>>37160538
No, but I was either friends or cool with all the nerds.

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>mfw gigahon manmodder phase of transition
300 seconds to make a post what is this bs, also how to download dark souls II on pc so I can cope, drugs aren’t working anymore.

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>>37160538
yeah that's me, I'm surprised I didn't get bullied for it because I was and have only gotten more anal and pedantic about applying critical thought and fact-checking everything but I was kind of surly and probably gave school shooter vibes even though I had an in with pretty much every clique too
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tLPZmPaHme0

>>37160615
it's 2024 how do you not already own ds2

>>37160639
I own it on ps but ps broke

>>37160645
search fitgirl repacks and dl it from there

>>37160639
>Literally the only from soft I don't own

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>>37160712
Tanks

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>>37160723
>i bought it thrice

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>qott
ya as a teen the things i was interested in were star trek, math, computers
i didn't have a lot of friends either
i played a fuck ton of gta online in high school
i loved the clothing system and all the cool airplanes and helicopters

>>37160983
Bro quit posting your fucking mug. Limit that shit to once a week. Nobody wants that shit multiple times a thread. 2 threads in a row now? Bitch come on lol
>star trek
Based.

if alcohol is so bad then why do i shake when i don't have any?

>>37160983
>cutest poster ITT

Bee is the cutest, and that's without ffs

i wish people didn't wanna touch my penis

name on methanon

It all returns to nothing
It just keeps tumbling down
Tumbling down, tumbling down :3

i am going to commit Harakiri (1966)

wait no 1962 i was thinking about a different movie

>>37158976
brother that's what other people tell me when i give them compliments, the reason i went full (fake) creep posting is due to that

>>37161068
never could get into star trek myself
i'm a fake nerd ;__;

durian is cringe

>>37162960
how so?
and yes i am, i've always said that, together with describing myself as old, ugly, and fat

>>37162970
never seen your face before

>>37160538
Good morning MMG!!!! What a wonderful day!
QOTT Nope i was always friends with the girls. There must have been girl nerds too but i wasnt friends with them. We mostly just talked about celebrities and television

>>37163147
check archives

>>37160538
Also wtf is the op pic ? this isnt ugly general

jeg kan godt lide durian

>>37163271
>this isnt ugly general
debatable

im the ugliest manmoder itt

i am the ugliest man ever to 'mode

I'm gigadosing but I'm still getting estrogen
haven't had a blood test in a while
is it normal to still have erections?

My partner fucking outed me to my parents and I can't even look at anyone the same way anymore and I don't want to be touched and I'm tired of pretending things are still normal

i guess so because i also still get them and am on gigadose

just watched a korean-american guy eat a pizza while I was eating ramen

New pio cycle coming up, prog on the way, gym membership up and running again with full body red light machine. In a couple months it's over for yoy bitches.
>>37163881
Might need to think about leaving them if you had been open with them about not telling anyone.

>>37164012
I did say I didn't want them to tell anyone and I didn't want people to know. It was really fucked up and I don't know if I can get past this, I almost never get mad but I've been very upset and nothing feels the same. I don't know if it can be fine again, it might be damaged beyond repair.

>>37164155
Yeah that's like next level fucked. Did your parents ask and push him? Or did he go to them unprompted? That would change things slightly.. but still.

>>37164171
My parents started pushing a bunch until they spat it out and it's weird as fuck my parents will only talk to my partner and haven't even tried talking to me, it feels so fucked up

>>37163785
Yes but you shouldnt wake up with them anymore

>>37163967
fuck dude i wish i was either one of you i'm hungry as shit
ramen isn't from Korea and pizza isn't from the US anyway

>>37164427
i ate so much i feel like throwing up

>>37163785
It's not as bad of a sign as most would think or say it is. Lots of factors can cause it. And if your levels were good before, and the dose is the same, you should not overthink it. At least that's what the people on hrt discord have said. And they are smarter than me, and constantly reading and citing papers. So I tend to trust them.

