QOTT - Do you go to therapy? Does it help?
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>>37712289yeah i go. well, someone does. i can't remember much.
>>37712318trip on larrie
>>37712289Therapy helps sometimesI need SSRIs i think my anhedonia is getting worse
>>37712289>qottyes, every weekhelp? nothing really helps, but it makes me a little bit better off handling shit ig?>>37712336pushing pills is like what they do tho? took 15 years until they tried a combo that worked for me lmaolife ruined by fucking psychs laughing to my grave
>>37712289i have only been to a psychiatrist and that was when i was like 9 or smth, i remember none of the pills i got rotated through working and just made my brainshakes worse
i just need one (1!) close friend, nothing elseif someone would be there for me they could torture me for fun and i'd appreciate itbut i'm far to vile for that
>>37712289>QOTTtried antidepressants and therapy for depression as a teen but that was as a repper in denial and those didn't help at all, later as an adult I've spoken to a couple of professionals who nudged me in the right direction but were not able to really help me or give me a diagnosisI know I'm autistic and I know I'm insecure and a bit neurotic which are just kind of things I have accepted and considered as part of who I am while I am also confident that I have AvPD or enough symptoms that treatment for it should help me and it likely lies at the root of some of my other more noxious tendencies, but treatment is not straightforward or easy and is more about me incrementally shifting my mindset, something for which some existing toolsets may be helpful and I have tried to internalize and take advantage of when I find myself engaging in a destructive or undesirable behavioral/cognitive patternI just want to fucking be myself and that means being a weirdo freak dude on HRT, and that's difficult enough without this shit and feeling so isolated and inept yet being aware of the nature of the issue and desperate to do something about it
>>37712289>>37712289cuddling with manmoders!>QOTT:i dont go to therapy, no money. i just cope 24/7
>>37712437see >i'm far to vile for thatsorry for misspelling
>>37712289yes i do and no it isn't helpful she's some kaiser hack who tells me to honmode NOW bc my dysphoria is a bigger problem apparently than the ptsd and dpd i am literally diagnosed with and asked her to focus on. i mean yeah she's not wrong but it's also the least likely thing to be solved internally by talking to a random lady so stoppppp
>>37712289QOTT I want a girlfriend
i feel so alone all the fucking timei feel alone even with people laughing and nominally having a good timewtfall hate me
like i'm serious being friends with someone wanting to hurt me would feel so much better than this "comfy" shitjust as long as they don't abandon me
we are suffering and deserve your sympathies :)
>>37712537Make this the next op it is good
>>37712289i dont go to therapy because it doesnt help im not stupid
Im horribleI dont feel empathyI win conversationsI feel nothingeven my dysphoria is performative and distant
qott: idk i feel like i can usually identify whats causing me issues but i dong have enough agency to fix anything, it feels like trying to trick yourself into being happy
>>37712464> honmode NOWare you not a honmoder
what's the difference between me and a woman?
>>37712639different chrommy
>>37712626no i wear baggy clothes and invisible makeup only, my hair isn't styled at all and i try my best to throw my voice masculine leaning even if it's a cringe failure
Am i ashamed over "pretending" to be a girl and taking that role when I am allowed or am I dysphoric over not being the girl I think I am?
>>37712566what about some sexual therapy? :3
am i gay or chinese or both?
it can help when im willing to get better, but that requires effort on my part, and ive more or less given up at the moment
>>37712746a few of us haven't but they're retards still clinging onto hope that we might one day pass
>>37712746pretty
>>37712686Once i was sexting a name fag from this general and the bitch started barking at meNever again
NahI am not realI am in the existencialist senseBut I wasnt trans at some point, i expressed myself in utterly male ways, even in freedom given ways like games and my own stories i made up in my headIll never be anything moreIm not even crying over it
>>37712780lmaothanks anon, made my miserable evening a lot more enjoyabledon't worry i'll never sext you as am far too disgusting(also pet play is so fucking cringe)
I would drink piss before i tried dog sex
>>37712780>started barking at methat's based, who was it
>>37712803why not both? lol sorrydrinking piss isn't that bad tho, is it?
