last >>36976730qott at what point does a human become something else, in terms of how they perceive realityif you felt truth as a colour, or saw flashes of hunger when hearing a baby cry, at what point does that person cease to be a person, and instead become something different? if you can't relate to someone on a base experiential level, how could you consider them as human as you?
>>36982566qott: autism
>>36982536im not "pissed", stop being so aggressive jfc
>>36982566Meds
>>36982566>qotti am not a person
>>36982566nobody ever ceases to be a person lol that's sillyif anything i feel like less of a human than other ppl, not more
>>36982582kek good answer>>36982592what makes you less of a person, then?
aw dam it was a nu thred n i aint realies.h8 wen i do dat
>>36982599i don't experience life the way other ppl doI'm not v good at socializing or communicating, I'm not particularly sociable, i didn't experience youth or coming of age in the same way as any of my peerswhether cuz of the autism or the fagism i've always felt separate from everyone around me
>>36982566>qott at what point does a human become something else, in terms of how they perceive realityDrugs? I dunno, this QOTT is strangely worded and I have an idea of what it's asking but I'm not sure how to monologue about this one.
>>36977276see >>36982455
I listen to music from the 1720s to the 2020s. I know what the cycle of 5ths is. I know the difference between harmonic minor and Hungarian minor, and phrygian. I can play an F #m7 chord that will make white girls moist. Get on my level freaks
>>36982640>>36982631did u see the drawing i done gone n went n did for u?
>>36982653Maybe I missed it. Link/re-post? Unless you mean this one
>>36982631s-srorry maybe im not putting it to words well>>36982624interestings
>>36982606hi kat, multiple threads were nuked earlier, so i will copy and paste my message. what surgeries have you had, and what surgeries do you want to get? do you have a picture of what you looked like before the surgeries? it seems like i only ever see pictures of you after. is that pixelated picture anon's post of a guy actually you before hrt?
So when u gunna let me slide in that hole ngl
>>36982665i did not do that one no.this is a color or exposure edit that someone named puppygirl farmer did but i did the penciling part. the voice actor from gits died yesterday big F
Kat actually kinda hot now wtf
>>36982680yeah I heard about her passing, very sad indeed but her legacy lives on.That's a great work of art, thanks for sharing!
>>36982695The teens groomed to attractiveness ratio is 1:1 on him
>>36982696yes. memory eternal.glad u enjoy
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/W3YKcuzd56sthis is cool>>36980511targeted ads take advantage of our innate desire to be known as these algorithms become more effective they will begin cater to our desire for autonomy and have a far greater impact on our psyche
>>36982668just check the wiki nufag
Did the diapers finally go off to a new discord or are the socially inept still hate posting in here as a cope?
>>36982711Is is she info older dudes or?
>>36982735what wiki
>>36982766Other way around, he's the older dude going for teens
I've decided to stop eating
>>36982780That’s clearly a woman bro
>>36982735you are going to have to be specific
>>36982791Don't misgender the abuser bros
>>36982786u should become breatharian
>>36982770>>36982795i mean i was kinda joking.there was a rly weird wiki this one time of mtfg trips n there was like almost nothing on it. idk if any1 ever firgured out who done went n gone n did it
>>36982799do you think you could survive by huffing all your food?
>>36982799that would defeat the purpose, it's a hunger strike
>>36982819was that like 10 years ago, I remember somebody put me in it when I tripped even though I didn't post a picture
>>36982819 mono did it and it was a good idea except if you think about it for a second it would take an incredibly long time to sit down and document the history of mtfg and it seems like nobody is willing to put in all that effort you'd have to be a user here for a pretty long time as well since the archives only go back to 2018
>>36982827that's aspiration, not good
If anyone needs boy removal hmu
>>36982858yeh i dont remember if i was in it or not>>36982862oh no shit? also tru aint nobody got time for that...exept for maybe a 4chan user.https://youtu.be/Ez9MepLL4DY
>>36982819okay, this is vital info. so far, i've discovered that the ffs procedures she had included brow ridge, chin, and nose surgeries
>>36982875maybe you could huff it into your stomach somehow, like it condenses before it goes into your lungs>captcha xygg
>>36982893skinwalker in the making
>>36982831for what cause?
>>36982928L O N D O N I got an actual professional job I’m starting soon d. Will make some good money def want to travel out of the us def want to go to Japan at some point
>>36982936against reality, until it stops being so terrible. I can't lose.
It’s so fucking unfair I open the internet and get bombarded by hot egirl thots and can’t even get a 6/10 cis girl to sleep with me I fucking hate being alive
>>36982940why not? she posts pictures and videos of herself all over this board, looking adorable as she is, and it piqued my curiosity
>>36982975rating women like that shows what kind of personality you have to offer and it likely repulses them considering behind the scenes in your head you rate women numerically
>>36982982Yeah I’d probably try an apologize for some of the retard Americans desu I’d def want to go see some countryside and the big city etc >>36982983She is cute thou ngl
>>36982993They won’t even give me a chance to begin with because I’m a mid tranny are you retarded
>>36983017rapehon mindset
>>36982993hmm i nvr thought abt that ive never seen a cis woman do that for a dude
>>36983039is your hair dyed black?
>>36983039>be pretty>best life you can live is as a neet shutin who’s well known for posting on the transvestite board Who fucking cares
>>36983044Ye just as a tourist ya know I’d def want to see everything I can.
