HOW TO HIDE AND KEEP MY PARENTS OBLIVIOUS THAT I AM TAKING HRT DIY ? (FTM)
>>42358555Im not out but ive been presenting and have identified as trans since I was like 11 or something like that but have never explicitly said I was trans>>42358547Lol the facial hair isnt noticeable yet really plus I had like some facial hair b4
>>42358539PSYOPP THEM WITH A FALSE CONSPIRACY ABT TAP WATER MASCULIZING WOMEN, PLANT METHYLYNE BLUE OR SOME OTHER DUMB SHIT OLDS THINK IS A CUREALL LIKE IVERMECTIN AS A CURE, GET THEM TO BUY IT FOR YOU, DONT TAKE IT(WILL ONLY WORK IF AMERICAN)
>>42358575Idk kid start lifting tho get some nice muscles and mog your dad and become the alpha of the family
>>42358539Say nothing, dismiss any suspicions they have, focus on yourself and embrace it like a man should. Hiding your progress for the sake of avoiding ridicule is woman behavior.Make them watch your masculinization in real time until all that's left for them is a son.
>>42358539Im assuming youre still relying on your parents since if youre trying to hide it while you have nothing to do with them youre just a retard.Its not impossible to hide. Testosterone is a joke hormone that does nothing, your body hair will grow 25mm, nothing something sharp cant fix. For the voice just train it back to its original pitch, theyll only notice it for a bit until they get acclimated to it.
Can anyone give me a creative solution to do tria 4x laser without getting caught by parents because of noise? Things I've considered:>doing it in a park (could use a handheld mirror?, a bit difficult, UV radiation is a problem, + random people may see me doing it which is strange)>renting motel room for session (too expensive)>doing it in public bathroom (would freak out the people there to hear some beeps, maybe set up a mirror on the door, could get kicked out by cleaning people)>spamming loud white noise+fan (don't think it's enough to hide the beeps)>playing loud music (this is the best but I never play music out loud, so I suppose I'd have to set it up in some way)
>>42358828ts costs 500 bucks???
Why are you trans women so afraid of cis women irl, they've been nothing but nice to me and im joining a book club
>>42358776white women bullied me for being an asian sissy and now i feel molested around them
>>42358786Just go off the porn sites?
I was walking down the street and this car slows way down and pulled up next to me. A cis woman is in the passanger seat and says "hey..." calmly, I said hi back. They told me to be careful and stay safe, then told me I was super pretty and drove off. It was a nice interaction
>>42358776because they represent everything i try and fail to bealso i dont wanna be a gay best friend lmao
Im not sure who molested who.... before bed i was texting this harlot who keeps trying to seduce me... and she said really lewd things to me and said i should go to bed.. i went to bed... when i woke ul in the morning my boxers were all kind of.... sticky ...>_>..... i dont know what happened... did i astral assault her? Or did she astral assault me? Im so confused... its so sticky ;_;.....
>>42357165>>42357194these images go together surely this is all her or planned?
>>42357281it is funny i was thinking of 2049 when i posted my image… but nuh we are just synced up
>>42357122why would you, the disinterested party, have assaulted her?if anything id suspect she'd consent to being astral fucked
>>42358329that’s rich calling her the disinterested party.. i was sleeping soundly and these things happen..,. sigh… sigh … i would consent to whatever she wanted… but did not molest her
>>42357122I did this to someone a couple times, it was fun.
constantly being threatened and having things vandalized/stolen. roommate got hospitalized after being jumped outside of a bar. thinking about moving to nashville or miami. anyone have any thoughts? is it better out east?
Just come to nevada or norcal
>>42358725No to both of those. Do not go to any confederate state
>>42358754are you 100 years old?
Isn't Colorado super woke
>>42358808No. Even Denver and Boulder are hostile to trans. It's Kansas on a mountain.
>>42356954Wait seriously?
>>42356945This post is so cute. Just some brown fujo gushing over crossdressing mpreg jax lol.
>>42356953her voice is in the show as the little bubble creature...and zooble is supposed to be her self insert..she feels theyfabby idk
>>42357045It's not mpreg nor crossdressing, Jax is a trans woman.
