the first thing on my mind after waking up was wanting to kill myself for being and still looking like a manat least if i wasn't a lateshit honbeast i'd be okay
>>42195598My bad i forgot you were fragile
>>42195620how could you forget this
>>42195715My memory is leaving me
>She doesn't pass>Stays home all day and considers suicide >She passes>Stays home all day and considers suicide Maybe outward beauty and appearance is as shallow as all those children books were trying to teach you.
started hrt at 19 and ended up a hon award
many such cases
>>4219582919 is late, shld have started earlier
>>4219586514 is too late
>>42195829soph spam posting award
I fumbled my chance to have sex with a 30 yo plus-sized curly haired eurasian trans woman 10 years ago when I just graduated high school and I still haven’t forgiven myself for it
>>42193593I fumbled a 3way with 2 cute lesbians and I will never forgive myself for it
>>42193725
>>42193593better luck next time anon
>>42193725Oh oh!! This happened to me! Except he didn't rape me since at that point I wanted it.Now i pin e, claim I have bad gyno and let guys take me on shitty coffee dates. Make it make sense!
>>42193593Would you be comfortable telling us the story anon? What happened?
This thread serves as a remind lgbt should be avoided and doesnt align with Christ. It aligns with budhism and the israelis as they perfomred the first surgery and created itTo all the straight men and porn addicts, you dont need or want to fuck trans, femboys and sissies your brain is fucked and you dont want to be a sissy.Turn To Christ and Follow His Word. You cannot be liberal and ChristianYou cannot be lgbt and ChristianAlot of compromised figures out there arent Christian.Trannies and gays can be buddhist or anything but Christian as made clear by The Bible unless you follow the word of GodChrist is King.You are
>>42189567Nigger.
>>42189567God bless you anon a reminder that our Lord Jesus Christ in Matthew and in Acts and in Isaiah promises us grace because He knows our hearts and understands our struggle. Christ is King and only Christ can judge us, pray for us Holy Mother of God so that we may forgive others and ourselves and not trespass on the will of God to reach those lost sheep who need His love and redeeming grace.
I unironically lost faith when I saw that Christians were hating on LGBT people but overwhelmingly support mass migration of third world browns.
In what benevolent cosmic order can something as mortal and finite as a human being commit any wrong that is deserving of *eternal* punishment? That's a sick fantasy if ever there was one. I have much more respect for dharmic religions like Buddhism than for the Abrahamic religions where God is modelled on the image of ancient Middle Eastern monarchism. It's a terrifying prognosis for the human species that we're seeing this resurgence in religious brainrot in this technological era.
fuck OFF>>42195813
Here's to another year of having to live with this ugly, fat, broad shouldered moid body. Another year for all of us
>>42191347>>42188951both so cute. you both are made for each other.
>>42191357i dont know im very opposed to being gay but they are just so beautiful. but they also posted nudes which i dont like.
>>42188951nigga im 340 pounds, you are not fat
>>42192408Just because im less fat doesnt mean im not fat
>>42188951Post ass
Cis women: holes, gold diggers, whores, selfish cuntsTrans women: beautiful, caring, selfless, like women but better in every wayHope this helps
Women: insane and childishTranswomen: batshit insane and pedophilichope this helps too
>>42195758Disagree with pedophilic incase you are talking about autopedophilia which cis women definitely haveThe idea of wanting to be infantalised isnt pedophilic its just woman brained
>>42195747
new years made me reminisce about my retarded tranny fuck up>do a pub crawl/party thing for new years >eventually I realize I missed my last train home >friend offers his bed >drunkenly walk to his house while sharing a joint>fall into bed and strip into underwear>friend is vaguely aware of me being a troon but never saw me wearing anything other than baggy clothes >after half an hour of banter he asks to cuddle >unable to formulate a response other than "yeah man sure haha">spend some time wrapped in his arms feeling him press his half hard dick against me >he mutters something about if I'm still awake >say yeah >no response...>fall asleep, wake up, don't talk about it >texts me after I leave about the night being generally weird and shit I respond with some snarky bullshit about him freaking out over being gayComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
What are these little dick cages for?
>>42193475Nah, I think it's valid to have a way to minimize the impact of your penis without surgery
>>42192341what's that?
>>42193686the clitty needs to be locked away because good girls cum from behind nothing makes me feel more girly than locking that little thing away <3
>>42193413Yes and lots of them get infected.
Maybe easier than tucking
For me it was just sheer guilt and fear and knowing I was some kind of freak and not being able to tell anyone about my issues because my only exposure to trannies was fucking terrifying + no knowledge of HRT until it was too late. t. lateshit HRTrepper here who is unfortunately spending his New Year's frustrated about not being a youngshit.
>>421948158 years of sex corrective therapy (it’s just conversion therapy) and then heavy substance abuse and self harm so yeah life’s a mess lol
>>42195548Jesus Christ
>>42194815I didn't want to be a woman. I wanted to be a man. Then my body failed to masculinize properly at puberty, and I couldn't fit in as a man, so I decided to try transitioning in my early twenties.
