For reasons our of my control, it's utterly impossible for me. It's not that my genetics are that bad, i think i have good potential, even. That only makes it 10000x harder, looking in the mirror and seeing the life that I could've had, were circumstances different. But I won't ever be a woman. It's just that simple. I don't think will probably never be a "man" either. At least, not the type of man people want or expect me to be. And yeah, down the line, i might risk dressing in a way that might contradict male gender norms. But that's about all that I can do. I've come to accept that I will spend the rest of my life male, as I've spent it up to this point. I think there's happiness for someone like me, too. I'm not writing this so I'm pitied, but because I'm paid by the CIA to convince people reading this that they might also be happy, repressing for their entire life.
stupid mouse fuck off
>>42081576Good.
yes
>>42080952i'm not sure. i am not averse to sex at all, and i do have sex occasionally, but everything i get out of sex is something distinct from the sex itself and i feel like i'm just using it as a means to various ends. the physical act itself is like deeply meh. idk what that makes me.
>>42080952what's it called when like I don't really enjoy sex i just really like seeing cum shoot out of dickslike aesthetically
is it normal to find the smell of your own balls arousing or am i just retarted
>>42079834yes but mainly during the summer when i’m constantly drenched in sweat
>>42079834Let someone else rub their balls on yer face u slut
i'm the same way, not always arousing sometimes it just smells, idk comforting? cis gay here.
>>42079834is it normal for someone to like the smell of their armpits, dick/balls, ass, and feet?? i don't think so. i love how i smell tho
>>42079834i just find mine pleasant, not erotic or arousing in any way.>>42082630love my genital and ass smell but hate my armpit smell.
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I want to be cute and feminine and
anybody know how a person could get their hands on raloxifene without a prescription
>>42081060have you checked all the usual sources
is it safe to keep diy vials unopened for 2 years before i start using them
>>42081729yeah if ur supplier sterilized them (otonoko didnt used to) oil espec is safe for years and years
how are ftms so good at designing characters
>>42079965GooseWorx (mtf aesthetic) >>>>> Yugo Limbo (transmasc aesthetic) = Joel G (cis man aesthetic) >>>> vivsiepop (queer cis woman aesthetic)
>>42082502sleepykinq solos all
>>42082519You ever imagine an alternate universe where you hyperfixated on something useful?
>>42082502all these art styles suck and are strong indicators of mental illness. go draw anime girls or something.
>>42082708all of the fucking time
/Bigen/ - bisexual general : Last leg before the end of the year edition>QotT #1: Are you preparing anything in advance for the festivities ?>QotT #2: What do you feel about the accomplishements you've made this past year ?>optional QotT: You have to gift another anon ITT an image. What is it ?Previous Thread(s): >>41864527Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2FFAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41947047Depends. You'll have to pay for food and shelter with something, like you are doing already in "intangible" ways with your parents.>t. Dutch, moved out and no contact
>>42077126I don't. We've texted. But, I could get home without too many problems. It'd be an Uber or a cab to get back to my place. When we fucked, it was a LOT more complicated and scary.He wants something more romantic.
>>41947047If you're diagnosed you might be able to get some sort of unemployment, but maybe only during the time you're being treated.Sociale huur with full huurtoeslag is like €270 a month
>>42064485Waarom vraag je dit?>>42081305>>42082402How did you guys even find social housing? The waiting list in my city is like 10+ years. Also I feel like the landlords don't even consider me an option since I have no way of proving my parents give me like a thousand euros a month.
>>42082606My area has lottery housing with preference for people from that town/city and an old lady almost died and got sent to a care home. My mom even joked to check the rental website when we saw the ambulance lmaoYou do need proof of income for social housing yeah and I don't think 1k would be enough to go in the private sectorDo you have anything wrong with you aside from the depression? Else I think getting neetbux or benefits will be rough
I feel no need to be seen as a woman or have people refer to me as female. I prefer male presentation.I just needed my body to look phenotypically female. Breasts, wide hips, vagina, narrow shoulders and waist, no facial hair, etc. and now that I have that, I am content.Am I faketrans?
>>42079045might be nonbinary
Yes you're a tranny. Many such cases. I'm not a woman, it's nice that people can see me as such sometimes, but I am a man. I don't see why I would want to hide that aspect of myself. It is who I am. Isn't the point of all this to be my most authentic self? I don't want to be a man, but I will always be one.
Based as fuck + same
no, you're way more trutrans than people who are the other way around
>>42079045>I want to be a trans man
>this was an unlovable hideous tranny circa 1994it was over before it began
>>42079941You just watch Ace Ventura on Netflix for the first time?
>>42081231It's all nonsense because the AGAMP + heternormativity really points to a looser, flimsier bisexuality / body plan incongruence that allows for and supports trooning.
>>42081231If a sensitive provider chad swept a transbian off her feet shed go for it 9 times out of 10Transbianism is socialized
>>42079941lol I never understood that scene as a kid. When he turns her around to show her bulge, I always assumed she pooped herself and that’s why everyone was gagging.
>>42081231>transbians are a thingIn the sense that people claim it's real, sure. But obviously a man can't be a lesbian and no woman that's attracted to woman is going to be with a man just because he feminized himself.
