marvelous terrific fantastic girls editionlast episode >>36347136
suh need
>>36351524QOTT: Do you have any LGBT family?
>>36351524tranny anime
>>36351548smeed.>>36351551my cousin is a lesbian.
holy kekI don't even know what actually happened last night
Last night for the first time in years I was so full on anxiety I completely shut down. Called my girlfriend and bailed out of my plans. I don't know what happened. Was I really *that* anxious to be in the same room as my ex? The same ex who literally said it was okay for me to go? The same ex who likely doesn't hate me like I always thought?I was almost there. I spent two hours to get to the show and I turned back home. All this progress, building myself up and when I finally got the chance to see someone formerly close to me I blew it. That might have been my last chance to see her. To get some closure. To feel like I moved on.I'm so fucking destroyed. I haven't felt this bad since last year when she kicked me out of her life.Fuck, fuck, fuck. It's gotta get better. It has to get better. Moments like these will eventually lead to the good times. I can't give up over one bad night. I can't. I have to keep going.
>>36351606i've had that happen once w shrooms, just blacking out>>36351624it's okay, don't beat yourself up about itit was a big thing, sometimes we can't force ourselves to do what we want. it happened and now it's over, do what you can to take care of yourself if u canmaybe try talking with your gf, tho it might be awkward since it's about an ex. maybe some other friends you have could lend an ear?
>>36351656You ever had a white castle burger after going on a crazy adventure just trying to get to whitewashed?Crazy,,,, crazy
>>36351656Thanks for the kind words.>maybe try talking with your gf, tho it might be awkward since it's about an ex.My gf knows why this ex is really important to me. It's not a romantic thing. Although my gf doesn't really know how to help in this situation aside from just listening to me. I can literally go on about this for hours so I don't wanna put her through the endless loop of me feeling bad.>maybe some other friends you have could lend an ear?Unfortunately, I don't really have the type of friends who I can hit up for emotional support. I'm the type to pretend they're too strong to have bad days so no one knows how badly I struggle every day.
>>36351689no im vegetariani have blacked out whilst drinking a lot though, relative to how much i've drank in my life. made tons of terrible decisions and had terrible experiences i don't remember too, from throwing laundry detergent on my bed and spraying my roommates shaving cream on the walls to flashing my roommates by taking off my pants and underwear, to writhing in agony and having my vomit covered clothes cut off by ems or apparently spitting at them when they tried inserting a catheter bc i'd been restrained by that point and couldn't kick them away (which at least makes sense due to pp touch issue, but it still sucks)alcohol and i don't mix, so no my crazy adventures tend to be the kind that make me sick with cringe and regret
>>36351714that's good of your gf to be able to be there, at least a little bit>i'm the type to pretend they're too strong to have bad days so no one knows how badly I struggle every day.a lot of transwomen are like that due to male socialization already leaning that way, I'm sure your friends won't think less of you if you do show some vulnerability, and they may not be able to handle it so it makes sense to not dump it on them. I guess the best advice i can give is just take it easy and wait for the initial waves of hurt and confusion to come and go for a day or two before trying to go back to normal. If you have to, you can tell people you're sick and it won't really be too far from the truth anyway
>>36351727Lol you sound like fun
2 hours until im home...
>>36351810where did you go
>>36351815worki woke up like 15 minutes before I had to leave and it's a 30 minute walk and walking home is gonna suck cus it's rly hot outside now kms
>>36351892>cus it's rly hot outside now kmsugh relatable
i wanna take this molly so bad who want to get fucked up off this with me
>>36352004
>>36351656I think I got lost in daydreams desuaccording to my cousin I stopped speaking and sat somewaht still for a few hoursbetter than a freakout tho
>>36352004meee pick me
i wanna be a pick me girl because i know arin is reading this thread and hi arin. dan is dead weight. he has been totally pussified by the threat of demonitization. he thinks hes just protecting the channel, but hes babying it to death.
>>36352127i feel bad for arin.fame has stopped any chance at transition for them.
>>36352142he could just start wearing girl shit and all he would hear is compliments from dan.
>>36351907its like that here and getting ready to storm like crazy. prob gonna lose power lol
>>36351624lol loser
uggghhhhh why did i think it would be a good idea to smoke 6 jointsi ate too much last night :///I'm such a fat fucking pig
it would be unhinged to show up at a guy's place of work to give him a letter if you haven't spoken with him in years right>>36352233that sounds fun tbqh
thoughts on dating prison trannies
>>36352322skeletor
>>36352334just an anamoder
WHY CAN'T I BE BEAUTIFULalso WHY DOES PINTEREST SHOW ME ADS FOR MATERNITY WEARit's like they want me to feel like shit
>>36352269>rightgenuinely and I'm saying that out of concern for you not the guyhead that gut feeling
so desperate for human connection that i reconcile texted someone 8 years my senior. he prob won’t text me back. stab me with an ice pick desu
>>36352388why does youtube show me adds for diapers?
