It's picture day in mmg!All manmoders are required to post their cute faces for picture day. Post pic, and tell us your chosen girl name.Previous - >>37690395
>>37698613it seems that they came back last few threads but idk if it is them or someone larping
QOTT The name’s buck and i like to fuck
Freedy vs Jason time
>>37698586I already posted in passgen so NO and my chosen girl name rhymes with derren
>>37698586oh.. lets say... lilith
>>37698586>dox threadim not doing that, but i look like lauryn hill with short hair and my chosen name has a central asia origin
>>37698710>willing to post for passgen>not home town of mmgTraitor
>>37698741Dont shit where you eat
>>37698710Sex with karen?
>>37698586I have a given female name rooted in mythology local to my ancestry that my parents had picked out before I was born and it's what I've defaulted to in my head as my "girl name" that I'll never use and I won't say it because it's cringe and gay like my given male name
>>37698586I look like this and say this
>>37698782same
>>37698734>>37698710>fighting urge to post both of youFakemoders everywhere
im the only real manmoder itt
>>37698741i am sorry anon for disappointing you, it seems i’ve made a severe lapse in my judgement
>>37698889mogs me
>>37698889Imagine having to live in the shithole apartment and having to look out at all the open land every day that you can’t afford
almost no one will ever pass from here, if you unironically ever made it to mmg, it is over, passoids do not even know what a manmoder is, you might cling onto the hope that ffs will save you but that is a scam, all of you are gonna end up butthurt depressed like Flowersand i am going to laugh at you and mock you every time hahahaha
>>37698586My legal name is Jenny :D Very common in my country for my age. I go by Jen
>>37698909you're not even on hrt shut up
>>37698909i wish i could bring happiness to flowers, she has a certain dignified beauty about her, unlike the retard above and the fat pig who made an attentionwhore thread
Chosen names are gay
>>37698926god youre so beautiful and i look like an ugly male version of you
>>37698935flowers is more likeable than most people here, i hate all these hons clinging onto the manmoder label like flies to shit when that is my label, they steal valor from me, mfs, and bully the other truemoders into sui just to get a (you) and inflate their narcissistic ego, literally completely evil and soulless and should understand that feel bad abt it and fuck off
>>37698926Ayy goated for starting picture day.>>37698964Alexander is literally one of my top favorite names. I prefer it for girls, but think it's works so well for guys too.
>>37698985this is true
>>37698586Every day. Every single day. I put on a bit of makeup. I do my hair. I do my nails. I put on women's clothes and jewelry. And I go out into the world and live as a man. I'm 11 months on HRT. I didn't even believe this was possible.
>>37698935I wish flowers was less of an insecure dickbag she's gorgeous and gigamogs me
i honestly wish i could take photos of myself and not want to rope. feels like i'm letting my youth go down the drain by manmoding for so long and not enjoying fashion, makeup, and being able to capture that via photos
i already wasted my youth so there is nothing to waste anymore, i wish i had regular sex for all these years :'(
>>37699082so then start changing that, like what can you do now or today to feel better about or at least work trying those things?
>>37698977You can not be more male than me lol
I'm terribly vain and take a lot of pictures of myself to just have a constant progressive set of points of reference for myself despite being kind of objectively uncanny and conventionally unattractive
>>37699099the thought of putting on makeup or trying fem clothing makes me feel like a faggot. like it feels like i'm LARPing as a woman or being some fetishist since the "base" still feels incredibly masculine.
>>37699128real>>37699108real
>>37698870just because some people said i vaguely remember laryn hill doesn't mean i don't look like a man
>>37699157Will refrain from my n word use since u are hereLauryn hill is based and her album is great for saturday mornings
>>37698870>fakemoders, all over the shop! you'll be one of them, soon enough...
>>37699108oh i totally do the same. specifically i had a bit of temple recession on one side of my hairline and watching that fill in via pictures every month or so has probably the most rewarding part of E. boobs are whatever as I got to B cups fairly quickly. still can't take face photos and don't notice changes there
>>37698586c/album#fjLXXBgYIu9S>girl namehuh? I am a man, why would I have a girl name?
>>37699216you look like a 12 year old
>>37699229no, i am a man
>>37699216eliot page?
i think i'm starting to get into a very bad place againthis after genuinely making some progress, albeit small, socially, health wise (losing weight, drinking less), ffs savings...but no matter what i do i'll still be a big OLD ugly MAN all alone, all incompetent, and stupid
>>37699229Lol
>>37699242real
>>37699216on hrt? realmoder ily me too
>>37699216boymanmoder
>>37699267yes close to one year now>>37699242hahah wtf
>>37698757that's a convenient excuse for a lot of things to avoid saying why you won't actually do something
>>37699276we could be yaoi bros together
>>37698926>>37699216Do both look depressed. A deep sadness in your eyes.
>>37699280I think it is a really general proverb than can be applied to a lot of situationsFrom an evolutionary standpoint it is second nature for most animals too (is why pork is nasty imo)
>>37699297i'm masc4masc only
almost walked into a queer trans owned bookshop / cafe today until i realized how i wanted to continue to not let myself potentially form any real connection with trans people irl. this is next level manmoding
>>37699333czhecht
>>37699333same
>>37699337>not repgen 2.0
>>37699368i'm p much an honorary member at this point albeit with 3.5 yrs HRT.
>>37699337sad
i'm notorious in the local trans group and i am pretty sure they passed my face around to laugh at me
>>37698909>butthurt depressed like Flowers;_; I don't like being this way. I wasn't always so fucked up>>37698935>i wish i could bring happiness to flowersThanks. I wish I could make it out of this mess. I wish i could be the person people used to think was going to make it. I'm rly not as terrible as some ppl make me out to be.>>37698985>flowers is more likeable than most people hereBecause I'm actually a manmoder with receipts?>>37699059Are you the person who hates me & posted all those photos the other day?