>>37712810It was chudette over discord
>>37712818Guys have asked me to drink their piss but i always say noWater sports are hot but a guy will never respect a girl who lets him piss in their mouth
>>37712822true
>>37712831hot ;_______;
>>37712289i go and no it doesn't help. already ordered sodium nitrite for the third time, this time i'm picking it up. i finally won't have to suffer anymore
>>37712822guessed. still hot
>>37712289I’m starting a 10-week counselling/therapy thing in a week and im considering honmoding to it but I’d have to travel an hour on the bus while in honmode at night to it so idk
>>37712940Was a jokeThe barking story is real though
>>37713167Order me a bride from the ukraine and ship her to toronto pls i need foreign puss
>>37713167doubt it but i could trywould hug you even tho you probably smell like goats :|
>>37713191bride? wtf you pervert
>>37713202Yes i am a male lesbian do you want to fight
>>37712289>QOTTI've been to hella therapists and decided it's just not for me. not everyone responds to therapy and I'm a non-responder. haven't been in around 3 years.
Yeah im queer. So what?
I am gay- and that is O.K
I'm gay Greg. can you accept me?
>>37713209yes...actually just want you to beat me up ;_;>>37713303gurl don't know how many i went to before finding someone based, and kinda mean desu... but mostly based
i'm a girl that acts like a guy deal with it bigots
dating anyone from this board seems asking to be abused tbqh
I’m nice
>>37713432that would be nice as long as they'd cuddle me>>37713436same
>>37713450Wasn’t a joke this time haha
>>37713450>she gets stressed from work>screams at you>you try to defend yourself>she hits you and doesnt stop>she goes to take a bath>come back after a few minutes asking if you want to watch netflix pretending nothing happenedthe dream perhaps
>>37713406based, giwtwm
i wish i could find a manmoder i could connect tonot date/fuck i know how old and sick i am>>37713506idk, i think it would be better than being alone?
If a woman hit me in the face i would kick her out (wouldn’t hit a girl, too much of a chad…)
i don't even like sexbut if i had a vagina that would all changei would be riding the entire town
>>37713432A lot of chances for that, yeah. But I feel like it also could be really nice. Someone who would already understand really where you're coming from. Non of you are near my though:(
>>37713506t. hasn't lived with a BPD chickit will ruin you for life, having a chick that goes from laughing and playing around with you to screaming hysterically and sobbing in the bathroom after locking you out over anything from a bad grade to a rude comment someone made last week to literally nothing in under 30 seconds
If i had a vagina i would be married with kids in a few years :D
went to a cafe to grab afternoon cup of coffee and coffee beans since I'm about to run out and saw a honmoder sitting down. like she had a very clear adam's apple and clocky af face with typical untrained gayguy voice. how do honmoders just accept going outside in fem clothing while looking like that? is this peak brain worms?
>>37713531wya?
>>37713549>how do hons honmode?yes, you are at peak brainworms
>>37713549Do you want to know how i got my scars
>>37713532i literally have bpd
looking at my scalpeljk jk :D
>>37713587I don't, BPD isn't real
>>37713558No where near you. I'm in Minneapolis, MN, usa.
>>37713602hi deleuze
doctors are dumbasses lol
I would never abuse chudette. unless she wants me to
de LOSER
if i were a doctor i would end my predatory existence
>>37713654She would break you teeth in first i think
chudette is cool but have issues...>>37713679am i weird that that thought seems kinda good?ngl i liked hellraiser as it showed a reality where one could be tortured for eternity without dying... bet i'd not tolerate real torture, and don't think it's a sexual thing for me... but still... seems so comfy
>>37713717Hellraiser is one of the worst horrors i have ever seen, no offence since you like itIt was incredibly boring. the whole appeal of the film is the sfx makeup
>>37713733kinda?later movies got increasingly worse... going far to some weird shit connecting to amerikkkan kkkristian shit and all
>>37713768There is more that one hellraiser? jesus lolI like satire the most but horror is great tooDo you have a favorite? i wont shut up about carrie after watching it as an adult
>>37713846Hellraiser definitely gets better after the first one. And then eventually starts going off a cliff, I forget which one exactly. But the 2nd and 3rd are definitely really good imho.
>>37713846w8 you're young... did you just watch the reboot or somehting?>>377138872 is ok, 3 is kinda... weird but still acceptable ig, though it goes against the main idea imhoactually liked some later ones too, but just as movies kinda connected to the original.