>>36352401never give up
>>36352391>head that gut feeling? heed?i probably won't do it 99% probability but ugh i do miss him quite a lot>>36352401lol ur not that desperate until ur fucking dudes 30+ years older than u
>>36352401Just text me instead
>>36352422>heed?yeah sorry I struggle with homonyms
i can't tell what tanner stage im in because of my dumb pigeon chest and don't know if i should keep taking prog, been almost a year since i got on hrt but im doubting if taking prog rn is a good ideaalso reconnected with an old online friend that i met through destiny and i saw his fast for the first time and now im imagining myself as his wife. why do i do this to myself
>>36352422peege if anyone can understand the desire i have for a man to hold me, it’s you. i don’t care if he’s 26 or 75, in a video game or real life..
>>36352413Why does YouTube show me ads in Español?
another day without a cure for my dysphoria, wow, yay, hooray, i love living, thank you god so much lmao
>>36352477cuddles from a dude is the most addicting drug on earth. dope, booze withdrawls aint shit compaired 2 touchstarve.
>>36352269Yes. It's the kind of hopeless romantic move i would do. Guess which thing i recommend you do.
>>36352477you should learn to be happy alone niggasbesides the gender dysphoria shit, sissy garry is doing ok, you try to solve an internal problem using external factors and that is why you are big stinky losers lmao, idiots
>>36352544Become a girl alone nigga~
>>36352558i am already a girl nomi lmaoi am just stuck in this body, it is what it is, thanks god, you are the best..
>>36352432no worries>>36352477ugh ugh ugh yeahmy dad gives me awkward side hugs and that's the closest i've gotten to a man touching me since i stopped seeing the guy who tied me upwould like to have a guy touch me fr
>>36352432also heed and head aren't homonyms or homophones unless you're scottish
>>36352515>dope, booze withdrawlswon't be much of a withdrawl if he doesn't text me back :)>>36352544cept ur not doing ok. or maybe i just have a better memory than you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=czLYl4fM8yk>tfw no bf to snuggle with
>>36352634>t ur not doing ok.oh yea, i am def not ok but it has nothing to do with being alone, it is just that i am cursed with dysphoria
>>36352515:// aaaa i want man hugs toooooostupid crap like this lives in my head
Those Who Sleep With Men
>>36352705one day... we'll all get husbands and be in love and have infinite intimacy with a guy who loves us...
should i buy cigs or not?
>>36352828>thinks that cis men or cis people in general want troonslololol delululu lmao
>>36352829buy CBD/Hemp cigarettes so you can look cool without inhaling tobacco
>>36352829how much are they in gypland
>>36352848the ones that are a bit more expensive than average is 6$ like Dunhillthe cheapest are like 3.66$ Swift Blue from lidlthey were significantly cheaper in the past, especially from illegal sources, in the past you could get cheap shitty cigs for like 1.30$ if you knew the right people that bring them from the east..i guess a pack is like a meal in terms of price here, which is not that bad if you smoke it in a few days..>>36352843this is an impulsive purchase, i am not a smoker..
anyway, people in europe seem to like smoking, is very common here, in like america is a lot more taboo from what i heard
>>36352908dont choose to get into cigarettes you idiot
>>36352946i need some addiction, i did food for a while and now i am chubby, i will never turn to alcohol even though it is cheaper and more effective than cigs or to drugs, so idk what else i could do.. i feel like i am going to die in a few months anyway so i dunno..
>>36352946if im already addickted to what the cig did can i hvae one to calm down
>>36352977Hey, it's very good you're not going with alcohol at least. Although, cigarette addiction gets really crippling really fast both financially and healthwise.I don't know what's hurting you, but getting into a substance of any kind is only going to hurt you more. One day whatever you're feeling will be gone and then you're stuck with a nicotine addiction.>>36352978I dunno, if you dont have one now it'll be easier to not have one later and then after a week or two you're no longer in the habit
>>36352828Wait. The big guy is his brother?
>>36353010it is just gender dysphoria and no if you get rid of the pain that made you have that addiction in the first place, you basically should get rid of the addiction also, i will just go and paint my nails..
>>36352829Just buy zyn
>>36353057How would you feel if someoneSpoke to you like hey dude or like wassup man
>>36353010>no longer in the habitif u, the self-improvement blogposter, can find a suitable replacement for me chainsmoking & reading this gen after every shift, i'll do it
>>36353132You can start by switching to a less dangerous alternative, for sure. I was surprised how much CBD cigarettes helped me quit nicotine the first time. Not to sound like a CBD bro, but still.It's not really a "replacement" as much as it is actively avoiding damaging habits that don't do much other than taking away the nicotine withdrawals and spending that money on something fun, like a night out or a fancy meal.
>>36353181>>36353132you could also try getting really into tea autism, or model kit making
>>36353189For me it was coffee. I was a huge coffee snob in the past ("ohohoho, you put MILK in your COFFEE?!" type beat).I'm glad I snapped out of it, I looked like a complete tool and my breath smelled like sin.
