dead cope thread >>36248293qott what do you obsess over
how long does it take for boofed progesterone to absorb
>>36252034anywhere from instantly to several months, idk specifically
>>36252034less than an hour
>crime doesn't pay>being gay is a crime in some countries>therefore if you get paid it isnt gay>fast forward to today>go to friend's house to hang out>says hes a bit low on cash>asks if i can do it for free instead of the usual $20should i be worried? like, hes nice... but im not gay. kinda thinking about cutting him off idk
>>36252090>20 bucks for sexocheap desu
Heheh replacement tablet finally arrived gonna draw lewd stuff now
>>36252090wat are you talkin about
i really want to go on a date with a guy soon, and like that's always been an option but idk men are scary and im still worried theyll murder me lol
tried watching promare it hurts to watch tbqh
meoww
honestly my dad is just a shitty fucking personexceedingly narcissisticcruel sometimesuses humour or making someone laugh as a control tacticloves plausible deniabilityi don't fucking hate him but i fucking hate a lot about him
This is only tangentially related to me being trans but whatever. I'm graduating with a bachelor's this September. This took me over five years, and I basically crawled my way over the finish line with a shit GPA and no internships, in a field where the bar for entry-level positions is so absurdly high, people with 3 internships have to apply every day for a year before they get an offer. Any semblance of a social life I had is gone too. I used to exclusively hang out with other queer people and most of them I've drifted apart from as they descended into political radicalism. I'm really fucking lonely, unemployed, poor, overweight, out of shape, and I've done nothing but stew in my own misery for the past two months. I need to change things, to fix myself somehow. I just don't know how.
>>36252782Yes. I think it really would've been easier on the eyes if it was just 2hrs of Galo taming that bratty bottom>>36252816Sounds exhausting
Has anyone seen Caroline
>>36252880>2hrs of Galo taming that bratty bottomugh hot>Sounds exhaustingyeahmy mother moved recently and i moved in with herfather decides to go for a vacation like ten minutes from where she moved to, like 3 hours away from where he livesi asked him to just choose somewhere else, i didn't want to have to deal with telling my mother and maybe upsetting her or not telling her and then risking her running into him and his wife, and he just laughedthat was months ago and he decided to just ignore me and do whatever he wantedand of course he's going to hide behind oh just get over it i'm not going to run into her but i fucking just know it's a control thing where he's choosing to come here just because he knows my mother wouldn't want him here, or that i wouldn't for that matter because i explicitly said as muchand just a bunch of other stuff not gonna get into it but it just sucks>>36252878that sounds scary :(what's the degree in?
>>36252952Computer science, lmao.
>>36252965KEKyea that's rough, unless you're brown/indian good luck getting anything with that degreefrom what i've heard, certifications are the important thing these days
>>36252878Fix your metabolism so you have the energy to deal with your problems. Sounds like youre sedentary.
>ex bff is playing helldivers with that stupid fucking faggot friend of histhis is too much what the fuckim going to go insane>>36252889was posting recently
>>36252798how did it go ?
>>36252982I'm considering just applying to whatever random computer-related jobs I can find desu. My original goal was becoming a software developer, which was something that I just... arbitrarily decided I wanted when I was like 16, back when any chump with a bootcamp certificate could get hired as a dev. Things are very different now. I honestly don't think I want a career in the tech industry, period. Company culture has only gotten more toxic and hiring requirements get more and more absurd with each year. I could stick it out, sure, but I think it'd break me. I've no idea what I want to do with my life if it isn't software, though.>>36253003It's a problem for sure. What does it actually mean to "fix my metabolism" though?
>>36253030she don't wanna frot you maiq
>>36253096pls don’t be so jealous
>>36252090you...you do it for 20? ur trolling
>>36253126control those frotting urgers chaser
I obsess over my self image because I am a transsexual.
>>36253147I won’t be kept on a leash >>36253148what if it’s the other way around
Watch out! Maiq is currently on the prowl! Danger! DANGER!
seriously why is he still friends with that fucking stupid shitty fucking faggot and not me
>>36253171watch out I’ll get ya !1
The autistic trans girl I met on grindr, that refused to do anything lewd after inviting me over to fuck, is now upset with me because I'm happy with just being autistic train convo friends. Did she want me to keep trying to fuck? Women are so hard to understand sometimes...
>>36253159Lol wat, that'd be crazy but actually come to think of it that's probably right
>>36253184that guy is probably fun to hang out w, that is why most people are friends
I'm absolutely the worst childcare provideralmost hilarious considering I actully took classes on it and this is literally my moms dream but honestly it's kinda just sad
>>36253184because his hole is tight and warm.
>>36253200so im not fun to hang out with? we had lots of fun hanging out together so it can't be that>>36253207so is mine
>>36253184Big pp?
Is anyone in those threads Czech or buys HRT there? Idk if I'm too stupid or if ddg is a shittier search engine than I thought but I just cannot find the standard price of neofolin there ;C
>>36253212maybe the twunk is really bad at helldivers and he keeps him around to dominate his ass....in video games yeh
>>36253197yes I reckon it is>>36253201what happened ?>>36253212do you think you’re fun to hang out w
>>36253212you're a terrible person inside and out paige ofc nobody wants to hang out with you. maybe at first, but once the faccade ends ya it's ovah
>>36253259Prefrontal lobotomy is the cure then.
>>36253318I don’t know that you need a cure, you don’t seem to be sick
Unsure if I should consume the devil's lettuce inside since I'm just crashing here and it might be inappropriate but I really wanna get high and play horror games since I'm alone on a holiday
>>36253259nothing worth noteit's just obvious I'm struggling more than I'm succeeding kiddo still can't seemingly predict the consequences of their actions every day I have to enact some for of discipline I don't even believe in it but otherwise I'll get in shit for whatever the kid does and I don't feel like risking the roof over my head rocking the boatI feel like this kid needs someone better than me here but idk they did get kicked out of the chuldcare system in this city for tveir behavior previous so idk who would even be up to this
>>36253357Do it, but leave an iou
i want to study theology but i don't want to go into academia and i have no interest in becoming a priest
>>36253373yeh kids requires discipline all the timeit’s not an easy task you’re probably doing okay or at least better than you think
>>36253409you sound like me !so I have devoted much of my life to doing this very thing
>>36253217idk never seen itunless you mean mine in which case no not at all>>36253237gonna kms>>36253259>do you think you’re fun to hang out wyes i can be, ppl generally like mei can be a bit awkward in groups but one on one it's ok>>36253264>you're a terrible person insidesource?
>>36253428you have a bpd diagnosis rightand based on how you are here it shines through a bit so to speak
>>36253477Roasted
>>36253399>iouIt's not really legal here and some people are really not cool with it. So I'm not gonna tell them :|>>36253412Ah I remember wanting to study that because it sounded cool but I'm too retarded and I'm not really sure what I'd be working with afterwards. Wish being a priest was as cool irl as it is in rpgs and movies and stuff
>>36253184lmao
I hope anya's dad didn't kill her
>>36253412maybeI feel like my only real positive is that I'm not straight up abusive which is sadly really common where I live
>>36253184you are a selfish asshole paige, and def not fun to be around
i wish some of you baby tranny faggots would get some fucking self confidence about yas.
