>desperately tries to fill void with people>can't commit to a single person without eventually losing interest>sexual orientation issues that make me swing from gender to gender randomly>genuinely can't process the consequences of my actions before I do them impulsively>hurt a lot of people and I can't help but hate them
>>42339047shouldve filled the void with dick>sexual orientation>makes me swing from gender to gender?you sound like a bpdemon
Is the king of FTMs a jewish twunk who gets railed by endless hung guys for his onlyfans in Los Angeles? Just look at this chad.
>>42338770>I'm a 191cm high T bigod.Do you also drink matcha, have a mullet, and are in research to fight periods?
>>42338846Not familiar with pooner inside jokes, sorry.
>>42338870that's not a pooner inside joke it's a zoomer meme
>>42338889Same difference. Zoomers are retarded.
>>42338750He's going to record it and make money off the footage because he makes pornography sometimes
i'm pretty sure i have hematospermia, this sucks, all i did was fap after not doing it for a while and now i get to live real life body horror until i see a doctor, i hope it's not prostate cancer, but it might be
it happened 3 times today btw
>>42335781wait are you the one from the other day>>42335788you fapped three times today?
>>42335805not really also i woke up today and blood came out, i fapped once today, and then a blood clot came out like it did the first time, but even if i merely think about fapping it might also come out, i also kinda started fapping later, but didn't really finish and it happened againnormally i don't do all of that but yesterday i was taking pictures for a guy for the first time in a while, so i was kinda in that headspace, although now i have to worry about blood everytime, and if it's prostate cancer or a uti, or kidney stone, i've tried to schedule a doctor appointment but i had to do it through an app
welp it's another day of being cursed, it hasn't happened yet, but i live with the knowledge it could
Why do so many tranners have a diaper kink?
>>42338319have heard a few things about thiscan be, that they are incontinent (piss themselves) and they cope with it in a funny waycomfort association thingjust being degen scat enthusiasts with extra steps
>>42338319>they look cute>soothing headspace>genital erasure reduces dysphoria>spiro sprinkles
>>42338319comfy :3
>>42338319having to grow up male while having a transsexual brain will do strange things to a man's mind
Drag queen storytime hour is overall beneficial to society and teaches kids that adult gays exist and that some people are gender non conforming and its ok for them to exist too if they are gay or gender non conforming. The people who disagree with drag queens reading in schools disagree because they want to restrict gender expression and sexuality and force kids to all pretend to be straight and never ever dare to act or dress outside implicit gender roles.
To normies drag is inherently sexual like burlesque
>>42338436to normies being gay is inherently sexual and being gay means you cannot be around kids cuz you sexualize them at all timesyou cannot win with normiesyou just have to BEand take up space
>>42336795agreed!
>>42336795>confronting kids who have no tools to manage with some severely mentally ill demon for the sake of their own validation and ego is a good thingit's troubling that you are allowed to vote
>>42338998>muh demons muh jew on a stickSame could be said for (You), anon
i might actually despise ftfemboys/no t "trans men" more than agp rapehonsat least boomerhons probably have some sort of dysphoria, but these people are literally just women who feel the need to appropriate EVERYTHING after reading too much bl, and make sure ftms can never be taken seriously i thought all these attentionwhores died after 2021, but apparently some stuck around instead of becoming detransitioners who spread the word about the horrors of changing their name to Ash or Xavier for 6 monthsthe droves of 50 year olds with sissy kinks are way worse for optics, but something about these women really grinds my gearsmtf btw(feel free to shower with me with praise for my opinions trans guys)
>>42321452keep ur chin up mr !!>>42320271i dont care about your dumb trans sperging. as a biological trap ftfemboys are some of the only people i relate to bc so many femboys are so ugly and masc
>>42321452You have no rights to talk about trans related topic if you're not on testosterone. Also nice ragebait. Bait used to be believable.
