qott: what's stopping you from accomplishing your goalsprev >>36971395
>>36976730>qotttNothing!! :3
>>36976730>qottim too nervous to call my doctor and ask for more stimulants because it feels dirty :(
>>36976754and theyre gonna yell at me for missing my last appointment
>>36976730qott: im too bitter and selfhating to do anything since i deserve thisALSO question i had on my mind, recently:i knew from a youngish age that i really didnt want to be a man, growing up, allways was stereotypically flamboyant, crossdressed as a kid well into my late teens, had mainly female friends as a child, got depressed when growing up, tried to take my life bcus of dysphoria (tho i didnt have a name for it then) etc-but i never really knew that you could just be trans, that that was even an option, or what trans people even are.now im a midshit. whos at fault
>>36976730qott; myself
>>36976730secret things
>>36976730>qottanxiety
when was the last time you were genuinely happy?
>>36976730>qottAnxiety, fears, self-hate, depression, often lack of resources, and existential dread.
>>36976873A year back when, I e-dated for two weeks only to lead me into an alcohol poisoning episode and relapse into cutting.
>>36976873what do you mean by happy? i mean i am happy, or at least not sad a good ammount of the time, but its fleeting and i allways end up in the same place again.
>>36976873A couple weeks ago i ordered tacobell and then spent all day listening to unwound and playing bass. felt like the height of hikineet living.
>>36976873a long time ago in a life that doesn't exist anymore
literally zero self care or maintenance today, just pure rottingfeels bad desu
>>36976730capitalism
>>36976730>qott: what's stopping you from accomplishing your goalsRight now? Nothing, but time I guess. Cleared up a lot of things, ready to move forward. Sure there are some things here and there I need to clean up, but I'll pick up those pieces along the way. Ever since, maybe, may I've been on kind of on a fast track to getting what I want in life. Just a few pieces left, then the picture will be clear in this puzzle I call a life.
>>36976903>ordered tacobellbleak
>>36976730body hair. honestly thats literally it. if i didnt have body hair i'd be unstoppable, i know it.
>>36976730>qottDolla dolla bills yo
>>36976730i had a dream at the start of last yearthought id met my twin soulthought the blood covenant i participated in was the real deal unlike the others i had in the past but it turned out to mean nothing thought i might be finally leaving the cesspool i live innow my only dream is to meet my best friend irl mainly to answer some unresolved questions cus i really shoulda met them like 5yrs ago wonder if we will even still be friends by the time i can afford to goother than that theres nothing else been like that for a while i get by with the help of drugs theyre my sunshine in the dark i dont think ive spent a single day sober since she went back home
>>36976730reality
>>36976991suck her dick
>qotttime! literally just timewe're making it hugelygive it a year 2025 made it year following 2024 making it year
>>36976988we should rob a bank as i also need money so i can fund expensive bone surgeries
>>36972030live as a man then if it's so hard otherwisegosh what an insufferable bunch of crying faggotsdo you see like people in wheel chairs bouhouing all over "i can't live if I can't be a walking person" now they cope with it and do their bestor kill themselves for a few do one or the other, hon
>>36977095>do you see like people in wheel chairs bouhouing all over "i can't live if I can't be a walking person"yea
sleepy sexo...
>>36976791Looking good wow <3
>>36976791>no lower back/butt dimples0/10>>36977205navy?
what games have you guys been playing lately?i am unemployed and bored as fuck
>>36977238ds1ds2ds3lies of panimamundimagical otoge iris>i am unemployed and bored as fuckunderrail is a good time sink if you've played the souls games beforemaybe try reading a book or drawing or writing or something
>>36976730>qotti barely have the energy to get out of bed in the morning let alone do anything other than spend my entire life trannyposting and arguing on the internet
underrail mentioned
>>36977238>unemployed and bored as fuckme too>what games have you guys been playing lately?i'm just past the high charity/cortana mission in halo 3, but i occasionally get stuck in deathloops because ammo/weapon management in that game is different from what im used to
>>36976891>2 weeks of e dating pushes you to this >a totally normal behavior
>>36976946do you talk like this outside of this thread? with the same permanent self importance? and if you do, don't people have issue with it irl?
Still can't believe nick died.
I'm in and out of SantanderOn a madness doing recon for a line up
>>36977238pata pata pata ponalso wow again which is comfy>>36977324i tried but someone said 'look at that crossdresser over there' and everyone started pointing and taking pictures which is probably not the kind of attention we're looking for really
>>36977336modern wow or turtle?i hear there are a lot of tranners on turtle
the bubonic gay
did manage to nick a lion bar and a lilt from an offie though
>>36976958its like dirtbag teenager age regression. wouldve booted up the blops if i hadn't already sold my consoles.
>>36977338modern retail plus a bit of classicgotta prep for glad push once war within dropsgonna be the fastest climb to glad of any new player ever kke
>>36976730Thumbnail looks like she has her legs spread and is showing her bleeding pussy to the world. Is this intentional?
>>36977219kill yourself and your family
>>36977412You should kill yourself and your faOh wait
>>36977403yes.
>>36977403>>36977452i worked way too hard on these
i hate my body, sadly i cannot do anything abt it
>>36977095>im mad! im mad about people being sad!!!
how can i be a feminine man without looking uncanny, weak, weird, disgusting or pathetic?