>>36253477what the fugg maig u don't think it would be fun to hang outpeople like me and i have a nice time spending time with other people sometimeslike that riggeror the ppl from sword groupthey all really liked me mostly until blobbert>>36253525what it's a fair questionthat useless faggot is a spoiled rich kid, who also cried while asking my best friend to let him suck his dicki've never ever made ex bff feel uncomfortable like that ever and yet im the one who gets ghostedwhile those two come from rich families and can travel the world with impugnity>>36253579t. larry>>36253585see what happens when i have self confidence>everyone tells me im delusional for thinking i could have friends or anyone who likes me :(
>>36253559What do you mean, what happened
>>36253603stop trying to make ex bff happen
>>36253483it’s not meant to be a roast tho>>36253517I don’t know what kind of work you’d do w a theology degree unless you wanted to work as some kind of pastor or similar>>36253559it prob went alright other than the usual awkwardness in an estranged relationship>>36253603I dunno I often thought so but intense mood swings can be difficult to navigate
>>36253614thanks, I was worried when she said he didn't know.
>>36252889What's up, anon-sama?
>>36253629im not, i know it's overit just hurts seeing him continue to be friends with someone who treated him way worse and way more creepily than i ever did still be his friend, while i get dumped for no reason>>36253638i don't like having mood swings though, its not a choice
>>36253570well that is a pretty huge positive in a child’s life>>36253659no I doubt anyone likes being that way
>>36253614
>>36253603he obviously doesn't want your cringe stalker ass paige, don't you think you are a bit too obsessed about someone that doesn't give a fuck that you exist?
>>36253659>it just hurtsonly kuz you're obstinate as shit about this catch a crush on some other dude they're not that special
>>36253677i am in loveit's not like im harassing him or sending him steam messages bc im upset, im literally just ventingi keep trying to move on but it's hard especially without someone else to feel that way for and with my dad reinforcing the feelings of loneliness that made me so close to ex bff in the first place
>>36253690i haven't met a guy yet who i've crushed on aside from my ex but he was a pedophile so i try to not think about him
Why do you people argue about one relationship? I haven't read the whole thing but aren't there more girls and chaser than 1 (one) of which that are available on this site?
>>36253718lurk moar etc
>>36253690>>36253701Lia is right plus indulging in idolizing fantasies is not really live anyhow
>>36253723I never cared about generals drama sowwy :3c>>36253727off that's sad how people waste their lives here instead of having happy lives whit what they've got
>>36253718they're in a drama-poly that gets off on stabbing each other in the back and then making up. it keeps things spicy
>>36253743it's not idolizing you would get it if you met himand i have tried dating, it's just tough out there for a 30 year old unattractive neet tranny faggot. lia resorted to prison transbianism, and even the most conventionally attractive posters itt like kat or navy still can only manage to date other trannies instead of normal men
Happy friday gamergirls!!!!!!!!!!
>>36253638>I don’t know what kind of work you’d do w a theology degreeDress up in hot priest or nun clothes and get paid for it. I'd wanna do both
>>36253743like imagine if i told u to stop idolizing jesus christ
>>36253693u arent in love ur fixated on someone intensely and its one of the most pathetic things I've ever seen >>36253750mtfg cancel play polycule when?
>>36253750sounds like they aren't poly but a trauma bond group instead but idk
>>36253782>u arent in love ur fixated on someone intensely and its one of the most pathetic things I've ever seentry looking in a mirror then retard
paige just shut up already god you suck
>>36253792>look in mirror>see my beautiful gf who i live with behind me >go and hug and kiss her stalker faggots couldn't comprehend
>>36253747so your point is just 'im above this'?grats anon way to go>>36253757>resorted to prison transbianismbut im not into men, and t4t is the most satisfied iv ever been with a love? why are you so defensive on this its crazy
>>36253803>gftrans?>>36253804>>36253806if you didn't want to date men then why are you dating transwomen lmao
>>36253663Listening to music mostly, anon-sama.
>>36253779so this is kinda what I was referring to earlier
>>36253779>like imagine if i told u to stop idolizing jesus christdamn and you argue this is healthy>>36253817>if you didn't want to date men then why are you dating transwomen lmaobecause i'm attracted to them and i'm not attracted to men?? like are you gonna try to play the 'theres no diff' card again here, if theres no diff why arent you interested in t4t
>>36253817>trans?yea but the kind that actually got female development from hrt and isn't just a larping gay man with a fetish. u wouldn't understand the concept hence u projecting that onto others.its funny how after all these years u wont admit that ur different from most of us and just a coping fag
>>36253806no I just never had the time or knew about people here enough to care and i rarely used generals
>>36253817walked right into that one kek
I'm jerkin off my girl cock right now gonna make some girl cummies
>>36253426you could take a sabbatical and study at a seminary.
whatever im gonna go shove lemon slices into my pisshole, it's gonna be much more enjoyable than interacting with toxic ppl who can't understand being in lovei hate myself so fucking much>>36253839because i like masculine men, not feminine men (or masc men larping as feminine such as urself)>>36253854transwomen are all maleyou're not different than i am
stop arguging and bitch about trivial shit and start posting frilly panty pic selfies for real
>>36253911>toxic ppl who can't understand being in lovetbf i wasn't trying to hurt your feelings about it but i getcha gl pooge feel better
canyou unban laf already i miss her retarded rambling
>>36253944She's not banned, she's just smarter than us so she left.
>>36253961shes been perma'd longer than anybody lol
>>36253903I have thought about going to for a short stay at a monastery
Ngl never using this website again just seem like a good idea the neurotic 24/7 online neet worthless ass trannies getting boring as shit with they badass gangster roleplaysPeep the hat I got and shite tho it look good bra
>>36253999Trips of trvth
meowww hello mtfg
it's pretty cool how if you're a jew you can just take a year long break from work every seven years and you get like 5x the holidays
>>36254028You can't take a full year if you want to keep your job. Maybe a government job, but that sounds like bs.
>>36253999nice hat but looking at it I can't stop imagining a girl in shorts and bra doing some modeling for something related to cars or streatwearer who has clothes so baggy you just see a pile of clothes
>>36254049i don't think unpaid leave would place an undue hardship on the employer " Title VII also requires employers to reasonably accommodate the religious practices of an employee or prospective employee, unless doing so would create an “undue hardship” on the employer."
>>36254017woof woof
think i'm just gonna go back to being gay. being a tranny is terrible
>>36254075That's a good vibe to strive for I'll get that notedI just bought it cuz it kinda looks like the hat from the picrel guy. Minamimoto from twewy.
looking at dresses when all of a sudden
>>36254119mogs me
>>36254102I would buy it and hide it in a cabinet for however long it would take me to girlmode just to discover it later and want to wear it next time I'm outside or cringe with how it doesn't fit me at all but if you can pull off that type of look lesbians might be interested in you a bit more>>36254119dress with pockets... at this point I'm thinking it a cloacky thing with how many transfems want them instead of using purse but maybe it's cultural thing
>>36254139Ur legitimately more of a sexpest than Nomi paige and hayato combined
>>36254094But then you have to date guys with a lisp ;_;
>>36254165kek people gonna clock me for a long list of other stuff before its pockets
>>36254165It would 100% work w this fit. Specially considering chains. If only the edgy little pendants showed a bit more.. maybe a ponytail would be fine for this
>>36254187I need to just copy the whole fit but make it show more meat via croptops etcI think that'd work well if it doesn't hide shape too muchIf velvet from zestiria can pull it off then so can I
>>36254180like what? you take yoor dick out outside?>>36254187idk I'm bad at fashion but you look lesbian
>>36254235naw i just look clocky picrel
>>36254166I'm pretty nympho yeah what about it
>>36254235And that's exactly the vibe!You truly do get it anon.
