>be me, ftm>chaser for femreppers>add a "femrepper" from the board hoping to score some legal teenage pussy>it's a neckbeard with a vagina who's decades older than me >somehow still acts like a radfemY'all lost the plot
>>42317548sounds like you're just a coping lesbian
>>42317548That sounds like the ultimate femrepperTry dating an actual trans woman next time not a fucking repper
>>42317886He is trying to fuck pre transition ftms, not us
Silly, you should date a real man and get hot plaps like god intended
>>42317597I'm listening
Anybody on this board whose gender dysphoria had a late onset, i.e. starting post puberty or in one's 20s? Personally, I've only started being explicitly dysphoric after a random dream I had where I simply was a woman. Realizing that I was simply a woman inside that dream made me feel like the weight of the world had been lifted off my shoulders and I could properly breathe for the first time in my life. It was the first time I ever felt serene inner peace, and not constantly restless and melancholic. I wonder if anyone experienced something similar
>>42318114I'm really sorry... I really hope your transition will go well though
>>42318161pro: height, shockingly cute face (fixable with ffs), money, decent overall healthcon: age (at best I get somewhere decent in 5 yrs), higher health risks, multiple social complications (guaranteed)But, on the bright side, this is the third day in a row I woke up calm and not anxious, sweaty and as if I was hit by a bus. Waking up so jolly (especially 3 days in a row) hasn't happened to me since 2014 or so.Moderately optimistic, ig.
>>42317719yeah i was shaving my hairy arms with my moms bic razors. i couldnt understand how nobody else was bothered by it? but i do have very hairy genes for my arms and legs.
>>42318191i dont think age matters as much as people say, i started thinking about hrt at 14. but the pictures of me at that age, im 6 feet tall and have a square face, i dont feel like i changed too much since then. all the changes from age hrt can undo, but it cant undo the base.
>>42318214>i dont think age matters as much as people sayIt's all relative.In my case it's very likely to be proven true.Still, the health risks at 35+ are much higher. I'm basically throwing an entire trainload of nukes into my endocrine system. Easier to take that at 29 than at 39.It's also the social aspect. I am a functional adult. At 39 I have a life (which I've been running on autopilot since 2022 when my brain got fully occupied with this). Rewiring that is going to be a bigger challenge than the physical work.But if the new normal is to wake up like I woke up in the last 3 days, it will be worth it just for this alone. If I can free up some brain bandwidth as I progress, I'll throw a goddamn party lol.I obviously have different objectives and interests than the median of this board. Lots of concerns here are alien to me (and some downright silly, tbhon).
New Year's Editionprevious: >>42044782 >>42079478 (died prematurely)Goal of the thread: Consider the things you want to improve or accomplish, whether long- or short-term. What small steps can you make towards those goals?Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Gonna post something decent after some more rest.Goodluck everyone!
>>42298391im feeling the same honestly, life is just suffering outside of distractions and i stopped drugs to think, i've achieved nothing meaningful/substantive while everything outside that bubble keeps getting worse in the meantimenow thinking is the bane of my existence again and i desperately want it to stop since it brings no value to my life>>42300829come back in 5 years and say the same
this website is really bad for my body image
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>>42314580>Won't workRight now you're dying without killing yourself. Literally any change would be better than your current situation.
Does heaven exist? Does being lgbt effect that?
>>42318110truthnuke
>>42318110I'm an atheist No religions are real
>>42318174God believes in atheists tho
>>42318192God means nothing to a non believer
>>42318210A nonbeliever means everything to God thoughMaybe you can love them back one day
I wanted to join in on the last thread, but I was too late :(post yours, guess letters, interests, etc!https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/2812233
Why even bother with that when most people look really bad and nowhere like their idealized simple artstyle self
>>42314549For fun, dickhead. not everything has to be serious
>>42314573I just cant imagine being ugly and not letting that defeat you. Seems like you'd get ridiculed much more often(rightfully so)
Bleh
>>42317276Mtf bpdemon
my tits are noticeably rounder after just a week of clobetasol cream and ive got another week to go
>>42316416Feels like the best way is to weight cycle, right?