>>36977513>>36977452
>>36977531shouldve been prettiershame
>>36977219biggest cope i had to read here in days no wonder an incel knows nothing about female anatomy if all your experience with them comes from coomer gacha games who are Madden for lonely incels
>>36976730wtfffffffffffff its soo fucking early
>>36977576Not everyone is me
>>36976873YesterdayMy wife grabbed me by the belt on my jeans and tugged me into her for a kiss before I went to my hair appointment and she took her car in for scheduled maintenanceIt was just a little simple passion and joy
>>36977619>wifetrabs?
scambled egs :)
>>36976730>qottpersonal incompetence
The fact I get mentioned every 2 seconds because of people thinking xyz post is mine was funny but now its just annoyingHow fucking obsessed are you people with me? Do you have nothing better to do than fight ghosts?
>>36977681nobody is thinking about you, you're not a main character nor are you as important as you think you areyou're just annoying and people don't like it
>>36977690Paige calm your nuts a bit you're one of the ones doing itIf you dislike someone you don't think of them not mention them over and over and over againI'm literally directly complaining about getting attention yet you're still yapping about uhh duhh you think you're the main character doood
why is Paige so interested if people’s partners are trans or cis?Freaking WEIRD dude!
>>36977714I think those people have main character syndrome. She's just asking over and over because they think they're special. Absolute btfo queen paige
>>36977690this
>>36977700i hardly mention you, unless you're posting and actively being annoying
meeting with important work person in 1 minute and getting scared and shaking
>>36977737Every time you see a post you don't like you mention either me or anya what the fuck are you on about
>>36977745i fink ol’ paigey boys got a crush!!
i hate you all so much
>>36977740it went fine and the work perrson said im fine
For fucks sake... SHEEN! You can just eat, I don't know... A fucking apple? A glass of water? WEIRD idea! And I know already, now you're going to sad post "boo hoo, nobody likes me because I've had" - no, nobody likes you because you FUCKING DON'T IMPROVE ONE. FUCKING. BIT.Ever since I've been here in 8 fucking years when my life went to shit, and I crawled out of the gutter over and over again, you have been here eating shit all the time, putting your fucking money towards a fucking graphics card. Because you know, that's exactly what you need right now. A fucking graphics card to sit more on your fucking ass and play fucking video all day. While shoving fucking burgers down your fucking hole. Right? Fuck.I'm trying to like you, quit making it impossible. Please. Like a fucking clockwork. Sheen, nobody is fucking angry at you for posting about fucking foods. People are angry at you for wasting money on graphics cards, video games. Fast food. A car, as I've been recently told. Instead of you selling the car, getting some fucking vegetables. Eating your fucking veggies, drinking some fucking water for once in your life (without added sugar I might add) And I don't know sell your fucking car get a fucking bike.Like, yes, you are depressed. Wow. 90% of us are fucking depressed. 90% of us have some fucking mental issue we deal with. Yes, we are here to support you. But you don't want support. You just want a fucking pity party. About poor old fat sheen. Who will never be liked. Nigga You look like a fucking middle aged woman. And you do fuck all with it. It's infuriating, it is sadOh, and I'm not done yet. Sheen. We've been over this for like, how many years? Like fuck? I've been fucking pre op. I had a fucking dick when you started posting here. And what changed? What did you do in all those years? Fucking nothing.You did nothing. Despite people constantly offering you help, offering you advice, constantly offering you to do shit for you and WITH you.
erm
how much benadryl is it okay to have already taken before learning you're not supposed to mix them with weed
>>36977681god I hate right arm armor, you're not left handed and neither are your opponents, wear it properly
>>36976730I'm too nervous to ask my roommate to jump my car and I won't be able to make it to my appointment to get my levels checked, and now they won't refill without my labs
>>36977986All that matters in game armor is the drip factor
>>36977998trvejust pisses off my brainworms
>>36978010>brainwormsautism*
>>36978010Your videogame armor brainworms??
>>36978013noarmor brainworms :3>>36978017yis
>>36977998sometimes
therapy in 2 hours... running out of things to talk about
>>369779852 bro, don't take benadryl for fun that's 14 yo logic
>>36977986is that not like a robot arm or someshit?
>>36977986in the pic I posted or the one I replied to?
>>36978023>armor brainworms :3name every hauberk
>>36978077Also yes it is.
>>369780881. hauberk
How accurate is the stereotype of mtfs largely being masochists/easily manipulated?
>>36978119True mostly for permaonline onesSo there's absurd amounts here
>>36978119>masochistyeh>easily manipulatednah (i think)
>>36978119agps are often tops/switch/sadists
>>36978119kinda true its weird when someone tells you that you could get nudes of this one mtf just by asking. so the attention whoring the whole physical validation than one needs to be "accepted" as a woman and all than i think its weard. like youre either a whore or youre a whore i dk
Those Who Stab Backs
>>36978253get barebacked
>>36977845nice
>>36978119it's because trans people go through so much pain they learn to love it
does the despair ever stop
>>36978091arms are weirdi stay drawing the arms too long lolkleinfelters bitches everyhwere
>>36978319it’s your prerogative as an artist
>>36978362idk wut that word means but i feel like a suck lately. ion doodle as much since im job havin ass now but home sick with wutever bug going around so i been sketchin more
Good morning /mtfg/. Today will be a good day. I work a half day today (10-2), and my insurance from work has finally kicked in as of today, so time to start consulting for bottom surgery
>>36978267yeah :D
looking forward to the arc where pring is posting pringussy at her oppsalso why did u get an orchi if u were planning to get srs so soon afterwards?
>>36978419i think queen pring got the sack retained for later use. why early? just 2 flex i suppose
>>36978362i tried to look up that word btw but i got distracted by the "pierogi" suggestion that popped up
>>36978426still not ideal cus it leads to scar tissue issues effecting results
>>36978456oh tru i aint even think of that.prolly will look better than mine when i eventually get it. my shit has a fuckin tattoo on it lmao
this is the comfiest gimp ive ever seen. i literally love whoever that dude is in there. so beautiful.
