Sleepy edition>QOTT1: Are you a deep sleeper or is your rest rather easily disturbed?>QOTT2: Do you fall asleep easily or doomed to stare at your ceiling for an eternity?Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2FFAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.>Do you love me, OP?Hard to say, it depends on the kind of love you mean. But if you're here, I probably like you somewhat.>What's the difference between bisexual and pansexual?Only difference is that our flag is prettier.>Am I bi if I have periods where I feel only attracted to women and others where I feel only attracted to men?This is known as the bi-cycle and many bisexuals experience it.>Am I bi or am I 'prison gay' or porn addicted?'Prison gay' is not a real thing and porn addiction does not alter your sexual orientation. You are bi.>Am I bi or pan if I like trans people?Both are able to be attracted to trans people.>I think I might be bi but I can't tell. How can I be certain?Just make a point to check out members of the sex you think you might be attracted to and see if anyone grabs your attention.>Should I be harsh on myself?You should be kind on yourself. Few people will do it for youResource for Bisexuals:https://biresource.org/Previous thread: >>38414062
>>38517140>>QOTT1: Are you a deep sleeper or is your rest rather easily disturbed?Easily disturbed but I tend to get back to sleep. I also wake up and say random things from my dreams to my gf and don't understand why she doesn't know what I'm talking about.Also since I quit caffeine, regardless of when I go to bed, I consistently wake up between 7AM and 7:45AM.>>QOTT2: Do you fall asleep easily or doomed to stare at your ceiling for an eternity?It takes me a long time to sleep but I enter a state where I'm very confused about reality which I enjoy quite a bit.
>>38517140Sleep, lmao. imagine being able to sleep normally. what a silly fantasy
I can't tell if I am bi or it is a terrible coping mechanism of childhood sexual abuse/rape
>>38517455Same but moreso with bottombrain instead—I have to ask myself if there was something that I'm just...repressing the memory of really hard What has you feeling this way, if you don't mind me asking, anon?
I accidentally the WHOLE dildoTHE WHOLE THING
>>38517261The one on the right looks like Alex from Digital Foundry
>>38517536what is bottombrain? I'm sorry, I'm new to this board..>What has you feeling this way, if you don't mind me asking, anon?I'm not quite sure, it's not something that has every really bothered me, but recently I started on my mental health recovery journey, and randomly today I started thinking about sexuality, but I am confused, because I don't know what has arised because of past trauma, and/or what is actually real and that I am supressing because it all reminds me of it
>>38517641>what is bottombrain?You're good, I just define it as general submissive/bottom tendencies in sexual situations>I don't know what has arised because of past trauma, and/or what is actually realI feel that, I dealt with a lot of long-term trauma growing up and I'm making an effort to understand and work through it. The hardest part is trying to work past the repression and figure out what's even real. Have you been working with a therapist about this?
>>38515694Colombus (2017) !!!
>>38517709>You're good, I just define it as general submissive/bottom tendencies in sexual situationsI see, thanks!>I feel that, I dealt with a lot of long-term trauma growing up and I'm making an effort to understand and work through it.have you been working on it for long? I hope it's going well!>Have you been working with a therapist about this?I've recently only started working on mental health.. I was recently diagnosed with OCD and depression (again), I feel like I have a while to go before I even reach discussions about abuse, it's not something I have tallked about in detail with anybody really, but I think I'm finally ready to talk about it with a professional >>38517757I'm watching The Purge tonightI've never been into horror films growing up, only recently started to get into them
Who needs sleep anyway lmao (I will die in approximately 4 hours)Also my slightly sleep deprived mind is making me question if I'm just wasting the limited time I have to maybe get with a guy that's attractive to me.Or if I should maybe try to "force" myself to be more attracted to people in general.>>38517140>Are you a deep sleeper or is your rest rather easily disturbed?Normally I sleep pretty soundly, but the last few days I just keep waking up, often sweaty as hell. Probably just caused by stagnant, hot air in my apartment.>Do you fall asleep easily or doomed to stare at your ceiling for an eternity?Falling asleep always takes forever sadly>>38517624I hope it had a flared base? If not, better go to the ER.The embarrassment is less bad than having a foreign object stuck inside your guts.
