>>38021257
>>38021257

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>>38033749
Not anymore. I used to draw a lot though.

>>38033754
What you mean more people are like you?

Where have all the good men gone
And where are all the gods?
Where's the streetwise Hercules
To fight the rising odds?

Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed
Late at night, I toss and I turn
And I dream of what I need

I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night
He's gotta be strong, and he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight

I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light
He's gotta be sure, and it's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life
Larger than life

Somewhere after midnight
In my wildest fantasy
Somewhere, just beyond my reach
There's someone reaching back for me

Racing on the thunder
And rising with the heat
It's gonna take a Superman to sweep me off my feet, yeah

I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night
He's gotta be strong, and he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight

I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light
He's gotta be sure, and it's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life

I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night

Up where the mountains meet the heavens above
Out where the lightning splits the sea
I could swear there is someone, somewhere watching me
Through the wind and the chill and the rain
And the storm and the flood

I can feel his approach like a fire in my blood
(Like a fire in my blood, like a fire in my blood
Like a fire in my blood, like a fire in my blood, blood)

I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night
He's gotta be strong, and he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight

I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light
He's gotta be sure, and it's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life

>>38033793
Lol

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>>38033749
I don't do it much anymore, and I don't really like my stuff.

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>>38033749
I'm a woman

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>>38033749
I really don't much anymore though I have a notebook with some doodles and rough planning sketches for game ideas and stuff... I did draw a lot of random crap (also mostly doodle on school notes/work that I would progressively add to or over-invest in) when I was an edgy high schooler picrel

damn im starting to hate youngshits

>>38033854
Cute x

>>38033864
hello i'm a youngshit :3

>>38033864
Youre all youngshits:)

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>>38033864
you tread an ultimately self-destructive path

im wearing makeup
it looks like shit
:)

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>>38033837
me too brother. now come over and eat my pussy.

>>38033927
God he's beautiful

>>38033925
post?
bet it looks 100x better than if i tried it

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this what meth feel li—AAAHHHHH aahhhhhh uuhhhhh aaahhh…open your mouth, lil boi; daddy is about to cu—ahhhhh unghhhh aghhhhnhhh uuuwaahhh…this what meth feel like

>>38033876
it's not even jealously, it's more because I genuinely havent met one single youngshit who wasnt arrogant as shit, acting like everyone else is just lazy instead of recognizing they had it easy

>>38033956
let's do meth together?
not even joking, i think...

my parasites and gangstalkers are collaborating

>>38033947
no
opsec

i'm drunk af
hating myself
feel bad as i'll not be able to meet friend later today
have strange thoughts that people should cut me
thinking of visiting psych ward, even tho there's absolutely nothing wrong with me

>>38034004
based! :)
before i'd suggest posting on my disc but now i'm mature (lol) and shit

how do I cope with the heritage foundation being behind or directly connected to everything making my country worse, especially the things that make my life harder just for being a tranny even when I don't honmode and live in a blue state?

>>38034029
Fuck bitches get money

i kinda obsess about scarification around the border of my aerolas... is that weird?
jk jk

>>38034029
move elsewhere? i got a vacancy under my bed...
or in my sofa whatever

>>38034057
Based
https://www.instagram.com/xiaoaiepoch2?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==

it's been almost a month since I last had taco bell

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>>38034044
I like this plan

>>38033960
Everybody is like that in some way. It's easy to recognize how easy others have it compared to you. Takes a little more reflection to see what you have easier than others.

>>38034097
u provoke me deliberately
i wake up and this is the first thing i see

>>38034155
why should my consumption of taco bell provoke you?

I've had like 8 pieces of pizza in the last 2 hours.

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>>38033749
i don't draw as much as i should as my plan is to go into animation but i made this sticker for a friend a few weeks ago, sorry for shit quality

pizza is sooo good

I kind of want to order pizza... or indian... or taco bell... or just heat up frozen tamales... or maybe starve myself... this happens every fall or winter like I start fattening up, I'm not 200 lbs like I was a couple years ago but I'm stuck in this 170-180 range and too unmotivated to start exercising enough to change it

please stop talking about food
i'll son vomit due tp ingestion of a toxic subtance

Evens - I go to the gym tomorrow and get back on track with my diet.
Odds - I continue the off week with 1 more day of cheating.
Dubs - I kill myself

>>38034312
based

>>38034322
Looks like it's time to lock in boys. 140 here I come.