>>36978456Interesting. That's not what my surgeon said. Emo is right, I still have the sack. As for why I got an Orchi, the answer is simple, I can't produce T anymore, so never have to worry about being forcibly detransitioned. And it's a scary time to be trans in the United States. It was mostly an aspect of fear more than anything that brought me to this decision.
>>36978302not so far>>36978503>forcibly detransitioned.lmao you don't need to worry about that>And it's a scary time to be trans in the United Stateswhat the fuck are you talking about lmfao, you're hysterical>It was mostly an aspect of fear more than anything that brought me to this decision.>NPR TOLD ME LE HECKIN TRANS GENOCIDE IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW SO I WENT TO CUT MY BALLS OFF LOLfucking omega kek
>>36978534Paige, my state of Utah literally has a law now (HB-257) where for government facilities, such as an airport, the library, and the post office, only say a post SRS trans woman who has her birth certificate with her can use the women's room, and can be charged with sexual misconduct if she doesn't meet those terms.
>>36978496gimp gang
how can i set up automated messaging to antagonize my family after i’ve killed myself?
does wanting to look like shinji make me faketrans? am i just really retarded idk why i would want to look like that but i hate being big and having muscles
>>36978569how is that forcible detransition or scaryjust don't use the bathroom, or use the men's roomsimple as
>>36978613Is that supposed to be me? It's scary because it leads to precedent of other anti-trans laws in the state. It's made me want to move out. My top 3 choices are: Portland, Oregon, Vegas, or Seattle.
ugh anxious desugotta go to therapy shortly kms kms kmsmaybe i should just skip it, i did have a migraine last night so i could say that im too exhausted for therapy and it wouldn't be too far from the truth
>>36978612bcs like ive always hated the idea of getting bigger and taller ever since i was very young and im thinking maybe im not trans i just have some weird peter panning bs
>>36978631>My top 3 choices are: Portland, Oregon, Vegas, or Seattle.bruh that's fourand that's not an anti-trans law, it's a pro-women law
>>36978534>womens prisonu a chick? aight, here's your "female" cellmate then kek
>>36978661hypermogged
how do you do the armband technique without the band snapping after like an hour?
>>36978652It's 3 Paige, Portland is in Oregon. There's also Portland, Maine. I said Oregon to elaborate.
>>36978677you should've said portland (oregon), instead of using a comma to separate it in a list of CSVs
i hate being ill
>>36978669ikr those eyelashes are 2 die 4 giwtwm
are you that lonely you spend your time arguing about trans crap all day
>>36978692sick fren the coof is upon us
>>36978689Yeah cause that's normal Paige. When people talk about cities they usually do as an example: Houston, Texas. Not Houston (Texas). Damn.
>>36978717no people just hate me
does it ever get better?my stupid heart tells me it doesnt but rationally i know its wrong. its so hard to not listen to it, and drown in despair
those tho stab backs and don't even care
I’m really scared of taking the next steps in my transitionHrt has been surprisingly easyNaturally I feel better most days nowEven doing a very basic skincareBut I can’t go and ask for laser. Or a haircut. Or go to an endo to get officially trooned in the record so I can change my name and legal gender.HellFor whatever reason I’m not voice training either. Day in day outI’m just complaining at this pointI’m just scaredScared of everyone judging meScared of being fakeScared of losing thingsI’ll try connecting with people againMaybe that will helpBut I fear they will call me a fake tranny for not trying hard enough. IdkIrrational and clearly a sign of some sort of complex and syndrome.Fear is the mind killer I suppose.
>>36978869name names coward
@snew
Kinda sad how this board is just mentally ill bucket crab trannies w no hobbies passions nor anything else to do than cry on 4chan
>>36976730Patience and effort
>>36978879take well the lesson friend
I have a question for all the transgenders here. Why do you like to be labelled as transgender? I thought the whole point of transitioning was to be identified as the gender you are transitioning to? Like isn't that the point? With my own lived experience I've found that tranny's fall into one of two camps.1. They introduce themself as the gender the are transitioning to and are cool to hang out with.Or 2. They screech that they are a tranny and start lecturing me on left idealology. I can't help but think that 2nd camp are just mind broken posers that are chasing the label because it's the thing to do right now, like the way that emo, or goth was back in the day. So what's the deal? (I'm not trolling, I'm genuinely curious and confused)
just asking questions folks!
>>36977624I am, she isn't
>>36978991Because there's a fear of being discovered later(typically by cis men) who then get mad that we deceived them, and a very real possibility of violence from them
>>36979003>>36977714
>>36978922
>>36978919#gworl
>>36979016Holy fuck, that is the most coherent and thought provoking answer I have ever got on this subject. Thank-you for the response. Personally if I picked a girl up, took her home and then she dropped the bomb that she was a boy, I'd be like, "well played, I'll go grab the lube"But I can understand that some guys would get aggressive about it. Now I wonder why literally no one IRL could pose an answer like this. Crazy times.
