Masculinization editionHow have you tried to be more manly?
>>37621645shaved my head bald
settling for being a feminine guy - how bad could it be
>>37621690fuck off hon
>>37621690Didn't read, write better.
>>37621645I grew my beard and pretended and still do to be straight white male that listens to metal(long hair tied up in a ponytail)I’m on hrt but I’m a man stillIt’s inherentIt’s me
I've started HRT a few days ago. If you aren't some John, 50 who's wrecked by T, has family n shit, and can at least pull off femboy twinkish looks, troonout
>>37621645with /mmg/'s death and rebirth, the old inhabitants of that place will hon and one day pass, the repgen dwellers will crack and manmode to inhabit new /mmg/, and repgen will cycle through new reppers who don't conceptualize themselves as ever being able to pass.The phoenix chick chirps and cries in the ashes of its old corpseThe adolescent awkwardly squawks and caws as it haphazardly spreads embers over artifacts of its previous lifeThe maturing majestic bird spreads and stretches its wings in final anticipation of its liberationand it finally soars, looking down on its destructive entry into the world with pity and achievementuntil death and rebirth
>when a 6'4 guy with wide shoulders say he wants to take HRT because "Men get more masculine with age"Bro how more masculine can you get
>>37621716I cant wait for your troon hope phase to die out
>>37621645>How have you tried to be more manly?That's quite a list:>excessive sports>binding my chest>losing weight to make my chest smaller>voicetrained for a more masculine voice>önions meme diet for more T>actualy ended up taking TI still malefailed, ended up trooning eventualy-t.MTF
>>37621716You can if you aren't fat without hormones
>>37621739>fatGet /fit/>hormonesDIY
>>37621744No hormones. Why would I take female drugs to look like a weird guy
>>37621716What if you are a real man
>if you can be a feminine guy...>if you can pull off the twink look...>if you're not too old...>if you're under 30...>if you're not too masculine...Where do you think you are?
>>37621730I don't have any goal of passing, just maintaining what I have now.>>37621739>fat tell you what, I'm 20 bmi and have a protruding belly because on T, all fat goes to the stomach. thankfully weight cycling fixes this>>37621766Im dysphoric
I feel so scared and need help.I feel everything escaping me....
>>37621754Why not?
>>37621806It's cause you don't work out not t
>>37621772Do you only like men and sound like a flamer?
>>37621772This lmao
>>37621806I wish I was dysphoric
we all know how this story ends
>>37621844I did work out somewhat and walk or run daily to no avail. It's unsustainable, the belly always wins.>>37621879then whatcha doing here>>37621754>weird guywho cares, I think boymoder are cute and I want to be one.
>>37621896Punishing myself for being a confused mess on hrt
i cannot wait for my dysphoria to go away, it should happen, any second, come on already
>>37621952Still for some reason I feel like I'm lying to myself about all of this.. I know i have dysphoria...
>>37621929you're not a repper retard
>>37621645take your pills, retards
>>37622041I take rep pills daily
>>37622114NOOO NOT LIKE THAT
take your pills alice
don't take pills, but let yourself act fruity
>>37622126I'm not named alice but I am reppilled
>>37622129Trying to do this but it just makes me feel like a total fag lol. I just wanna be a woman, not some effeminate dude.
I'm a man who does not want to want to be a woman.
>>37622160>feel like a total fag lol.embrace itgive in
>>37621894with you in my bed?
>>37622170Okay coomer anon. Shit like this is why I can't accept I'm a tranny.
Just so you guys know, honpillers are egging on some sissy cd in this thread >>37614450. Goes to show you that these "people" will lead you absolute ruin if you let them
>>37622436Hons masturbate to the idea of a man (doesn't matter how masculine) being feminized. That's why they exist in the first place. It's just a fetish.
>>37622436Which explains why I am here. I can't believe dysphoria is a real thing.
>>37622508Get the ksg so I can end this already.
>>37622527what is ksg?
>>37622530No guns spotted
>>37621718https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RbbbqlnxNZw
Is there a fate worse than being ugly as shit? Not even intimidating ugly, just pathetic ugly where it looks like you're about to cry all the time, and you have a gigantic midface so even plastic surgery can't help.
>>37623319Yes, being a handsome man with gender dysphoria.