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this is what it feels like moments before you unzip your pants and flop your dick out in public. funnily enough the only person i may have traumatized is myself. i am literally shaking right now typing this. except i can't even say im traumatized because it felt so fuckin good i want to do it again. hahaha this is a funny edgy joke wait no it's real it's real it's real it felt so good i shake when I remember what happened and I feel scared and i fantasize about sucking meth pipes when I masturbate like I'm sucking Satan's cock. i shake and then my dick gets half- hard and and I feel anxious.
METH CHARGED MY LIFE
METH CHANGED MY LIFE
METH CHANGED MY LIFE
METH CHANGED MY LIFE

IT FEELS SO GOOD JUST REMEMBERING
I WATCH VIDEOS OF PEOPLE USING METH WHILE I'M MASTURBATING
I FEEL AFRAID AND THEN I START SHAKING
IT FEELS GOOD WHEN IM ANXIOUS AND QUAKING

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>>38033986
it would definitely make me easier to have sex with even though i might regret it later
i can't help it when im on meth sometimes
is it because you want to touch me? when im high enough i would let anyone touch me even if i don't want to i need it i need to i
it just feels so good. i didn't hurt anyone. i should just give up or give in. day 3 of thinking about meth constantly. i didn't eat at all yesterday and are once so far today (it's 8 PM)

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t-this is my hole... it was made for me...

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METH CHANGED MY LIFE
METH CHANGED MY MY LIFE
METH CHANGED MY LIFE
that day, that moment, i consumed more meth than I'd ever consumed before. how could I forget. how could i not regret something so terrifying? yet how can i possibly regret something that felt so fucking good i couldn't deny the pleasure even if i wanted to ... meth changed my life that day. i took too much and i don't know if this feeling is ever going to go away. i know it's kinda wrong... but the way I'm shaking right now? it feels kind of good. the way my breath trembles in anticipation and fear of how fucking good THAT Much meth feels. I was used to smoking specks. that big rock hit my like a train.
I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME
STRONG METH HITS YOU LIKE A TRAIN
and i know it's kinda wrong but I feel it in my dong and sometimes i can't sleep and i think of meth when i touch myself and i—meth changed my life!! meth changed my life! cum in my mouth! look at my dick! shaking in fear! heart racing won't stop! i can't calm down! meth feels so good
>tfw you want it to stop because you're scared and never felt this way before or since but it feels so good that you—
>tfw just remembering it makes you shiver in a way that blends fear and guilt with pure erotic bliss
the opposite of calm. the memory alone is intense but the experience itself was so intense i doubt memory can even do it justice. this memory that's taking over my mind is itself a shadow of the heavenhell that is the peak of meth, the moment you don't care anymore, when you realize you've lost yourself and want to cry but can't. you want to cry knowing your old selfish would hate what you're doing right now

>>38034379
how i feel when i eat pizza

>>38034458
I feel like shit rn ngl.

my muscles hurt from lifting weight and i can t sleep sadly even though it is almost 7am and i haven t slept all night
>>38034454
it doesn t matter if you do meth or not, the outcome will be the same regardless, you are screwed lil bro

i wish i could kill people in minecraft to get rid of anger a bit
they deserve a beating so much

i wish therapy wasn t so worthless omfg

imagine taking a pill that makes you want to gouge your eyes out and eat them. that feeling of intense fear and pure terror knowing everything you think you are doesn't want this. but also knowing that you will inevitably give in. you no longer, at least in this moment, have a reason not to gouge your eyes out and eat them. you LITERALLY want to. and it feels so fucking good you can't help but think about it. even thinking about it feels good. and you don't know who you are and what is real anymore and you're so scared. but who can you blame but yourself for taking that pill? yet you don't even regret taking the pill because you feel so good right now. you've never felt this good before. yet you want to cry. you want to mourn knowing it shouldn't feel good to do this, knowing you're hurting yourself and the people around you. you're alone in that darkness, cumming yourself for hours and hours gouging out your eyes and eating them. and you can't even regret it. it feels so good, why would you?

by the way i am touching myself and shaking right now. i am literally trembling. I don't understand. it just turns me on and makes me shake in fear. it's been years since i felt this way. I used to press on the space between my balls and my leg. i used to do it until it hurt and it looked like my fingers were inside or behind my penis. and i would cum but it would leave bruises. as a teen, i used to suck my own dick until my neck hurt the next day.

stop making bs up bro
this is not krokodil or whatever shit, meth is pretty common i think

>>38034493
When I was repping I would sometimes go on 3-4 day long binges with zero sleep.

therapy is worthless, what can my therapist even do?
if i don t feel better soon, i am just going to oof someone in minecraft and go to prison in minecraft
god i am so angry now, i hate bursts of anger

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>>38033749
Only when i am bored in class really

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>>38034695
xD

i mostly draw ponies but i cant fucking stand /mlp/ god. /bug/ is nice tho. i like queen chrysalis a lot.

>>38034548
you're right it's not the meth it's me. meth just unlocked my true self: the sexual predator. shaking and feeling turned on knowing i am a natural-born rapist

should i go to therapy or it is just a waste of money

>>38034800
Meds are more life enhancing but therapy can help if your material needs are already met

having the psychotic break reality fracturing issue when I see my reflection again but it's warm and fuzzy because I like what I see and feel even if I have problems reconciling or resolving that with myself and just end up giggling and repeating "that's me" into the mirror while staring wide-eyed

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>>38034769
Drink bleach you fucking waste of life

shotamethschizo has psychological problems
shotamethschizo is beyond help
shotamethschizo desires execution by USSR firing squad
im autodeadsexual
shaking and cumming for 9 hours imagining being shot in the head by big strong communist soldiers with precum dripping foreskins

help i am temporarily gay. when will it end. can't stop thinking about penises due to meth-induced brain damage. worried