>>37164242
why is that still happening to me???? i'm going to hack it off with a cleaver

>>37164242
>>37164477
I don't want erections at all

>>37164528
Personally i do not get erect unless i want to jerk off, doesnt happen randomly
This is partly because i am on SSRI, which makes it really hard to orgasm too
>>37164479
Dw sis you should have your levels checked. I needed a high dose of spiro to nuke my T before i started injections
Injections are really based though you should look into it. I dont trust the bathtub estrogen personally, look into compound pharmacies in your area.

>>37160712
careful with fitgirl I've heard some bad rumors and seen fakes, never trust a name alone and update your stuff then scan that shit

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it's happening

>>37164528
Then get srs. Or at the very least orchi.

tfw it's laundry day and you're down to the gay lacy girly underwear you bought off amazon right around when you started hrt

>>37164285
sorry little girl
my knifes are all dull
as is the brain deep inside of my skull

>>37163271
it's literally me

haven't showered in two days.. god i smell so hottt im going to goon and coooooooom

>>37166147
Post proof i doubt it

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>>37166470

>>37166623
Cute x your hair is growing so fast wtf !

>look close into the mirror
>girl face
>take a few steps back
>wide shoulders gigahon

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test

>>37166623
thank you for the tasteful pit tease, chuddie

>>37165459
I wish I could get SRS, I just can't afford it or FFS, I don't know if I ever will and it makes me want to cry

>>37166623
Would

>>37167026
GET CITIZENSHIP IN FRANCE AND GET IT FOR "FREE"

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hi bye

>>37167363
I doubt they give it for free, also apparently it sucks there

mogged again

>>37167374
hey why bye? :(

>>37167379
i don't know but it's apparently at least mostly covered?
sorry for caps btw

>>37167420
i'm not leaving forever just kinda busy

keeping busy is good
:)

>>37160538
I need to leave manmoding behind
it is killing me
Or maybe I was always a man and that is whats killing me
Regardless
I made my choice

>>37167561
move on and slay, kween

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>>37167374
you know what, at least you're not larry

sexo w/ larrissa

laritania splogs me

find an oil prince larry, he'll fix you right up

it's a hundred degrees out and my brain is melting and my underboobs are sweating and I'm falling through reality to collect more ghost souls than I should so I can grind on frankenstein's creature until he drops

>>37167735
lol who could be filming him

>>37167873
have we not been speaking with larry this entire time? is someone holding him captive and forcing him to do all of this?

>>37167561
hope you're moving to girlmode my ex-man

>>37167894
you know like 95% of people aren't actually what they project on this loonie bin?
me being a rare exception! (sometimes)

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there's only one thing i love more than drinking my own semen: i love older women so much right now.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!1
OH MY GOD YES!!
Oh My God!
t. Omega Male (stinky & sweaty)

10 months hrt
zero malefails

>be me
>have big boobs obvious even with tight sports bra
>meet someone new
>seem to like my company
>other person comes in
>say something about me
> "HE IS ..."
>fml

my dad has big boobs

>>37168084
i'm an really old fake woman pretender that looks 2000% male?
:3

>>37167735
oc larry would buy cheap pound land laundry pods
if you want to larp as a woman buy tide

I showered earlier so I smell nice but my leftover chinese food fucking stinks good and unfortunately my whole room smells like it every time I open the fridge to get cream for my coffee or another cider

>>37168086
same but 6 yrs.

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>>37168127
>i'm an really old fake woman
ive been looking for a provider of straight conversion therapy! please, help me cure my heterosexuality?

>>37168126
hot, he got a number?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n8vo9rLGOoY

>>37168126
bet he mogs me

>>37168084
I was picking something up from marketplace for my mother and a retirement age milf answered the door in a towel
She just got out the shower i was so flustered

i really need to get off booze
idc about my health but it's making me poor af

>>37168271
well, i could try?

i am a fat old butch lesbian woman trapped in the body of a skinny young effeminate straight boy

i'm your dad

I am a skinny young effeminate straight boy trapped in the body of a fat old butch lesbian woman

>>37168768
>>37168794
>>37168807
hot

ouggh i should get chinese food tonight

how much is your bmi?