>>36979091What do you do
>>36979116what you said prettymuchjust think youre a bit of a cunt
>>36979136If you think I'm a cunt for saying the truth maybe you should change it
>>36979159working on itI just hate they joy people like you take in it
>>36979175Joy? When'd I say I care? If anything it bothers me because it makes this site unusableI try to help people here every time they've issues and now I get joy from their suffering? Seemingly being quite selfless I suppose
>>36979214and this is 4chan do you really expect anything else here? yknow other than gatchaspam and kat drama
>>36979246Back in my day all we had is threads insulting niggers and posting gore my standards are low yet this board still cannot meet themThere's no interesting conversations, not two minutes pass without someone crying, people spend more time seething than improving and everyone hates and or loves eachother based on a daily dice rollI'd use the v board if it wasn't for the fact it also is similar but instead of all of that it's just fighting "woke" ghosts while ignoring any actual discussionConclusion the whole website is pretty much dogshit meant to radicalize easily manipulated people / ruin them w brainworms and other paranoia in the case of this board
>>36979293all truebut you're still here
>>36979293so ur a retarded male brained btard from 2018 at the earliest
>>36979303Got nothing better to do for now>>36979304Yes indeed I am a ximblopilled agp grimbloid malesoul faketransitioner
kween desu
>>36979352neither do i
>>36979394I mean as in like places to interact I just post here while doing other thingsDo you really do nothing?
>>36979412no i work, sew, play vidja, watch anime, go for walks, hang out with my ex, cook etcdo you not have anyone else to socialize?
>>36979438Not really there's barely anyone here much less people similar to me so I'm kinda forced to be aloneOnline friends r just the same as this but worse since I'm heavily avoidant and basically only exist whenever I feel like it which works perfectly for irl stuff but online people tend to get miffed if you ignore them or disappear for a bit
so so sleepyjust the sleepiest
>>36979476well im sorry for not sufficiently entertaining you or something gl with the friend stuff tho
>>36979521What? When'd I even mention anyone's "entertainment" towards me? Do you think I see peoples value based on how much they can entertain me??
>>36979534I mean isnt that what you were complaining about in the first place?
>>36979546I'm complaining that the people here just complain and put eachother down instead of talking to eachother like normal people this isn't on an individual level nor meant to be an insult I'm literally commenting on what I see
>>36979569Wait. I just complained about complaining. No. This cannot be. It was an observation. An observation. Not a complaint.
>>36979569oh ok I misunderstood, and personally I think eople should be able to vent hteir problems without having to deal with the people putting them down as you said, but they should also be able to do so without others getting pissed off because it doesnt entertain themit doesnt do anything to help the situation, it just makes people insular
>>36979513so eepy shud nap u think?
eh fuck it nvm, sorry for ruining the thread
>>36976730>social goalsuntreated bpd & avpd>art goalsperfectionism & brainworms. it's still hard for me to draw without having a panic attack or crying>transition goalsrosacea & living situationalso my e levels are dropping for some reason fml >>36978119yes
it's honestly terrible but lately i keep watching these butch jock asmr videos where there's some tough athletic woman waking you up after you passed out or taking care of you because you sprained your ankle or something. They're so dismissive, like "this wouldn't have happened if you listened to me" but in a kind of "it's not actually your fault" way. Box breathing doesn't calm me down. Drugs don't calm me down. Trying to rationalize things doesn't calm me down. Sexual anything makes me freak out, and I can't really even masturbate. This calms me down, though. Why am I like this? There must be something wrong with me. Why are my happiest memories about being injured and taken care of? I have a partner and I feel sleazy for enjoying this. Is there a psychological term for enjoying that kind of care? Is it because of how my childhood was?
>>36979613There's a grandiose difference between venting (in which I try to help including some dumbass talking about the discoloration of their ass yesterday) and people that do nothing but complain AND put others down instead of doing something to help themselves
>>36979110Sometimes people have a hard time vocalizing this stuff, of they're too caught up in the fears provoked by aggressive anti-trans rhetoric threatened by conservative mouthpieces. Or they assume someone asking is doing it in bad faith from a history of other such inquiries.There's also a thing that came up earlier discussing the possible link between autism and trans news, but not as being more likely to be trans as an autist, but rather, more likely to be out as trans if autistic
>qottif I had a stable job and insurance my life would be amazing
>>36979643yeah youre right and I do keep lashing outsorry
>>36979669Gimme a kiss anon
>>36979685cheers but I gotta go dissosiate for a while, sorry for the bother
>>36979655if you can't maintain a job at wally world as a cashier, you don't have gender dysphoria. you're just a little bitch.
>>36979655if i get a job i lose my insurance lolololol
>>36979695Hope you feel better soon
sneed 2 hav passionate gay sex with straight men etc
>>36979623maybe shudatm i am like a toddler though and i get grumpy at the idea of napping instead of doing nice fun thingsbut i am so sleepy
>>36979695tomorrow will be better :)
anything funny?
since when is lil gooner into BNWO 'sumed she was into diaps and had a crush on anja and bread trynna to homewreck didnt her ye?
>>36979787The amount of lead in your brain could be used to build a house and still have some left over for a car
odds i be good and work tonightevens i be cheeky and skive and just work harder tomorrow and have a little nap and play patapon and maybe make a currydubs i get into bed and don't leave till tomorrow and just play vidya in a pile of blankets trips i detrans
>>36976789len is so cool
>>36979787https://youtube.com/watch?v=UosZ4mXL8EI
>>36979807>not denying ithawt
>>36979838I wanna play this Star Wars Outlaws game coming out at the end of this month but I cannot figure out whether it is promising or trasb bc influencers scam so much money offa slagging off Star Wars
you know who I hate?
>>36979985What do you hate?