>>36353181tbdesu CBD cigarettes r not a bad idea, no judgement. i feel like half of the reason i still smoke is the sensation/fixation. when i drink i have to chew gum or i'll smoke a whole pack. is a vape cheating?>>36353189model kits sound fun, if only i had disposable income over $20 at any given moment..
>>36353243>tbdesu CBD cigarettes r not a bad idea, no judgement.If you decide to give 'em a try, Redwood Reserves is probably the best brand and comes in menthol crush style as well>i feel like half of the reason i still smoke is the sensation/fixation. when i drink i have to chew gum or i'll smoke a whole pack.Yeah it took me a while to get used to not getting the feeling too.>is a vape cheating?I mean... They're not cigarettes. The nicotine addiction associated with them is arguably worse in terms of dependency. I can't recommend it at least.
>>36353284>I can't recommend it at leastfuck.>Redwood Reserveswill look into. smth's gotta give, nic is 2 expensive
>>36353181wish that stuff was legal or even available where i live. we only get alcohol (expensive) and cigarettes (cheap) or illegal drugs (various criminal groups who all hate fags).cigarettes it is.
>>36353322I mean, I won't pretend that CBD cigs are any cheaper. They're the same price per pack as the popular brands.Although, since they're no-nicotine, you'll likely smoke less and less as time goes on so each pack will last you longer than cigarettes. You might burn through them quickly at first (I did) because you're still fiending but I promise you after 5-7 days staying away from nicotine is easy-peasy.
>>36353332there's non-CBD herbal cigarettes available as well
>>36353332the store closes in 30 mins, i should have gone for cigs, oh, :'(
>>36353333ya that's what i figured dw! just agree distracting the fixation would prob lead to me weaning off/not having the excuse of extra to lend. cuz ur right, drunk ppl dont want a CBD cig, they want unfiltered straight to the lungs
please god help me, please god i beg you please god, please god, please god, please god, i will be thankful for the rest of my days, please have mercy on my sould, please god, ahhhhh, please, i am begging you god..
>>36353092Would feel weird but thats also just how some stoners here talk. Might have me confused with someone else.
>>36353382>drunk ppl dont want a CBD cigI dunno, I take a pack of CBD cigs to raves sometimes and when drunk people ask for a cig and I say something like "Sure, but it's non-nicotine. CBD." they usually get excited and it brings a cute little spark of energy to the interaction. Although they usually end up bumming a real cigarette from someone else right after lol
>>36353361i've tried those before and it was like smoking leaf litter, super unpleasant taste and thick smoke. maybe i just had bad ones but i'd honestly rather smoke cigarettes at least i get an actual rush out of them rather than just carbon monoxide headspins.the goal is to fuck with the psyche somehow because the default state of being is unbearable.
>>36353438I was going to sarcastically say "start gambling instead so you can at least make some money with that rush"although jokes aside, you do you. I can only suggest
>>36353414mayb im just extrapolating from my experiences, negative aura, or resting bitch face lol. just feel like its so easy here to bum a cig rather than have a convo with the c*nt with a Posh
Well, today is the last day of my freedom. Feels weird
>>36353545stop being so fucking dramatic about it boohoo u have to work to sustain urself just like every other fucking adult who isn't on welfare or mooching off their parents. man up and deal with it u insufferable whiny faggot
>>363529086 usd for dunhill, that's a bargain. they're $20 a pack in American cities, and you can only find dunhill in large cities in the US
>>36353595Chill. No one WANTS to work. We do it to survive.
>>36353453i thankfully get nothing out of gambling. and desu idk what the point of inhaling smoke is if it's not for psychoactive substances seems kinda counterproductive to poison yourself for no good reason. with nice herbs you can make tea.
QOTT: my older (1.5 years) brother is trans. He came out when he was like 13 and i then came out 7 years later. My dad told me we shouldve just got a brain transplant :<
>>36353622no one here wants to read your complaints. you're an annoying cunt and any suffering you experience in your life is deserved, hope this helps.
>>36353634Try these instead
>>36353731how about these?
meow
>>36353800mewmew for the dubs
>>36353923hi emo ily
>>36353685Why do I deserve to suffer?
>>36353935<3 señora gracie
>Message my ex just to catch up>"I'm busy through the 4th"Fuck... I really wish I went to the rave last night.Gotta keep going. No matter how bad things get I can't give up, even if it means I'll never see her again.
>>36351524hows everyones sunday? I'm eating potstickers for lunch
any fellow bpdemons trannys know effective ways to curb obsession and abandonment issues? I feel like im going to kill relations with my current fp
>>36353793Is that like a tootsie roll??
>>36354048do you live in the northwest?
>>36354065Yes, proud pacific Northesterner
>>36354075baséd. I went to cap hill Pridefest yesterday.
