This isn't what was supposed to happen. I knew it would, but I hoped it wouldn't.I never wanted to feel reverse dysphoria. I wanted to be able to enjoy the effects of estrogen.But now, I constantly feel as if my skin is melting off and I'm constantly in a state of panic because of the effects.I really don't want to be a man, but it's what I always was and always will be. My regular dysphoria was fake from the very beginning.I cannot ever be a woman, simply because my very own brain refuses it against my will.I really hate, really despise being a cis man, but I will need to accept it.
>>42354914that is a bummeri am on a lower dosage now maybe i'll look nicer in another five years
>>42339427>high levels of E are not goodhow high?
>>42357125It depends on the person, but anything above 300 pg/ml can be considered quite high
>>42354970That's all good advice, but how do I keep myself from breaking down before putting pen to paper?
I'm a cis man on estrogen and I've never felt like this
how much will my balls shrink on hrt?and will my cum turn completely clear?Asking because im considering starting hrt purely to avoid twink death but im worried it might make my cum look like water and make my balls the size of cashews
>>42356647god i wish i was leaky im just dry before and after
>>42355984>>42356093my testes shrunk to small marble sizecum will turn clear or not even exist yes like no shooting at least
>>423559842 months hrt hereI still cum a lot but its all clearalso your nipples will feel funny all the time :3
do bicalutamide
>>42355984Cum is completely clear but my balls are actually still weirdly large. Well the testicles aren't but the scrotum is huge. I can literally wrap my tiny HRT dick in my scrotum like a little ball. It's weird.
Would you date a one eyed pooner? Solid T-Snake? Big Boobs? Big Poon? Naked Rape? Revolver Poonsalot?
>>42356897Mutilated women deserve that, and much more.
>>42358061It's happening right now. I'm enjoying the show personally.
>>42358061Wokecel mutt fears the chud lion
>>42359480BIG IRON, BIG IIIIIIIIRONAND HE TRIED TO MATCH THE RANGER WITH THE BIG IRON ON HIS HIP
>>42356897this nigga looks chill in every pic, even happy, even minutes after being shot in the face. full respect for this tuna.
My boymode failed twice today. Halfway through a job interview, the recruiter stopped me to ask what I'd like to be referred to as, asking if I'm a boy or a girl. Later, at my current job, a child screamed the question "ARE YOU A BOY OR A GIRL" at me. Yet I'm pretty sure I still look like a man. What am I doing wrong, /tttt/? Why does my boymode keep failing?
>>42359284Also you do look female just not like a qt3.14 superslender girl.Unfortunate faceshape but the hair is helping you a great deal and it's not as much manly as it is blocky.
>>42359479I reckon that LGBTQ+ and Women'a rights are by far and large a construct of the WHITE western civillization. I'm not racist as much as i am realist to say that immigrants from largely intolerant countries are more likely to be intolerant than my fellow ethnic compatriot. Not even opposed to immigration, i just think it should be a bit more strict.
>>42359510>I'm not racist as much as i am realistwell yeah. "racism" is in fact basic pattern recognition and realism.as a tranny, I'm far safer in an all white chud neighborhood than in the niggerhood. That's just reality and I won't forget to notice this just because so many trannies have been psyopped by shitlibs.I also live with a white man with whom I'm hoping to marry. Trannies who are antiwhite are either brown or psyopped into fearing the only demographic that can protect us (white men) and also the only demographic that has a large population willing to date us and love us (white bigods).
>>42359537Based... So fvaurking based...
ur not malefailing ur just in between. cis women in boy cloths and short hair are still identified as a women. no question needed.
i mostly want to have a cock because i want to experience being on the receiving end of cock and ball torturei mean pressing my boot down on other people’s boners is fun and all but i want to grind my own boner against someone’s leather boot too y’know
>>42359506The foreskin feels a bit like your eyelid opening on you glans. Retracting it yourself you also get the same cold feeling you get on your eyes if you use your fingers to open your eyes wide. Maybe it's the same as retracting your clitoral hood?Once retracted, the frenulum gets stimulated. The fenulum is very sensitive to tugging.Now wet your lips (mouth) and insert a wet finger inside, and the feeling is a bit like that. Except it's your clitoris getting inside and being ten time the size :)At the penetration you feel the foreskin retracting and being pulled back (like the eyelid) and something hot all around you.At first you feel like you need to get deep to continue to feel stimulated. But once you're deep the stimulation stops and you feel like you need to slide back, and the cycle continues.