WHERE ARE THE MANMODERS
>>37699308Pic is a year old but I do remember it was very late at night and just got home from drinkingI was very happy back then (not anymore)
>>37699409>who hates me &no I'm just a colossal hypocrite and asshole and I had a little spergout because I started out by asking you to be less mean lol
>>37699421>wants manmoders to post>won't post self cause is not a manmoder herselfFAKEMODER
>>37698586i chose a name but it's super clocky, my given name goes both ways these days bc of gilmore girls so whatever
>>37699455real
>>37699421right here, hon
>>37699443Post pic cutie, and clocky name is ok. Unless it's like sparkle or luna
Sex with luke danes
>>37699472i look like him
>>37699421I posted last thread
>>37699502You look like bee? hot
>>37699251IktfIt gets better eventually
>>37699355clocky trans women give me really bad second hand dysphoria and passing trans women make me feel like an imposter. i've realized i'm basically the detransitioned character from that "detransition, baby" book but in manmoder still-on-HRT form
hey my name is Alice and this is my manmoder fit, stay strong fellow manmoders, Alice out
>>37699464don't wanna i look like shit rn from starving and binging cycle. and yeah it's not that bad but it's clocky in that it's an old lady name until a recent franchise revived it so only people younger or much older than me have it>>37699472real
>>37699553I dress like this and at least part of me actually unironically believes I look exactly like this to others
>>37699549same
>>37699549i would never detrans, because even if i look like this>>37699216i can make up pretty nice copes like ffs
>>37699553mogs me
>>37699591Post face lmao did you have a traumatic accident ?
>>37698586https://unseecc/album#GcZ4sgDESya8I get called faggot a lot
>>37699652cogs me
>>37699652womags me
a person taking a picture of themselves in a mirror, male teenager, nicovideo, inspired by Charles Fremont Conner, mullet, in school hallway, androgynous face, by Elias Goldberg, skeptical expression, trans rights, aesthetic face, kino, old scroll, male face
I wish I experienced life with a free mind as a kid abd had the ability to experiment with my feelings and sexuality instead of being held down by my social norms and my family and my lack of wealth.I wonder what it is like for people to be truly free and discover themselves then or at least in college and not have this festering wound you can’t take off called “normal life of a man” forever. Behind closed doors all I did was masturbate to hentai, watch anime, and play shitty games. Bereft but not anything trans relatedReally I was never trans until I was.Until I realizes my body is disgusting, and will turn into worse form than I imagine and by repressing it did.But I’m not a womanI’ll never be one and the desire to be one is purely an afterthought. I just get what I want which is a hot look. Idk about that either I just feel immensely satisfied being girly ig. It’s a kink off almost.I’m desperate to prove to myself that I’m really a woman and trans by wanting to get perfect Hormone levels that outright kill my genitals. That way I’ll know I’m not test infested and my thoughts are pure. So far I still got a boner today for no reason and I could fap twice this week alone. A mishap I hope.I feel alien and weird. Selfish and isolated. Bored and tired.Every connection I have with trans people is met with overwhelming realities of how truly different our lives have been.I want to be like them, if not in body then in mind. And if not in mind then at least I want to feel connected and empathize. But a I have is the surface level human empathy not the deep sisterhood they have.I’m aloneI’m man
>>37699652Pretty
ARE WE TRUE MANOR ARE WE MODER
>>37699652mogs me but youre not a manmoder
>>37699652You got a fat ass. You get any hip growth?
>>37698586>tell us your chosen girl name.It's an ethnic name that's very long. An elder in my adopted family gave it to me. I haven't used it in a while because I don't feel I deserve it.
forever into the archive, you either have the balls to post to thread or not
>>37699716I'm almost 40 so no hip growth for me but I gained 20lbs and kinda had a big butt to begin with. Went from 40" to 45" on butt girth.
>>37699754you're the hon in your heart, faggot
>>37699432I hope(and doubt) I never did anything that mean to you
>>37698586My name is just my second deadname but girlified and addendumed.
>>37699754lol never posting an unsee again
>>37699767you've insulted me in the past for trying to be nice to you
>>37699754this is mean and not very funny
>>37699782you look like my mom but she's a real nice lady
>>37699796can you give me her number
reposting someone's unsee is whatever, security is an illusion, but you're being shitty to the honmoder for no reasonI know you want them to not be in mmg but I want this to not be hondunker repgen 2.0 and I'm sorry for the things I've done to make this place more that
>>37699755Yeah im expecting the same kinda stuff with my hips, in 30s too. I'll take that kinda butt growth though, hopefully.>>37699754>>37699782Bruh.. what is your problem lol.. RESPECT THE PICTURE DAY
>>37699782lari? is that you?
>>37699755>I'm almost 40wow be my gf
>>37699783Did I post a bunch of photos of you and/or mock your appearance? did I actually say something genuinely fucked up?
>>37699806it took me 2mins to 'fix' the unsee, wow unsee is useful and great lmao, you fucking dumbasses, just post to thread, people fish unsee like this all the time anyway, you just waste 2 extra minutes of their time
>>37698586not changing my name or pronouns until post 5 years HRT, post 1 year FFS, and multiple unbiased confirmations of a perfectly passing cis voice. until then no skirts or even leggings for me
thank god i havent posted myself for years
>>37699827I didn't say I was "getting back at you" or being fair, so don't try to look for any kind of reason or defense, but you've said very demeaning things and insinuated things about my appearance along with insisting I was gaslighting you or trying to harm you in some way and it gets under my skin so I act out
into the archive forever
test
How do I kill my male self forever and forget i was ever male forever and I become this other person than I am now forever?
>>37699873I appreciate your mean-spiritedness but you know I go out into public like this, right?
>>37699907i'm sorry. that must be rough
>>37699873Nigga why are you posting hereThis is not manmodingNothing to do with your face or body either, but you are clearly trying to present as a womanLeave Yes you have a clocky chin and big frame, does not make you a manmoder.
one of them got deleted but i did not get banned,anyway here is a timeline to spam in the timeline threads
>>37699907i will post you to r/trans reddit too dw so even more see it, especially americans
>>37699941terramogs me
>>37699960oh you're that kind of loser LOL
>>37699941>hot guy to 'avoid all pronouns' pipeline
I wonder if you've reposted me to reddit
this website is bad
who put their dick in my ass?