>>36983017I know "just be yourself" isn't great advice but it's not *just* about looks, you know. Maybe a positive change in personality is all you need to magnetize people you're interested in>>36983029is that example not equally as shallow for rating their partners numerically like that?I dunno, rating people is kind of weird to me. Like, it kinda means you value them less
>>36983039oh madone dat file name makea me laugh
>>36983025Yeah I never had a chance to have normal friendships with women I hate myself. I’m inherently uncomfortable around them due to being a tranny and will likely never get over it.
>>36983039Tbh jaw surgery I have side effects from the reduced muscle mass when you jaw closes wrong eating food it hurts so bad. Results look great so if you ever felt iffy about it don’t desu
>>36983071lol
>>36983085i mean specifically on a scale like they're a piece of meat
>>36983096if you can just look at them like normal people instead of rating them in your head as sex objects perhaps it would be a little easier
even if i transition late at nearly 23 I still have to boymode and can't do anything girly fuck this world
>>36983039thanks, you do resemble your mom! how long had you been on hrt before your pre-ffs picture?
>>36983088The people around me really like my personality tbf, but I’m socially anxious and incapable of meeting or being normal around women who I’m not already comfortable with. The girlfriends (who I’ve known for a while) of my guy friends all like me which is nice at least.
Chat do I buy a price of land and employ a bunch of mtf that have to stream while they transition on the land that has everything they need? Kinda like vtubers
>>36983144you have friends?
Today was a good day c: I got home about 2 hours ago and took an hour and a half long powernap. Very satisfying.
>>36983137because women understand that beauty is subjective>>36983127do you have a good relationship with your mom?
>>36983151andrew tate for trannies
>>36983118I don’t even do this in person, it’s just easy to do when you see photos online. 6/10 just means “not attractive but fine I guess”. If I said “no women who I find attractive will sleep with me” would it have been better?
>>36983180no it just makes you sound like an incel
>>36983175Based I’ll call the org one true queen
>>36983167Yeah quite a few good ones and many who are more like friendly acquaintances. They’re all trans women and cis men though, or cis women dating one of the cis men.
>>36983191>not at allwtf! we are forever doomed
>>36983189I am an incel the only people who want me are men and trannies and I’m sick of it.
>>36983221Show hole
>>36983221kek ur like a troon elliott rodger>>36983204oh i thought u were someone else
I can’t believe people still believe this retards lies >>36983191
>>36983205Your mother hung herself nigga bwahahaha
I miss bullying Kat and making her cry on the regular, does this make me a bad person? Her desperate attention seeking breakdowns and “suicide attempts” were always so pathetically amusing.
Is it true that Kat used to beat her mom?
>>36983205im sorry for your loss>>36983203>yeah and a numerical score is subjectiveno, it's not. because most men who give a numerical score to a woman believe that it is an objective score.
when her nice girl phase ends
>>36983255how could you bully someone who will always be more beautiful than you? i think everyone is a bad person
bitch wife wont send me money for steel reserve gonna kill myself
Any of you bitchs have a zojirushi rice masker how’s that shit compare to boiling rice
>>36983324https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f_JygUgiweI&t
>>36983324kys
>>36983340u linked this video in thread like a month ago and its one of my fav vids ever and i started drinking steel reserve because of it so thank u>>36983351huhh
>>36983354>u linked this video in thread like a month ago and its one of my fav vids ever and i started drinking steel reserve because of it so thank uI don't drink anymore because it made me fat and depressed but I will admit this video hits just as good as a cold steel reserve on a depressing sunday morning
Paige said this morning there's no trans genocide going on in the U.S., so then Paige, what the fuck is this?https://x.com/GreatCheshire/status/1826353155019604309
>>36983305She will be uglier than me on the inside no matter what I do to her :)
>>36983373Just move out of Texas it’s like watching a car crash in slow motion for trans people there KEKW I do like Texas tho def feels like it stuck in the old days love it for that.
>>36983392I don't live in Texas, I live in SLC, but I am from Texas, so this especially hurts me.
>>36983376I guess that's fairlmao
>>36983373shut up stop baiting paige to sperg outjust shut the fuck up
did Elaine ever date a black dude on the show?
>>36983439No.t. has watched every single episode of Seinfeld.
>>36983340gem
>>36983373wish they'd just throw us in camps already, I need a vacation
>>36983450yeh...same unfortunately...i feel like jerry ocasionally dated like a white hispanic woman.george had that episode where he's awkward at the black ppl's house lol damn seinfold was rascit af huh
>>36983490next year what
>>36983503He's gonna kill me next year. Last warning. The 1739036th time is the real one.
>>36983534china's final warning...
>>36983554It's coming.
>>36983526Get a life dude aren’t you pushing 35 now?
>>36983455Sorry, but a Japanese internment camp for trannies isn't exactly my ideal vacation. You know what is? Miami. But I can't go there because of how awful Florida is for trans people.
im so disgusting
there is woman at work i am near certain is tranny. i might have clocked her earlier but i don't think i gave it much thought which is surprising because now she seems obviously clocky. she's a bit tall but it's really the nasally voice that really gives it away, also she has that look, not that 2020s tranny look but the 00s-10s tranny look. evidence against is that she smokes.idk how i feel i think i'm a bit jealous but not envious idk what to do should i spill my estrogen in front of her?
>chud insults game by calling it trooncorehuh ?