Might watch bendetta tonight :D
>>37713907Didnt it come out in the 80sI tend not to watch reboots or sequels because they always lose the integrity of the originalI think most directors cringe at the idea of doing a sequel just to make more money
>>37713907I just like how they started giving us more cenobites in 2 onward. Those are the real interesting parts. I honestly had a lot of fun going and reading backstories and the comics. The lore is really cool. And yeah, I bet she's only seen the remake lmao. Trash.
I guess kill bill is an example of a sequel done right but iirc it was filmed all at once and edited into two separate movies
>>37713768first is kino and they do some fun stuff diving into the geiger or escher looking hellscapes later but it definitely got worse and worse
>>37713912benis :D
NPC babble about movies omg this is lame
>>37714047Nigga who is the npcShow me your letterboxd, you probably think Step Brothers is a “comedy”
>>37714058Nta, but methy, you're just wrong about step brothers:)I haven't been adding movies since March, so I'm a little behind.
>>37714047>nooo don't discuss thingsSORRY I'LL GO BACK TO DOOMING ABOUT MY MANTITS AND UNPASSING FACE AND ENGAGING IN INTERPERSONAL DRAMA
I will never be a woman :( does anyone else itt relate?!?
>>37714141Oh, username is transmutate if you wanna check out full profile. Thought it showed.
it's so over, the best the best the best has fallen, billions must cry
>>37714058oh woops i forgot i made that post loli don't watch movies anymore>>37714148lmao fine i like ummmfuck i can't even think of a good moviei think i'm dead inside fr
>>37714182You smile, but the eyes tell a different story. Why are you sad?
>>37714182youre cute
>>37714141no way love lies bleeding was that good. the trailers made it look so lame
>>37714200lol it's not a sad look
>>37714182please be my gf :(
>>37714141When i worked at a winery in the cellar one night the guys tried to show it to me and it was so bad hahaI mean i can see how it may be funny if you are super high on weed or very drunkA lot jokes equivalent to a kid making fart noisesPrincess mononoke was nice and the other movie about the fish tooHavent seen too much animation but the original ghost in the shell is incredibly beautiful and aeon flux is great as wellWhen i was a kid my favorite show was the animated batman series, i still watch it for the artwork / design
manmoders often have higher than average IQs but are also disproportionately manic and insane with BPD, OCD, PTSD, etc.
>>37714229are we like turbo-AGPs?
>>37714235No. we’re just very special boys
>>37714244ermm I'm a girl
>>37714254woman, actually
>>37714244erm, i'm also a woman
>>37714221sure baby girl come ride daddy's monster cock I want to feel all your mussy juices
>>37714244erm, ok yeah probably
>>37714180Followed
>>37714258theyre often used as synonyms kys
>>37714273i dont bottom unless youre taller than me
>>37714273no
>>37714317Tripfag
How fat do I look now?It's so fucking over why is my face so godamn puffyhttps://unsee cc/album#8TnnheAwBcE8
>>37714331nigga that's a virus
>>37714331f*id
>>37714331>why is my face so godamn puffyIIRC you electively had yourself neutered
>>37714331wow cutie
>>37714330I've become everything I hated
>>37714358You hate fly sexy bitches ? checks out desuu
>>37714343If been chemicaly neutered for almost 3 years tho I didn't think it would change much
hogsmeade
>>37712289>QOTT - Do you go to therapy? Does it helpYes but my therapist is unprofessional, so no it doesn't help. I still want to self harm, and I'm still depressed as shit. No therapist understands trans issues at all.Therapy is fucking trash.
>>37714372Lol i am so rude im sorryI get not wanting to be on an AA, i am literally terrified of going off spiroJust started dutasteride last weekI would get mine cut off too but i would feel very weird not having them thereI am for sure faketrans in the classical sense, do not care either lol
>>37714369truly, watashi wa sekushi bitchi tbdesu
>>37714372it's pretty common apparently, might want to keep an eye on your levels in case you end up with adrenal T production or something and need to suppress that but you should be okayalso >>>/lgbt/mtfg
>>37714421Are you wearing foundation
>>37714455no, the only makeup I own is eyeliner/shadow and mascara
>>37714439Dw I'm paranoid af about adrenal T and DHT but I haven't been experiencing any symptoms so I guess I'm all good in that respect.
