I'm FtM (technically intersex male assigned female but it makes no difference) and since I was a young teenager I used to repress my sexuality because I was too insecure and ashamed of my appearance and neurodivergence to believe in the possibility of someone liking me back. I've been ridiculed and avoided by my peers my whole life for being "weird" so maybe it wasn't for no reason.I guess something went wrong from there. As I got older, I stopped feeling sexually attracted to girls unless I fantasized about dismembering them or touching their internal organs. Is this a common experience?
I've had deep deep psychological things turn into paraphilias and I dislike it. I don't think dysphoria is one of the things that developed a paraphilia for me though. I have made the argument that what was labelled AGP might just be gender trauma turning into paraphilia but people got mad at me from both directions
>>42171340I've had violent sexual fantasies in times of great stress or depression in life. They went away though. Are you doing okay, anon? Because it didn't sound like it from your op. If you're still struggling, try therapy when you can with a queer guy that doesn't just prescribe drugs and has experience dealing with internalized homophobia. Don't being up being trans or intersex, just be honest about the shame you feel towards being perceived as weird or effeminate and how it has stunted you socially and continues to hurt your ability to open up to people. There is also a case study I read out there of a cis man that grew up to have a weird cuckoldry fetish from shame around not being masculine enough after having his bone structure fucked by low t during puberty. So yeah, you're not alone if you weren't just meming. The serial killer shit is pretty extreme, kek.
I never avoided sex intentionally but biology cucked me into never being able to stick my dick inside of someone so I guess probably my interest in cutting people open stems from compensation for tha
how can i increase the size of my trans gf's gock?should i buy her one of those penis pumps and force her to use it every day?or maybe jack her off with t gel to encourage it to grow?i just want it to be as big as it can possibly get
have her take cialis and get her in the mood and that's how big it'll get
>>42173131you can always try that or other PE methods but i don't know why anyone would put themselves through that long term, it's tedious and takes years to see significant gains
>>42173131get a chaser to fuck both of you
other psa thread died so i'm gifting y'all a new one for christmas.DO NOT REPLY TO BAIT.>you should just be a feminine man>all trannies are evil pedophiles>i would never ever fuck a troon because i'm straight and you can't make me>i'm ftm why do mtfs hate us>i'm mtf why do ftms hate us>look at my debunked study from 2004 that proves all fags are pedophiles>dae love bbc and want to be a white sissy sex slave in the bnwo>i'm g and i think we need to drop the t>i'm a real lesbian and i think all transbians are rapehon monsters and all other lesbians think that too btw>i want to breed an ftm and make her my little tomboy bitch>i'm a cishet man and i hate women and i should be allowed to talk about that here because lgbt has t which is transGENDER so this is the gender board and this isn't off-topic>look at my cute little ai boymoder and her ai bottom boyfriend come generate more ai boymoders with meif you see any posts like these, especially if they have a frog or 'jak picrel, they're bait. report it, put "sage" in options if you must reply, hide the thread, and move on.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42171091Nobody likes you
>>42171205Idgaf
veltail bump
bump
Dude was a relatively successful local politician in my town and started smoking meth and watching sissy hypno Crazy
>>42173052these types are a dime a dozen from that generation and will all tell you about how anyone who supports letting minors transition is a groomer while logged into their sissy bnwo gooner accounts
>>42173073yea no GD doesn't turn you into a sissy bimbo fetishist, this is just your standard "man has mid-life crisis and becomes sex pest". Luckily the problem will solve itself in 3-5 years as he'll die of alcoholism, drug complications, or roping.
>>42173097>yea no GD doesn't turn you into a sissy bimbo fetishistYeah. it does. It literally tortures you into seeking out any forms of feminity that can be kept hidden, meaning porn, sex clubs, etc etc. Especially when you're dealing with someone clearly intelligent and conservative leaning as she clearly was, she is going to have a very high ability to represses, and a lot of creativity in find tools to do that. In other news, what have you got against bimbos? Bimbo culture is health focused, highly inclusive, and extremely affirming. Those are all very good things when you're a trans woman.