>>36983874Yeah you rarely lie idk what they're on aboutReminds me of when you were dead. Weird how you revived after falling off that bridge. Oh yeah and how you recorded a vid of it yet when you said you were posting screenshots of it it had the same filename and quality as your pictures. Weird how you dropped that topic too but I bet you just know better than those bitterhons
>>36983845>should i spill my estrogen in front of her?yes
>>36983920remember when she got on that plane to go murder you? weird she must've gotten lost on the way to your place and decided to just go home
>>36983997Not alone whatsoever lol I've many friends rnI couldn't care less about you you're just a lolcow and it's fun to ridicule those>>36984004That's true that's true I wonder what happened with that
I'm salty and sulking girlsThe nice floral dress I ordered with some other stuff from Torrid was canceled without any actual fucking notice to me, so I didn't find out until the other items arrived and I was really looking forward to wearing it for my birthday next weekTheir customer service went "Oh yeah oopsie we ran out so your refund will be in a few days and here's 10 bucks credit"What the fuck is 10 bucks gonna do at torrid?! So now I have no floral dress, my money is in refund limbo, and I'm really disappointed
>>36983845you could just not be weird and treat her like a coworker what if she stealths
>>36983967i would like a little more confirmation tho i wouldn't wanna risk outing myself to a cis>>36984075>what if she stealthsit is okay because i am also trannywhat if she could be mother tran and help me? seems like good oportunity
>>36984104You could simply live your life and if they choose to tell you that's cool, and if not, that's also coolBig key to happiness is disabling any fucking transvestigative subroutines you have running. Just kill those processes. Don't let em run at startup either
Certified hood classic https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dqUdI4AIDF0
>>36983845troons be smoking even though they shouldnt
>>36983370yess ice cold steel when ur depressed hits hard af
>>36984127well they probably wouldn't just tell me cuz we haven't spoken at all i don't even know her name actually i should really figure that out it might provide crucial clocking evidencei thikn those processes are good for me becoz i also clock cis women a lot so levels the playing field me thinks so is long term healthy
I feel relaxed
>>36984168...You don't even know her name but you're gonna transvestigate her? Jesus Christ take your meds
i wonder if i should ask my adhd doctor if i can have some sort of booster to take in the middle of the dayi feel like my adderall metabolizes too quickly and i think im left feeling like shit around the evening bc of the crashmby will feel less volatile during the nights
>>36984168can we take bets on what her name iswait how old is she first of all that's crucial to whether she'll be alice or lilith
>>36984204i took another retail job just so i could stare out women all day to get to the bottom of what they really look like
>>36984172same
>>36984230You're really perverted
>>36984230based
>>36984207can I have ur leftovers /s
>>36984168Christ, what drugs are you doing, MEF? Whatever they are, you should stop.
I'm alive, sorry to disappoint if u were praying for my death. If it makes u feel better I almost died tho, closest I've ever came with a suicide attempt and it really gave me a new perspective on things. 8 days in the ward overall, went from being 127lbs to 118lbs if that gives u any idea of how well it went in there. Hair grew a few inches tho so that's coolAlso diagnosed autistic now so super retard. Got a 57 on the test
>>36984127>>36984168Wait, this post is serious? Why on earth would you out a trans person who is stealthing just because you're also trans? That's psychotic behavior.
>>36984229idk i think she's between 30-40?black curly hair, smokes, works in either the chef or bakery department, seems somewhat tomboyish i would have to say idk>>36984237i just want to know what women look like>>36984255i have been very sober i hardly drink or ingest weed anymore and i haven't taken any psychiatric medication in years now
sometimes u just need to drink 5 pounds of steel reserve to get through the day
>>36984280steel reserve211watchu know about that?prolly nothin'
>>36984286purple drapeswatchu kno bout that?prolly nothin
>>36984230What the fuck kind of skin walker shit is this?!
>>36984272You're a pervert, i see it in your eyes, you have ulterior motives and it's definitely not just to look at women
>>36984272hmm might not be an alice, maybe a megan or rachael
>>36984250sob i have known to be generous..gave a few to some friends, we took some b4 a rave one night LMFAO and another ran out of her vyvanse and wasnt getting any so i gave her 2 so she could crush them up to keep her going until thenif u actually want 1 i can give u one when we meet..,,,..,.,.
>>36984270i'm obviously not gonna OUT them publically, that would be rude and stupid. but seriously what's wrong with just going up behind someone and whispering "i know what you are" in their ear?>>36984269post jonkler scars>>36984293i like people watchingi think it's good for my health>>36984305can you tell me what the ulterior motives might be pls?>>36984306all three of those names seems fitting. i should figure out her sexual orientation
>>36984318I know for a fact your ulterior motives are related to your sissy fetish, you probably daydream about getting humiliated by those women or insert yourself as them
>>36984318I have no jonkler scars I have some self harm cuts on my arm from when I tried to overdose and multiple injection site wounds from them trying to keep me alive but that's it n I don't feel like posting those
>>36984318>i'm obviously not gonna OUT them publically, that would be rude and stupid. but seriously what's wrong with just going up behind someone and whispering "i know what you are" in their ear?this has to be a joooooooke
>>36984318never stop posting
>>36984318>i'm obviously not gonna OUT them publically, that would be rude and stupid. but seriously what's wrong with just going up behind someone and whispering "i know what you are" in their ear?help
is there a time frame that you noticed your emotions improved massively on HRT?
I know what you are.
>>36984325Shit happens, it really beat the hell out of me and I feel weak mentally and physically but I'm still here
>>36984344>>36984354mefmoder is funny why does nobody see this
>>36984369joke's gotta be funny
>>36984339nay on the first one, not sure about the other. i just like to look, i find them captivating>>36984344okay but what harm would it do?>>36984352i have no where else to go>>36984362everything went downhill immediately when i actually think about it. i went from nevering being suicidal to having my first attempt 2-3 months after first taking e.
