last >>36937639qott what was the last thing that made you cry
i am annoyed frustrated irritated and 'angry' abt not being a girl daily. i am not going to transition ever bc that is fake and gay and dumb if you cannot pass and i cannot pass and DONT YOU FUCKING TELL ME THAT I CAN PASS YOU FUCKING DIPSHIT, FUCK YOU, YOU PISS ME OFF EVERY TIME YOU TELL ME THAT ANYONE CAN PASS WITH EFFORTanyway, i also have ocd so it is extra annoying bc i obsess over this and the problem is that i cannot focus on anything else since i do not have my internal peace and quiet and i feel the need to hurt and even kilk others constantly just to fucking feel better abt my situation, i feel the need to make my problem everyone s problemthank you for listening to my tedtalk bitch now please give me some advice to feel better just fucking please tell me smth useful.. thank you..
>>36942394>qottBeing lonely and my mom not accepting me.
>>36942394half an hour ago saw a pic of a girl 3 months on hrt and she looks better than I ever will and now i want to kill myself
So surreal.. people are strange.. and for no good reason..
Damn if I'm a bitch
>>36942444achtung
>>36942394>qottseeing my face last week and trying to make it look ok so i could leave the house.
>>36942409go to a psychiatrist or somethin. certain pills or just talking it through with someone qualified and patient with you might help with ocd & you can figure out if you actually want to consider this without extreme fears of not passing and stuff
>>36942394>qott2 years ago drunk dad cursed me out in front of extended family. didn't cry at the time, just cried the morning after when arguing with him
i went to a baseball game last night and did a line of coke
Paige i would like to ask you something
n suck
>>36942574you look like the type>>36942587what also this better not be nomi
For fucks sake... SHEEN! You can just eat, I don't know... A fucking apple? A glass of water? WEIRD idea! And I know already, now you're going to sad post "boo hoo, nobody likes me because I've had" - no, nobody likes you because you FUCKING DON'T IMPROVE ONE. FUCKING. BIT.Ever since I've been here in 8 fucking years when my life went to shit, and I crawled out of the gutter over and over again, you have been here eating shit all the time, putting your fucking money towards a fucking graphics card. Because you know, that's exactly what you need right now. A fucking graphics card to sit more on your fucking ass and play fucking video all day. While shoving fucking burgers down your fucking hole. Right? Fuck.I'm trying to like you, quit making it impossible. Please. Like a fucking clockwork. Sheen, nobody is fucking angry at you for posting about fucking foods. People are angry at you for wasting money on graphics cards, video games. Fast food. A car, as I've been recently told. Instead of you selling the car, getting some fucking vegetables. Eating your fucking veggies, drinking some fucking water for once in your life (without added sugar I might add) And I don't know sell your fucking car get a fucking bike.Like, yes, you are depressed. Wow. 90% of us are fucking depressed. 90% of us have some fucking mental issue we deal with. Yes, we are here to support you. But you don't want support. You just want a fucking pity party. About poor old fat sheen. Who will never be liked. Nigga You look like a fucking middle aged woman. And you do fuck all with it. It's infuriating, it is sadOh, and I'm not done yet. Sheen. We've been over this for like, how many years? Like fuck? I've been fucking pre op. I had a fucking dick when you started posting here. And what changed? What did you do in all those years? Fucking nothing.You did nothing. Despite people constantly offering you help, offering you advice, constantly offering you to do shit for you and WITH you.
Sexable
>>36942619sheen died 5 years ago bro
>>36942394Last thing that made me cry was reading the end of houseki no kuni, but the last thing that made me really sad is how I unconsciously revert to a lower pitch if I don't pay enough attention to how I'm speaking
>>36942626giwtwm>>36942646just like do the voice val it’s not that hard
val x paige would kinda work
>>36942705they’re the same person.
Literally me
>>36942618Are you autistic? Have you been diagnosed with any mental illnesses?
I have a dream now and it feels weirdI want to start on a love quest to find the one
>qottSomeone I've been chatting with a out eggy/repper stuff told me their unabridged preferred name. Idk why, hit me in the feels hard.
What's the matter? You can't stand the sight of a strong Nord woman?
>>36942812Nordic blood is strong. Ask me how I know. Fuck.
good morning world
>>36942849Hallo how are you doing today
>>36942870my head hurts :(
>>36942875Because of drinking I'm betting
>>36942881no because of sadness. yep.
>>36942886What's making you feel bad ?
i feel like im doing better in some ways and others not so muchi wish i was more outgoing, i feel so clammed up whenever i go out anywhere
>>36942896nothing in particular im just not happy with a lot of things
>>36942923Wow me tooThe pointlessness of life is getting to me and now I feel like theres 0 reason to do anything and like there's nothing to look forward to in the future except the misfortune of death
>>36942933and yet we endureisnt the human spirit fascinating
>>36942938No actually this is pretty miserable
>>36942945yeahbut its not like theres anything besides the suffering so might as well suffer and try to enjoy it
>>36942995I don't even have the willpower to move though all I want to do is sleep and eat and sometimes play games
>>36943012you should force yourself to get up and have a glass of water
Now I'm hungry again
>>36943035I had water I'm just laying down on my sofa
im cold and i think im going to cry
>>36942394I went to my grandma's yesterday and she just adopted a couple of kittens and as soon as I sat down on the floor one of the kittens laid down in my lap and went to sleep on my dress
>>36943061Warms you
>>36943067ermcolds you
>>36943071Dies because of a poor ability to sustain heat
>>36943078ohwell now im going to cry even more becuase i killed uso uh thanks.
>>36942394finding out my VFS failed yesterdaythe stitches came out and i have to just do the entire surgery and silence againbut its normally something stupid like "cute dog gets adopted" videos
>>36943080Revives and licks your tears
>>36943094cries more
>>36943105You're supposed to be creeped out
>>36942394>qottjust thinking about how late i am to all this, and how much work there is to do when i'm all alone and completely out of strength to continue. also worrying about how the people i like won't like me if i keep changing. i'm so scared of not being enough, and of the limits of my body
https://youtu.be/-Be9rgJ047Iaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaapraisethelordaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
>>36943114yeah i freaking am becaue your a freaiikng werido
>>36943156I'm glad you think so.
>>36943167your scary...
>>36943172People don't tend to believe that
>>36943182yeah well i see the Truth...
>>36943143I relate to this so hardDunno how late you are to this, and how far off you are from comfortable, but you have some of us here going through it late, starting from a mid-30's powerlifter. Learn and practice the things you have power over, and hope the biology of it all is kind
>>36943087why did you get vfs instead of just trying harder to voice train
>>36943247had a dream of an old white guy being a voyeur one legged fat, for some reason had some friends here and there caught up by trying to spy on his neighbor next door to be specific
>>36942394a video game persona 3 reload. yes ik it's cringe.
