the last /mmg/ ever editionprevious last mmg >>38493766QOTT: Are you doing anything differently this year? Why won't you girlmode, Anonymous?
>>38513771I'm too tall and my face is too masculine
>>38513771Too masculine, too pussy.
>>38513771i look like my dad with long thinning hair and conetits
>>38513779I pretend I'm you and then I get aroused
I skinwalk idealized versions of myself
>>38513817Men are insane wtf
>>38513849you're in the insane mentally ill men thread
>>38513817whatever floats your boat girl
>>38513855No thats mtfg
my tits are too small
>>38513817i do this and i look like the guy in op's pic
>>38513920jelly
>>38513771>>38513771 maybe I will but im afraid ill be humiliated. I get she/her VERRY occasionally and they/themed sometimes. my friends tell me I would pass if I just pulled the trigger but im horrified that ill just look like a freak. One minute piece of social embarrassment and ill kms
>>38513849bro you are literally a man lol
>>38514005I want big boobs though
I'm 14 months in, will I still get more breast growth orrrr
>>38514131mine are still changing 5 years in, give it time with good levels and good physical nutrition/health
>>38514155it sucks because I basically have AA tits
>>38514040I was socialized entirely around women until the age of 21, yall niggas are disgusting!
then fuck off on outta here you idiotic winging f*id
Male sexuality is insane, i was first exposed to it when i worked a blue collar job - the stuff men say when women leave the room is insane!
you're in the manmoder general?
men are rapists
>>38514231REAL
I'm a fucking man bro, I have a man's sexuality just predicated on a slightly different physical perspective and context than most men
>>38514131probably if you're a healthy weight not skellymaxxing
theres such willfully misunderstanding of gendered socialization and how it actually works or what it does by sooo many people on this board is kinda funny
>>38514623I don't eat much but I'm not a stick
what do you meant. misunderstander
im actually a boymoder but i like to hang out here ^^
>>38514652not skinnyt. make understanderer
>a young man holding a nintendo wii game controller, freedom from cptsd, bad selfie, wearing desert poncho, i'm not a hero, short black curly hair, twitch streamer / gamer ludwig, 1 9 th, shaven, dylan kowalski, death and dying, otakusomeone kill me
>>38514629elaborateand inb4>lynch no.jpg
>a man taking a picture of himself in a mirror, e-girl, purple and black clothes, teenage grunge punk rock, norwegian man, tall door, casually dressed, fullface, flannel, poggers, skull cane, razorgirl, adam, fleurfurr, knee
>>38514902chudette>>38514720methschizo
>>38514720BGP>>38514902lari
one anon always liesand one only tells the truthyou are permitted only one question to either of them - what do you ask?
>a woman taking a picture of herself in a mirror, dirty mirror, photo of slim girl, androgynous person, f / 2 0, short black pixie like hair, attractive girl tomboy, f32, f 3 2, f / 2 4, queer woman, soft femme, mid 2 0's female, f / 2 2, f/22did it just get tired of adjectives and just started guessing my age
>>38515318>just started guessing my ageI think it's photography nerd shit, it was trying to tag the picture based on the specs at which it was taken
also fuck off it called you a foid a billion times
>>38515345ironic ngl because just as I was posting that a trans friend of mine walked by and called me lad
>>38514720>freedom from cptsdLmao wish that was me
also kys niggerfaggot >>38515383
>>38515411not sure where are you trying to get calling me mean words literally after i said i got called a man by another tranny who knows im also trans
>>38515474into your pants, clearly
>>38513771I won't girlmode because I'm not a girl, I'm a man. Until that changes, I'll just keep on existing on hrt, thanks.
i love being a twink-y tittyman
>>38515482failing
>>38515775giwtwm I'm not even twunky I'm just a hulkmoder he/him hon
>>38515191if i know which one is which then does it matter who i ask which question? and if i don't know which is which, then do i accomplish anything by asking?