>>37169074
Yeah get short ribs

>>37169085
24

>>37169085
i was 18.5 this time last year and now i'm probably 24 or 25
i have an eating disorder
this isn't even the first time i've done this

>>37169085
17

>>37169085
22... i feel like a fat pig desu

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>>37169085
>tfw bf making me bloatmaxx now i'm a 22bmi fatty

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bmi is basically irrelevant. if the fat's all in your hips, thighs, ass, and tits then it's healthy fat and sexy, to boot. subcutaneous fat is also healthy and makes you look soft. and muscle is denser than fat, so you can actually be skinny and fit with a high bmi. (or skinny with fat ass and fat tits, which, once again, are not unhealthy or unattractive).
meanwhile you can look skinny and have a low BMI and be an uglyass skellehon with no ass, no hips, no thighs, and a flat chest PLUS have a layer of unhealthy "skinnyfat" (which you can't see because it's deeper inside you) from the cheap junkfood you hikkiNEETfreaks feed on at 3AM encasing your liver and killing you at a young age. go figure
>>37169085
my bmi is from 20.7 to 21.0 (as desired)
>>37169302
>>37169311
shut up, dumbasses. your weight is probably healthy and normal. if anything, it's a lack of exercise and poor diet that's your issue, not weight. don't spread brainworms
>>37169267
do you have cancer? eat and exercise more. if you have issues with appetite, taking an edible should help

you'll cowards don't even honmode

true because I'm bald and ugly and manly and have permanent upper lip shadow

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newsflash! you don't need to be traditionally feminine-presenting to be a trans woman
putting no clothing in special shapes and colors does little to nothing for your ability to pass. if you pass in women's clothes you'll pass in men's. if you don't malefail, you can't girlmode. all girlmoding does when you're naturally masculine-looking is invite scrutiny, discrimination, and disgust. regardless, i'm not a coward because even if i woke up as a hot girl tomorrow, i'd still wear boy clothes because i'm boyish and like them

>>37169657
>even if i woke up as a hot girl tomorrow, i'd still wear boy clothes because i'm boyish and like them
based and same

>>37169657
so i should kill myself is what you're saying

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they'll never catch me it's the only way I know of to affirm my gender

>>37169657
picrel is literally me btw

>>37169567
>do you have cancer?
can't rule it out
>taking an edible should work
all i ever do is get high. i'm just lazy and i struggle to cook things that are more than a 3-4 step process

all of my food comes out of the microwave and/or a fast food delivery bag because I'm too anxious to use the inconvenient shared kitchens in which someone sets off the smoke detectors on average once every couple of weeks and forces a whole-building fire drill over usually literally nothing but sometimes a burned pot or pan and the insane rising prices at all the nearby grocery stores for both fresh and processed foods and materials (even if I were to cook) have made delivered fast food comparatively economic choices for my daily caloric needs

yeah whatever this shit's gay anyway *shoots himself*

>>37169794
No just dont be a honmoder

>>37160538
i look nerdy yeah

i love manmoding
i love my giant chin

https://unsee cc/album#V6FmAEc8829V

f*id

my parents are home. how do i get rid of the cum jar without them noticing?

>>37170081
Post cum jar

>>37170081
give it to me, i'll take of it

>ywn take of anon's cumjar

i meant to say i'd take care of it, i dunno how i botched that one, please excuse me i am retarded

you accidentally a whole word? is this gangrenous?

>>37170196
Project 2025 is coming to get you

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sirs... i just found a second cum jar i forgot about hidden under an old shirt
i was planning on drinking it myself but the post nut clarity hit different

>>37170239
Meth head or someone else ?

>>37170201
i don't believe it to be infectious
>>37170224
that shits not real

>>37170224
it's kind of toothless with the exposure it's getting but it's important to expose for what it is

>>37170265
>that shits not real
retard, the heritage foundation has been around for 50 years

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>>37170253
DON"t LOOk At ME!!1

I AM METHHEAD MAN
SMOKING METHAMPHETAMINE AS FAST AS I CAN

>>37170239
Yeah I used to chicken out everytime I intended on drinking my cum after finishing in my hand. I found the way to commit was leaning my back and butt above me against a wall, jerking off right above my face and finishing right into my mouth. I miss being able to cum for this reason alone, I think about that move often.