>>36943232i'm starting mid 20's which i know is still "young" relatively speaking. i'm also starting from a pretty twinkish build so i know just generally the odds could be even more against me, and i'm trying to be thankful for that. there is always someone above and below youi'm starting to realize i probably never will be comfortable in my body. my current body "works" if that makes sense, but i just feel like it was never really me. i'm really afraid of giving up a "good build" to chase an ideal i know i'll never live up to.i've also always been pretty comfortable with being bi, but i'm not really interested in pursuing relationships/intimacy with cismen and i'm really nervous that by becoming more like "me" i will lose the attention from people i want, and start gaining attention from people i really do not want. i feel like pretty much no matter what i do i will always be compromising and it's just tiringyour words to practice the things i have control over are helpful. i try to just keep my head down and keep working on myself, but i'm worried that what i'm working on isn't what i think it will be
god i want it to stop
>>36943320at least they got rid of the player dating ken
>>36943346just have an orange or something
>>36943278i voice trained hard, i just got cursed with horrible anatomy that didnt allow me to get a higher enough pitch (i still had 100hz pitch gain from vtraining). 2 speech pathologists and a prominent voice training youtuber all agreed surgery was the right idea
>>36943363go fuck yourself or something
>>36943372if youre pretty, fuck me or something
>>36943399who the fuck are you
>>36943402who the fuck are you? my name is there
horny, absolutely hating it
>>36943409you belong in a death camp
>>36943409who the fuck are you? I'm DoctorMonster not you
>>36943419i dont. i belong with someone pretty with a tight hole
>>36943427stop AGP posting using my pure name
>>36943425we're doctormonster
>>36943427disgusting soulless wretchi want to remove your fingernails one by one and then move onto your teeth
>>36943439i want to shove a nail under my toenail and kick a wall
>>36943443do whats needed but i challenge you to a duel >>36943439you already torture yourself, with, your, own, brain
https://voca.ro/1ca2CyTA1Sdlman voice kms
>>36943458what do you propose
>>36943461i already have, im actually engaged
>>36943460scrote voice kys
chasers out reeeeeeeeeeeeee
>>36943460you sound cool i fucks with ya>>36943488:\
>>36943338If it helps to put you at ease, those worries are shared by a lot of cis and trans women. I think you're going to be okay. Your outlook seems reasonable, and as long as you don't let this place feed the brain worms you're gonna make it.But also, yeah, the market of cisgender dudes looks real bleak lately. A handful of my friends are actively out there, and they now describe themselves as "regrettably/unfortinately straight"
>>36943366worried this is gonna be my fate and i can't afford it.
>>36943492your kind are all soulless subhumans and nothing would be greater please than seeing you killed
>>36943513bring me greater pleasure*sry im sleep deprived
>>36943513thats just like, your opinion man
>>36943460ur voice sounds nice, ur dad sounds annoying. in regards to my VFS,, yeah im a fringe case, got called a 50yo in voice chats when i was 14. most of the ppl i hear that get VFS dont pass after and its bc they dont voice train. I have my resonance control solid, I have great pitch fluctuation, the only thing I can't do is raise pitch. For me, the fact that VFS raises pitch for things like coughing, sneezing and laughing is pretty cool too. I would've much rathered spent this on bottom surgery but it's holding me back from passing rn.
>>36943521this thread is for transsexual females not retarded chaser newfagskys
>>36943506oh heyyeah look im super unlucky but i reckon it's pretty rare, start voice training now and don't put it off, then you'll be able to find out. i had a really fucked up jaw and throat which i assume contributed to it, needed double jaw surgery and a air masks to breathe when i slept sometimes. I'm sure you'll be able to make it, 99% of people i have heard who got VFS just get it bc theyre too dysphoric to voice train not bc of anatomical restraints
>>36943529transexual? do you mean transgender?whats next, tranny? youre a horrible person
>>36943543dude youre retarded and annoying and you hyave no worth as a human being why are you even here
>>36943548https://www.youtube.com/shorts/shGvZUkwQTk
>>36943543whats ur discord i want a chaser bf
>>36943552you need to go back
>>36943556please take him and both of you fuck off from this thread please and thank you
this rain is pretty.wish i had a bf 2 enjoy it with
>>36943557JUST LOVE ME!?
>>36943570kys leddit faggot
>>36942448RYOSHU MENTIONED
>>36943580i dont feel like it>>36943568date >>36943580bro keeps trying to to fuck my ass you should get dakota to use that giant cawk
>>36943588????who even are you
>father asks if i have any books to lend him he might like>say i just got some books on science of mind and consciousness>says he’s more into books about cars or boobswhy are straight men like this>>36943522i hope the revision works out for you, voice plays such a big role in how others perceive you desu
>>36942394I was thinking about how Bob Parr wasn't just a muscle bound jerk who found a calling as a hero. At the beginning of the movie we find him being the best insurance agent on behalf of the customers he can be. He isn't just strong, he really is a hero. And the story is really that helen just can't see it. And i thought about how the story is really that everyone who goes above the call of duty to help people are heroes.
>>36943595>why are straight men like thisborn without a soul issue
>>36942752i’ve not been diagnosed with autism but it’s likely i’m at least mildly autisticas for mental illnesses yes i’ve been diagnosed with a number of them
ayy lmao :3
>>36942394Hi fellow trans friends? Does anyone need any prayer for anything in there lives today? I just got done with my prayer list and was wondering if you all could use some:)
>>36943608love them autistic baddies
>>36943614this is insanely cute.
>>36943614cute babees
>>36943614excuse me i have a retarded question. do baby bees really look like that?
I need to find where they got it, but a statement from it really jumped out at me.It isn't necessarily that people with autism are more likely to be transgender, it may be more likely that people with autism are more likely to be OUT as transgender
>>36943636yes
>>36943640oh my fucking god.i thought all gestating creatures looked like david lynch horror rejects but apparently no, you can gestate gracefully like a bee.
>>36942394qott: made in abyss season 2belaf's monologue never fails to get me
>>36943530i've been voice training for close to a decade at this point. it's never good enough so i give up and regress then start again. been mute for a few years out of anxiety. started again but it's just never good enough. even when it's sounding sorta ok obviously trans voice it's super limiting, like i can't laugh in public for instance without sounding like a massive hon.idk how to fix.