>>36979293>my daynigger u are 19
>>36979985pickmepickmepickmepickme
Sup mtfg, I had fun on my vacation Please visit hongen>>36975586
>>36979991Congrats, you found the joke
>>36980012wtf are you doing lol
>>36980034>I was just pretending to be retarded
>>36980042I visited a train museum with IRL friends
>>36980051I mean with this thread + how did you make friends
>>36979293bruh u are such a loser yet u love to think ur better than everyone else, where do u get such audacity from
>>36980049Is it really that hard to tell that when a teen says "back in my day" they don't mean it seriously? How desperate are you for a gotcha?>>36980060You're proving my point
>>36980076nigga what point
>>36980076>How desperate are you for a gotcha?Not as desperate as you are for a gatcha
>>36980079kek
im so boredddddddddfugg it I'm in my mean girl eranext person who says smth to me I'm gonna be MEAN
You guys are fucking losers. Laguna is more mature than some of you 25 and 30 year olds, and she's not that mature lol
>>36980088loooooool
>>36980077Read>>36980079Not arguing w gacha shit>>36980087That water is abnormally yellow
>>36980107ur face is abnormally yellow and everyone's talking abt it
>>36980110As of my latests analysis I believe I am not a simpsons character
>>36980110kys someones using my fucking name
>>36980123u should analyze why ur alone and everyone hates u
>>36980097who are you? Spit it out fuck face
>>36980140you've been playing too much sonic, real ppl don't talk like this
>>36980132I'm alone because I wanna and people hate me because I don't hate myself. On 4chan that is I'm generally well liked everywhere else
stuff i wud transiton into if i wasnt transition to be a woman:-latex gimp expert-guy who skips out on a date with a 10 to play FIFA with the lads-a zookeeper who gives the animals steroids to see how jacked they cud get-a dead body
>>36980140its some dude i left for a bit and ive been using this name for about 3 to 4 days but that was ruined
>>36980149That's not even my syntax
>>36980162i read this in the pesci voice
>>36980130piss off gross ass chaseraren't u the moid who tried talking to me and then went to 4chan to bitch about me when i ghosted uhow long until you troon out btw>>36980157i wish i was well liked it's not fairrrrrr why did god make me his shittiest burnout
>>36980168that's not what syntax means you fucking retard
>>36979885ohh i saw some stuff about that and it looked kind of interestingwhat is it you're hoping from it?>>36980087hmmmm you seem familiaralso you are DUMB hahahah
>>36980180lol you wanted me to take you to a fucking baja grill for food of course your fat ass would choose such a spot
>>36980140navy
>>36980184if I'm so dumb then howcome ur face is dumbbitch.
>>36980175https://voca.ro/1cqKSF8TBIKT
>>36980056let people get to know me, filtered out some chaff, talked to them on disc
>>36980163that doesn't answer the question
>>36980191u asked me abt restaurants and i said one i liked and then u went to 4chins to cry about it and act like ur just some poor guy being spurned by heartless trannies :(pathetic LMAO
>>36980180Like yourself first and others will follow>>36980181Ok
good morning today is a new day and my love for life and the world has returned
reeee ordered pizza like an hour ago where is it!!>>36980201lmao
Laguna is dating navy now? Kat is NOT going to like that!
>>36980201lol
>>36980202chaff in like joke? are they trans?
>>36980207i never gave a fuck about you, nor have i ever posted about a heartbreak from a cellulite riddled slab of ham. i just wanted to hang out. you took it as aww dude wants to fuck my greasy ass
>>36980210uggghhhhhh i hate that advice i hate hate hate it!!!isn't there an answer that doesn't involve liking myself first??? that's v v hard to do!!!
ok but actually who the fuck is doctor monster
>>36980223its ok, gooner and i are kinda getting situated
>>36980184that feeling of a sort of fantastical Old West Sci Fi world you get from the original SW or, to some extent, the Mandalorianin a word, adventurebut influencers say the main character is too ugly and/or mannish lol
>>36980233awwww oh no the lardass beta orbiter i ghosted doesn't wanna fuck me :(((what ever will i dooooooo
>>36980218I'm glad>>36980237If it's hard to like yourself work on yourself until it's easier>>36980254Who even is this person? Fryman larping or smth?
>>36980254cry and cut self sabotage blame everyone around herself for validation. just leave it alone
>>36980223they did before it is known
>>36980270>who even is this personsome socal chaser who tried to get with me and then randomly started talking shit about me here like a week ago? i guess his feelings got hurt :( i didn't even remember him until i saw him whining about me lmao
>>36980276yeah back in june navy was very obviously in thread flirting with multiple people it was kinda crazy
>>36980282Weird. Chasers in here tend to be absolutely mental to extents that honestly surprise me. It's like reality eludes them
>>36980270im glad too !!
>>36980246okay if thats what people are saying i bet its largely just sillyness lolprobably worth trying tout! ngl if a game captured that mood i'd be all over it, that sounds super funi never saw the mandalorian tho!