>>42316469very slowly as far as i can tell, its main job is terminal end branching but it also sensitizes feminine fat pads to insulin.>>42316513yestheres no settled thing yet but you need 6 weeks between cycles, you use it either daily or every other day, safe period appears to be at least a week of usage, maybe 2. apply a decent coating to tits an let absorb, probably wash off before bed. buy the 6 tubes because its cheap af. take 30mg pio daily while youre on it because why not stack PPARy agonism with it, it seems to help.make sure you know the sides and keep an eye on skin thinning.>>42316581im actually losing weight rn.>>42316599it probably works better if youre slowly gaining weight yes.
bump for interest / further discussion. i'd never heard of clobetasol til this thread and i'm interested now
wait this shit can treat eczema and give me rounder boobs? i might try and get a legit rx and try it for both problems
>>42318169based, gl anon
this is my hypothesis, which can be disputed.as far as ive known, the less EMOTIONAL symptoms a ftm has on their period the more trutrans they are.all the ftms i know reported no mood swings or sensibility or anything like that. i thought that was made up for most of my life to berate females or something until i learnt that's something that actually happens to women.this is pure anecdotal poonscience, i want to hear what other ftms think or share. i might be biased because no ftm wants to talk about how they used to be girly or emotional. i myself didnt experience any symptoms during periods, not even physical pain except for wanting to go to the bathroom more often and being dysphoric about my periods.
>>42316370>in mediai mean my online friends, spanning to a few countries. just asked about 3 or 2 though, pretty uncomfortable question. the sampling size is abysmal and i need moar>pain and heavy bleedingim sorry, thats horrible. glad it stopped now but get on t so itll stop for good.
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>>42316758forming a world view based on the testimony of 3 people is incredibly fembrainedyou might as well post this on tiktok and caption it pms theory
>>42316758i am on t now and it has stopped, thank you tho
>>42316228I had zero mood symptoms around period pre t. But when I went off cold turkey the hormonal imbalance basically gave me pmdd for a few months. I don't know how much of that was directly being in a bad mood from hormones and how much was being in a bad mood from being physically miserable. Idk about the poonscience... hormones are weird... but even when I did have mood symptoms from my period I would just get more depressed and anxious than usual and idk if anyone else would have noticed>>42316370It fucks with my... digestive motility...
I'm a tranner and I can't stop gooning to videos of fat cis bitches getting plapped
>>42316060ever watch scruppy97? its an ftm getting plapped by a degenerate tranny tophonestly a kino pairing
Aw jeez, Rick
>>42317175Is this supposed to prove a point? I don't think bbws are exactly what most would consider "degenerate"
>>42317291Gooning tranny = degen
>>42316115hard disagree am fat cisfem bbw who seeks out getting plowed by tgirlsi love women but i also love a physicsl cock inside me bc i feel like its intimate, so tgirls are the best!!! so pretty and sweet but also so perverted and usually reaaallly into my body lmao. fat fetish probably. i use bumble!!!!!
How old were you when you first dreamed of your wedding?I think I was ten. My little heart already knew.
>>42318100just a little older than that. life rapidly turned to shit right after tho, due to that very dream
>>42318100Never did.Now I'm unironically in the process of organizing it.
I never cared for marriage until I met a girl 2y ago and suddenly I started dreaming of it daily. We broke up which sucks.
Dreamt of it since i was like 8/9ishAccepted it'll never happen tho
be real, how cooked am i just trying out wigs to see how i can end up looking like but i won’t make it past hon right
>>42314815How big is your cock?
>>42314815I think you look kind of cute in a sense, but you look really sad.You should take estrogen and start smiling more.
>>42314896>>42317132not sure if you’re just hugboxxing or if i should get my hopes up
>>42314815take your pills, nona
>>42315324also i forgot to reply, it took me way too much courage to post this one :(
how do i make my t4t gf learn to drive? she says she doesn't want to because driving is stressful and she's happy taking buses and trains, but it's really embarrassing having a gf who's 23 and can't drive. plus there are enough useless transbians in the world already.
