I hate the fact that im probably genderfluid. I'll most likely keep repressing and denying it for god knows how long. Why couldn't I have just been a normal tranny? My life would have been so much easier. I could have just started hrt by now without any worry. But because im a genderfluid freak I just cant bring myself to start hrt and lose some of the masculine traits I like having. No matter what, i'll probably never be happy with my body
>>40940225(oh also it was a different guy btw i stole the name from my ex best friend)
>>40938389go to enbygen and wallow in discontinuous misery with the rest of us. youre not alone.
>>40940162thank you very much, ill try, but im worried ill get too depressed to practice for awhile and then lose all the skill i built up again, as that has already happened once before. Is there any way to prevent that?>>40940190I dont particularly know if my t is naturally high or low. Thankfully I wouldnt have to worry about boobs if i start hrt since all the women in my family are flat chested. >>40940225Yes that very much still counts as sa. Im so sorry that happened to you>>40940294Damn, I didnt even know there was an enbygen, thanks. I feel envious of the person in the picture, they look very nice
>>40940461I'm not sure tbhonest... I have that same problem but with video games (one day I'll play re4 and dmc3... today is not that day though) maybe try to draw when bored? Or watch YouTube videos/listen to music while drawing for stimulation. If it won't make you jealous, I'd recommend looking at art and speedpaints for inspo (lotties speed paints can be found in YouTube, and a lot of her art is archived on the internet)
>>40939675what happened?
samsara edition>>40938062>QOTTdo you really think you can escape?
how can i kill myself so that my body will be either destroyed or unrecognizable? i dont want anyone to see me
i will be a theyfab in the next life
i'm breaking the cycletonight
QOTT:Weed. Smoke or edibles?QOTT#2:If you don't do weed. What is your favorite drink?
>>40937137 if you achieve that goal, share it with the world. we need thighs.
>>40937945Silver seems like the safe bet.
>>40931414Not into feet but I wouldn't mind being into you.
>>40939581Simp.
>>40928000>QOTT#2:If you don't do weed. What is your favorite drink?Tie up between pepsi and starbucks coffee
why are pooners obsessed with rats
>>40936946being gross is free gender affirming care to us
>>40940445I was about to ask you a bit of an insulting question about FTMs but I just deleted what I typed, because I think I should stop expressing my frustration with my life by making other people hurt
>>40940515Well now I want to know
>>40936946I'm a trans girl with pet rats
>>40936946why are trannies obsessed with puppies
>5'8>32" underbust >16.5" bideltoid>0.7 whr>no tits after a year of 6mg/wk een >desperately need ffs but will never be able to afford itshould i kill myself? i am absolutely unable to cope with the possibility that i will look like a clocky twinkhon and not a real woman
>>40940174>5'9>31" underbust>19" bideltoid>0.8 WHRJesus
>>40940769well i still don't think you should die. i support dying on your own terms but i do also believe that may as well live the one life you get, right? once it's done, it's done, whether that is tomorrow or in sixty years.i'm speaking from a place of privilege and i'm sorry (for doing so and for using that phrasing but idk how else to say it), but i think even if life doesn't go exactly the way you want, it's worth seeing through if for no reason but that it'll be over sometime anyways. this is also coming from someone suicidal myself, if that means anything.
>>40941013im ready to go. ive done all i can with the hand i was dealtits time to cut my losses and leave with dignity
>>40941035that is your choice. but consider you can always choose tomorrow, or the next day. or the day after that. Godspeed nona <3
>>40940174switch the x y axis retard
Most 4chan posters like vidya, anime, manga, TV, film, music, comics, cartoons, weeb shit, etc. as interests and hobbies.Why not specify what kind or your favorites in your post? It says more about you and will likely net you better adds than just posting "I like /v/, /a/, /tv/, /mu/, /co/, /jp/, etc." in the bio.For example:Video Games: Silent Hill, Bloodborne, Mother, Dark Souls, Metal Gear, Legend of Zelda, Metroid, Deus Ex.Anime: Fullmetal Alchemist, Death Note, Cowboy Bebop, Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, Haruhi Suzumiya.Music: Radiohead, Pink Floyd, The Beatles, The Velvet Underground, Nirvana, My Bloody Valentine, Arcade Fire.>ASL (biological sex, or gender)>letter(s)>primary interestComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40940435That's understandable. I just think it's odd cause it feels common itt. Like hey! I want friends!