>>37714470Cool. great skin
>>37714483well thanks, I'm pretty sure the lighting and my camera make it look way better than it really is though as I do have some dry and red patches and a few smaller acne scars and stuff
quirked up and ciruc’d up
>>37714575>tiny neck>no adams apple
seggs w bgp
>>37714212
>>37714742t. Bgp
>>37714742iirc bgp mogs me
everyone mogs me therefore no one doesi am enlightened
>>37714821
Did bgp give her wife hiv
whats a mog to a never passer, who will never pass at all
>>37714833
>>37714821everyone mogs me therefore everyone mogs mei am endarkened
>>37714853this got the faggiest laugh out of me, it was so bad my voice cracked
>>37714863same here when i posted it lmaoi'm still laughing at it
>manmoderkek
Which ones bgp
>>37714952that one muscular mommy who tops uwu
>>37714952The muscular trans chick
border gateway protocol
big gay penis
>>37714960>>37714962Oh ok, I've seen her once in passgen. She posts here too...?
>>37714981not in a long time from what I remember
is becoming a muscular transbian top the only cure for being a virgin manmoder
>>37715000trips... you know what it means, anon...
my secret superpower is being a nondysphoric gay man looking for male bottoms
i want to fuck bgp while his gf watches
>>37715000it's hard to argue with trips but find a manlier man and yes he must also be very mentally ill
im just a cis dude trying to get a raise a tech company
>>37715058do normal manly men not want a man with boobs to penetrate them?
>>37715093just write some code ig i kinda suck at it
>>37715081no, most normal manly men do not want a man with boobs to penetrate them, the world is unfair i know
>>37715131damn
I just want people to think I'm a cool bisexual femguy.
>>37715144same....
wtfi looked at the trans tape website and why does it look like that lmao
im a skinnyfat loser femguy
>>37715142no more uppies and no nuggies for dinner. you're grounded for a week
>>37715172'member lemonparty? now we have poonparty jumpscares
>>37714182wow you're ugly
>>37715179same....
>>37715186I am a beautiful and unique snowflake
>>37715198i want to bite your tongue off, lovingly
>>37715205aww
still no muscle mommyi can't jack my girl dick to thisugh, i wouldn't rape a single one of you
maybe i should detransition. then maybe id finally have courage to rope
>>37715214
how am i supposed to go on knowing i'll never drink too many beers and get drunk with chudette while eating pizza and watching kino??????
where do I buy a binder from a normal fucking website
>>37715250https://www.gc2b.co/pages/gc2b-binderstranstape has a totally normal website imo
>>37715246I'm sure you'll find a stand-in somedayit's a berry massive imperial cider and 4 day old leftover pizza hut with either the hills have eyes or hostel kind of night for me
everything I drink comes from schilling or incline
I'd fuck you all, but honestly, I'd probably only really enjoy 1 or 2 of you.
>>37715434you bottom?
>>37715460Mainly top, but yeah I'll bottom no problem.
>>37715486hmu
>>37715520Drop disc baby girl
I’m a gay man who is pathologically jealous of women. I can end this by refusing to inject estrogen but 4mg just went into my thigh. I don’t look like a woman. what am I doing to myself?
>>37715571Test is poison. You're making the right decision.
>>37715571Make a list of why you are jealous of women
>>37715571>what am I doing to myself?probably coping with your gender dysphoria
>>37715617> copingme on god
>>37715613Lol the list for me is basically just I look like a chubby guy and women look like women. How does this help?
>Woman says she looks like manMany such cases with you manmoders.
same but i think i'm already dead so what's the point? just have some fun until it's over and inject estrogen. who cares? lol stop hating on me i'm watching anime and gaming, now.
is it cus i grounded you?