>tfw gets mogged then goes on moid rage mode
i was about to post myself on unsee for the first time kek
>>3769999299999
>>37699999Wasted
>>37699941 Beautiful ! <3 she look absolutely radiant
>>37699999Omg you just mogged the other person it’s over>verification required
>>37700014yeah i wish i had something good to say
>>37699974That was a 2 to 10 month timeline. I'm talking to FFS surgeons now... I know I look how I look, but I try not to let it get me down.
>>37699999I feel like now you've got to lmao. Quints based.
lol once someone recognised me from this websiteawkward
at least the flowers reposts were literally all just from this board
>>37700052Dont ignore me why are you posting here if you are NOT manmoding
>>37700076I'm convinced some people did in a grocery store one time and I've been weirded out by anyone approaching me ever since
>>37699873no I agree why post here if you don't manmode
>>37700077Whoever did that was being a major asshole
>>37700088that was me sorry
>>37700100It was Lari lmao.
>>37699974idk i see the repper in those eyes >>37700076nightmare fuel
>>37700082I wear womens pants, but like, I live as a man? I was wearing makeup in like one of those pictures I think?
Murphy you aren't exactly "manmoding" either.
>>37700100yup, already said so>>37700107nope
>>37700112Fuck off or give me at least one reason why i am “not manmoding”
from the other thread, does anyone want to post more unsee? also btw, i do not post you to reddit, idc that much
>pass as a dogfaced woman from front angle>hideous monster from side angle
>>37700111if you were manmoding for real you would be wearing guys pants with an oversized hoodie and a compression shirt or sports bra. i'm fuckin blob core at this point to hide my breast development
>>37700100i didn't do the flowers posting but i did this rn
>>37700139I don't want you to post unsees
>>37700139We've seen Jess a million times. Editing her pics isn't gonna change how cute she is. Why are you being such a bitterhon?
>>37700143ffs is designed for us side profile monsters i think
>>37700165the ai just deformed her already deformed face a little bit, also i do not do it out of bitterhon reasons, i just like being mean and i am bored
>>37700137>crickets
can anybody tell me if i ruined my body or not. pretrans vs post trans cc
>>37699755>>37699808I've had a combination of fat distribution and some pelvic rotation/spreading that changed my stance a bit in my mid-30s, minor but noticeable effect
>>37700139it's possible to restore IPs with digital forensics tools
>>37700217so what
>>37700217some computerhon better do that
>>37700145I bind every day with a tight tank top over it and a button down, which works better and I think is more appropriate than hoodies. This is what it looks like if I wear a tight shirt with a padded sports bra.
>>37700188Post face
>>37700111I am talking about the “flannel” which is skin tight and 3 sizes too small
I knew it was Lari. Such a bitter loser. Literally kys.
>>37700189You don't pass for a man. The pic you posted yesterday proved that. People know. You're cute though.
>noooooo do not bully hons that clearly do not belong to mmg and are being disrespectful to truemodersi only protect the rights of true manmoders partner
you're not even on hrt retard
>>37699941WOW wtf????? good job im not sure what to say im sorry for the person being mean to you
>>37700217if I were a bit more autistic... I don't think I'm l33t enough to gain anything by knowing which IP larry is currently ban evading from
awkward silence
>>37700278Yeah that one is pretty tight and I am wearing makeup for that. Fwiw that was before tranny support group, which was just theyfabs talking politics so I'm not gonna go back. I introduced myself as a guy tho.I guess idk about manmoding. I try to be a bit feminine, but everyone just sees me and treats me as a man, and I introduce myself as a man and live as a man. What *should* I be doing, other than not posting here, I guess.
i am fat and i hate myself
goon squad
should i binge taco bell before it's back to the ol vitamin and salt diet?
>>37700076that's why i'm never posting pictures here even post FFS. i'll mention the city i live in or my age but never pics. that's v awkward i'm sorry
>>37700410I am jestermaxxing in real life so this adds to my bizzare personality
https://youtu.be/Zg2x86yQYao?t=24
>>37700363Oh basedYeah i guess the woman clothes just threw me offBut if you dress like a regular guy irl then np, continue postingYou look good btw
>>37700389Yes
>>37700076If any of you ever see me irl, come say hi
>>37700498nah
>>37700476god dylan looks like such a fucking goblin next to that normal looking woman. when will trans people stop transitioning if they're non passing
Gonna start lifting again & dieting. Gonna be the most ripped manmoder ever. Got some weights delivering today :)
>>37700300Maybe have me confused with someone else, do you mean the last thread ?If this is the boymoder debate i do not want to here it- i turn 25 the day our lord and saviour girlboss President Harris will be inaugurated.
>>37700552Ur Murphy right? Might have been a couple ago, can't remember exactly.
>>37700476it shall be done, the cheez it is foul though
>>37700538Are you jokingI am obsessed with dylanShe is clearly grifting the left and i find it hilarious and very well thought outShe is like the opposite of blaire white and i find it very entertainingAlso she passes really nicely, here is her with the hilton sisters
why doesn't larry just bully bee or some other faggot?
>>37700604he bullied me a while ago it upset me :(
>>37700618you deserve it
>>37700601yea but the voice. plus her body still looks pretty gross since she started socially transitioning literally as soon as she got on HRT instead of weight cycling for a year or two
>>37700597Damn, now I want tbell. But I'm cutting rn. And can't eat many more calories today.>>37700601When the trans girl has the smallest skull. She made it.