>>36943614>>36943646https://youtu.be/JfvKvy1t0pU
>>36943687damn yeah that’s pretty heavy stuff
>>36943500thanks for the kind words. i know that my case isn't unique, and people have navigated it successfully under much worse circumstancesi'm just really worried about not really being trans desu. i'm worried that i'll find out it's still not really me, and having to imagine undoing all the work i'm just now starting on is just a lot esp bc i know past a certain point certain things can't really be undoneit's just a lot, it kind of makes me feel punch drunk and like i need to lie downyea i have always been attracted to certain masc features, but the overall package is just, fuck no. just how they take up space and shit is like, gross
>>36943595thanks :)) thankfully it won't cost me any more money>>36943690honestly being mute while recovering from surgery recently has made passing a lot easier, and everyone has been so nice to me bc they think im retarded, i hope u get some breakthroughs in ur voicesome of the voice training discords and that one subreddit can be good places to get meaningful advice
i dont feel good
>>36942394>qottSpoilers for current FFXIV extension[spoiler]Shutting down the various sections of Living Memory after talking to the people there. My grandpa recently passed away after basically losing everything about who he was with his dementia, so this entire section about closure and letting loved ones go and letting them live on through your own memories and stuff was really hard. I wish I could just talk to a perfect digital recreation of him when I need help with stuff he was good at and liked to teach me[/spoiler]
since we are talking a bit abt voice training do ya'll have any good resources for starting? idt i wanna join a community yet but just some stuff i can follow along with by myself would be nice
unlimited genocide on the first world
>>36943725i certainly can't go back to my old voice but i don't think i've ever manage to laugh in a way that doesn't make me wanna kms when i hear it.>>36943743any voice training discords to recommend?
>>36943750im fine how about you
total ffs haver death
>>36943752Seattle Voice Labs seem to be the gold standardI get mine through Kaiser's physical therapy department
>>36942394>qottThe latest chapter in 'How Do I Relationship'The pair is falling back in love with each other, and healing from traumas caused by previous relationships between when they last dated each other and I'm so happy for them
>>36943764i cant remember any but they get posted on the transvoice subreddit, the feedback on that place is much more helpful than vtg and other voice threads IMO
>>36943751Wait do [spoiler] spoiler tags [/spoiler] not work here?!
>>36943687I wanted to like Made in Abyss, I read a bit of the manga, but there were very inappropriate scenes that made me feel really uncomfy. I eventually reported the book itself to my local library and the american publisher because of it.
order 66 passoids
>>36943807what the lolicon stuff or the extreme brutality
>>36943807you what
>>36943772oh wow haha yeah that's like way too much for me right now. just thinking abt having someone watch me go through that process honestly made me start crying lmaois there any like DIY stuff i can start with just to get a bit more comfortable before i start looking for actual treatment?
>>36943751On the bright side, about a month before he passed I had gone over for a visit and he told grandma>"I don't know who she is, but she seems like a real swell gal"So I guess that's a kind of approvalI'll delete the spoiler post as soon as it lets me
>>36943608magnificent time get
>>36943845the pedo stuff>>36943850i made a concerned email about it to Seven Seas and reported the book to my library explaining that i don't think it should be there.
>>36943862cringe
>>36943851All the DIY stuff is very "dude trust me" tier.I had my speech therapist look at some of the Trans Voice Lessons videos on YouTube and she was like "a lot of this is actively counterproductive"Especially the "HEAT FROM FIRE FIRE FROM HEAT" thing
>>36943865you're cringe for supporting that bad stuff.
ive decided to not touch my dick again until ive had sex with someone
>>36943862normally id be worried about a person reporting pedo stuff in a book, like the underage gangbang in IT that they recently remade a major set of movies about, we definitely cant forget about that and have a huge popular movie, we have to throw out the whole thing about it,anyway, normally id be worried, but you are a weirdo who is constantly worried over bs, so maybe its fine and you are just projecting your childhood confusion onto other kids and actually all of them can handle this without turning out weird.
>>36943881...not even to wash it?Ew
>>36943881hit up navy or ivy
>>36943894well ill still wash it i mean to masturbate
>>36943798aight ty. i doubt they have anything to offer beyond the 'increase your pitch and use a more feminine resonance' i've heard a billion times before but at least engaging with it won't hurt.
>>36943911i laughed
>>36943914you really did starve your brains out.
>>36943911what
>>36943916Please enjoy humming bubbles through a straw into a small water vessel for various notes to work on resonance and sustain
>>36943924what?
>>36943891i wasn't even thinking about irl kids, i was thinking about the 40 year old unwashed incels being gross. Thanks for adding a new concern, woah, I didn't know about that since I don't read or watch stephen king stuff (I hate scary stuff being scary for scary's sake.)
>>36943876right, that's what i figured, guess i'm fucked til i get over my shit then ahai just don't know if i stand having someone watch me struggle/suffer through this, even tho i know they are only supposed to be there to be supportive, it's hard for me to trust that judgement isn't being passedi've just been hurt by people that have been in similar positions of power over me, and it makes doing this whole thing really intimidating
>>36943890no need to worry
>>36943928what?
>>36943932yeah, everyone knows about the underage gangbang. when red letter media covered the new movie they were like "everyone knows about the underage gangbang".i didnt read it, but i get the impression that it feels awkward and weird in the book enough that they dont think that stephen like... broke into a porn story in the middle of the book. there is some bullshit he comes up with on why they have to do it, but it doesnt really make sense, but it also reads exactly like the same kind of doesnt make sense as the rest of his writing.
>>36943958yikes, hopefully that movie gets banned.
>>36943975nobody cares. actually they do care. everybody is like "yeah thats weird, let's ignore that and talk about spooky scary clown". i think their way of dealing with it is more reasonable than yours.
https://youtu.be/RBjNY5HvBDg
I just took the last exam of my undergrad the other day.
>>36943987okay maybe your right, it shouldn't be banned. just edited the bad parts out.
>36943618Im sad now... I wasn't coming here to be anti-trans (Im trans.)... I just wanted to pray for thread members. well looking at it positively maybe everything is going good or is being managed in your lives :)
>>36943987well said
im 24, i didnt transition when i was 17 but i was going to but then i didnt because i was and still am a /pol/tard . is it still worth it to start aas and e and mayb get ffs in a year or so . i know i cant pass so is it worth being a boymode failiure, or should i just be male, I am 5"9 very skinny and have decent features, inb4 kys
>>36944133anon we all make mistakes, transition now instead of hating yourself for not.i will pray for you!!
>>36944092EwAlso shooped
>>36944133Posting every time it is relevanthttps://youtu.be/IAA1XtDOuH8
>>36943916i was gonna go to sleep but then i saw sumi (good voice youtuber who actually doesnt sound like a tranny #aussierep) has started a discord and this is a recording of one of the session people are gonna do on the discordhope this helps, gnight <3https://youtu.be/SZOI18G_ciM
>>36944156this is what my mtf friend also says, that if i regret it now, ill regret it when im older as well, but i feel as if by then i would be a hag anyways, sorry for shitting up the thread either way but thank you for saying this I appreciate the kind response, >>36944190kek
>>36944232your welcome to post here. just you're required to take your hormones and do it NOW
i feel like maybe i should stop taking hrt i think this is way too intense for me i'm not sure that i'm up for it and i'm not sure if it's really what i want
>>36944092kat exists
>>36944290well anon you should do what you think is right but also no, you are a troon and you are just going to waste time by detransing.