>>38517261that is one ugly twink
>>38517825>have you been working on it for long? I hope it's going well!Thank you. It's been an inconsistent years-long process and I think I've finally hit the ceiling of what I can do by myself. I'd need a professional to help deal with some potential undiagnosed issues I can no longer pretend aren't there. >it's not something I have tallked about in detail with anybody really, but I think I'm finally ready to talk about it with a professionalI feel you, it takes time and I think working through it with a professional guide will be the best way.We're gonna both make it through, anon <3
>>38518181>I'd need a professional to help deal with some potential undiagnosed issues I can no longer pretend aren't there.it's a difficult journey but it's worth itI'm going to sleep now, but I wish you luck!
>>38518333You too, anon. Rest well. ^^>>38518133>Or if I should maybe try to "force" myself to be more attracted to people in general.Idk, that just sounds like an equal waste of time. It wouldn't be fair to yourself or the other person if you're just forcing yourself to like someone and not actually into them.
>>38517140>QOTT1: Are you a deep sleeper or is your rest rather easily disturbed?incredibly easily disturbed but only by things that i dont know, if theres a noise at night my asleep brain doesnt recognise im instantly wide awake>QOTT2: Do you fall asleep easily or doomed to stare at your ceiling for an eternity?if competitive ceiling staring was a thing i'd be a pro athlete>>38515694 dragged across concrete(2018)
>>38517140to answer the qott, i sleep easily but i cant stay asleep for the life of me
>>38517140>QOTT1: Are you a deep sleeper or is your rest rather easily disturbed?I usually sleep undisturbed but i've woken up in the middle of the night a few times the last couple of daysit sucks to look at the time and realizing you fucked your sleep>QOTT2: Do you fall asleep easily or doomed to stare at your ceiling for an eternity?my ex used to say that I fell asleep in 5 minutes, I call bullshit on that but it doesn't take too long>You should be kind on yourself. Few people will do it for yousomeone needs to be my biggest critic
>>38518421Maybe, it just sucks that I only had concrete interest in like one dude, three if you stretch the definition, and MAYBE one girl, but that's been so long ago that it's difficult to say.Well, guess I'm just not really in tune with my sexuality.>>38519312>i've woken up in the middle of the night a few times the last couple of daysSame. Was fun a few days ago when I woke up at like 4 in the morning and just could not go to sleep again.
>>38517140>QOTT1: Are you a deep sleeper or is your rest rather easily disturbed?Deep to the point where I barely wake up when the Mrs. whacks me for snoring. >QOTT2: Do you fall asleep easily or doomed to stare at your ceiling for an eternity?Lights out within like 5 mins or less. But took me a while to get to that point >>38518163Let's not judge hastily before we've seen the full package
kate upton has really big boobs
>try perfume sample on lunch break thinking I won't like it>it's like a sweet embraceso fucking comfy I swear. I'll have to stop having preconceived notions about off-brand stuff>>38519403>Same. Was fun a few days ago when I woke up at like 4 in the morning and just could not go to sleep again.woke up at 4 today, was able to go back to bedtwo days ago was worse, woke up at 1, 3 and 4that day was... interestingpic was my brain activity during the day
Finished the second season of Squid Game. Was honestly pretty good.>>38520791That's a nice dress (or would that be considered a one-piece?)Only the metal bow doesn't quite sit right with me.>>38521695Damn, at least today worked out better I guess.
Also, I may as well ask you people too:https://litter.catbox.moe/20no3u.jpghttps://litter.catbox.moe/62f300.jpghttps://litter.catbox.moe/yxcg8w.jpgThoughts on hair? Recommendation for haircut? Haircare?
>>38517640Kek I see it
>>38522094I think he's going to be benchmarking that man he's standing next to—maybe test his clock speeds
>>38522043pics show as 404 nginx error to me
hello friends, I'm back >>38517455still questioning myself, OCD doesn't help either lolI'm really confused.. I guess it doesn't matter in the end.. but still..going to get drunk and watch the purge sequel
>>38517455>>38523328I know a lot of internet dweebs suggest therapy for absolutely everything and a bunch of trolls suggest it too for the wrong reasons, but in your case, you may actually benefit from some therapy.
