I'm a 30 year old man. In the last 12 years, I first discovered the sissy fetish (through /b/ cum-roulettes), which in turn led me into excitingly playing with myself, imaging myself as the girl and finally buying fem lingerie. I get extremely excited whenever I wear fem clothes. It's not just lingerie, it's clothes that I feel are "cute". I have three skirts, a couple of crop tops, fishnets, like 4 different fishnet lingerie bodies that make me feel like the sexiest being alive. When cross-dressing, I love taking pictures of myself - as I'm quite slim and quite muscular, with proper angles I totally am able to pass. Which on several occasions I did when I traded with men online, only to get praised and glazed over my body.I feel like I've been repressing this feminine side of me for such a long time and I'm so confused right now about who am I really. I sometimes like being a man. It's often very exciting/arousing to imagine myself as a woman. Having long hair, soft skin, put on some cute makeup, tease guys. Wear interesting and colorful clothes.I'm still attracted to women, but also to men. I've had a girlfriend for a couple years until now but I never told her about any of this, out of fear and shame. One of my deeper fantasies is having sex with man, as a woman. I love imagining myself in this position - I ERP a lot, always exclusively as a submissive woman, which only brings me more shame (and extreme excitement when I get praised and man-handled).Picrel is how I sometimes imagine myself in a what-if scenario - what if I was an attractive woman. I'd love to look like that. Obviously will never happen, because I'm well past puberty and I'm a grown man.But still, the feeling lingers. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so confused about myself, my identity and my gender. I've only recently opened up to my therapist about this, but I feel like I can't even convey in words how, from time to time, exciting it is to feel like a woman.
>>38608149Cool porn addiction. Just compartmentalize it and be a normal dude.
>>38608149ur not trans u just have a fetish
>>38608149suppose you're in some kind of horrific accident where you can or don't want to have sex again for the rest of your lifedoes that change how you feel about this?
Sounds like MEF. So 1 - not trans and 2 - eww
>>38608149i know this is bait but you aren't trans, you have a fetish. there are many people like you, look for communities online
>>38608149you are not transyou are a coping straight man with a fetishsimple as
>>38608149coomer
>>38608149could always find ur local fetish group
>>38608149you haven't said like a single thing about wanting to be a woman that wasn't part of a feminization or sex fetish. lay off all the porn and coomer shit for a while and you won't be confused about your identity anymore.
>>38608149poor bait 2/10 started off way too strong into the sterotype. Try again tomorrow.
>>38608149you're true trans (AGP)ignore the others itt. they're either gay men who choose to be women in society, or AGPs who don't accept their fellows
>>38609279It's not even AGP, it's clearly MEF. Don't bag AGP with those weirdos
>>38609397MEF is just as valid as AGP, and MEF is under the AGP/AGAMP umbrella. anyone who is MEF is still an AGP
How the FUCK is what OP describing MEF? What the fuck are you all talking about? I feel like you are all crazy as fuck
>>38608149so embarrassingits like being able to witness susans sissyhons being born in real timebasedlennials were supposed to break the curse not become it
>>38609429being anti MEF is the AGP equivalent to a husstuss cvntdoll being anti AGP
OP we made very similar threads. >>38608827Hoping for some good answers
