When did you realize HRT was grooming psyop and AGP is niche fetish?
>>42162199hahahhahah samenever girlmoded never done anything just take hrt and sit in my room and am now a man with boobs, 0 femininity 0 anything.
About 1 year into transition, before I had even stopped boymoding. I eventually realized why it was wrong and that I simply experience life-ruining psychosis as something apart from the gender dysphoria to say the least but it took me a long time to get there.>>42141373It's not just channers at this point
How weird am I, /agp/?Most days I feel comfortable as a guy and I can't imagine myself as a girl, I'm tall, broad shouldered, and I've got a huge chest, and hairyer than most men. But I like cute things and I'm quite a sensitive guy.But there's some times where I wish I looked like not just a girl, but a hot girl with nice curves and perfect skin. To have nice boobs and a big ass.If I were born a girl I don't think I'd be attractive based on how my family looks. And I'm sure I'd hate the social dynamics of being raised as a girl.But still I'd want to be hot, and I want to keep my dick.Am I fucked /agp/?
>>42176850Nice body, Kaylee
>>42177102Its over
qott: what are you going to do different in 2026
>>42179886no we talked for a year, met multiple times irl and were about to move in together with very serious plans in place to have a life together and i felt this intense pang of self hatred and the need to destroy my chances of having something nice
>>42179825>I'm a male who wants to fuck trannies in the ass, I am NOT a chaser.Ok bruh.
>>42179918Learn from it and be better for next time
Need a chud racist bf to watch asmongold with me 7 hours everyday while he breeds me
>>42180391The one guy I know who watches asmongold had to be taught how to brush his teeth by his college gf. his mouth smelled too disgusting for them to kiss. he never used toothpaste, as he thought it was a waste of money, and he brushed once every two or three days
so i will never get srs, not because i dont want to but bcuz i cant. im poor so i will never be able to afford it>just get a cheap onei have extremely high standards for myself. i can only see myself with a vagina if its the crème de la crop, aka a high quality beautiful pussy that can be penetrated and is selflubricating and is physically and visually indistinguishable from a cis one. i wont be satified with a low quality cheap ass pussy, i want one of those designer ones. also even if i could afford it i know it wouldnt be worth it; as i am a cursed woman, a cursed being. i am extremely unlucky, if something bad can happen to me it fucking WILL. i know for a fact that even if i got srs it would get infected quick or would close up or my clit would fall off, or it would necrotize or whatever negative technicalities you could imagine will happen. dont try and tell me it wont happen because i know it will. i know myself and my fortune enough to know i would be one of those people on r/TransgenderSurgeries and r/honesttransgender talking about her broken pussies and how i need to get a revision but i already went broke from trying to get one so i wont be able to afford them. ill just use my money for ffs and maybe top surgery
You just gotta detrans and plap all the females in the cunny
>>42171490I read in this this bucket of brainworms that is /tttt/ that you may need testosterone cream like a pooner to be on HRT and have a functional, feeling cock at the same time.
>>42179980ive been offered head a bunch before but ive always denied them due to dysphoria, but if im currently curious about it now that im trying to change my mindset regarding it. so maybe!!! idkk>>42180187thank u!! ill ignore developmental biology and the waddington thinkg bcuz it sounds annoying though. also i love shaun too!>>42180210i enjoy being a woman>>42180280do u know where to buy online?
>>42180306No, from that anecdote I read yesterday they DIY'd a cream? That's all I know.Consult Your Local Orthodox Pooner.
>>42180306Oh yeah should also say my view of gender. I don't think people have male or female brains very cleanly. I think our brains have an expected brain body mapping and multiple things can map to it that would make one more or less comfortable. Call this gender incongruence and gender congruence. Gender of course would just be one subset of this relating to sex characteristics mostly. There's an innate level that a person can't shake and a social level one can learn and unlearn. Your sense of self comes from your sensory inputs and it's this construction of self conflicting with the gender that causes issues. Auditorally you may have a more male voice, visually you may appear male, tactilely you may not have breasts on your chest. One big issue is what I call "clustering" someone who's broadly incongruent will imagine being a cluster of traits such as a woman as society presents it, see that it's broadly far more congruent than their current state and learn that as their goal and new social gender. The issue is now there's likely to be some components in there that clash with their innate gender, but if emotionally they don't cause enough dysphoria the person is liable to keep their clustered view. I personally advocate for declustering and breaking down the social gender and trying to find out your innate feelings. I've come to learn there's a large variety of potential forms I could inhabit that would make me euphoric or at least semi comfy that I can't explore given current medicine and technology.
I'll start. I discovered I was into feederism while reading Gorgeous Princess Creamy Beamy back in the day.
>>42178949I still need to work a job to pay for shit. Am a lateshit hon and I need a lot more money to pay for surgeries because I know I need more than just FFS + SRS. Need all of my loose skin removed, need a rib reduction, need a clavicle reduction, and more. I'm just too big to exist.