>>37170436
I did this the (very) few times I was able to get my dick to touch my mouth at all and it was... not rewarding

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>>37170426
I got two rings on (uh-huh), two chains on (okay)
Three meth pipes, don't get flamed on (baow)

>>37170498
She’s just like me fr

>>37170498
I look like this all the time except I just hit my improbably large bong all day

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dude
WEED
lmao

>>37170466
Yeah that sounds like too much stretching. But you could be huge I guess, I'm small, so no where near being able to suck my own dick. More focused on being comfy with pillows and getting cummed on. I do have dreams of sucking my own dick sometimes, I always like those.

Im not much of a cum drinker i prefer to spit it out

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me when i rape your ass

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I think I'm ready to move on (no that is not legit)

I hate gincel

I consider it to just be a passive environmental hazard you avoid or cut down temporarily with the understanding that it will grow back and attempt to impede you again at some point

have not gone to the salon in over a year fuuuuuuuck me it looks so nasty

JONATHAN

CHARLOTTE

oh boy it's thursday, you know what that means

injection day! I did mine earlier UwU and it hurt because I use cheap chinese veterinary grade needles which are not always as friendly UmU but there's no mark and it was easy and I didn't hesitate

Another night of being alone i love thursday

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that too, but that's every night for me...

>>37171377
Did mine earlier too. Is it bad if I treat it like I'm doing heroin or some shit? Gets me high.

Being a guy is a lot of fun xD male privilege is so great!
If i was a woman i would want to be a guy probably, we are the best!

>>37171414
probably not, whatever makes it a positive or desirable thing - I look at it as a chore and something of a self-affirmation ritual in which I remind myself why I'm doing this and what the point of this effort is

i have discovered that i am the main character and everything was made for me, my thoughts and actions influence the world in ways i have yet to comprehend, what do i do with this information?

>>37172083
I would suggest first getting buck naked before walking through streets, preferably whilst also simultaneously winking at the freaks, and only under the condition that you have a two-liter stuck in your butt cheeks

>>37172083
Once i walked down the street drunk and high on painkillers on my way A&W to see if anyone would hit me

Nobody did. A lot of people honked though. I walked down the centre line so people didnt have to swerve around me
Would the main character get hit? I was sad that nobody noticed me

SPIRIT DRAGON, THIS IS MY DARKEST HOUR

>>37172083
i agree with getting naked and walking around in public but under the stipulation you take pictures

if the police hassle you tell them you're observing your worship of shangri la

I found a bunch of trans people in old school runescape today. Got invited to a clan of all trannys. Even found out devs added pride clothes, that you can change the colors on. Trans colors being one of them.

man i love stealing cars

are you a fast and furious

>>37172727
Let me in tranny clan I’m 2094 total level

>>37173160
Add me - A Cute Vampy. What's urs?

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i need me an 18th century gf fr fr

>>37173324
None After

I helped a random disabled transmasc move to their new place today, total stranger from Lex. I may be cursed with a giant gigahon skeleton, but it felt really good to use my size and strength to do something good. I think acts of service might actually be a great way to cope with being a manmoder..

i am struggling

need manremoval

>>37174849
wya babe?

>>37174850
hell, i think

>>37174865
yeah but what's the zip code?

yo mama

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>me deciding I will try to manmode less
>but god be like:

dubs and i get on pio

>>37174894
rolling to give you big titties (i will only roll once)

https://youtu.be/2tiEVCfoTmw

this SUCKS

weed man

booze man

no man

i want to personally take credit for tanking the quality of this general

it's a group effort

I miss her

nicotine man

>>37175932
alright i'll give credit where it's due

>>37175937
Who?

Loonix moder where are youuuuuuuuu

>>37174894
I literally just started pio again last night:)

wonder if i could get manremoved if i lost weight and got ffs :(

>>37176411
wait have you like, never had sex?

>>37175937
I also miss her

i miss him

i miss her and him

>>37176411
Literally everybody can get fucked. You just might need to get with someone below your level.