>cant join manmoder discords because of fakemoders>cant post in mmg threads because of fakemoders and nonhrt reppers like larry
>>37700654don't cut that's dumb and very early 2010s tumblr. have you tried other methods of self destruction
>>37700626maybe maybe not but i also probably take it the hardest so leave me alone :(
Bee lets cut our wrists and eat crunch wrap supremes together
>>37700681you pass and you post here to provoke us
>>37700604i don't have materials, i will have to go back at all the people that called her ugly and roasted her and do a collage to spam here, if you want be my guest
>>37700686Vampy too we can cut each others wrists in a circle, like how girls braid each others hair
>>37700686omggg that's a dream i just added one to the cart for you>>37700690i do not pass ma'am
>>37700552don't be so sure, there is still time for them to fuck it up and for the "need" for intervention to be invented and/or implemented by a belligerent populace incensed against reason
taco bell? more like taco smell my dirty asshole gas. squirt a bag full of liquid as well. hot muck ejecting like a shotgun blast all over the car because we couldn't pull over because we were on a one lane mountain road with no room to park.
>>37700679Cutting weight lol. I've never cut myself before.>>37700681You didn't deserve it. Larry is bitter.>>37700700I don't wanna cut.. but braiding each other's hair is exactly the type of friendship I want rn.. I really crave female friends.
i hate being such a bitter sad loser
just bee yourself
>>37700717I am anti trump now btw as he by accident leaked that he’s hiring a former border security official; the guy contributed to some sections of Project 2025…. makes me feel like all the P25 hysteria could be legitShould have known betterStill i am against funding both proxy wars. i guess WW3 is inevitable and can’t be avoided in americas ridiculous two party system
I wish Russia loses and we get to execute commie traitors
>>37700841>I wish Russia losesSame but what are the chances (especially with china helping them out)
>>37700834>Should have known betteryeah, you fucking should have, wtf?>i guess WW3 is inevitable and can’t be avoided in americas ridiculous two party systemno? that's insane doomerism, I'm just saying some people are actively and openly working to incite violence and normal everyday uninvolved citizens should not be complacent with that (and people like us are going to be targeted first) and at least be discussing and sharing reasoned discourse around it to help defuse that helter skelter atmosphere you're describing
the reppers think that you are happy blessed>>37700784are you?
she mogs most itt
>>37700855>yeah, you fucking should have, wtf?Haha i know. i am still young and figuring things outI was a harcore leftist from ages 12-21 so i am very quick to critique democrats and in turn am more open to trying to figure out wtf rightoids are talking aboutI think both sides are dumbI think anyone who supports either side is an idiot desu
i actually want to kill repgeni am so ocd, i want to achieve completionist, i also want to kill mmg/mtfg but later, sucks cause repgen has a few stubborn pos left
>larrold>accomplishing anything
>>37700882Yeah, it's almost like taking steps towards your goals and making progress is something to be looked good on.
>>37700937> I was a harcore leftist from ages 12-21
>>37701021WhatIn high school we had social justice class where they TAUGHT us that men are rapists and white people bad and each homeless people deserves their own houseNot really my fault just the culture i was raised in.
I'm just a Marxist social democrat
>>37701062>marxistBless your heart
>>37701059same
>>37701059>men are rapists and white people bad and each homeless people deserves their own houseall correct btw
>>37701105>nervous twitching
https://voca.ro/1arKWphEnCvL
i am so scared to not end up homeless under a bridge on drugs
>>37701174Come to canadaDuring the pandemic the city of toronto put them all up in hotels to cover up the poverty issueI was dancing in the park with them when the cops came and took them
>>37701153what did she mean by this
>>37701197he/him
>>37701192based Canada, Romania would have made dog food out of them
>>37701236Lol
i hate how there are now memories I have that can completely ruin my day. I'm thinking about a few guys i used to fuck with that had me as a backup to a backup to a backup booty-call only in dire situations. I remember one guy who sent me a pic of him fucking this hot cis girl and it made me so mad. i told him to fuck off and die the last few times he texted me
>>37701265does trooning just ruin your life? is it not better to be a gay repper atp
>>37701265Lol wtf, that's messed.
>>37701273it's made my life worse tbqh>>37701276yah, it was a time he messaged me on grindr from a blank profile, and he sent a bunch of pics to show who he was. one was him fucking this chick in the pussy. i was like 'how was your weekend' and he was like 'i put 4 loads in my slut' and i wanted to kms so bad. idk if he knows that's why i hate him now. he messages me every few months
>>37701296Pick better men
>>37700732heh i was so high when i wrote this. gj me.
>>37701395I'm not desirable enough
>>37701418I don’t look the best eitherMade a lot of bad decisions when me self esteem was lower is why i am saying it
just be celibate
It's picture day? Hi I'm Michael welcome to wal mart
>>37701476Cute top i love the 60sRusty oranges look nice on almost everyone too
>>37701476who is this beautiful woman
>>37701473Affection is a human need
I HATE I HATE YOU IHATE IAHTE OYU YOU ARE FUCKING DUMB I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH I FUCKING DESPISE YOU , I WOULD FUICKING KILL YOIU, YOU FUCKING BITCH DIE DIE DIE DIED EID E ID IEEIDIDIDIDIDI WEDIIDIDEI
>>37701519im doing just fine without it
>>37701557cool picture :o
>>37701557Just wait
>>37701588im already deranged lol what’s the difference. as a man i rejected and shunned love all the time being the one rejected and shunned is basically the same. i can do this forever
>>37701612I am the sameJust don’t say you are doing “just fine” lmao
https://voca.ro/1bMGWrkJ1B0a
sitting here in my wranglers and bass pro hat injecting estrogen into my stubbly unshaven thigh from the same table that I serviced my rifle on face unshaven unshowered covered in grease from fixing my dirt bike after I broke a chain going mudding with the boys
>>37701630k>>37701631hot voice“To become the enemy of the human race was the highest dignity to which one might aspire” – It was ambition not venality that made Judas fashion the tree in Akeldama to be his personal cross. If we are not loving enough to be crucified then it’s more noble to hang ourselves
how to stop muttering "i'm gonna kms" every hour or so I am awake?