>>42178974You could try gaining weight then, bury those bones you don't like under feminine flab
>>42178991Actually I was severely overweight and worsening dysphoria when losing that weight pushed me to start HRT asap. I've lost more weight since then but I'm still chubby after gaining some back (24 BMI), but I have a huge ribcage. Like, 33" underbust or something. It's not a family thing either it was just weirdly large compared to my parents and siblings, possibly due to chronic lung issues growing up. I've also had some psychological difficulty with weight gain in my thighs. Do not like being fat. My ideal form is basically just a twink tbhon.
>>42178884ObviouslyI want to die in a war
>>42178841you would be given a penis and be responsible for plapping the babies into us
Would it be cringe to get this to motivate me to do more pilates in my room to fix my posture? I was also thinking otherwise something more slutty like instagram hoe style. Im an HRT AGP cis male / MEF.
you like the outfit because you like this woman's body. if you don't look like that, it's not going to look like that on you
>>42180392i think bell bottoms look good on anyone
>>42180428yeah i like the clothes too i'm just saying it's 90% skintight and a lot of athleisure is dependent on already having an athletic body
Share your biggest insecurity with the council of trannies and we will decide what you should do about it.
everybody fucking thinks my hair is a wig
>>42179836I wish I could accept it but i feel like you're trying to be nice. I understand your position too and I know that you between two same partners you'd still choose one with a larger penis. Now multiply it by ten and you'd get what gay dating will look for me. I care about it and fail to accept it every time but i don't care about sex that much and it's still not the main thing i'd look for in a relationship but others probably won't be in the same lane and i will dissappoint fbf anyway, idk
I cut my hair short (very short) and I like it
>>42180384m-may we see it? you can block the face out if you want, just wondering what you did with the hair
>>42180420Buzz cutNo you may not see it
I wish there was some place for older (30+) trannies like me. Every online trans space is filled with extremely young people or reppers.
I like old people
>>42174565Anon: hi :3Mods: welcome, now post nose
Becky is a raging hon right out of Susan's Place.
>>42179841actually it's more like>Anon: hi :3>Mods: underage, banned
>>42180335Becky isn't even a mod just a loud mouth.
Reminder: This gen is for cis females with gender dysphoria. This is not a trans man gen. All posts that are considered off-topic should be directed to other generals, threads or boards.Keep the discussion exclusively about female repressing or fuck off.Prev: >>42032940
>>42178297Nice, but how is this femrep related?>>42178929Lay it on me.
>>42178140What genre(s) you into?
>>42179126I love a lot of different genres. Jpop, shoegaze, polka, afrobeats, and industrial are some of my favorite genres but I am willing to try anything except dubstep.
what if you were a giantess, what would you do
>>42174435I know I love it when a chick is ADDICTED to it.
QOTT:What's your favorite movie monster>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (ie lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.Discords (you will never ever ever get in):>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8Previous threat:>>42086524
>>42178264British girls also like to paint themselves orange
>>42178561i think she would be filipina, or perhaps vietnamese>>42178639love chuchu<3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8X3Eusp4V0o
I got my period and now my back hurts
>>42163750is any cis girl from here femme?do you enjoy dick
make picrew cow. guess lettershttps://picrew.me/en/image_maker/2287052
>>42176843my gay twink little brother>>42176716weird girl who ate bugs to ukulele playing ftm pipeline>>42176667straight mtf who will completely switch personality to match her current boyfriend>>42176660hrt femboy with a sugar daddy>>42176476sporty gay
pic with free obscure letter>>42176087transbian>>42176166gay>>42176209gay, but also Richard Stallman>>42176279mtf mystery dungeon fan>>42176476lesbian or gay
>>42176660bottom>>42176667bi guy>>42176716ftm>>42176784chaser>>42176843boymoder
>>42179632Richard Stallman's bisexual brother
i feel really boring i'm so bad at these>42176087cis lesbo>42176135really tall gayden>42176166transbian>42176209gynephilic nonbiney>42176279straight mtf>42176476also straight mtf?>>42176660Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I’m autistic and I only hang out in places frequented by autistic people.In the mix there are obviously trans girls.(I used to have—and still have—the idea of transitioning, but I’d just look like a disgusting crossdresser anyway.)I dated a trans girl for four years.After that, I slept with a guy and a trans girl I met on Grindr.And now I’m with another trans girl.I’ve never slept with a cis gir
>>42179765>but if I start out not believing in it, it won't workHaha, wrong.I started thinking it can't possibly work as advertised. But I was a desperate 29 year old gincel. Now a 40yo woman with a fiance.Belief has little to do with it.Physiology (physiological health first and foremost), overall mental health (the more stable and functional you are, the better), height and money. These are the things that matter. In this order.