>>42321504>was on hormones for almost 2 years
>>42321522>I just like to lie in ftmg to get a rise out of yall lolJust admit the fact that you've been caught Anonette. I mean, at least your fragile lil ego matches those toxically masculine men.
>>42338980Nta but why do y'all take internet people's lives seriously?
I feel like I'm both demisexual and somehow the opposite of demisexual. Schrödinger's demisexual. Does demisexuality even exist?I only feel sexual attraction towards people I have a strong connection with, sure, but aren't most people like that? But I do have sex with people I'm not attracted to sometimes because they are easy. People say my sex drive is too high but I don't think it is... Sometimes I just don't know what to do with my hands and start groping and petting my partner because I'm bored and think they'll like it, not necessarily because I'm horny. I've also slept with some of my friends even without being into them because I thought it would deepen our bond and make them like me more. I just feel like I have no qualities besides being hot so when I want to get closer to someone as a friend I just end up flirting with them. I don't always catch feelings after they flirt back but sometimes I do. I've lost a friend recently because I took their virginity and they thought it was too much too soon and said they weren't ready to start dating and when I said we could still have sex without dating they rejected me. Honestly, I'm kind of glad; the bad thing about being friends with benefits is that they can see other people. But it's also why I found it kinda weird when they said they weren't ready for a relationship, because like, to me, the only difference between dating someone and being friends with benefits is that dating implies monogamy (for me. I'm just not polyamorous. I know it's not like that for everyone) and I get jealous really easily and can get possessive. I keep alternating between seeing sex as a demonstration of love and not a big deal. I have periods of time where I'm obsessed with someone and then it's like a switch is flipped and I stop caring about them. I enjoy foreplay more than actual sex, which sometimes confuses my partners. I don't know if that's all normal or if there's something wrong with me.
im deadloli
Are you able to jerk off to a physically attractive stranger on the internet and check someone out in public who you have never seen before? If no then that sounds demisexual to me
>>42338945I have jerked off to online videos of people masturbating a couple of times but it's rare. Most of the time explicit porn actually turns me off, I just find it really gross. I like watching erotica, though.
>>42338918>slut around in your friend circle>claim demisexuality4d chess
Red flags or signs that expose fake allies?
>>42336660>A-anyone who disagrees with me is Christian!Fuck off with your whataboutist shit. They're both homophobic. And most Muslim communities are nowhere near as liberal as America
>>42336803true. they tend to be more socialist or fascist than liberal.
>>42336660>these retards are slightly less retarded than the other retards
>>42336401Would you trust a loyal cis husband who works like a negro and saves every penny to pay for his transgender fiancée's eventual sex change surgery?
>>42335500>alliesis a red flag in itself
I’ve seen lots of people saying “if you’re into yuri that means you must be a lesbian” but I’ve genuinely tried being a lesbian and it just felt awkward. I just enjoy watching.
>>42334931hypertoxic mech yuri is fembrainedanything else is malebrained
>>42334946>liking lesbian porn is malebraineddepends on the porn
I love my fembrarined chud life
>>42338588what comes to mind for me as male brained yuri popular with transfems is the transformation fetish futa stuff. for some reason it's almost always loli and incest
>>42338840I don't care for transformation fetish stuff and actively dislike futa but incest is based. I mean, the screencap I posted is literally from a siscon yuri. I find lolis cute but I don't feel attracted to them.
sissifying myself at low dose estrogen plus other things (clothing, decoration, beauty stuff, even entertainment) is so fun, youre very horny but in a gay way ahhh
>>42337712wow a cis fem person?
>tfw no low dose estrogen sissy gf to pin down in bed and give big good girl doses of enanthate
>>42337952i’m a high dose sissy gf, am i valid?
Cumming balls deep inside a cute sissy would fix me desu
>>42333181>>42337219Good girls
New Year's Editionprevious: >>42044782 >>42079478 (died prematurely)Goal of the thread: Consider the things you want to improve or accomplish, whether long- or short-term. What small steps can you make towards those goals?Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42338375what's your story?