>>42359592I'm feeling it.
>>42359641I tried my best :)Now I wonder how a vagina, clitoris and being penetrated feels like :P
>>42359687It feels good. I'm not as eloquent LMAO.
>>42359726It's okay, try to find feelings on your body that resemble it. Press, pull, anything, it's an exploration :)
Its over
>>42359545But I love my horseshoe and the knowledge it bestows me>>42359569So true, but I will say that Wikipedia cattle did a pretty good job of whitewashing the chicoms homophobia overall>inb4 "China isn't gommunist!!!"
>>42359617China has a marxist socialist government that is using capitalist production to wreck liberals at their own game
>>42359617I'd honestly rather live in China than the US or UK right now.
>>42359644Marxism is when state capitalist with Chinese characteristics
>>42359668>marxism is when idealismNo, it is an analytical theory to apply to real world problems. Marxists are really good at capitalism now. It's over for liberals.
Do trans women enjoy being held down and sucked to completion by masculine athletic alpha chads?
>>42358945im into very feminine men, what do you want from me?im not a tranny>i dont have a dickso why even reply why does this bother/affect you at all
>>42355652yes, a lot
>>42358434so it will help me cum, but also make me the trans version of that Soul Man movie?
>>42358980I feel like the skin darkening effects are more mysterious and variable - people react differently. There's also tri-mix, but that's just like guaranteed to make you erect, it doesn't make you horny.
>>42358909TRANSBIAN
i get off to the thought of raping my moralfag pooner ex who dumped me over retarded allegations from over 3 years ago does anyone else do this?>t. 23 passoid mtf
its giving malebrained
>>42359558My best friend had an affair with me, accused me of molesting her, stopped talking to me, started talking to me again after she got too lonely and invited me to her wedding. It gave me an ntr fetish I want to do it all again just to feel the thrill of knowing a woman wants a troon over her husband
>>42359558Tease them about their lack of penis and how they will never be able to fuck or penetrate anything.
I found out I am experiencing derealization and many symptoms of the lead into psychosis whenever I touch weed. Its always a 2 or 3 day period after using it, not during the high itself. I never bought it very often, maybe 5 to 10 times a year I'd buy 15$ worth for a weekend. It got really bad this winter break. I am never going to 420 blaze it ever again.
Are gay people actually this fucking retarded?
>>42359574Yes?
learning that trans people exist turns children trans directly it's a virus you can catch from knowledge
>>42358164when did i ask for elaboration or try to rationalize it?
>>42358726>muh degeneracy
>>423589035 minutes ago
>>42358732I don't get why they publish allegations before they have been proven>allegedlyIt's missing in the headline
>>42359624because the point of the criminal justice system is primarily to keep men in line with shaming, ridicule, and cages (and the threat of them)
Is the fate of reppers to turn into maskers?
>>42351157Is there some kind of source on this? She's kind of doing it for me.
>>42359077What is the japanese equivalent? Any xamples?
>>42359186kirugumi or something
>>42351157Ya know this one in the OP I'd actually fuck, call me crazy
>>42359561>>42359086it's a man in a mask not even a pretty crossdresser it could be a hairy man with facial hair under there
I want a gf like this so badly bros, where do you find one who's into trans men?
>>42358447omgi literally made that post
>>42358447still this >>42358656 personDo you live in EU?
>>42358656>>42358663Holy shitYes, I'm European.
gender critical women are truly the only women with actual coherent morality and ethics
>>42358092go insane?
>>42358108bbc?
>>42358281ruin shelters how?how are THEY fucking over abortion access, seems like ur blaming them as.a scapegoat
>>42358089and we love them for it
what ethics?
I will achieve the body of my dreams and then let a rapooner from here use it in any way.U will see my eyebags turn wet than bloody but it wont stop you because i deserve it>t. very very straight cis man
>>42359383What's a rapooner? If it stands for rape, I'm in