I woke up
Time to hurt myself until I hurt myself

if i could just turn off my sexual feelings my homosexuality would be cured. my porn addiction would be cured. my chronic masturbation would be cured. my autogynephilia would be cured. my fetishization of lesbians would be cured. my sexualization of women would be cured. my objectification of females would be cured

if a girl wants to be fucked and call her bf daddy that's normal. but if i do it then im a homosexual autopedophile

it isn't fair. simply because i was born male i am sexually shamed. when a woman watches magic mike its empowering and feminist when a man watches lesbian pussy eating videos at 3 AM on meth he's misogynistic and sexist. i am so shamed.

when a woman licks dick she's valued for it like God's gift to men when i lick penises im a nasty faggot. when girls dress cute it's fun and pretty when i dress cute im an autistic crossdresser with a fetish. i am so hated and shamed for my natural male sexuality. when i had sexual interactions with other teens the girl was already treated as a potential victim and me as a criminal even though it was consentual. my guilt is total and everlasting.

women don't fart. women don't masturbate. women aren't rapists. only me. i am a disgust sexual predator 1000%. i can be underage but still treated as a predator and rapist. everything i did my entire life was rape. when i was 8 years old i raped my female friends in my heart by fantasizing about eating their pussies. i am the ultimate rapist and must burn in hell for eternity.

smoking meth + chronic masturbation + sex dreams about my parents
i am the alien sex fiend, the bisexual habitual criminal, life unworthy of living

i am shames by men for being a faggot and gay and sissy and trany
i am shamed by women for being sexist and misogynist and objectifiernand fetishizer
i am shamed by adults for doing things with other kids
i am shakes as a pedophile for wanting to do things with adults when I was a kid
i am cast as a perpetrator or a victim for every sexual feeling
the only solution is to remove my peniiiis
peniiiis peniis peniiiis peniis penises gay penises i love gay penises penis penis penises penis penis onejsupneis penis penis penis oenises gay penis gay penises are cumming eberywhey

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>>38034949
What the fuck is your problem? it was just a meme :(

when i was in high school i cuddled with another high school m just cuddled and they shamed ne
they shamed me for everything. they implied ineas a pedophile just for cuddling with ny friends
everyone thinks in a sexual predator and they're right
i am so unbelievably sexist
i am so eviyabd gaybinonxengitbabboner cuddling eith my male friend because i am a homosexual bisexual predator and i love gay oensiesuib i love lesbians!!! i lvoe lesbians!!! yes n!n
kids aren't supposed to molested their stuffed animals inam a sexual predator thst molests teddy bears i am abusive myself when i masturbated
masturbation= self abuse every day i pray to god to take these feelings away from me while LAUGHING because GOS ISN'T REAL

when i was a little kid i had dreams about entering the women's restroom and all the girls would run out screaming and I'd wake up peeing and cumming
RED ALERT I AM AN AUTOGYNEPHILE CUMMING TO A RESTROOM NEAR YOU RUN IN FEAR RUN IN FEAR
shotamethschizo is an alien that feeds off if weed and meth and cummy cunts

cummy cunt cummy cunt i sexually fetishize and harass female women and innocent straight men inam the ultimate bisexuausexual predator inam sex demon inam an alien hrobpung uranaus

the fact is, i am evil I don't have emotions ,*pulls out binoculars* I see lesbians kissing in the distance I'd better start masturbating in public*looks around* i see cute little drippy penises better steal and sniff cum underwear from my roommate
better pretend to fall asleep so i can listen to the sound of my roommate masturbate
id better get invites over to stay the night at the home of a lesbian couple and then put my hear to the wall and overhead them have sex while vigorously masturbating because I am a sex criminal i belong on the registry i am guilty please convict me

by the way if i am ever um roommates youlnonsnirf cum underwear and molested you in your sleep m i kiss you softly as you sre asleep at 6 am my lips almost touching yours but so subtly umi
death penalty!! im gay i kidnap autistic children balls i rape lesbian

all sex is rape all sex is rape all sex is rape. i am a TERF trapped in the body of a rapehon. let me out!!!!

best suicide method for rapists? fentanyl overdose?! fentakyuis cheap in the hood so it's an option

>>38035542
I made a nice thread can you stop making it ugly? post a selfie if thats your intention you balding rat with gook eyes

>>38035542
keep spamming lil bro its making me laugh :D

I was never a woman

I deserve to die for ever thinking I was

I think I’ll feel better on T
I deserve it for being mal

>>38035688
Nooo if you are dysphoric it will be a lot worse

I’m nothing
I’m fake
A fake person
Nothing about me is real
Just a logical algorithm
Muddled by lizard feelings and instincts

>>38035698
I don’t feel dysphoric not once in my life
I’ll go back to fapping once a day and I’ll be happy as a man.

>>38035701
wrong. our lizard instincts make us better than the machines. we can feel pain, and self-preserve, which they can't

I will never be a woman and that’s ok

>>38035735
How is pain better than no pain

I deserve death
Verification not required.