>>36254256Pretty
>>36254256you're ok>>36254266not I just get the vibes not fashion
>>36254264
>>36254282That is what I meant anon.
>>36254165I like having pockets *and* pursecarry too much stuff around for just a purse
got that rumbles in my buss tellin me about to have explosive diarherra any minute now
i wish i had long hair, i expect 3 years until im satisfied lol
>>36254453Get a bigger purse
if i dont do my eyebrows tn can one of u faggots come and kill me? >>36254187you'll b more powerful once u figure out layering clothes
>>36254453>knife x 3>gay flag x 2 (bisexual and rainbow)>cheap "femme" glock or other small arm>photo of the queen>full make up and cosmetics in case of needing to reapply it>T 72 in case of needing to show your tranny communism>few mangas x 27>powerbank x 18>vodka 1L x 9>pepper spray x 5>apache helicopter in case of asian
>>36254493not a bad ideacurrent one is starting to wear down from useI should get something even clockier than the zelda handbag
>>36254497Layer.. clothes..The what?
>>36254531Cutting hair larp didn't last for shit damJust like your relationships lolmao
>>36254497Too hot for layers isn't? Less is more.
>>36254543accurate I unironically used to wear this around in public
>>36254531ty ty>long hair fucking sucks so badlythis is y i don't let it get v far past my shoulders these days>>36254555https://bucklemybelt.com/blogs/news/the-art-of-layering-tips-and-tricks-for-creating-beautiful-outfits-in-any-season>>36254566im still layering, just depends on the wind etc, i have light blouses for summer >Less is more.mainstream basic women r plagued by a lack of layering making them look like default background characters in a disney movie
>>36254566If it's heat dependent I'm already wearing too much for it>>36254592Light blouses? The fuck am I some sorta fag?
>>36254601Moreso upset at you still being alive after the 128th fake sui attemptMaybe make an actual one this time? If you even know the concept of honesty considering you did nothing but lie to me and mono and literally everyone surrounding you for months
>>36254583based
>>36254603>Light blouses? The fuck am I some sorta fag?they're good with ribbed crop tank tops and short shorts, especially if the blouse is oversized and cuts off below the short shorts
>>36254531for me it was nice because it protected my neck from a sun and then it got hotter :C and having to fight with it in wind if I forget/can't bath sucks too, oh and now I'm scared of hairdressers cutting it short because "your a guy and guys doesn't have long hair tee hee" and now idk how to cut the shitty ends of mine when it's in the most awkward length for it>>36254583I found a post on tumblr with databases of old pride pins and those were very good but this one is better to wear daily than that stuff (if I can find any now)
>>36254619I fuck with that cat planet heavily>>36254623I'll see what I can do.. I need to look like a strong type of fag not the weak kind
>>36254592Do you have any suggestions for layers? I just upgraded all my base basics but I'm too stupid to wear something on top of them
>>36254619good one too but check Paul Arthur's
>>36254642All I'm seing is jackets and coats. Am I supposed to always wear one and that's that? Idgi.
>>36254664What is it Caroline.
>>36254619thankscute planetary kitty
>>36254684Wait this nigga roleplaying fucking CAROL now? The bitch she was sobbing about on vc all day wahh wahh she's so useless vro we had to set up her own neet payments waaahhhhDumbass nigga gtfo
>>36254637>I'll see what I can do.. I need to look like a strong type of fag not the weak kindidk which sort i dress as, but i feel as though the make up of ur body matters more than clothes in many cases >>36254642it greatly depends on ur own style and aesthetics, if u have clothing 2 layer i recommend just spending an afternoon trying on ur base layers with additional layers on top 2 experiment. the article i linked earlier is important, but so is general information on dressing for ur body type and dressing for ur silhouette in general >>36254669jackets and coats r good, but also look into; sweaters, blouses, flannels, overshirts, dress shirts worn roughly on top, smaller under layer bigger top layer etc etc etc i cant post myself as reference alas but biggest recommendation if u wanna dress better is 2 get pinterest and use it for fashion
>>36254702>make up of ur body matters more than clothes in many casesYes. I must be strong. But clothes help too.>get pinterest and use it for fashionThat is literally what I do.. I like nothing else than crop tops and oversized jackets 2bh I haven't found anything as comfortable to my eyes just yetMaybe a coat would be fine depending on the tackiness
>Not having a flat belly is horrible>Cheseburgers are tasty I hate this worldThe captcha was KKK btw
Yeah anyways nap time it is
>>36254783sweet dreams
>>36254803How did the meeting go
i don’t want to be a woman because then i would have to interact with women and i don’t want that
>>36254817cute!
>>36254827i HATE FEMALES
>>36254702Hmmmm, I've tried layering the lighter stuff I own before but always felt kinda stupid. Maybe I'll try again in a bit. Can I (you) you later for feedback if you are still here?
>>36254817i think women are amazing friends and most men gross me out personality-wise desu
>>36254865I'm different
>>36254817why would you have to interact with women
>>36254814not too badhes a werid guy and a piece of shit so spendting time with him is always awkwardhe didnt put 2 and 2 together and realise im a tranny he just thought it was weird that i was wearing short shorts and stuffidk it was okay i guessi walked around boston and met up with a friend and got pizza from my favorite pizza place after tho, and the celtics parade was pretty cool
>>36254873fake
>>36254885>he didnt put 2 and 2 together and realise im a trannyLmfao, did you have your hair backwards?
>>36254634I like this one, could also be 20% more penis than your last gf>>36254668Some things are best left unsaid
>>36254887Oh yeah??? Test me
>>36254916Don't feel like
>>36254923You just can't think of a good quick test, and I get it I can't think of one myself
>>36254865i hate women and women hate me>>36254880because that’s what you do as a woman
is it still possible for me to have sex if i can't do anal (tummy issue) and don't want to penetrate anything (dysphoria issue)?it feels like no one would want just oral and hand stuff and to not even touch me basically, but that's kinda all i can offer ;_;
>>36254929i hate that person
>>36253200I don't know Maiq, you definitely say some questionable shit sometimes. No harm, no foul. Just saying.
>>36254702I wish I knew fashion and all that esoteric knowledge in beauty with everyone saying conflicting things without specifying about which type of skin, hair, face whatever else they are talking>>36254817femcel lesbian be like>>36254956what about frotting? some bottoms likes it also try hooking up with a lesbian that doesn't care much about penetrative sex or get a strap
>>36254817>>36254837Still being a dumbass, I see. Did anything decent happen today? It can be a little thing, but something nice or calming must have happened?