>>42173238>conservative leaning>Allentown
>>42173238You are either a psyop or legitimately deluded into thinking you are anything like actual trans people. I'm leaning towards psyop. Either way, kys.
My tranny dismissed something personal I said with an "anything else happen today?" and I felt hurt and my BPD kicked in so now I'm cheating on her.
i hope you both find better partners
are you at least cheating on her with another tranny chasefaker
>>42173049>bpdNice foid mental illness chasekun, you're barely a man
listen and learn
women are livestockthey are warm wet holesthey are not sentientthey should not be listened to and their word should mean nothing in a court of law
>>42173223I want to be her.
Just like how emo peaked in 2008 and didn’t completely die off until 2012I give it another 2 years until it’s completely over
>>42171496It's probably true for theyfabs but actual dysphoric trannies that populate /tttt/ too, yeah don't think we're going anywhere.
>>42169236I hope you're right. I miss the less insane queer spaces of late 2000s and the social life prior to this fad.> transitioned in 2005
>>42169236we are being force femmed via the water supply in the U.S. good luck thinking it's just a fad.
>>42169487Being blue
>>42169244Be a vagbro
What is your favorite book written by a trans person? Mine is Darryl by Jackie Ess. It felt like having a panic attack the entire time
>>42169979she's chill, i was disappointed to get serious weakness though cause i was ready for 600 pages but the font is so gigantic it reads more like 100. trans infinite jest when
>>42170469i don’t knowif serious weakness could’ve been any longer. that book was good though, it really affected me. anyway i recommended my partner read it after i finished it, said i wanted to talk to them about it. at some point they were reading it while i was making dinner and when i went to go tell them it was done i saw they had stopped reading it to start jerking off at some point. when they were doing the dishes i went to go surreptitiously check where they were up to and they were just after the rape scene. we never ended up talking about it
>>42171111quads for jackin it to rape!!!!
>>42171111really brings new context to them asking me if they could fuck me in the shower a couple of days later>>42171157haha should i tell them
>>42160469ive only read nevada by imogen binnie. when i read it for the first time i cried for like 8 hours and read it in one day, and then when i reread it a year later i was like this ain’t shit this book is mid>>42160617arent those the best sorts of books tho? idk i feel like all the most memorable books i read were basically just about the experience of pain and suffering
Why did god give trans women boobs?
It's the devil actually
I just learned there is a bible story where 42 kids follow this bald dude around making fun of his hairline. Then he gets upset and contacts god so god spawns 2 bears to slaughter the children. Moral of the story be careful making fun of reddit hons on /r/passing and /r/transtimelines. God might smite you for it
>>42169326squeex is up there as one of my favourite streamers
>>42169359Same same. I feel like he has a stand up comedians energy because I'm always giggling at his antics
>>42169397did you see the one video where he and a few other content creators wrote stand up that they had to perform for a live crowd?squeex's jokes had me wheezing
>>42170004I haven't seen it but I'll look it up.
>>42169342Trip on Mwahnon
>>42169000Looksmatched
>>42173140Most modern Filipino youth don't try to act white at all. Kpop and Japanese Anime have taken over the cultural sphere. Most people don't care about our dying Hispanic and Anglo heritage. I am one of the few people in my generation who can still speak Spanish and is aware of Hispanic customs since I was educated in a Hispanophile Spanish Religious Order. Otherwise, most Gen Z don't give a fuck and are more fluent in Korean than Spanish.
>>42173145Some. But they They are a minority.I think my overall rankings are Mediterraneans > Arabs >Asians > Nordics > Black Africans > IndiansMix race people are to diverse to even rate. But I like someone and don't like some shocker. Also obviously this is just a hypotetical. I would prefer a hot black guy compared to an ugly Nordic
>>42173190Reply here bro.>>42173278
>>42172604>wikipediacommie fagg
>>42172865>STD laced Pedo Sexpat by another Filipino here.that's every sex tourist.