>>37701689lmk if you find out
>>37701689this is unironically a huge problem for me and I've started recognizing when the thought is occurring and trying to countermand it with something defusing like observing that I'm not actually going to or don't want to kill myself or reasons I might be thining or feeling that way and how that might be irrationalanalysis mode
just become sociopaths and feel less emotions i feel somewhere between 5-15% emotions rn and it is not that, i never got compliments on my voices and my eyes in my entire life, but guess as my emotions got reduced and i died inside my voice and eyes and some facial muscles also died inside and this is more attractive to humans apparently.. idk.. just do this and eventually if you got emotionally low enough you will no longer feel any mental pain at all..
>>37701734sorry for my grammar bu idc really., i just do not like feeling under 5% bc i am android then and even now i barely want to communicate with you anymore
>>37701731like i'm not actually gonna do it. i don't have a plan so I don't think i'm suicidal fr but idk it clearly isn't good for me to be saying this? i feel like i'm getting worse too as each day passes. i guess just long term effect of manmoding without an outlet for expressing any aspect of transness or femininity
>>37701734i dont believe you
>>37701766yeah I feel you, recognize it and try to actively address it because those things become habits and they keep that thought active in your mind
>>37701781https://voca.ro/19HSGwJOjaAp
i really wish none of the events in my life happened the way they did
>>37701731Did you write that or find somewhereIt sounds profound but its a stupid comparison
>>37701871what part would I have found anywhere, and why is it a stupid comparison?
>>37701871Meant for >>37701673
>>37701811https://voca.ro/15BFqenQYDvC
i swear to god if dysphoria never goes away and i can never fuck, i will sneed so fucking muchi will just go hrt creepy crossdresser so i can just fuck at least, i want to fuck so much but i cannot
>>37701881retarded faggot
>>37701891Can confirm…
>>37701476jesus christ
I had sex off hrt but never on hrt. not that hrt changed anything
I had sex off hrt but never on hrt and I desperately want to know what it's like on hrt since I actually like my body now but I'm a broken husk of a person
i want some to suck my dick anyone really and to smoke some weed
>>37701924>liking your bodyI dream that rain falls and melts my flesh away, exposing a glistening system of chrome, microcircuitry and plastic guts. No one is scared except for meThey opened you up and found nothing
i can't rly cum on hrt even with good sex i think it's over
>>37701931you presume, inappropriately for both the context and seemingly your own caliber, that liking my body and being grateful for the effects of my chemical customziation of it precludes wanting more or being eager to shed this crude meat for a more lasting and capable form
>>37701945i cum fine because hrt did nothing but make me gain 25 pounds and grow slight man titties.>>37701949My basic principle in life is suicide – never committed, never to be committed, but the thought of it caresses my sensibility
>>37701976what
Sex is more fun on hrt, but feels better off it. Just can't beat blowing a load balls deep in cis pussy.
>>37701982I just want to stop the world from killing itself
>>37701976>I cum fineThen your hrt regimen sucks butt. Hondose.
>>37701976i too gained 25 pounds and it made my gyno triple in size but i'd like a refund on the shrunken prostate
>>37702008my e is actually too high. i thought by cum you meant orgasm not actually literally sperm>>37702011who even cares. it's all over
>trannies cannot enjoy sex properly anymore after castrationhahaha
Only have had sex on hrt once but i have made out with a few peopleIt is nice having your skin touched and rub against someone else, with it being so soft and everythingHaving your nipples sucked and played with is a whole other different experience too that i cant really put into words
>>37702025ngl as long as my bf chokes me and cums in my mouth i got what i wanted out of sex
i got no ballsi cum clear oozeit takes like 2mins of pumping to get it all outthen it oozes some moremy levels are ideal
>>37702008You are retardedDo you think women are unable to cum Maybe you are just bad in bed haha
>>37702041yea i think if i actually become a tgirl i could be bi
>>37702041eww, gtfo with you shitskin ugly indian bf, i would fuking kms if a pajeet cummed in my mouth
>>37702041real. i wish i passed or was still a gay man and could have that again
>>37702054Haha omg
Lol 1 workout in and i already have great shoulders for a man. I have such alpha chad genetics, idk why I thought I could be a woman
>>37702093REAL
>>37702054he's half chinese and whiter than you, enjoy your sexless gypsy life
>>37702046Meant shoot sperm. Obviously anybody can orgasm. And I'd compare to you any day bitxh:)
>>37702106i'm gay and chinesei'm chinese and i'm gay
>>37702106Lari is 100% European and mogs your boyfriend just for that
>>37702127Racists are always ugly.
Wish I could get a bf
>>37702119Lol srry i just see too many people on this website implying people who can orgasm have low e levels>>37702134Idk bee is a cutie
If I had the chance to meet my 17 year old self I would not give him advice or even talk to him, I would just spit in his face. Each one of us is allotted two real tragedies in life; one in relation to death and the other in connection to heartbreak – anything else, no matter how painful, no matter how traumatic, is merely an inconvenience
>>37701985i got hard
>>37702159Glad I could help. Now post an unsee of it so I can get hard too.
>>37702106i don't hate pajeets bee, i am watching one rn, and eat like one without fork ffs, also what gypsy are you even seeing also why you rubbing salt on my sexless life, i am just dysphoric and sad
>>37702182You look like the tall robber from home alone.
>a woman jerking her penis off in front of the mirror
>>37702155i'm not racist, larry just sickens me and gypsy is fun to say
>a man jerking his penis while hiding in the closet watching a woman jerk off in the mirror.
>>37702221why do i sicken you also i am sorry, i just got jealous that i have no one to cum in my mouth so i lashed out :'(
>>37702221Ok frenchie
>>37702230ai told me this was me
>>37702230>a woman jerking her penis while hiding on the top shelf in the closet while watching a man jerk his penis off to a woman jerking her penis off in front of a mirror
i think all this estrogen is like placebo i still look exactly the same as i did.