>>42355740Shes way more attractive to me and i married a really handsome hung manlet engineer so you're just wrong, she'd bag a baddie
I hate it. I worked fast food for a few years, and grew a disdain for all the obese fucks who'd come in and order the whole menu. I'm in rural midwest America, so like 60% of the people here are fatfucks. I'm disgusted by their gluttony.So why am I only attracted to lards? Not even average sized men do it for me, they at least have to be overweight, bearded, typical bear shit. I hate being gay already. Being attracted to fatties is even worse. It's a joke. I just don't want to be seen as weak, but if I ever get with a relationship with someone who is much larger than me, it'll be the most emasculating thing imaginable. Not to mention the heart disease, and the disgusting eating, fuck me.What do I do?
bump
>tranny makes the most minor criticism of chasoids imaginable>chasoids: "TRANSBIAN! REAL WOMEN NEVER COMPLAIN ABOUT MEN TROONSBIAN TRANSBIAN DETECTED HAHA YOU ARE A TRANSBIAN LOOK LOOK AT THE TROONJAK YOU LOOK LIKE THIS AND ACT LIKE THIS TRANSBIAN PSYOP TRANSBIANS AMIRITE? I AM NOT OBSESSED WITH TRANSBIANS!"why are they like this?
>>42358608A dildo is better than most chasoids tbhon
>>42358605Which is pretty funny considering there's A LOT of men wanting to fuck us and also plenty that want to date. While there's a pretty low amount of trannies in the world. It's easy to find a guy so no reason to waste time for those that have this line of thinking since they usually have pretty bad personality in other aspects too
This is just the mtf version of cis women getting called fat ugly feminists for complaining about mistreatment
>>42358600It just makes me sad ..the real question is why do you project all your bad interactions with us bros and the worst of the worst unto all of us bros huh smarty pants?.
Doesn't help when transbians are extremely aggro about their loathing. I'm not one to argue for us or against, but we don't need daily think pieces on how a small minority of chasoids are disgusting as fuck for being bottom chasers or some shit. t. bi chaser
Jason of /cum/ editionPrevious: >>42092689>QotTWhat other boards do you browse besides /lgbt/?Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2FFAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.>What's the difference between bisexual and pansexual?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Anyone else just wish they were gay rather than whatever the fuck this confusing mess of a sexuality is?What kind of joke is it that I'm mostly attracted to women but my entire fucking sexuality is geared towards being a bottom? Basically cursed to a life of being the man of the house despite just wanting to be a mindless house-husband/cock sleeve.
>>42356189>mostly attracted to womenthat "mostly" is leaving room for something anon, what is it?
>>42351737>>42354878Maybe you live in the gaybourhood or something but for the rest of us saying you're bi will make a lot of people cut you off and will make women not wanna date you
>>42357289Men, anon. Ones who are bigger and stronger than me. With big hands to choke me and strong hips to make every thrust feel like my pelvis is gonna shatter.
>>42351832Pushy tops I don't have patience for. I don't "do" tops at all, I'm very put off by that they can't take what they dish out.Ofc also bottoms encouraging this crap. Like anyone else I don't do everyone of any one category, sexuality is highly selective.
Will cis boys judge me if I pee while they're railing my butt? Sometimes when I play with my butt, I end up peeing. I have a very loose bladder...
>>42357159i think boys would be happy by a thing like thismy bladder is also really weak unfortunately
>>42357159yes, mayling, they will judge you for thatlay off the alcohol and you might get past this struggle
>>42357159that's an excellent excuse for them to put you in diapers nona
gross
>>42358640Its an excellenr excuse to pick them up and carry them into the shower so they can piss how much while you rail them
The reddit secondaries are the biggest group of pickmes I've ever seen, and it wasn't always like that. In the past they made memes and just were a wholesome community of tranoids. Today they worship cis people and every other thread is about why trannies aren't all being "one of the good ones". How did that community become so shit
>>42357481i think the private subs are a bit more normal imobut like also theyre private and they dont let anyone in
>>42358448>but like also theyre private and they dont let anyone inGood for them, unironically. The broader internet is full of retards.
>>42357481Because the board gained a reputation on reddit/twitter as le truscum punchbox tells it like it is tranny space due to the lax moderation here and that appealed to a certain segment of said redditfags/twitterfags. You'll notice that we now have a bunch of idiots here unironically arguing for gatekeeping, shilling anti-DIY talking points, etc.IMO they've remade a lot of the board in their image now, but it's probably still not one note enough for them so they mainly congregate on their subreddits. It's just a shame the genuinely radical, libertarian kind of pro-trans politics that was cultivated on this board is dying now because of these newfags.