>>38516162yes, and yes, this exercise has significance
>>38513771QOTTI will not girlmode because i cannot pass as a beautiful female woman
once I get FFS and SRS I will go into politics
kys lib
I'm too tall to ever go stealthhow funny is that
>>38517679doubt
https://youtu.be/3msBIphk63Qomg... xe is LITERALLY me!!1¿ can i haz teh original ? (plz respond)
how about you fuck off you retard
tfw mootykins will never crawl through the mirror like the ring girl and snap my neck and send me to cereal experiments sama lain-chan in za waiado
i hate oldfags,, just die of diebetes already
truly he was an hero to us all before he ran off to mootxico with our donations
>>38518024>medicarenot if i have anything to say about it
>>38518230what does the h5n1 virus look like?
>>38518238money in the bank. pimpin' ain't easy.
please please please help me find the original video of mootykins yuri plz olz plz HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME>>38517986i am a very young and cute and healthy innocent little lesbian girl uwu my pancreas is radiant
>>38518482I stood up and clapped
>>38518441>>38517945how original do you needhttps://archive.4plebs.org/f/ruffle/0R7URNeWt0tO-Nvy5lEA3A/
i have nostalgia for memories that don't exist and a childhood that never got the chance to begin. i think i'm dying guys. is this all it will ever be and if so what's the point?
My childhood was bright if not a little sheltered. My teen hood was followed by the death of everyone I lovedAdulthood wasn’t differentAnd now I’m just stuck dying as wellI gave up on the whole trans woman girl thing. Just no reason for itBeen off her for 2 weeks and I don’t think I can go back now. I have to commit. That and suicide. I legit cried around customers usage. Insane.
>>38515191i ask: am i pretty
>>38517986:(while unlikely i'll die of diabeetus this hurts so much
i am a fagg9t boy because i slash my wrists and not my thighs and also watch yaoi so i am a faghort boy yeah
i'm a faggot monster because i find sh scars cute
>>38513771Idk if I'll girlmode but I'm gonna try to be even more of a whore and slut it up hardcore this year. I may die, but you ask already know that's not really an issue for me. You can't kill me if I'm already dead, so if I end up choked out by a roid raging bodybuilder type who's having post-nut clarity in a back alley, don't cry when they find my body. I died doing what I love- being raped and murdered by testosterone
how to cope with being extremely unattractive and stupid?
pound salt
I've been reading Sartre lately and I'm no joke thinking about socially transitioning now
>>38521011where to find this salt person?
>>38521045based desu was it nausea that made you take that decision
>>38520961idk, i will let you know when i find out
repper goes to the mmg meetup and leaves disgusted, why are you destroying your body and doing this to yourself?>>38516147
>>38521329is this larry
>>38513771SKINNYFATFAT FATMAN MAN AAHHAHAHAHAYou cant girlmode in my buildIt is IMPOSSIBLEim off hrt anywayIm doneve given upThere is no desire in me to be a woman strong enoug to make me do anything other than wanna kill myselfAnd ill bloody do it
Good morning, MMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>>38513771QOTT This year i am hoping to get into school, have to start going to the gym reguraly too so i can pass the fitness tests and stuff =D
>>38522264what do you want to study?
>>38522369Going to paramedic collegeDropped out of university for design when i was 20 or 21, have been working factory jobs ever sinceRn i am in adult school to boost my marks for the application because admissions in canada are competitive
Imagine waking up to a tranny giving you mouth to mouth kek
>>38521045elaborate
>>38519554>nostalgia for memories that don't exist and a childhood that never got the chance to beginrealtoo realI would get sad and wistful as a kid sometimes imagining living a different life, even if I was too scared or angry to admit why - now sometimes I cry thinking about how much of my own life I've missed out on due to repression
estrogen in my veins
Flowing through my fucking veins:)
Imagine shooting e into the vein woah
Imagine shooting e up my ass woah
codeine in my blood pham
it's so over
it never even began
Started hitting abs at the end of my workouts... it's gonna be so over for these bitches soon.
I don't think we're going to make it
Make what
>>38523360Never said anything about making it. But I'll be somewhat hot at least.