>>36984269ayyy u live etc and so on...how tf ur hair grow a few inches in 8 days
>>36984377the joke is that it's unhinged and that the punchline isn't that much better than the setupit's like saying you're not going to murder somebody you're just going to stab them a bit
>>36984387>okay but what harm would it do?Maybe it's a me thing since I'm way beyond that initial childlike wonder of transitionning but being told "I KNOW YOU'RE TRANS" is not a pleasant experience even if you're passing
>>36984394Idk lmao I thought it didn't but when I got bsck home and was able to take care of myself I got to brushing my hair n noticed it got longer. I thought it was just less poofy cuz I was getting starved and put through the ringer in there but nah it's longer
>>36984387Do you get boners looking at those women?
who is ur daddy and what does he do
>>>36984387everything went downhill immediately when i actually think about it. i went from nevering being suicidal to having my first attempt 2-3 months after first taking e.i sorta went from suicidal -> not suicidal b/c of hope from HRT -> suicidal from realizing i'll never pass when i got on hrt.was just hoping if there's ever really any change in the future that shifts that thought process aside from just waiting for proper changes :/
>>36984318>whispering "i know what you are" in their ear?gave me the chills just reading that
>>36984412I think they will, Dakota and I worked things out and actually staring death in the face really changed the way I think about life in general. Got a big ol steak cuz I needed it after 8 days of shit tier food with extremely small portions
>>36984415ah yeh hair do b growin mhm>>36984419https://youtu.be/DozwbRf77eI
>>36984436Idk why it did but I'm not complaining, I don't think I came out of it looking too bad all things considered especially with the way I got treated. Conditions were not great n made worse by being a tranny
>>36984311fuuuuck I might take you up on that offer, it's been a minute since I've done anything like that
>>36984436yes yes exactly classic :)also jack black cock pushups
>>36984451That's the plan, gonna try to move in with her in a few months but that's expensive and I got some things to handle before leaving the Midwest so we'll see how that goes
>>36984462Been better desu but I'm alive and that's what matters I guess
>>36984269jealous desu, i think that's irresponsible for them to dx you with autism when they could've gone with hpd or munchausen etcwish i could attempt but im too much of a bitchabout to run out of venlafaxine tho so we'll see if that changes
tfw no sex offender gfugh
>>36984458one is all ya need
gonna go visit my dad shortlyanxiousphone is dead so i won't be able to use it whilst im there
>>36984494I was too delirious to fib about my mental illnesses even if I don't do it purposely, when they brought me back from the dead I was a complete mess. Could barely talk, constant shaking, constant crying and nervous laughter. That went on for like three days before I started acting normal again, I was also high as hell from the pills and the stuff they gave me to save me so yeh>>36984497Gonna marry her one day
>>36984407well then fine. back to plan of spilling estrogen in front of her? do you think she knows about the ikea shark? what are some casual hints that i can drop that would suggest i'm trans so she approaches me?>>36984418i'm not sure. i don't think i do? idk i'll keep a note of it. i might tho if they're wearing agp clothesi look at females on the internet even the pretty ones i don't think i get boners unless it's porn or i imagine them in a caption but i just look at and save women pictures every dayidk it's a good question maybe i'll keep a boner chart>>36984420i think u actually have to socially transition for benefit to mental health. otherwise it just makes things worse>>36984434hey, how you doin' lil' mama? let me whisper in ya eartell ya somethin' that ya might like to heari know you're a queer and i can see it quite clear>>36984494>about to run out of venlafaxine tho so we'll see if that changesthe withdrawal symptoms are very fun
>>36984452yeah the puzzle factory sucks ass lmao try dont b all up in there no more
>>36984527u realize i can't believe anything you say tho right
>>36984530>well then fine. back to plan of spilling estrogen in front of her? do you think she knows about the ikea shark? what are some casual hints that i can drop that would suggest i'm trans so she approaches me?just b urself
>>36984531that's the plan hopefully >>36984533I don't really care>>36984544doin my best ig
ugh ugh gonna go visit themallegedly they are watching tv, hopefully only for a bit bc i don't want to go somewhere only to watch television with some normies
I don't mind not passing for cis as long as I look feminine enough to fall into the woman category when people interact with me. If men exclude me and group me in the outgroup, that's great. If women include me in their ingroup, that's even better. Even if I am visibly trans and some people don't see me as completely a woman, then I can at least take comfort in the fact that my friends consider me a woman and my enemies at least see me as "not a real man."
>>36984585cope
>>36984535i don't know who that is>>36984585>If men exclude me and group me in the outgroupterrifying>If women include me in their ingroupterrifying
>>36984601You need therapy and medicationI don't mean that in an insulting wayI feel that it would do wonders for helping you figure out who you are, and improve your ability to relate to other people
>>36984587whatever. i have a goofy butch gf and goofy queer friends so idgaf what normies in my life think. the guys that have a problem with me are braindead joe rogan fans and the women that have a problem with me are heavy drinkers that make excuses for misogynists. who needs that company?>>36984601>terrifyingbeing excluded by men is great because you don't have to hear about porn. if you're loud about feminism, the creepy ones avoid you like the plague. being included by women is great because women are usually nicer to me
>>36984572this is why I like westmechs better, it's an actual thing, not just a big robot guy
>>36984530I used to enjoy going off ven, I miss that, maybe I should get back on to go off again
>>36984625therapists are useless
>>36984625i tried many a different med and they didn't really do anythingi did therapy for 4 years. often multiple appointments a weektherapy either didn't work or made things worseand besides, i make $26k a year after taxes and have $30k worth of debt, i have no money for therapy>>36984636>if you're loud about feminism, the creepy ones avoid you like the plaguequite the opposite, i findwomen are scary>>36984648ya i would go off of it just for fun sometimes and also cuz i deserved it
i love my best friend
>>36984691I love videogames and food and social interactions and walking outside And also hate sleeping but I need to rn to do all the stuff mentioned aboveHelp?
