am an almost 27 yo non passing disgusting troon (3 years hrt, I swear it doesn't do shit) from eastern yurop, no job, neet with no perspectives, no money, no nothing. none of what I thought were my passions make me feel anything like they used to. if that wasn't enough, I'm addicted to benzos and oxy and was SAd when i was a child which lives in the back of my head rent free all the time. all of my 'friends' left me besides one but i still don't know if he's actually cool cause of course, i am a fucking bpdemon and I'm afraid he'll leave me and is just using me as a means to kill time.what are my odds of me *not* joining the 27 club and how do i make my piece of shit worth living? i am too tired to go on, this fucking combo is too much. i have sn ready but drunken hypothermia sounds good toowat do?
>>42204981i dont believe you
I'm a bpdemon myself. I'm 37. I lost almost all my friends too. Non-binary. Do you want to be friends?
>late 20's >non-passing troon>no job>no drivewaow ur literally me......
>>42204997I'm not really interesting in any way, probably not worth your time but thank you c:>>42204988whats so hard to believe? that I lost this dogshit lottery in every single way imagineable?
can someone help me parse this *1995* study? my porn-addled agp brain can't make out complex language like this
>>42204556>i was merely pretending to be retardedbut to what end
>>42204533>againlol>leftists and nazisnothing inbetween, huh?>nazis have influence on what studies are doneyou must be pretending at this point, yes?
>>42204757i was being sarcastic about how useless agps are while making a thread saying that agps all trans women have the same brain markers regardless of age of starting hrt and sexual orientation, if you don't follow the logic then i cant help you. it's not that important anyway, the poitn was the image.
>>42204459maybe if its dark chocolate and not the whole bar
>>42205026that's the same moronic nonsense as the "red wine is healthy" meme. any study can be made to fit whoever funds it, and even peer review cannot be trusted 100% because that too can be corrupted by political or corporate interests>>42205004you might not understand how sarcasm or irony work, so let me help you sort it out: you need a shared baseline to deviate from for cemedic effect. you assume that you and random people on this board have it. youre probably wrong in most cases.
Was starting testosterone at 17 too late?
>>42204622This fucking retarded faggot board has memed me into being attracted to Charlie Kirk. I genuinely hate all of you.
if you're like 4'11 probably if not then probably not
>>42204744i guess it's closer to like 5'5 and under if you're white but you can get away with being pretty short if you're brown
>>42204753I'm 5'4 and whiteSo it's over
>>42204986im amab mtf and started hrt at 19 and im 5'5, aslong as you dont live in the netherlands i think u will be fine
Low key thinking about content creation because I barely made it financially last yearAnyone have any experience and willing to shed some light?
>>42204038I produce content all day, and pass it into the toilet every so often. Has no financial impact.
>>42204046Is this supposed to be funny
>>42204066Yes.
>>42204038Do you mean e-whoring?
Do you mean sex work content creation or like twitch streaming?
>>42199245reminder big soph that this is what women are supposed to look like
>>42199245I tranned at 14 and it was too late. Anything post puberty is too late, i'm scarred by testosterone forever and nothing can fix me.
>>42199245try 23
>>42204386A reminder to your brainworms is that these are models doing a photo shoot. "Supposed to look like" but 95 percent of cis women can't look like.
Yes and there's nothing you can do about. Shoulda cared more
What the FUCK is with this sacred geometry hebrew magic? CAPTCHAoh hey a guy texted me Anyways why the fuck dont you guys have a spine Captcha expired or any braind for that matter? can i have your discords though? I was originally not gonna consciousness post through this but oh well. Why are the tetragrammaton though? Thanks for my ted, Chalk.
i have a hard time with the captchas too maybe im just retarded but they feel like iq tests and send me into a trance like im not in my body anymore although maybe thats because its late at night and ive been staring at a screen all day
>>42204931bronom fuck these Jewish ass fuckers captcha faggots
what would you do if you came across a boymoder that was hallucinating and dissociating beyond belief, that was getting weirdly aggressive and paranoid, that was slowly disconnecting from reality, and just generally, had consumed a gallon of PCP in the last 24 hours?
>>42204977rape
>>42204977Hold her hand and soothe her, give her her plushy and put on some calm music and hold her so that she is lucid when I rape her
i started hrt 3-4 years ago mid puberty and its done pretty much nothing. i ordered prog and bica and only the prog arrived. i put it in my butt and it gave me the shits. ive been eating the prog now and every night since ive have like insane back pain. anyone else or am i just retarded?
The entire idea of it is silly and down right fetishistic. To remove a "boy" is impossible for another person to do, transition is something that you must do your self.
>>42199297>silly and down right fetishisticThat's because it is primarily a fetish.With that said, there is also a non-fetish view but it's rarer because very few trannies need it.I needed to kill my male ego and I'm grateful to my boyfriend for helping me with that. And it wasn't just sexual, but social too.With his help, my journey was faster and more pleasant. Escaping boyhood was right for me.