>>37715683why does your life revolve around me, the one with no life?>>37715695she a bottom-feeding leech like me but at least i'm hot
>>37715613>big hips perfect for sex>natural feminine socialization perfect for soothing men>perma bottoms, total castration>pretty & funny & beautiful>straight men like them, bi men worship them, gay men secretly want to fuck or be them
>>37715640Might not help, just curious what other people are envious ofI am so mad that i cant have my own kids for exampleAm jealous that women can express themselves visually without having all the social stigma to worry about
>>37715723not to be too dismissive but that's kind of incel shit
>>37715749OH I FORGOT KIDS and yes being able to be feminine and gentle and nurturing without stigma. and the way men look at women and protect them and tease them and pick them up and lead in dances
>>37715756i'm you
but im me
>>37715762I might be a spiritual incel despite being a successful gay man prehrt
i fuck goats
labron is the goat
>>37715723>>37715771I seeI also get really jealous when i couples latelyBecause i know the girl didn’t do anything to find the boyfriend and having a pussy was enough to snag any man that she wanted And then the guy just walks around with her like he is on a leash….I see it everywhere haha. jealousy is a really evil emotion though, i am trying to catch myself whenever i notice it
>>37715808No i am
>>37715818> Because i know the girl didn’t do anything to find the boyfriend and having a pussy was enough to snag any man that she wantedthat’s an ugly way to talk about women. you can be envious of women without bitterness
>>37715830when did billy the kid grow up?
>>37715849I agree. jealousy is very ugly but it is true to how i feelSurprisingly i don’t get very jealous when i see lesbians i just smile and think giwtwmBut seeing a straight couple where the guy is her lapdog makes me so mad hahaMaybe it is because of all the guys with girlfriends who hmu; like i know it is all a superficial facade
>>37715865His parents put him on puberty blockers
i will turn my dick into a pussy! *waves around a scalpel* at the audience
I will keep my dick and get a pussy installed
Apparently you can hit the prostate through the robot pussy… pretty cool
detransing or mastectomy
need
>>37715997forgot to say odds or evensodds: detransevens: mastectomydubs: musclemommy rapehonmoding
>>37715997Breast reductionYou don’t deserve scars because the world is mean
>>37716008im like a-cup almost b can i get no scar breast removal?
i'm tired of wanting to be a futai decided i am trutrans HSTS from now on
>>37716051>you know who you arehuh? of course yes, I do, wtf are you telling me to kms for?
>reply to someone directly>YOU KNOW WHO (You) ARE!!!!1wait what am I missing
>>37716045Probably small enough for keyhole surgeryDo you hate having tits or something?
>>37716076>>37716082calm your cones ugly troon
>>37716064lame
>>37716119no I mean I'm trying to understand, is there a bit here? or are you a tourist, or cripplingly ESL, or what? I actually do not understand beyond that you are upset about my gender dysphoria and want me dead
>>37716095Ok, I will do some consults before they get too big.>Do you hate having titsno, but I’m never going to pass and today I was flat without a bra for the first time in a long time and I miss it. I am scared I’ll wake up after and immediately regret it but it’s ok my life will be easier without breasts
god I can't wait to have an artificial pussy while also keeping my giant throbbing girldonger and still call myself a man
>>37716136maybe you're ESL if you're struggling to understand plain and simple English?
>>37716170>you know who you arewhat did you mean by this
it's true doe
WHAT is trueI'm fucking angry now because it's being presented like something meaningful or profound but it doesn't make any sense
why the long face?
are you... "raiding" us? or """trolling""" me? lol
i am literally just watching anime and gaming
thinking about dressing up as a goat :/
mmm futa dick and srsussy
>>37716207We've definitely had some tourists trolling past couple weeks.
anybody else itt just an mef prison gay who took it to far
kek the faggot reported my posthow about you stop crying to jannies when someone makes fun of you on the internets?
i want a fishy hole :(and another dick, fishy ofc
I have zero issue being made fun of on the internets or I wouldn't be posting here, someone else seems to have an issue with me though :)
>>37716277Post a selfie
I hate you, put a trip on so I can filter you already
retard
I WANT TO KMS RN I WANT TO COMMIT SUI RN PLEASE KILL ME
>>37716229trying to attract larry? is it that dire?
>filtering people on mongolian basket weaving forumHAHAHAAH WHAT A PUSI
body=ruined
>>37716340Larry please get some help, it gets annoying when you devolve into all caps spamming random garbage.
>>37716378GIVE ME THE HELP, I HAVE NOWHERE ELSE TO GO, I WANT TO FIND THIS HELP PERSON
i constantly respond to my own posts
>>37716321faggot lmao
>>37716403I do it a few times a year I think
>get some help larry, stop spamming ALL CAPS bs here
>>37716429fakemoders everywhere *le toy story meme*
>>37716429Bitch don't post my fat head I had it in an unsee for a reason
gm chat lets lock in again today
>>37716441You missed picture day thread lol. Larry has started posting people's unsees. So if you don't want them posted here, I'd hold off. Don't be so nervous though, you're doing good and cute af. I'd kiss you and cuddle.