>>36984705go to sleep now or no gatcha tmrw. i make the rules and i will enforce them
>>36984717But the roguelike mode update for wuwa and erkling on limbus drops tomorrow you can't do this to me
dudes been demure b4 hoes went n fucked it uphttps://youtu.be/WpaUcqdKKrk
>>36984729so u better sleep now young lady
>>36984736I can try I suppose
>>36984665Oh ofmcolrseLiterally zero people have ever benefited from a neutral professional listening to their concerns and getting tools and such to deal with their issues.Literally noneFuck off
I wish I was a girlA real oneNot this fleshy abomination I made myself intoGod damn it I can’t even cry.
i hate my life
>>36984804truthexcept i cry every day
When are mommy and her half her age ex going to stop bickering at each other constantly?
>>36984773This better not be paige baka desu
>>36984809I wanna cryBut I can’tWhat a fucking jokeNot even hrt can save me not that it ever couldWhat a sick twisted comedy
idk anymore
For fucks sake... SHEEN! You can just eat, I don't know... A fucking apple? A glass of water? WEIRD idea! And I know already, now you're going to sad post "boo hoo, nobody likes me because I've had" - no, nobody likes you because you FUCKING DON'T IMPROVE ONE. FUCKING. BIT.Ever since I've been here in 8 fucking years when my life went to shit, and I crawled out of the gutter over and over again, you have been here eating shit all the time, putting your fucking money towards a fucking graphics card. Because you know, that's exactly what you need right now. A fucking graphics card to sit more on your fucking ass and play fucking video all day. While shoving fucking burgers down your fucking hole. Right? Fuck.I'm trying to like you, quit making it impossible. Please. Like a fucking clockwork. Sheen, nobody is fucking angry at you for posting about fucking foods. People are angry at you for wasting money on graphics cards, video games. Fast food. A car, as I've been recently told. Instead of you selling the car, getting some fucking vegetables. Eating your fucking veggies, drinking some fucking water for once in your life (without added sugar I might add) And I don't know sell your fucking car get a fucking bike.Like, yes, you are depressed. Wow. 90% of us are fucking depressed. 90% of us have some fucking mental issue we deal with. Yes, we are here to support you. But you don't want support. You just want a fucking pity party. About poor old fat sheen. Who will never be liked. Nigga You look like a fucking middle aged woman. And you do fuck all with it. It's infuriating, it is sadOh, and I'm not done yet. Sheen. We've been over this for like, how many years? Like fuck? I've been fucking pre op. I had a fucking dick when you started posting here. And what changed? What did you do in all those years? Fucking nothing.You did nothing. Despite people constantly offering you help, offering you advice, constantly offering you to do shit for you and WITH you.
>>36984804ayyyy uggo gang 4 lyfe
>>36984812NahI'm a nobody around here who did wonderful fokrom therapy for dealing with family death grief and for dealing with hate from my in-lawsAnd my mom did a lot better after therapy that was state-mandated after she rather festively attempted suicide by getting wine-drunk to anya, lighting the guest bedroom on fire that dad was fucking his side piece in, slashing her wrists and forearms up, and attempting to expire in the hot tubSuffice it to say, therapy has been good for a nonzero number of people
>>36984840mood
>>36984857>to anyaFucking hilarious, but I meant Enya
>>36984845I just wish I could sometimesBut it only ever comes when it doesn’t matter. Idk what I’m complaining aboutMore dissociation. Rot for a few decades and it gets easy.
>>36984857Sounds like a lot of drama/trauma.
Thoughts? >>36984860
>>36984899pooners don't produce cum though
>>36984773*for dysphoria
The funny part is I dont think I will ever fulfil my wishesI’ll only ever be a sex object or manI’ll never have real best friendsI’ll never do things girls do growing up going through life. It’s all beneath a thousand layers of whatever the fuck I am.Like you can’t even tell that eventually passing will fix anythingMaybe I’ll be a bit happy butI already lost my youth to nothingLiteral nothingAnd I’ll lose more trying to awkwardly become a human being I can stand.Fuck I sound depressedAnd I know the people who would supposedly care dint really. I can’t even make friends with other trannies.I’m nothing but a living lie.
pata pata pata ponhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qbM_pBJEaUklove these guys
Men sure love sex
Is that bad
>>36982566do u think ur the first person to experience synesthesia? >.>
>>36984896Yes! Things therapy has a decent track record of helping.>>36984938Ehh, it can help with viewing the process with a little more self compassion than one tends to develop in hate-filled shithole s like here where the crabs get dirty diapers and start pulling others down for... kicks, I guess?
>>36982566when everyone participating in consensus decides that they are no longer a person to serve the needs of the greater schelling order.ironically i got the "confirm you're a human" captcha
i gotta get /thin/if i can lose like 40 lbs maybe janny will like me what do yall think
>>36985062remove your bones to speed up the process, i hear they weight a lot.
>>36985061this was for>qottalso:*consensus reality. fuck me. i worded all of that horribly. this one should not be allowed to talk frfr
>>36985059I'm skeptical. I think results may vary.
>>36984272Those are both good things, but your grammar is awful. Does your new job treat you better? Are you still stocking?
It's you! The kelsey grammar queen
>>36984286Bro, that is the nastiest shit. Bet you like Icehouse too.>Lil salt goes a long way
do u think can break into IT industry and get money to move out?