>>37622038I’m an hrt repper
What if I wanted to want to be a woman
>>37623434That's retarded.
>>37623441Why
>>37623463Because having dysphoria sucks.
>>37623472I don't have dysphoria, I am perfectly fine with my masculine body. I never not even once entertained the idea of transitioning.
>>37623515Then why are you here?
>>37623566https://youtu.be/rI4HJfgiblU?si=n8E6sz9TdIbFylnM
i've been HRT repping for almost six months and right now i like it more than dry reppingit may be purely placebo but my mood has improved and so far the physical effects are positive. still a bit concerned about boobs but that's a problem for the futureno friends or family have noticed anything or said anything. i was misgendered by one stranger but i was wearing a hat and i think she just saw my long hair and got confusedanyway HRT repping might not be for everyone but so far i like it and i'm thinking about increasing the dosage depending on the next blood test
>>37623648>Hey ma'am >turn around>Oh I'm sorry sir.
should i take hrti'm running out of copes
>>37623841Accept you are a man and don’t want to be a woman and it’s all just a quircky personality trait not an identity
>>37624043>Accept you are a man and don’t want to be a woman and it’s all just a quircky personality trait not an identityi literally just am thinking if i dissociate until i john 50 how horrible will it be when i try to troon out way later in life and my brain is fried
My brain is honestly destroyed already
>>37624066i'm like getting worse mentally tbhon and i kinda hate myselfi'm just wondering if hrt now or never and this is the last stop before it's completely over
>>37624096My brain probably looks like Swiss cheese already, I bet I'll have dementia before I turn 50 even lmao.
>>37624111i hope not. idk how to check for it at all but i feel completely different as a person now than 10 years agoi just wish i were mentally more stable and also not fucking reppingiwnbaw i just want to get it over with and take hrt already
>>37624129I don't know, I'm barely sentient anymore and it only got worse after 30.
>>37624220i'm not 30 yet and i'm scaredidk do i just take hrt and try to cope or do i rep and just hope medical science advances by the time i'm 50 or somethingi'm going to cry in the bathroom over this shit now
>>37624043This is what I've been telling myself but it just doesn't work. It always comes back out.
well i hit 24 today so it's essentially over! i somehow survived my early young adult years without trooning out, and now it's too late anyway, so i can finally relax and just accept that it's out of my hands no matter what.
>>37624320I'm 29 now and it's still in my mind. I want to take this HRT and grow some tits but I don't know if I have the strength to do it
>>37624311NahIt doesn’t if you are a real manGuess you aren’t one
>>37621645in highschool yeah when I was big into gym stuff and the doom series. got pretty beefy then but mental health shrunk me back down to reality when highschool was over. nowadays doom is the only cope I have where the confusing rep doesn't effect me much. if only it sounded less autistic when I explain it
>>37622449bet you're cute when you sleep
>>37624605Pink piller bullshit
why does everything Dua Lipa does feel like it was designed to trigger AGP?
i think the worst part about looking for a job is that they probably reject you on day 1 but you don't get to know that
ppppppfffffffffI gave up on finding a job years ago. It's NEETmaxxing until my parents kick me out then hobo living until I die. Never ever ever going to work.
>>37626815i've been working and have enough saved up to neetmode on my owni just need something to distract me from not being a girl
As a real man on hrtyoua re all women I knoiw it instinctuallygo girlmode and take hrt and transition
>>37627442Don't think I have ever talked to a tranny I thought acted like the opposite sex.
I would rather have been born female but ultimately I am too lazy and self-conscious to transition. The best I could do is take HRT and do nothing else (which I've done multiple times) but then what is even the point in the end. Instead I will lift weights and be the best male I can be. That will improve my life prospects more than being a tall wide shouldered tranner could ever hope to bring. It really is simple as that.
>>37621645i am autistic and i just wanna be a cute femboy, its so embarassing, im a grown man
>>37628684tfw to lasy to gymrep or troon
>>37621645>TRTYo wtf I was just thinking about this, for some reason a fuckton of "comedians" like picrel are now on this shit? Ew it looks fucking gross
>>37623319Yea being disabled
How do I accept and recognise feelings as dysphoriaIf I can do that I think I’ll be ok
why live if iwnbaw?
