last: >>36631025qott: what do you do that isnt self destructive when you feel bad
i hate being sober at nighti feel so much more lonely and sad than i am if im drunk or on somethingmby i will finish this coke tn
>>36635567Gacha games, eat, work out or nap.
>>36635567>what do you do that isnt self destructive when you feel badRead. Been reading the complete works of hp lovecraft
>>36635590Stop coming here
>>36635612Give me mother and I'll make that happen
there's a lot of positive trans content out there but so many of those content creators by nature are painfully beautiful. this is probably the worst place to ask but is there anywhere on social media where there is some positive supporting trans content for early transitioners that won't make me want to peel my skin off?
>>36635680noperish
>>36635692honestly anon i just mightrenting a helium tank is pretty easy I figure if laser and hrt don't make me feel better in about 2 years I'll just go ahead and fall asleep forever if I'm lucky ill see him in my dreams
>>36635680literal skill issue, loser. if u can’t handle looking at a beautiful woman without getting rabidly jealous that means you know you’ll never be like them. Give up now and rope, you’re hopeless.
Wow you people are really gay
>>36635713i'm pretty sure even cis women get envious of each other
>>36635709dont they put air int he tanks to stop ppl from doing that?
>>36635716bet they like to think that
>>36635567Anyone else in pain?I'm really hurting here.
>>36635755SNUFFFER:DBINCH
>>36635744jus the ones for balloons.
>>36635764What you say?
>>36635716I am flaming for laguna
>>36635755Vieo are you even on hrt?
>>36635782Same I'll come out the closet for her
>>36635567I feel so sad all the time. I think I’m a reverse tranny where my hatred of my feminine attributes combined with my perfectionism forced me to be a trans woman instead of a fucked up male. My only joy is porn and looking for and finding love. I’m a fucking failure and should kms.
>>36635785Your mother.*folds arms over chest and leans back while looking at you with a smug expression**the audience cheers and howls with someone even yelling "Yeeeeeaaah, Vieo!"*
>>36635790Is it even worth coming out as bi
no one besides us knows you're gay, there is no closet, hetties don't care.
>>36635810Post some delicious food pic that still make me hungry
>>36635814>>36635818just like some gay shit on social media and maybe share a meme about how bi you areit doesn't have to be a big ass thing unless your parents or friends are deeply homophobic
Every morning i pray to satan and thank him for being trutrans
>>36635828It's Chinese food.It's food from China.It's like a delicacy over there.
>>36635840Marbas is a good one to suck up to also
>>36635567qott: i cuddle my cat because she is my little baby and she makes me feel happy when i'm sad
>>36635859cutei need cat friend....
>>36635851This didn't fucking disappointed. Looks bomb. I live in a real shithole town and there's like no good restaurants here, i have to drive to sf
>>36635828
>>36635891201 & 505
Asserting dominance muahaha
>>36635925kys
>>36635828Artisan bread.
>>36635934It was delicious.
>>36635930Whats wrong
>>36635828Popeyes.The finest chicken Louisiana has to offer.
due to issue
>>36635828Turkey and Bacon on cheddar bay biscuits.
>>36635967Forgot pic.
>>36635891>>36635934>>36635942looks good
>>36635828Oven cooked snow crab legs in a garlic butter herb sauce.
>>36635982Probably tasty but just looks like roasted sticks
I had an uneventful injection which is good because these injections are huge.Sometimes when injecting i hit a spot where more fluid injected causes more pain. I wonder what it is.
>>36635996lol
>>36636002Nerve density probs
>>36635828Oven roasted duck legs and breasts with duck fat roasted potatoes.
>>36636002you probably missed a vein or couldn't find one in your gelatin fiseek
>>36635996Looks like the roasted hands of some cryptid.
>>36635982Good stuff
>>36635828A cinnabon, warmed to perfection in a toaster oven.
>>36635828Shrimp and French Fries.
>>36636013>missed a vein
>>36636038I need this too coincidentally. I haven't had a cinnamon roll in so long dang it
>>36636050Is that how you bang E
>>36635828Cafe Bustelo.
>>36636059hm maybe i will wife u vieo. you're the only person posting food pics since neko left us
>>36636059Sweetened with Ghirardelli chocolate chips.
>>36636067I miss neko.
>nomi injected on the same day as mefuck
>>36636075Same.
>>36635828iHop.
>>36635828Spanish yellow rice with asparagus and shrimp.
>>36636106need it and keep it
>>36635828Shin Ramyun.
>>36635828An assortment of chocolate bars.
>>36635343> but the whole time i couldnt understand how the black man could forgive the white man for having ancestors that enslaved his ancestors.woke mind virus
>>36635828Fortune Cookie.
>>36635567>qottavoidance, distraction n escapism.
Good morning laguna, please answer the phone I've trying to call you
I don't want this any more
>>36635567>what do you do that isnt self destructive when you feel badlive music events. Lately I've been using them as an excuse to be "alone" and just reflect on my life. Beats the hell out of sitting in my room rotting when I'm depressed. It's cool to see my friends when they end up at the same venue, but I usually excuse myself nowadays, find a cozy spot on the second floor.
>>36636415Are you going to pick a new path then?
i ended up doing a linei am weak ugh i hate myself
>just read last night threadlolsome of you really deserved to be miserable honsget fucked retards
>>36636420No chance . I'll kill the one in charge my self ! . There is no laying down to die , only moments of repair and re coup
>>36636497I feel the same if my life were to get ruined.
>>36636526What can you do , but breathe !