>>37702290based, i have been on it for 5 years and same, it does nothing and many other manmoders agree too
like it really doesnt do anything.i cant even tell difference.i think i got j'd and got sugarpills.fml;
>>37702310jesus, is that you with a beard? what downgrade you got shaved, i would kms for a beard like that
>>37702310you pass queen
>>37702335yes.i used to be a beast.i still am, just different.also in all these pics i was already on hrt. the beard and this 1 are from the first year.the horsey pic was yesterday, and around year 5
>>37702310>>37702290Can't really tell much with the huge beard covering your full face. But you look younger, eyes are softer, skin better.
>>37702258mostly bc you're mean to people for no reason and then blame being sad from dysphoria. i also find it hard not to doubt the dysphoria of anyone who gets on E for a short while and finds going back on T preferable. i get detransing after giving it a solid try i guess, but when you're that early on aren't any mental effects supposed to be calming? my brain running on T again would be ropefuel transition results aside
>>37702371Oh bruh, you look so much better now. You've de aged several years, all while living through 5. That's crazy actually.
>>37702371
>>37702371what a fucking waste, you were so hot, why can t i look like that, i bet that i would have had swagger then>>37702388he looks so horrible now in comparison, he only looks younger but a lot less attractive>>37702379mental effects are literally honscience, i got on it in the first place for them, once i found out it was all fake, i quit, have some empathy, not everyone is cute feminine like you
>>37702435>mental effects are literally honscience>honscienceThat isn’t how sex hormones work babe
>a close up of a person wearing a hoodie, androgynous face, 3 8 - year - old, pale and sickly, post+processing, intimidating woman, inspired by Louise Catherine Breslau, hair : long brown, short hair with gel, discovered photo, lone female, shaven, unkempt
>>37702435I'm bi sexual. I can judge the attractiveness perfectly fine. Way better now than before.Youre a hating bitter loser Larry.
>>37702467i am only into men bro, i obviously find him more attractive in the past, i do not like feminine looking dudes at all, you cannot judge shit as a reddit bisexual (prison gae)>>37702457bs, there is no mental effects
i love having a feminized body.i couldnt stand being masculine. i hated everything from the hair, to the smell, the manly build, etc. hair.. god. like the thought of all that freaks me out.
>>37702513are you treated better now by people? you were like conventionally attractive masculine for a man
>>37702435>>37702508he's dead. now he's another feminized boy.no one wanted him.
>he's another feminized boy.no one wanted himReal
>>37702435i strongly disagree with mental effects being honscience. i don't rly subscribe to the always a woman on the inside thing but i can tell you my personalty didn't work well on T, i was an irritated apathetic brick wall constantly. existing on what i believe to be the proper sex hormone chilled me out in many ways and i opened myself up for the most intimate relationship of my life soon after
>>37702513You look so much happier now.
>>37702604yea mental effects are obviously real but also some "mental" effects are actually physical like crying more. what actually happens is there's a ligament or tissue or something that controls crying and it changes shape a little from estrogen so you cry more
>>37702508>bs, there is no mental effectsBabe being on a different sex hormone / an altered balance affects the neurotransmitters (things in the brain that control thoughts feeling an emotion)High levels of estrogen and suppressed t alters your entire brain chemistry i think
>>37702604>what i believe to be the proper sex hormoneplacebo also i feel better on test>>37702556>no one wanted him.wdym, people would want you a lot more than her half pajeet-half chinese goblin>>37702635total bs no study, most sane trannies always agree with me that there is no mental effect and some go off hrt to cum and fuck
We live in an age of abundant faux-generosity, everyone has something to offer you, everyone understands how things should be – there’s not a single a point in history where everyone had so much free wisdom to give without it meaning anything.I have seen so many beautiful things, and met so many beautiful people on the internet, but it all feels like it exists in the wrong realm, in a lesser world
>>37702659i meant bee* not people
>>37702659>Sex hormones have been implicated in neurite outgrowth, synaptogenesis, dendritic branching, myelination and other important mechanisms of neural plasticity. Here we review the evidence from animal experiments and human studies reporting interactions between sex hormones and the dominant neurotransmitters, such as serotonin, dopamine, GABA and glutamate. We provide an overview of accumulating data during physiological and pathological conditions and discuss currently conceptualized theories on how sex hormones potentially trigger neuroplasticity changes through these four neurochemical systems. Many brain regions have been demonstrated to express high densities for estrogen- and progesterone receptors, such as the amygdala, the hypothalamus, and the hippocampus. As the hippocampus is of particular relevance in the context of mediating structural plasticity in the adult brain, we put particular emphasis on what evidence could be gathered thus far that links differences in behavior, neurochemical patterns and hippocampal structure to a changing hormonal environment. Finally, we discuss how physiologically occurring hormonal transition periods in humans can be used to model how changes in sex hormones influence functional connectivity, neurotransmission and brain structure in vivo.
>>37702685this is unironically scary. it makes my skin crawl. we are clay and our bodies are clay. we are not flesh. we are not changing. we are perfect and simple and uniform.
>>37702685ok now find studies controlling for physiologically nominal levels of sex hormones in healthy adults vs those taking exogenous hormones if that's what you're concerned aboutyes sexual dimorphism and its mechanisms are a direct cause of disease, it's a fucking curse
pretty sure i could kick everyone's ass. who do you all think could win a wrestlemania battle royale here?
>>37702685wait maybe I'm misunderstanding, are you just trying to say mental change are reall? don't even engage with anyone saying they're not, we have brain scans showing the differences before and after hrt
>>37702659that's what i mean though, idk how you can claim to be dysphoric and then go on to say you feel better on T. i get people detransing for other reasons but to straight up say you feel better without hrt is insane. i get dysphoria manifests in different ways but i just can't understand that...
