last thread >>37010354qott: what do you struggle with the most, socially?
>>37017126I dont n I'm gonna go to a birthday party tomorrow I hope I find a good fit 4 it
>>37017126Me on the leftQott: paranoia, fear of being betrayed
>>37017145u should post fit pic once u decide what 2 wear
>wake up>pee>it's orange>fuck guess i'm dehydrated>drink 100+oz water rest of day>pee just now>still orangewtf
>qottmotivation, fear of rejection
>>37017219Let me be honest it's probably gonna be mid n rlly simple I can't wear anything fancy w this weather>>37017229No one cares about ur fucking piss
>>37017229I hate this, I stopped trying because hydration doesn't seem to help.
>>37017274ok. no one cares about a hon trying to find a honfit. you're gonna look like a gross ghoul regardless
sorry i dont have much to say to you or anyone anymorei thought i had a covenant a promise born witness by the universe but it was discarded like any other contractnot the first time its happenedi will never have that with another human ill never say the words again ill never blood bond againnoone else sees the act the ritualistic practice as i do and that is painfully obvious to methat dream that was on life support died maybe it was for the bestunrequited love and soulmates to strangers seems to be the story of my lifethe scars mark me foreverthankyou for humoring me in that moment of time amber
>>37017229Sounds like something you should talk to a doctor about if it goes on for a few days
>>37017335;~; hope you OK anon <3
>>37017314Kek.>>37017335New schizo just dropped
If you can't pass and be cute there truly is no point in trooning out. That's on god, and that's on for real for realies
>>37017335is that sum kind of vampire larp?
>>37017126>qottCommunication. I have problems getting my words out and adjusting my tone when nervous so I end up seeming really rude and abrupt. Also accidentally emit information when trying to tell people stuff which makes me seem all schizo and retarded. >>37017335So true bestie
>>37017229Eat less salt
ahktrually nvm im fine gonna go get meds in the first palce then vomit
>>37017386https://odysee.com/@utopia148800:6/Alabama-Nigger-by-Johnny-Rebel:c7
>>37017416emit or omit
paige should kill himself 100%
Hemlo frems i love u all teehee *rapes you*
>>37017502Meds r good
>>37017520Sorry omit not emit
>>37017551yeah i just got a notification that my estradiol is ready for pickupi feel like i could cryso ill get those then i guess i'll gt back on the venlafaxine toomaybe i'll feel a bit better in the next day or two i hop bc im close to attempting i think, more than in the last like 6 months or so but it can wait a few days to see if things improve ig
>>37017613Ooh congrats!!!!Hopefully it helps things mellow out, perfect timing by the sound of it
I'm out of ciggies
>>37017631thanks desu, would've preferred not going 2 months without it but now is better than later
>old people call me ''niña''>I am literally 20 years oldWhy are old people like this?
>>37017709I call anyone niño/a it's not about age moreso just rural slang type stuffPeople don't use words exactly by their definition only
>>37017709because you're very childish
also yeah r u sure you're not mishearing them? they r probably saying niño bc you're male
>>37017742I am NOT childish.>>37017740They call other people señorita/joven/caballero but I am niña for no reason.
>>37017709You're still a kid
>>37017767cabron
I call my spic bestie "latinx"
>>37017787he's cute i wish i cud b smart like him and have a boyfriend who is tall and handsome and a father figure
>>37017758Calm the sperg tard>>37017767Maybe you just look young? Fuck do I know
>>37017768Fake.>>37017784They only say cabrón in Mexico we say boludito.>>37017758No because I pass.
>>37017126what happened to hrtgen
>>37017804>boluditoSo Argentina no?
>>37017804thanks for the kek
>>37017798>have a boyfriend who is tall and handsome and a father figuresame...
my wife is out there. hopefully also likes playing video games
>>37017126>qottGetting talked over by dudesGetting unwanted attention in the gym from dudesRunning out of lesbian romance novelsHaving to wait for inheritance to clear are it debt and all my eventual surgeriesThe fear that eventually pressure from shitty in-laws will make my partner stop loving me
>>37017695God that image is cursedAnd yeah it would have been better but such is life, atleast it should be sorted now
>>37017816Yes.>>37017802I don't look young I look twenty years old, that's ancient already.
>>37017854>that's ancient already.Como vuelvas a decirme eso te voy a partir la boca entiendes?
>>37017854Oof
>>37017864Estoy en el mismo rango etario que Jungkook de BTS o sea ya es muy viejo.
It's insane how much better men are at life. Like we're literally just pretending to be women but we're still better at being women then real women are. Fucking nutty
>>37017874Viejo es 40 años para arriva que coño dices
>>37017126>qottI have autism and struggle understanding metaphoric language like emotions and feelings and shit.I am scared of men.Finding good spices in my country.
OK yeah I'm going to start using proper grammar if I sound even slightly as retarded as these guys holy shit
necessito un grande pene en mi bússy ahora, por favor
>>37017126>qottmeeting new people/having anything in common with them.
>>37017854>I look twenty years old, that's ancient already.pedophile mindset
>>37017985Lmao wut?
Serious talk:how many of you had abusive/manipulative partners?
>>37018004i havemultiple timesexclusively actuallyi have never been in a healthy relationship
>>37018013What's your thoughts on it?
>>37018004Starting to think it might not be such a good idea to hook up with my ex
>>37018035Do not stick your ween in crazy
>>37018035Mind if I ask why?As you can guess I think I've had an epiphany and I want to make sure it was a stroke of genius and not just a regular stroke.
>>37018004maybe a bit emotionally manipulative but never really abusive i don't think.
>>37018004my parents have been extremely amazing, just look out how fine i turned out, the other kids at school were even better..
Make city covered in mold that's big AI to self regulate city and talk to orcasA place for humans to live and interface to network with ecological computers and alternative neural networksAnd the people in the city are also a computer because they live in gated logic channelsThoughts?