>>36254951it's not required that you interact with women any more than you do now
>>36254980>femcel lesbiantranswomen are neither of those things
>>36254980i am not a femcel or a lesbian>>36254981my family screamed at each other>>36255003they’ll try
>>36254725>That is literally what I do.. I like nothing else than crop tops and oversized jackets 2bh I haven't found anything as comfortable to my eyes just yetdesu that's a lot of what i wear but i also add additional layers like a sweater under the big jacket, i also like rlly long flowly coats and short crop jackets a bunch >>36254864maybe i might no b here, i have irl life etc>>36254980>I wish I knew fashion and all that esoteric knowledge in beautyjust google it and research, read articles. cis women arent just born knowing this stuff its learned.>without specifying about which type of skin, hair, face whatever else they are talkingi think ur issue is that u just have such a low level of knowledge>>36254956>(tummy issuei doubt it, i have ibs and i do fine >>36255021i thought u said u were leaving fag.stop taking out ur own internalized transphobia and self hatred of ur failures and appearance on others and get a grip
>>36255025women will try to interact with you? idk I don't think they will any more than they do now just because you accept you're a woman
>>36255034>just google it and research, read articles.nta but idk what to even search also it makes me suicidal>>36255063women interact with women, men interact with men.
girl PP. I am a girl. I have a PP. girl PP.
not feeling it
Don't ask me how I'm doing. I don't want to talk about it
>>36255124How are you feeling then?
>>36255077men and women interact with men and women both, you're not going to get extra jump scared by women just because you're a woman, just remain aloof and you'll repel everybody
>>36255025you had the spirit tho :D>>36255034I mean I know but it's just a bit too overwhelming to go into blind when I don't have income to waste on clothes that I will wear once or twice plus I think I look like a ogre every time I see myself in fem clothing and I'm scared of that dysforia now days :( also do people on pinterest use body/face/hair type in tags when they upload things? it seems obvious but they may not be doing so
>>36255025>my family screamed at each otherChrist, just had to fuck with me, didn't you? Just a small moment is fine, even if you were playing vidya.You had a small window where you were being quite a bit more positive a few months ago, did something happen?Also, due to some of your posts, and am starting to feel like you just hunt for empathy on here. I have been in some pretty terrible places, and never had the outlook you do.
I'm losing it girlies I'm losing it
>>36255181you have so much hair damn most impressive
>>36255034>i thought u said u were leaving fag.came back>stop taking out ur own internalized transphobiait's literally just facttranswomen are malelesbianism refers to female homosexualityergo it is incompatiblelikewise, femcel is short for female incel. while many posters here are incels, none of the transwomen itt are female (sobbing due to no kikomi chan posters)
>>36255158>You had a small window where you were being quite a bit more positive a few months agoi don’t recall>am starting to feel like you just hunt for empathy on hereis that so wrong. i scream into the void because i have nothing else and sometimes it replies.>I have been in some pretty terrible places, and never had the outlook you do.well good for you
>>36253823Caroline i love you
>>36255134Dude fuck off
>me after eating two donuts
I'm at first GG local. It starts in 30 minutes and I'm in the bathroom crying out of nervousness, why is this happening right now? Gfd
>>36255181??? we're trannys we're not girls who are u talking to?
>>36255202Really? I just cut like 2/3 of it off
>>36255267What's GG
>>36255267grow up
>>36255291Guilty Gear
>>36255291gay grindr orgy
>>36255280It's really thick, do you do anything special haircare wise? also don't lose it just yet I need answers
>>36255297>tranny showing up to a guilty gear local tournamentwhat is it like being a stereotype lmao. pay attention to those distance chuckles and whispers, they'll be about you 1000000%
>>36255265it is happening again
>>36255332>A tranny plays a fighting game with 2 canon trans characters Wow what a shock.
>>36255332>play fighting game for trannies>laugh at trannies who show up at localsperplexing. anyway have fun pring take it EZ
wore the swimsuit. went for a swim. social obligation fulfilled. wasn't as bad as i thought it would be.
I just want to be a girl. I'm tired of being a tranny I just want to be a real fucking girl god damnit
>>36254980frotting seems super hot but i don't think guys would be into it and i don't know any other mtfs :p>>36255034>doubt it, i have ibs and i do finewell yeah same (or something in that neighborhood) and yes if i was willing to starve myself and take supplements and whatever i could probably get cleaned out enough for very planned sex. but i don't want any sex that bad, and i don't even really find anal pleasurable
>>36255216>i don’t recallScheduled a therapy session and you weren't doomer-posting as much? Were you doing drugs?>is that so wrong. i scream into the void because i have nothing else and sometimes it replies.I'll admit, it is interesting thinking of myself as part of the void. Appreciate the literary touch. However, you are just fishing for empathy/sympathy. If you were to evaluate your life objectively, what is it like externally vs internally (obviously, you should avoid details that are too personal, I am the redneck)?>well good for youQuit bitching, just letting you know. Your struggles seem to be purely internal in nature, assuming you aren't just lying.
I don't think I can do this, I feel like I'm having a heart attack
>>36255415Are you post SRS? I couldn't go for a swim shirtless nowadays...>>36255444some gay bottoms are into it for sure so try searching for one that is bi it's rare but may happen otherwise lesbian sex with or without toys, even with boys
>>36255077>nta but idk what to even searchthey rlly arent teaching basic computer skills anymorestart here https://theconceptwardrobe.com/build-a-wardrobe/determine-your-body-shapes >also it makes me suicidalwhat doesn't make u suicidal? >>36255142read the above linked article >once or twiceyea that's y u buy hallmark clothes 2 start and versatile and functional pieces >body/face/hair type in tags when they upload things?no fucking clue what u mean, u need 2 actually engage in this stuff so u stop having this weird fucking skew of smarmy intentional misunderstanding. people on Pinterest just post images then the pinterest system shows u similar images that's all that it works like, u use other peoples outfits as reference and inspiration its not guides or anything >>36255204ur rlly not slick, this is laftier logic that only makes sense in ur internal world of self hatred >>36255437then stop being a tranny and b a girl idiot >>36255444just get good at douching or research specialized douches. plus the pills arent that bad or rlly an issue bc they're generally good for u if u bowel issues
ugh afternoon nap feels so good
>>36255495did you have to wait in line for 20 seconds
>>36255463>Scheduled a therapy session and you weren't doomer-posting as much? Were you doing drugs?i barely remember any of that. life passes like a blur, i could have made it all up for all i know.>If you were to evaluate your life objectively, what is it like externally vs internally idk what this means exactly but: i wake up, go to work, work, come home from work, sleep. i cry on my days off. i spend a lot of time hating myself for not being normal and for never being able to act like “myself,” no matter what i do, and also bemoaning that iwnbaw. i am so alone. the prospect of “living” this life for years more weighs on me. i’m so empty>Your struggles seem to be purely internal in naturefamily, economy>>36255534>what doesn't make u suicidal? cheesecake, usually.i feel stupid in every single clothing item
dang paige still at it like 3 hrs later alright
>>36255526nah i wore shorts for the bottom. looked like gym fit so not as weird as i thought it would look. and yeah topless is not an option lmfao.