>>37702723>if that's what you're concerned aboutI am not concerned. i simply copy and pasted the abstract from a medical journal to prove to larissa that sex hormones affecting brain functions is in fact not honscience
>>37702757sorry lol kneejerk reaction to bigger pseuds than I abusing these things for what they see as gotchas against trannies
>>37702553i am less intimidating to people.men and women try to engage me pretty much every time i go anywhere public at least once.when i was a burly dude, i could just walk through anyone like nothing. now people want to like rub me or something. or fk me.i rescue and save horses and rehab them, like i spend all day chilling with horses and helping them get better.so people that know of me, i think consider me to be pretty high honor. the horse thing with the overall cuteness of me, is a good package.and i guess people like that. for me idc, i am just sick of everything in this world, and i do it to stay sane/grounded in life.because without it i am a wild animal myself and a danger to myself obviously.
why does my girl bulge ooze so much?it's a cursebut my gf says it's a gift
weeping tips
>>37702745trans people can be trans in many way and might have different physiologies. when something goes wrong it goes wrong in many ways vs when something is normal it is normal in one way
jerking kneed
>>37702685not reading all of that it is tranny bs to feel better abt themselves>>37702740>we have brain scans showing the differences before and after hrtanother hon bs to feel better abt themselves>>37702745i hate the limp dead dick and the gyno, makes me go nuts and the skin is a bit too much for me too both in how it feels and how i look facially younger, i am 100% sure that i am a tranny>>37702771it is good that you take care of your horses at least i guess
silence, larrold
>>37702825i know. they lovey me. i cant save a whore, anon.but i can save a horse.
>>37702825>"Hormonii sexuali au fost implicați în creșterea neuritelor, sinaptogeneză, ramificarea dendritică, mielinizare și alte mecanisme importante ale plasticității neuronale. Aici trecem în revistă dovezile din experimentele pe animale și studiile umane care raportează interacțiuni între hormonii sexuali și neurotransmițătorii dominanți, cum ar fi serotonina, dopamina, GABA și glutamatul. Oferim o privire de ansamblu asupra datelor acumulate în condiții fiziologice și patologice și discutăm teoriile conceptualizate în prezent despre cum hormonii sexuali ar putea declanșa schimbări de neuroplasticitate prin intermediul acestor patru sisteme neurochimice. Multe regiuni ale creierului s-au demonstrat a exprima densități ridicate de receptori pentru estrogen și progesteron, cum ar fi amigdala, hipotalamusul și hipocampul. Deoarece hipocampul are o relevanță deosebită în contextul medierii plasticității structurale în creierul adult, punem un accent deosebit pe dovezile adunate până acum care leagă diferențele de comportament, tiparele neurochimice și structura hipocampului de un mediu hormonal în schimbare. În final, discutăm cum perioadele de tranziție hormonală fiziologică la oameni pot fi folosite pentru a modela modul în care schimbările hormonilor sexuali influențează conectivitatea funcțională, neurotransmisia și structura creierului in vivo."
Larry you are the most stupid person I've ever interacted with. I'm actually really happy your detransed repping. I hope you rep till 50 and then break hard into total hondom.
fuck you none of you have empathy for me, imagine being 75 iq and autistic too, why are you so mean
>>37702825i'll just never understand you then so i'll move on. as a kid i used to run a bunch of games on my laptop and hold the hot battery right over my crotch bc my mom told me it would kill my penis. so someone being scared enough by "dead dick" to get off E and apparently having the same mental condition as me is just incomprehensible. i try to hear people out on different types of dysphoria and this thread has taught me to be better with that but, like, come on...
so horny for larry's pink balls
>>37702916>>37702930larry.. you are "pink" right?you dont have the brownies do you?like you are of Hour Hwhite Hrace?
>I'm a literal psychopath>non of you are ever going to make it>hrt is useless, you all are uglier and have had no good changes>*posts multiple peoples pics all over thread and site* without permission>omggg why does nobody carry about ME, why do you all hate ME, what about ME
>>37702919i want to be scary big dick threatening and make people fuck and fear me, being dead limp dick estroginezed s.o.yboy does not doo that, i want to be proud of myself and feel good abt myself on a different level that you cannot understand and in order to do that i need to look manly.. but yes i have dysphoria and i wish i was a cis girl and never had to deal with any of this, do you think i do not want a vagina? i do a lot but not on a male body, i hate how a limp dick and gyno look by contrast on a male body, if i had a cis f body i would have not cared.. but like this it makes me look like a freaky freak thing and i do not feel good abt myself being a freak, i would rathe be a normal dude than a freak..
>>37702957>fuckfuck off i meant*also i hate being a man and having to adhere to male beauty standards which are way more impossible and hard than female or feminine fag ones..
>>37702947i am not a psychopath, i wish i fucking was one, maybe i would have not had dysphoria then>>37702936my balls were irritated from hair removal cream
i am also going on a diet, because all my muscle from my burly days just turned me into a chubby femboy..i used to be a jacked construction worker that did concrete. built like a lumberjack. people used to think i was in military or something, and i would be like "nah, crete."
>>37702919Maybe your bottom dysphoria is just worse than other people, doesn’t say anything about anyone else.
>>37703009Post ass :)
>>37702957>>37702989oh, so you are not like a big dick swinging bowling ball nutsack guy?so you are a cute boy?you can sit on my face if you want and rub my belly, its okay, anon.i thought you were like some burly dude like an nfl defensive line or some shit.but now that i know you're a cute tranny, i think you're cute. and would let you play with me.