>>36636474just remember to keep track of the habit and dont let it get out of control, don't beat yourself up
>>36636584yaaaaaaaaaaaait was a gift and i will never actually buy it but still feels bad to do itits technically my saturday but guhhhhhhjust gonna save the rest for saturday prob
Little guy alert
>>36636674give him a potato chip
>>36636674C: maggy
>>36636677He flew off>>36636680Best birds. I like how they hop around
>>36635590OU MY GOD LIMBUS ive literally just been doing rverything in a limbus related way recently i paint limbus i work out while limbus and i consume limbus wait typing that and reading jt out loud makes me sound miserable i hope this is normal
need to sleepbut it's so miserable
>>36636697No it makes you seem pretty cool. How big is your fanatism for limbus. Mines pretty big (600hrs + day one player)
i fucking hate living in a non-walkable city. i need to start going to the gym so badly but i have no idea what im going to do about the commute to and from
>>36636786Have you considered not being american?
>>36636786buy weights and a mat from amazon. let the gym come to you.
>>36636845every American with an IQ over 80 has hourly thoughts about leaving, conquistador ass nigga
>>36636982Erm then just leave?
>>36636982so the majority have never considered it.
>>36637017i can't. all the family I've ever known lives in America. i have family in Ireland that I've never met, my uncle promised to take me to Ireland to stay with them but he died. >>36637037precisely
>>36636963i really want to but i dont have much room in my apartment and i live upstairsi have an exercise bike and a 30 lbs dumbbell that i do goblet squats with rni just want to do leg workouts and build an ass ;;;;;;
>>36637067don't be dropping weights and it shud b fine? gym is obviously nicer but logistics be hard.
>>36637089ya igugh i wouldnt even know what to start with buying more equipment
Prog sucks
>cutting lines on stomach and breasts are still not fully fadedim the most retarded tranny on earth well at least nobody can see them ig....
>>36637216They'll go away given enough time
>>36637232I hope so...i have awful wound healing oh well...
my body craves alcohol and carbs
>>36637275I have even worse wound healing and my scars around there go away in some months and weren't too visible in a couple weeks you'll be fineIsn't there stuff you can put in cuts and such to prevent scars and help it heal faster too? That could be useful>>36637284Beer is liquid bread. Do consider it
>>36636779i just started a couple months ago cause a friend introduced me to it ueue ,, i am unbelievably hyperfixated to limus rn (200+ hrs )and i wannna try out LoR so i can lear more abt the city & the world in gen.. (picrel is my art LOL,,0
>>36637232apple
>>36637292LoR is very berry different compared to limbus in terms of difficulty. Bee warned. How far are you into the limbus story? Also that art is awesome.>>36637300Donut
Her expressions look mildly evil.
>>36637323They made rover look too autistic for her to get hit on. I feel like I'm watching a wolf try to lure a bunny into it's den to eat it but the bunny is just staring at it autistically.
no boobs
>>36637305I FINISHED everything im so sad the cintent drought is killing me and i need my project moon fix im desperate
>>36637404Then do try out LoR. Maybe watch gameplay vids of the story bits on lobcorp instead of playing it since you'll probably lose your mind by the time you get to any good bit of the story on it
>>36637420ok so im kiinda confused, what is the new lobotomoy corp game in terms of genre? what kind of game is it?
cheating on my bf feels good never cheated before
>>36637443>meth pipe and cheap moteltry not revealing your power level
>>36637443Those feet are grim mado. 2nd time I've seen them now
>>36637442Lobcorp is their oldest game. They're all set in the same world hence all of them have lore that matters in one way or another. The game has you take care of different little Scp inspired anomalies which appear again and again on the later games. It plays somewhat like a roguelike with the creatures you get being random and somewhat selectable, you have workers that do things in the game for you which you have to take care of and die permanently and have a sanity thing you have to take care of too so they don't ignore you. It's stages are divided by days and between finishing them you get visual novel type cutscenes about what's going on.
Pokemon evolution
GM SLUTS I just went out without wearing a hoodie and bra and got to enjoy all thw old ppl and virigins staring at me so hows you sluts doing(pls dont poke holes in my fragile ego plspls be nice <3 ily <3)
no one gave my selfie any attention :(((
>>36637491
>>36637514killme:D
>>36637516You been to the moon before? The cheese is delicious.
>>36637443>>36637450living the human dream
>>36637443i didn't know toes got tht stubby>>36637512have u considered posting dozens of pics of urself in ur underwear evry thread instead?
>>36637566Hey let's not tell people to steal my job like that
>the mirror in the gym is warped to fuckmmm body image brain worm generator.
my genital dysphoria has gotten way, way worse ever since i started setting up my bottom surgery. i can hardly sleep anymore and every day feels like it will last forever while i'm waiting for relief
>>36637608why are you like this?
Fags
>>36637622at least the balls rolling :))hope surgery day comes quickly anon
>>36637628like a big ole vaginer in the sky
>>36637641Even the sky got naked 4 her
>>36637627not my fault someone put a clown mirror in there. i avoid it now.
wtf i just slept for 7 hours and im still tired
>>36637622Good luck on the vagina roll fren a few months become nothing once they're in the past.
thnk is time to just sleep 24/7 for the next 20 years
>>36635567I need to stop being transphobic and hateful just because I will never be a real tranny and hate myself for trooning out
>>36637804Why would one do that.
fucking hell i'm ugly even with regular mirrors tho. almost threw up looking at an attempted selfie and now my stomach hurts. it's hard to stop when the retching starts.idk why i keep trying to take one despite knowing full well it always ends up like this. guess there's some part of me that hopes it'll somehow be ok and that i can go outside and do stuff. that i can be ok with how i look even if it's just for a little while til i see myself again and the comforting delusion is shattered.