>>37630545i think its joe rogans fault
i feel too old to be on the internet
>>37623648wait so what are you gonna do about the painful periods
>>37633363about the what?
The hrt repping joke never gets old
>>37633433dry repper hands wrote this post
my family said i look taller
>>37628694Right? Now do stompies
>>37633433i wish i were an hrt repper
Cried the other day when trying on femme clothes, I don't even wanna put makeup on anymore. I feel like I'm at a dead end.
>>37635068I need hrt
>>37633433why is it a joke? it seems like it helps some people deal with their dysphoria without transitioning
>>37635120>you deserve to sufferHave you talked to the little demons in my head? Can you maybe keep calling me a Chad so the tranny thoughts go away?
>>37635208Shieeeeeet
>>37635208I just feel ugly.....My eyes are so sunken in along with these brows.
>>37635316This is a nightmare.My dysphoria is getting worse. Is it how you feel deep down already or is it a longing for change?
>>37631866Just die
>>37635905I'm holding onto a dream....... I can't let her go.
life's a nightmare, our own personalized hells
>>37636003>>37636206I'll just have to take it with me to the grave or cope and do femme stuff here and there, which makes me think it's a fetish. I don't want to be a gross fuck with makeup on, fuck.
>>37635926i don't want to make people sad
>>37636330It's not over babe...Not until I say it's over.
>>37636271you could just butchmode?
>>37636544I'm 22, 5'7", and 135lb. I haven't started anything yet.it's either girlmode or bust.I fear I have romanticized this too much.
>>37636594good age, height, and weighti'd recommend to either troon now or take estrogen to slow down the aging process, men continue to grow facial bones until about 30at 33-37 there's an aging spurt where many tissues get decreased functioning
You manmoders arent reppers yall niggas r no better than pinkpiller scumNO ESTROGEN IN REPGEN REEEEEEEEEEE
>>37636502Does anyone unironically know how to solve this problem? The only thing that is stopping me, really
sex with larry
>>37636692I'd need ffs too I believe. I'm only cute in the mirror, to my delusional self.
>>37636750why does HRT repping confuse and enrage the dry repper?
>>37636998Your post should be punishable by death
CAN ANYONE HELP ME FIND A LONG SLEEVE SHIRT, HELP!
>>37633433Hrt repping is the meta right now and will be until they invent the gender change pill/button. Do people really think this is going to last forever? Soon the world is going to push back even harder against transgenders and we will have the last laugh while you’re in re-education/prison for whatever sex crime they’ll accuse you of.
>>37637127I still don't understand why all of this came out of nowhere in adulthood. Holy shit I got grabbed by the balls.
>>37637051>dry repper
>>37636750would you get mad if i told you that there's already estrogen in your body and it is needed for optimal function?>>37637038i bet you're cute af anonbdd is more common in these circles than the opposite, so that belief is based on logic
>>37637080>>37637127what if it were me posting that? ;__;i mean i didn't so it wasn't but still...
>>37637228i want a wet repper cock in my grandpa butthole and a dry repper thumb in my grandpa mouth and i will not lie(still and silent that is)
>>37637195Why are you so mean??
>>37637460blue balls :|it's terminal
>>37637322Aweeeee. As soon as I take a picture of my face I want to throw up.At least it wasn't Durian calling me cute again.
>>37637522am i that bad? :( i'm sorrydon't worry considering suicide again lol
>>37637580when?remember there are ppl using my name so idk?
>>37637548No I'm joking you Swedish meatball, mwa
>>37637617i'm trying to be less of a meatball and more of a cevapcici ;__;
>>37637906what do you mean?yes i'm real in a sense, i'm old, ugly, fat and weirdbut i'm posting a lot of bullshit to amuse myselflike i tried to be honest and encourage people, and they acted like i was old weirdo (which i am) trying to seduce them, when i just tried to make them see that they were not that disgusting they thought they were?after a while i started acting like i actually was an old fub wanting to sex them up, and it amused me for a whileetc. with other thingsif you want you could talk to me but i don't encourage it, i'm boring af and ugly to boot
>>37638127there's a pair of really good reasons, and those are being old, and being uglygirl i srs think you could feel better with hrt and probably moving to a more lgbt friendly place?and while i lowkey been coming on to you in a way, it's like 95% a joke, and 5% wanting someone to cuddle, asexually as that's what i am after hrt lol
I don't understand why I want to suddenly become a woman after 22 years of being a guy.Truth be told, I haven't really been happy as a guy, I don't like male social norms, but I never had body dysphoria.I'm just mentally ill, not dysphoric.