>>38035727
Oh wow that is kind of interesting, you would be an outlier regarding motivations to transition
However i do have a theory that #AGP develops in gynephilic males as an internalized response to repressing the desire to be female, aka DYSPHORIA
I could very well be wrong though

I shouldn’t ever come to this place
I should have lived in ignorance
Avoiding all this till my dying breath was my fate
Why am I doing this to myself? What do I get out of it?

>>38035772
Yes I’m special

>>38035772
I don’t understand what dysphoria means
If you are a girl you transition
If you are like me you die

Males who feel dysphoria aren’t males
I’m a man and I just fucked around till I found out
It’s so obvious but yet I still go on as if I’m not

I’m desperate to confess my sins and yet I don’t
I fooled even myself

I was never anything. I didn’t exist at all.

shidding and farding my pants rn...

>>38035800
Not true. most gender dysphoric people don’t transition at all, and a lot of the ones who go on hrt don’t live as their desired gender

>>38035852
Me
I have a giant as crack
I will never hAve sec so it’s ok

>>38035856
I’m that but exact opposite

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>>38033749
>is that a Vaporeon tail?

Kill me

I've been panicking for three days now eating one meal a day and spending most of the day in bed. i don't know the cause. also have been shaking and feeling anxious more than usual. i understand that i may be causing harm and i am responsible for my actions and words. at the same time, i believe i am genuinely becoming delusional/mildly psychotic. this is very concerning but I don't want to go to the psych ward because it literally makes psychosis worse (there's always a light on in the hallway even at night, there's nothing but a TV with limited channels to distract from racing thoughts, you're constantly hearing more psychotic people screaming aggressive or triggering things including slurs, there is a camera and you feel like you're being watched because you are)
society DOES NOT help psychotic people it treats them like dangerous criminals and imprisons them and infantilises and controls them i can't tell my parents about this

i was delusional before meth but not this delusional? maybe it's actually caused by 4chan. please ban me immediately to prevent me from further spamming
symptoms:
>racing thoughts
>unwanted sexual thoughts
>anxiety
>nausea
>sleeplessness
>reduced appetite
>hearing voices?

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it's fucking Nemover

i haven't been outside for like three days and my resting heart rate is like 102 to 109 and i look ugly and feel anxious does that mean im going insane??? worried
if my symptoms started three days ago and i injected twice my prescribed dose of estrogen (because i had missed a week due to depression and thinking i should detransition and being too drunk and high to remember) five days ago could that be the cause? of these symptoms? worried

am i a sexual predator? is there a sexual predator test online free so i can KNOW for sure if i am a sexual predator? worried

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>>38035891
What? you enjoy being in a male body? if it causes you discomfort being male that is an abnormality

am I dying of estrogen overdose?

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fact: evil demonic liberals are allowing male sexual predator immigrants from jails and psych wards like me to have so much estrogen that they're overdosing and the government is paying for it with taxpayer dollars. this practice must end immediately and I must be deported back to Asia where i should be housed in a jail or psych ward and denied estrogen

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when does it end hahaha? is it normal to hear voices in the sound of the fan like distant murmuring?

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okay i didn't used to hear voices but it might be "non-psychiatric" does that mean i shouldn't panic? worried because i didn't hear voices until i started smoking meth and 3 months clean i still hear voices especially at night

i just smoked weed and i am now cured of estrogen overdose please respond

>>38036106
I am not gd and took hrt and don’t live

I smoke cock and suck weed

hello girls what are we doing today

fuckin nothing

>>38037125
well I'm watching mandy :3

this gen is even more dead than my will to live

I don’t deserve to call myself a trans woman
Everyone of my friends agrees secretly too
They know I’m fake because I was very sus all the time
I’m just a fetishoid repper sissy agp mef but actually not even that
I’m nothing
Just a mirror with no desires of my own. I reflect what others want to see.

I will never feel alive
I’m just an imitation of imitation

i look at pictures from when i was a man and i want to have sex with myself. i look at pictures of me now and i look like an attractive man got it with the cuckification beam and became a sexless highschooler but j still have the chad face structure so it just looks weird. not even femme enough to be uncanny just weird. i want a buff boyfriend and i want to be buff and j want to be called good boy by him. yes i think for my detransition i will use all the agp mtf strategies but apply it to my aap mtftm transition. i want to be a dogboy. i will get a man when i am a mannnnn

I can't believe I'm a late transitioner. What a sick joke lol.

>>38037734
I could have been fine with being a midshit. I would have made it.

the silver lining of all this is that one day I get to die.

SAVE ME BIG CISGENDER MAN WITH HAIRY TUMMY SAVE ME

>>38037803
need

Well it's that time. I either stop and get back into working out, or I drive past the gym and take a nap at home.

strong young men piercing each other on a field, blood everywhere. heart eyes

beautiful bodies in motion, no troons

>>38037803
>>38037810
WHAT

WHAT DO YOU WANT

I HAVE WORK IN 30 MINUTES

Did you know you have 30 minutes?