>>38523414we're not going to pass ever
>>38523418skill issueworks on my machinesounds like a you problemedit: pm'd you the fix
getting a lil chubby folx
same :(((((( (those are my chins but also I have no chin)
>>38523418Very very true!>>38523217Based, post progress pics!
Nah too many bullies. No more pics ever.
I want to die
I'm tired of wanting to die, I want to fucking live
I don't want to live because I look like a man
>>38523776you should find other reasons to want to live
>>38523787I can't manage my dysphoria and knowing it will never get significantly better makes me wonder if I should just end it all
>>38523770Based>>38523799Get an ssri or try and figure out the root of why you feel dysphoricAlso "dysphoria" is a very general term, what about being male makes you so uncomfortable that you'd rather die ?
>>38523827>Get an ssriI'd need to get a referral from my GP to get to a psychiatrist which means I'd need to tell my GP that I'm a tranny, I don't like to talk about thisare you asking why I am a tranny at all? I don't know, I don't know at all, I just hate hate being male
suicide is fine and you shouldn t be scared of it, you should actually do it!
>>38523837>I don't know, I don't know at all, I just hate hate being maleblame the trans niggers reppers that reproduced across history otherwise the gene would have been gone
whenever trannies reproduce is so cringe"yes being a tranny is a curse and horrible and all but i guess i need to pass this down so others have it too hehehe"
>>38523912all reproduction is cringe
>>38523862so why don't you?
>>38523919i want to make a manmoder reproduce
>>38523837You absolutely do not need to tell anyone you are trans to get antidepressants, lol. just tell him you are depressedI take lexapro for ocd and it seems to help>I just hate being maleWhat do you hate about it
>>38523931are you a tranny?
>>38523919i mean, it is pretty meaningless, no one is special and you or anyone reproducing won t affect anything, it is like a voting, a vote doesn t matter, it is more abt the majority of votes/genes but humanity will go extinct and at some point the universe will implode and go boom and everything go to sleep so everything is pointless and nothing has meaning.. just have hedonistic fun and try to minimize pain..>>38523921i am too scared to go and get a job, i can t kms
>>38523940YesI don't hate being male, i hate being uglyI was socialized around and internalized female beauty standards is why i cant find satisfaction in being handsome, my brain wants me to be pretty..I would rather be hot and male than ugly and femaleI am very feminine in personality so i would do better socially as a woman but i have no desire to be an ugly woman, so manmoding is the best option for me!
>>38523999I hate my masculine features, I hate being so tall, I hate being perceived by others as a male, I don't like to be forced into male groups
i hate my pathetic existence
>>38524008Lol my brain still gets confused when people address me as a man but i am learning to accept it and move on with lifeI still feel like a boy- however i was treated like a faggot my whole life so maybe that is why being treated "like a man" feels so weird now that i am in my mid-twenties
I'm gonna knock up an afab and spawn another being with the cursed genes and raise them to thrive and be happy and confident no matter what they turn out as just to spite you>>38523919true
copium is strong in this bich ass
pls help me
help yourself>get off 4chan>take hrt>touch ass
i am tired of this bs
kill yourself then
sui pushing is not nice, do better
>>38524227sui pushing is anti-crab mentality
>>38513771It weirds me out how people don’t reply to each other directly in this gen, incredibly autistic vibes of everyone just staring into the middle distance while telling each other to kill themselves
>>38524227hi lari
>>38524246hello>>38524241i only do it bc it looks cleaner to my ocd and it appreciates that, chuddette does that shit mostly and people just copied it to spite him and we got used to it i assume.. and yes he is very autistic..
I'm sorry
>>38524241Kill yourself faggot! (if the aids dont get u first)
>>38524318Strange>>38524385Kek>>38524394Don't lose your poise now
I want to design clothes
I wasnt a fan of the no reply at first either. But I understand it now.
>>38524530i failed another class, i wanna drop everything and go to esthetician and nail programs. would you let a tranny do your nails?