>>40940477I do apologize I shoulda cooled down a bit and proofread my post I was a little emotional dealing with a stressful day at work and feeling like isolated and stuff, I wish I could delete it I regret some partsI think I do need to make just some more diverse friends in general now that I'm living a new life. Feel free to add me
>>40931145What do you mean by flirting
>>40931145i am a 29 year old dude in pnw who is also employed pls be my fren
hi /lgbt/! :Dsooo... what do u think of queer labelz such as "twink" or "bear" or "butch?"me personally :< I think they are kind of objectifying and used a lot, :c especially by other peepl calling otherz these labelz"It's me :D I like the art!""Finally some posts with sovl. I love the art."come back frenz :<
As promised https://files.catbox.moe/u11rx8.jpgSomething something soda pop apple sweets
>>40939434never stop posting op
>>40939434I abhor categorisation. The semiotic mess that we've gotten ourselves in is no joke. I couldn't even begin to describe to you what I mean unless you already know what I'm saying. To measure yourself or your potential lover against the platonic ideal of such an empty husk of a notion as a bear or a femboy. What an ugly way to perceive your fellow man. What an ugly way to measure yourself against others. There's beauty you'll never know. Even the category lover, comes with connotations about how love is done. But this anonymous hellspace is purely an arena of words and categories. When we cannot speak our names, we can speak only in categories. We are reduced.Love cannot bloom here. A knight jumps in L shapes. A Bishop moves diagonally. But what does a twink do? Does your friend, the twink do as twinks do or does he diverge? Where does he diverge? Is he your platonic ideal of what a twink is? Have you seen his soul? Is he performing his role as a twink well or does he simply emerge as a twink? Do you love him? Can you not stand twinks? Are twinks duplicitous? Is he even aware he's a twink? If he isn't you're not going to tell that faggot he's a twink are you? And force him into that box. Well. Maybe you'd enjoy that wouldn't you. Dehumanising someone. Reducing them down to these banal concepts. Language is a prison. I want out. Aashyeysysuzhhshahhqyauuzhzjsjjsjsjajajhshdhxhxhhxhxhhx AOOOONnnn shshshhhhhgge rOoooOOooOIIo ///////)))))))((^%#÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷
>>40940348
>come backtoo tired sorry
How long should I wait after an unexpected tranny episode (after not having very many tranny thoughts for most of my life) to make sure I am sane and not a trender or something. I am 2 months in and getting comfortable with the idea and liking my male form less and less, but I don't wanna thrust myself into something stupid.
boxing edition(I'm not creative)>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.QOTT: play any sports? if so, do you ever catch a cheeky whiff of your opponents aroma when you get close?>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>New!! CLG3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8previous thread: >>40868973
>>40940467Goodnight anon
>>40939907Upper middle class, but not Wealthy. My parents got cash and I got a nest egg from my brother's insurance payout. My wife's got the $$ job>also, Rude
bipedo is a man
>>40940203That's liljunex I've been watching her vids lately when I jork it. If you watch closely on some of them you can see that the bulge moves back down so she's letting the toys fold and compress inside of her. Which is no less impressive, it's just a girth thing rather than a length things.
>>40940956We're all men stroking our fat cocks while pretending to be lesbian girls
I need an extremely autistic car nerd bottom
>>40939836>washington platesim shocked
>>40939836im like this but I have an autistic car nerd top bf already...
>>40940609asl?
>>40940560>>40940587see related
>>40940266damned cagies
Post charts, guess the letters, and discuss each other's musical taste! Don't forget to ignore lazy posters.Make your own charts! >https://topsters.org>QOTT: what is the musical genre you hate the most?
Never done one of these
>>40930324>>40931465>>40931980>>40933828Review others or gfto
i dont pass after ffs
>>40938131i'm honmoding but i refuse to be deluded and think that i'm anything other than a cretinous abominationthere's dignity in knowing what you are and hating yourself for it
>>40936702so many people miss k
newfags don't know about big soph
>>40935497Sophs. Get a fucking life holy shit. The best day to stop posting your face on 4chan was yesterday the next best day is today.