>>36354048Love the rolling hills in the background.
>>36354087I'm from Vancouver but I'm in the BC Interior (Okanagan) rn
>>36354114Purdy
>>36354048gorgeous view v envious
>>36353966why did you break up
>>36354114marry or adopt me for citizenship
So, who passes better? Kendra or Spenita? Is this show offensive? https://youtu.be/k1M6C1VuVII
>>36354172lol. Life is good here, just extremely expensive
What a lonely night.
>>36354243
update - he ignored me. expected ending. gn mtfg
>>36354243why are you lonely anon?
is it possible to see if someone is in a call with someone else on dickord? Asking for a friend
>>36354314no why the fuck would that be possible that would be a terrible feature
>>36354301No one's here anymoreStarting to feel like there never was anyone there in the first placeComing into terms with reality like that is complicated..
>>36354333got something to hide, why would it matter unless you want to avoid someone?
>>36354334if you decide to push people away is loneliness not the expected result?>>36354354it would just be a bad idea
>>36354354dont be someone people need to slink away from
>>36354395It wouldnt for me, im trying to find out if im being avoided and if they are hanging out with someone I dislike
>>36354148She broke up with me for various reasons but the tipping point was how much of a mess I was and in December 2022 she broke up with me and one year ago this month she cut me out of her life completely before messaging me out of the blue and instantly making me want to reconnect with her (non-romantically). I feel so worthless right now, she can't even take like 15 minutes to say hi. Obviously I can't force someone to be my friend but FUCK I wish it was anyone but her.
>>36354395What's unexpected is how it feelsYou never know what you have until you lose it etc etc
>>36354400I did nothing wrong. I am just worried this new person is taking up more time with them. I was friends first we are besties and suddenly I feel threatened by this random dude. He acts like they have known eachother for years and its been like a month! I am sitting here stressed out of my mind wondering if they are in a call. I used to be the one she would go to now im so scared. She reassures me over and over its not like how my mind is making it but I am losing my mind
>>36354415what do you feel that you've lost? and do you feel that it is irretrievable?
i want to go home,and then edge
>>36354444bpdemon quadsplease seek help>>36354455no edging allowed
i wonder what happened to chijo
>>36354455edgelord
>>36354444please unironically seek professional help. i understand the feelings but that attitude and especially the fact you feel entitled to other peoples time will probably ensure you end up alone. people don't like being required to hang out with you. also why not just make friends with the new person???
>>36354406it's hard to imagine you being a mess from here
>>36354448People to interact with to forget my loneliness is what I lost. And it should stay that way until I learn to overcome such feelings in a better way
>>36354482she still posts occasionally, still smokes meth i think, still homeless i believe, unclear how often she takes her etc etcbut still alive yeah
>>36354444you will always end up boring people
>>36354498I've changed a lot. I was a complete, absolute mess not too long ago. Hell, at this point it *is* a long time ago. My blogposts probably get glanced over a lot, but I really have changed over the past two years. Not for anyone else, but myself. I didn't want to die. I didn't want to push everyone away. I was tired of ruining my own life and disregarding everything I damaged along the way. My main flaw is that I tend to think I can "fix" things that are pointless to fix, or would be a hollow version of what it once was.I really fucked up a lot in life. I just wanted to show her I was different. Romantically I moved on, but my bond with her is still there even if she severed hers long ago. I thought her telling me it was okay to go to her show (note: this wasn't an invite. She literally said "it's cool if you go") and I got overexcited and assumed it was my chance to rekindle friendship with her.I don't know why she messaged me. I almost wish she didn't tell me. In my anxiety I squandered the chance to say "Hello" to her and to potentially meet people outside of my very, very tight circles.
>>36354470I love how im the bad guy in these situations like man im sorry I dont want to be left behind. I cant control these urges. Imagine you are chilling and then someone you love says something nice to someone else and you feel like you world was shattered and someone stabbed your chest. It sounds like bullshit and I try to fight it but. Like listen I got meds ive seen therapists in the past, I should just an hero well I will if I fuck this up again >>36354493im not entitled, I am just worried they will leave. If I do nothing, let them foster a friendship and allow them to leave me then whats the point. I sound selfish but I just dont want them to leave>>36354524tehee
>>36354243maybe if you turned your friend requests back on you would be less lonely
>>36354611Some things simply cannot be..
>>36354545self destructive how?
>>36354489truly she is my sister.
>>36354671>>36354509i think rather than shunning the idea of friendship itself to avoid getting hurt, it would be much healthier to be more aware of your feelings and the patterns of thoughts that leads you to get hurt. its not really feasible to go through life without people to talk to you and be there for you etclike i absolutely do not mean to diminish your feelings on any way at all but I feel like attempting to close yourself off to everyone was on some level an impulsive self destructive decision. perhaps just conduct ur relations with others with a new sense of boundaries and awareness i think at least making an attempt at that is better than pushing away any attempts to get close to youat the end of the day it's your life your choice and such
>>36354545i dont understand how this wasnt carelessness on the majors part.