therapy lateridk what im gonna talk aboutfeel like just giving up
>>36637804i lost years in bed sleepingwish i didnt become reculsive desu
I thought his dick was going to be too big but he hit nice spots in my butte
>>36637804https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=te4B08j560E
>>36637868lucky
every once in a while you've gotta throw a bone, or wahtever
>>36637868:(
>tfw fake transwhy do i even care and why does it hurt
>>36637887care about what? "fake trans" is redundant anyway
>>36637887duno lady. it's all in your head. consider not giving a shit and being yourself to the absolutely best of your ability
>>36637887what does real trans look like?sometimes I think I'm only trans because I got touched up a few times as a kid and it make me a fetishist cross dresser at like 4
>>36637906yeah that happens but you can't really change it so why not just go with it
>>36637814samewhen I was a kid sometimes I wouldn't eat for most of the day because of how sick I'd feel after seeing myself in the mirror in the morning.Somehow still didn't end up malnourished and smol :<
>>36637916nobody cares lasagna
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vOP_5pWquDk> アスカ「あんたバッハぁ?」 hahaa awesome
>>36637904I dont know who myself isI feel empty and hollowmy head hurts
>>36637925Why are you so obsessed with me? You say people are me even while I'm not there. And that's not me
>>36637925>lasagnanope
Everyone but me is trutrans
>>36637936because you're extremely annoying and dominate the thread in any annoying and immature way>>36637939sry the pic just had that vibe
>>36637935understand. when there is no self to be, you have to dig her up from within you. the ultimate point being : there is no such thing as fake trans, just how you perceive your own transition & identity. it's probably hard when you can't find an identity to begin with. but you will !
>>36637952It's okay for others to be better than you. No need to get mad about it
>>36637911oh im in over 10 years deep
>>36637952nw, I don't usually post edgy pics desu but that one I saved because the neck was funny and I have a long ass neck so i can relate
>>36637954what if there is no herwhat if I am just a guy :(
>>36637974normal guys don't want to be girls :D
>>36637979I used to be way more sure of itIdk what happened in the last few months to send me down this spiralI just want to feel something, the same things others feel.Idk ahything im so fuckign tired of this
>>36637979and normal girls aren't guys
They took his nipples. Made him seem sfw.
>>36637916yeah i was severely underweight and malnourished as a teen but somehow my body still managed to grow to too tall. my lowest bmi was like 13-14 at the end of growth spurt.managed to end up healthy anyways after transition but i still can't cope with how i look. body is something i can live with but there's no fixing this face without extensive plastic surgery which i can't afford. i hate being alive.
>>36638095>there's no fixing this face without extensive plastic surgery which i can't afford.>i hate being alive.extremely rough desu, iktfit helps at least a little knowing that even the most famous trannies like honter don't pass either tho>>36638027kek
I believe most trannies here would have an aneurysm if they were to realize there's women that look like men and don't care about it.
yes I like Star Trek yes I like dndyes I like to codeyes I like animeyes I like League of legends yes I like to watch esportsyes I like warhammer 40kyes, we exist. deal with it chud
>>36638134>don't care about itcitation needed on this part.
>>36638147They don't care because it literally doesn't matter. Everyone has feminine and masculine aspects so there's no need to have ones representing the gender you don't identify as. Literally everyone has them.
it’s crazy how val and paige are literally the same person down to skin tone
>>36638134because they're actually women retard
good morning
Is it based or cringe to have my wardeobe be basically all hand me downs from my mom
>>36638158wtf val is far darker than i am, she's practically a spaniard>>36638166considering how rich your family is it's pretty cringe/creepydoes she know you're wearing her clothes
>>36638162And so are you. Difference between you is one accepts it the other spends her day crying over it online.
>>36638172>considering how rich your family is it's pretty cringe/creepyHow rich do u think my family is>does she know you're wearing her clothesShe asked me to take them
>>36638172you’re a swarthy Italian and Val’s a swarthy AlgerianandYou both think you’re white unironicallyshit is hilarious
>>36638166really depends on the clothing
>>36638191Shorts, shirts, dresses, cardigans, pants, etc
>>36638195I meant more like the style, whether they’re suitable for a younger personbut in terms of size, it’s pretty based
>>36638184dilating and sneeding asf rn>>36638182>How rich do u think my family ispretty well off, enough to buy clothes without worrying about it one would think>>36638177another difference being the male and female sex organs and skeletal structure and muscle density and lung capacity and skull size and lots of other stuff
>>36638210Paige hey hello what’s up how are you lol
>>36638216im pretty downwent and got some soda bc idk sugar might make me feel better but it doesn't reallytherapy later but im anxious about it and im not sure entirely what she'll want to talk aboutstill no estradiol refill either :(hru
>>36638222I’m okay just headed to work nowhope you get your hrt soonwhat soda did you get ?
>>36638095>there's no fixing this face without extensive plastic surgery which i can't afford.same iktf, it hurts.I also hate being alive but I'm forcing myself to fight to get the money to be able to afford ffsgonna try get a second job tbqhon because at the rate I'm at it'll be like 4+ years of saving.>>36638166based. anticonsumption is based, even fast fashion from the 80s/90s is better quality than today, old clothes are better fabric if they're not worn out too.Also learning to breathe new life back into old clothes is something that's on my list of stuff to learn. I've got some clothes altered by a seamstress but that's about it.