>>42179878>gincelthx>>42179894I have some health problems, but according to research, there don't seem to be any contraindications with any treatment. My mental health is terrible.All I have is my height and money (and even then, it's really borderline)
>>42180021>My mental health is terrible.See which parts can be treated while transitioning and which (if any) can't. Fix the latter first.>All I have is my height and moneyYou're off to a good start. I only had height and physiology. Had a lot of brainworms to kill but, shockingly, transition did make killing some of them easier. Money came much later when I could finally be confident in myself (transition helped a lot with that).>I have some health problemsdo share if you can/feel comfortable.I'm not an autist but this one in particular I did look into it autistically because i was scared shitless about ruining my physical health.
>>42180021>gincel?
>>42180245missclick sorry >>42180081I'd rather not, but the health problems I have aren't a big deal.
I told my boyfriend that I'm extremely AGP. He didn't know what the heck AGP is so I explained it to him and what meta attraction is. I told him that I'm afraid that my attraction to him is probably fake and not real. He said he loves me anyway and he'll help me satisfy my AGP urges and then pounded my butt. He is so great, I don't deserve him...I hope the meta attraction never goes away...
I mean, I'm no trannyfucker, but a lot of men are used to the autosexual nature of women and (apparently now, for your boyfriend) transwomen.We don't really get that we could be attractive.Except, ironically, to gays, poons, and a small cross-section of females who actually like the male form.
It's actually kinda funny how fast the guys calling me a man all day lose their minds when I call them a girl.
>>42176561Hey bestie. Are you still holding strong? How is it going and come walk with me.
>>42179338No, that test is only to differentiate whether you have primary or secondary/idiopathic MCAS. The latter ones don't show on the gene test.
>>42179677Gotcha. This all sucks shit though and the meds I was given don't seem to be that effective.
"You sound like an emotional woman" is one of my favorite insults. It works them into a seethe every time
>>42172894
it feels kinda bad cus it seems like everyones got a thing that makes them get super horny and i just dont. i remeber my cis gf was into shit like bondage and cnc and id do it for her but honestly it felt really awkward. if i had to say what my biggest kinks are ig itd be someone wearing a skirt durring sex and id wanna try a bisexual orgy where im in the middle.
>>42180017vanilla* i am retarded
>>42180017this is insane, are none of you vanilla???
Gf is a slavic, Christian, boymoder. I am ftm, atheist, stealth. She has more conservative views on immigration than me, with groups like Indians for example, r says Indians should stay in India. I understand her precaution to an extent, culture in India towards women is terrible but it don't think that means you need to cut Indian immigration. She jokes about hating them, I don't think she does but she is very scared when she sees a group of them in person. Coming from an American background and being second generation, I have a more liberal view of immigration but during our conversations I wonder if I am too woke, towards Islam etc. She is actually more progressive than me on certain topics, I don't believe in cultural appropriation but she does. I used to casually use the n word with my friends and other slurs, but after discussing this with her I agreed it's not a behavior I should continue. We differ a lot when it comes to lgbt or gender issues, I am slightly more tolerant towards nonbinary expressions of gender and 'deconstructing' we both think it is cringe but I think the main problem is more cis people's reaction to it right than the theyfabs themselves, even if it is a phase.
>>42176488She means everything to me, Inlive bragging about her
>>42175402Nigga if it walks like a duck and fucking talks like a duck. I don’t care about her feewings or why she’s doing that shit but if she’s voluntarily placing herself between genders how is that not functionally the same thing as enbycoping. All boymoders do it, calling it something else doesn’t make it less cringe
>>42175098>r says Indians should stay in India. I understand her precaution to an extent, culture in India towards women is terrible but it don't think that means you need to cut Indian immigration. She jokes about hating them, I don't think she does but she is very scared when she sees a group of them in person. Coming from an American background and being second generation, I have a more liberal view of immigration but during our conversations I wonder if I am too woke, towards Islam etc.she's retarded and you are too, but that's what FPTP false dichotomy politics get youuntil we fix the (((factors))) lowering the native birth rates and our economic system to work without needing an increasing number of worker bees, (((immigration))) is the usual stopgap. a less shit approach to it until we fix the (((problem))) is to filter on behavior though - get the good ones in, integrate them ASAP and effectively, don't let them ghettoize or nepotism shit up, hell even deport some natives that are acting too jeet/nig or w/e>inb4 omg antisemitismyou don't need to be one of god's chosen sandniggers to jew shit up, huwhites do plenty of that themselves and those that do need to be moved outside of the society we want to protect just as much (to the chosen totally not genocide land or w/e)/pol/ rant over
>>42177841Not everything is the juice
>>42180312you don't have to be black to nig it up either>>42177841>you don't need to be one of god's chosen sandniggers to jew shit up, huwhites do plenty of that themselves