>>36255562just stopping by, i haven't been posting itt for that time desuwhich souls character shud i get ready for dlccud??
oh man hilda is such a comfy show
>>36255577idk how to play those but healer victoria kuz lower hrs and seems agp braned
AT THEPINKPONYCLUBIM GONNA KEEP ON DANCING AT THEPINKPONYCLUB
>>36255590idk that's a kinda boring oneall i do use summons and healing magic to support themi'm thinking either peege or scarlet thot, probably peej bc that's the character i first used and it'd feel right to continue the main game on that characterplus the sheer amount of content in between the healer and endgame is enough to make me burn out in its own right, not to mention doing an entire dlc afterthe build i settled on was mainly magic, but focusing on sword sorceries (sworceries), and that seems like it'll be fun to go back to
>>36255534>read the above linked article Thanks I'm not in the best condition mentally and so I couldn't go thru articles sorting out the thrash myself also it's late so sorry if I word things in a confusing way>no fucking clue what u meanDoes people who upload stuff there or make public collections use things like long face, round face, square face, apple body, pear body and things like that to tag out pictures there. I haven't used it in a while and I just don't know if I should search for stuff in tags or by vibes and mercy of the algorithm alone because I know it could run in cycle for some reason back in my days>>36255573>yeah topless is not an option lmfaoI don't even have normal boobs yet and I would look so strange on a beach :C
>>36255599HE’S MY LITTLE P*NY BOY
>>36255632youre a pink pony girl...
>>36255534why are you so rude.
>>36255620it can take a few years just give it time anon (assuming your levels are good).
DOWN ATWESTHOLLYWOOD
>>36255558>i barely remember any of that. life passes like a blur, i could have made it all up for all i know.You're probably lying, I would appreciate it if you would do that less. However, be a retard if you want, I suspect it is easy to recognize when it is me, and you can always check.> i wake up, go to work, work, come home from work, sleepHaha, I do something similar.>i spend a lot of time hating myself for not being normal and for never being able to act like“myself,”So? Why hate yourself over not being normal? You seem a decent person, even with some of the bullshit you spew, there is something predictable about it.>bemoaning that iwnbawWhy? Do you care more about someone actually loving and caring about you, or just an idea that doesn't actually matter in that context?>the prospect of “living” this life for years more weighs on me. i am so alone.I am not sure, because you could obviously be lying, but I honestly think you could find someone who cares about you. Even with "some", of your obviously apparent bullshit. >family, economyFair, I just haven't seen it mentioned. Those things can suck, but you don't mention them often. Your concerns are often focused elsewhere, it would seem.
>>36255692I though they were too good so I posted them in few places and I discovered that having nonexistent testosterone is ok when transitioning my endo said those are fine yesterday too, but I'm still concerned about them conning from how they look and idk if it's just because of 1st stage of tanner, brainworms or if it's real or is it because of the perspective or cold or whatever. I hate overthinking things
>>36255705>So? Why hate yourself over not being normal?because not normal = bad> You seem a decent person,i have evil thoughts>Why? Do you care more about someone actually loving and caring about you, or just an idea that doesn't actually matter in that context?idk what this means but i cannot be loved>I honestly think you could find someone who cares about youdon’t want towhy do you think i lie?
i have conetits after 5 years
>>36255734cones happen when they're growing yeh. idk if ppl are just impatient abt it or why it's such a meme. do some ppl get stuck with them? do they not use all the breast growth hormones?
>>36255800almost 4 years, and sameits joever
>>36255800have you tried prog at this point
my tits are totally tubular my dudettes
>>36255827yes
mine iite id just like more>>36255855any drastic steps like estrogel direct on the tid? (breast cancer risk)
>>36255861i just do my injections and try to boof prog 2 weeks on 2 weeks off:(
>>36255791>because not normal = badNo, not normal == abnormal>i have evil thoughtsBetter not to get into this, but so do many of us. At least in a certain place, at a certain time. They can be restrained, and don't have to rule us.>idk what this means but i cannot be lovedDisabuse yourself of that notion, yes you can. Don't want to get weird, but we are geographically quite far from one another. So, I am not trying to be a weirdo. It is just obvious that even your self-hate spergs show that you are a decent human. For obvious reasons, if you would take just a bit of time to think about them objectively.>don’t want toI doubt it, at least when your feelings are averaged out over time.>why do you think i lie?You explicitly said that you might have lied in earlier threads.Proof:>i could have made it all up for all i know.Maybe you did, and maybe you didn't. I would appreciate you being more honest though. You can always try to check who it is.
is it pawsible to lose 30 pounds in 5 months? my srs is coming up in november and i don't want to still be unfuckable even after i get a pussy.
Does anyone wanna edate and then post each others underwear pics
>>36255932yassss bestie, me!
>>36255940Hey babe lol do you wanna get offto doujins and cut ourselves together in voice chat on discord ?
>cough>a booger flies out of mouthi am going to kill myself what the fuck just happened
>>36255912>but so do many of usbreh mef talks about going on shooting sprees >>36255880do you know what your SHBG & dht levels arealso have you tried mixing in oral estrogen at all?theres theory that first pass liver conversion of e2 to estrone is a positive for tid development but as with every aspect of this its conjecture
>>36255930Yes, but check with your physician on the healthiest way to do it. You could also do it after SRS, or start before, and complete after. This is not a recommendation, just want to give what I consider decent advice.
>>36255947omg yesssssss bb. add me x
>>36255273Yes we are..
>>36255967>breh mef talks about going on shooting sprees Just remember, you don't actually know me. Disclosure: I have been told by other men that how much I think about killing others is abnormal. Mef, you know it is.However, I refuse to do it. My thoughts do not have to equate to my actions.
>>36255985Me. Mef, you know who it is. My bad for the typo.
>>36255315I use one of those silicone scalp scrubbers. I rotate between using a minty cowash and a nice curly hair shampoo. I try to use conditioners that are sulfate and paraben free. Honestly tho it's been a year since surgery and my hairs still bouncing back
Mef, cut the bullshit. Thanks.
>>36255996She does have some bullshit, sometimes I wonder what her life is actually like.
WARNING: killing myself fuel aaheadhttps://unsee cc/album#Etdu4KHKPbvj>>36255912>No, not normal == abnormalbad> It is just obvious that even your self-hate spergs show that you are a decent humanwhat>You explicitly said that you might have lied in earlier threads.that is not what i saidwhat i am saying is that i do not trust my memories>You can always try to check who it is.you keep saying this and i do not know what it means>>36255967>do you know what your SHBG & dht levels areshrug>also have you tried mixing in oral estrogen at all?i took pills for like first 3/4 years>>36255996what
is there a way to be less transphobic but still believe that transwomen and women are fundamentally separate groups>>36256001>>36256003was a meme from ages ago
>>36255861>tfw my tits cant get cleavagesover
>>36256001i should vlog
>been telling people I have small tranny tits for years>actually get a measuring tape and see>C cupare boobs really this small?