I'm still trying to understand what (You) meant by me knowing who I am, you obviously know who I am and nothing I said is a secret or something I haven't spoken openly about so I'm still fucking seething over the nonsensicalness of using that turn of phrase in that context
>>37716470Well that's just rudeLarry stop being rude and annoying >:(
>5’7>150lb>19in bideltoid>34in underbust>31in waist>38in hipskek. repgods take me back
>>37716527>>37716488ok, i spam you around the board rn but no one cares i guess
>>37716522Smoke break time lil nigga
>>37716528Foid stats imo
>>37716535reee substantiate your shit
>>37716534People know what I look like it's not that interesting
>>37716528>5'7>19in bideltoidmeanwhile i am 17 inch and 6 feet and it is still over for me, it is mega over for you buddy
>>37716536no>>37716549yeah it’s over for me but you’re also bdd and a luckshit leave me alone.
>>37716528>6'0">180 lbs>18" bideltoid>34" underbust (41" bust)>30" waist>42" hips
Do i post my stats or is that rude
>>37716544>>37716603what do i tell to this nigga to pinkpill them, pls help beanie
>>37716597No one has a good concept of what the stats even mean literally nothing posted has been out of the female range so far lol
Yall body mog me, at least that what it seems. Luckily my face is cute af at least.
lol it really is over for me. who will let me top them
>>37716613Tell them being trans is shit and do what you want idgaf about reppers lol
>>37716619>my face is cute afkys attractive person
>>37716617178cm 150lbs 16 shoulder 27 waist 37 hips 38 bust 32 underbust
>>37716641Body is half of being attractive. So you kys too.
>>37716668Nice, very foid body take advantage of it
>>37716668im killing myself tonight
>>37716613Was you plan to actually pink pill the guy Larry or did you not mean to be wholesome lol
>>37716694Nice body only gets you sex, i want a relationship etc
>>37716733i am neutral, i just reply with the thing that seems the most interesting to me, it could be mean nice whateverpeople think you are cis in gaygen>>37716584fakemoder confirmed
>>37716746Don't we all but that's mostly personality based, I'm sure you can find a nice gf or bf anonette
>>37716746This, but reversed... we really do need both body and face for relationships:(
>>37716668how am i skinnier than you with fatter waist and hips, i hate being skinnyfat5'10" 140lbs 29waist 38hips 33underbusti need to keep starving and build back up
Youre all so lucky to have started young.
>>37716784Since when is 28 young?
>>37716766Yeah not discussing measurements anymore it isnt healthy nvm
Why am I getting boner
>>37716793People posting body stats obviously. Have it so easy.
>>37716812I don't think so everything is RNG and money based imo
>>37716784lol I started at 30
I AM A MANN
>>37716799what is that supposed to mean i would have starved myself anyways... not like anyone is going to mog you so i don't get it but whatever
im a fella
>>37716855Supposed to mean i didn’t post my body stats to compare who is more passable, was just hornyI am a porn brained male predator, cannot help myself ;____;
>>37716855Bee you also have nice body stats don't starve yourself you look good
I am a ma'an>>37716799it's only unhealthy if you compare them thinking they mean something in terms of passing or relative body shape or making you any more or less valid or trutrans or whatever the fuck
>>37716855Bee your stats mog most here too. Plus we all know your face look female too. Quit dooming like this because one single person happens to have slightly better body stats.
>>37716766>i need to keep starvingstop that
>>37716850I AM MANI SHOP MAN CLOTHS AND USE MAN ROOM
so like if you're a tranny with hip dips do you just kys >t. dipped hips
>>37716934nope you cope or try hip opening stretches/exercises, a lot of cis women have them too and they're normal
mine have actually been filling in over time and it's been kind of hurting
>>37716934Bruh, they kill me. I honestly could ve so fucking hot and female bodied without them, even with no hip growth. They kill my whole body.
i took two paracetamols, my head hurts so badly and i feel so badi think i am going to buy some ibuprofen and ibuprofenmaxx
>>37716934One benefit of being chubby is mine filled in, my ass still looks kind of hank hill esque but it's mich better now.Not that it matters it's not really a particularly noticable feature IRL
>>37716877well presumably none of us pass so i just think it's interesting to compare but okay...>>37716880>>37716906ty it's pretty addicting though and then i binge back 10 lbs and want to starve again>>37716899i don't doom bc of any one tranny's measurements, i doom and starve bc i go outside and see women
>>37716997Now you're just being a bitch Murphy.