>>37018057Well, emotional manipulation is a form of abuse as far as I'm aware, so...>>37018058I sense a tingle of sarcasm.
>>37018052I'm not the one sticking my ween in things and you don't know how gently he hits me when we're alone>>37018055He has a temper and the language barrier makes communication difficultAlso just not alot in common
>>37018093A temper?
>>37018076ehh it was mutual mental health issue behaviour and we grew out of it so i don't rly think the relationship was as bad as "manipulative" or "abusive" insinuate.
>>37018031wdymit sucks but it's comfortable abusive partners look for vulnerable people, and i feel like it's pretty obvious that i'm a vulnerable people. im very anxious irl and look scared and lonely and the guys attracted to that tend to be the kind of guys who can exploit thatit sucks not having any boundaries because you're afraid any resistance you give will be enough reason for them to leave you, so you end up doing revolting things because he wants you to just to degrade youaccepting shit you wouldn't let happen to other people bc you feel like it's the price for lovefeeling confused and suspicious when someone isn't abusive to the point you ruin even friendships bc you can't function like a normal person unless you totally subdue yourself to th point you hardly interact with them at allfeeling confused and disoriented no matter what, until you break up then you're confused and disoriented again until you acclimate to the deathly loneliness and then you fall further and further into feeling like a crying hurt lonely child until you open yourself up to getting hurt again and everything feels so perfect until you fuck things up or he fucks it up and it keps going around in circles and cycles until your body gives out and you die i fucking hate iti even feel the bpd strings pulling when interacting with my dadfeel depressed as fuck when i text him and he doesn't immediately respond and then feel elated when he does even though i hate him except when i think he's perfect and then extend that to every single interaction with every single person when whenever they talk it feels like they're trying to make you flinch or are twisting a knife in your heart living is literal hell>>37018072i don't think you understand half of the words in your paragraphwhat drugs are you on
>>37018072I don't want to interface, all others do is hurt me
>>37018110>>37018113you guys dont understand you need to level up int
>>37018099Like nothing major, I just get uncomfortable when people get angryAlso the previous breakup was very messyI just don't really feel like things are any different than before and desu he has been kinda lovebombing me latelyI don't know if it would be a good idea to break things off at this pointAnd it's not like anyone else will take me
>>37018072Get in the funking mold shinji
addicted to persona 3 reload
>>37018110>it sucks but it's comfortableThat is a very poetic way to say it>feeling confused and suspicious when someone isn't abusive to the point you ruin even friendships bc you can't function like a normal person unless you totally subdue yourself to th point you hardly interact with them at allThat... Can you elaborate on that?I have a friend I lost recently. They always said I was super sweet and kind, and that I'd always be a great friend, and they seemed to become more and more distant.In short: your PoV sounds very relevant.
>>37018093It's a guy ? Nevermind do whatever you want
>>37018123>And it's not like anyone else will take meIs it really true? Or do you feel that way?How would you know?
Thinking about trooning out but not sure if I have gender dysphoria or i'm just more of a next level faggot and want to evolve it ya know? idk
I'm hungry and know very well I won't sleep if I don't eat but I shouldn't eat until tomorrow morning. Tf do I do
>>37018195>i'm just more of a next level faggot and want to evolve itexplain
>>37018195Think long term (hardmode)
>>37018184Wow ok thanks great to hear wonderful funking never again with you>>37018187I dont
>>37018195>or i'm just more of a next level faggot and want to evolve it ya know?blanchard would like to speak to you
>>37018173i guess i mean that i don't want to hurt anyone so i have to keep that distance, because i don't really know how to handle healthy relationships and i don't want to drag others down or bring them into the maelstromhealthy relationships feel unattainable and so i tend to just experience them from the outside and if a good person gets close to me im afraid what's wrong with me will spread to them,and make them unhealthy
>>37018219What. You sound mad. I just like crazy guys and I'm promoting their happiness.
i love jacking off my penis AS A GIRL it's just way better
I just won a League of Legends ranked game in my country.
Is it even possible to have a dating profile as a lesbian tranny who only is attracted to cis girls and not come off as a rapehon even if you pass because like I don't know how
>>37018219I know I'm just a guy on the internet and we'll never talk after this, but, there are other people who would love to love you.Real love, one that respects you and about helping you be the best you you could ever be.I don't know how long it will take, or where you'll meet them, but, before that, there's some love to do, love from yourself, to yourself.Know your worse, and don't let people disrespect you and abuse you, that's both how you keep the assholes at bay, and attract real people.t. some bloke who's seen it and knows a thing or twoI really and truly wish you the best in life, and yes, you deserve the best.
i wish i was never born, i just hate humanity and everything, i hope there comes a nuclear war and everything fucking dies already..
here comes larry with some more dear diary posts like anyone gives a fuck. tell it to a noose you retarded life failure lmao
>>37018244I don't think I do thoNo even sure I'm into guys anymore>>37018279Kinda hard to but I'll tryThankyou I think I'll try asserting some boundaries today, wish me luck
>>37018237Sounds a bit like a self-fulfilling prophecy, wouldn't you say?I don't think you'd bring other people down, and good friends will stick around with you, even when you're having a rough time. Yeah, there's not many like that around, unfortunately, but oh damn are they worth the effort.And all you have to do, is be considerate, keep the door open to them, and love them, your way.
>>37018282that's rough champ, u wanna post ur penis to feel better?
>>37018279>just lower your standards to the fat uggos and you'll find real loveugh it's always fat uggos who spread this propoganda. like no dude you're not getting a shot you're gross and nobody with a smidge of self respect is buying it
>>37018310I believe in you.Make yourself attractive by being a strong and self-respecting person. You've got it!