>>42338375bumping for interest
>>42338533>>42338828i come from a relatively poor background so my parents are not educated, i got taken out in HS from stress, having no support to bridge the gap to starting my degree and dysphoria, so i ended up taking a 'gap year' which just turned into withdrawal, dysphoria got worse and it kept me inside. the longer you stay this way the more alienated you feel from normal people and i already felt like a bug when i was 18. it just compounds and i had nobody to help me get out of it. my parents just accepted it without resistance basically. so thats it.
>>42334543>jerks who make being picky out to be a badge of honorthems the insecure types that try to fill that self-esteem hole by cargo-culting bitchy selectivity, once I figured that out they just became somebody else's trauma-cope noise that my mind is free to ignore, focusing on those that are gracious in sharing their in/compatibilities
Anyone use latex for a resume? Anything I should do in particular to mine to make it pallatable for ATS systems?
So how does some one diy T in UK or get a cheap appointment? If you're a poor person
I suffer a decent amount as a tranny in Australia.QOTT: Have you showered today?
>>42338367not a bloke, not a dog, and not what i meant when i said mid. also saying proper like that makes you sound like a pom. actually no it makes you sound like someone who doesn't know the difference between a pom and an aussie, which is much worse
>>42338420In my yankee speaking I say proper instead of correct at times. Probably a corporate jargon spill over and talking to brits.I didnt take your comment in bad spirit and was trying to be playful, fren.
what makes all the aus 4tran discord servers so unbelievably retarded?
>>42338622Based answer is because I’m not running one.Honest answer though is that none of them are made with the intention of being community hubs or valuable connection points for trannies who are lonely and looking for IRL friends. They’re cults of personality made so their admins can farm attention and lols. I think realistically though if you’re at the point where you’re looking for connection on Discord, it’s time to reevaluate your mental health, AND your self esteem. You deserve better.
>>42338397I'm not wasting my breath on someone who won't hear it anyway. You've already made your mind up and no amount of facts will change that.
>QOTT: What's your breakfast beverage?I'm now strictly black coffee in the morning. I don't eat breakfast until late morning so I can intermittent fast. Hopefully I'll either lose weight so I feel less disgusted by myself or be in better shape for when I inevitably troon out as a disgusting lateshit.Previous thread: >>42285773
>>42338503- hold a man's hand in public and be hugged by him in public without being instajudged as a faggot- wear skirts- experiment a much wider variety of gender expression (even femboys are very limited compared to women)- express emotion more strongly/vigorously (kinda impossible without estrogen; and always punished on men)I also want softer skin and stop hairloss. There is no good solution for hair while on T and everyone knows it yet we're all supposed to pretend it's no big deal.But primarily, I want troony thoughts to no longer occupy 70%+ of my brain's bandwidth. I'll know in a few months if this one works. If it does, then I'll endure anything to go through with the transition. No matter how hard or expensive (I have money, I'm not gigarich but I can afford stuff quite comfortably).Not having 2/3+ of my brain busy with this would free up a fuckton of energy to finally be able to do more other things.
>>42338552what would happen if you did all of those things now, without being a woman?
>>42338503touch my boobs
>>42338558#1 is self-explanatory#2 would get me fined for indecent exposure best case scenario#3 is impossible without estrogen (I guess I could try the hrtfemboy shtick but at that point why not troon out?)#4 is literally impossible without eI like how you graciously ignored the rest of my comment. GD occupying 70%+ of my brain won't go away no matter how I dress. But it might go away with enough E. And that's what I'm exploring now.
That was a nice 5 minutes after waking up with no troon thoughts
MTFG: Make a thread you lazy troons editionQOTT: What are you doing for this weekend? January blues setting in?
>>42337210i feel sick today
>>42337164stop spreading your internalized transphobia
Will my boobs disappear if I stop taking hrt?? Im worried theyll get too big...
>guys are starting to stare at my titsI am both disgusted and turned on at the same time.
well we had a good run