>>37176471
oral only

>>37176591
nice

>>37176567
if someone is nice and have basic hygiene i don't care how they look... well unless actually deformed ig?

i'm actually deformed and have bad hygiene but I have a bf

bet you're cute and sweet

I only want a man that is at least an 8/10 and is also completely 100% straight
t. meta-attracted AGP freak

>>37176841
Yeah for cis men I only hook up with 8s or better. Although I don't care if they are bi.

how does one bridge the eternal gap from twink to twinkhon

i like gay guys better i think they're cute

>>37176057
the ghost of a girl as I knew her a lifetime ago that I can't get out of my head

>qott
yes i literally had nerd physiognomy even as a child but i tried to be cute so just ended up looking weird (ppl complimented my hair back then tho unlike now)

I was the kind of nerd who skipped classes and cut himself and made cash on the side pirating stuff and doing kids' computer class homework and always had headphones on under my long hair until I stopped caring and just wore my big bulky ones all the time

i was the kind of nerd that was too autistic to fit in with the other ones so i spoke to no one ever and still don't to this day

i'm a hillbilly my nigga, i'm Appalachian, i'm on my mountainous shit, i listen to bluegrass my nigga, i come from the hills

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pDlZLsJJkVA
I went to school with the son of the guy who wrote this

>>37166623
why did you shave your head also when are we meeting up

>>37178163
nice that's awesome brother

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>>37178186
because of BALD and finasteride shed, also I'm already in your walls

>>37178229
it's f-f-f-f-friday night mothafuckaaa!! where we meeting up tn qt

>>37178229
infinite bald recursion

>>37178407
chuddy baldspots touching...

>>37178345
sorry, I've already got plans to grind with this hot m/f couple... one's really into whips and the other is some kind of insane book nerd into occult stuff so I think it'll be a good time

pnw niggas is crazy

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picrel btw

>>37178508
sheeeit have fun. post whip scars tomorrow mmkay?

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anyone wanna date an actual manmoder whos old and looks like a warrior?

I'm a manmoder

holy shit linkin park got a new vocalist, she's not chester she could never be but she's almost got his scream down

>>37178936
wow thats cringe

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>>37178964
you're cringe fuck you suck my giant manmoder dick

>>37178969
i meant that theres a new singer to linkin park
not that youre posting what youre into, i promise princess

I would at least try dating another manmoder but I don't date

>>37178980
ok that's fair you're entitled to your opinion, no matter how objectively wrong it may be (desuly I'm still not sure how I feel about it myself)

>>37178995
im not rly a linkin park fan anymore havent been since like 2003 but like i think that hes such a key membr ni the band thy should just let it go. but like money is money

>>37179017
The other members still want to make music. It's a new era.

>>37179051
they can make music still
nobody is saying they cant make music

>>37176856

I prefer bi men who don't sleep with cis dudes, they don't care about my dick but they're also not std riddled fags. I love my fake bis

>>37178522

Yeah I'm gonna get stoned and go to the nude beach to hang out with a trans guy and get stoned, life is good here

im a masc4masc manmoder

i'm so alone and stupid

Not looking forward to talking to my parents tomorrow about being a tranny because I got outed to them

>>37179269
*hug*
what a situation to be in :( i'd go crazy

>>37179296
Yeah I'm losing my mind. I know they're not totally on board and they said stuff basically saying I look like a man and that I shouldn't transition and that I need psychiatric help. I might end up not talking to them anymore if they don't chill. They're liberal too which surprises me to see them act this way. I have a ridiculous amount of work stress right now too which is like a cherry on top and I feel like I'm almost at some kind of breaking point

im ulillillia moder

>>37179556
wann play bubsy?

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>>37179556
could transition have saved her?

>>37179579
i want to degrease som pizza

>>37179580
he does not need saving, he is magic

>>37173492
I added a noneafter, no spaces. None after could not be found.

>>37179580
nick is autistic but straight as an arrow. i dont think he's anywhere near trans.

the 3 ftms in one of my classes all figured out what i am, i can see it in the way they look at me. one of them may be ill enough to lurk this board. recommended course of action?

the Lockheed SR-71 Blackbird

>>37180223
recreate three poons standing behind a manhon sitting on a couch

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https://webfce.com/bri-calculator/
does your BRI pass

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what does this even indicate

>>37178823
bump

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i need to start working out again

>>37180802
I would but >>37178981

>>37180924
so what do u do

>>37180986
I do this >>37178508

>>37181010
i love bdsm :)

>>37181019
do you know iga style?