>>36638208>I meant more like the styleTheyre all from storage so from the like 90s when she was younger and my size. I only yoinked the ones that i thought looked alright so hopefully they dont look old for me.>>36638210>enough to buy clothes without worrying about it one would thinkNot to buy a wardrobe, especially decent quality. Its stupid how expensive things are. I just couldnt afford summer clothes at all this year.
>>36638210You're not getting it. It's either a one or a zero. You decided to commit to accepting you're a one but deny being it from yourself. You aren't mentally accepting either fully and got stuck inbetween where there's no happiness to be found and try to get everyone to live there. It's simple. If you feel any dysphoria over gender you're either 100% a woman or 100% a man. Nonbinary people do not feel dysphoria over either and simply feel more comfortable not labeling themselves as either. Male or female attributes on the surface do not change this value.
>>36638238>what soda did you get ?squirt ofc>>36638241see that's the rich person mentality, of needing to buy an entire wardrobe of new expensive clothes instead of just getting something from walmart or a thrift shop>>36638243sure bro im sure mr teenager has everything figured out lmaothe fake "deep" analysis, the absolute terms, stating what you think as fact, it's just so middle schooler
>>36635567I need 40 responses for statistical significance https://strawpoll.com/7MZ0kApBrgo
>>36638172i'm white and pale for a white personyou're talking to blobby or something like thishe's been on this lie/belief for almost a year now and it's pretty much all he got to cope about his hatred toward meand everytime he repeats it he thinks he's killing itit's so fucking sad man
>>36638155most unattractive/masculine women i know are very much insecure about it or embrace being butch which doesn't rly work for trannies lol.
>>36638264lol ofc
>>36638252Oh is the 30 year old neet that still lives with her parents while cutting around cheap chinese lego toys going to have things more figured out than me?>>36638266Doesn't work because you're not letting it.
>>36638271>being mentally ill and disabled means you can't have accurate understandings of things nor can you introspect deeplydoes not follow
>>36638241>from the 90soh cool that’s actually very based
>>36638252>just getting something from walmart or a thrift shopAnything at walmarts like 30-40 a pop. Cant afford that since im not employed rn.Thrift shops dont carry my sizes, ever. Totally worthless places unless you're like a size 4 or less.
>>36638264>i'm white and pale for a white personLMAO
>>36638258stop spamming this transphobic shit thanksyou literally couldn't even make a poll with distinct/non leading answers so stop yapping about statistical significance
>>36638276>disabled Kek.
>>36638276you shouldn't engage desu
>>36638281>Anything at walmarts like 30-40 a pop. Cant afford that since im not employed rn.oh idk what walmart charges>Thrift shops dont carry my sizes, ever. Totally worthless places unless you're like a size 4 or less.oh that's rough, i can find stuff somewhat easily tho there's mostly much larger sizes bc americans are fat>>36638289literally legally disabled>>36638291good advice, im gonna practice some drawing or take a nap. use my time productively
>>36638266BEING BUTCH WORKS FOR TRANNIES TOO AND IS NOT JUST A COPE YOU FUKIN BIGOT, JUST GO TO R/MTFBUTCH AND SEE ALL THE PROUD PRETTY BUTCH LADIES WITH ORGANICS STRAPONS, JFC I WANT TO MURDER YOU SO FUCKING MUCH
>>36638283keep rewriting reality as it pleases you in your moms basement loser i'm sure it will go great for you
>>36638291Transphobes stick out 4 eachother. A true act of camaraderie>>36638294Your iq being 2 digits on a good day doesn't make you disabled.
>>36638296you home and laugh but butchy transfems are really hot when they pull it off and lean into androgyny
wait val has posted a selfie before?
>>36638298you will never be white darkie
>>36638277Im pretty happy with what i got too which is why im defending it in thread rn lol. Got some cool silk and cashmere stuff as well but that stuff more wintery. I think without these sun dresses i would have melted and died this summers just too darn much.How do you like to get your clothes? I need to find some good spurces besides designer catalogues n stuff.
>>36638298stfu you kike ratit is very nice here in the basement in fact, you are just jealous>>36638306>lean into androgynythat is just called looking like and being a man
>>36638308yeah just imagine an old middle eastern man who hides half his face and pulls back his sagging jowls in every selfie
>>36638166its very based and very wholesome
half of my wardrobe is just clothes i stole from my gf
>>36638378Fiona? That is such a wholesome statement that my brain says fiona.
>>36638378need tall gf to steal clothes from
>>36638388yeh fi's>>36638397same shoe size also so i get to steal them too :))
>>36638320I just basically order stuff on amazon when I want to change my wardrobe
Xanny dearest..
>>36638411god i wiiiish twm... my ex's feet were like 3 size smaller than mine :<any size 9.5 feetses wanna take me in as a loving gf? promise I'm not here to steal your shoes
You ever wake up like, "kiiiii!" and then a kitty climbs into your arms and you go back to sleep.
>>36638449im. i need
>>36638449yes no, mi. This is called girlrotting.Not that other thing.
Studies have shown that playing Tetris immediately after a traumatic event lessons the impact on your psyche. Something to keep in mind next time you get clocked <3
tranners, what is your preferred position? I also enjoy missionary but i really like cowgirl with transgirls, perfect way to see everything.
>>36638522You wanna see my shiny turtle?
>>36638522Dunno im incel
>>36638529Duh, what’s the point if not
>>36638542I hope you enjoy the turtle.
>>36638522I like <unspeakably awful indescribable horror>.
even cats hate me
>>36638555Christ, anon. I’m not into studded turtles
>>36638565Did you accuse the cat of some bullshit and then stop talking to them for a year?