>>36984318Actually, you seem a bit more sane right now. Did something positive happen?
>>36985112see >>36983340
>>36985120yeah
>>36985120Yes, motherfucker. Make some effort though. Those hooks await you. Granted, programming isn't your only option, and all of them have paths forward
>>36985132but they say in canada no jobs of any sort
>>36982566Dropped acid recently eh?
tutor me so hard mommy, look,I'm,not,using,correct, punctuation ".,
>>36985120yeah. thats what im gonna do too :DDgonna get some IT certs and get a job then get into cybersecurity probably, i wanna get into AI and ML too though, but math is scary if it's not with code.
>>36985143oh ok
>>36985161You can handle the math, don't worry. Take it one step at a time. It'll make you want to quit sometimes, but you can still do it.
>>36985141my resume is no good and it’s been too long since i graduated for coding. also no coding jobs in canada.idk what other pathsthink can do IT but don’t think am qualified plus only pays $18/hr>>36985161IT certs are expensive idk if compsci degree is enough thoall i know how do is turn of them on again>>36985162ikr>>36985168i knew it was over :(((
one of the rare times i read an anon correctly.
>>36985172thanks anon :)i know i can understand math, i've never been bad at it, i just- idk. i had a teacher that made me really hate math but i like learning on my own and under other teachers so i think it'll be ok. i also really love calculus and representing math concepts through code :D>>36985184>IT certs are expensiveyeahhhhhhhh i figure with my job im getting ill get enough experience to get jobs without certs then get the cert thru uni or the employer.
>>36984863oh wow p cool.member dat old game killer 7?i remember getting a funny feeling about the floating red gimp dude. i finally understand this funny feeling. i wish i had clarity about this back then, i woulda p much centered my entire life about enjoying latex in my free time or even tried to make a living in that world. i know i still can but im such a joke of a person from years and years of just plain ol fuckin up. and from what ive seen its expensive. i dont feel worth to look and prolly feel as amazing as these ppl do.
>>36985206it’s not fairit’s so over for me
>>36985184The mad part is, you're a million times creepier than I could ever be. Like future sex offender levels of creepy, stealing women's dirty underwear.
>>36985184ask lia if you can be her intern
>>36985219its not over for you anon. not all jobs require math! i know someone who's shit at math whos getting cybersecurity degree and hasnt had to do any math so far and they're like 3 years in
>>36985184You got a CS degree, that will have value for many more years. Work remotely for an American company, jobs aplenty here.SysAdmin, Networking, PO, IAM, etc.Many paths forward.$18 Canadian?
>>36985249Programming does require mathematical thinking, no matter what. Any halfway decent instructor will openly tell you, "It's just math, and this is a math class". However, there are multiple disciplines within IT (has become almost meaningless) that don't require the ability to comprehend nearly pure abstraction, that programming does.
>>36985228She isn't, she just likes to word things in the worst way possible.
>>36985311You have no clue. Here's kot.
>>36985228it was clean>>36985233>picrelYESSSSSi’ve literally thought about including this sentiment in my manifesto>>36985249spent too much money on academics already v_v>>36985263everyone has a cs degree these days i don’t have anything going for me bedsides the piece of paper why would anyone hire me?yes, eighteen canadian dollars an hour, but i’m not brown so it’d probably be less for me>>36985311ITS SO OVER I AM WORSTEST PERSON
>>36985311she's funny I keep saying this
>>36985294this is true. i guess i meant more hardware side stuff cause yeah programming *good* definitely does require good abstract thinking and math knowledge, especially linear algebra
>>36985065some day fren, some day
>>36985321You told me you stole your sister's panties and used them to jerk off with. I realize maybe that's normal to your fellow jeeps, but in the real world that's bizarre sex offender behavior.
>>36985367i didn’t steal them i borrowed them i only stole panties from roommate’s girlfriend
>>36985395did you really do that you mucky bitch
>>36985395Your sister probably didn't want them back after you came in them booger bowl
>>36985395you've posted your face on here how are you posting this too unless it's not really you
>>36985274sokay, i was rambling anyways.hope u find a way 2 solve the big lonely
>>36985402it was an accident
>>36985414it is her. and like I told you, you have no clue.
>>36985321you don't need maid. if you don't want to live anymore just stop drinking water, it's that easy
>>36985435but she's so funny and hot
>>36985465that was a long time ago mef
>>36985455i will not>>36985458that’s not good for my skin>>36985477it’s not fair what he did to me
>>36985489go back to therapy, and do it honestly this time
>>36985521hab no money
>>36985529don't go to therapy they will make you less funny
>>36985542idk i think one of the few things i got out of therapy was good posting content
should i see a psychic?
>>36985570no they're boring
>>36985559did it do anything for your methyl elf
>>36985559my therapist could barely remember what we talked about from one appointment to the next and gave some really terrible advice considering she was specialized in trans people. totally disconnected from reality.
>>36985320Damn, that cat is living life. Also, decent pic.
>>36985587um i don’t think it did teehee>>36985592ya they’re kinda whackshe cried sometimes
>>36985321I would address what you said, but you are just being a retard again, aren't you?
back from dad visithe wants me to visit tomorrow when they're on the beachidk how im going to do italso i just don't feel like i can connect to him or any of his fake family, it's like i have to crouch to think like them or smth
>>36985641i am not being a retard i have never been a retard if i was a retard i would be making more than i do now>>36985647wear a bikini
>>36985342I feel like Linear Algebra is more important when animation is involved. You must like gaming. However, the process never changes.The hardware stuff isn't too bad, I spent all night drinking, and was still able to get the Net+ after reading over my notes. Messer is a great reference for the trifecta.