>>37160538
QOTT I am not invited to my sisters bridal shower! i could cry but i wont because that would be dumb and guys don’t do that

>>37181037
no but i can learn

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Killing myself desu this is all a stupid joke

this calculator seems busted

>>37181098
LOL why do you even know what it means relative to your sex? I don't

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>>37181090
spend some time studying under this man then get back to me

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genuinely wtf does this mean, it's just a random equation with no input from anything but height, weight, waist size? sad

>>37181159
Oh the kms was in reference to my above post about being not invited to my sisters bridal shower because i dont pass for female
But yeah the bmi thing is confusing. I chose male but maybe it isnt accounting for female fat distribution? Idk

>>37181175
it's just supposed to be a better indicator of your physical health than BMI because it accounts for visceral fat by including your waist and hips, people have been saying for decades it's BMI that's busted and bf% is where it's at and apparently you can infer that? idk

>>37181210
>Oh the kms was in reference to my above post about being not invited to my sisters bridal shower because i dont pass for female
how or why would I know that, Anonymous, and why would that pertain to actual manmoders? did you expect differently?

>>37181233
I don’t know you stupid dumb idiot maybe i wanted sympathy from other people with sex dysphoria who could possibly relate
>actual manmoders
Dont know what this is supposed to imply
>did you expect differently
Yes i did

>>37181309
whatever I'm just being an asshole, my point is "real manmoders" wouldn't expect differently
I'm still more deeply wounded (and literally have scars over it because I'm a dumb emo faggot) than I think I want to admit to myself let alone anyone else by a girl telling me to gtfo the living room for the evening when I was crashing on her couch and had nowhere else to go because she was having "a girls' night" which she really went out of her way to emphasize and rub in my face as one of many very direct insults and attempts to hurt me emotionally :)

>>37181170
ugly mofo

>>37181400
how fucking DARE you

>>37181362
I'm sorry that happened to you, people going out of their way to remind you that you are male don't understand how much it hurts
>"real manmoders" wouldn't expect differently
My transition failed and i am trying to pick up the pieces. i have to consiosuly remind myself that i am a man because mentally i feel female.
I know i shouldn't have wanted an invite it was dumb to post about lmao

>j*kposter
I will start blogposting harder just to offend your objectively shit sensibilities, even if only mildly

please tell me about your day

my butthole itched earlier so I scratched it and felt around and ended up plucking like three or four hairs from right around where the skin gets wrinkly and they can get trapped, it's been happening a lot lately or like I'll just find butthole hairs loose in my underwear

i'm sober but i shouldn't be
socially incompetent autistic freak having problems with human interactions
zero actual self so go around playing a human others like,
go around emulating emotions, empathy...
i'm sensitive and redirect all problems, issues, and anger towards myself...
ultimate failure.

>>37181402
go on take indignation out on me, i might like it, or if not it could still feel nice at least for you

>>37181479
Nobody wants to hear about your dirty asshole nigger

I just snatched a small gnat or fly out of the air with my bare hand after engaging in more elaborate means of luring one to my open can of cider and then vacuuming it up from a few inches away, bringing my total Daily Insect or Arthropod Kill (DIAK) count to 2 and am now battling a third variety of flying insect with a more reddish tint, of which I saw many on the lower floors of my building and suspect may be spawning in water accumulating in the outer rubber seal of the laundry room washing machines

>>37181527
I like to get all up in there with dampened toilet paper or even a piece of paper towel to really make sure it's clean, even though nobody has touched it in over a decade and I don't get off using my butt as much as pre-HRT even when I haven't showered in a week it's just really important to me that my butthole is clean so I spend an inordinate amount of time making sure that remains the case

>>37181580
NOBODY HAS TOUCHED YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE VOLCEL
KILL YOURSELF

>>37181544
spontaneous generation

>>37181600
I'm not volcel I'm untouchable, I'm a walking nightmare

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>>37181603
sometimes I do worry that an excessive degree of rumination could, on very rare occasion, result in some kind of twisting or pocket fold in reality that allows for such improbable thing as insects spontaneously forming from the quantum noise background in my apartment