>>36980293ya I'm p sure be lied to me about being from here too, iirc he said he added me from tagmapwhy are they all such shady creepos
>>36980282>>36980270christ alive, i just wanted to walk around and shoot the shit, for some reason i feel like you did want a hook upbut you never got it. thing is im already committed.also im not a chaser, i am a cis dude but im not tryna fuck that bbc only club you call a hole
>>36980246>>36980304>not mentioning fireflyholy cringe slop moment
i nominate DoctorMonster for worst new poster award
>>36980286they got heated in dm'st. knower
>>36980307nvm then idk you ive never use tagmap whatever tf that is
>>36980301Awesome. Hopefully things stay like this for a while>>36980307Dunno. It's 4chan + extremely desperate people which is a horrid mix
>>36980326this is true yes she also did the same in dms of other people
>>36980312>i think you did want a hookupyup that's exactly why i ghosted you sherlock, you cracked the case! lmfaoalso were u the guy who was like let's meet tomorrow and i was like I'm busy tomorrow and instead of offering to hang out another day u just tried to convince me to change my plans for u? think I'm starting to remember
>>36980321i've never seen it!!! but heard really good thingsi'll be honest sg-1 is probs my fave sci fior maybe LotGH whcih i bet you'd like if you've not seen it
>>36980323still lasagna, sorry
>>36980347ill gladly take the cute mentally ill sperg girl over a gross weird anonymous moid
>>36980345lol, i would recheck the messages, but i deleted em once you stopped responding
>>36980230chaff as in wheatseparating the wheat from the chaffalso yes
>>36980357>cute mentally ill sperg girlhow is that relevant, im talking about lagunaIM the cute mentally ill sperg tranny
Can't believe laguna is simultaneously edating the entire world. What a champ. >t. The concept of knowledge itself
>>36980375post face if sootherwise im going to assume this is paigein which case calling urself cute is a gross abuse of the english language
>>36980343nta but where's the proof navy got a gf I doubt she'd cheat
>>36980375Please don't tell me paige posted this oh my lord
laguna is my e-gf she just doesnt know it yet...>>36980402im not going to stir shit but i have first hand proof
>>36980395men have called me cute before
>>36980413
>>36980413then why dont u have a bf lol
>>36980407
I DON'T GET THIS GENi feel like every single time i come here it's just some conversation about laguna or paige or kat who i don't know anything aboutare these ppl rly so interesting that u can talk about them 24/7??
>>36980427t.>>36980429bc im not trying to date rn
>>36980438theyre interesting and have a lot going on, so yeah...
>>36980439Is a pixelated old picture the best you have? KekDon't make me post ur recent ones brodie
>>36980454lmao
i am once again feeling weird about passingi just can't quite get into my head idk its like i'll be sat in a room of people that don't know and its not nice? or it is ig but it gives me conflicted feelings and makes me feel v small and weirdi think maybe some of this is like hangups from RLE where its like i lived so long having to wear it on my sleeve and now its invisible and that change happened quite quickly and i find myself stuck in my head all the timei feel like im always self observing and always feel ugly. not even that i feel nightmare gender limbo feels just that i feel this constant sense of idk being overly aware of myself and unable to switch off in a way i didn't feel when i was clockiertheres also some feelings of idk grief? its like you get out the other side of things and then its like. wow okay this thing has consumed me for as long as i can remember and idk who i even am in the absence of itits not always this way it just comes in waves and today i've felt very in my head and have not enjoyed this new place i find myself in
erm yeah um guys...? can we all try to be a little bit nicer to each other? mmk
>>36976730girls , do I pass 19 6mo hrt
>>36980461>pixelated>posts blurry picture still showcasing massive skull and manly face despite it being obscuredlmaolol>>36980468oke
>>36980438They're retards that only know about shitting on eachotherDon't waste your time thinking about it
>>36980454stfu moid ur takes are worth less than nothing heredo u think we all don't know what ur deal is? haha ya im a straight guy i just like to hang out with trans women because I'm into them i totally don't wanna wear their skin and start taking estrogen haha do u think I'd look good tho?? like if i took estrogen?? haha crazy idea lolol
>>36980470mogs me
>>36980475Do you really want me to post them come on I don't want to traumatize anyone
do straight men ever think sexually about their feminine gay best friends?asking 4 a frend
>>36980304that’s just one aspect of the negativityI have been thinking a lot about this phenomenon latelyI think people really want to feel authentic and autonomous and freethinking in this time of cross contextual behavioral marketing and algorithms And just as from time immemorial people have confused cynicism with wisdom, terminally online people nowadays experience negativity (including, increasingly, vicariously/paradocially and as members of a digital mob) as their authenticity, their magic talisman to guard against being commodified
>>36980498if they did then they wouldnt be straight
>>36980482cant have conversations?to be honest here i believe that youre a disordered person with a lower rating on the empathy factor
>>36980514what if the feminine gay best friend is a transwoman
>>36980409>first hand proofsure
>>36980517who?
>boys think I'm cute
>>36980511kinda like gg allin with pissing n shitting all over everyone
>>36980468how can I be nice-er?
>>36980520maybe if u pass hard enough>>36980525she was in my dms lol im not going 2 say more so as to avoid stirring shit but knowers know
>>36980551i do
>>36980551I never dated navy kek why would I ever do thatNot to mention I've not heard a word of her in months after her partners got pissed that she was talking to me
>>36980551she didn't try to date you tho
>>36980550imagine someone being really submissive to you and act like that to others
>>36980511yesss 100%a sort of identity formed of idknot even contrarianism but maybe what would have been seen as such in the past? but a sort of tendency to not enjoy things as a matter of principle loli was speaking to someone about exactly this recently. i don't get it as a enjoyer of things lolseems a v miserable way to be imo
>>36980569>i do>>36980527>i dolol ok>>36980574>>36980573oh yeah just to clarify she did not try and date anyone here she just flirted
>>36980550you need to start hoarding pink girls as a first steppeople often over look this but its vital the bigger your folder the nicer you get
>>36980581tfw used to enjoy things but am severely depressed and enjoy only sleep>>36980585>silly pic meant to look ugly>indicative of anything
>>36980585Brodie casual flirting doesn't mean shit and everyone does it wym
>>36980498no
>>36980594people in committed relationships casually flirt behind their partners backs?
>>36980594>everyone does itthis isn't true, only sex pests like you or nomi do>>36980598how do you know?