>>37018282Sorry things suck rn but pleeease try to focus your efforts into something constructive and honestly seek medication
>>37018315Who are you quoting
>>37018298>>37018312dear diary: this faggot is annoying and should get raped by a pack of wolves, or gaped and raped by a grizzly bear or even worse a bunch of darkies, i will pray to jesus every day for that to happen>>37018325thanks yo, will try my best
>>37018322ThanksAnd Idm being pathetic but only for the right person, I don't want to live like this
>>37018279*Worthnot "worse". Dyslexia out to get me as of recent.
>>37018335Yw larryHope things get better soon>>37018341Lol dw, I managed to control the part of my brain that said you did it on purpose
>>37018338And to find this right person with who you can be cute and 'pathetic' you need to stand for yourself first. That's the big trick.
>>37018332boiled down your entire post to what you meant ya dumb fatty
>>37017126>what do you struggle with the most, sociallyThe energy it takes.
>>37018349It's okay, I will doubt and chastise myself for us both.
>>37018350Yeah I keep hearing that
my parents aren’t home..?time to dress up, smoke, and touch myself! WIN!
>>37018369Congrats!!!
issue...
>>37018311>good friends will stick around with you, even when you're having a rough timei used to think thatthen my best friend and dearest love of almost 2 decades stopped talking to me for seemingly no reason, after our last words being "i love you"and then after that, i had built an entire social/friend group over the span of a year or two, and lost every single one of those friends overnight because of a stalker saying i was a neonazi terrorist. none of them reached out to me, nobody cared. none of the people i had thought i let myself be close with considered that maybe i wasn't a terrorist recruiting for other terrorists. people who i had struggled with and laughed with and drank with, people who saw me get taken to a hospital bc i drank too much at a group event.nobody, not a single person, has ever endeavored to keep in touch with me, even if i've tried in touch to stay in touch with them. I'm just not worth it, and I don't think i should subject others to methere's no hope for some peoplethe man i loved abandoned memy friends abandoned memy father abandoned menobody is close to meeven my mother and our dog i feel are just putting up with me bc of obligation and sheer pity
>>37018390sounds like you're a shitty and annoying person and unloveable so makes sense ya
all of you should unironically kill yourselves, you are a waste of space, you dirtbags
>>37018355Did you? I'm a bit of an idiot, could you spell it out for me? I'd be very interested in hearing your thought process!
>>37018390Fuck iktf
>>37018416Is this larry again?
>>37018390>why can't I act like a retarded faggot and people stick aroundjeez real mystery
>>37018441why do you care? kys you sack of shit
>>37018390>i used to think thatI get you.Right now I'm chatting with some people, all of us had to deal with the same person.Had to deal with horrible rumors, losing a great friend to that person's manipulation, watching as virtually nobody even simply asked me my side of things.But some of them did.Some of them did after realizing they were in the same boat as me.And me? Well I know I stick around, because I know a thing or two about shit hitting the fan and how to fix problems.That's why I can tell you that good people will stick around. But there is indeed not a lot of them around.And, to be fair, some people become good people after doing some stupid and hurtful things.In short: I think your world view might come more from pain and trauma than reality. And that's fair, so that's why I give you my PoV, so you know that, even if you haven't met them yet, good friends do exist.Don't give up.
nyckel com/pretrained-classifiers/gender-detector/ah yes another AI brainwormed has spawned
>>37018502thanks desu, hopefully one day things will get better
niggers
>>37018478Eh fair
do I pass 19 6months hrt
>>37018560do i know you
>>37018560Why do you ask every day?
>>37018532As long as you're alive anything is possible.I guess it's easy for me to say because I'm a loner and very happy with who I am, but anyone can be their own best friend, first step is spending a lot of time with yourself, and that's not always fun.
>>37018588because I fucking can
why do parents hate their childrenshouldn't have created me then dickhead
>>37018560no, you are a hon
>>37018599does your name start with an a and end with an i
>>37018599Right but what's the point? No answer is correct
>>37018585are you based in Wales
>>37018615no lol it starts with j
>>37018560I know girls like these.
do i pass43 years old 1 week hrt
>>37018603You're overestimating the long term thinking capabilities of cunts.
>>37018655You are all posting pictures of actual girls and this is a huge prank
>>37018655looks like a dude w long hair
>walking by to throw out trash>some guy says my dead name and tries to say hi>look like three times and keep walkingwhy am i so autistic
>estradiol won't be ready until mondaysobbing n shitting myself>>37018687it's probably the autism
>>37018687el traumatismo
>>37018687i dont acknowledge people who call me my deadname either its kind of a chad move tbdesu
>>37018703i looked like immediately too. still naturally responding to my deadname fmlfuck my gay lifefeels rly shitty to hear ppl irl still use it lmao but i didnt even see who the guy was so im assuming it was someone i met a while ago>>37018722ya..
>>37018731ya i kept walkingi tried to likekind of play it off and see who was randomly yelling. probably failed miserably at it but w/eall the ppl who call me by my dead name are just ppl i havent come out to except my family :^) so its w/e i know he didnt mean anything bad by it
gracamole kills the thread
>>37018733honestly it's a pretty rough guy name, iirc we have the same onei used to flinch whenever someone would say "awesome" lole
>>37018655Evil devil womanMurdereyes Lord protect me
as opposed to (you) monoposting and paige rageposting through a month of complete hormone death..>>37018817so true bestie
>>37018857Stay off of my kitten.
>>37018878*2 dollars a week larping rapehon
>>37018960I was wrong. She's based and coolpilled
>>37018878Kitty got claws
gm
>>37019057Wife
>>37019047Nono You were right
>>37019077Non
>>37019057i wish i could be a speck as creative as you desu, your drawings are all so great
>>37019091Yis
>>37019097NAH
is it gay 2 miss the feeling off an erect dick in your throat
>>37017274slacks and an untucked long sleeve button down?
