>late twenties tranny>got to settle down with a betabuxx chaser now>didn't even get to ride the cock carousel in my youth
I'm personally glad I never whored out. I'd be ashamed of myself if I did
forcefem her
>>42311326>>didn't even get to ride the cock carousel in my youthit isnt worth it nona
>"if you don't like where the US is heading, leave for a safer country">government deletes your passportwat nou
>>42311561metaphysically i am a bergsonian that takes influence from rupert sheldrake so i technically view spirits as memories embedded in the pure past which have taken a particular consistency. these can then be incarnated in the present through ritual practice, syncronicity, or theophany. as you see here (https://hidwehproject.nekoweb.org/pages/hidwehabout.html) there are multiple manifestations of hidweh that have come about: hidweh, baaelithu, the electro-weak angel, hotiisinn, musmahhu. these are all manifestations of her i have come across that all share similar forms and recurrent themes in connection to the transformation of the flesh. the parallels are quite uncanny. at least with polytheistic gods one could hypothesize shared traits may be traced back to a shared heritage. ive not even been in contact with any of these people beforehand. if it wasn't for all of this i would have thought it was just an egregore i was starting on my own, but now i dont think so as much
>>42311551This is such a misunderstanding of the issue it is either intentional, or uninentional and you simply have an IQ below 90.In order to secure a valid visa, you need a passport. You can be a highly skilled individual who can basically walk into whatever nation you desire (legally) and still be a prisoner of your nation of origin without a passport. You don't need to be some sort of insane leftist to think it's pretty weird that a person can be legally qualified to immigrate somewhere, except their country of origin simply says "nope, I don't consent".
>>42311821i wholeheartedly agree with you on this, but i just dont wind up with the same results. the child i rescued from damnation that restored me in turn was toshio. i have always lived with an ego alike sadako more than anything else. ive spent the last year or so in spasmic masturbatory lock in just trying to hold onto that spark that left my spine after i took away my androgens and my male colleagues threw me away in turn. i do not want to be without a phallus, if anything i long to have it on my terms.
>>42305966>Pam Bondi has sent a letter requesting that pro-transgender activists be labeled as domestic terrorizedLearn proper english
>>42309318
Hi ^^I started using make-up and wearing female clothes about a year ago. I had a lot of thoughts about being transgender but the halloween party was a turning point. I dressed up as Loona from Helluva Boss and multiple ppl told me I was a pretty girl. Since then I started to use she/her pronouns and here I am: waiting for hrt which should start in about six months. Wish me luck ^^
SINK RATE!SINK RATE!APU FIRE!APU FIRE!OVERSPEED!OVERSPEED!TERRAIN TERRAIN!PULL UP! PULL UP!OVERSPEED!TERRAIN TERRAIN!PULL UP! PULL UP!APU FIRE!PULL UP! PULL U-
>>42312698good luck nona probably stay off this board
if im ever like changing or filming a thrist trap or just in anyway underdressed my dad almost alway just fucking spawns into my room is that weird ?t.ranny
WINDSHEAR AHEAD; GO AROUND!WINDSHEAR AHEAD; GO AROUND!WINDSHEAR WINDSHEAR!SINK RATE!DONT SINK!SINK RATE!SINK RATE!PULL UP!TOO LOW! GEAR!TOO LOW! GEAR!SINK RATE!PULL UP!PULL UP!PULL UP!PULL UP!
>>42312818probably fine but I'd prioritize moving out just to be safe
>>42312839im on a wait list for social housing but its gonna be like years probably
have you tried not being a whore?
>>42312906idk its pc fun
Bugonia (2025)Twas a fun movie! I enjoyed it ^_^ It explores the "sone people are aliens pretending to be human" schizo skill tree pretty nicely. Personally i dont have many stat points allocated to that area, im more of a demons and magic kinda schizo but still its enjoyable to watch!!
>>42307072I really enjoyed Bugonia too. I went in with no expectations and was pleasantly surprised. Jesse Plemons is such a great actor, i love everything he's in. Emma Stone is really good too. Have you seen the show The Curse?
>>42307072you are a baby.. but yorgos is hit or miss… i still haven’t watched bugonia but i normally like every other movie he makes maybe since i didn’t like kinds of kindness i might like this one<3
>>42308599I think for a fun flick bugonia is pretty cool>>42308816I feel bad for Jesse tbqh because he IS a great actor but iv never not seen him casted as some crazy unsettling wacko. GIVE THE GUY A BREAK I think i tried the curse show, went in expecting nathan fielder type comedy but it was just ...weird... maybe id enjoy it some other time. Seems like the sorta tging that is fun to watch with a partnerAnd yea emma stone was great in this movie >>42309164I tried the lobster but was kinda bored of it..The only studio i genuinely dislike is a24.. with maybe making an exception for lighthouse cuz i plan on rewatching that. But to be fair having william defoe is kinda a cheag code.