2026 is the year I will find a chud boyfriend to fix and love
>>42082214I’m only on 4chan and discord
>>42082161not op but Im 5'5 white tranny and I need a chud bf that hates liberals with a burning passion
>>42081184>get chud bf>chud turns me into a nazi
>>42082488That sounds good but since you're white I have an obligation to detroon you.
>>42082260suicidalsiren
Is this something I have to worry about when I finally get my meds? What kind of “leaking” is she talking about? Pee? Discharge of some kind? Something else?https://x.com/hazelappleyard/status/1976894865431499193?s=61
Fuck! Why didn’t the link work?
>>42082461I use pads cuz my bf’s cum is always leaking out of my ass
>>42082634Is this what this girl was talking about? I hate how vague the video is.
what do you guys think of the "bew" lgbt flag? i always found it retarded, especially the black and brown part, but i find even the trans part unnecessary
>>42076960Do you realize most intersex people DO NOT WANT to have corrective surgery as minors without their consent?The fact that they are explicitly allowing genital mutilations for intersex babies is a problem.
>>42078604>The fact that they are explicitly allowing genital mutilations for intersex babies is a problem.yea they should grow up and be humiliated for it.
the entire fucking point of the rainbow is that it has all colors in it, it accepts everyone. adding anything to the rainbow flag is fucking stupid and an insult
>>42080485They should be the ones to decide whether it is "humiliating," and, if they feel that way, have access to gender-affirming care.It's better that they make that decision for themselves, than growing up wondering why they have all that scar tissue on their junk, or why they're so androgynously built, and never having access to the medical records to piece together what happened because it was done in a children's hospital with no obligation to retain patient records until they're an adult.Seriously, talk to actual intersex people, hear their stories first hand. It's seriously fucked up.
>>42073495I hate the gay ohio flag so much. I thought the whole point of the rainbow was that it included every color.This looks like someone smeared shit and sherbert on it, and besides the fact it looks ugly as fuck and the colors don't harmonize at all, part of me thinks that the adoption of this ugly ass flag was to give normies the rainbow back sans the gay.
they said im gonna find a bf here
>>42081732Would you date a guy who never drinks because he loves driving cars and operating machinery?
>>42081886>>42081895>>42081899im a guy btw and ugly
>>42081732asl and selfies
>>42081732who are they?
>>42082386Ok. Would you date a guy who is missing his pinky toe on his left foot because he was in a cult that required him to cut it off as part of their initiation ritual?
I had vaginoplasty years ago. Why have I suddenly started having a dick again in my dreams?
>>42064109kek
>>42076075There's no such thing
>>42078463Lmao
>>42062746you need to hotly plap a female and seed heryour penis parts still ache for plaps but they've been bent and stitched backwards
>>42082115Is that what vaginaplasty is?
Bringing back the anti-bait PSA because some of you really need itSTOP REPLYING TO BAITEvery one of you keeps replying to bait posts from shartypedo bots"Troons are men in skirts" is obvious bait"Chromosomes" is obvious baitThey literally have a basedjak picrel 9/10 timesSage and move on.We need to raise awareness cause freshies keep bumping that shit (even if the bots eventually start samefagging, just stop giving them attention)
do they think i chose this life? the tears, the silent suffering as i hid, the pain of trying to kill myself, again and again?questioning myself, if i am evil, if i deserve to exist?even if i were to be "cis" i would find the notion of being a transgender person disgusting, like i wouldn't wish to be one if i was born "normal" like everyone else.all i ever wanted was to be soft, cute, feminine, and beautifulP.S. please redirect me if this is the wrong place, to post, but i needed to vent somewhere other than to the strangely unhelpful "crisis" line.P.P.S. if you are going to tell me to kill myself because you want to watch me die, at least have the decency to tell me what platform to stream it on as i may actually do it if enough want to see.
bump
gonna bump till it hits bump limit.also, fuck retarded jannies for not doing their retarded JOB.
bump and fuck you jannies for making us diy our own sticky
>>42079762i think post whatever you want here desu it bumps an important. i appreciate your posting this here, anyways. venting is healthy.they don't though, i'm pretty sure. they misunderstand almost everything about us except for the fact that it is a choice. any insistence that dysphoria is not real or that we could choose to have normal brains is just, i am convinced, an ironic twisting of the blade. don't take it seriously. people are just mean. when someone really wants to understand you will know.also, do not kill yourself. i don't know your life but i have found, personally, that there can be beauty in the transgender experience, if you have the eyes to see. it took me several years and hard work developing self-love to understand that, though. you will get there, someday.
If you carefully selected only the most feminine acting gay boys, and gave them estrogen and vaginoplasties by age 11 and socially transitioned them at age 9 and just made it all seem like a normal thing for a feminine boy to do in order to participate in the normal world, would they really even experience any backwards dysphoria?Assume they got to socialize in groups with other fem gay boys undergoing transition so they weren't alone in it.
>>42071405I don't think it would work because they would always feel inferior to natural born girls. Would be far better just to be in a gay guy and like yourself for the way you were born, rather than rejecting yourself
>>42079946>cis women treat gay men as well as they treat natural born girls and see them as equals
>>42079949I agree with you completely
>>42071405Yes. Because hussies become fujos and often detrans due to it. Hussies are not dysphoric and are equivalent to gaydens. Start them young enough and they WILL poon out to be yaoi bois.That said, if we did this with feminine shy jeeps it would 100% work
>>42078544So true, go back to suicide attempt pre requisite