Still repping at 31. Will never transition. Bitterhons SEETHING.
>>37638850i doseething so much
>>37638667why you think i was mean to you?faggot answer! >>37637580>>37637580
>>37638865AYO THIS BITTERHON IS MAD
>>37638850i'm seething but only at myselft. 29 year old repper
>>37639079If you regret repping then go somewhere else. I am a proud repperking.
>>37637322>>37637051Fucking hrt reppers stealing rep and hon valor simultaneously man.No such thing as "hrt repping" you're already trooning have your cake or eat it faggotsFaggots
>>37638850lol well you made it further than me, congrats, maybe if you're really lucky and have enough skill at punishing yourself for existing you'll make it all the way to your deathbed without trying to live as yourself
>>37637051>>37639433it's just manmoding, they're in denial and insist they're not trans but if you're on HRT you've at least accepted enough to do that
>>37639459My true self is a man THOUGH
>>37639467ok tranny
>>37639469No one seriously believes the "X trapped in Y body" meme. It's just comfort for the mentally deranged.
>>37639476weird, that is a complete non sequitur
>>37639466DEATH TO FAKEREP MANMODERS (HE/HIM HONS)
>>37639503>HE/HIM HONSliterally me but I'm not in here calling myself a repper, I'm just telling you to take your fucking pills retards
>>37639532then you gtfo mmg faggot
>>37639550that's nice, what does that have to do with me telling you to gtfo mmg?
>>37639631oh my god you're not understanding or you're just like not reading the whole thing I don't knowI am here telling you to get the fuck out of the manmoder general, I am not telling you to leave repgen, you stay here where you belong
>>37639509Death to pinkpillers>Verification not required
larry do you wipe away the nailpolish as soon as the dress comes off?
>>37639433girl i'm fully a man and don't call myself "manmoder"i'm just an ugly old man on hrt, and want to meet up with a younger man on hrt or not, what is the problem?!?kinda kidding ofc :Didc if the repper were older than me, just want someone i could have some common ground withtfw larry not insulting me for being old btw, or you elsei want it and then i might let out red fluid ( jk i wouldn't cut for any freak)
>>37639742faggotpink is faggot color
>>37639107i just wish i were the woman i wish i could be
larry wtf you mean you are engaged?>>37640424>>37640443>>37640452>>37640458>>37640468
>>37640563they were just joking
>>37640590ok so that means I can still make you minebtw while we are together im gonna feed you with the chad diet
still the only general that feels remotely comfy here
>>37640800hate you honpillers like you wouldn't believe, but slow gens are the best gens.
>>37640637sure but who are you
>>37640926just a gay guy that would like to have a repper bf ;)
>>37621716What about 33 years old and still living with my parents.
>>37640961cool man but i am from eastern europe
>>37641067and im from the southern cone in latin america, we are both second worlders :)
>date mtf >hint that I might be repping >gets disappointed and relationship ends>date ftm>same thing happens >date twink>same thing happens >date straight woman >they miss the hints entirely but we later break up because I'm not that interested does anyone want us or do I just never tell anyone about it for the rest of my life
>>37641118No. It would be the same if you trooned though, so nothing lost really.