>>42310436i love nathan fielder but yeh curse was too hard too watch. i think maybe like a movie length i could watch but not a whole tv show….maybe with a partner.. and a24 is i think overrated probably but has some okay movies idk william defoe can carry though
>>42311070>>42310436the curse was really difficult to sit through but if youre ever in the mood for something kinda painful/cringe porn, it's very unique. idk.
As a ftm who's into other ftms, it's fucking annoying when people use t4t to mean st4t. I always have to scroll through thousands of posts of trans men lusting for "girl cock" and mating press before I find a single one who actually means t4t when they type out t4t.
>>42311019what are you?
>>42311250femrepper. Almost 2 yrs HRT if that counts. I'm not going through the humiliation ritual but testosterone did help with the GD. Maybe after a vaginectomy and meta I will since I'm already flat. For the most part I just focus on other things. Most people make me sex repulsed and I will never be able to sleep with men without being emasculated.
>>42311303>I will never be able to sleep with men without being emasculatedSome men like being the one getting emasculated by their fit tomboy gfs. The want their wife to hold them down in more ways than one.
>>42311345I've fantasized about it but that would take committing to being a tomboy permanently. Great since I already look like one but horrible if I have to put up with the social ramifications of being seen as female for the rest of my life. I am slightly muscular so I've considered it as a temporary measure. Nothing is gonna change my mind about getting rid of this thing. I'm already kind of in that predicament in the first place.
lol you couldn’t find a real man to reenact your yaoiz with and so now you had to turn prison lesbo and go after other meta attracted mutilated women to rp with, good job girl
>Pooner art
>>42311367it wasnt that serious. why are you mad?
>>42311621LOL were you trying to turn it around on me by repeating what I said.....
>>42307921whos hitomi?also>picrelthis is literally just kate spacechannel555 all over again but somehow worse
>>42312553LOL huh? huh? what?
>>42312717I think this type of response only works irl, and usually makes the user look irritated... I don't think you're very good at this...
>>42304028it's still winter here and i'm still fatmaxxingi'm up to 220 which is more than my initial goal but it's addicting
Up 10 pounds, aiming to beat that 3x this year!
>>42304028i gained -5kgs... i lose appetite in winters. all i do is sit around and do my work from home... i dont have to eat because i dont do anything. in summers i go out with my friends and eat out together. i love sugary summer deserts >.<
>>42311139good girl
>>42304028Too fucking much snd now im a fat chid again
have any of you noticed this new NICHE tranner phenotype? its the BPD HAUNTED MOUND TRANNY. They are the sweetest girls, neither AGP, nor HSTS, but the elusive third thing: bisexual. Usually had a transbian phase but got slapped out of it with a boyfriend whos lowkey dumber than her that she verbally abuses. The sex is one of the best but her mood swings make you wanna ACK! only real ones fw this awesome girlwhat other silly niche tranny phenotypes are you aware of?
>>42310554I dont really want cock though....
>>42305471Lol this. OP is projecting or some shit.
>>42311048pussy-obsessed rapehon or cock-crazy hsts. there are no other options. if you think you're not either of these, you're in denial.
>>42311270Uhhhhhhhh my sexuality is more whipping people, I'm not that interested in genitalia
>>42304493I feel so called out
Had an EXTREMELY uncomfortable talk with my father a couple days ago and it's bringing up a lot of horrible shit I have tried for years not to think about. I have a therapy appointment in a few days but i don't even know what to say. If you have dealt with something similar I need to know how you cope. I just literally don't know how to resolve this for myself so I can move on and stop thinking about it constantly. Haven't posted here in months but there is absolutely nobody i can turn to about this.
>>42312217I'm rooting for you, nona.
