Reminder: This gen is for cis females with gender dysphoria. This is not a trans man gen. All posts that are considered off-topic should be directed to other generals, threads or boards.Keep the discussion exclusively about female repressing or fuck off.Prev: >>42116992
>>42208468how are you jarby (I am not the fag who wants to have sex with you)
>>42201225no
it's time for my monthly seething about being unable to enlist. also no special forces even if i did enlist. there's a difference between trying and failing and being unable to even fucking try.now excuse me, i'm gonna go jerk off to owen's account of operation neptune spear. again.
any nympho anons?
>>42210832I'm popular with lesbians for some reason and it's thrilling because I feel like a guy getting to touch the untouchable. Would sleep around all year round if women were slightly more prone to one night stands and most let me just bend them over, fuck and fuck off.
Love doesnt exist. We’re just being used and exploited. Its time to give up.
>>42210837>accusing all chasers of being rapists and calling chasers gay for being attracted to transgirls.Probably just pichu schizoposting without his trip
>>42210755>>42210797Which ones are they? This isn't my regular board
You can abuse meYou can exploit me for moneyYou can cheat on meYou can out meNothing you do will stop me from chasingI won.
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>>42210797Who're the transbians? Maybe the polfags pretending to be tranny sugarbabies for laughs?Surely it can't be me, who only wants a chaser to call my own.
My soul is male. I aspire to be a successful man, with all the stereotypical qualities: stoical, unapproachable, strong, assertive, dominant.I don't value typical feminine traits like compassion, empathy. They are foreign to me. I think I might be narcissistic.However, I have terminal AGP, even since before puberty. I never craved sex with anyone as a guy. Instead I only ever wanted to be feminine, be seen as sexy, pretty and cute, be submissive. Sex would only be interesting from a submissive female perspective.Likely due to AGP, I developed dysphoria regarding body and facial hair, brow bone, skeletal structure, etc. I hate that I allowed it all to masculinize. I can't imagine letting this happen further.After years of repression, I began experiencing anxiety attacks about my masculinizing body and face. I started HRT 3 months ago at 21. I still have decent chances at passing, maybe even without FFS.Yet, every week, every injection, feels like another small defeat. Pushing me further away from the successful man I could've been, and towards living as malebrained faketrans. I don't want this to happen. I want to stop, and embrace the masculinization. But I can't. AGP and dysphoria won't let me.I don't want to desire being pretty and feminine. I want to singularily desire being useful and productive. As the man I truly am.How can I convince myself to stop HRT, despite enjoying it's effects?
>>42206074>despite enjoying it's effects?Take your shots, nona. At least you have a chance to win.I did what you say. I even thought I "grew out of it" for a decade. Then it came back far worse at age 30. Still ended up trooning out, but missed a lot of time in between.Screw the online discourse. If it works, then it works.>t. finally passing, finally comfortable
>>42206074literally me>>42206178>narcissistic male that can't allow himself to depend on other people for happynessLITERALLY ME
>>42210679OP here. Maybe the narcissism thing almost warrants a seperate thread.Because given how I basically grew up with my parents constantly fighting and emotionally destabilizing one another, I never got to see romantic relationships, or even emotional vulnerability in general as desirable or beneficial.And maybe that, combined with some narcissistic predisposition and the natural urge for companionship and sexual intercouse, got mixed up into some form of AGP.Does anyone relate?Or, did anyone grow up with parents in a stable, loving relationship and still develop AGP (just to cross check)?
>>42210792well for me my parents got along well but I think it’s bc they’re racemixers and I always saw that, as well as my own existence, as kinda weird and gross which prob led me to want to isolate myself from society
>>42210367Thank you for your perspective.However, the applicability of what you recommend depends on ones definition of winning. For all the potential benefits, constantly hiding or dampening part of my being / personality (dominance, assertiveness) for passing purposes sounds really exhausting. And also sounds like I might not live up to the full social hierarchical potential I would have when staying male.I guess it fundamentally depends on what one sees as their purpose in life. To be happy and comfortable? Or to be impactful, with as much force as possible.I myself want to focus on the second category.And it is endlessly frustrating that I am to be either constantly drained of energy by AGP and dysphoria repression, or forced to give up my masculine potential by becoming outwardly female (and that is the best case scenario assuming stealth passing).
Look how much longer even a surgically altered male skull is vs an actual female skull.
Is this Ava having a moment or are the zaps still working?
>>42210758you are schizophrenic>>42210774it's the same person who spams threads about pichu and olive
Ermahgerd, LSP!
>>42209282Yes, ego death while tripping back in early COVID times was the spark that blew up the dam leading to my current massive SRS regret.