>>36354707Those are details I won't share even here. I didn't hurt anyone, physically. My own self-destructive habits just broke everyone around me and I didn't realize what was going on until everyone was gone and the only people who talked to me were shady club-goers who are nothing but distant memories now. I have people I'm friendly with. I used to call them friends. Then I realized they only knew a different version of me. Is the new me the same girl they knew? Would they even like the new me? Would the new me even like them? Is it worth finding out? It hurts finding out. It hurt last night finding out my ex likely still wants nothing to do with me despite reaching out. I don't know why she did it. I just wanna have a short voice call with her. I've completely given up on seeing her in person. She probably thinks I still want her back romantically, which makes sense. I was a co-dependent mess back then. Just one of my many flaws that I worked so, so hard to manage. Despite all this, it seems like people from my past don't care. Or perhaps my dedication to people is stronger than most (and that's not a good thing).
any trans girls looking for a really obsessive, crazy, jealous yandere boyfriend?
>>36354803no none of them want us
>>36354782Yeah.. I'm just tired of getting hurt and of social interactionsI don't really know what I'm doing anymoreIf only the ideal could be met already..
>>36354844you can't really wait for ideal person to come along and save you tbdesu you have to put in work to meet your ideal person.social interactions can be tiring for me as well but i've also learned that they can be rewarding. it's nice to have some sort of emotional support system, even if it's just online and such.as for getting hurt, i think setting boundaries with yourself and being aware of your thoughts patterns and such is the key to minimizing your exposure to emotional pain. not to pry too much but do you see a therapist?
friend i havent seen since before my transition joke flirts with me like he used to with the girls at our school.im not interested in him
heartbreaking: i don’t have the house to myself tonight :(i was gonna take my grooby nudes
>>36354901No.. I stopped going recently, I have massive trauma with opening up to anyone and it increased tenfold because of recent events
i am now a proud member of the ccp
>>36354969that certainly complicated things, it's something you'll have to learn to work through in order to truly get better. i understand the fear of opening up that is also one of the main reasons i don't see a therapist, but closing yourself off comes at a toll. you're a young woman with a good head on her shoulders and i believe you can have the kind of life you want but if you fint learn to open up to others securely that will serve as an impediment
my girlfriend used a resident evil analogy to cheer me up.I promised myself I wouldn't get too attached to anyone ever again, but this girl is starting to apply adhesive to my heart.
dont want to work tomorrow but just have to get through two more work days then i have a long time off
https://youtu.be/Qu8SS_17UdM
>boymoder took my order and brought out my food at culverssmall world, i wonder how many trans people are even in my town
>>36355376how do u no it was a boymoder
do guys still dap u up or do u pass?
>>36355463guys awkwardly try to give me hugs and i have to make them settle with a fist bump
>>36355463I'm so fucking guilty of dapping up I wont even lie
also marina if you're still here id like to apologize for flirting with you/getting close to you while you were in such a vulnerable state, i really should have thought more deeply about my actions and i regret the approach i took towards interacting with you. i was self serving and did not really have your best interests at mind even though i thought i did at the time i was really just letting myself beljeve that so that I had a justification to get involved and I'm sorry if I made things worse for you if you ever want to talk just send me a friend request, but also you are not compelled to interact with me if you dont want to.
Jesus it is so hot. I went to Sam's Club for about an hour, and even with my Sun Shield, my car is burning. Guess that's what I get for having a black car.
>have one sexual encounter with a trans girl >immediately infatuated I kneel
>>36355398i could tell she was on hrt and her nametag had a boy nameshe said she made sure to bring out my order because she's trans and could tell im trans and wanted to say hi on the one hand, i got clockedon the other, its not like anyone else i knew was there
Some days I turn into a complete narcissist and take like a billion selfies of myself. Not sure why I find myself so attractive some times and other times absolutely hideous>>36354942lmao get owned >>36355118That's really cute>>36355463I freeze up whenever people try to do something other than hug or handshake like please don't introduce more social things I have to learn
>>36355473aw thats cute lol>>36355475respek. i even go as far as to throw in one of those lil chest pound peace sign finger kiss bless up moves usually.
>>36355505trannies are best at clocking othersthey don't count.Thats like saying Kobe or Lebron knows what a basketball is.Its not fair
>>36355494are u capable of making a single fucking post that isn't just complaining or whining about something or another
>>36355512i hope u can learn the big comfy
>>36355521No.
i need to stop tweaking but it just keeps happening.surely tomorrow is normal and i can function? cud???>>36355463i don't have male friends irl so idk.
>>36355531Also can you fucking freak use the AGP flag, please don't pretend you are HSTS, nobody believes that
>>36355608sorry sweaty this is what a real hussytussy looks like
>>36355608thought she was being ironic desu
>>36355463i saw one of my old coworkers that i hadnt seen in over a year recently and i immediately bro'd out with himactually killing myself
>>36355651I get that uneasy feeling when I go in for the dap but my guy friends were expecting a girly high five, died immediately after.