>>42357485I wish I could move on from here but idk how to find a community anywhere else.
redditors are low iq so are stuck in a posting meta that died years ago when it became obvious that optics are a meme. i never liked how there were people who would share tttt screencaps to other sites. it was asking for cultural dilution and the exportation of the stupidest elements of board culture. i tried to fight against it back in the day but i was treated like a dickhead for telling reddit/twitter newfags to at least lurk more before posting. whatever, the old board wasn't particularly good anyways
Despite being FTM myself, and resenting society for not perceiving people like me as male, I find it kind of distasteful and cringe-inducing when trans men chime in as men. Especially in the context of people asking "do any men do/like (insert stereotypically feminine thing)" and you can scroll through the replies and 90% of the people claiming to be men with feminine interests are actually FTMs, often no-t. I don't like this part of myself or this kneejerk reaction. I try to tell myself it's just second hand embarrassment, but honestly it usually comes with an eye roll and an internal 'eugh' that makes me feel guilty. I know other people see me this way. I don't want to contribute to it. But I can't help the reaction.
For both ftm and mtf I think pre-hrt people should have very little say and need to listen and learn until they reach certain milestones. I want to hear more from people who have been living as trans for 5-10 years but they get crowded out by the former category.
>>42355767The problem is they do this all over social media. Any time anyone says "I wish men x" or "are there any men who y" there are hundreds of FTMs in the comments proclaiming themselves to be not like the other boys because they read yaoi or like to crochet. It's frustrating to me because I genuinely don't believe in strict gender roles but also it's not exactly subversive to go against masculine gender roles when you are perceived as a woman.>>42355832I agree with this to some degree but to be frank this kind of thing is happening on a deeper level behaviorally and there are plenty of 5-10+ years medically transitioned people I've seen act like this.
>>42354711As an mtf who's lived stealth for a long time i still feel a bit not right chiming in when people ask for girls opinions or if i hear guys say something girls do and think oh yeah I do that
>>42356410>this kind of thing is happening on a deeper level behaviorally and there are plenty of 5-10+ years medically transitioned people I've seen act like this.NTA but I suspect this is due to a couple reasons>both the average mtf and ftm is a gigalateshit (25+)>mainstream medical transition is so dogshit in most places it's less of a transition and more of a self-induced hormonal disorder>ignorance/psyopping about DIY and HRT exacerbates all of the aboveGet waitlisted for 5+ years and horribly dosed for another 5+, all the while interacting with the worst of the trans community because a subreddit was the first result you got when you looked up trans communities
>>42354711Don't feel bad, Anon.These women completely deserve all the ridicule and guttural reactions they induce in people who actually have common sense.
I am sorry harlot who tries to seduce me... I do this not out malice, or sadism, if anything.. this is me, at my most masochistic... i know how much this will hurt me. And im sorry if it hurts you, even though you already have a partner..But the fact is, i have to do this.. the path i walk must be walked alone...i have the mandate of heaven and i must move forward. Our story together ends here today. I am sorry. I really do wish you all the best. And i hope some day, you can stop being a harlot who tries to seduce innocent transbians like me.....Sayonara..
Any none straight white pure male Can not and will not be the main character
will you still masturbate to me sometimes id like that very much
>>42358546this isn’t me… will type more in second processing and thinking back
>>42358617also just waking up… will prolly sleep after being in and out of sleep thinking about you fondly… i go back to bed to be in and out sleep and heartbreak feels like this is every night forever the sad thing is.. i would be okay with that.. i don’t know if i mean anything to you or if your multiple ppl harassing me guiding me to make a fool of myself… i will not be mean to you or the multiple ppl in that scenario.. i just know nothing… i was dreaming i was trapped in a spiral parade on top a big building and couldn’t stop walking and having ppl stare was claustrophobic with ppl…. whatever these aren’t my thoughts.. im half asleep ik how i love you
seething chaser hands typed this
>seething chaser hands typed this
>>42358628i look like xis and say xis
i hate being a theyfab i hate being a theyfab i hate being a theyfab i hate being s theyfab3 years on T and all i have to show for it is the tiniest bit of hair on my thighs and a tranny voicemy partner was able to convince me to stay off the board for a few months but knowing ill never be tall enough to make them feel small and ill never have a real dick to fuck them with is too muchi cant take this shit i want to just die alreadywhy do i have to have dysphoria im not even a real tranny i feel sick to my stomach when people use anything other than they/themgod fuck everything
Stop internalising the brainworms from this stupid board. You can be nonbinary. Theyfab is basically misgendering
>>42357036>3 years on T and all i have to show for it is the tiniest bit of hair on my thighs and a tranny voiceyoure either bdd or being poodosed
>>42357036>theyfabWhy is a cis woman complaining on the tranny board?