>>38524578it's actually more traditional as a posting style for imageboards if you look at them as living threads of replies to a topic/OP, and it's a way to add depth and differentiation to your communication as a choice to reply directly to another reply in the thread or simply to the thread itself
>>38524594Id get my nails done more often if I knew it could book with a tranny.>>38524601Just reminded me of posting on roosterteeth forums
>>38524594I do my own nails but yes
>>38524660yippee>>38524677i do as well but my autism obsession lately has been salon malpractice stories, like severe removal damage on gel/dip and acrylate allergies etc. even though lacquer has come a long way (or researched diy gel), the salon gel look is still so in vogue. i wanna save some nails. it's kinda shocking how many women go to the combination hair/nail places with relatively unskilled technicians butchering their fingers with efiles and failing to explain the risks of gel...
>>38524530I had a phase like that, started thinking it would be cool to do some kind of garment or fashion design in online stuff like second life or all points bulletin
I need SSRIs
>>38524776i mean gels is always damaging the real nail iirc?also are manmoders with girly nails really manmoders? most flamers don't do it so...>>38524853y?
>>38524928I can't function without drugs
>>38524943do better drugs, ketamine for instance
>>38524955I don't want to develop another serious problem like drug addiction
fentanyl please plsase pleaase i would break every bone in my body for fentanyl
>>38524928it's mostly the filing prep and removal that damages the actual nail ie not the gel itself, proper prep and nail care can leave the nails in good shape BUT you still risk developing an acrylate allergy over time. the thing is salons usually take an aggressive filing approach and leave the nail plate thin and brittle after lots of manicures. i know some diy gel girlies who are very careful and conservative with it and have beautiful nails underneath
>>38524928ALSO i was a flamer pre hrt always interested in nails, girly nails are expected of me
>>38524980but ketamine can function as an anti-depressant even taken like once in a reasonable dose>>38524986i think you might have the solution to that craving>>38525004i think it should be hard to judge if to remove moreor notguess experience helps but still>>38525016post nails :P
>>38525046Lol me shooting k into my veins for my “mental health” when i was 20
>>38525046yeah, it just goes back to fast tracked technicians trying to add nails to their salon to make some quick gel cash. a good technician lowers the risk profile considerablymooncat - maelstrombeen lazy with nail care since christmas bc covid and now my city is on fire. sorry for dark room i refuse to stand up
>>38525110Check this girl out on instagram, she does nails for marc jacobshttps://www.instagram.com/muneca_beauty_nails?igsh=d2lwd3U2cmV1dnlw
>>38525096i don't think that's how to do it?>>38525110i usually hate everything glittery but that's kinda cool actually!
>>38525130waow super impressive i followed, i've seen marc jacobs nails but didn't know his tech. i went down an insta rabbit hole from cynthia erivo's tech and watched a bunch of similarly elaborate designs recently>>38525135c: i usually prefer shimmers over the flakie bombs like this but the color of the reflective flakies + the blue jelly base have me in a chokehold
>>38525110kys
bmg is literally right there >>38476740
>>38525279why? no hobbies allowed?
>>38525289you make me jealous
>>38525110Ooooh sparkly nails. I love how well they pair with that top, your hand looks so cute
>>38525303go do your nails then>>38525304<3 tyy
teehee I'm just like bee with my shitty amateur cracked overgrown emo boy nails as a hulking bald man in his 30s
>>38525358post nails?overgrown emos <3 <3
>>38525358you're not much older than bee
>>38525399don't underestimate the strength of second puberty
i got my second puberty at 15
i will never be anything but a moid in body mind and soulwhy do i even fucking try masking it as anything but my own disgusting fetishes and loneliness manifesting in this expected way?I am not even a manmoderJust plain manLikexd
same manbro
how to cope with the only person i feel kinda attracted to in this gen is far too young and hot for a piece of garbage like me(also don't take the bull i post too serious - i don't take my life as serious after all)
I don't think he knows about second puberty
oh im not trans or a manmoder or an hrt repperI am just lonely
>>38525735wanna meet up?i'm not the freak i project on fourchannelz but lonely af fr fr fr no shit
fr*ck the h*cc off then normie
yeahIm leaving for good
gender is gay
am kinda drunkhave doctors appointment in like 10bhoursshould i drink more*?drunkards aren't welcome (those discriminating basterzde)
me in one year or less
>>38525605Omg i watched the lord of the rings for the first time last week; it is so good !