>>37641111that suks, be careful abt the little thing creature that sucks goat blood unless you are that then i guess you do not have to worry abt it>>37641118well, the guy above wants repper but he might be a psychopath so idk abt that
>>37641169I live in a city so im ok, also its common to see pigs, horses and cows (mostly cows by experience) roaming the streets in my city and nothing seem to happen to them, I think la llorona would be a higher threat in quiet urban areas it seems
>>37622041pills won't make me an augustmoder
Imagine having a real vagina anons and not a disgusting parasite between your legs
>>37641118>able to have sex or relationshipsFakerepper
>>37637051HRT repping is the way. dry reppers will eventually breakdown like john50 while HRT reppers will continue to sucessfully repress for years to come
BEING A TWINK IS NOT ENOUGH I MUST BE A WOMAN. BUT I WILL NEVER BE A WOMAN I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT BEING A TWINK IS NOT ENOUGH I MUST BE A WOMAN. BUT I WILL NEVER BE A WOMAN I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT BEING A TWINK IS NOT ENOUGH I MUST BE A WOMAN. BUT I WILL NEVER BE A WOMAN I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT BEING A TWINK IS NOT ENOUGH I MUST BE A WOMAN. BUT I WILL NEVER BE A WOMAN I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT BEING A TWINK IS NOT ENOUGH I MUST BE A WOMAN. BUT I WILL NEVER BE A WOMAN I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT BEING A TWINK IS NOT ENOUGH I MUST BE A WOMAN. BUT I WILL NEVER BE A WOMAN I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT I MUST WORK OUT
I want a cute wholesome middle school lesbian romance with my best friend. I want to discover my sexuality and be supported by my parents and my friends. I want to sleep over at my girlfriends house and snuggle with her in her warm bed while there's a winter storm outside. I want her to cuddle me and rub my tummy when I get cramps. I want her to tell me I'm beautiful. I want us to plan our future together. I want to go to sleepovers and gossip about our crushes. I want to get into stupid fights over nothing and then cry and make up. I want to spend my summer holidays at the beach with my girlfriend. I want her to rub aloe vera on my back when I get sunburnt, I want to sneak out of our beach house at night and lay on in the sand and look up at the stars all night. I want to try alcohol for the first time and get tipsy and fall asleep on my girlfriends shoulder.
i luv the vibe of this gen, keep it up
schizo hours
>>37646355but i am on my meds anon(not hrt ofc) uwu
i stopped taking my antipsychotics because they made my dysphoria kinda go away
My doc postponed my refill a week so now I dont have my meds. Real cool thanks I fucking hate doctors so much.
>>37646542imagine not having a diy stashtotal legalcuck death
>>37646545I will probably have to order it from elsewhere but it'll be 4x as expensive because it's a schedule 2 drug.
>>37646545you cannot get diy benzo and if you can it is too expensive then
pussies
>>37621716what about 30 and wrecked by T>>37641011wow are you met. repper who is almost 30 and lives with parentsi will never be a girl
Had intense anxiety yesterday but then injected estrogen and it went away. Why is that?
>>37647840bc you are a retard
>>37644960Holy delusional manmoders honpilling themselves to look like an uglier John 50
>Trannies single out 1 repper story where they crack just like they single out the 1 in 1000 tranny that passes It's poetry
was john50 an HRT repper or a dry repper? yeah exactly case closed
>>37648912don't you honpillers have something better to do?
>>37648912>was john50 an HRT repper or a dry repper?john 50 broke down at 50 and trooned outi'm just scared that when you're 50 you won't be able to take hrt
True reppers never crack so this john 50 shit just doesn't phase us.
t. john 50
I wish gay love was real and that I could be with a man without being a woman.
>>37649444trips of truth
i'm gonna lose weight, gain muscle, shave my head, then get a twink repper bf with daddy issues
>>37649226literally the no true scotsman fallacy. every repper is a true repper until they crackjohn 50 was a true repper until he was found crying on the floor of his office
>>37649662Didn't read your post because you're not a true poster.
reminder that hrt reppers aren't real, it's just the new age psyop herethose are called MANMODERS
>>37649444but it is?????????
so no one is going to talk about the perfect recipe of masculinization that was posted in this same thread?>>37640637
>>37651302everything for you sweetie piewould anavar be enough or should i mainline test?
weird questiondo you guys think that the sperm of trannies and repressors/dysphoric males produces different children compared to cis men sperm?
probably not, but maybe?i mean we now know epigenetic alterations can be inherited, so if tranners (and i reppers here) have such changes there is a chance it could happenbut personally i think transsexuals are made by failure in the masculinization/feminization of the brain if so such inheritance would be unlikely?
>>37651787>the sperm of trannieswith the effects of estrogen fucking up their testicles, yes
>>37652427please tell the class of those effects?
>>37645047https://youtu.be/Zi3-P4qwpGo?si=rzWaKp-J6AOegyux I can't tell anyone I want to be a woman with a straight face.
All of this was fun at first. Now I'm an old dried out husk.