>>38037906
sex?

big soph in video
>>38033518

>detransition for men
>realize gay men are worthless sluts and love is fundamentally impossible unless you’re a lesbian
>retransition and settle for another hon

>>38037972
Mogs me.
>>38038014
You need a kinda cute hon?

>>38037972
lol

>>38038035
i havent detransitioned yet hmu in 5 years

>>38035772
that's literally all it is, it's obvious and the only way to explain the data

>>38035781
no you're not

can you help me or do i have to kms in the end?
>>38038035
>>38038038
she is so pretty

>>38038051
Too long. I need love and attention now. I'm old.

I want love and attention from a girl but I'm afraid even if I ever got the chance again I'd freeze up or reject it because nobody else is her... or her...

>>38038188
There's better than both of them out there.

am I evil for laughing at trannies on trooncord whenever they complain about not passing

>>38038276
Only if you're cis passing.

>>38038188
https://on.soundcloud.com/eCXYgsomn2PgKPBi9

>>38038296
I'm not cis passing, I just hate normie trannies
if you don't pass and honmode you shouldn't complain about being "misgendered"

>>38038301
Disagree. people shouldn’t gender obvious trans people as their natal sex, it is really mean
If you can’t tell use “they”, it isn’t hard and helps people not want to die

>>38038301
Youre just an ignorant pos, but not evil.

>>38038310
what if I'm actually really transphobic and I hate trannies?

>>38038332
Idk. i find actual racism and homophobia a sign of low intelligence. so i guess that would apply to transphobes too

>>38038349
I just hate ugly people.

>>38038353
You are ugly though, rie.

>>38038353
Understandable, probably a projection to make you feel less ugly
Idk. ugly people don’t bother me, but i really do appreciate when people try to look nice. effort is super attractive

>>38038375
this is probably true, I don't pass at all and I hate honmoders, there is just this strange internal hatred. I don't think hons are women.

>>38038353
lol

>>38038349
>actual racism and homophobia a sign of low intelligence
same with people who hate uggos, it's literally a sign of mental weakness and inability to cope with someone else falling outside of your prescribed standards of existence

baby tantrum stuff

>youngshit projects insecurities onto other less privileged trans women
Many such cases

your critique of me doesn't matter at all

>>38038381
>hons aren’t women
Yeah you are for sure projecting, i do the same thing
I realized the other day that gender roles have been so obscured since the 90’s, trying to define the social role of “women” is just reductive and insulting to actual female women
Maybe try to be an ally to women instead of upholding standards that hurt them

>>38038381
you sound like literally every other self-hating tranny, like this is THE most common take especially on /tttt/

>>38038412
>upholding standards that hurt them
oh I don't know, like not looking like a guy? Lmao.

>>38038432
?
Cis women with masculinized features get treated really horribly, so saying that non-passable trannies aren’t women upholds this weird standard that you have to look a certain way in order to be yourself
Who are you to say that someone isn’t who they are just because you don’t see them that way- especially when you don’t even know them and are just judging based on their skeletal composition, or what surgeries they can or can’t access
…….
…
Trust i have a hard time seeing myself as a woman but it also doesn’t feel right to conceptualize myself as a man
Just be yourself and try to be kind….

>>38037942
I want love! Love, dang it I'm not a gooner

>>38038493
You ok with hons?

>>38038478
cis women have vaginas and wombs, and XX chromosomes, standards for them are clearly different.
>this weird standard that you have to look a certain way in order to be yourself
are you kidding? Woman is a socially constructed category. It's not internal to you.
>Who are you to say that someone isn’t who they are just because you don’t see them that way- especially when you don’t even know them and are just judging based on their skeletal composition, or what surgeries they can or can’t access
gender is based on one's appearance, among other things
there is no such thing as being yourself

>>38038506
>among other things
yeah like the internal structures you have in your brain innately and formed growing up that drive you to imitate or conform to or oppose one track or another for the socially derived performative bullshit that is gender rooted in two sexually reproductive roles - there is no escaping it, socially constructed or not, for its anchoring in very real biological and physical things
>there is no such thing as being yourself
this is a uselessly reductive statement

>>38038506
>cis women are female
Well duh, lol. but the notion that a woman who looks masculine (male) isn’t socially a woman (not female) makes life harder for cis females
>women is socially constructed
Correct
>no such thing as being yourself
How do you mean?