>>37019070oh ye i forgor i got married 2 anon lul. cool.>>37019096i just bite other ppl shit desu. i mean it all comes outta my head but its all from somewhere else in a way. garbage in garbage out etc. just start doodlin. see wut happens. nothing happens? go look at stuff, then think about stuff u looked at next trime u try make a doodle thats all
>>37019047yayyy>>37018878meow>>37018857im a nice girl
>>37019140hood idea
>>37019160>nice girl
>>37019186Bro is neither of those things
>https://youtu.be/YRpGFi8-0FEall day im redeployin vms and responding to alerts this is the fuckin DREAM shout out to our homie emo
>>37019123Eh too lazy sure whatevs ..baka
>>37018072what if you have asthma
>>37019186what am i if not a nice girl>>37019266the orcas will take care of it by doing calculus with the tides
>>37019140I made potato salad can you bring it to the neighbours and plant that microphone I ordered?>>37019160Deamon womanEvil sinister Nice hair tho
>>37019280this is a face of pure kindness
>>37019260Ur not in an anime>>37019277You're both nice and evil
>>37019289Reminds me of my ex from nearly 10 years ago
>>37019295im like mika>>37019300i was 11 10 years ago
>>37019309Well my ex and I were 17.
>>37019280ion wanna participate in espionage. also anya is noicefrem i think stop fightin lol
construction workers are redoing our roof and they didn't get to finish yetit rained this morning and there were literal roof leaks in our entire apartmentwhy did they not redo the roof when they refurbished these apartments 2 years agoim so fucking tired man
Give up already. You know it's over. This false hope and clinging on is pathetic. Dreams dead. It's been dead. Give up.
>>37019370the dream only dies if you let it
>>37019370simmer down didanon ur getting too excited lately
>>37019370https://youtu.be/Z_EZtAygW78
>thought I was boy moding>Mom super against me girlmoding>Finally tell her I want to be a girl>Finally you can stop pretending like you're some weird big tittied man>Tfw no one told me
>>37019486
>>37019289Yes you have my mother's eyes>>37019295Pff says you I'm literally the protagonist>>37019331But the neighbours keep speaking in that funny language and I wanna know what they're sayyiiinnngggg And dw I'm only joking, very much hope Anya doesn't think I actually think ill of her
>>37019504im fluent in neighbour.ill go n see wussup.yeh.
>>37019366Landlords desuHad a leak in my ceiling that got fixed by drilling a hole thru the roof and just letting the water run out through a hose
>>37019504all I hear is south african fucking nonsense and a woman and kid getting beaten whenever a saturday doesn't go too well, found the husbands grindr too which is fuckin wild
>>37019504I'm the protag tho.
>>37019486and also.but fr tho congratties on ur natties. lookin gud.
>>37019370Yeah I know but I'm going to enjoy my final days while I can :3>>37019517OK and check out what those devil symbols are about>>37019531Literally sounds like my home town but more racist somehow>>37019534Oh guess I'm the antagonist rip
>>37019552Nah you're a background character.
>>37019552thats a filipino flag apparently...they've also invited us to mass on sunday. ill iron ur suit.
>>37019574the only thing that makes me not want to kill myself from reading this is that its 1. bait, and 2. from a chaser, who posts on tttt
>you can tell where my swim suit was from my sunburnim gonna peel so fucking hard ;_;unsee album#b9QsMMtk8Rp7
>>37019548Literally me thinking no one cares or can see them.
>>37019599oink oink, you will never be pretty
Me when I see yaoi
You're all trendies and it's soooooooo painfully obv
>>37019657and you will never not be a flesh wallet for everyone in your life <3
couldve transitioned when i was 16 but now im 22. i was constantly confused for a girl as a teenager but now im just a gangly effeminate failed male. it drives me to tears to look in the mirror and see the shape of my body and the rough skin stretched across my gorilla sized skeleton and wonder what could have been. should i just kill myself?
>>37019671yes, do it
https://youtu.be/9qcgC0S_shEFirst time they put music similar to their old game in n it's the first time it's actually worth listening toHopefully they keep going this way instead of half assing something similar to genshin but with a quarter of the budget. Tho that could go for the whole game
>>37019671does it feel better if you pin e? if so, then just fucking do it, you'll never pass in your own head anyway so you may as well throw a couple down range at the chance yeah, work on your brainworms later but you're wasting fucking time, do it
I’m contemplating opening a discord and media account (fuck OF) to post angle scum lewd pics (and maybe faceless vids), to cope instead of fucking offing myself from how much I fucking hate being alive.Atleast I can be productive and give the public something they enjoy (my looks/fetishism) instead of ending it early.
>>37017126Friend of mine started on estrogen patches and they've been feeling sleepy all day for the past few days. Do you know any reason why this could be happening? I'm trying to help them but I'm not sure how as I don't know much about MTF meds, and doc isn't open on the weekend.Furthermore, how do you learn more about MTF meds?
>>37019747Anti andro is way too high, adjustment period expected, also she's just an unmotivated lazy fuck
>>37019748>She walked so I could run :')based and it's over pilled
>>37019701disc?
>>37019791Ill post socials when ive lost the last of my fucking sanity after an upcoming therapy session. Just wanted to whine and vent today. Thx for reading my blog.
>be me>a few months ago>someone hacks into all my accounts>There's one message board where I get back into my account and post a thread about my account being hacked>he breaks into my account a second time and posts "Phew, that was close. Don't worry guys, I got rid of the guy hacking my account." before locking me out again>anyway, by the end of the day I reclaim and patch up my accounts>do a Google search for his email address, since he used his email sometimes when controlling my accounts >he's a 15 year old and posts some things elsewhere implying he has a bad home life>feel sympathy for him>"Poor kid. Now that this is all over I do feel kind of bad for him. He's probably really unhappy to do something like this.">the next day>he breaks into all of my accounts and locks me out of them again>"Okay fuck feeling sorry for him I'm going to take him down" So I contacted the admins of the websites he hacked me on and got them to IP ban him. Was my reaction malebrained? Would I have been more fembrained if I'd just been passive because girls aren't supposed to get angry?