>>36985652You are typing like a fucking pajeet, and acting just as fucking retarded. Also, what position did you have at the last place?
>>36985652no i don't have the right body type for it
>>36985647What do you mean by "fake family"?
>>36985659is it? i was thinking more about tensors and stuff and the matrix multiplication required in machine learning idgaf about vidya dev. hardware is awesome too.
>>36985690
>>36985681i am a customer service representative and before that i was a customer service representative >>36985684it’ll be so hot do it
>>36985720how is this hot
>>36985731forgot pic bc retard
>>36985731>>36985747u have to work it
>>36985691Tensors are derived from Linear Algebra.Ah, the matrices. Fuck me, I hate them so much.However, there is no reason to waste your current knowledge on other than things you enjoy. I doubt that claim.It definitely can be.
>>36985707What makes it a sham, exactly? Are the children half his, or not?
>>36985720CSR doesn't mean shit. What did you actually do before?
>>36985771i know they're derived from linear algebra, thats why i was talking about linear algebra T-Tidk what the rest of your post means it becomes waxing incoherent. you talk like a jailbroken llm there are you ok lmao
>>36985691>However, there is no reason to waste your current knowledge on other than things you enjoy.Forgive the typo. However, there is no reason to waste your current knowledge on things other than those you enjoy.
>>36985747pls don't post pictures of me
>>36985796I corrected it already. You are familiar with many concepts, that most have never even considered. My bad for the rambling. Drinking heavily while trying to express thoughts is not always the best.
>>36985798ive started doing cuda and computer vision stuff and i wanna get beyond the surface with it but fuck me there's so many errors (i hate windows) that take forever to solve lmaomy fault for not doing this on my stickerbombed debian tranpad.
>>36985790i was a cashier at an arcade for about a month but before that i worked at spirit halloween for the season and before that i was a student
>>36985817its ok anon, idmbe safe
>>36985756this body will never look good with a bikini>>369857790%, they are his wife's
>>36985836Shelf-stocking just disappeared. Do you lie and troll on here, for no reason?
>>36985838wear a borat bikini very niice >>36985849i currently stock shelves and there are shelves at spirit which i stocked
>>36985570i am psychic :^)
why can't i get in the bath reeeeee
>>36985863what number am i thinking of
I’m here to provide boy removal
god i love steel reserve>>36985905are u hot
>>36985911No I’m “cute”
>>36985944are you a cutebaiter that when people call you cute you say "nuh uh" so that they call you cute even more
>>36985944hmmmsource?
>>36985823Errors happen, best to check and see if you made an elementary mistake first (many variables need to be accounted for, check some tutorials).Not sure that would actually help (muh distro). Granted, I am probably too drunk to discuss anything of worth now.
>>36985863u r psychotic
>>36985877Doing so now
help me fix my life or i might do smth bad
>>36985861I bet, I'll talk to you soon. Assuming you are her, just take care of yourself, foreigner.
>>36985971AGP is pretty consistently decent on here. Also, she is from Canada too. Good nature pics she has.
>>36985898not a mindreader sadlyhave a very hard time even just reading people the normal wayI have premonitions n sucham like a modern day nostradamus
Set it on fire, put it out with a spade
>>36986011Right after I sing your praises, you decide to be a retard.
>>36986011do you see a rope and a chair in your future nostradamus?
anyone here diy? should I go to a doctor? i don't want anyone to know
evens play ds3 before bedodds daydream about ex bff a bitdubs work on gunpla>>36985973nice i just got out of the bath after forcing myself to get inhope you enjoy yours
>>36986033kek
>>36986055I did for a while because I got tired of office visits and labs.
>>36986033that's my specialty
>>36986062Paige, earlier this morning, you said that there's no trans genocide going on in the U.S., how do you explain things like this?>>36983373
>yeah i have premonitions, im basically nostradamus>oh except the unplanned pregnancy
>>36986095they deserved it
>>36986095>can't change a sex marker on your driver's license>genocidewhat loland that makes sense anyway, transwomen's sex isn't female so it wouldn't make sense to list it as suchwhat if you're in a car crash and need to identify your body, but can't because they're busy looking for a woman's body but all they have is yours
>>36986072>>36986079diy there's just so many options for which estrogen and aa to take it idk which is best would be easier if the doctor did it for me but I'm too scared to do that
>>36986063>You think I'm sarcastic?>You should hear...
>>36986116Paige, have you ever read the 10 steps to genocide? Texas is on Number 4. Dehumanisation. I'm not getting into this debate with you again. Trans women are women. Fact.
>>36986081Show me a decent nature pic then.
>>36986116why are they putting anyone who tries to do that on a registry, retard?
>>36986146Interesting, why not take a look in the other direction? You fucking faggot.
have y’all not considered the cis genocide trannies are waging?
>>36986146lol hysteria, im not gonna debate you either don't worry>>36986150rev up those fema camps KEK it's like annudah shoah!!!
>>36986154Other direction of what? What are you talking about? The vast majority of cis people think this dehuamnisation of trans people that the GOP is pulling is a distraction from real issues.
>>36986173you didnt answer the question
>>36986149nothing particularly new to share sadlyis the sky nature?
>>36986170great replacement except they're replacing boxers with panties
>>36986178"Deplorables", "Want to destroy democracy". "bad people", "monsters", "traitors", "want to destroy my country", "just terrible people".
>>36986184i don't see anything that mentions a registry
>>36986189It is, but how do I know that is you?Regardless, very good picture. I'll go ahead, and save it.