>my best friend from highschool killed himself at 21>in the aftermath i end up forming a friendship with his oldest friend>chuddy guy, have had a lot of moments where i questioned if i really wanted to hang out with him>felt i couldn't abandon him since we had that shared history and i knew his life is kinda fucked up>eventually (like 9 years later) he has developed severe mental illness (he can't work), his mother has died, his stepdad and brother are abusive, he's lost various friends because of his mental illness>i never abandoned him even though he pisses me off sometimes, when he got kicked out of his house i told him he can stay at my place as long as he wants (he didn't end up needing it)>i got to the point where i had started HRT and nobody that i know irl knows>he's the first and only person i've told irl>he doesn't really comment on it whatsoever (he barely believes it, thinks im kidding), just nervously says he supports me>ever since then he's become much more open with me, more supportive of me (like in general, looking out for me)>chudbro is my closest friend & confidant and we're always there for eachotheridk it's just cool that humanity can defy this bullshit. world is alright sometimes
>>42209104this is sweet :)
>>42209104Im happy for you anonIm also glad the world is like thismy story is different but...haivng that one person near you is sooo so...idk what to call it? important? Nice? Soul-salvaging? yeahKeep going. We gonna be ok
>>42209104thank you for the white pill.My biggest supporter was also a very traditional chud who knew me since teenage years and had my back because I was his "favorite nerd" (actual quote).He died in 2019 in a car accident. His widow and kids are still family friends (in the meantime I got married).Kill the online brainworms. Live your life!
i feel guilty for being more attracted to the guy i had a crush on before getting with my current bf. honestly i kinda felt like me and him would have been a great fit, and he would even do stuff like gender me female to strangers when i literally can't bring myself to ask other people to do that myself. it also seemed like he just really understood me and would talk about feelings with me and all that faggy stuff. He wasn't ready for a relationship though and pushed me away, so i moved on and am with a new guy who i do like, but i feel bad that i think the first guy was better personality wise and also was hotter. is there a way to make myself obsessed with my current bf so i stop thinking about the other guy? it's not like a have a huge dating pool as a tranny in a fairly rural area and i don't want to lose what i've got
aw damn im not sure what advice to give you. I was in the same situation and ended a pseudo relationship (situationship/dating in everything but name) cus it felt unfair to the guy to think thoughts like that and he deserves someone who only thinks about him. that's how it was for me though but if you're fully happy with your bf and don't feel like you're settling even a bit thats fine
>>42208196>don't feel like you're settling even a bitthis is what i'm worried about, like i don't know if i feel like i'm settling or not. like, things were clearly not okay with the first guy, like it was also something like a pseudo relationship that i was making happen because i really wanted one and he didn't want one quite so much but couldn't bring himself to just flat out cut things off and instead kept things non committal and not really exclusive. it's like i'm trading up some qualities and down some others, and i don't know if i'm being fair or not. the thing is, i don't think i'd be able to find another partner if i ended things here, and i don't want to be the forever alone tranny or only be with guys who will just get sex and leave. like, i feel like he could just go be with a real girl instead of me who keeps thinking about someone else a lot of the time. like if he's gonna be with a tranny he at least deserves one who cares only about him
>>42208329I don't know. I think if you like your current partner you're gonna have to accept that the other guy obviously didn't like you enough to pick you and date you so he's already not the boyfriend you want cus he won't commit to you or reciprocate your energy and space at all. you just have to reality check yourself that the guy you want is in your head. im not gonna say your standards are unreasonable cus they don't seem to be. you're in a rural area which is unfair for anyone in terms of options. whether you still feel something is missing with your bf after you get over the other guy is a separate issue imo. but maybe you plan to move one day, somewhere with more people and support, and then you might feel a lot less like what you're describing. in the right places there's a lot of people who will love you without shame so sorry about your spawn point
By some weird magic vent post spell there was somehow a reason I had to go see the original guy I've been hung up on and we ended up talking more about what happened and how it just didn't work out even though we really liked each other... idk I still feel like a retard even after having another talk about it
the bonepill is so real
>>42209693What are you talking about? Everyone has hips. But not everyone has a deformed gorilla upper body, deformed skull, face, hands, joints everything...Do you even know what neoteny means? Women have more youthful bodies. Men age into ogres.
>>42209799You call it neoteny because you're retarded. They have more childish faces but not bodies. That's kind of being generous because their faces more so look like uncanny distortions of children.Wide hips are an extremely abnormal trait unique to women, and result in their inhuman appearance. This is along side their soft, fleshy appearance which makes it look like they're wearing a skin suit.Does that help you understand? Ik you're agp.
Adding that children's shoulders are often wider than their hips and have a boxier look. Their flesh also doesn't look like it's trying to run away from their bones.