>>36944303ik it's just hard to tell if i'm afraid of change or afraid that i'm about to really fucking ruin my lifesome changes i like, some i'm not so sure of. i wish i could have more control over myself. it feels helplesswhen i first started i felt more confident but now i just feel tired. i don't know if i can make it desu
do you remember that episode where garak goes to the holodeck to sit on a hot rock like a lizard? that looked comfy. i want a hot rock.
>>36942394>qottpain and hungerlike an animal :/
>>36944290>>36944380if you don't think it's for you, you can pause and assess. masculinization is irreversible but so is feminization. an extra few weeks or month won't be that much T, and it's worth it to be sure. if this really isn't for you, you don't wanna wait until you have breast buds to find that outalso what's scaring you about it? are you concerned about losing things about your body or about feminizing development? or is it more life/social things? if it's the latter you should probably stick with it
>>36944380do you have much of a life to ruin?
>>36944478feminization isnt irreversible,wtf? if you stop taking the drugs your hair immediately starts growing back faster again
>>36944478well it's so stupid of me to worry abt something like this but the last couple days my dick really stopped working which has just been a shock i guess. up until this point i've really liked most of the changes physically and mentally (esp feeling like i can "feel" more), but i am def concerned about losing certain parts of my body that i like. i was repressed my whole life and just now got into a position where i can experiment, and as i'm going through all this i'm starting to think maybe i'm more non-binary than a "girl". i do NOT feel like a man tho, i never ever have, and since being on hrt i don't think i can ever go back to pretending like i am oneultimately tho, i don't want to go back to the headspace that being on T gives me. i like how i think and feel more now, but i'm really really scared that i'm basically gonna have to trade my body in order to feel more comfortable in my mind>>36944481it's a question i've been spending a lot of time thinking about .. i don't know
>>36944537you can always use cialis if you want that to function, it might just be mental for you right now because most everyone doesn't lose that function and it can be a source of frustration.
i don’t want intrusive thoughts please what is going on please
>>36944577https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vtUqpOTbn4g
>>36942394>qottwatched seven psychopaths with my bf and when colin ferrel stops being friends with sam rockwell i got sad lol.
>>36944482some changes are irreversible. masculinization continues, fat moves back. but if you alter your hip set or you grow boobs that's not changing without surgical scars>>36944537well okay this is gonna sound kinda gross but with the erectile function it's pretty much use it or lose it. even if you don't feel like finishing you'd need to stimulate it every once in awhile as long as you're on E. don't and it'll go soft, keep that up and it won't. it's just muscle atrophy, that muscle relies on testosterone. even clitoral swelling in cis women is an elevated T response i think. so without that you need either local T gel or to just work the muscle a bit if you wanna keep it and keep it functional.though i'll also say you don't really neeed a working pp to have a sex life and most trannies do end up unable to cum from just jorking regardless
>>36944620alter your hip set what? estrogen does not change hip size. that is broscience.boobs are not irreversible either. you moved the goalposts to without surgical scars. it is defintitely reversible. you know whats irreversible? chopping your balls off. good luck fixing that by adding 'without surgical scars' that after you lose the argument.
>>36944643hrt did nothing for my hips
>>36944643>estrogen does not change hip sizeif you start earlier enough it totally can
not a fan of me
>>36944611in the boys comic book butcher eventually betrays mm and i basically hope they change it for the show because the show is already too dark.
Oh wow I just slept through the entire day I sure wonder what'll happen at night when I try to sleep
sorry for stupid questions but cialis/topical t gel is viable to use? like it won't mess with my hrt or have any outsized health risks other than what's normal? >>36944573>it might just be mental for you right now because most everyone doesn't lose that function and it can be a source of frustration.i don't really feel frustrated, mainly just like sad at the prospect of having to give up somethings abt myself that maybe i still wanna hold onto>>36944620>well okay this is gonna sound kinda gross but with the erectile function it's pretty much use it or lose ityeah i read that and have been trying to "work it out" but i've noticed that even when i do i can't get as up as i was able to before which ig triggered me a bit>though i'll also say you don't really neeed a working pp to have a sex life and most trannies do end up unable to cum from just jorking regardlessyeah i know, it's just like ugh, it doesn't feel like me. like i'm sure it's some fear i have based on repression but like i just want to able to use it if i feel like i want to? having the option would just make me more comfortable ig. i'm not even scared of not being able to cum without other stimulation (in fact i really like how my erogenous are changing), but it's just like ultimately it makes me feel lesser and i really am tired of feeling like i'm less than what i want to be
>>36944395I doDs9 so good, mostly>>36943943The first drill I was given after assessing my range and volume. I tended to raise pitch by closing my throat and that also kept the sound there instead of more to the front of the mouth and sinus region. So I was instructed to hum into a straw trying to keep that sound near the front. Once I got a feel for that I was to do scales, still keeping it where we wanted it. After that was holding a note as long as I could and then scale up that way each note.
turns out you guise are just massively shit lmaohave fun dying alone to those who deserve itan to those who it actually hurt: Im sorry, I love you and I hope you find someone who will love you foreverHarrier+Kim 4 evar!!!!!!!!!!
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>>36944704Take more vitamin d. Without it your body can't throttle your wake sleep cycle and you shift into a weird 25 hour day.
>>36944715I dont speak morse code dude
>>36944708okay how similar is vocal training to singing? i can manipulate my head/chest voice decently well and have decent diaphragm support/control. i'd like to think i can sing falsetto decently well too. would that give me a head start?
>>36944716dw
>>36944731You're not me>>36944747Nigga
>>36944758You should answer posts like they do. It makes me stop talking. It's brilliant.
>>36944730The idea behind voice training is to have a more natural feeling sound than going into falsetto. There's overlap in diaphragm and breath control, and having an ear for pitch is helpful, but a speaking in a falsetto is likely just as clockable than heaving an untrained voice altogether
>>36944841more clockable imo. ive gotten gendered correctly after speaking briefly before. i believe because they assumed they misheard.dressing like a girl is really the heavy lifter. no guys in society dress like girls except elton john. gay guys dress basically like guys they dont dress like girls. so society heavily assumes that if someone is dressed like a girl they are a girl.
>>36944861ftms really do have it worse in this respect because plenty of the time women do dress like guys. so people have gotten used to that and think theyre being progressive to recognize you as female despite appearances.
>>36944861To add on to this, if passing is the plan: don't dress like an anime girl, or your final fantasy casual glam, or a vtuber. Dress like a normie in your age bracket.