>>36256003MOGS ME WTF KILLING MYSELF RN
>>36255818remember that everyone's body react in a different way to them and some people are stuck with them as far I know but I never read on the science why is this happening may be something with low calories may be not, I hope mine would look ok and than be perfectly round on the bottom after prog>>36255800have you eaten when they developed and were you lvls ok?>>36255826as above>>36255861small but good shape 3/14>>36256019if you would buy a 5cm smaller bra it would be D cup and if you would buy 5cm loose one it would be B cup hope it confuses you even more
>>36256019you just have a broad male ribcage
>>36256026you are trying to delude me
>>36256013i seent that cleavage baka you are misleading the public..>>36256003dang ok theory rejected>>36256035thx anon
do u ever feel like shit for an entire week after visiting your dad and then cry when talking about him
>>36256045yours are nowhere near as bad as mine. they are disgusting tubular cone abominations
>>36256038You almost got me to go grab the measuring tape and checkI'd rather not know.38 C seems normal so I'll take that as a win.
>>36256058don't fall down the rabbit hole of body checking, it leads to nowhere good
>>36256058do not listen to this person >>36256064here, this will help you on your journeyhttps://anthro.cs.uni-freiburg.de/#colx=100&coly=124>>36256050iz so over 4 me maybe if had real bewbs would be girlmoding rn
>>36256064unironically hiding the measuring tape from myself is self care. My pearl shaped body will carry me.
>>36256050I don't have cleavage in my bra, i think if i got a pushup or whatever the ones is that crams boobs together might do it
>>36256077>Heroin junkie offers you a hitno thanks.
Overcome with lust I bust Kats crust with a single thrust. A cloud of crust dust escapes in a dust, the color of rust.
>>36256003>badNo, you are attaching ethical implications to something that does not inherently possess any such thing.>whatYour main preoccupation on this board, is just self-hate.>what i am saying is that i do not trust my memoriesFair enough, you explicitly said that you might have said something that is not accurate on this board. Good enough?>you keep saying this and i do not know what it meansYou either do drugs constantly, or are a fucking retard. It is easy to check who I am, as in, the fucking redneck retard who continues to interact with you. In the hope that you will quit being fucking stupid, and just live your life.
>>36256103my hero
Holy shit, we're so fucking back https://screenrant.com/ranma-new-anime-remake-returns-rumiko-takahashi/
>>36256016>i should vlogGod, the net-brain is going to fucking destroy you.Just try to be honest, but avoid personal details.
>>36256113>It is easy to check who I am, as in, the fucking redneck retard who continues to interact with youbut not like i can "check" thatwhat did you think of my tits? it's over, right?
>>36256010>was a meme from ages agoMaybe.>is there a way to be less transphobic but still believe that transwomen and women are fundamentally separate groupsYes, just treat them as individuals. EZ-PZ.
>>36256103Once mono is done do you think Kat allows me a shot at breaking her poopy filled ass crust?
i cud b ur hero bby...cud take away ur pain...
>>36256128>but not like i can "check" thatAgain, I am fairly certain my typing style is pretty distinct.>what did you think of my tits? it's over, right?I do remember a talk like this. My mother is lacking in that department too. It doesn't make her less of a woman. Get your hooks straightened out.
>>36256139sobbing
>>36256155what's the point in hooks if i have no boobs?
>>36256080good choice>>36256133yea i do that
>>36256010Based shouldermaxxer
>>36256167Trying me again. Why don't you just quit doomer-posting, and live your life? You having, or not having boobs (you do), isn't a big issue for most prospective partners. Also, quit fucking trying me.
>>36256010based alpha gigachad could take those 2 manlets on ezwe cant stop winning folks
>>36256175>yea i do thatThings are alright then, just be ideologically consistent, as much as possible.
>>36256213when i do that ppl call me a terf and say i should stop projecting my selb hatred
Don't be tryn me like dat you don't kno me dawg
>>36256226>when i do that ppl call me a terf and say i should stop projecting my selb hatredBro, no one says you have to sperg about your belief system whenever you are questioned. Just say you treat people as individuals, and go from there. I have been banned from places for similar statements though, so your mileage may vary.
i love depression feeling like you weigh as much as much as a ship anchor when you move, and wishing you were a ship anchor so someone would drown you
>>36256229ill see you in west hollywood playa yeah... thats right i got my eye on u. u cant count on dat yessir mhmmmm
>>36256202>Why don't you just quit doomer-posting, and live your life?family, economy>You having, or not having boobs (you do)they're tranny tits, so worse than having none
i have no clue what to do for the next 2 months i dont want to sit in my room depressed
>>36256208Beauty, brawn, and charm.
>>36256103nick lang's poopy male poophole must be such a horrible letdown to plow
>>36256302she's got it allmaybe. she's born with it, maybe it's maybelline
Just got back from GG tourney.7th. I was eliminated 3-0 by this guy playing Sin who was calling him Akuma, like from Street Fighter. He ultimately ended up winning the tourney, so I'm not too upset.
>>36256347get shit on shitter
>>36256347Also I think it was Grendel who said there'd be trannies there. I didn't see any. In fact it was ALL dudebros, and me, a lone tranny.
>>36256294suck dick in someone else's room depressed for example in yours father room
>>36256294Bicycle trip
>>36256362guarantee they were laughing at you behind your back too
>>36256287>family, economyFuck, join the club. Almost none of the lives of anyone here are perfect. It is what it is, and it does not stop us from living our lives without. I know things are probably rough, but you can get away from stocking shelves if you just put forth a little effort. You aren't actually a retard, though I will continue to address you as such.>they're tranny tits, so worse than having noneHow? Look, I'll obviously reply to your retarded-ass again, but IRL many things are in you favor. You probably know that. Be careful, but start by trying to find someone you share interests with. Granted, you seem to become more and more dishonest with every reply.
>>36256375cant get any always get rejected>>36256389dont have bike or money
>>36256391I only heard laughing once the whole time. Was during my match too, because I fought a guy playing Giovanna in an Wallbreak combo when he was losing. Beat him 2-1.
>>36256287>>36256400Me. Typo.>in your favorNot, in you favor. My bad.
I can't stop crying
>>36256408Summer job
>>36256408>>36256294Not any of the other two, but just do some things you enjoy. I didn't read every part of the thread, but things you enjoy can usually lightened the burden a little. Also, you could just go for a walk by yourself.
>>36256408>cant get any always get rejectedoffer them weed
>>36256257huh maybe i am autistic
>>36256430Why? Your main issue is the (((them))) nose. You could find someone.
local tranny grosses out dudebros with their hon pressence
>>36256454No one said anything lmao. Only time people talked to me even was pre and post match, and when the, I assume host of the tournament asked me what name I wanted to use, which was, of course, Pring.
>>36256451>huh maybe i am autisticMaybe, but that isn't an excuse. Learn from others, if others can do it, so can you. Keep what you reveal to a minimum. It is not uncommon to run into those who dislike/hate you, just because you try to explain your position with nuance. Don't lie, but don't just tell them everything.
>>36256470you said pring and not emily.... wtf///>>36256472that's fair ty nonner
can't wait to get absolutely fucked up tonite
>>36256453I'm just emotionally unstable dunno what causes half of this
>>36256480Everyone used like "gamer" names for lack of a better term. You think that guy's name was actually Akuma? Guy was white as fuck
>>36256498be honest how bad did it smell
STOP INTERACTING WITH PRING THE LOLCOW
>>36256480>that's fair ty nonnerHope it actually helps some, I have seen the pattern. Also,that was a strangely accurate insult, much appreciated. You'll be alright, just do your best to learn.