>>37019660i trooned in 2010 b4 it was cool
people who commit violent crimes should stay in prison until they're rehabilitated
>>37019869Which one are you, so I know whether this is a loss or not?
>>37019870you're a retard for allowing your accounts to be hacked multiple times by a script kiddy and you're a weirdo for stalking him
>>37019869Don't become a whore nigger
>>37019870Try not using the same fucking password everywhere. Use different emails. Don’t click sus links. Stop getting fucking scammed, holy shit.The little shit technically broke federal crime, but I hope it sparks him into the IT field.
Czaserslovakia
>>37019917just smoked, and i already got the agp clothes lined up 8)
>>37019884If you’re asking which trip, or if i’ve posted face pic; neither. I’ve only recently restarted lurking this shithole and more so sad post. I’ll either post my socials when i’m ready, offed myself, or some miracle changed my bpdemon fucked mind.>>37019895Persuade me. The alternative have just been thoroughly researching exit strategies. Fucking unironically losing it here.
>>37019956Just get a life, make friends, indulge in a hobby, improve yourselfBy whoring yourself out while being a suicidal mentally ill person all ur gonna do is open the door to abuse and fuck urself over
got more ciggies, we gud meow
do i pass the turing test?
>>37019956Ok enough doomposting. You're gonna fuckin make it, so look forward to your future
>>37019992you have to pass captcha to post
>>37020009wise
helicopters make a paranoifying sound
>>37019978Technically don’t plan to sleep with or share my body with anyone. Too fucking anxious in that department. Just the thought of garnering attention with lewd content, if even from fuckbois and gooners might fill some emotional void in me. Think a part of me is hoping it simultaneously pushes me over the edge to reflect in a mirror and see how degenerate of an existence i live, and to finally end it.>Make friends, live life, have hobbiesHave been trying to run this gambit for years. I’m so tired of being cycled out of friend groups. If it was enough to just do my hobbies and exist, I would, but my brain is non-stop consumed with the need to have some semblance of a meaningful social connection. But my personality is so surface layer, and i’m too fucked either trauma wise or autistim to function regularly enough to keep decent friends.>>37019997I’m so tired anon.
>>37019893>and you're a weirdo for stalking himI... wasn't? This was the exact same day he broke into all my accounts. I looked up the email he used when breaking into my accounts for my own safety because I didn't know who this person was or whether he was dangerous. He was the one stalking me by breaking into my accounts on multiple unrelated websites.
Ab work at the end of snatch and cnj day whee
>>37020098
ugh it's thunderingkinda scary>>37020098based desuneed my gym tranny arc
>>37020107This is a general for trans women, so...?
>>37020073I don't understand, how are you a real person?
>>37020122It's the only part that went properly today, tooÍ'm too far forward on my snatches, and my cleans aren't fully extending on the second pullI hope your gym arc goes better <3
I love server errors
>>37019936blaze 4 tha male gaze.rock on etc.
>>37020137ur gaslighting me
>>37020098honest q, do you use any of the ai workout routine apps? or are you going /fraud/ tier and just running ss or a p+p, I gotta get back into it so hard and every time I see this shit I feel slightly less shit about it
>>37020098ygmi etc
>>37020152Help me understand yourself, you are intelligent enough to have gone through a good college and have a degree yet you are working in a grocery store for a min wage slave salary and spend your free time on 4chan and masturbating to sissy captions, also are you even on estrogen?
>>37020167I'm running LSUS for beginners, with some swapping in for my accessory work based on my weaknessesWhen I'm feeling more bodybuilding for workout meso, I run a RP physique template
>>37020191>Help me understand yourself, you are intelligent enough to have gone through a good college and have a degree yet you are working in a grocery store for a min wage slave salary and spend your free time on 4chan and masturbating to sissy captions?i suppose i am>also are you even on estrogen?over 5 years now
>>37020089>i looked up the email he used when breaking into my accounts for my own safety because i didn't know who this person was or whether he was dangerous. he was the one stalking me by breaking into my accounts on multiple unrelated websites.if it was a dangerous person do you really think they would have used an email address that was tied to their personal identity. even if it was a dangerous person, how would that information benefit you. were you going to find him irl and tell him to knock it off. once you realized that it was a 15 year old, you read even more about him to deduce that he had a bad home life instead of locking down your accounts and moving on. this still matters so much to you that now you're asking trannies if you're "malebrained" or "fembrained" for harassing some 15 year old on the internet. you're a strange character.
>>37020142ty ;-;theres one across town but no car and can't walk there so its just like hhhhh cant gostill extremely sad they closed down the gym next door. a group of personal trainers bought it with brand new equipment and im pretty sure theyre laundering money bc its always dead and the building is EXPENSIVE
>>37020211Why tho, why why why? Why are you not working on a job related to your degree and making more money!?Also why not be a model as well, you could look like hunter if you wanted
>>37020225>Why are you not working on a job related to your degree and making more money!?it’s hard to get those>why not be a model as well, you could look like hunter if you wantedeverything you have seen of me has been anglefrauded to hell
What the fuck. Redpill me on parrot, is she always this retarded and insane?>once you realized that it was a 15 year old, you read even more about him to deduce that he had a bad home life instead of locking down your accounts and moving on.Both facts were contained in the exact same message>for harassing some 15 year old on the internetWhat the fuck? How did I harass him? I was planning to leave him entirely alone and only took mild action after he broke into all of my accounts a third time after I'd seemingly locked them all down.
>>37020198zased, im on that battle rope and dog walk cardio shiiiit
stretchmarks can b v fukin cool sometimes.
certified sadposting vibes4ever alonemakes it hard to feel pretty at all doesnt it
>>37020254are you supposed to make eye contact during sex?