>>36944875yes, good point. dressing modestly for your age bracket is important. real women are not dressed to kill when going shopping at the grocery store.
chat what do i do none of my twitter friends have a crush on me anymore i think i lost it =_=
>>36944875normies women wear like yoga pants, low cut shirts with spaghetti straps that sometimes show off their belly, etc. If I put any of that on I'd look like a rapehon.Just jeans and baggy boyfriend tee-shirt or hoodie for me thanks
>>36944880No.
That thing I mentioned yesterdayWas pretty wiped out by here, as it was a bunch of triples like this and I only had an hour to cram warmups and workout into before next client
>>36944898normal teenagers wear that. age bracket anon. age bracket. unless you are still in high school then yes, dressing like them will get your head dunked in the toilet.
>>36944841right there's no shot i'm gonna speak in falsetto i was just wondering if maybe i'll be more receptive to learning since i have a background in singing/psychoacousticslately i've been trying to sing along with girls that have darker voices and that has been helpful i think. i can match the fundamental frequency of the notes most of the time without straining my voice, it's just the resonance and inflection i need to work on
>>36944909Nice ass.
>>36944898>>36944909I'm feeling a little called out, here
>>36944927Thanks, I got it from my mother
>>36944909What's a good way to choose a gym? I worry that I'm too clocky and I'll get harassed.
>>36942394toy story
>>36944962actually, cars.
>>36944949No you didn't, you worked that ass on.
>>3694496124 hour fitness and planet fitness are the only large chains I know off the top of my hear that have clear and firm transgender protection policies in regards to access and bathroom stuffBut FWIW unless you are doing something lewd, loud, or stupid, most people are too self-absorbed in their own shit to notice. I'm loud, because powerlifting and weightlifting makes noise when the bar comes back down lol, but out here folks seem chill
Man what I'd do for some pizza rn
>>36944961I need to travel more to be absolutely sure - perhaps i just really rolled a 20 on spawn location - but i really think the issue trans people are having with treatment from normal people is that people naturally mirror your body language. And average trans people move and act like they are guilty of a crime. It's because they're trying to keep a low profile and avoid offending anyone, but it works out to making them look suspicious as fuck. When you walk around happy and casual people assume nothing is worth worrying about.
>>36945068I'm too autism and adhd for thatI just move quickly to where and what I need and only talk to randoms in the restroom if spoken to first
>>36945112Sounds mostly fine. I'd advise slowing down a little. If people think you're rushing, it worries them. Once again, subconsciously.
>>36945007I had made a work nametag that replaced my job title with goofy shit for a bit, and didn't realize I had worn the one to work that said "trans lesbian communist"I didn't notice until I was washing my hands after peeing, and it was a pretty crowded SaturdayAgain, look the part and people don't seem to notice unless you did something that draws attention
>>36945187its because everyone there are secretly communists too, comrade
kids under 16 should be banned from the internet
>>36945264employers shouldnt abuse workers.
>>36945277Nona shouldn't be the meta on solo runs so I can justify playing someone else
>>36945277Wage theft should be punished to the amount of reimbursing the stolen labor cost to the workers, and an additional 200% in fines, fees, etc
>>36945356No one should be allowed to push their externalities on other people.
This is amazing. Can we do this more often?
>>36945369Bounce reform ideas that might improve society somewhat? Sure.
>>36945365No matter what we call it, poison is still poison, death is still death, and industrial civilization is still causing the greatest mass extinction in the history of the planet.
>>36945379I thought the game was make statements that are reasonable and everyone wants it but are still hopeless pipe dreams that won't be implemented.And i thought we were accidentally creating productive discourse by playing this game.
>>36945393the world is already dead, best to try and scavenge what you can from the corpse to keep yourself safe and protected. anything else is cope
End the minimum wage debate by creating and a enforcing a maximum wage system.
i went back to sleep and im awake again they should invent a sleep that lasts forever
>>36945479I want pizza
>>36945264unironically
patrick ganas draws cool shit
>>36945615whats your type?
>qottcrying randomly a lot lately in general shit is a bit bleak just feel stuck and confused and tired and lonely and a bit dead inside tbhqdesuan actual concrete thing that made me cry was maybe reading picrel, there was a line in this book where cs lewis talks about grieving for his wife and hes remembering a conversation between the two of them about separationit just got to me i guess>>36944898watch out wearing boyfriend jean and boyfriend t-shirt may put you at possible risk of looking like boyfriend
How many xannies do I need to take to pass out for 12 hours
>>36945671thats not a healthy amount of sleep, u only need at most 9 hours
>>36944643>estrogen does not change hip size. that is brosciencecoping lateshit kek
>>36945632wym?
>>36945683Okay but how many
>>36945524ok what do you want me to do about that
>>36945671just sleep and when u wake up force urself to go back to sleep rinse and repeative slept 11 out of the last 13 hours and tthats how i did it
>qottwas watching to your eternity and the first episode made me tear up.>>36945683everybody knows that more sleep = more beauty
>>36945710ur allowed 3 a day
>>36945700>necros a 2 hour old postwhose late motherfucker?
>>36942394>qotthow black noir got treated in the boys :(
>>36945711Give me>>36945726But I basically already did that>>36945728I think thats too many I'll just suffer thanks
>>36945711https://www.youtube.com/shorts/Uez0_y2QLSg
sex w men please i need a boyfriend cock to play with and grind on pls
>>36945779Thats like 50 mg with a way stronger effect due to alcohol I'd just die this is clearly poorly intentioned
almost put my email in the name field lmao
>>36945770It turns me on every single time you post this.
>>36945809Shut up nomi>>36945770Shut up paige
>>36945827Thank you for making that explicit. Yes. Every time paige posts that, it turns i, nomi, on. Makes my penis the big penis.
>>36945826Die
>>36945736suffering is the natural state of things
>>36945846No
these meds may be doing something i only thought about sui once and didn't spiral after despite engaging with stuff that usually fuks w me. >>36945615pretty neat yeh.>>36945735his gimmick was too expensive to produce it was inevitable.
why do i still feel like shit even though visiting my father didn’t go horriblyi just feel like crap and hurt because i’m a dumb bitch fucking loser like literally laguna tier kms
>>36945864I want to be happy
i sneed to kms
>>36945871I still think it's your diet. Try getting the choline.
hey everyone im back isnt it kinda crazy that i havent posted in like 2 months lol >>36945874dont we all
>>36945827i’m sorry i had no way to know he was postingtime to leave the thread again have fun nonnies
>>36945871I literally mog the shit out of you you cunt>>36945884Not really actually
>>36945879
what's happening been to berlin in my new car, was fun going 190 bestie was sick sadly so we postponed a visit to drachenlordmuch sadgefinished the first batch of hours for my advanced certand ye doing p damn gucci also my building is finally fully rented out so I have some more side monistill no frens thoneed sexo need vacation wat do>>36942394>qott what was the last thing that made you crymen don't cry so i can't rember
>>36945890>Not really actuallywhat do u mean
>>36945896I am so much hotter now, damn.