>>36256504I can't smell, when I got the Flu back in 2015, I lost my sense of smell. A good portion of guys there tho were slightly overweight. Guy with the Akuma name was buff as shit and had a long as fuck beard tho
how do i think of a name i dont want a boring basic normie one
>>36256513maybe that's not why you're getting hired, are you showering before your interviews?
>>36256524...yes Paige. I shower every day.
>>36256496>I'm just emotionally unstable>dunno what causes half of thisWoman-shit, this is not meant as an insult. However, understanding that you are not the sack of shit you actually think you are is worth quite a bit. You seemed happy with your hiking pics.>can't wait to get absolutely fucked up toniteYou are definitely still retarded though, do shit in moderation.
I'm making Spaghetti with meatballs and gonna watch I Saw The TV Glow again :) How's everyone else spending their evening?
>>36256561If you can't smell, you can't taste either? Must be easy to lose weight.
>>36256561what ingredients are you using
>>36256582I can taste.>>36256583Just some ground beef for the meatballs, seasoning it with a little bit of paprika to be a little hot.
>>36256561hi can you stop using this thread as your dear diary? thank you!
evens lies of peegeodds helden ringdubs go to bed
>>36256400>just put forth a little effort.i don't want to>start by trying to find someone you share interests with.sounds like a bad idea
what's the point really?
I'm actually curious what are mefs interests
>>36256651same, i'd be interested to know
>>36256666sad!
>>36256529I wasback then I was still depressed and anxious alotso I'm not sure what happened to get me here>You are definitely still retarded though, do shit in moderationyeh I amjust smoking weed and drinking beeralso being given shrooms but I'm not doing those right away
>>36256634>i don't want toThen continue being a dumbass.>sounds like a bad ideaYou have interests outside of your bullshit. Lie on here all you want, it is obvious you do. You could attract people purely by your appearance (Lord, strike down me for saying this). However, just starting with someone who shares similar interests (quit pretending you fit in with the other degenerate pieces of shit that find their way here). It is a good place to start, and you can begin with the more normal ones first. Let things go from there. Be fucking careful though.
when u sneeze and start seeing starsyep thats a sneezing and then seeing stars moment
bruh
>>36256711>back then I was still depressed and anxious alot>so I'm not sure what happened to get me hereYou being stupid, there is no reason to desire some eternal fucking hell for yourself. Hike again, by yourself. See if things feel a bit better.>yeh I amYou probably aren't, but I will give this advisory warning: Don't let things get out of hand. There is no real reason to hate yourself.
>>36256724photopsiameans you have turbo super covid and you're ganna die in 7 days or something.
perfect combustion of manly souls!!
>>36256719>It is a good place to start, and you can begin with the more normal ones first.i tried having normal friends but i do not like having friends it is stressful and not worth the hassle>You could attract people purely by your appearance
>>36256764What's stressful about having friends
>>36256771being a nerd heh
>>36256764dude GROSS
>>36256764MEF IS FORTY??????
>>36256764>be mtfg poster>im so ugly im never going to pass>its so over i just want to give up>god i hate myself>im such a hon LOOK>posts pic of most normal average looking woman in existence.ok
>>36256749I was thinking about going hiking since it's summerbut I'm not sure how it would workmy city has a protected wildlife reserve in a guant river valley I might try to seebecause otherwise any real wilderness and especially the mountains and trails I loved are quite a drive awaythat said I am really lucky we have the river valleyit's gorgeous and if all else fails I could probably walkI really love nature but also I have a irrational phobia of all bugs/arachnids and some plants
>>36256764that's the most poverty headphones i ever seen and thats before i noticedi t's taped together. jesus lilbro
God i love Caroline so much, i want to marry her
>>36256771having to exist in the eyes of another>>36256784yes>>3625678843*>>36256792bruh get real>>36256801you don't know the half of it
>>36256840Bro that's the most scuffed shit ive seen, they look pretty cool
>>36256840That's based actually, if they work they work
>>36256840>bruh get realyou look like a normal ass farm girl
>>36256859>>36256866they are so uncomfortable>>36256878dumb
>>36256764>i tried having normal friends but i do not like having friends it is stressful and not worth the hassleI am talking about the interests; not the friends, you fucking invalid. You have intimated that some of your interests may be less than orthodox, but you can save those for later. Get to know them first. you. If you aren't careful, many people will. >Your picrelQuit being a fucking retard. Mef (this is your name), many people would find you attractive; I would suggest concealing this until you are comfortable as well. Look, terrible people exist in the world, and you probably know that. However, your physical appearance will never be the issue.
>>36256890i have no idea what you're saying .look at picture
>>36256890what is the interest is cannibalism and mef is being a freak because theyre trying to protect everyone else?hmmmmm?
I fucking hate how boring my life is. I have noting to do, doesn't pass, too mentally ill to do hobbies or try dating, ghosted my friends and still doesn't want to meet with them due to anxiety, dropped out of uni a year before I would do engineer paper because I couldn't do homework for it or learn not to mention writing that shit at the end, I just NEET walk with dog around neighborhood and sometimes cook aside from that it's just wasting time in front of puter and all that because I don't like being born with skin flap instead of another body opening for dicks and fungi. I should have killed myself by now but I even lack the courage for it most of the time. Any tips and tricks anons?
stop feeding mef the humble bragger's ego bros
>>36252025>what do you obsess overfictional characters with bob cuts
>>36256918Stop being a 4chan tranny and go back to uni dumbass
I called my pharmacy because it didn't list my E on my prescription medications page.They said my E wasnt sent, but the other prescription was.So I called my doctors office and they said they'll pass the message to my doctorBrand new day, end of the day friday rn, E still not sent and now my doctors office doesn't open until monday.Give me the strength to be patient with people, lord. jimminey christmas.
>>36256905I do know what I am saying. However, just take care of yourself. Try being a little less retarded if possible. Also, I looked at both. I'll see you again, take care of yourself. Seeing your bullshit continues to be frustrating. That being said, I do need to work tomorrow. I'll see you again.
>>36256840BRUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
>>36256958this is my life>>36256950i think i should die
>>36256936why
>>36256974I legitimately don't know. Ever since I was a kid I thought it was the coolest, most stylish hair style.pic rel
>>36256936>you will never get topped by the Major's fully functional cybercock while she tenderly calls you a good girl for taking all of herwhy live
>>36256967You probably shouldn't, however I'll talk to you later. I have to work. Enjoy your sleep.
>>36256986
I was outside doing errands for senpaiwhen I saw thisshould I golike unironically?and try to meet people or something
>>36256840I had the same shitty headset. Did you dig that out of my garbage?