>>37654002still 93 post to reach it but ok trAnnY lArrY
She spoke to me, now she wants out. She conspires with the mirror. https://youtu.be/zEcjpco9RTw?si=LDW-sX27HfWQrhYH
>>37654291larry = A Ytranny = A Ysure lil troony
Goodnight all my luvs.
lasted 6 months without coming here this time
>>37655587I only lasted a day, so you did pretty good babe. All I want to be is a woman, but I'm afraid it's just another thing that can't be satisfied, like my discontent with life.
>>37650042HRT reppers are the most persecuted reppers. even here in repgen we face ignorance and hatred from dry repperswe'll have the last laugh when you all end up like john50
is gender dysphoria even real or am i just retarded?
I'm glad I repressed. When I think about living with my boomer parents walking around as a frankenstein hon while being NEET at 33 I feel my blood turn to ice.
We need a political party who represents reppers as a social group. It would also support social credit as an economic policy, get rid of bureaucratic fluff like democracy and elections, and give out massive arts grants (millions of £'s/$s) to reppers (they are a very creative race). Reppers will form new schools of painting and poetry. Which of you in this general, will be the strong leader who will lead us all to the promised land? >>37655587Three months for me. Then I redownloaded faceapp onto my phone (why I did it? I'm not sure) and am trying not to bite through my hand. I mean, they're impossible images, they physically can never happen, so why do I care so much? God will fix me, he knows what's right for me.>>37657532Its real but it's caused by usury.
>page 10bum ba da bump>>37658061>We need a political party who represents reppersturning point USA
AAAAAAHHHHHH I WISH I WAS A WOMAN AAAAAAHHHHHH
is larry banned or something?
>>37659950same bro, same... :/
having severe anxiety feels bad lolimagine having a panic attack over things you don't have to do for another 2 weeks
i want rip off my nips i want to sew shut my asshole i want to cut off my dickhead i want to burn my lips shut i want to remove every pink part of my body i want to be a true man
anxiety sucks so much it's insane how afraid i am of stepping out of my own housei wish i were a cute girl with a boyfriend that does all the scary shit for me
>>37621645What is the origin of picrel?
I really envy women's vaginas. It's really not fair bros. in before srs god shut the fuck up. It's not the same thing and will never be close to an actual vagina.
>>37661722Srs
just manmode and take ralox and save for ffs + laser bros
>>37660334;__;so why are all your posts deleeeeeeted?
>>37662240i am not allowed to post in mtfg so i get banished on sight if i do
>>37662082Or I could not ruin my life hmmm
>>37661722same but a mans ass is pretty nifty too, even have a pleasure button jammed up there>>37662695lol what did you do?
Don't transition guys.
i hate hate hate agpwhy was i cursed with this wretched disease
>another "spend all night having an anxiety attack over bad things that happened to me 8 years ago" evening
Bro. I just had a memory of how soft my legs felt when I was 18 years old when I followed this guide. What a shame that a man could never get his hands on them. As soon as I started posting photos of myself on the internet, everyone said that I had no potential because of my ribcage and my shoulders. And that made me give up.And today I see how retarded I was. But I don't blame myself, because my expectations were high, and because at that time I didn't imagine that I would have dysphoria for the rest of my life. Would I pass? Certainly not. But the small gestures alleviate your dysphoria and are so worth it. Today I have no escape. I'm taller, with a full beard. I'm an alcoholic, I drink a whole bottle of vodka a day, I mutilated my entire body, I threatened to kill myself several times. Then. If you're a new kid and you're thinking about repressing, I can tell you that's not the right thing to do. And if you can never pass as the other gender due to life's incapacity, just looking a little more like them will give you moments of pleasure.
>>37665940ftfy
btw I started late as an alcoholic with a full beard and advancing MPB too, never gonna pass but I'm happier with my body and myself at least and it stopped getting worse over time
>>37667124Who asked?
>>37667145huh?
gm everyonei'm about to walk to the supermarket to buy some repression alcohol. vodka and cider is getting a bit boring so might try something new
>>37667585gmplease tell what you ended up withtrying to stop drinking myself but is so damn hard... especially when i got paid today, and it's a friday ;__;
>>37658061>God will fix me, he knows what's right for mehow many christian anons are here? i think id be repressing too even if i wasnt but believing in God is one of the things that keep me from spiraling too hard