>>36945906you look like an ogre
>>36945902What is this creature I've never heard of it before>>36945905Some people want themselves and everyone else to suffer
>>36945890lol maybe if waist circumference was the only thing that matteredyou’re still a loser, and a bigger one than me since you haven’t matured or grown as a person at all and refuse to take any steps towards that end
>>36945916I'm sexy. Yes i am. I'm the sexiest motherfucker HERE tonight.Yeah i got a gut, there some good pussy under this gut.
does anyone else feel especially plagued by demons lately are they working harder than usual. awful awful things
>>36945918>What is this creaturethe landlord
>>36945918shut up newfag
>>36945931I am a billion percent confident that i can handle my demons.
>>36945869>it was inevitable.MY GUY THOOOOOOOOO [T_T]I LIKESOBBED SO LOUDhe didnt deserve it mani wanna give him a hug :(((((((((((he was the black sheep even! like!!! thehajkdfhsjdkfgh :(((man why he gotta die.. the world is so evil/i cant even do the captcha im so sad over black noir's death
>>36945902kys landlord scumlord
>>36945931yes it's especially intense rni am fucking losing
>>36945952Maybe you should stop committing to be a loser and listen to a winner?
>>36945928You're 30+ and a neet with no accomplishments I'm a 19 year old young lady trying her best with her studies and hobbies we are not the same>>36945935Very pretty landlord I wouldn't mind paying rent if I had her>>36945944Talks
>>36945931sorta, I fell off the wagon for a few months just now getting better
>>36945952most holy theotokos save us
>>36945949i rent out far below marketcalm your tits comrade>>36945918it's meayden
This is why your species is dead. Killing yourself to spite people who give you good advice.
>>36945931yeah it must be stars and planets or whateverone of my demons is visiting for a week nearby in person with his fake family
sneed sneed sneed 2 kms asap
just imagine how much easier it would be if you owned property like jesus you arent even the same species as me
>>36945994Try fucking relaxing. Nothing bad is happening. Tell that brain to chill. Chill that motherfucking bitch out.
>>36945977Give me the house for free
>>36945876nuh.>>36945902glad to hear ur doing well fellow ancient tlg poster :^)glad to see we're all evolving into landleeches. nature is healing.
>>36945931ja
the rich get richer the poor and retarded get poorer and retardeder
>>36945936sneed >>36945918i want certain people to suffer
>>36945931yes. i think its the. creatre.
hey listen when btc goes 150k im becoming a landleech too no disrespect was intended
>>36946025lasagna is rich and heavily retarded
>>36945983this pic is so cute i love it
>>36946010why would you need 4 apartments?>>36946013yeah fr frshould try to be more confident and meet people at some point thotoo shy thohow's you>>36946019if that means a cute german gf I'd do it and make her a proper austrian
>>36946030Me too wow>>36946042I'm not rich and I'm very smart you're just mad because you're not me
>>36946056am i one of those people...
>>36946056hahaha ok little man
>>36945983Paige please shushIt makes the nomi posting worsePlus all the baggage you bring with you
rentcels seething over landchads
I'm gonna miss bragging about being rich because i'm gonna elevate everyone so there won't be a difference to brag about.
>>36946067No not exactly>>36946071I'm a woman actually
>>36946077based a f>>36946083>I'm a woman actuallyI'm not wauwie
>>36946083oh thats disappointing i had hoped to perhaps engage in combat with you
>>36945983>>36946073Yeah, just keeping it 20/20, if paige stopped posting about hating her life i would stop feeling the need to save her.
>>36945976maria maria maria holy gloriahttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=smVU37xAhY8
>>36946083define woman
>>36946101I can do that but I don't want you to suffer>>36946111Me
>>36946112tru
>>36946075full time RVer, landleeches hate this one weird trick
>>36946124you lack the cruelty needed to defeat me, the conclusion is foregone.
>>36946128banned by lobbied legislation
>>36946132A fight and trying to murder eachother is extremely different
>>36946112austria is coolg*rmany is grosssimple as
>>36946140*empties black tank in front of your house*
>>36946111me :)
>>36946157based.spray paint stuff on their windows too.make being a politician cringe that way nobody does it
>>36946052>too shy thorelatable yeh.>how's youlife got completely annihilated couple months back undoing past 7 years. so kinda bad but trynna get back on my feet.
>>36946132>>36946144Wait, is this a hostage negotiation or a booty call?
saw a midshit total passoid flexing about getting to go to college as a woman and i’m in distress
>>36946173aww shitsorry to hearanything i can do to help out?
>>36946132ywnbamg
>>36946144but without the possibility of death there is no suspense
>>36946212There's always the possibility of death on any fight I guess
>>36946205post pic of them for sui fuel
>>36946212can you dudes take the obnoxious and gross flirting back to discordliterally nobody wants to see this shit
>>36946234I get you don't like it when I give attention to other people but you have to get used to it
>>36946234why are you such a bitter person>>36946223if you cant at least make me believe you have the intent to kill it wont be nearly as fun
>>36946229i’m too scared to return to the post
>>36946205this happens and it makes me wanna kms even more i could not go to college let alone being trans too
>>36946248You're too nice for me to kill you
why is anya flirting with nomi???
>>36946253i boymoded all throughout university and i wish i just killed myself
>>36946284This isn't happening, everyone relax.
>>36946249bitch
Anya's asshole just snapped shut tight so fast it sounded like plucking a guitar string.
>>36946287yeah thats how it was gonna be for me, meanwhile surrounded by girlmoders or like,, delusional midshits cause of the classes i was gonna be in. decided not to go last minute. fuck that. i literally would have roped before the first semester was over i already planned out how i'd do it.
Yeah I'll take the xannies with vodka actually
>>36946295im a top but yeah >>36946284i think im going to throw up at the mere implication
>>36946295How will she fill her diaper now?
>>36946206probably no but tysm for offering. started antidepressants again a few days back hoping to become functional again when they kick in.
>>36946316Trans tops aren't real
>>36946331i mean most trans tops would bottom for the right person yeh but i do prefer topping i dont rly like top and bottom as like labels on my sexuality i just like 2 have sex with cute girls and i have a preference towards topping
>>36946351Me personally I dont think anyone can fully fit into those labels and I dont know what I am cuz I'm a khv so like yeah
>>36946357I just had thoughts about this and it was a mistake. I'm going back to ignoring this.
>>36946319hope they help you getting back on track frenif you need anything my discord is in the archive just hit me up
>>36946364as a not khv (has sex) me n wife just kinda switched back and forth depending on the vibe, not really designated "top" and "bottom" or really even dom and sub, but sometimes the dynamic is there. usually its just. fuckpuddle.