>>36355575wud u want male irl frens?>>36355651a very familiar and "ah shit here we go again" type of feel.
>>36355690ur getting crossed up now?! hahaaa congrats.
odds return of the jedi evens always sunny
>>36355713unlucky
>>36355703its really funny the original comic was garfield
>>36355715whats wrong with return of the jedi
>>36355703>>36355722
>>36355722yes :)
>>36351551trans cousin
>>36351551One lesbian cousin is all I have as far as I know. I'm the only tranny.
henlo
>>36355747>henloshutup, you
>>36355754gomenasai
>>36355698wud b nice to have more friens yeh. i don't really do anything tho so not much to be friends over atm.
>>36355793try some volunteer work maybs? prolly nice dudes 2 b frens with do that
>>36351551my sibling is also biI know we had another trans person in the family but they got hatecrimed
>>36355809if i ever get over my fear of being seen by other people that sounds like a cool thing to do.
>>36355857>they got hatecrimedto death... or?
>>36351551No. Not even a distant relative. I'm unique :)
>>36355873I dunnowas just told they got hurt pretty badmy family seems to have distanced from them if they're not dead
>>36355641Once again, why do you have my pre trans pic saved? That's just weird.
>>36355651i did the head nod thing this one time and cringed at myself. that was the last time..
i always smile and nod at everybody its just nice to do that bro nod is made up by cia
>>36356038head nod up is masc brohead nod down or sortof diaganal down with a smile can be fem or neutral.
>>36356038no i did the head nod thing where you raise your head up, like sup and not down, like i see you>>36356068>head nod up is masc broyea i still cringe about it to this day
>>36356068nod up is bro you knownod down is guy you don't knowsmile is fem
>>36356080>>36356084yee this
>>36354056write letters and do not send them because they sound psychotic
>>36354455i saw that message and disapprovedwhy are all the elden ring messages immature sex jokes or calling animals "dog"it's never funny it's just reddit as fuck
>>36354970im convinced this shit is the forerunner to all the super hero movies crossing over retard shit
Im not trans I just like taking hrt, but I identify as a man and want to forever present as a man and like being a man. Its actually so easy to hide. Mtf hrt is such a meme. Post puberty cannot pass as female and such. I just hope my parents dont ever find my hrt or clothes.
>>36356199is real good
>>36355463idk what this means, does it count if i wave at someone or smile>>36355521ugh literally me>>36355648dating transmen is about as far away from hsts as you can get i think>>36356212idk i've never played those games because i didn't have consoles growing up and still now only have a switch i use once in a blue moonspeaking of which are there any good games on switch that aren't overpriced
>>36355463I pass as male and I try not to make eye contact but I just get smiles mostly
>>36356234https://youtu.be/SaldEn1YYXE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FrN2YP_j5n8
>>36356347like gang handshakes? or r u out here bowing to ppl
>>36356407https://files.catbox.moe/qwkfwj.mp4
>>36356407https://files.catbox.moe/qhcb6e.mp4like this
>>36355931pre trans? how can it be pre trans if you never even changed?
>>36356428okay whoever you are anon we have to find eachother fast to confirm whether or not you and i are clones. we're totally brain linked i gotta know about you
>>36356456i'm you, but cooler
>>36356464crazy. so cool. i'm on my way now
i do NOT understand social rituals>>36356428>>36356433that just looks like an awkward handshake>>36356084what if you nod up and smile and wave
>>36356504>what if you nod up and smile and wavethen you're really happy to see your bro
>>36356433>>36356407i need 2 learn presidential dap fuck lol
>>36355501hehcant resist the gock
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iOnbeapXujoI was a coward. I let my fear prevent me from getting closure.Lesson learned. Never again. I will never be afraid again.
>>36356511i was specifically thinking about seeing my ex bff, normally i'd just smile and wavemaybe this is what it looks like? is this "dapping someone up"?
>>36356541>I will never be afraid again.based realistic goal setter
>>36356593your head nod is the normal male greeting, dork.dapping someone up is just having a not-lame handshake
Guys Anya just sent me this image can we please cancel her for being a rapehon superpredator
>>36356628sobbing and shitting>not lame handshakethey do not look like firm handshakes>>36356632thought it was pring 4 a moment
>>36356632haha yeah im downj-just give me her snap and uh mmmnn
>>36356504Autism is a white people disorder now? God what is this advanced racism?
>>36356648anon i feel like u want her snap for haram reasons...
>>36356632gross
>>36356593why are you naked lol>>36356541theres nothing wrong with it really but its slightly demoralizing when i think I've discovered a song naturally, when in reality it turns out to have been recommended to me because it was in an episode of jojos bizarre adventure or somethingbut yeah nice attitude thoughrecently every time ive done something stupid or sort of ballsy its worked out well
>>36356732Yeah I can't stand rapehon skinwalkers it's so gross I can't believe she really did that.