>>37020251parrot is an autistic black with room temp iq and baits with "i was just pretending to be retarded"
>>37020251>both facts were contained in the exact same message"and posts some things elsewhere implying he has a bad home life"that's not what you said.>what the fuck? how did I harass him?by going out of your way to get him banned from a community which he cares about.
>>37020272I do generally but it depends on if you can stand to wake up next to the cunt you're sleeping with
Any dumb niggers in the chat?
>>37020254Battle ropes are fun and your dog looks fierce and delightful!
>>37020282Yeah, I do feel bad if that made him depressed, but it felt necessary for my safety. I was willing to let it go after the first time, but him immediately jacking all my accounts a second time after giving them all much stronger passwords made me feel kind of scared.
>>37020275girl catch up on the manga ;;;;;;;new arc beginning and it's going to be SO fucking good
>>37020299omg is that a black lab? they look so precious T_T
>>37020073I wud take u on a helicopter ride uwu
>>37020312>but him immediately jacking all my accounts a second time after giving them all much stronger passwords made me feel kind of scareda secure password isn't enough >>37020273(you)
>>37020331Who's the protagonist this arc?
grabin some bitchhazel wipes take care of dem poopers ya heard?
>>37020331Too busy killing people killanick is a machineOr looking up peoples pics to spam them while stalking them
>>37020340She's a coated xoloitzcuintliShe looks a lot like a shrunk lab with looooooong legs and a partially naked tummyShe's also cat software running on dog hardware
vanity sob
>>37020342nvm ur actually just retarded
I can't ever girl mode what's the point of hrt, i should keep lifting
>>37020350o this is laguna hhhin that case start op it's peak;_;
>>37020383Nah that was Nick, and one piece is shite
>>37020379heck ya get swole sis
>>37020299Little shit is the only reason I get up in the morn desu, husky alarm clock better than any pwo or discipline
>>37020379Just do bothBe a girl and liftThere's tons of girls who lift There's even a bunch of cis girls who lift and have broad fucking shoulders and no hips/ass to speak of
>>37020354SHE IS SO PRECIOUS I LOVE HERi miss having doggies ugh
>>37020394
>>37020387u cant gaslight me oinklover
>>37020410Fuck didya call me nigger?
>>37020392I keep trying to convince my wife we need a 3rd dog who is larger than the other two, and that it should be a huskyShe's not buying itSo maybe I'll sell her on a beagle or a basset hound instead I love husky alarm mode>>37020408OH I LOVE THEM!!!>>37020394She's our little pest control criminal
erm.. GUYS.......?
>>37020423yes ma'am?
>>37020427Bros preparing to kill lgbt beware
>>37020419I NEED U TO TRIP IM TOO STUPID FOR THIS UGHGHHand no op is so good t-t>>37020427the anime is literally going to be non stop bangers from now on i NEED to catch upwhat chapter r u on?
>>37020427If you're going to throw your life away you should at least toss a Hail Mary at finding happiness first. Maybe fly to Colorado to try to win eve back or something like that? All else fails you can do the murder suicide thing instead.
>>37020421only husky owners get it but the howls the cuddles the little tantrums, all of it so worth it, creature is built to be expressive and beautiful in its own way, sometimes my boy just howls till I sleep on his bed with him or he wants to sleep on the bed with us, fuckin based animal// this is owl exterminator crew, love those little dudes and dudettes, surround yourself with animals not people
>>37020455OP is slop with the most poor writing I've seen coping with now having good animation and by just pushing out more filler with barely any long term relevanceThere's a saying with writing that goes "If I had more time I would've written a shorter letter", Oda shoved that up his ass and put the energy from it right back to 2 more irrelevant arcs being carried by animationDbz shits on it
nobody treats me like a normal person
>>37020494Agree
mtfg discord invite when
>>37020393it's easier to lift having testosterone in my body and i can't ever be a girl
>>37020514lean beef patty bro
>>37020514I'll give u a tip, get stoned before you workout
why does a government bother perpetuating itself?
>>37020514Lydia Valentin Perez mogs your lifts and she's natty
>>37020494idk if we were talking about part 2 before the climax of wano id agree. i thought that all of the arcs prior to egghead, zou, and the end of wano were extremely mid.i just did not like the kozuki saga at all and i even thought dressrossa was extremely midimo though egghead was one of the best arcs in part 2 and is probably my top 3 of all timeeverything from both parts really came together and it was an extremely good payoffim very excited for elbaf bc its been hyped up for ages and is picking up after all that happened in eggheadas for the anime itself, yeah part 2 especially has been awful besides the last year. one pace helps with that a lot but even then ehhh
>>37020577nobody cares anymore man you're old news old lgbt, move on champ, lang gangs done and gone
>>37020571wait so ur caught up then? holy fucking basedthe five elders WAS insane omfg. samurai ghandi is my absolute favorite oh my lord i cant WAIT to see the confrontation animated
>>37020571Never know till you try, better than jumping straight to death without giving your all to win the person you've always loved.
>>37020601nup, navy dindu nuffins
>>37020540what>>37020553i already am >>37020566i go for aesthetics and hypertrophy
>>37020561its a power center, people join to gain power, like a gang. it would end if it were optional but they use force to steal from people that live within its territory.
>>37020572Sunk cost fallacy slop tends to be popular and the fans of it relentless, after all, if I spent 1000 hours catching up, I can't just admit it's bad can I?
>>37020610Then run RP female physique competitor templates and become another anavarbie
>>37020628cool nobody gives a fuck about forty year old nobodies bro
>>37020601I want navy's warm embrace. I want to run away with her, just the two of us. we'll buy a sailboat and live and love like pirates til the end of our days.
What I wouldn't give to be in her position
>>37020620true ig but i caught up by the end of part 1 and genuinely thought it was goodidno ill be a part 2 hater but the arc that just ended has fr been incredibleim also obsessed with the looney tunes form ngl
>>37020649Send er my contacts nick I bet we'd get along
>>37020649I was thinking more like show up at her front door wrapped in a bow. Good luck though, I hope things get better for you.