>>42312217self harm / disassociation
>>42312330these r not copes these r symptoms of CPTSD, i meant like DBT strategies or something>>42312291thanks
shameless self bump i'm desperate
>>42312330you should self harm until you bleed out
>reddit banned me>discord mod from tttt server banned meFMSTLUnblock me im not a retard
No rules for talking abt disc
Reminder: This gen is for cis females with gender dysphoria. This is not a trans man gen. All posts that are considered off-topic should be directed to other generals, threads or boards.Keep the discussion exclusively about female repressing or fuck off.Prev: >>42183663
>>42312222>would you date a troon?i dont really date, at least not in the normal way. i sometimes think about dating but its like all in the context the person who im "dating" being there to affirm my AAP. its all very archetypal and egocentric in my mind, like the person who id "date" would have to be female or at least female passing so that i can get off to the thought of being a badboy archetype straight man and maybe in return id pretend to love them in a normal way. that is to say that id maybe "date" a trans woman. its hard to find people who i deem worthy of being close to me and who do not trigger my paranoia, its even harder to explain all of this contrived retardation inside of my head.>i kind of forgot if you were the type of person who would hate them or tolerate themi hate both trannies and cisoids alike
>>42312375>so that i can get off to the thought of being a badboy archetype straight manlmao this is actually so pathetic my bad i kind of wanna take back anything i ever said about having a crush on you>i hate both trannies and cisoids alikefigured, you seem the type of person to do that but its still funny
>>42312425>lmao this is actually so pathetici know, thats why i wish i was a normal lesbian and not whatever the fuck i am at the current moment
would u date a troon who looked like https://litter.catbox.moe/tirv17qpbo260e9g.JPG
This is not /soc/, gtfo.>>42312223No.
I want to turn a miserable sack into a happy ladyI want to be there for herI want to watch her become more a more girly and beautifulI want to pay for her transitionI want to marry her
Contrary to what the miserables will undoubtedly say this CAN happen for you but you gotta be willing to deal with some trial and errormy bf lucked out and found me first try but you may need to find a girl who wants this as well and that could take some time just don't be discouragedYou'll make someone very happy what your mom said was true
>>42312249Not joking….Unironically mogs me. wtf
>>42312191I met a girl like this several years ago. I wanted to be close to her because just after talking with her for like 30 minutes when we first met I started to care a lot about her. I trooned out myself but sometimes I wonder what it would have been liked if I wasn't such a freak and instead dated her. She was clearly early transition, maybe not even on HRT yet, but she was already pretty. A bit rough around the edges, but pretty.
Anyone have any advice on growing out your hair REALLY long? I'm hoping to have thigh length hair and I'm trying give myself a good start, already at shoulder length but I need more. Also if you have any products for increasing hair growth and length retention that'd be great too.
>>42308682>Anyone have any advice on growing out your hair REALLY long?you take care of it and only get your ends trimmed when strictly necessary and ONLY WHAT YOU NEED, theres no poing in trying to grow your hair if then you go to the hairdresser and let a dumbass cut your ends excessively>I'm hoping to have thigh length hair and I'm trying give myself a good startgood for u, I wouldnt obssess too much about it tho, most women that get hair that long almost always end up cutting it shorter. over the butt length is probably the best length that doesnt make it insufferable in your daily life>Also if you have any products for increasing hair growth and length retention that'd be great toorather than getting meds for that, you should take care of it, cleaning shampoo conditioner, using heat protectant if you use too much heat, oil for ends every now and then, hair mask every now and then, getting enough sleep, eatin healthy, reduce stress, sleep with hair tied when you sleep specially the longer it gets
>>42308682If I as a cis man had feminine hair would people think I'm a tranny? Or a fag
>>42308722brappa
>>42308915Thanks, I'll only get trims when I need to
>>42309039you'd need to elaborate on the meaning behind feminine for a better assesment but having had long hair for quite a while now I can tell you nobody reasonable would draw such advanced conclusions from hair, it's just super normal and common these days. I assume you are yet to turn your hair feminine; beware, as you might be overestimating your abilities in making your hair appear they way you intend. It's all mostly learnable though. If you succeed partially at least, then you might be mistaken for a woman if someone only sees your hair or is damn near blind or a drunk retard. I myself might think you are a deeply closeted troon but that would be an unserious projection. I don't think anything deeply feminine is seen as compatible with gayness though, the standard labeling out of the two would be feminine traits -> troon, effeminated masculine traits -> fag. But there's a lot more reasonable possibilities which are neither of those.
my tits are noticeably rounder after just a week of clobetasol cream and ive got another week to go
>>42312306glucocorticoid receptors in the breast have a unique function where they rapidly increase intramammary fat for prog like effects. it in effect is the only other drug besides prog that can give you cis like boobs, and as far as i can tell its arguably better than it for that. my boobs are noticeably wider and rounder after just a week of application. this does not work anywhere else, and you need to read up on possible sides before using it and stick to a protocol that prioritises short bursts of application followed by a long off period for complete receptor reset.>wherereddit tip off followed by some experimentation in a random discord server
>>42312352Gotcha. Any other supplements or medications to try such as phytoestrogens or bovine mammary?
>>42312352Can it stunt future growth like prog supposedly can?
>>42308773Mines in the mail can't wait to try the new meme drugI'll escape conetit hell someday..
>>42312352How long should you wait for reset? and how many cycles are safe? Those sides look like they could be nasty