A little flirting is ok anya don't beat yourself up
finished Inside Out 2. was on the bad side of movies. very uninspired
>>36355487>>36356767
>>36356234>dating transmen is about as far away from hsts as you can get i think
>>36356781r u laguna or r u someone else commenting on the situation
>>36356737>why are you naked lolwas waiting for the bathtub to fill>>36356812idk what the thing on the right is but that's either a lesbian couple or a straight couple
>unsure if voice makes me dysphoric>start coming out>start HRT>6 months later>voice makes me wanna kmsis this normal?
>>36356905yes
>>36356905yes.the first time I heard my recorded voice as an adult I wanted to cry
>>36356812heya barbiehi kenu wanna go for a ridesure ken!
>>36356969I only ever figured it out after realizing that I don't talk much BECAUSE I hated my voice. I always thought that it was just cause i'm autistic
why does laser take so long? i just finished my fifth session and i know i'll still have shadow after this, the sight of it turns me inside out every single day. when is it going to end?
>>36357097how does laser work for youdo you shave then go?or do they have you kinda go without for a day or two then come in
>>36357116you have to be clean shaven
sup fags
>>36354803only if you're hot
>>36357151i also heard if you have red hair it doesn't really work.only reason i havent tried.
I want a bf whom I can cook for and give all my love to and do anything he asks, I want to devote my entire life to him.
>>36357228it doesn't. just get electro
>>36357239I want a gf who just calls me cute names and treats me well. We are not the same >:(
what stage is it when you start making important life decisions based on potential mtfg clout?
>>36357244i hate that i was cursed with a beautiful hair color
>>36357279i used to hate it but now it's one of my defining features so i just kinda embrace it. i really can't imagine life as not a ginger. i feel very lucky in that regard
>>36357159meoww
>>36356905ermmm literally just get vfs... quite simpol
red beard hair is the worst, I need lots of electrolysis
>>36357302pets you>>36357326this but unironically lol
>>36357343ermmm i wasnt being ironic.. ..btw u got femlar, and what other vfs thingy?
>>36357358feminization laryngoplasty with thyrohyoid elevation
>>36357370based... its my dream to get that surgery.r-right after ffs of course... surely (clueless, poor)
I also want to get vfs to kill my guy voice
>>36356593kek pudge funny>>36356632aint even got an adam apple lol luckshits
>>36357343^-^how r u tn
Damn I haven't shaved in nearly 2 months, god I love laser. Relieved my dysphoria so well
>>36357401This better not be fucking sheen i stg. You don't have a man voice and you better not ruin that beautiful voice with surgery. Istg.
i havent shaved in years lil broall i get is endless electrolysis and cope
Certain posters here are failing at not being cutie pies.
actually I suddenly remember why I left. rapehon central even moreso than it already was somehow
>>36357527*waves*
>>36357489I will record when I get home, some people lose their guy voices after training but I never did
>>36357402literally mfw i see my reaction>>36357481gjhave fun at work tomorrow wagie
Actually wait i got a better one.>>36357527https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tPaKzfCBUIU>>36357557If this is sheen you are full of shit. I have totally heard your voice. You've done let's plays and i watched them and your voice is perfectly beautiful.
>>36357437comfy comfy! watching a movie with navy
>>36357527sry am gigahonbeastmaxxed
>>36357592stupid sideways
>>36357569You should thank her for her service, she wages so you can neet.
>>36357601REEEEE
>>36357592tell navy i said hi
>>36357612"hi"
>>36357625omg navy said hi backomg omg omg
These days i worry whether an explosion i hear is fireworks or a distant gun shot.
>>36357592woah say hi 2 navy for me
>>36357602v honourable
>>36357569>have fun at work tomorrow wagieGet in the cagie...Thanks tho Paige. i'm really not excited, but I do actually need the money, I have July's rent paid due to some friends but they said they can't pay August.
>>36357751https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hygj2wRODCE
>>36357751erm... why not live with parents and save money
>jacket size is women's XS>tfw realizing I'm a luckshit
rockstar energy drink yummy caffeine yay time to rewatch one of the same two stereotypical tranny animes I've seen a million times
>>>/wsg/5555705mado.webm
>>36357785Are you a dwarf?
>>363578465' 2"stay mad though
>>36357860total manlet death
>>36357870I'm a woman, not sure what you're trying to say
>>36357881you're not a transwoman? why post itt
>>36357897sneed more ugly gaymale if that's how u feel about urself that's cool but don't project onto the rest of us
>>36357912is this lasagna? being that short is a sign of bad genetics, like how midgets rarely live into their 30s
>hmm maybe i should go to the shops>check clock>they close in 3 minutesfugg
im bored can someone start some drama or something
I need to kill myself
>>36358032why not let me do it for you
>>36358058Sounds good to me.