>>37717019???
>>37717019Literally howKnowing bee she just wanted to mog people, not on my watch
>>37716997literal f*id
mogged again
>>37717028I know. But she's not the only one in here lol..
>>37716997i just meant i weigh less than you T_T i'm sorry for my poor word choice i'm putting the phone down
>>37717070you know exactly what you're doing, it's why you're here
Ladies stop fighting and be nice thank you :)
First time i posted a pic here i got called fat and old looking, do not care about anyones feelings Tbh…My face is ugly asf so you have nothing to feel bad about Do i watch bendetta tonight or Ring (japan not america)
>>37717071Are in any different though? You do the same shit. Your body is female, face cute. You get mad and lash out at anybody even remotely fem presenting or fem passing. But you're the same.
>>37717162don't fuck with me, and don't simp, it's not a good lookI've tried to cut back on my sperging over people who obviously don't belong or qualify for the label or this place trying to coopt it for attention but I won't just not call it out, fuck you
>>37717175I'm just confused on how you can't see that you're apart of that group of people. I'm the furthest from a simp. Lol trust me.
besides I was nice, I told it not to starve itself (or else it gets the hose again)give me some credit
>>37717251>you can't see that you're apart of that group of peopleI can't tell if you're making some kind of punI am not one of those peopleI do not pass or present as female
>>37717071you literally replied to the initial posts with mog measurements what are you even talking about? god i need to just never talk about myself here, my intentions are under scrutiny and yet i only ever feel worse about myself contrary to whatever punching down boogeyman you believe
>>37717326>mog measurementsdelusional, and they shouldn't really be compared that way in the first place anyway
Waaay to many women ITT
>>37717260I'm a "real" manmoder. Like one you would picture when saying that word. I would never dare post myself here, or anywhere else for that matter. I'm not really trying to forbid anyone from posting here. I just notice you constantly being mean to so many. When you are so further ahead. And you do present some fem. Can deny it all you want. But just from your hairstyle, and the types of clothes. Like, nothing really says man. And when you have a body and face like you do, you can present however you want, people will still know.
>>37717415That is very annoying for you to say lol, it is like rubbing salt in the wound that she doesn’t passI feel that way when people say things like that to me and i look “more feminine”, can imagine how it makes her feelYou don’t understand
Why can’t I just be a girlEven my brain can’t do the leap of faithI’m manWhy do I care
>>37717372.73 whr and a 30 inch waist at 180 lbs is insane, you'd mog the entire thread at the same bmi as me so please watch who you're calling delusional. acting like you don't do the same shit but it's okay bc you're 35 and yell at people like a moidbrained /b/tard. you really make me feel like a shitty person just for trying to figure out this tranny stuff and as someone without a lot of introspective skills yes sometimes i like to "compare" GOD FORBID. that's your goal i guess and i don't understand what makes someone want to drag people down like that
>tfw he already does mog the threadHaha bee GAIN WEIGHT sis
>you'd mog the entire thread at the same bmi as meBee put the phone down sweetheart haha ;D
>>37717487I'm not trying to drag anyone down, the difference between something like you (foid) and something like me (moid) is apparent at a glance and it makes me ree and lash out ok sorry but you can't be fucking serious right now holy shit and no my being an immature retard for my age doesn't excuse anything that's just who/what I amI am nothing but a useless bundle of introspective skills so take that for what it is
>>37717447She has the most passing body I've seen here. So not really sure where I'm saying she doesn't pass.>you don't understandNo, you don't. Because you are so far removed from me it's not even funny. All you girls come in here and constantly fight and compare like you don't all look and act the same. Like woman. It's fine, I get enjoyment out of reading it most of the time, even if I do get sad about never in a million years being able to do the same. But she finally ticked me off enough that I felt compelled to respond.