>>40940663thisonly i should be allowed to post myself
Is it possible for a cishet guy like me to be spiritually queer? I’m six feet tall with an athletic-ish build and am ultimately male presenting. But I still present kinda soft. I have some camp/feminine mannerisms too. I’m relaxed, but assertive. I’m expressive, but I don’t overdo it. I’m also playful and defiant. My energy is less “fruity gay man” and more like a “hot/confident cishet girl”. That might sound weird but it just feels like the real me. I enjoy cooking and listening to girly pop music like CharliXcX, Marina, and Lana Del Rey. I also get the feeling I have a higher social intelligence than most cishet guys, one that’s on par with most women. I tend to get along with women and queer people better too, not that I don’t have any male friends. But I know I’m straight and cis. I’ve never felt dysphoric about my body or my genitalia, so I don't think I'm trans. I also love boobs and vaginas too much to be gay. But I don't think I can call myself bi either. I find some fem guys cute and can sometimes crush on them. But I've never felt strong sexual desire for one, and I can't see myself falling in love with one. My fantasies about falling in love are always with a female partner. More importantly, I’ve never been in absolute agony over how beautiful a man is, like I have with some women. Women are soft, dainty, and beautiful. They make me wanna hold them close and never let go. Men are hairy and smell weird. Sure, women can have body hair and smell weird too. But even when they do, they're still sexy. It's like I'm a straight-passing lesbian in the body of a man. Maybe there’s some spiritual or scientific explanation for this, but I haven’t found it.
>>40938984if you didn't feel the need to post this i wouldn't doubt you but since you did.. you might be a gay or a transsexual
>>40940245I didn't feel the need to. I just wanted to ask what gives because I feel like I'm the only man who fits this description.
>>40938984You're just annoying.
>>40938984you sound really annoying but i'm a fuckboy cisles and annoying in the same way you are so maybe you're onto something
>>40939736they're saying you're fake and trying to be someone you're noti don't believe that, but i also don't believe that there is such a thing as "spiritual queerness"......if you feel queer, in whatever way, you are, but if you know in your heart of hearts that you are a cisgender heterosexual guy then there is nothing wrong with being that and having a "nonstandard" personality. just be you nonny. whatever it is that means to you :)
what's a good thing to bring on a first date?I'm going out with a transgirl this weekend (just hanging out at her place mostly) and I wanna surprise her with something smallthinking something in the same vein as flowers or chocolates but maybe not those specifically cause they seem a little basic and whatnot but... ideas? does anyone have anything?
A sturdy ring of smegma
>>40940317flowers would be too much, chocolate would be a sweet thing to share but probably not if youre going to be making out. what does she like?
>>40940333not sure if we'll end up making out, probably just cuddlesin talking she's mentioned being a little particular about kissing and stuff and not wanting to right away, which I respect>what does she likeuhhhh like music and video games
>>40940317depends on the date, your personalities, and how you know her. my mom coached me to always be generous with people who give you their time and energy, so i tried to devote myself a ton to dates.with my current girlfriend (both high-income professionals), our first date was us baking at her apartment, and i brought a classy white bouquet she had a beautiful vase for. but when i was in undergrad, i couldn't afford such frilly luxuries for all the women's college muff i was pulling and opted instead to just pay for girls' food.
bring a lute and improvise some meandering chamber music for her
I wish trannies could appreciate a fraction of the resentment they incite by endlessly trying to shame everyone else into accepting their theories on gender.
>>40940683you look male, you can only make these ridiculous claims because we can't say how male you really look irl
>>40938760ill appreciate if you kys though
>>40940694unfortunately you'll just have to not take my word for it, then. loli've said all i really want to say. it is up to you to decide what to do with that, whether you do anything at all.
>>40940719trannies are delusional liars
>>40938787Reminder that even in the niggerbabble that is yougov polling you can see a clear bubbling out of the antitranny viewsTurns out you can't particularly be a piece of shit then blame it on discrimination for "not liking these hecking trannies" without people catching on what you're doing at some point>>40940113You know, what's truly weird is that we pretend as a society that genuinely deformed mentally retarded aggressive subhumans like Graham Linner the negro jkr bvll or picrel deserve human rights