>>38523381it's a bit of a mess logistically right now, I'm waiting for an answer from my family doctor about getting a referall for a psychiatrist.. seeing a therapist is definitely in my plans for the near future
I have no bf to himpregnate me :<
>>38521877>Damn, at least today worked out better I guess.and tonight better work out great or else I won't be able to stay up for movies :(>>38522043shows as error for me too>>38523645don't lose hope if the the first therapist is a dud, took a long time for me to find something that worked for me>>38523737>himpregnateis this mpreg wordplay or are you roleplaying as Hank Hill?
>>38524242>is this mpreg wordplay or are you roleplaying as Hank Hill?Lmao, I just thought of it while I was writing that post.
>>38524242>A tell yew HWAT
>>38522712>>38524242Damn it, forgot the time ´limit.alright, it's 12 hours from nowhttps://litter.catbox.moe/w8zhv8.jpghttps://litter.catbox.moe/hk65zv.jpghttps://litter.catbox.moe/m4ezlt.jpg
>>38524402I think it's at a nice length for your build, cute>>38524345>>38524323>A tell yew HWAT Bobbeh, some men, they like to get himpregnated by other men Bobbeh
Damn, did not expect to ever see Highschool Boy actually POTENTIALLY developing a romantic storyline.>>38524650Thanks, would you advise against growing it out longer on the back (and cutting the front a little shorter)?
>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHTA reminder that at 22 GMT we will choose the next 2 movies for movie night!You can give your recommendation now by replying to this post>what the hell is "movie night"its a special night where bigen comes together to watch on Discord two movies chosen by the community>when will movie night take place?its FRIDAY at 23 gmt>where do we watch the movies?on the Bigen Movie and Game Night Discord server:https://discord.gg/KWQzZFng>i don't usually post on bigen/never took part in movie night, can i join?Of course, movie night is open to anyone, just remember to mute yourself during the movies, be civil and have fun!fyi: this is the list of every movie we watched so far:https://pastebin.com/Bc8pqK9h
>>38525787the purge 3 and the purge 4
>>38525875only one rec per person !
>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHTThe poll is now open, no further recommendations will be accepted. The voting will stop tomorrow at around 5 PM GMT, so be sure to vote before then!Here is the link to the server:https://discord.gg/KWQzZFng
>>38525954I was just kidding, no purges
>male>like girly men/femboys>even fucked a few and sucked a dick or two>"oh you're into femboys, you're not ACTUALLY bi, you're straight, they don't count"Heard this today lmao. Goes up there with "yaoi isn't gay because the characters often have feminine characteristics and "it wasn't designed for gay men""Apparently being specific about who you like dicks to be attached to makes you "not actually bi" especially if you aren't into 250lb roided out hulks.
>>38526266Let it be known that then any vote cast for the purge shall not count
Well, if my body won't let me sleep for longer than 2 hours I may as well bump the thread I guess.>>38526969Never come into contact with someone like that before, but I guess I also avoid most of the annoying parts of the Internet.Imo, the whole fixation on sexuality is kinda dumb anyway. Just let people like what they like (even if that causes issues with being able to categorize but oh well)
>>38526969this is the mindset of gaygen retards who want their masc fetish to be the only valid way to be lgbt
>>38526969Theres a specific subset of gay dudes that are absolutely adamant that in order to be "akshually" gay, you have to be into hairy, ripped men.If you're into femininity, even if theres a dick attached, you're not gay, according to them. you've gotta ride the hypermasc train.I'll help set the record, you knowingly fucked and sucked dudes, even if they were girly. Hope that helps.
Is it bad I want my (cis) gf to fuck the femboy at work because I also want to fuck him?
>>38528930As in you want a threesome? Or how exactly does your girlfriend fucking him get him to fuck you as well?
>>38526242>HL2 mod that replaces neil breen with a very tired twink >>38525015>Highschool Boy actually POTENTIALLY developing a romantic storyline.guh??>>38524242>took a long time for me to find something that worked for medoes that mean you have a therapist now? >>38517455SA does not do that, you are bi