>>36638584no, I'm just not likeable
>>36638576I'm sorry but it's all we have on our showcase right now.
>>36638593I like you
the whole kris situation is so fucked up, it blew way too much out of proportions, i hope kris takes some sort of a legal action, this is way too much slander and defamation based on a nothing burger
>>36638602Good luck.
>>36638308yeah she's extraordinarily prettyshe has reasons to be a catty bitch
>>36638639i hope chrys hooks up with ella by the end of the season
I wish I was a normal tranny and not a freak
>>36638722Consider being a happy freak.
>>36638522Never had sex only performers oral to a cis girlBut really idk
Im so bored ugh i want to say hi to more magpies but i havent seen one for a whileI saw a scruffled one and im worried about it.
>>36638730Sad>>36638739God i need a femboy with pigtails to yank on while I REDACTED
ugh i gotta go to work tomorrow but im so hi and sexually satisfiedsucks
I'm thinking about dropping out and killing myself a lot lately. I'm too far gone and it's not like I'm going to pass>>36638584I'm genuinely confused but I'm upset and it's fine.
>>36638763>femboyshit taste
I think burning my mouth and throat took away some of my voice progress. Annoying>>36638797Frick dude. At least you're in a good place to start>>36638799Meh might as well move along
I don't enjoy being on prog. At least while single it is not very fun
>>36638807Leave my tastes alone, hon
>>36638815wish prog made me horny pretty sure its doing close to zero even my stalled tanner 3s only swelled a bit
>>36638763I dont mindI knew from very early on that I would never have actual sex in my life.
I've been getting laser for over a year from two different places and I just shaved and I STILL see moustache shadow, I feel sick to my stomach and I want to cry
>>36638810but i have to work with the boss and im fried
>>36638834Want to change that?
>>36638835Get electrolysis.
>>36638829It didn't last time but now it is working that way. I think it did help with ooba growth but they're still way too small
>>36638815i refuse to believe this psyop>>36638820it needed to be said>>36638835how many sessions? it probs just time for electroylsis instead
>>36638840buy an ad
>eat carrots>eat yogurt>stomach makes spectacular noisesWhat have i done?
>>36638815>I don't enjoy being on prog. At least while single it is not very funProg just gave me acne. Im already horny p. often and felt no diffy
>>36638841>>366388529 sessions now, I'm probably going to start electrolysis alongside it soon because I can't take this anymore, I was hoping laser would get rid of more hair to make electrolysis faster and cheaper, I'm just trying to decide exactly when to do it like if I should give laser a couple more sessions first to see if it gets rid of any of the small thin bits of stubble or what
>>36638852I'm believing it now. Like I said it didn't do much last time but now it seems to be working>>36638863I'm generally not very sexually active if I don't have a partner and now not having it makes me sad
>>36638859u r become fermentation vessel
>>36638727I can’t enjoy things as long as my penis gets stupidFuvking gay faggot shitDetroon post hrt on hrt transsexual faggotiniI was born with a penis headMy head is made of fucking cocks and trannies and tranny hypno pinkpilling feminization pornnnnnnI hate itI hate myselfI wish I was just born a normal girlOr a normal tranny at leastThis is painful
>>36638799you should do it sheen
>>36638844welcome to the ittie bittie tiddi comitee enjoy your stay were here forever
>>36638840Are you Mtf or a chaserAbd do you live in eu
>>36638882you misspelled "pitiful"
>>36638879Yea lacking intimacy hurts more than being horny.>>36638882You lost to the psyops so badly holy crap.
>>36638876If i knew math better i could figure out the best practices for laser vs electro.
>>36638882Rape correction is in order>>36638893I live in the usa
>>36638901>lost to a psyopCouldn't be me.
>>36638882literally turn off ur pc lol
>>36638901I’m gonna kill myself so it is ok>>36638900Worse than that I’m pathetic and should be killled
>>36638930Tbh i respect you a lot more than the weird sex-flagellants nomi ur nice and pretty fun to see in thread.
That feel when you miss pasta so much some "faggotinis" sound like they'd be worth trying.
>>36638948>>36638946Damn
>>36638946he's a sex pest and a fucking creepbut ur friends with hayato so...
>>36638921Please>>36638933WdymI literally hate sex and haven’t watched porn in monthsI’m literally permanently damaged its overI’m a literal demonic entity on E
>>36638946You too. ^_^
Why does facial feminization not create a feminine enough face? I keep looking at the results and so many of them are still very clockable non passing results. Like for example, the youtuber philosophytube, I don't want to be mean, but her face is built like a brick. I'd get facial feminization if it actually gave me a female face, which it appears to not actually do. I guess they aren't shaving enough bone offher face literally looks like a brick
>>36638908I wish I knew, I've heard a few times from people that 12 laser sessions is about how many to shoot for before electrolysis so I think I'll get 3 more and then start electrolysis. I think that should take about 14 weeks so I'd be starting electrolysis around like November. Laser is definitely having an effect and it's way more subtle than it used to be and the to hairs are finer and grow slower and there's lots of bare patches but yeah there's still a decent amount of hair. The place I've been getting laser at just started trying something on my last session where they basically give me two sessions in a row with two different types of lasers so hoping that a lot of those smaller hairs will get fried off doing this so electrolysis isn't going to take forever and cost a fortune. I'll probably just keep doing laser while doing electrolysis too... Ugh I just want this off my face it's extremely upsetting to me
>>36637566i need a discord harem
>>36638954You do so much more sex pesting than i do. I saw an ad directed at you when i first opened mtfg this morning. Guess what it was offering.