>>38038521
>yeah like the internal structures you have in your brain innately and formed growing up that drive you to imitate or conform to or oppose one track or another for the socially derived performative bullshit that is gender rooted in two sexually reproductive roles - there is no escaping it, socially constructed or not, for its anchoring in very real biological and physical things
this is true
but it doesn't necessarily make you a woman (woman, remember, is a social term)
>>38038524
>Well duh, lol. but the notion that a woman who looks masculine (male) isn’t socially a woman (not female) makes life harder for cis females
I don't care
>How do you mean?
aside from biology, all that you are is what other people think of you, YOU are socially constructed

Yeah, if you don’t pass for female you are objectively not socially living as a woman, i understand how that line of thinking is formed….. but trannies aren’t really living as men socially either, and most modern societies don’t have a third gender, so you are upholding a dichotomy that isn’t really useful

>>38038542
whatever I'm not into this and I don't have a point to argue, I'm just saying that you can't apply reductive logic like that so inconsistently
>woman, remember, is a social term
no u remember that

>>38038550
trannies are trannies
unpassing trannies live as trannies socially speaking

>>38038542
>YOU are socially constructed
Who i am is NOT defined by external perceptions- i am who i am when i wake up in the morning.
That nigga shakespear said that life is a stage and i’d like to think he is right - we are all playing roles and identity exists in the absence of an audience
If anything, who you are when the curtains come down is more definitive…

>>38038581
nigger you're retarded
you are flesh and bone, this is common to every single human alive, you are genetically unique, but no one sees your genetics, so it doesn't matter
YOU, qualities that this YOU holds exist through and in language, which is socially contingent

>>38038550
you can't escape the re-emergence of the dichotomy because of its origins in our physical sexual dimorphism which falls, mostly, into a neat little two-track bell curve distribution because that's how sex works

>>38038571
but what is a tranny, socially speaking? something between men and women that has traits of both or embodies or aspires to be one or the other, physically and "visually" in ways that influence how or if they do socially

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I'm a woman but ugly

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>>38038597
giwtwm
my transition goal is a he/him kind of ugly or weird looking but also kind of hot masculine woman with a deep voice and a masculine stature and nice tits and a big dick

>>38038594
Idk
I used to say that art is meaningless in the absence of an audience but that diminishes the entire artistic process
I think the same applies to humans, we are flesh and bone but you also can’t deny the concept of ego and identity either- we are humans
>>38038595
>sexual dimorphism
Lots of men look female and lots of women look male- aside from chromosmes and genitals, the dichotomy of man vs woman isn’t black or white

I should just socially transition tbhondesuh. even my coworkers are letting she/her slip sometimes when referring to me. not gonna do it while working here though

>>38038630
sigh
boring
facepalm
headdesk

please learn to read

>>38038634
I'm open about it but just use he/him and let people guess, I started a new job recently and even put the retarded gay little tranny faggot flag on my work slack profile for tranny awareness week and 'member day

>>38038637
I read everything, may have misunderstood though

>>38038650
as usual, the scope and nature of what you said in both the context of the conversation and literally the fucking words of my post would suggest otherwise

you suck and I hate talking to you or anyone itt when you could be around

>>38038634
>naturally gendered feminine
fakemoder

>>38038662
>you suck and i hate talking to you
You don’t suck and i like when you are online
Did i say something wrong? i am trying to defend trannies

>>38038662
nigger

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>>38038610
you sound like the agp I know irl who trooned out bc they wanted to look like vi and tried to kill themselves several times because he’s like 6’3”, ugly as shit, and a wholly unpassable, terminally malebrained attention whore
if for no other reason than to help rebuild tranny optics, detrans and tell nobody about your fetish

>>38038673
>Did i say something wrong?
you didn't read what I said and responded to points I didn't make, again, and I find that frustrating in a unique way because you dress up your posts as having the intent of some kind of actual engagement or conversation
it hurts my feelings and makes me nerd rage so I check out and start insulting you, which I'm trying to not do right now

>>38038674
faggot

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>>38038682
>projecting
lol, nah, seethe about it hon I'm out here ruining your optics on purpose

>>38038684
:(
I must have just misunderstood what you said- i am clearly trying to engage with the topic in good faith
What did you mean? that the dichotomy of man vs women is inescapable? i agree- doesn’t mean we should enforce it like police officers (not you but the anon who started the discussion)

>>38038699
>clearly trying to engage with the topic in good faith

this discussion is boring because trans women are female anyways

>>38038717
look that was dismissive but I don't believe you, I'll just go with it being a "misunderstanding" for now and drop it

>>38038722
wasn't it more about man/woman than about male/female?

Can we go back to crying about our lives plz? I'm ugly and mannish

Sure
I will never be a trutrans abd lack the impetus of transness I’m special in that I did hrt only because I wanted to feel what others feel but mostly to feel realer in my fake desires of “girlhood”
If I cannot be cute for sex sex sex what’s the point?

>>38038765
Post ass sexy slut daddy needs a wank before school starts =D

>>38038765
Anybody can be cute for sex. You can too.

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WAHHH IWNBAW BRAINWORMS VALIDATE ME BOY GIRL THINGS SCARE MEEEE SAVE ME INTERNET BE MY REFUGE ANIME AND VIDYA I WILL DIE ALONE IT'S SO OVER BILLIONS MUST CRY

>>38038733
women = female
trans women are women, therefore female

>>38038783
Tell me im pretty

>>38038502
Yes. Want a boyfriend?