>>36986195boxers are so sexy
>>36986204I don't get your point. Am I supposed to sympathize with Trump supporters because Hillary called them deplorable 8 years ago or some shit? This election is literally a felon, vs. a woman who has been fighting for LGBT rights since at least the 2000s, possibly earlier
>>36986221yeah im never wearing panties. thats weird as fuck.
Is laffu taffy doing good?
i need a daddy bf who will hold me and let me kiss him and hug his leg and snuggle with him and who can >>36986240im neither of those sir, please change your diaper ur getting cranky
>>36986257>>36986263that does not apply to me obviously and i am a victim of bad luck so i am excused, i am trying my best, it is just bvery hard
>>36986222>Cries about dehumanization>Ignores it when it involves people they don't like
>>36986281Trump supporters aren't at risk for having their healthcare cut off in several states, or being arrested simply for using the restroom.
>>36986293meds diapershitter, you post 1000 pics of homura daily
>>36986296you're not at risk for being arrested for using the restroom either, as long as you use the correct one
UMM real quick are vibrators like good for trans women??? is it worth the money
>>36986117people normally start with estrace pills sublingual at 4mg then move up to 6 or 8. Also an antiandrogen like spiro or cyproterone. If you want to do injections it's good to have a nurse teach you how, but if you're brave you can learn from videos.
>>36986296>Been accused of High Treason>Not at risk for losing Bathroom privileges>High Treason is a death sentence
>>36986319yeah
>>36986330Are we talking about people who raided the Capitol on January 6, 2021? Because in that case, yes it's pic rel
god can u retards stop talking politics gb2 leddit if you want to be a normie
>>36986358Being trans is inherently political at the moment unfortunately.
>>36986361kys
>>36986367You know I'm right Larry (or Paige)
>>36986336100%???
>>36986350>High Treason vs. Treason>Doesn't understand the difference>Accused of High Treason, just for voting
>>36986218not gonna dox myself againbut I took that during one of the solar flareswe don't normally get the aurora my side of the norththe colours look better in the photo than they did with just bare eyes butvit was wildI've always wanted to go waaayyy further up northwhere it gets dark for like awhile type north and see the actual full blown thing
>>36986324yea, sorry, maybe i do not do my best but i am mentally ill and it is not easy for me, and i am worried for my life bc i am no longer able to kms and escape it so i am forced to live it, good or bad
>>36986373>GUYS U NEED TO VOTE VOTING MATTERSwhy don't you spend time volunteering to help ppl in your community instead of being a rabid dog for politicians who listen only to corporations>>36986374yes but i use a towel in between the vibrator and the pp, to deaden the vibrations bc otherwise it's too muchalso a dildo helps quite a bit
>>36986373and if you think it's tough being a transwoman, just imagine how fucking rough it must be for actual women
>>36986386I enjoyed the pic, AGP. Appreciate you sharing it, Canada has some beautiful views. How did you dox yourself? It was just you in the woods.
anuway gn tranny fremsim gonna get some sleep hopefully
>>36986433gn you
>if you made a friend or two then it might get a bit easieruntil they leave you for no reason
>>36986452It is rarely for no reason. Best to just understand the reason, even if that doesn't bring them back.
>>36986452maybe you didn't have enough in common. it takes a lot of time to meet people who you really connect with.
My voice is too gravely and crunchy, I wasn't born to be like this
>>36986062I did!I spent most of it reading this slow burn romcom about a couple of 40-something single moms becoming friends on a resort and the amount of joy these two havelmadeume happy cry twice in the first 58 pages
>>36986570i was angry and edgy and attention whoring bating, i never believed that, do not take seriously what an edgy loser living with his parents writes online loli have anger management issues..
>>36986570larry is what incel laf (who used to post trannies getting beat up,etc.) wasnow, will larry lafmaxx and mog thread? or whither away as a disgusting incel moid?
>>36986617i yap yap yap yap yap yap dailywhy insult me though?>>36986612i will die a man
>>36986632option 2 it isyou will never be goku
thank you buddies, i just calmed down and now you pissed me off again, you really deserve to suffer, you are not real anyway, why do i even bother idk
fulcrum, come in
>>36986652Bro, shut the fuck up. Why do you conduct yourself in such a manner?
>>36986668faded than a hoefaded than a hoefaded than a hoefaded than a hoefaded than a hoe
>>36986679omw to dabbington city, need i say more?
>>36986671Jesus Christ told me this night, that all of you niggas in this thread are out to get me, and i need to be really careful bc i really trust Jesus and god knows what harm you are capable of doing to me. i am the chosen one by god and the holy spirit and i have to achieve my mission and my duty until fullfilmen, i cannot let myself pray to satan and its demons and fail god. amen.
>>36986652you are not real bc you are simulations and creations of the devil.. god is testing my strength and composure with you rn and i am failing it.. sadly..
did navy kill rooty?
>>36986324if i was in the bucket with you i'd kill you and myself
larry v paige bitter crab duel in a bucket to the deathwho wins? would they just stop fighting an bitch and moan until dying of starvation?time will tell...
>>36986823paigeachi heshema is karata goated tho...but then again romanian folk are all inherently gud at judo and turkish oil wrestling so who knows
>>36986876idk whoever glasses break and or butt plug falls out first loses ig
What are y'all fuck asses up to?
>>36986941watching baseball. getting humbled.
>>36986950who's playing? I had a pretty good streak going here until I was humbled as well. https://youtu.be/2SVR6Y4Gs28?si=rKZUr3zaOOkGPxdx
>>36986955Nice
youre scary. i love you. bye.
call me the closer
>>36986328i just stay on that forever?
>>36987139>>36987139>>36987139