>>42317150american licenses are barely a step above finding in cereal box tier to get. the only barrier is cost.
>>42317155>>42317184she tops>>42317243>>42317435i'm australian
>>42317820so one real test then just sit back and wait for it to become full. still easy then.
>>42317150How did you guys meet? I’m a transbian who can’t drive and might be getting kicked out soon. I wanna be able to replicate this.
>>42317872at a tranny party
Which backstreet boy does /lgbt/ think is the cutest :D ?
is DEVO agp or hsts
>>42318066Devo is cool im Inclined to say they fall more into AGP territory tho
>>42318074i am agp as shit but i have a bf and never jorked it in womens clothing, what can i say
>foid is into male hobbies>it's a troonevery single time
>>42317537How does rhythmic dancing relate to troonness anon? It’s like fruity but not even as overly as some other things. >>42317658>cant cry Not publicly, but I did cry a lot privately and people are more understanding then they let on if they care about you when you open up. Ive been pleasantly surprised. You might just have a lot of fake friends.>cant danceDisagree >cant be skinny cause thats girlyI got a little bit of that for my dad, but not enough where he stopped me from maintaining the body shape I wanted>cant have long hairLiterally, no one gives a shit about that lol idk where you grew up but Lots of dudebros had long hair where i was. >cant do gymnastics (girl sport)This one’s fair I can see it>cant be girl character in video gameEvery guy I know does this at some pointComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42318016>cant show any emotion other than happyness or angerI actually disagree with this from pretty much almost all the personal experiences I’ve had as being someone with relatively hard to read emotions that sometimes comes off as cold when I’m not >cant shave anywhere except your faceHaven’t had anyone notice when i was younger <3, but probably would get judged a bit true>cant paint nailsAlso true>cant wear makeup except on HalloweenLargely true >cant do yogaDepends of the situation >cant enjoy “chick flicks”Because they are objectively one note slop and bad movies most of the time>cant like poetryI’ve actually never heard this one either Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42318016i meant dancing generally. being born into certain poorer subculture, things that seem normal or fruity to whatever your background was, is like the most life ending faggot shit i could do.
>>42318062>being born into certain poorer subcultureLike what?Being able to dance is de facto mandatory for amabs in Latin America, lol. So is for afabs desu.But as amab you get bullied if you don't lul
>>42318076latin america is gay as shit for everyone tho. i mean like trailer trashy bogany
>if ur straight = hsts!!>if ur bi/lesbo = agp!!This is actual bs, stop excluding meta-attracted agp straggots like me!!
This just reminds me how I knew a tranny who repressed being bisexual because she preferred death than to be labeled AGP by this board.
>>42317980The auto/bi trannies are the self-loving AGPs whose sexuality can exhibit with asexuality, ambivalence, and focus on other trannies. It's all very mercenary and about how the self feels versus hungrily pursuing a sex target... that's for "top" transbians and chasers
Remember when tranners supported Free Palestine and it turned out Free Palestine were just as anti trans as any red state Republican?Good times eh?
>>42317079if ur morality is contingent upon controlling ppl or getting something in return then it isn't moral, simple as
>>42317076>basic morality is supporting universal rights and dignity for all ppl, regardless of their behaviorYour concept of basic morality is apriori making justice and self defense impossible.As such, your concept is dogshit and inherently against civilization and order.
>>42317109that's not true, it makes 'justice' as in harming others and 'self defense' as in excuses to harm others apriori immoral, not impossibleur concept is inherently against order and will lead to midwit 'kill all enemies' positions that when taken to their conclusion lead to self-destruction of civilization it's not that complicated but I know many of u have been brainwashed into thinking 'moral war' isn't an oxymoron, which it clearly is
>>42315953Only support your friends, family, and local community. Anything beyond that, is probably not worth getting bent out of shape about. Simple as.
>>42317102>whats that bro?>you wont support people who would kill you?>you must lack moral fiber!>just embrace people who would kill you bro, please.