>>36980527not a boy but i say paige a cute, she just beat to hell n back lol sry
>>36980604i mean i have no intention to even try to fuck someone else so i feel id have nothing to worry about but now that i think about it yeah das ist nicht gut man
>>36980604Iunno man I've had partners that bitched about how I didn't let them post nudes to others I thought y'all might be accustomed to that sorta interactionsAnd no I don't like nor do that while I've a partner>>36980607Go fuck a toilet ghoul
>>36980589but that's your thing>>36980580nobody's a bigger sub than me, I'll take all challengers
>>36980540I’m not familiar w him but it could be a kind of harbinger of this (aling w punk generally emerging as a reaction against consumer culture)>>36980540Send me voca discussing Medieval topics, if that wasn’t obvious >>36980581I sympathize with it to a large extent bc it does feel like mind control out there but the contrarianism is an equal and opposite force of delusionAlien Romulus has me thinking hard about this
>>36980607bc I have had feminine men as friends before and I felt no atttaction to them
honestly what do i even doI'm lonely but i don't want a relationship that much cuz i don't like sex cuz i don't like the dbut i won't have srs for a few more years at leastwhat do what do?? just live as a hollow nothing person who doesn't have sex and doesn't experience intimacy? im so boredddddddddddddddppl are interesting but idk how to meet ppl and i don't rly know how to engage with them on my terms
>>36980623difference between "flirting" and "here's me naked"
>>36980670yet the frotting increases?
ah yes we've been here before
i am in spring year 1 on my farm
>>36980693it never even began unless you include rubbing penis against labia
clit x clit frot
>>36980714vaginal foldscreases like a ravine and im in the car crashing into it
Anyone got sum pearls for maiq?
>>36980639hmm you need to autistically latch on to something else nice then and hoard thatim sure it will work>>36980652yes agreeddelulu comes in many forms but is delulu all the samesort of how people here see false positivity as fake, because it isbut then conclude that negativity must therefore be true>it does feel like mind controloh say morealso what are your alien thoughts
im not gay!
>>36980805youre so gay you speak with a feminine breathy voice
>>36980815did u just change ur name
>>36980805prove it
>>36980820youd notice. paying attention to me awwwww
>>36980805are you lesbian?
>>36980776I can record a voca for you on Alien R later today if you want, I have a lot to say and don’t wanna type type typeAs for mind control, corporate narratives are getting really gaslighty to use an overused term also just this feeling that you think of something then immediately see related marketing, the idea that your phone or tv or fridge or toilet is listening in all the time etc etc
>>36980903yes yes please do! i was gonna spend some time replying to your previous voca later tonight so that works actually :))do you think the mind control feeling is something new or..? i recall feeling that way sometimes as a kid, even before everything was digital and online and whatever
>>36978991it is gratifying for trannies lacking a social life to become apart of the trans community and talk to lots of trans people with similar interests and experiences once you're apart of this hivemind it's really easy to turn your gender identity into your entire identity
>>36978386how high is your deductible?
>>36980926I think the biggest contributor for me has been cross contextual behavioral marketing but ofc the corpo narratives have been super slick (sinister) since the late 90sI am wondering what you have in mind
ugh i fell asleepwhenever i daydream abt having a bf it's always ruined when i remember that i have a dick
weed makes my dysphoria worse maybe it's just psychosis
>>36981194i remember times as a kid noticing how like the way people spoke about things lining upnot a novel thing to observe like some would call it trends or whateverbut i can remember instances of those trends being such an obvious corpo plant or product of v canny marketingim thinking of pauls botique over here kek. idk why that came to mindbut i remember how it was like totally unknown one second and then my sister and i both wanting a pauls boutique jacketand it was only after seeing literally everyone wearing them that it was like, oh this is something we've all been meme'd into lol. but i remember likethat realisation only coming after the desire for said jacketidk can think of other examples i just recall even when i was younger being aware of these cycles of being targeted by marketers in ways i was not even really aware of until after the fact, and being aware of how people around me must have been toofelt mind controlyalso pauls boutique was in hindsight v tacky and idk if i now appreciate that in a sort of retroactive campy way :')
>>36981289i noticed that too, i usually tweak tf out and have a dysphoria spiral when it's my first time getting high in a whilethoughts of I'm a man i have male anatomy no one will ever see me as a woman i'm disgusting i'm disgusting i'm disgusting
>>36981289marijuana is a psychedelic set and setting are important
>>36981315it kind of wears down at you, especially If you aren't capable of making compromises
>>36981327in some cases. id say thats true but its a drugs that makes everything better or whatever.personally id rather get prescribed some opioid
>>36980413can you please stop sexualizing children you fucking freak
can someone do something entertaining
>>36981402if you feel bad when you smoke marijuana you're just going to feel worse unless you do something to take your mind off of whatever is stressing you which you can do sober but i guess cannabis makes it little bit easier
>>36981400tell me about it :/idk if it's ever even gonna be possible for me to feel comfortable in my bodyevery day i feel like an unlovable monster
>>36981439nah
>>36981469you know whats worse this krissu person liking me so cringe lol , K had the chance and blew it
>>36981294I will say, I gauge the effectiveness of GOP propaganda by listening to my parentsExample: they recently complained to me about Kamala Harris’s “word salad” — a phrase I have never heard from them in my life before Harris’s nomination
>>36980594funny how she said that never happened
>>36981439like what?>>36981477>unlovable monsterit does feel that way. lately I feel resentment towards the person who says they love me, because how could anyone love me. feels pretty bad.
>>36981500>hey hey guys i know the dead girl's name I'm one of you p cool right do u think I'm cool now???literally kill yourself. not even replying to you after this.