>>36946364yeah sexuality labels in general r dumb yehhttps://fallingwithscissors.bandcamp.com/track/un-equivalent-exchange-4u should listen to this song yeh
>>36946373unrelated, are you ftm or mtf
>>36946380Fuckpuddle? That's a word>>36946384Sure maybe
>>36946385kill yourself chaser
>>36946385shes crazy.
i really wish i had nicotine or weed or beer or some kind of substance to make me feel better
>>36946432Want xanny?
im just a crazy old man
if i can get out of bed i will buy myself more sn
>>36946399not chasing.>>36946402probably. i do appreciate the Nintendo shrine she has, or they. or he
>>36946439yes please if you would be so kind
>>36946449she is interesting.
>>36946452Hands you xanny
>>36946459idk ive seen ayden every now and thennever thought about trying to know em
>>36946471um. youre kind of across the ocean. i kind of cant get it. but thanks for the attempt i guess.might just go back to sleep again. i like this cycle ive been in today of being awake for an hour or two and then sleeping for 4 hours it is the closes i can approximate a state of death
>>36946373ah i'm not very chatty on discord but thanks i'll keep that in mind.i do wanna move to central euro at some point but no real plans yet gotta recover from this first. how well can u get by with english these days if you've travelled around?
>>36946497I would advice you to attempt to find joy in life and not do this
hello denizens
>>36946512and how would i go about finding joy in my life
>>36946512>find joy in lifejoy is a made up concept. there is only work and suffering. moloch consumes us all.
>>36946520Try new things until you find something you enjoy spend time with friends and that stuff yknow>>36946537Shut up
>>36946543hmmmy phones been dead all day i havent bothered seeing if any of my friends want to do anythingill see if they want to do anything and will probably just sleep more if they dont
>>36946565Well that's at least trying I hope it goes well
dream is to spend christmas alone
dream is sleep forever
>>36946613that too
>>36946613yeppp>>36946578its joever everyone hatyes me and no one wants to spend time with me
https://youtube.com/watch?v=pgOn1zAGCwA
>>36946613>>36946589uhhhhhhhhh
>>36946644I would like to spend time with you actually
>>36946651please dont post pictures of me
>>36946385I'm me>>36946509yeah, most people speak english, but a lot of them get irritated if they have to use it
>>36946665whoa... is that so...>>36946668sneed
>>36946667https://youtu.be/xSwVpT1uswk?si=rDLzZ3rUc5DfO52m
>>36946679Yes ma'am would you like to have fun with me
>>36946673based reply, greencard wedding?
>>36946651what did anon mean by this?
>>36946687yescan we get pizza
>>36946689kino I'm down
>>36946698I would love to do such actually
>>36946720lmao fr?
>>36946696anon was feeling a tad monkish
>>36942394>qottliterally nothing I just cry alot for no reason
>>36946720>>36946728im down but you need one witness for the marriage
>>36946752nah ty>>36946782based
how could i have possibly thought i would become a woman?
How do I talk to old friends who are lgbt but now they know I’m an ugly manmoder instead of an anime pfpShould have done electro learned make up and have perfect voice but I’m too malebrained…
>>36946723ok ill come over>>36946738sneed
Tfw can't talk to men because I'm scared of being a creep towards them
>>36946831You have 2 minutes
>>36946855/tp marina
>>36946888I dont think that's how real life works
>>36946821>Should have done electro learned make up and have perfect voice but I’m too malebrained…feltreconnected with an old friend of mine who also trans'd and she's like post orchie and sounds a whole lot more femthe there's me with my 5 o'clock shadow and my deadpan ass dark knight voice
feel like pure shit just wish i
>>36946898real life is cruel
>>36946910Yeah but you have to play by it's rules
>>36946936ii can just sleep and hang out with u in my dreams
>>36946986ive grown accustomed to the marina cycle by now
>>36946986and thats why i love them
>>36946983I mean you can try>>36946989Well that's depressingActually really depressingOh wowMaybe if I really disappeared the first time people wouldn't have to get used to verbal abuse to be near me
>>36947003sorry i did not mean it in a bad way rather that likeu do not trigger my bpd as easily now ive grown a mental resistance
>>36947019That doesn't sound much better..
>>36947027i dont think youve intentionally done anything wrong i think ur just a little mentally afflicted
i just scheduled an eye doctor appointment .. baby steps (i am deathly afraid of medical professionals)
>>36947030Yeah..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CIlYMPeA0sg
>>36947041its ok most people in this thread have some variety of mental affliction and it doesnt make me any less willing to be ur friend
>>36947030Wish i had that benefit of the doubt.
>>36947057and who would u be. anon?
>>36947068Nomi.
>>36947069well see the distinction here is that you are a pedophile and a sex pest, which i am much less forgiving of than bpd
>>36947055I'm a bad person
>>36947077I am not a pedophile. I don't think i'm a sex pest either, but that one is arguable.
>>36947082if that were true i wouldnt be talking to you i think
>>36947088>>36947077Like i get why paige thinks i'm a sex pest. She has such thoroughly bad self-esteem that she can only conceptualize interest in her as purely sexual.
>>36947090People that hurt others are bad people
>>36947088you have a self admitted "auxiliary" attraction to prepubescent children, nomaken. and you are a sex pest and its not arguable.
i don't think i'ma girl but wish i looked like one
>>36947109I did not. Please. I haven't hurt anyone. Please stop hurting me because you dislike how i post on mtfg.
>>36947107everyone hurts someone else at some point in their lives it doesnt mean that you are inherently badthere are no inherently good or bad people the best we can do is make good choices going forwardits not like ive never hurt anyone
>come to mtfg"huh i wonder wha-">the battle
>>36947114But I continue to hurt them because of how I am
I didn't even hurt mado. Mado hurt herself.
>>36947113you are disgusting. idgaf about "how you post" you are a disgusting sex pest and a pedophile and the sooner you draw your last breath the better. also for everyone's sake please put your trip back on so you can be filtered.>i havent hurt anyonepaige would beg to differ>>36947126it still doesnt make you a bad person, and its all the more reason to strive for self improvement.
>>36947149Paige being annoyed by me is not the same thing as hurting a child. I am not a pedophile. You are just doing right wing bigots work for them.
>>36947149No it's over
>>36947154first off shes not "annoyed" by you, you constantly harrass her when she has made it clear time and time again that she does not want anything to do with you. and as for the pedophile bit, you said it yourself. you have an auxiliary attraction to prepubescent children.>>36947191its not over, everyone has the capacity for improvement, especially you. if you were truly a bad person you wouldnt be upset right now
>>36947196I did not. Please stop doing this.
>>36947154
>>36947204I am not a pedophile.
>>36947201that post is literally you, stop trying to deny it and fuck off to susans or somethihg
>>36947218ok what is an auxiliary attraction to children
>>36947222I am not a pedophile. Stop saying i'm something i'm not. If you said you were hitler would i be entitled to treat you like hitler for the rest of your life?