how
having to interact with men makes me suicidal. but at least they gender me female while clumsy trying to hit on me
>>38526069kys
death to all niggas
>>38526038when will you come visit?i'll mix some cyanide drinks and we'll have a jolly good time (though short lived)
>>38526077you would just let me out on the streets lol
>>38526164?what do you mean?disclaimer is pretty drunk
>>38526255nothing, be careful with drinking granny
>>38526072>>38526076you're choosing to get mad
>>38526296y?my life's fucked already, isn't it?
>>38526319ya keep drinking, give some to lebron the nigga above too
ugh it sucks malefailing 1 week into manmoding
>malefailingKek the hon probably had visible tits or something
>>38526422literally me
>>38526391i rather give it to you as you're weird
>>38525999Giwtwm
>>38526506We are going to watch the second one next weekend i think!
>>38525999>>38527087how old are you?
>>38527117trip on durian
>>38527087Not to geek out, but are you watching the extended editions? Really the best way. The theatrical are still masterpieces though.
>>38527126bad guess, but what is that even supposed to mean? I assume it's a pedophilia joke but you have to be exceedingly ESL or a conservative to draw that from my question
>>38526461yea, i am more retarded nowadays
>>38527126i don't trip you dummy>>38527142wtf?!?do you call me a pedophile!??>>38527159hey :3i've always had a thing for >=100 iq retards :Pso... what you're doing in a place like this?*places hand on lap*
>>38527178>do you call me a pedophile!??no you drunk retard, I'm just inferring that's what someone is trying to say about you
>>38527187i do am, a driunkl retiurdspelling errors et al intentional (including the et al as it's funny to me)but wtf the shit is in your face, how do you conclude anyone that have not seen lord of the rings are underage?`fucking own your own shit you weirdo
>>38527117I turn 25 in a few weeks>>38527137Yup, gf has all three on blue ray. the nigga who saves froto is super based and hot, i like gandoff the wizard too but he fell in the cave
>>38527234>how do you conclude anyone that have not seen lord of the rings are underage?fucking read, I was guessing that was the attempted insult and saying it was stupid, jesus I'm sorry I said anything
>>38527239I actually thought you were a boomer from the way you typed and having not seen it sooner
>>38527264
>>38527302go be esl somewhere else
>>38527314
>>38527328?
>>38527346
>>38527252i did read and you were the only one coming to those conclusions?...
i dont like lotr
>giving vampy a massage after work>kissing vampy>cuddling with vampy>telling vampy I'll never leave herurgh never ever happening
>>38527387i respect your opinion and would defend to my death you right to say it, but you're wrongand should consider the brave way out of this shame*hands you a loaded, cocked revolver"
>>38527424how about you substituting vampy with me? :3dw i'll keed the lights down
>>38527440no you self hate a lot thats lame
>>38527498why wouldn't i hate myself? everyone else does
I shoot more blanks than a starting pistol
only fakemoders shoot anything at all
should i kms tonight?. yes. yes. yes
i'd say "choose wisely" but you're all manmoders so...
>>38527912nope
wisdom
you're all faggots!i'm the faggot no man would ever want to touch, or even look at T__T
>want to buy some cool female clothing>6'2 so the sizes don't existLololololololol
>>38528254Gap womens tall will fit you. The tall section should fit you anywhere tbqh.
>>38528287I wanted to buy old military clothing
>>38528301Fag
>>38528301hot :3post body wearing based clothing (but cover your face)?