>>36638962you can't change the skull size or anything like that, or the size of the ocular cavities or proportions of the face or the facial planes
>>36638956How often do you fuck?
>>36638962Literally average Brithon face
>>36638948they're just rainbow noodles>>36638962because FFS is a scam
>>36638970I would have guessed that it's like "7 laser, rest electro".
>>36638981ropefuelFFS seems like copium
>>36638962toob is a unique case of dogshit genetics
>>36638991Rainbow rotini just tastes better than plain rotini.
>>36638986Never I’m virgin and nobody will ever fuck my freaking
>>36638996>FFS seems like copiumit makes pretty people prettier and a little uncanny and just makes unpassing hons weird looking>>36638998mogs paige
>>36638739you should be sightseeing right ??
>>36638998why would ever save this photo let alone share it wtffff
>>36638988As in like cis Brithon
FFS will fix me>>36638956bcus everything u described is just being a cooked gooner spending too much time online
>>36638991ffs saved my life
>>36639011Sarah hasnt wanted to go out today. Was feeling bad.
>>36638998everyone I know always brings toob up like "oh have you watched toob? oh my god toob is so smart and toob passes so well toob toob toob!"why is toob the gold standard? why are they putting toob on a pedestal when toob's takes are shit tier? i genuinely hate toob and toob's content
>>36639033isn't he skinwalking another youtuber
>>36639031ur visiting Sarah?
>>36638991>radiohon giving takes on ffsbruh u literally look like a guy
>>36639031oh okay I hope she feels better soon and don’t worry about your voice the burn is bound to make it a bit gruff but only temporarily>>36639033I like contrapoint but in small doses
anyone else have hair regrowth 5+ years post laser/electrolysis its back to the point where im shaving dailymakes me want to die
Ok real question how do I become a real trans personI’m not a man but I’m not a tgirl eitherNb copes suckWhat does it mean to be a tranny woman anywayI dint understand anything but the one truth I’m providedI’m ok with taking hrt and it’s effect(fuck libido fuck my penis fuck my stupid fucking fynidnu)
>>36639053radio unironically passes go outside and touch grass being a 12 year old influencer wasnt on your cards
>>36639066>how do I become a real trans personYou kill yourself
>>36639077Ok but like haha
>>36639033Toob has some shit takes but that’s the nature of opinions and philosophy init.Never really hear people actually talk about her passing or not usually just debating what she’s saying
>>36639077zamn
>>36639052Yeah. Im looking at her rn>>36639056>the burn is bound to make it a bit gruff but only temporarilyHope so. Wanna have a good vpice its one of the things about myself i dislike most
>>36639066study cs
toob is probably a sociopath/psychopath and that is why she believes that dysphoria is not real bc sociopaths/psychopaths can't feel negative emotions like dysphoria, they genuinely cannot feel uncomfortable about it even though theoretically they could also be trans, she just transition for personal gain and to advance her online career more which she achieved imo.. if being a man would benefit her more then she would probabpy just detransition back to that, psychopaths/sociopaths are true genderless in a way and they would only transition if they gain smth from it..
>>36639053go to a walmart, you'll think 50% of the ciswomen who go in there look like guys, easily.>>36639029how? post some before and afters, preferably without makeup. ffs just makes people look weird and uncanny and makes everything worse.>>36639059yeah people usually have to get laser redone every decade or so
>>36639025Why can’t it just be real instead of gooner fantasies, why why why
>>36639098Done that I didn’t like it and dropped out mostly
skill issue hours
>>36639090nicee about time>>36639101dunno babes mebbe it was real but ur repper cope was becoming a mega gooner in a john 50 speedruneither way ur kinda cooked now lol. Still think logging off is ur best chance
>>36639135:<
>>36639141I hate myself for not being a young shitAll I feel is self hatred for never ever having the same feelings as other peopleFuck this gay earth fuvking fucking
>>36639164times were different you can only do the best you can with the tools you have available to you
ugh ugh less than an hour until leaving for therapy idk what to do until then so im just getting more anxious
>>36639177Get more ammunition for therapy.*gets out a pen and notepad*Tell me about your father.
>>36639155well, not everyone but yeah
>>36639177just imagine that it has already come and gone and it was fine and not at all a big deal, which is by the way an accurate prediction of the future
>>36639200My father says I need therapy because I tell him I want him to make love to meWhy is that? I know I can be a better replacement for my mother, she's fat and angry.
>>36639164pull it together anon>>36639177ive noticed ur transphobia spikes when ur anxious b4 therapy
I need to escape the self hatred the jealousy and find my feelings and myselfI knowI just can’t do itEverything is too muchI hate itI’ll never transition properlyMaybe it is ok to just stay like this, slowly just adding parts to myselfI repressed too muchI knew it was repression somehowBack when I was getting into adolescence I knew. But not really ofc. Abd it went down from thereIdk if I never looked up poe I things wouldn’t be different cause I was already weird as a kid.IdkI will never knowI can’t even say my conscious trans experience is valid.I just want this to be real
>>36639209Because men don't make love. They fuh-yuck.
>>36639202I do have one aswell tho.
>>36639216her supposed ideology is actually just part of a self harm strategy
>>36639206good idea instead i will draw ot occupy my mind>>36639216>ive noticed ur transphobia spikes when ur anxious b4 therapyalso when im upset and feeling hurt>>36639237ty mr armchair psychologist, it can be both
>>36639235nothing that can't be overcome...
it's a nice day outside. glad i went for a walk desu.