>>38038784
lol
>implying
I don't have a convenient mathematical symbol that gives the connotation of being derived from and inter-related in both directions but explicitly also independent from

anyway nope, sorry, we're not allowed to discuss things anymore just whine - someone got TRIGGERED by people actually trying to discuss or explore concepts around sex and gender

>>38038783
this but unironically

>>38038791
Yes. I need cuddles and for you to buy me flowers.

>>38038774
My ass has fucked up surgery scars and fungi and is fucked up acne and smells of poo

FINASTERIDE IS MAKING ME SHED AGAIN

>>38038816
wtf that sounds rough, you should try to work on that

>>38038782
No
I want it to be realer than that

>>38038809
Idc if you guys talk lol. I was joking. You sound triggered:)

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>>38038809
don't care. sex and gender are the same, sorry bubs!

>>38038842
>sex and gender are the same
hmmmmmm, you know who else says that?

>>38038783
same

>>38038826
you sound illiterate :)

im having a bpd moment and feel lkke I should buy something expensive, suggestions?

>>38038858
a nice night out to somewhere to eat or to some fancy attraction with someone you find cure

>>38038850
yea, transsexuals

>>38038857
Ignorance is bliss baby;)

I wish I was intersex the. I could transition abd have to give no explanation as to why or maybe even be a youngshit

>>38038869
???
if you want to be literal I'm more "transsexual" than "transgender"

I'm >implying that science deniers and terfs say that shit

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i like to draw but mostly just fanart for stuff im interested in mixed with stuff about the ocean bc the oceans cool

I hate being mef and trans porn induced and hypno malfused

the malfusion will continue

I’m not just a man
But a Man

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>>38038880
I'm not a terf? if anything terfs are the ones who love to call trans women male. the distinction between sex ans gender does nothing to help trans women. trans women are women and female deal with it

Imma need my aunts and uncles to start dying off so I can get that trust fund money racking up. And then surgerymaxx.

I wish my face was 100% feminine :(
Bet it’s so nice…

I love being agp
So based
Cute girls w@

>>38038901
>the distinction between sex ans gender does nothing to help trans women
false, it helps everyone, but ideologues on the other side or like you engaging in the same behavior abuse the concept

stirner is a spook

>>38038904
when my family dies I'm gonna get nothing but calls from debt collectors

I’m not female because I am not on insta and refuse to use apps

>>38038916
Leaning into agp gets me some action, but mentally it's not the play lol

>>38038951
I don’t want action I want to be a real human female trans or cis or dead
But even that is just stcydvyac I’m gonna spiral

>>38038965
I see.. yeah.. real..

>>38038990
Yeah ofc I’m not really m agp and a fucking perverted freak
Watch me raps myself to death
Fapfapfapfap
I’m the real tranny
All the rest of you are losers with mental health issues
Get over yourselves fucking posers

>>38039009
I don't mind being perverted, cause cis people are also perverted.

I made myself trans through porn

can you kill me already pls?

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can *bonk* you *bonk* kill me *bonk* already

you are an asshole
how can you not feel mercy for the unfortunate is beyond me

>>38039233
You need to take hrt lari. I'm sorry, but it's the only way.

what is the best sui method?
how do i know if the sn is good?
>>38039261
nah

>>38039273
THEN STOP ANNOYING US YOU FUCKING DISGUST MOID RAPIST PIECE OF SHIT. TAKE THE TRANNY MEDS OR KILL.YOUR.SELF
ill only have any sympathy towards you when you're actually on hrt fuck off

>>38039363
watch your language pls, this is a christian place
also i am too dumb and scared to kms and i am not a moid

christ is shit
your god is dead
your faith is death

>>38039416
i agree
he doesn t answer my prayers

says racial slurs all the time and doesn't want to get called a moid, despite of being one. unbelievable. i fucking hate men so much it's unreal

god is the one that made darkies subhuman
not my fault at all, i am just being honest abt it

>>38039246
mel did it better

I have a thick skin and don't think there's any slur that actually gets under my skin when people are insulting me (though there are plenty of ways to insult me personally that would never be one of them) but when I see people being more widely shitty or attacking others for their appearance or other innate traits out of some misguided sense of superiority or to enforce conformity it immediately triggers my autismal buttrage with absolute hairtrigger sensitivity, whether that's misgendering or hondunking or being a racist pos

but hating on uggos seems to be ok huh

hating oldies is also fine, right?

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>this is a christian place

manmoder is the worst fate

i don t hate on old people, i was probably nicer to you and treated you the same despite your much older age(you are the same age as my parents) than most people here did. i just joke around cause it is funny, the same with being racist, i am just an idiot, i am a dumb monkey, if i would have a black friend i would call him darkie as a dumb retarded joke bc it seems funny to me but i would never be actually racist and discriminate against him in any way beside bad dumb jokes, i am just stupid

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>>38039515
>>38039524
>or attacking others for their appearance or other innate traits
the post also didn't say anything about the poster's own behavior, just what ses them off

also i feel uncomfortable around people that are not white, it just feels icky to me and feels off uncomfortable and i would rather them not be around be but i am not racist bc i assume that to be normal, i just don t like other races around me

you are all right, i should just end it

>>38039614
i assume most people also feel this way, they just never express it and keep it to themselves bc it is not socially acceptable so i am normal