>>37717415I've taken small steps to be more comfortable with myself but I'm still through and through a man and treated as one in by others in my day to day life, and I don't pass, so I don't see how you can lump me into the same groupand I'm mean to a lot of people for a lot of reasons, mostly stupid ones, but who cares? I just try not to attack other people around certain things except when they're being shitty to or punching down at others
aint no tranny gonna rangeban meaint no jannies in this /mmg/going right down to the liquor storegonna drink till i cant drink no more
>>37717602I look like this and say this
I was never a girlI’m not even transWhy do I try?No this isn’t internalized transphobia or somethingI’m just not, yet I keep like pretending I have the qualities of a girl? Like that I even was able to live like I did all those years is proof enough but I don’t even feel anything.No dysphoria. Just a feeling of things being ugly and disgusting. Maybe I developed reverse dysphoria :DI’m not a girlI just aren’t. I’ll never be oneFrom birth till now I was always a male man boy dude. There is no denying it. Internally externally. Maybe I was a bit fembrained here and there but woman? Girl? Female? NoPuberty was depressing for a lot of reasons but dysphoria? I am not so sure.Maybe all the depression I have is looking for excuses and found this combined with my years of feminization and tranny hentai.I’m a weird little guy haha. I take female hormones and lasered my beard off. Was planning to go full body lol. No more hair in a 40-50 yo male sounds hot right?Hahaha hahaI’m a jokeMe a girl? Never ever. Not once. It’s just penis talk.I can’t even cry
>>37717596Just because your testosterone damage is more severe than others does not make everyone else “women”, is condescending telling people who know they can’t pass for female (me included) that we are womenIf we were women we wouldn’t be here
>>37717648And then i am expected to act sympathetic or else i am an ass…. no! i feel for you and i am sorry for your situation, i am sure you mean well and are just confused
>>37717648You were just telling people they didn't belong here. And I never said you or anybody else had to leave.People get mad when you call them men here, and when you call them woman. So I just call them how I think they look. If you want it a certain way, put your pronouns as your name or something.
I can't believe bee called me moidbrained and fat... it's ogre...
>>37717694It is manmoder general; should be expected everyone here uses “he” in their day to day
I just go with whatever pronouns people use for me, I don't take offense to it... but I do note who uses which for me and which for others, and when or why...
>>37717711Well, most people seem to use she in here as far as the thread goes. And say you're misgendering if you use he/him. But I can make sure to use that when I see you post.
>>37717723Shut up woman go clean the kitchen sink
Help me
>>37717744no it's late and I am le tired, maybe tomorrow when I bleach the bathroom sink too, and I am not an woman
>>37717777Whatever grandma
>>37717702Bees cute when shes mad lol, keep pissing her off
i hate you, please fix my life, why don't you do it
>>37717813no im not :3
>>37717795
>:3
Would
>>37717859holy this is horrifying and no I was just going for low effort, I remember that site from when I was basically a kid lol>affordI thought it was free? no it bitched I had a rooted phone and I never fixed it
wasn’t horrifying at all but whatever
>deletedlol
i love larry, he is great, you sould be nice to him
>>37717895the nigga called it horrifying why would i keep it up :3
using this as don't-suicide aging goals
why are you so obsessed with this ugly ass chudette, at this point i think is just him samefagging
I only reposted the thing someone deleted, because yes it's horrifying and also funny
>>37717935freud was right. anyways this is the last mmg thanks for tuning in :3
>>37714203Idk if you looked at my letterboxed profile. But I lean pretty high with ratings. And I give out a lot of 4.5 and 5s lol. I love Kirsten Stewart, and that time period. It's well acted, good pace, good vibe.>>37714225Are those the only miyazaki movies you've seen? He might be my favorite director oat tbqh. I recommend them all, but if I had to pick 3 more to watch forsure. I'd pick spirited away, the boy and the Heron, and kikis delivery service. And broooo batman animated series is one of if not my favorite cartoons from my childhood. I did a rewatch earlier this year actually. Definitely still holds up, that art style is timeless. I have this old blanket from my childhood, I let my son use it sometimes, but I'm debating getting someone to make it into some type of clothing for me.
thank god it's the last mmg over, finally, again
since it's the last mmg I wanna take the opportunity to say I hate all of you and hope you don't make it. 1000 years of unhappiness for all of you.
>>37718054based and same, worstie
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