>https://youtu.be/jUVDmVM9RtA?si
>>37020655I only bother with long media like that if the start is gripping and worthwhileMost aren't willing to eat 10 piles of shit to get a bit of ice cream at the end when they could be avoiding that whole initiation ritualThough media of that kind plainly has the advantage of more hours committed giving anything regarding it more enjoyment
>>37020643This sounds pretty nice ngl
i need to form genuine friendships with women to feed my forced feminization fetish
>>37020709why did you ghost your cis f friend then
>>37020709It's weird, but I simply exist as a gym hon and keep making more friends who are women. It's really comfy and I'm grateful for them all.
>>37020728because she was fat and ugly
>>37020728because i’m scared of her and also i enjoy hanging out with the idealized version of my friends that i form in my head more than the real ones>>37020732omg that’s so hot. do you feel ashamed? i would feel so ashamed.
It's weird how so many of my favorite characters have red as their main color and are traumatized tall peopleAt this point I'll just blame it on this being almost a stereotype
stop the off-topic anime discussion bros
>>37020785wrong 1 you gotta use the sugar free silver one you fuckin nonce
>>37020773No I don't, because even before the hormones I was typically friends with more women than dudes. It feels nice to be generally accepted IRL, even if by here standards I'm some kind of broad-shouldered monstrous beast setting back trans acceptance or whatever
>>37020788you are literally a pedophile
>>37020785I only post Korean and Chinese shit I'm anti Japanese
>>37020803ahahahah k
>>37020792meh that feels less hot to me darn
>>37018860 Any tips?
>>37020830Kek
>>37020808thoughts on black myth wukong?
>>37020824Sorry I'm not living your fetish, or whatever, and am just being a person?
>>37020838BLACK NIGGERS
>>37020851i still would swap places with you
>>37020867Bruv stop scrolling up my discord dms and jus send her my cord
Yo add me on the cord
>>37020867Never know until you try like I said, also I already know about being betrayed I don't need a repeat lesson.
>>37020912drop your sn nigga
https://open.spotify.com/track/4sEVHFujmS8Rzp6RHEooEAShits just peak what can I say
>>37020885Eve isn't anywhere near cute enough or top enough for you trust me.
>>37020945not gonna click ur virus bro
>>37020947Never been interested sexually lol I just want more people to talk to on discord>>37020953It's legit tho trust
>>37020970true enough
>>37020970How long till you die?
>>37020970I invented fascism to fuck your day up meth head, hows the tunnels under vegas? How about hammer dan hows he goin?
>>37020970Is that a verb and a slur, or just a slur?
>>37020970ur fave activity?
>>37020999>>37021000Double dunked by trips of justice
why would anyone be interested in the horsefaced crimson chin named eve?
>>37020970wanna go watch federal court sessions sometime
>>37021038Is that fucking quagmire holy shit
>>37021038Literally who?Half of the transfemme population is named eveAnd the girl in the pic looks like my stepsister did when she was like 15Please don't post underage b& here
nothing in this world is more based then a right wing tranny frfr
>>37021062lurk more newfag
>>37019577Yeah sounds about right >>37019581Thank babe
>>37021078Nigga you were posting pica only you had on passgen the moment I posted there ur gonna have to try way harder w the larp
>>37020970Sup Lukas Hardin
>>37017274i do care uglycel
i wish i wasn’t trans and didn’t have dysphoria so i could really force fem myself :/
>>37021098go back to manmode gen you literal full grown ass bearded bald man
>>37021102Get off the internet lil bro, ppl like you shouldn't have access to the internet
>>37021102u fukin sissy
>>37021076I'm sorry I don't recognize the main characters not indulging in their bpd x high school bully larp outside of nicer ones like emo, grace, tyty, motoko, etc?>>37021063Haha yeah leopards eating my face party is based and meatpilled
>>37021126Maybe
back home. acquired cats.
Janny I'm downright startin to get pissed I won't denyImma need some balls being taken away real fast
>>37021113without the internet i might’ve been a normal person>>37021115:)
>>37021148Post cats
>>37020700picrel could be us
>>37021159theyre hiding under my bed right now still getting settled in
>>37021092Ugly ass mofo got that norwood level rising
>>37021162Bros scared of getting rejected you after telling you they're over 19 I can't blame em
>>37020499Same
>>37021162>>37021174Something like this but in a less insulting way
things go well your eyes dilate you shake and im high
>>37020647Left or right?
>>37021181HAHAHAHA
>>37021167I wish I had those guns. Can you sail anon?
>>37021187Right
>>37020830Squats
>>37021098wheres ur boy demon
why are women so conformatble with saying misandrist things rights in front of me?
>>37021211Where is your boy tonight I hope he is a gentleman
>>37021202BasedBased either way but still
>>37021227Passing stuff
>>37021236have u considered transitioning u have the mental characteristics to fit right in
>>37021227Because they made the grave mistake of thinking you are a mentally healthy woman <3
Ugggh
>>37021249?>>37021258i told them i’m he/him they know this tho
>>37021252Gm mado how much did they pay you to shit in the jar?
>>37021243Second half of Hebrews 13:5-6?
did im brown poster die
>>37021275They made the mistake of thinking you are the average transbian/biscum tranny and wanted to sex you
>>37021252>not longBased>>37021254Way ahead of you toots
I'm transitioning into a lemon
>>37021288no shes alive >>37021298is this the personality that has transitioned
>>37021295they don’t know i’m trans they don’t have a clue
>>370213038kunGlad you're not going on at noun tho
>>37021320lol
>>37021260Things better with the gf now?