>>36358062ok come over
wish tops weren't allergic to hosting
>>36358067Give me some time..
>>36357870>total manlet deathjust gave a menlet dome n now he shleepin and shleep is the cousin of death so in a way ig yeh think cud. think cud indeed.
>>36358106ugh FINE. u have 20 minutes .
>>36358129Very very impatient.
>>36358170it's never been my strong suit...
>>36351551trans sister
>>36357935You're such a girl. I mean, a bitch. A sniping bitch.You jelly fucking bitch.
tf im even babbling abt lol stfu am cookd gn
>>36358200that post wasn't even from laguna im surprised paige can't differentiate anons
god i am horny
>>36358129ur 20 minutes is almost up btw
>>36358247that's haram
>>36358081their wife and two kids might take issue with dad bringing some betitted twink home to fuck
@everyone post more im bored
oh ok i guess everyone just freaking hates me..........
>>36358315Like, what should I post? Here's my cat I guess.
>>36358380this is a good post there actually two cats in this image which means it's twice as good as i expected it to be thank you friend
>>36357489https://vocaroo.com/1lkTgiGiZLT8>>36357573>If this is sheen you are full of shit. I have totally heard your voice. You've done let's plays and i watched them and your voice is perfectly beautiful.thank you Nomi, but I'm not talking about my girl voice, I'm talking about the guy voice that I cannot get rid of. it gives me dysphoria
I worry I may have BPD. Had this happen in Strive. Waited till he came back online, and messaged him calling him a quote>Ragequitting little crybaby bitch. Kill yourselfAnd my friend who is studying Psychology has sadi I show signs of BPD.
>>36358481ur not bpd ur just retarded and insufferable and you want an excuse for it.
>>36358455:\I think vfs is a mistake. I don't think vfs gives a female quality to a voice. But it is a billion percent up to you. I'm worried.
>>36358566it will be after srs and brow surgery, a long time from now
>>36358564based and factual
>>36358564I don't want BPD. one of my roommates in Austin had it, and he threw plates at me at one time, it was terrifying.
>>36356009i still do it every once in a while and i cringe so fucking hard oml
>>36358672What is the headnod? This is probably a retarded question but I genuinely don't know what it is.
My relatives are worried I'm getting depressed again. Maybe I am but they're asking why. It's because of tranny shit but I know they wouldn't be happy to find that out. Any suggestions for what I tell them to get the point across without them knowing I'm a fucking tranny?
>>36358380Cats are important
Why would my kitty want strong hugs? It's the cutest shit ever but i am now sorta worried because how can a kitty like hugs? I've got my left arm locked around him and his face is buried in my neck and he's purring like a buzzsaw.
He keeps like, permanently headbutting me if i hold in just the right position. It's the cutest shit ever.
>>36358749this is a good cat thank you for posting
>>36358481>assuming ragequit because of You have been disconnected from the networkno more glue kiddo
>>36358834she is a very good cat, yes
>>36358793>>36358806cats are the best huggers
need hug
>>36358870He literally stopped moving, I know for a fact it was a ragequit.
>>36358249I fell asleep.
>>36358922grrrr...how did u sleep tn?
>>36358948Well enough..
>>36358989do u have driving lessons today or is ur instructor still dying
Can't sleep. I have to be up for work in about 8.5 hours, but here I am still.
>>36358912hug* from fellow troonieit b ok
>>36359000Yes I have them today and tomorrow I have the test
odds rewatch madoka evens rewatch lainxd>>36359104good luck im sure ur going 2 do great
>>36359137God I love Madoka. Lain's alright but find it kinda slow
>>36359137https://store.steampowered.com/app/1930440/Who_Is_The_Red_Queen/You should try this game it's nice
>>36359226oh wtf this looks based ill check it out I've been wanting to play a vn ty 4 the recommendation,,
>>36359243The other games from that Dev are similar and all free also. Kinda weirdhttps://nadianova.itch.io/hopeless-junctionAlso found this one, again all games by this Dev are similar aswell but it looks kinda agp scrumblopilled. I'll still play it later I think
how do i walk across to the other side of town without being seen by other people and ask a question without being heard?tfw my dumb ass is making life into one of those sphinx puzzles or something.
>>36359255>agp scrumblopilledwhat in gods names does this mean
>>36359299It means agp after I added a weird word at the end.
>>36359255also woah this is on android definitely going 2 check this out
>>36359314agp is good ackshually
>>36359314Have an orange
>>36359320Beware the girlcock and suicides.>>36359334Arguable>>36359341I've none.
What i like best about being agp is how much it pisses off trannies and how much cis people don't have a fucking clue about it because it is in fact fictional.
>>36359364>beware the girlcock and suicidessounds like a good game already >arguableray blanchard is a hack and studies show cis women experience "agp" feelingsnew thread>>36359362>>36359362>>36359362
>>36358481u aren't bpd lol