>>37702371having a full beard like that at 1 year is more manly than I could pull off even without laser but you're not pulling it off now looking at the current pics
>>37703040umm, only ass pic is one my mommy friend took of me when she brought me into some jewish cemetery to desecrate their graves and have me ride jewish guys tombstones with my sweaty feminized boy butt.
i am going to commit suicide rn, fuck you all
>>37702919i kept my phone in my pocket and slept on it because my mom said the microwaves would give me testicular cancer. i actually did remove a testicle prehrt so maybe it worked idk
>>37703086would rape
>brought me into some jewish cemetery to desecrate their graves and have me ride jewish guys tombstonesis this like some nazi necromancer fetish thing
>>37703086bruh if i saw you in the dark like that ong fr i am pumping my shit rn at the thought of pouncing
>>37703086Built for long nights at the truck stop
>>37703109>>37703096>>37703111gay men
>>37703122that picture is of a natural born female womandeal with it
find jesus
>>37703011i get that, ik i have severe bottom dysphoria which isn't true of everyone. i've hated masturbating since i was a teen, hate bfs touching it, etc. i guess my point was more like, given my experience it's hard to fathom someone getting off E in part bc they like their dick enough to mourn a loss of some function. let alone larry talking about wanting to be big dick tough guy if he can't be a cis girl. but yeah i think i was very close minded with different types of dysphoria until recently, i let my own thoughts stew alone for a long time before i spent any time reading about other trans experiences. so maybe still some unfair bias>>37703093waow mine were unfortunately still functional :( no one told me about the phone cancer ughhhhh
>>37703138Been dead
>>37703138i found his corpse and had my way with it many centuries ago
>>37703152IdkI don’t hate my penis i just don’t trust anybody with itWhat if they bite it off
>>37703176hot
how many years HRT before I grow my demon wings?
>>37703131god bless i love manmoder shedevils
>>37703111>>37703109>>37703096ty, anons. when i go out with my mommy friend she does like to bring to random places like cemeterys, towns, etc at night and have me pose nude. she has like hundreds of pics like that.i cant share all my sexy pics here cause it a blueboard and am trying to behave myself/follow the rules.the thread will probably die soon. /; also i am looking for a gf or bf or transbian tier relationship in the massachusetts area.. so hmu if you see me around. i am fun to chill with irl.
>>37703215mmg has never died and it never will as long as there are youngshits mogging us and clueless hons scaring us into presenting masc
>>37703178i've had that intrusive thought a few times when giving head so you're right to be nervous
>>37703215Who is this “mommy friend” and how old are they, and how old are you, and why are you letting them do this to you ?
i hate you so much. i hate that i have dyshporia and i cannot have sex at all..
i nibble dudes sometimes. not enough for blood but still
>>37703206you know what to do, anons.
>>37703248Kill yourself that is probably my worst fearI was told once that i gave the most gentle blowjob,, why do you want to hurt peope?!
who let their retarded sissy crossderesser out
WHO LET THE DOGS OUT?
STOP TALKING ABT SEX, FUCK STOP IT
>>37703274s&m is hot
https://youtu.be/t6x1M6Hzkfw?si=CTVRG3FJmbMNKQ5d
>>37703296Can’t relate to sadistsI understand masochism because low self esteem but extreme pain really scares meBondage is hot though and i like hitting guys in the face.
might post my tits soon idk
i hate you, i hope i wake up and i no longer feel any emotions
>>37703338I translated that stupid thing into romanian and you didnt even read it; ROPE!
>>37703319how can you be willing to hit a man in the face and be so appalled by giving them a little bite
>>37703338i was addicted to futa porn from a young age. dicks are inherently feminine to me so i have no problem with mine.
>>37703237i am almost 40. and she is in her 50's. she found me at the horse rescue and became infatuated with me and just sort of adopted me as her boy child, and takes me on adventures all the time, that usually involve us eating food, adventuring, me getting nude somehwere, and her taking pictures of me, and at the end us snuggling, and she likes to get me hot and play with my pp, and sometimes she like attacks me and my whole neck gets bruised from hickeys. we're not together. she is a married also. i hope someday i will find a gf/trans/femboy gf etci never had a girlfriend imo. or bf. i dont know what that is like.
>>37703371my future sounds exciting
>>37703346Hitting the face = hot, power dynamic, leaving a handprint and kissing after etcPiranha the grickle = scary, violation of trust, evil etc etc etc >>37703371It seems that junes creation has taken formI am calling you “durian” from now on omg
>>37703395what does that mean" junes creation" and durian. do you mean dorian?like dorian grey?
>>37703343i did it you jackass, i just got jumpscared by it bc all the romanian i ever read is for school i am talking in english almost all day
>>37703371is there more to this story? could you go on? i'm not stroking it or anything buuuuuuut lol haha
>>37703430God oscar wilde was such a snobby fag and not in a cool wayNever read the book and dont want to lol
>>37703440every romanian i know speaks english fluently is this true
>>37703459most people know english here, on grindr i even mostly talk english no one cares, english is just easier
you're laughinglari is acting retarded and you're laughing
>>37702177:(
lar bear you better start taking estrogen again soon or else i can't rape you
>>37703478you are welcome, it will be 5$
>>37703443well, she likes to kiss my body and control my pp and i rub my tits and get hot and go into heat like a girl and squirm around and she molests me until i blow my clear impotent troon liquid. that is what usually happens. she likes that my pp is so sensitive she can just tap the tip gently and it makes me go into heat and start like rubbing myself like a bish in heat.while she does that i wish i was getting fucked the other way, cause i am a very sexual catamite sodomite.and i do maintain my butt so it is squeeky clean and fuckable like 95% of the time. pretty much every day.
>>37703498literally humping the air rn
>>37703495I ain't paying you shitget back on the tranny meds like the rest of us because you don't fit in right now
i love how uber youngshits and boomers act the same due to the total lack of shame. it's honestly empowering (not youngshits they just make me bitter)
>>37703498>go into heat like a girl and squirm around and she molests me until i blow my clear impotent troon liquidVomiting in my mouth
i wish after i wake up i will no longer feel dysphoria and i will be able to have gay sex pls pls god i want my dick sucked
>>37703550quick!!! waterfall that to me!!!i'm your baby bird!!!
>>37703498full on stroking my shit
you are all so nasty eww, maybe i should stop coming here, kys
if any of you anons live in south east massachusetts, and see me around get in touch.unless any of you are rich and want to adopt me. and are hot. and sexy. then that would be dope also.
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becareful near the jewish cemeteries, anon..you could run into a manmoding gigahon boymoder mutant catamite that is waiting for your cock sodomy. with my mommy nearby taking pictures...
>>37703324grogs me