>>37181614
NO YOU AREN’T

>>37181671
I killed a bug last night that almost soaked an enveloped with what looked like blood, and this morning in daylight i looked at it, and it still soaked the envelope but the bug itself is impossible to identify, and it made me sad

>>37181679
I really am, I ruin anything I get close to or involved with and I'm in the most literal sense repulsive at many levels from physical to interpersonally/socially and emotionally

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>>37180223
Pooners are huge sluts. Get some ppussy.

he/theyussy could fix me

>>37182198
>poor little manmoder
jesus christ this is the hell timeline I love it

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i'll rock yuh gobba

>>37176246
go away slut

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>>37182424
come at me, bro, my arms are bigger and hairier so I win

>>37182571
*punches your tits*

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_kd_Z93c8A

>>37182561
Post ass daddy or i will do it for you
Thanks for showing me the squat routine it has been working out great

do NOT punch the tummy
do NOT punch the tits

PUNCH THEM

i want someone to punch me then bite my boybies

holy shit what an autistic agp conversation

>>37182693
post your ass?

>>37182874
wym? please explain i'm autistic*
(* not diagnosed)

I hate hysterical trannies that self harm. We, manmoders, are more mature. The people who post self-harm photos online want attention, because they want to be validated as beautiful etc. We know we are just guys. There is no benefit for us.

I haven't posted any self-harm photos in a couple years thankfully

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>>37182874
i am agp and that's fine

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FUCK MY SHITTY RETARDED LIFE
it's hot af and i feel like shit
trying rly hard to convince myself it's not completely over rn

you could post in any number of other threads

>>37183116
nuh uh jannies don't like me but they don't seem to bother when i post in here

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you don't know how ogre it could be

>>37183172
how do u deal with the pain of looking at trans girls better off then u
i can barely stand it desu sometime i want to just wail and throw myself off a cliff
i feel so worthless

>>37183206
I'm not exactly a trans girl and comparing myself to people like that, or more importantly to others in general, isn't really meaningful or constructive to me (that's what I tell myself anyway the real answer is mostly drugs and alcohol)

Because you are evil jealous and bitter is the reason
Most people dont want to sui just because others are hotter

>>37183101
it is far from over silly girl!
post some lewds...
of that sweet osborne ass ofc :3

also you should stop cutting yourself :(

>>37183172
but i do, i fucking do

>>37183252
ya maybe
but then again we're all evil!!
and anyways i rly don't think it's about them being prettier than me, it's about them embodying a kind of effortless femininity that i can only dream of

>>37183294
If you aren’t feminine in personality just be yourself ? why would you want to be something you aren’t

H5N1 is spreading human to human now
see you on the other side, men

>>37183335
i don't know what that is therefore it can't hurt me

>>37183335
i'm already in hell!
in the comfy section but still...

>>37183367
I'm being hyperbolic and sensationalizing but there is apparently a singular case among 14? others of a human infected with the avian flu that's been going around poultry and dairy farms who had no contact with animals and is under investigation, possibly meaning human to human transmission

>>37183396
well, it's been real

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>>37183464
the doomer part of me says we're going to face another series of mutations and sudden spread that takes us by surprise with lethal enough implications to force another global economic slowdown or shutdown per longheld wisdom and policy a la President Madigascar et al, sooner or later

the it's-over part of me says there will be a vaccine made available for public consumption on an accelerated timetable and its existence will be used to usher in full-on fascism this time

no, nothing

ideally

how many y'all like sex

I love sex but I haven't had it in 13 years, 10 months, 6 days

I miss her

I wish I'd stayed a virgin

I wish I'd never met her

>>37182855
Period!

seems gross and sweaty

I am extremely gross and sweaty

i'm gross and sweaty and i have gay sex

I'm not good enough for sex

I'm not gross and sweaty enough for sex

>>37160538
new one >>37183984

>>37183736
That's actually insane.

>>37184208
I'm actually insane so what

did you know that if you open your calculator in windows (win+r->calc) and then hit alt+5 (alt+1 to return to normal) you can get the duration between two dates in years/months/weeks/days

I mean no shit I'm insane anyone who has ever had the misfortune of having me in their lives is worse off for it and far better off now without me around

>>37178823
Post ass