>>42209905>Ik you're agp.thats not a real thing but the autism you probably have is a scientifically proven fact. Cis women's hips are just relatively wide to their upper bodies. Most cis guy hips are bigger than most cis womens. They just grow an abnormally large ribcage and shoulders plus skull to make them look relatively small. >>42209917Most cis womens shoulders are broader than their hips. The true thing that seperates men from women bone structure wise is the ribcage. >Their flesh also doesn't look like it's trying to run away from their bones.That's called aging and affects everyone
>>42207505what's the bonepill? i'm not well-versed on this particular subculture. >>42207566>bad example, whites have the least dimorphism skeletallyi thought east asians have the highest similarities between their males and females.>>>42209567>Women look so weirdif you're influenced by your hormones, they look delicious. objectively, as objectively as one can be, their form isn't obviously following function. i mean fertility traits are obvious: wide hips, large breasts, etc. but large breasts would be better suited with a stronger upper body. wide hips with short-ish legs and small waists are odd. the hemoglobin loss due to menstruation would be better counterbalanced with larger/thicker bones, etc.
>what is INTERGEN?INTERGEN is a general for intersex people to talk to each other about their experiences or just to hang out>what is an intersex person?Intersex people are those born with any of several sex characteristics, including chromosome patterns, gonads, or genitals that do not fit typical binary notions of male or female bodies>am I intersex?We are not doctors, please seek medical advice, but dont be afraid to ask questions here to maybe understand things better>are trans people intersex?Trans people are not inherently intersex, however an intersex person can transition if they want, “neurologically intersex” is not real as being intersex pertains to the sex organs or hormonal productions>how is this /lgbt/?We share similar experiences of discrimination and social prejudice based on sex and gender norms, even though intersex is a variation of sex characteristics, not a gender identity or sexual orientation itself—————————Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42201605I don't know your family's deal but in my experience rightoids don't really like or accept intersex people. The best I can tell they "accept" me because it's more cognitive dissonance to insist I'm a man.
Good morning on the first Monday Friday of the new year!
>>42205510Good morning!!!
>>42205746Why am I awake? I don't wanna be awake. I wish I had just gone back to bed.
>>42207942I have to go to bed soon myself I hope you had a comfy day anon
5 months, 3 weeks. E valerate mono subq at 40mg/mL, every 5 days. i usually inject .13 mL into the upper thigh, which should be enough to suppress T. I asked an ai what symptoms i should be experiencing and it said i should be moodier and i should be aware of my chest as buds start to develop (like a bruise feeling), I don't feel that at all and it's only when i actually press my hand against my nipples that it feels slightly "bruised". My sweat smells like a guy's would... I feel like I need to shell out cash for blockers but in the meantime, i want the T suppressed so at the very least I don't continue to masculinize.
>>42210162yeah... how annoying
you should get your hormone levels checked, but also 5 months is kinda no time at all. they probably told you this already--if you went the informed consent route--but you really need to be thinking in terms of years. gradual changes and all that. on top of that tho, ymmv. check the diyhrt thread to make sure you're not getting hondosed. also stop using AI it's making you retarded
>>42210523i'm fully DIY and my doc doesn't know. i don't have any tests either lol. i'm doing all this fully in the dark
>>42210573Your dose should be fine as long as you get your T suppressed. You can up your dose either by going up in volume (.2mL) or by injecting every 5 days at your current dose.
>>42210612just ordered bica, i was avoiding upping the dose because i don't want DVT but idrc either way
Hi I'm feeling horny and I'd like one or two things to jack off to thanks
>>42210067>2024what kinda scam are you trying to pull here miss?>>42210181I'm a 30 year old manly man I doubt any transgirls would want to peg me...not that I'm into that anyway
>>42210340The same assholes that are gonna make you a kf thread are also stalking trannies on twitter. Maybe I'm naive, but I don't think it makes a difference these days, if you're a tranny online and you're notable, you're a target anyway
>>42210067built for ...
>>42210402>>2024like I said I barely ever take pictures
>>42210591Hnnnnnnnngggggggg
>feminizing hormoneslol
>>42208453A job *is* easier than transition tho they're not wrong
>>42206883You need to eat also boobs will even out in tiime
DAS ON GODhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gGJS8W9emac
What will be done about veltail, this person and that one with the giant forehead
>>42208449Sywau
post pics, vocaroos, traced images. etc. also reply to others.
>>42209346I need him biblically
>>42207530I can't believe I look like this and was one time called a theyfab?
>>42207530Why do you have blunt bangs?
>>42210173Cos I cut them last night bcuz they were all in my face I think it kind of looks bad too but itll.grow out okay
Well, lads. I tried to shoot my shot. Still no response. Why isn't this woman lusting after me? I have several unique advantages in this situation. Why isn't she adding me on Discord? Doesn't she want to see my manclit? She even said I passed. Fucking women and their mind games.
Week 23 day 5 of posting about getting a loving bf to kill me with love challenge impossible.
would an openly LGBTQ character in a numbered Star wars film boost our visibility and optics in eyes of the general public?
>>42210274Calm down little autist your garbage movies don’t have any trans people in them
>>42210299or what if god forbid trans?
>>42210328>no transYou sure about that?
>>42210303>btfo touristTHE AUDACITY OF NEWFAGS!
>>42210355That’s me on the left and you on the right