>>38528319ikr
>>38528341based clothing is expensive and is usually reproduction only so it costs as much as anything else brand new
was just told by someone they think i've been trying to groom them for years ;__;i mean they're not even underage!!*(* that's a joke , maybe a bad one but a joke)
>>38527424
suicide is the answer
>>38528386ugh giwtwm
my whole fucking apartment building constantly smells like burned cheese now
puck
I want to be a thirst trap YouTuber that shows off things men like
I made a new friend today
>>38528406for me - not for you>>38528672sounds based ngl i wish i could too>>38528800i made a new enemy today ;__;
>>38528855sadly I'm ugly and a hon
I think there is black mold where I’m not looking abd I dunno what to do to exterminate all of it
>>38528976nuke it from orbit (it's the only way to be sure)
verified i'm fairly high
I get high during the day then clean my toilet and do my dishes and brush my teeth and buckle down for work, when TV told me it would make me just sit back watching cartoons and doing nothing with my life (I do that later)
lately i just get really high on K for about 2 hours a day and then go on with life like nothing happened. this shit is magic, you can leave the world for a couple hours then go back to doing normal shit like it's nothing
>>38529439that has to have long-term consequences, didn't elon cuck start doing a lot of K as he started going more hardline rightoid and posting /pol/ memes? I swear it makes you less human
>>38529464i dunno my best friend was real heavy into it a few years ago and he's fine. same as he ever was. musk was always a freak.
>>38529464long term use profile of most dissociatives is fine besides pissing horribly painful crystals in ket's case. some people get reaaaally addicted but there's much worse things you could do for your brain itself, even psychedelics. dxm kids who never grow up are probably frying their faculties though
>>38529483>>38529590all offense intended, I wouldn't trust your judgement on this after just a quick google search on the matter... and sure the damage dissociatives can do is limited compared to other things, and at least it's not deleriants like high-dose anticholinergics or whatever, that's just a whole class of things outright bad for you short and long termjust saying I suspect a link between its use and a loss of empathy or connection to other people
should I do my injection and order food or just lie on the floor and rot to an endless spotify dripfeed of the amen break in infnite variations until I expire
>>38529142same sis
>>38529681do your injection i'm doing mine
>>38529631>quick google searchcool source, i used to obsessively read erowid scientific articles and long term experiences and talk to actual addicts about ket and plenty of similar chemicals and what you're saying is total fantasy.. musk is a fucking grifter but yeah blame the chemical lol. drug addicts have a lot of mental issues aside from the drugs making them want to sit in a k-hole for 12 hours a day. those mental issues and isolation are what fuck them up as they age
>>38529719why are you so simple?
>>38529631>suspectcan you substantiate it at all tho?
>>38529728lol? i'm js, there's probably not a lot of fields i'm significantly more informed about than you but this is certainly one of them. drugs were my repper cope and i get obsessive about stuff. you're just making stuff up about a substance you don't know shit about and certainly haven't done yourself
>>38529732well, again with a quick google search there are some quite recent studies associating (JUST associating!) its long-term use specifically with social and cognitive deficits and psychotic traits based on a fair amount of data and posed as a cautionary element while also considering its obvious beneficial uses>>38529747I'm not making anything up you fucking retard, is this le HSTS vs AGP manifest in action or what like why are you arguing against claims I didn't make and invoking>I used to read erowidas a superior counterpoint to>I fucking googled ityou're dumb
>>38529758my point was directing you to actual articles disagreeing with your premise. i would spoonfed you but you're just going to backpedal on things you said and call me retarded. if i realized it was you posting from the start i wouldn't have engaged...
>>38529780don't play at being intellectual, it comes off as tacky
>>38529786rich
>>38529790bitch I don't play, I was born an insufferable nerd
ok here since you, as you stated, know more than me (and yes I fucking read erowid too you absolute RETARD) about this specific topic you can debunk these in the context of what I claimed, not what you imagine or feel like I saidhttps://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC8972190/https://www.cell.com/cell-reports/fulltext/S2211-1247(23)01503-6go
>>38529815i'm watching shaun the sheep
>>38529820I fucking despise you
please stop arguing mom and dad
if it's who i think it is im gonna disregard her and keep doing ketamine
>>38529823
I didn't even say don't do ketamine jesus why doesn't anyone read, all I said was it has to have long-term effects it's not magic fuck you