>>36981439I am ff13 is p fun
>>36981500why dont u touch grass and find sum pussy instead of chasing mentally ill trannies on 4ch
>>36981538mm ya i worry about thati kinda think even if someone did like me/give me attention i would prob just resent them for itlike anyone who would pretend to be into this is either using me or suffering from some kind of delusion
>>36981485boring>>36981541>the dead girlplease dont tell me you think kat is dead lol>>36981559oh coolive never [played final fantasy>>36981538umm idk thats for u to decide
>>36981538important occasion for consciously distinguishing between emotional reactivity and rational thought
>>36981587K =/ Kat
>>36981594ok i was confused sob
Kope?
>>36981607afaik kope and kara are alive and well
>>36981618Kayla?
>>36981587You should play ff7 remake>>36981607Kdeeznuts is what anon meant
>>36981607lanky looking person who posted outer tttt they just went by K
>>36981641ill consider it>>36981640still alive
ugh who gaf about outer ttttfags theyre pretty much just twitter troons who think theyre cool cus theyre on le 4chins
odds sleepevens vidja
>>36981651Blue reflection second light also sounds like something you'd likeSomewhat chill jrpg where it's a female only cast w yuri undertones w everyone being a magic girl fighting to recover the world or smth after it all disappears because of some evil thing that happened ion rember
nini crabbos <3
pretty smart to name yourself one letter that way your posts cant be searched in archive
>>36981698:3
You shouldn't laugh at people dying, whether you knew them personally or not. mothmonster retard, whoever needs to be curb stomped asap
>qott:Money. I kinda like my job and it's related to what I studied, but I wish it payed me a bit more. Great insurance, tho.Unironically thinking of opening an OF, but I'm sure the chasers on my dm's asking me to sell them photos are just hopepilling me and are not really a demographic I can profit much from...
>>36981717>>36981594krissu is marie right?>>36981541dead girls arent my interest i very much prefer them alive
>>36981685oh this looks cool but it is $60... maybe it is on 1337
>>36981580that's how I've been feeling lately, I diet see how anythings going to change.>>36981593there's more to it than that, if I think about it rationally it's even worse
>>36981733why must someone hurt another for the words spoken? i believe that youre are a person incapable of thinking twice
>>369817441337x is sketchy>>36981742idk they're annoying af though
>>36981755is there a better site than 1337 to use
>>36981754You don't know me.
>>36981764idk lol i use it anyway
>>36981772i know enough to forgive
>>36981744Use cs.rin.ru or ovagames how many times do I gotta say it
>>36981773emo has the best recommendations to offer anyone
>>36981807And check the r/piracy megathread for the proper links before you get baited by a fake website thats copying them
>>36981755i know im kinda regretting not sexxing her to calm the seas and tidesa season of turmoil is insight and closing inall because i didnt fuck her i cri
>>36981807wow ur so put upon poor little maincharacter
>>36981786who are you
>>36981844What the fuck are you talking about
>>36980461
>>36981848just a person that was once there for you, ive been gone a while and your development has been staggering
>>36981865https://youtu.be/GYzDwomjajI?si=WWMQJVjDB_3DutJP
succ
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lent
>>36981753you must learn to walk without rhythm
>>36981864double the height of the head
Clomid is fucking based never have I wanted to slide into a warm hole more anytime I watch porn my brain just says go find a pussy bro SHIT IS CASH actually doesn’t even need to be a pussy desu I’d fuck a Tran mtf or ftm
>>36982061I thought I saw you on grindr. Were you in cali a few weeks ago?
>>36982097No lol
>>36981506ohhh this is a great example actuallysame with my parents and like, labour memes actuallygood spot
>>36982143that's so weird, they looked like you and their name was jessie mb
>>36982166Cali is like that desu so many people
>>36982187true must have been someone else
Parents decided to just pay for my electro sessions very cool will go to get booked and whatever tomorrow
>>36982257Oh I meant laser. But its both
>>36982257So fren when is hole available?
hair removal takes foreverrrrrrrri spent all my money on laser as soon as i started hrt, did like 10 sessions over the course of a year and then wasnt doing that much for a bit but now ive been doing electrolysis almost every week for the past year and still not doneeeeeeee there's still some gross blonde scruff on my chin that i have to shave i hate hate hate facial hair why is it so effing grossssss
need benzos desu
>>36982339marie?
>>36982306Suicide>>369823515 dollars
>>36982257richfag
>>36977276I'm not socially inept so no, I don't go on and on and on about myself like this in real life. Not because I don't trust people, but because I'd be a snore if that's all I talk about. I fully recognize how full of myself these posts make me seem, but I don't really mind as it's an anonymous-ish anime boardDoesn't mean I don't firmly believe what I post here. I only post here because I simply can and after a while It's been kind of... interesting? To observe what happens here.
https://youtu.be/w15oWDh02K4?si=8W2kwPhuWzK4u54oDUNDUN UNUNUN DUN DUNUNUNDUN DUN UNUN UN DUNUNUNUNhave been listening to old dance music a lot this week any vincent de moor fans in the chat
>>36982397Jealousfag
>old music>2000;______;
>>36982484Is 24 years not old enough for you?
>>369824842000 was almost a quarter century ago
>>36982484sry oldfren :/at least u have the memories c:i was a year old in 2000 lol
>>36982498i don't have the memories :(i just feel like old music should be like 50 years or more, not less than 25>>36982494no>>36982496i am aware
>>36982496going to kms
>>36982523Old music generally is anything past 15~ years agoStop getting pissed over the passage of time you're not 12
>>36982523idk i feel like y2k trance is just particularly dated by todays standards
>>36982566>>36982566>>36982566>>36982566>>36982566new
>>36982538omg lemme smash i regert not going out please plesase [pelase plesaseee
laser and electro isn't even expensive
>>36982463banger.https://youtu.be/vsdEUqwWa1wim gassed up off this jankstyle lately
>>36982146sent you lonnng voca lol