>>36639249If only I wasn't feeling bad and snowballed my bad feelings due to my inability to do anything
>>36639243yw ofc but it is such a stable / consistent pattern anyone should be able to pick it up after 3+ years of observation drawing is a good idea to clear your mind
>>36639278awesome I generally take daily walks but over the last few weeks heat index has been 100F+ so I miss walking
sheen should treat herself to a couple cheeseburgers and a dr pepper
>>36639228https://youtu.be/IAA1XtDOuH8?si=u4AZHgMMv2zZ9uSY
>>366393402 apples.
you are all so boring and lame, come wmd fight me
i feel like bloody mefthere's a nice girl that invited me for a date on one of my favorite activity this weekend and I'm just dreading it bc yeah, i'd be happier staying at home mourning about that other girl who is actually absolutely not avaible for me some ppl should just not be alivea lot of you but me too
>>36639442I'm angry about politics and that's what i read intended to do. I brought this anger here and I'm now pissed off about social grievances. I am contemplating world genocide to end this farce.Or coffee.
Seems he can fly
>>36639460u were doing better when you properly transitioned the whole enby detrans thing did you no good
>>36639460
>>36639488this is why I hate so many of you so muchthis is absolutely a lie, i was on ssri, i was smoking everyday, i couldn't focus on my studie etcthis is so wrong but it fucking fits your narrative go in hell, forget me pleasenever you me again
>>36639307did a dodle
>>36639322i wish i could handle that much outdoors. there are so many places i'd like to visit around here.
>>36639507
>>36639460>>36639488I don't know how good or bad you're doing because you seem like a completely different person.Like, i think you're the personality copier and I'm sure you losing the character means you're not doing well but i know so little about the real you that i don't know how to help you.I hope you feel better.*hug*Life is not a deathmarch.
>>36639517Who are these characters>>36639521We have a kind of track at the campus where I work and it is a great place to take a wall about ten minutes to walk a lap
it's a hard life sometimes, being the most male tranny
>say a wrongthink word>literal site moderators memoryhole itthis is what i get for trying to broaden my horizons and post in other places>>36639553>Who are these charactersidk just doodle characters
I should make a xanny blunt today.
>>36639589No, we are genuinely fucked. This is the only place left where there is enough free speech for us.
where i am supposed to go if i am mentally ill?>psych wardthey just keep you there until they get bored of you and then they let you go without helping you at all, maybe they give you pills that are trash>therapist/psychiatristthey avoid any sensitive serious topics and only want to talk about mundane or simple things and try to just wait until the appointment is over so they take your cash and kick ya out, every time i told to any of my therapists/psychiatrists in the past that i am suicidal or smth really serious, they would just pretend to not hear me, ignore me or tell me some simple lame bs like "just don't kys" lmao jesus thanks, and then they would change the subject and wait for the appointment to end.. literally they have no empathy whatsoever for you, you are just a mentally ill bag of moneySO, WHERE TF I AM SUPPOSED TO EVEN FUCKING GO?? WHY NO ONE GIVES A SHIT ABOUT THE MENTALLY ILL??
>>36639371tldr?
>>36639618Y'all need 1 quick trip to the blue archive sub to figure what free speech looks like
Every site out there that controls content promotion with supposedly crowd sourced input is incredibly unreliable to represent real organic views, and the "moderated" places are pure propaganda.Nobody is willing to host a place where people are really free because they would get sued to death.Competitors don't even half to wait for human nature to win. They can just spam the place with CP and then yell at the isp to clean this place up.No, the only real solution is to find the exact people with the will to do these things and have them executed. Peace and prosperity isn't possible with any system of man or god while that will still exists.
>>36639643because you don't do anything to help yourself, you expect everyone else to do the work for you
>>36639601u can smoke benzos?
>>36639707We'll figure this after I do it.
i smoke pole
>>36639714>>36639707noand I don't recommend trying it
>>36639714If you fine Wasting them.
>>36639646They lived. They suffered. They died.
>>36639731Well that sucks
>>36639717heck ye
>>36639745But that’s just everyone who has ever existed
>>36639686i am just very lazy i guess>>36638415lmao languna, you are very fucking schizo, unironically get your meds
>>36639779I have not once made a thread anywhere. Why would that be me?
this argument that so-and-so is probably the real murderer bc after they were caught the murders stoppedI mean, what a great opportunity for the real murderer, right ??t. fell into a wikipedia rabbit hole
>>36639507You being miserable is just karma. And it’s based
>>36639793ah, ok, i thought you were the one posting that poll here for some reason, maybe i am the schizo one and need meds
>>36639822what you need is to go to the damn romanian dinosaur park already and then tell me about it
>>36639805mby at least karma only made miserable, not a fucking hon on top of it
it's pizza time again.>>36639707you can smoke most things tho they usually end up tasting like shit and not rly working the same. >>36639802plenty of cases where the murderer stops for a bit or moves to some other area after a close call and someone else taking the fall.
>>36639844yes this is exactly how I would expect an actual serial killer to take advantage of the police focusing on someone else, not just blithely continue“but the murders stopped” seems like such a lame argument; it’s not at all the other side of the same coin as “the murders continued so this can’t be the killer” but it seems to be treated like that
On a very boowhomp mood currently.
>>36639835lmao yea, i keep frogetting and remembering about it, maybe i will go next few days who knows..
>>36639839that’s because you’re doing the whole nb cope honey
BooWhomp.
>>36639909it's been leds than a year before that I've been on hrt and lived as a woman for a decadeand you're a forever non passer, your life = your room you can talk about coping lol
>>36639905is it far away ?I hope they have a lot of information about those giant flying dinosaurs there
>>36639885it is kinda sad that they only ever seem to catch the dumb ones who think they're far smarter than they actually are. meanwhile the ones that are hard to catch and/or target ppl no one cares about can get away with it basically forever.