>>37021303virus link dont click
>>37021330i’m serious
>>37021320So they think you're ftm or nb?You really shouldn't be looking for solutions from me desu
>>37021336Dw I know mados game
>>37021340Aren't you 6' 3" or in the neighborhood?
google.com
>>37021252where do u think you'll move
>>37021368nope
>>37021368Normal as ever babes <3 love u for that
>>37021342there are rumours in the workplace that i am afab but nobody actually believes itstill if they did think i’m ftm then why would they think it’s okay to be misandrist?>>37021361exactly, yes, 6’1
>>37021195I can. I've sailed Lasers, learned from a real alcoholic.
>>37021392virus link don't click
>>37021252is Becca hot
Ngl every time I see a tall woman I just wanna ask for their number
>>37021392stop spreading virus link chud
>>37021333We talked it out
>>37021404Aight imma stop b4 u start spamming children againGlad ur still alive chijo
>>37021395I've only seen one girl on this board who could pass as ftm. It's not you
>>37021424kek classic phenotypeis that the one who looks like elliott smith?
>>37021432That's good :)
>>37021453Glad 4chan exists to contain creatures like you ngl
>>37021453where u at bebe?
>>37021424sry just kidding ily mado id join but im with my best bud
i wish i had the autistic special interest of transmaxing like laf dos
>>37021480but do you have the credit score?
>>37021436haha well jokes on you everyone believes the rumour, in fact, nearly everyone that i’ve known in the past 3 years has had the same thoughtt
>>37021480if laf was a true straight male authentic transmaxxer that would be so hot
>>37021497yes i believe it
>>37021494no, his name was suds the beer drinking dog
>>37021506you're hot sorryfuck idg why you're still here srs
>>37021497Sorry to disappointed but you look like a cisf modelI'm sorry for your loss
>>37021521fuck off chaser troonyou are literally 40 years old
>>37021529Is that mono?
>>37021521Extreme mental illness
>>37021529yes but not a chaserjust honest, sorry for your zoomer ass not understanding :)
>>37021521because i am schizoid male>>37021528cringe>>37021529truthe
>>37021541yes but why is that relevant here?
>>370215524chain
>>37021497The rumor you started by telling everyone you meet that you're ftm? Lol
>>37021548not truthe tho ;__;please post ass tho, hot schizoid "male">>37021562idgi but will pretend it's a divine intervention!
>>37021542ive seen a pic of youand you are revoltingand yes you are a chaser who trooned out
>>37021577>I'm not a chaser>"Plz post ass"Bros accepting the allegations
>>37021581Post it so we can all laugh
>>37021577Me neither I just say words I'm not even a person
>>37021566i do not i tell them i am a MAN >>37021577ribcage
>>37021601
>>37021616Why do you punish me?
>>37021621Looks short
>>37021581>ive seen a pic of youi'm sorry, i posted them to keep it real for freaks that thought i looked human>and you are revoltingyes ofc, and that's what i always told people. but i guess 4chmoggers are used to lying bdd freaks?>and yes you are a chaser who trooned outfalse i'm a troon that happened to be bisexual and admitted to itself after like 3 years on hormones that girls are attractive...not chasing, just shitposting, except for you my future love :3please post panties and credit card numbers?
>>37021616That is a pretty fucking good stomach>>37021621No shot
>>37021642>>37021633the man is 50 years oldreal sexpest chrischan energy
>>37021621why do you have three lips?>>37021625ribcage>>37021642ribcageand fat waist thin thighs conetits broad shoulders
>>37021665Stab me with your fucking ribsOK I'll stop
>>37021601just use the archives you newfag?!my boobs are slighty bigger and my ugly tummy slightly smaller...still cringe, old, and pukeworthy... and i've never said otherwise>>37021633am 183 cm or 6' ;__;feel violated by your accusation
>>37021660Shits disgusting>>37021665Idfc nigga go kys ur an annoying cunt with more mental illnesses than neurons
>>37021660Mogs me
>>37021665Also seePurest mental illness, complete delulu
>>37018560>do I passOnly because my vision is blurred by the neck pain when trying to look at this pic. You're on thin ice
>>37021683i only have one diagnosis >>370216916’1 six foot one
>>37021711Mmm mu muu Hot
>>37021660not 50 but will be in a few yearslike i've always tried to be honest about myself, do you think you're hurting me?being a chaser isn't about being old and liking tranners, but i guess weirdos would think soi'm asexual or so i think, a tranner that can never ever pass, and old and ugly... that makes me old, ugly, asexual, and transexual... nothing more.
OK I need to fucking stop
>>37021724is not hot is GROSS
>>37021719Psalm 34:18
>>37021740Eh to each their own ig
>>37021745Gigity?
>>37021252Good to hear your dying a painful slow crawl to death. Actually deserved. What a sad and pathetic little worthless man you are Lukas
>>37021616omg nicesorry as i'm genuinely old and ugly :|
blacks who don't act like black are the only good blacks. that's a fact
>>37021767Bruh
>>37021767I still like her more than you nomi
I'd legit make a trip out to shithole portland jsut to piss on chijo's grave but then i remember he's so poor and worthless he won't get a grave and get burnt to ashes like lol like lmao fuck that's so funny
i wnbaw
WOW great vibes guys I had fun I'm gonna go *trips over the doorframe*
>>37021737i just feel uncomfortable knowing that a boomer rapehon like you is posting hereso go back to manmode gen
>>37021843based
>>37021792parrot bros we made it
>>37021917i need whoever this is gfbf
>>37021886u will never be a walrus?
>>37021955the person in the pic, not the poster
Jumpscare
>>37021994WOMAN
>>37021996Sexing lagoona has high requirements tho
>>37022019can you neck already christ legit worst poster crybaby retard
>>37022021I'm tall
NEW>>37022034>>37022034>>37022034
>>37021996Ngl running from bulls sounds pretty sick
>>37022033if i passed my crying would be endearing but it’s not people don’t like it it’s because i’ma man
>>37022033frnot even enough quality to make it to a walmart laf
>>37022037That's an advantage to opening the door but not they keys
>>37018655you're 43?you look like you're 19.