>>38039632
every human is a racist, gender dysphoric misogynist. some people just lie

misogyny and patriarchy are not real things, women are way too privileged to be oppressed in any way shape or form, literally easy mode life

>>38039666
trips of satanic half-truth
we're all subject to bias but that doesn't mean that, and it's extremely revealing that you would say that

can you help me pls

I hate how I became trans only in the last decade or so
If only I was true trans since birth I could have been on hrt and orchi years ago instead I repressed like a sane person would when questioning their gender after falling to tranny comics on deviant art

>>38039841
me too

I’m not even trans I’m judging coping my friends and anons so I had to take hrt and half ass everything just to appear valid

how to motivate myself to do my cardio
how to kill appetite and lose weight

>>38039863
Did you listen to transbian asmr too?
Being called a woman is nice until you remember you are a mske and it just becomes cringe.

>>38039882
i can barely get out of bed and exercise makes me especially dysphoric

>>38039882
Fast for a day
Do push ups and squats and walk 10k a day

>>38039890
no

>>38039901
i am just so miserable and feel so horrible :''(
i can t really do it, i exercised yesterday but it was very hard

>>38039902
We are not the same
I know

how can i curb appetite besides drinking water and yea

>>38039935
oh

1. want to be a man
2. don’t want breasts
3. enjoy looking masc
4. want to be a woman
5. want to keep my breasts
6. want to look fem
7. want to stay on hrt
8. want top surgery
9. gay man looksmaxxing

I can't fully stop coping and give up till after ffs fails.

i feel kinda bad for my parents :''(

Fuck my parents lol

I’m indifferent towards them

>>38040022
i mean mine weren t too good and pretty neglectful and no one in my family accepted me as trans or cared enough to fucking at least understand me, not even my sister but hey, they aren t horrible to me now since i cannot function, my mom cries a lot and feels bad for me and is stressed out though it doesn t feel really genuine since she is a narcissist, hey, they give me monei i guess so they must be nice idk

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Why would you post selfies?

>>38040090
mogs me

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a woman sitting at a table with a plate of food, tiktok video, by Jason Chan, smiling confidently, androgynous person, streaming on twitch, real lighting, looks at the camera, the woman has long dark hair, siwoo kim, ello, post - apokalyptic, age 2 0, smiles, npc, craigslist photo, proud smile

>>38040090
mogs you

>>38040090
mogs me

why can t you help me

talking about c4t. my cis friend constantly complains she has to fake orgasms while fucking w her trans gf. you DO actually make you cis gf cum, right nonas?

what foid would even want a tranny eww

>>38040523
i guess theyfabs and pooner reppers but then you are like a trans pet, like gays are gay pets and are just short term for magic progressive points

I’m so meta attracted to my bff
It’s over

Straight people should be executed

any anons have experience living in japan? all the places i find have shared bathrooms how are you supposed to deal with that with a weird troon body?

>>38040523
you're not even trans

>>38040642
i am trans, i have gd

testosterone feels so good

>>38040666
then take hrt? lol

>>38040510
The girl im dating cant cum due to ssri’s, but i want her nutt down my throat so badly

>>38040510
god if I had a gf again I'd spend so much time learning how to make her cum, I love getting to know someone's body and preferences and figuring out how to surprise them or anticipate what they want and are feeling

>>38040674
I'd never go back to it but I get why some people would genuinely prefer it
sexual dimorphism is a curse

i want a gf but women always assume im a homo

i want a gf but women always assume im an incel

because youre

>>38040839
I will fly to portland and find you a girlfriend myself if i have to fagg0t

what being an incel even mean nowadays

>>38041128
YOU DON'T KNOW

I can play with razor blades all day and never get a scratch then I get within 10 feet of a coardboard box and there's blood spraying everywhere with loose flaps of skin flying around

>>38039882
ozempic

>>38040090
mogs me and would
>>38041472
hot

you are all so fucking stupid retarded and should basically kys hahaha

im going to be a proud man with a transgender wife (male presenting) one day

bump limit nigger

however, these damn tits keep mocking me

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>you are all so fucking stupid retarded and should basically kys hahaha

rope now

god i am so angry
should i see my therapist??

>>38042238
forgot name

>>38042238
Buy alcohol instead.

>>38042250
i am already too fat

fuck you, i hate you all, i hope you suffer

We already suffer hon

nowhere as much as me

reppers aren’t human so manmoders suffer more by default

that doesn t make any sense, if you would have suffered less as a repper, you would have stayed a repper

>>38038815
Deal. How is this going to work?

i hate you
pls kill me and end my suffering

Why is being in proximity to real trans girls/cis girls make me suicidal and spiraling
I wish I was like them in any way shape or form :(

we hate you too larry
pls kill yourself and suffer in hell instead

i did nothing wrong though
i am too good kind imo

and i am def going to heave bc of how much i suffered and suffered my entire life and despite this i still want to do good and i think abt others always

being a man is grand

it hurts so much

>>38033749
new >>38044051