>>36639948ebic projection my man
this last year has made me a believer in karma tbhonknow a lot of ppl where it caught up to them
>>36639997>and/or target ppl no one cares about can get away with it basically forever.this is why it works desuas long as there's no body nobody will notice that someone nobody knows disappeared, making certain groups of people the "perfect" victims
Where are the motherly women when you need them
>>36639997reading about these things, it constantly comes back to me again and again how utterly bizarre murder isI think it is so frequently portrayed in media that it’s easy to consider it a normal part of life but it is so strange and warped that someone would kill another person
>>36640052i heard there's one in chicago that targets black prostitutes and even after someone linked the cases the cops deny it's real despite 50+ victims.>>36640048how do u fix it if u don't know what u did wrong?>>36640078lead in ground water and air.
>>36640058do you want me to send a milf escort over to your address
>>36640106NTA but yes
>>36640106Do not do that.
i hate that i feel a need to talk to others. i hate it like paige hates arousal.
feel somewhat motivated today
>>36640095I don’t know if you’re joking but I do wonder whether it is caused by some artifact of our society impressed upon us by extrinsic motivations (e.g., profit)
the art museum didn't let people in with backpacks so im spending the day in a yemen-branded cafe
>>36640095oh and I was just reading about this one killer who was earlier in life accused of raping a housewife and a prostitute and he accepted a plea deal on the housewife charge part of which was the prosecutors waiving the prostitute chargeI mean, maybe they didn’t have a good case as far as the prostitute was concerned but just on its face that is pretty fucking awful
>>36640118what about an older daddy male escort then?
>>36640145oh man were you going to the DIA ? Such a bummer if you can’t go it is amazingYou also may want to check out central library or if you can get to Greek Town look in at St Mary’s
>>36640159No escorts are entering my dam house!
>>36640130awesome what will you do ?
>>36639802is this about jack the ripper? there's been more and more content I've been seeing mostly on tiktok about how jack the ripper was really Edgar Degas a famous artist known for painting ballerinas and other ballerina art. the connections are quite convincing tbhh
>>36640164i was trying to go to the DIA. I will probably head to the airport in about 4 hours so still have time to kill maybe i will go to the library. maybe greek town im not sure what that is though. im leaning towards just sitting in this cafe the entire time though cause its quiet
after working in a kitchen during summer a few years ago I was surprised that there is not a lot of more crimes actually you work with some of the most stupid vile pieces of shit and you have giant knives around all dayliterally how is there not a murder every 2 weeks just in this field
karma is not real, life is all about random good luck or random bad luck, it is just random and chaotic and not based on anything>>366399615hours by car/10hours by train, if you are really passionated about dinos, you should really study Romania's trains, those are like the most ancient ones to date, maybe i will go there, seems interesting
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new>>36640220>>36640220>>36640220
Is it possible that I feel so awful because I’m working utterly alone on a peak day while brainworms eat me up
>>36640169You know since you want someone motherly im sure Radiochan would fit your needs, and she'd be more than happy to be your mommy
>>36640133there's been a lot of research into the correlation between exposure to lead and crime.>We now have studies at the international level, the national level, the state level, the city level, and even the individual level. Groups of children have been followed from the womb to adulthood, and higher childhood blood lead levels are consistently associated with higher adult arrest rates for violent crimes. All of these studies tell the same story: Gasoline lead is responsible for a good share of the rise and fall of violent crime over the past half century.the impact is overstated sometimes but it's probably still a large factor to why serial killings spiked in the 70's and 80's.
Okay so i listened to you guys and i injected once a week because i thought that taking a lot of estrogen more infrequently was gonna give me mood swings like the worse PMS you've ever seen.Didn't seem to happen. I went off estrogen for 4 weeks because of personal idiocy and i didn't notice anything except my sex drive fell off a cliff and my body hair started growing back a little faster. So to make my endo happy i decided to switch to her schedule and i took the big dose every 2 weeks instead.She's right. It works different to how i expected. Boobs got bigger. And rounder.Sex drive is also... significantly enhanced.
>>36640078>that it’s easy to consider it a normal part of life but it is so strange and warped that someone would kill another personI feel this :(I think we live in different worldsmy cousin see's it as no big deal to carry a gun and shoot people(he has owned a gun and been shot at before)tells me to not call the cops if breakin happens and instead has told me to either grab his baton or a knife and I guess then just pretend we have castle laws here...
>>36640183 Clara>>36640199no but I had never heard this degas angle I really like his paintingsGreek Town is just downtown but Detroit is so spread out >>36640219 Larrywow 5 hrs is quite a drive wonder if it is worth it
>>36640231I think it's mostly diet. But yeah.*hug*
There is a painting at the DIA that i love of two girls sitting on the grass.
>>36639707>>36639714smokable things work because they contain compounds that either survive combustion or change into something useful when they burn (nicotine would be the former, thc the latter). so the particles get carried intact to your lungs and from there the bloodstream.smoking crushed benzos will most likely just break chemical bonds and mostly taste like smoking burnt starch since pills are mostly made of food based binding agents not pure pressed chemical
>>36640411Please tell me you're a regular. I wanna sit and listen to you pls.
when is the last time you ate a salad?
>>36640441yeah i am lol, you reply to my posts pretty often
>>36640743Teach me stuff sempai.*lays on carpet with arms propping up her head and her legs kicking back and forth idly*
Meh. Gotta go do life stuff.
>ywn be daddy’s little sonccubus