>>42194815Considered DIY at 15 and tried to look into resources for it, but I fell for the blood clot meme. My grandma was disabled because of one and it was a fear of mine, and I was 250lbs at ~5'3 at the time. So it became "I'll start HRT once I'm thin", then I couldn't bc I was living at home, etc etc, more and more excuses, until I realized I was 22 and beautiful long hair that I'd been growing since 16 was starting to recede. The most bittersweet part is that for a year of HRT, my results have been more than I'd ever expected in a decade. So given this predisposition for responding, it makes me think I'd have been an insane gigapassoid youngshit. Or maybe it's all cope
>>42194815Knew at 7. Youngshits weren't a thing. In fact, I didn't even hear the word "trans" until 19. But even then it was still not an option in my country.Then the thoughts stopped at ~22. Genuinely thought I "grew out of it" as the studies said (that most gnc kids grow out of it).But then the thoughts came back with a vengeance at 30. Repped harder because I already had a family. Each year got worse. Then far worse.Now 39, starting this Monday.I could not have been a youngshit no matter what. Born too early. But I could've started 8-9 years ago. Oh welp. I'm done complaining but I'm also done repping. I have to at least try.
what if shes right
>>42195334NTAI hate Israel too but when the fuck did it enter the discussion
>>42191699That is LITERALLY what a transwoman is though. How fucking STUPID is this planet?
>>42195348you're the prime consumer of what can be called "goyslop" (lowest effort, hylic consumption slop)
>>42193678>Fortnite must be good... BECAUSE IT POPULARAre you 10?
>>42195653fortnite IS good doe, but its nowhere near as popular as it was in its heyday
The illusion is shattered. I no longer believe I feel like a woman internally. I'm a dude with an urge to bro out. Go visit my buddies tomorrow, maybe do some gaming, maybe some arm wrestling, talk about chicks and football, maybe drinks in the evening depending on how hungover people are.That's all fine, but they know about my body and my transition. There's an unspoken awkwardness when it comes to anything physical. They avoid the men's restroom when I'm in there. One got in a fight with his (now ex) gf after he and I went out drinking last month and it was just the two of us.My parents are happy, at least. They started calling me their son again immediately, with a very "I told you so" attitude, which is fair. I'm going to swing by their place at the weekend to pick up some of my old male clothing that they still have.
>>42193703every real bro has things about them nobody talks about and just quietly makes people uncomfortable sometimes. the fact that they stick around is what shows they really care. keep it relatively unobtrusive and don't try to have sex with your friends, other than that you're just a guy now, have fun.
bump
>>42193703>My parents are happy, at leastBut are you? Because that's really what matters.More broadly, you should be happy you do have bros to hang out with. Men are increasingly lonely so you're already in a good position.Moreover, as >>42193901 pointed out, every guy has some things that he doesn't talk about much, not even with most friends/acquaintances.You will have to get used to that. It's part of male socialization. It's not always pleasant. But it's also nowhere near as bad as guys make it out to be on other boards on 4chan, lol.Whatever you do, don't get suck into terminally online behaviors. Not only it's unattractive, but it's harmful for you. And the effects are different (and I'd argue worse) on those malebrained.Have fun with your friends. Try sports (if you can). Get into football talk (not all of us are into that, but most really are). Stay reasonable with alcohol (just trust me on that). And enjoy life, anon.t. bi cis guy
>Boymoder>Not voice trained, no makeup, androgynous clothing etc>Usually get gendered male unless I'm with other women and wearing feminine clothing>Dye hair>Start getting gendered female noticeably more frequentlyIs it just more obvious that im a tranny now? Why out of everything is this working
>>42189844yer a hon 'arry
>>42189844don't care but picrel is aubrey and you're have nice numbers fren :)
>>42189844That doesn’t mean you pass it just means people are tolerating it because they don’t want to cause a scene
>>42189844like a color or ?
>>42189844damn
Why is coming out so cringe
>>42181009Bc they made it an intervention
>>42181511Hollywood does not enjoy jews being shown as normal lgbtq
ok
>>42185805I am polish
>>42195472Poland is based. A racist sexist homophobic nation is looking really good right now, all things considered. Shows how bad immigration is.
Are bottoms who can shoot ropes like this >>>/b/944281099Popular with tops
>>42194688Chasers be weird for real.
>>42194691Trans woman
>>42194691It's a Tranny
>>42194671I don't give a fuck, face down, ass up is all I care about.
>>42194671
am i allowed to be on cross sex hormones but not be a tranny?i just want to be cute
>>42194449Yeah, thats what im doing. Just started on E a few days ago. I hate being masculine but not sure I will ever be able to pass, at least not without a laundry list of surgeries. Really I just want a soft femme body that matches my submissive brain that craves to be feminized. I have my moms facial features, movie star lips and hips so the foundation is good, im just... 6'2... lol You can be non binary if you want, heck there are even men who do nothing else but get post op vaginas and they live as MEN after the surgery. r/AMABwGDWhen I saw these people living life on their terms, I stopped hiding and started E. If a man can do SRS just because he wants a vagina then I can damn sure take E because I want to feminize myself.
>>42194579Placebo effect.
>>42194875NTA, but sports bras are turbo hot. I support this femboy in their ambitions.
>>42194449please why can't i just be cutewhy do i also have to deal with weird menand these fucking dumbass feelings like agp bullshit combined with touch starvation are making me want to do stupid shitlike fuck me why do i want to be held so badlyit was never like this before i'm screaming insidei'm literally just a dude injecting estrogen a dudeand i can't stop injecting the estrogen bc that would make me want to kms even morebut like why do i feel like i'm dying inside?is it because i'm alone?
>>42194886>When I saw these people living life on their terms, I stopped hiding and started E. If a man can do SRS just because he wants a vagina then I can damn sure take E because I want to feminize myself.honestly thats so inspiring. truly, just live your life your way. identifying what YOU want and then just going for it is the key to happiness.