Do trannies know that if men can be considered women then the word woman no longer holds any meaning you retards basically want your cake and to eat it too
>>42168924As long as the word "woman" is used, a meaning will be associated with it -- even if it is difficult to describe that meaning in a traditional lexicographic way* -- because words gain their meanings from how (and in what contexts) they are used. (Source: Ludwig Wittgenstein, Philosophical Investigations.)* This difficulty exists because, as Sarah Ahmed points out, "any attempt to be clear about what [sex and gender] are, to create a line, takes us further away from everyday use [of language]." (Source: https://feministkilljoys.com/2021/10/31/gender-critical-gender-conservative/)
>>42168952a woman is an adult human who lacks a y chromosome in a majority of her cells
>>42172989This is at least the third time that you've posted this exact string to this board. This is the third time that I will respond to this string with picrel and the rebuttal "OK, then picrel are not women". How will you respond to my rebuttal? Will you revise your definition of "woman"? Will you stupidly double down on your inaccurate definition of "woman"? Or will you ignore me, like the coward that you are?
>>42169324ai is retarded
>>42168924>If i phrase your point as a strawman it doesn't make any senseWow, next time youll tell me water is wet?
Why transition when you can just buy a breast plate like this, put it on, fap like crazy and get it over with.
>>42168806I really want something like this to put on a pillow and dress it up to make it into a makeshift torso for my onahole.
>>42169053holy kalindra how long ago was that
>>42172774idk a decade+ I heard she trooned out fr but that was in my repper gooner days
>>42169285h-hi daddy
Feeling my own estrogenized skin with nerves is better than feeling rubber
post desktop ,guess letters
i use linux mint on my main. only use windows to pirate vidya
>>42172998show blunt or gtfo groomer
Truly all one needs>>42170396MTF, femme-leaning bi>>42171025a child (jk saw your other reply, congrats on the new laptop anon)>>42171386AGP (I really dig the aero theme, I wish cinnamon had one that doesn't look like shit from a butt lol)>>42171957MTF young/midshit>>42172007Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42172902>>>42172062 (You)>vrchat femboy (mtf)Bi ftm and I've never played vrchat lmao
>>42173080>a child (jk saw your other reply, congrats on the new laptop anon)thank you. i got it after i broke my old one but then it randomly started working again the day i got it so i now i have two lenovo thinkpads. im thinking of using the old one as a paperweight
Like, for instance, when I see someone like picrel (I know it has been posted here already), my mind goes like: "if you really want to be a woman, why tf are you keeping that beard?". I would assume that a closeted trans woman would use every opportunity she has to be more feminine, even with stupid things like facial hair. I'm saying this as someone who had long hair, wore things like cardigans and t-shirts with flowers and shaved obsessively before I ever thought I might be trans. Especially after one has realised they're trans and has decided to troon, you would expect this person to shave off any facial hair immediately. I'm not trying to be some kind of ultratrutrans grifter here, because i'm AGP myself, but like... people like picrel really do seem not to know what they're doing.
I felt like shit with short hair even as a kid and loathed when I grew few facial hairs, but, when I quit e for the first time my mind collapsed, cut my hair and even tried to grow a mustache of a beard(with no results even in months tho, like nothing visible came out) out of spite, I mean they might be doing that
you'd think trannies of all people would be able to relate to being repulsed by your own imageavoiding mirrors and photographs your entire life leads to the dishevelled unkempt bearded repper man that dissociates and escapes with work or drugs or whatever they findpretty people are insufferablepeople that weren't beaten to a pulp for stepping out of line or acting too "feminine" are insufferablethese "who suffered more" competitions are insufferablei'm out of here
>>42171160>full blown hobo beard and long jesus hairhello me!! im awfully close to shaving mine off too
>>42167309>appearance causes dysphoria>shaving requires looking at yourself for long periods of time>stop looking in the mirror>stop shavingas for presenting fem, it's hard to overstate how heavily that gets beaten out of kids at a very young age, you learn pretty every on that being even remotely faggoty in your appearance or behavior will bring you pain
>>42172725You can feel your face like a blind person