>>42200277>>42200405To the wrong person, you are a predator. To the right person, you're a savior. People are different.
>>42199297>anon's first realization that all babytrans lingo is extremely cringe
>>42204136I've never groomed anyone, I've simply had sex with bottoms.
>>42199297>The entire idea of it is silly and down right fetishistic
/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.Be kind to each other and report/ignore trolls who attempt to divide trans mtf lesbians and cis lesbians as a community. This includes transphobic bigotry, femmephobia, butchphobia, racism, and anti-c4t/t4t slop. This is nice thread. :)QOTT>How did you welcome the New Year?>What changes did you make in the past year that you are proud of? What do you wish you had done differently?>How do you want your relationship with her to progress this year…?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNRold thread: >>42154686
>>42202127thought this said creepy and i got excited
slop day here again, eh?I guess everyone is too busy using the confessions channel in the server as a mini-4chan now.
>>42202349please please please please please PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
>>42201998Kino
Jane remover gives off bad vibes
The majority of zoomer trannies were incels who couldn't compete with chad and decided to submit for pussy.
>>42199954That's me. Except I'm not a zoomer and I was attracted to men.It worked. I'm no longer an incel/gaycel but a woman who is in love and is loved back.The journey was hard but it was totally worth it. I would have become a Wizard without transition.
>>42204206idiot
>>42204206Faggot fetishmoder
>>42204241>and is loved backLoved black more like
>>42200151sorry that i don't want to get pozzed fucking married men on grindr lol
Why does anal sex feel so good? It's the only way my bf and I can have sex, since I haven’t gotten SRS yet. Whenever he really goes rough and hits all the goo spots, I keep on moaning nonstop and he has to hold back not to finish quickly. We both really enjoy it
>>42204806Its gay homosexual sex so you are enjoying the act of homosexual male prostate play. Its not very feminine, step up
>>42204821cis women enjoy anal sex too, genius. Whether it’s prostate or g-spot stimulation
>>42204845>cis women enjoy anal sex too, genius.They don't.
>>42204868>T. Non anal sex haverThey absolutely do. That was actually the best sex my gf and I ever had. she was so wet her entire crotch was covered in juices and she convulsed and bucked uncontrollably like a horse she came so hard. That was the only time she actually grinded and slammed back on my dick so hard because she wanted more. Normally shes a pillow princess
For me it was just sheer guilt and fear and knowing I was some kind of freak and not being able to tell anyone about my issues because my only exposure to trannies was fucking terrifying + no knowledge of HRT until it was too late. t. lateshit HRTrepper here who is unfortunately spending his New Year's frustrated about not being a youngshit.
>>42199164>>42199612>you're only trans if you socially transition>actually socially and medically transitioning doesi would detachedly and intellectually argue with people about "transmedicalism" because trans is latin for 'on the other side of'(gender)and not transitioning, and they would respond intellectually instead of just telling me im retarded and going to regret my cope because even though i knew i wouldn't openly identify and so they thought i was a terf or something
>>42194815I was afraid of what my parents would think if I told them I wanted to be a girlwhen I eventually did come out they were extremely supportive. I fucking hate myself for ruining my own life.
>>42194815Abusive parents
>>42194815Google and BTC wasn't invented yet
Didn't realize transitioning was a legit thing until my late twenties. Yes I'm fucking old. For years I thought to myself, "Great, I have a permanent gender bender fixation like those weirdos you sometimes see in the city. Just 5 more years of repressing and maybe it'll go away."Thank God I was always way less religious than my family, or there would've been wild overcompensation going on, I'd tell you.
What is the FTM/CisM equivalent of this?
>>42204695well, ok, i think the guy on the left's body is more than ok but desu he's so chopped it cancels out a little. i can imagine him as a gym coach with a wife and kids tho
>>42204376i watched boku no pico as a kid and put an ice cube in my butt because they did it in the show
>>42204637>>42204654Right one is looks like an incel loser.Left looks big and I know he is very sweet to his tiny wife cause I have seen his tiktoks. You are not very fembrained.The person who made op picrel is clearly a stupid moid
>>42204754>You are not very fembrainedI can live with that. It's why I'm so surprised (and genuinely happy) that transition actually worked on me.>Right one is looks like an incel loserHe looks too happy for that.I should know, since I was an incel loser.
>>42204376What's it called when I like both
I need a goth cis girl to peg me how do I get this as a twinkhon?
>>42204530Try using the Torah on her
>>42204530ur best shot is probably going to gay clubs/bars. there is going to be at least a few cis lesbians looking to hookup, so probably only a matter of time til you find whatever u define as "goth". plus, tons of lesbians own strap-ons/toys in general so if u are just looking to get plowed it shouldn't be too hard if u put the effort in.t.ranny with a cis friend who explains lesbian culture to them