>>36947196Well a good person just wouldn't have that issue
>>36947234>If you said you were hitler would i be entitled to treat you like hitler for the rest of your life?what??? so you're admitting you said you're a pedophile but i shouldn't call you a pedophile because it hurts your feelings or something?>>36947241not trueeveryone has their issues
>>36947241Or a good person would remove that issue from their lives.
>>36947247I'm saying i'm NOT a pedophile. Pedophiles are evil and should kill themselves or they should force themselves to stop being pedophiles. It's not that hard. Cumming isn't the most important thing in the world.
>>36947247I disagree. I am a bad person
>>36947270i dont care, wheres ayden
>>36947265can you just explain what an auxiliary attraction to children is>>36947270even if that were truei dont careill be your friend anyways ^-^
>>36947281Can you please treat me with the respect i've earned based on 4 years of not trying to hook up with a single fucking person here? Yes, i deserve the mistreatment because of how i can't stop talking to paige. But i don't deserve this.
>>36947287why the fuck do you think you're entitled to my respect you disgusting obese pedophile sexpest
>>36947304Because i am and have been a good person. That's how it's supposed to work. Be a good person and you're okay with society. I have spent every day on mtfg trying to help people. I have never used mtfg for my personal enrichment. I fuck up all the time because i'm a moron. But i am trying. I am a good person. Please stop attacking an actual moral person who commands their life according to those beliefs successfully just because they're a weirdo on 4chan.
>>36947281Weirdo.
>>36947327you're a creep and a pedophile and you arent entitled to any amount of respect from anyone. you dont fucking help anyone all you do all day is harass paige and tell people to eat eggs >>36947337what can i say, ive grown attached
>>36947344I do help people. I am one of the only people here who will actually respond to anons when they ask real trans questions. You people are too busy arguing over who fucked kat that week.
>>36947344Because I'm a bad person and make people waste their time with me
>>36947287what is it that you do not deserve. being called out for expressing your attraction to prepubescent children? it's been 4 years since that screenshot was posted and every time you've been asked to explain yourself you pretend like it doesn't exist. the least you could say is that you've grown as a person since you've made that post. but you're unable too.
>>36947404I don't deserve to be called a pedophile. I don't and have never done anything to a child. I don't talk about pedo shit or have anything to do with pedo shit. In the entire time i've post on mtfg, i've never shown interest in or posted shota - while tons of other people here have i might add. You are calling me a pedo based on shit from eons ago. You should hurt people who have actually hurt people.
I'm attracted to milfs
>>36947437Yeah, that direction i like. Understandable that someone might like shota for that, but now i consider it all kind of creepy.
>>36947437personally i believe rallys fries are superior in every way
>>36947367i wouldnt say its a waste of time interascting with you>>36947433dude just explain what an auxiliary attraction to pre pubescent children isalso put your fucking trip on
>>36947451for me its the mcchicken. best fastfood sandwhich.
>>36947454Please stop hurting me. I haven't hurt anyone.
>>36947457worst
>>36947461answer the question and put your trip onwhat is an auxiliary attraction to prepubescent children
>>36947479Stop hurting me please.
>>36947454It is.
>>36947490im not hurting you, im asking you to answer a simple question. what did you mean when you said "auxiliary attraction" to pre pubescent children
>>36947500thats for me to decide, not youif i enjoy talking to you, and i do, then its certainly not a waste of my time
it’s not going to be okay
>>36947433actually, i never called you a pedophile. or insinuated that you are one.why is it that you feel hurt when you're asked to explain that forum post.
anyone ever be totally fucking wrong about themselves when they were younger? personally it never happened to me. im jelly.
>>36947536
>>36947547Because that isn't really me.
it is so unbelievably fucking over
>>36947557cringe
>>36947590my god can everyone stop talking about this pedoshitplease this is annoying
>>36947590that account is you and this is the weakest denial ever, get real
>>36947618Please stop hurting me.
>>36947626put your trip on so i can filter you and ill leave you alone.
>>36947590
>>36947691Please stop hurting me. I've never hurt you. I've never hurt anyone.
>>36947707why is it that you feel hurt when you're asked to explain that forum post.
>>36947714Because it isn't really me. It's wrong to judge me by it.
>>36947717yes it is you live in michigan you're autistic you're trans your name is colin paul mengel stop being a liar
>>36947717stop trying to deny it when the evidence is all right here in this thread
>>36947735I am not that person. Please stop.
>>36947742In this thread i have never acted like or said anything pedo. I am not a pedo. I am a good person.
>>36947743is this how you cope with beign a pedophile? living in denial and pretending that it wasnt you who admitted to it?
>>36947751I cope by NOT being one. Can you please stop being an asshole or is that beyond your power?
>>36947768put your trip on.
>>36947768what happened? did paige finally lose it?
>>36947775Huh?
I have no idea, and neither does google
>>36947803i dont know words good but if i had to guess i think it means that they were attracted to normal stuff but also they liked pedo stuff too.also sounds like they stopped liking it out of a deep sense of moral shame that they are still haunted by. i reckon
>>36946906are you a boy or a girlmoder
is it true that mado has cancer
>>36947860I hope not. I don't think i will get to that problem in time.
i regret turning down the lip lift after i convinced the surgeon to do it for me
>>36947860im actually omw to oregon to see how shes doing
whats the point
>>36947900say fr?
>>36947970Helping people. We are certainly all going to die. Some of us more certain that others. And after we're dead the only thing left of us will be the echoes of us in others. That echo stretches from here to eternity.
>>36947992ok pedophile
>>36947998I am not a pedophile.
>>36948003you're missing out
>>36948025I'm happy to.
>>36947743stop lying.
>>36947986im in salem
>>36948054Stop hurting an innocent person.
>>36948093why is it that you feel hurt when you're asked to explain that forum post.
>>36948089tell her anon says hi
>>36948103I am not that person.
>>36948117 that is clearly you.
>>36948122That is clearly not me. I am not that person.
>>36948107 you ever hang out with someone and think about how you used to hang out with an old friend memories of an old friendship
>>36948128i'm about to call your dad.
>>36948128would have been smoother to just explain what you meant at that time desu>>36948140no
>>36945931the demons won the voices are in charge now
>>36948151Would have been smoother to not be a retard in the first place.
>>36948169but you did anyway
what’s going on here
>>36948199I am in fact retarded.
>>36948203nomi is a pedophile and gets really upset when you ask them to explain what they meant when they said that they have an auxiliary attraction to pre pubescent children
>>36948203I am not a pedophile.
>>36948224what does auxiliary attraction to pre pubescent children mean
i'm starving, how do they do it in africa
>>36948257they die
you have to be a weirdo to not smile for school photos>>36948255usaid
>>36948284>>36948284>>36948284
>>36942409LARRY DAVID??