>>36256942I literally had panic attacks there and no strength to learn anything so I couldn't even do practice work while I was there, I passed 5 semesters only because of how good I am at getting thru standardized schooling even if those standards are all over the places also friend helped me and now I can't even meet or respond to them because of some stupid mental barrier
Why is the word lazy spelt like lazy but pronounced like layz. Surely it should be spelt layz like phonetically
>>36257004yes, go. If you don't like it you can leave. If you don't go you won't know if you missed out on something good.
english is a made up language but everyone should know it because it superior to other languages
>>36257101its ackchewally la-z
... every language is made up
>>36257004could be nice!i always have trouble breaking into conversations or not feeling weird going to things like this alonebut like other person said worst case scenario you just dip if you dont like it>>36257101maybe when they were deciding how it should be spelt they just got layz
what should I do with salmon fillets
we should all speak simlish
how's the fashion
>>36256795>I was thinking about going hiking since it's summerYou should, you seemed legitimately happy in those pics.>because otherwise any real wilderness and especially the mountains and trails I loved are quite a drive awaythat said I am really lucky we have the river valleyI know the feeling, whether you believe it or not. My state has several pretty distinct regions.>it's gorgeous and if all else fails I could probably walkIt is, I love the mountains.>I really love nature but also I have a irrational phobia of all bugs/arachnids and some plantsIs conforming to that worth avoiding all the beauty that nature has?
>>36257184Though this was ds1, im disappointed in you
should i get botox?
>>36257167eat them>>36257209i've played ds1 enough already
>>36257212Nah, a husband
>>36257212it wears off, so give it a try.
>>36257219can't do that>>36257223but does it wear off completely??
>>36257233>but does it wear off completely??yes. in like half a year.
>>36257241r u shure? like completely completely?? i'm scaredalso don't want to invade female spaces
>>36257212yeah and you should get buccal fat removal too
i just want to give a boy some sloppy toppy rn ugh ugh ugh
>>36257248yes...Its not like an oil injection, it wont make your face look weird.It gets injected into the muscle to paralyze the area of injection and smooths it out.If it didn't wear off it most likely wouldn't be used.
>>36257266if i got it 100 over the years would it eventually go back to it's original, virgin state?
i want to stop feeling depressed
As we march to the rhythm on the palace floorChandeliers inside the pyramids tremble from the forceCymbals crash inside the pyramids, voices fill up the halls
>>36257282step 1: stop saving pictures of other tranny hons
ugh idk if i should eat something or just go to bedmaybe go food shopping right before the shops closeidk>>36257291i haven't done that in ages>>36257288posting lyrics is cringeposting wankcord screenshots is cringeyou're cring
DId too much stimulants and now I can't sleep yay!>>36257282Just stop being sad start being happy lmao. Is this that twink dark souls game btw? Is it gud?
>>36257273If you over use botox, the injected muscles will atrophy due to lack of use because they've been paralyzed. Leading to permeant changes because your body has to adapt.We're talking years of use, thats why some hollywood stars looks like absolute ghouls.In select areas like the forehead to get rid of wrinkles isnt ganna make you look like a monster.But thats from overuse. Don't go to some shit like a medspa, they will fuck you up. You want to see an actual physician about it.
>>36257307yeah ages >>36256010
>>36257326>Just stop being sad start being happy lmao. Is this that twink dark souls game btw? Is it gud?yes it's fantastic, probably tied w bloodborne in my heartthe weapons aren't quite as memorable, but everything else is great and it's a touch easier which makes it easier on my anxiety
>>36257330i'm scared
>>36257335i saved that pic months ago
>>36257340I'm just here to answer questions, not reassure you.Your decision is yours.
>>36257346ugh forgot pic
>>36257346le epic
I hate poland never meet queer living close to me not to mention trans girl i hate it also public communication is not the best so I will have to make up a lie so my dad will drive me for a hour so I can buy HRT uggghhhhhh... even this thread is depressing
evens go to food shop quicklyodds just sleepdubs eat pasta
>>36257230just stop postingit'll be over soon
Forsakened, I am awakenedA phoenix's ash in dark divineDescending miseryDestiny chasing timeDisappear into the nightLost shadows left behindObsession's pulling meFading, I've come to take what's mine
i'm just playing pretend that i'm a girl but in reality i'm just a guy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vvGGgz9msAg
>>36257467go away then
>>36257468
Hons are a disease to real transgirls. We will never be accepted until they are eliminated
>>36257494i think free surgerys can help with that
I would genuinely rather be a gnc male than a non passing trans woman so looks like im gonna have to stop my transition here :/
>>36257509
>>36257517same but being trans isn't a choice unfortunately
put chives on my baked potatoyeah, you can say i'm a professional chef
>>36257562yeah it is. the left made it so dysphoria isn't required, you can just be a girl if you feel like it for any reason even fetish is a valid reason
>>36257576could go for some home grown chives on a baked potato
sometimes a default emoji is funnier than a custom one
>>36257602I am the left and I say that's nonsense, perhaps some people can choose their gender and don't get dysphoria or reverse dysphoria from hrt, and perhaps some people transition only socially and would get reverse dysphoria, but we don't have to accept all these groups are the same kind of trans, so to be more accurate I'll say unfortunately that first type of being trans isn't a choice
>>36257652: )
>>36257656nonono you're trans if you TRANSitionso even if you're a freak pervert that nobody will ever love that transitioned due to fetish reasons and not due to dysphoria, you are trans!duh, stupid authoritative figure of the left.we sent it in the weekly pamphlet like 5 years ago.
>>36257642its good shit
>>36257675genuinely hate the misinformation that the trans in transgender/transexual stands for transition I am going to explode
>>36257439apparently an entire sword group
>>36257576yaput grimes on my car radioyeh, you can say i'm a intentional deaf
>>36257690what does it meantranssexual is still transitioning your sex
>>36257517unironically what is the difference
>ya>put grimes on my car radio yeh>you can say i'm a intentional deaf
the fuck does cuno know what chives are? cuno's not a gardener
i may be heavily depressed and pretty upset over dad and my ex bff and such but at least i found my guilty pleasure soda
>>36257700it means your assigned sex/gender is on the 'other side of' your actual or neurological sex/gender
>>36257712
i found a doodle on the internet
>>36257733hmm
>>36257742would you be implanted into a a generic cyborg model if you could
>>36257742oh yeah?prove it
i am carrying my gender from one place to anotherburdened
>>36257742do you look like motoko
>>36257749Maybe, if that guaranteed eternal youth. How generic are we talking? If the cyborg could grow hair I could see myself being adopting a chrome body.
>>36257745"across"as in transalpine gaulthe gaul that's across the alpines from the romans that used the term, cisalpine was the same side
>>36257769language is cool
>>36257760I want to say "no" because no one looks like an anime character.
>>36257765generic like the major's body, there will be other people that look exactly like you but I guess you can style your hair
>>36257790Yeah, I would. I see only benefits. A generic body isn't the worst thing and there's still lots of room for customization there to express myself.
>>36257802vagueague
>>36257802Oh but I sure know what you have done
>>36257804this makes me think about ghost in the shell differently, I guess remaining generic was partly her choice, she could have quite easily customised her body a lot more aesthetically, I hadn't considered that
>>36257802you are a terrible person
>>36257838Oh please do post more threats to have my arguments get more validityThe google doc is going to be thankful for this harvest
>>36257862Oh but I am not one to leave the full truth out am I?
>>36257848meds
i dont care about discord dramai dont care about discord dramai dont care about discord drama
>>36257901>>36257901>>36257901>>36257901new
>>36257726is it your fave because the i in Squirt looks like it's cooming citrusy green jizz?
I guess I just don't understand the benefit of posting about drama here instead of discord
>>36257922it's bc the name "squirt" is funny
>>36258062Squirt is yummy, was one of my favorites along with Cactus Cooler.