis women who view you as suffering toy, all of these are degrading. Should we just date gay men on grindr?
>>42339455i wouldn't take to heart anything said here desu
>>42339455Except that's what it isYou don't want to accept being a manSo you retreat into referring to yourself as a child
>>42339487she didn't invent the term you titanic retardthese are just the definitions of the words, she isn't calling herself a boy, thats just what it's called when idiot passoids manmode
>>42339487the word boymoding has nothing to do with youth, children, or "boys" in an adolescence sense. that's the claim of someone ignorant to the root of the word. it is a mirror of the word "girlmoding" which predates "boymoding." boymoding was used because girl and boy are opposites, and people were already saying girlmoding.saying you are boymoding isnt claiming to be a literal boy, its just negating girlmoding.this issue arose because the world is very ok with calling adult women "girls" but is much less ok with calling an adult man a "boy." sometimes it's done, often flirtingly by a woman calling a group of men "boys," or for that one tv show, but its much less common for men to be called boys, compared to women called girls.if you have issues with calling women "girls" then take it up with the world and society. im right there with you. its part of a constant infantilization of women and i dont like it either.>>42339467im more annoyed by their ignorance towards the origins of the words and then the judgment passed via that ignorance>>42339521exactly
>>42339521there are no "manmoding passoids"
what are the most common crimes that boymoders commit?
>>42339382It fascinates me what kind of word these ai boymoders live in. It looks so childish and comforting, so cartoonish And it seems that a large part of the world revolves around them as well, with news stations, girlmoding camps, boymoder cops, and so onWhy do they always look so cheerful? Are they even employed? I don't know...
>>42339382tax evasiongenocidejaywalkingnecromancysisyphean rockrolling
>>42339415i think you are getting it :3>>42339446yes sounds about right
>>42339382UhhhCredit card fraudBorder hoppingWarrant evasionLying under oath
>>42339382drug use & prostitution
who are you missing right now?
>>42325968I feel guilty for missing her, I’m sorry I didn’t have the emotional maturity to stay as friends.
>>42326052I don't know if she's ignoring me, or if her twitter is gone, or if something happened to her :(
>>42339299just readd me and be my friend
>>42339307If you were her you’d know why I can’t.
>>42325968the people i never got to meet because i was too scared and ugly
how do i make my gigapoon bf more attractive and feminine? when we started dating he was a cute theyfab but now he's fat and hairy and his hairline is receeding. i'm a cis lesbian if it helps. breaking up with him is not an option. i will probably just kill myself after his top surgery if i can't take it anymore.
>>42337964>cis lesbian>dating a poon>poon poons out>poon's body doing poon things>surprisedpikachu.jpeg
>>42337964yeah just rope it’s over for you. he on the other hand should give me his number.
>>42337964youre stupid for not anticipating this, anyway, break up with him
>>42337964how is breaking up not an option
i am a tranny, and i hate my penis. i want to be horny sometimes, but it hurts and i don't want to touch that thing. i would get srs, but it is scary and expensive. i don't want to dilate for the rest of my life, and i also wouldn't have the money (eastern europoid). don't even mention that they can also fuck up everything there. i was hoping estrogen would make me not have erections even when horny, but that hasn't happened yet. i was also hoping that it would have gotten smaller, so i can delude myself into thinking that it is like a clit, but it is the same size. what can i do? should i mentally prepare for srs? will hrt shrink it someday and give me ED?t.ranny 9 months estrogen
>>42339031Perma flat cage like a good girl
>>42339031>i don't want to dilate for the rest of my lifeas a chaser even I have to tell you that that's nonsenseyou have a more strict frequent dilation schedule the first few months (thing stops being a "wound" within a month of recovery), then after a few months you can replace dilation with sexo, and at some point the frequency drops to once a week or even less iircalso consider using the right kind of topical t gel if it hurts, so the tissues don't atrophy but are the best source material for a future SRSalso see if you get lucky and your bottom dysphoria drops with time
>>42339170heh?
>>42339190Least obvious repper
>>42339365That or most based chasoid
Found out that someone I had kissed at a party had an open cold sore and simple type 1 herpes they knew about but didn't tell me. And now I have a cold sore.Am I ruined now? Like beyond the struggles with being trans in and of itself, because of this am i just unable to get a boyfriend?
>>42339271why is no one like this over hpv and epstein barr? or are those "too hard" because you have them?
>>42339373>epstein barr>The Epstein–Barr virus, also known as human herpesvirus 4THERES A FOUR NOW??
>>42339416almost certain you have it and have transmitted it to someone at this point. theres a reason people gave up on this class. remember chickenpox?
>>42339416>>42339435though at least chickenpox has a vaccine now
>>42335978just another reason why i dont ever want to be intimate with another person, ever. people and bodies are so fucking disgusting like i dont want to be deformed anymore than i already am
yupold >>42323416
>>42339439and clean as a whistle
Do you know what happens to a fag when it's struck by lightning?
>>42339243but they can be clicker trained
what does winona’s ass look like
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two confusing feedbacks a few days apart>ask my coworker if he thinks our new boss knows im trans>he hits me with "who knows, maybe he doesn't. some women just don't have a very feminine physiognomy.">mfw>few days later, meet my firends roommate. later she is told im trans. roommate is confused and asks if im starting a ftm transition, is shocked to learn im mtf.idk what to think anymore. i get all kinds of responses from strangers too.
Are you retardedPeople who know you're trans always think you're masc because they want to believe they can always tell.I had a former friend recently tell me I'm visibly trans during a chud spiel. He knew me before transition. Do you think that makes his opinion worth anything? Ofc he'd say that.
>>42338921i’m *a bit* retarded. ty tho. i guess i shouldn’t minimize the effect of having known me before
>>42338929I mean you know you're trans and that leads to your dysphoria too. Like you probably have benign features you attribute to being trans but if you'd had amnesia tomorrow and thought you were cis you'd never.But np nona
>>42338915phrasing it as kindly as i can:>he>shesurely you know what i'm aiming at, yea?
>>42339052could be that. it’s very difficult to tell tho>>42339078i getcha. maybe it’s that. desu this coworker gave me the vibe that he’s a bit of a chaser, he was telling me about this trans woman he knew who was “super hot”.
do trannies have nice feet?
>>42336604oh shit this is me how long have you kept this image hahahaha
>>42339235You're the source?? I'm gonna need you to do that to my face asap
>>42339259Yeah that picture is about 6 years old lol. I've lost about 50lbs and no longer boymode.
>>42339221Who’s that? I go by Nyssa x
>>42339308They're so soft and delicateI need them to step all over me
