Inner self editionold >>39393739QOTT: Are you sure what side of the glass you are on?
>>39406235im on my side of the glass
I wear tracksuits like the subhuman male I am
I'm fully convinced that being bald makes you intellectually stunted
>>39406314qrd?
>>39406317There's only one bald poster here, take a guess
>>39406314explain, but consider that your asymmetric bigotry and simultaneous hyper-sensitivity to what we both agree is caricature is not my responsibility or within the scope of my controlget fucking triggered by a decade old show about "porland" I guess LOL
>>39406321me, and also chuddette
listening to lady gaga
listening to lofi hiphop and anime/video game remixes like a real stereotype
>>39406345I'm a gay male stereotype
im a straight autistic man with MEF and porn addiction
>>39406235WOULD YOU FIND YOURSELFFIND YOURSELF AFRAID TO SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE>>39406381I am an autistic bisexual AGAMP man who conquered my porn addiction by embodying my former fantasies
I look uncanny but not feminine
being a dickgirl into selfcest is basically like being jesus during the crucifixion
>>39406396me on the left
I want to complain but nobody really caresso I'm just fuming all day
>>39406515wait I care, go ahead
why is this general even a thing. It's literally just chudette asperging, reppers and people shouting into the abyss just to get called fakemoders
>>39406588mostly just to make (You) angeryalso if you're literally not presenting and identifying as a man in your daily life or you actively malefail you are definitionally not a manmoder, you're just a humblebragging/self-hating/valor-stealing fakemoding boymoder or passoid
>>39406541I hate being masculine so much, I hate being so fucking tall, I hate having to accept the fact that I will never ever fit in or probably pass at all. I could have if I had started just a few years before I did, but now I can't do anything at all. It's completely over. I can't complain about this to anyone because other trannies are almost never as masculine as I am, readily admit this yet still lie to me about me getting better in some dumb vague termsI don't want to wear any of my male clothes, I don't want to have short hair. I hate everything in my life and it will never get better
>4chanite babble>repper babbledoes anyone here has anything interesting to say ever
>>39406633learn english, hon
>>39406633what do you find interesting anon
>>39406396>who conquered my porn addiction by embodying my former fantasiessame because it made me functionally asexual
>>39406754I've still got a libido and get off a couple times a week to maybe once every couple weeks but it's nothing at all like before, I even scroll through nsfw boards and stuff sometimes too just kind of idly but I don't sit there and fap or save stuff to fap to later like I used to compulsively all day long to keep the dysphoria at bay
>>39406633>repper babbleI'm on estrogen
>>39406801i still have a libido but being horny/masturbating always ends in great depression and distress so i try my best to repress it. i havent masturbated for like two years
>>39406633leave if you don't like it?
>>39406633i asked my dad to help me with an appointment w the doctor if that helps
>>39406919your dad is helping turn you into a girl?
kinda bored of being some hopeless loser who does nothing might become a skillful chad and go places
did you know that we're getting really close in terms of our technology and technique to being able to experimentally test whether or not gravity is classical in nature, and potentially confirm it being a quantized force if it isn't?https://phys.org/news/2025-03-distinguishing-classical-quantum-gravity-stochastic.htmlI thought that was pretty interesting
>>39407095what's your shoe size?
>>3940715111 (men's, because I am a man)
>>39407049idk whatever makes you happy I guess lol. I just asked if he could contact the doctor for me so far, though
>>39406690schizophrenic analysis. have you ever read after death by françois bonnet>>39406908but I want to shitpost and complain>>39406919ask your dad to buy you a dress
two times now old men approached me saying "a young girl like you shouldn't be smoking" while awkwardly trying to hug me. i cant believe only now im realizing most men are this socially retarded
>>39407095im too stupid to understand what any of that means
i have no internal identity
>>39407363post gock
>>39407383saaaaaaame i could literally be a rock and it would be the same thing
>>39407386kys
>>39407395please I want your girlcummies in my boy bussy
please
>>39407206thought it was smallernice feet
>>39407363fakemoder
>>39407363Maybe they had vision impairment or cataracts
i want a boyfriend so bad
>>39407500I can be your boyfriend just please send me your gock photo
>>39407505im not taking nudes
>>39407525but I want your penis please
>>39407531no, sorry
>>39407095this was deeply uninteresting
>>39407545@@@@methschizofresh lesbian p@ssy in the chat
>>39407558lameI think the general pursuit is one of the most interesting things, always have
pls give me a good existence and life :'(
>>39407300>ask your dad to buy you a dressfunnily enough I asked him to buy me a ww2 uniform when I was still deep in repper territory
>>39407095fuck science man, it made the atomic bomb and now is making robots to replace people which will be killed using a man made disease from a lab.. so wonderful..
>>39407595>ww2 uniformwhich side
>>39407621are conspiracies real
I've realized that I don't even see myself as a trans person. Successful transition is so out of my reach that there's no reason to even call myself transfem, it would be to embarrassing.
>>39407668your shoulders are smaller than mine
>>39407672What the fuck does it have to do with anything I just said?
>>39407668gold in mental gymnastics
>>39407668read that as suicidal transitionguess i need therapy ;_;(and love)
>>39407668it'll be ok tranny
>>39407697It's not gymnastics, I just don't see myself as one of the them. I'm rather just an ally, who happens to suffer from dysphoria.
>>39407688would you chase old non-passing proto-tranny looking like shit and also acting like a loser manoid?asking for larryoid and stuff
>>39407723IDK, I've never met one IRL.
my penis is very small and it can't get hard.
>>39407729mine can but i can't orgasm or cum lol
I can both orgasm and cum and mine looks big
>>39407740liarpost evidence
mine is very small when flaccid now and gets pretty big, but literally nothing comes out now
i think about having a boyfriend a lot but fact of the matter is i dont trust anyone enough to let them into my walls both emotionally and for schizo reasons
>>39407795I think your gock is huge
>>39407795same but I mostly think about having a girlfriend
i hate being the most hated manmoder ever
>>39407808litralaly whomst? I hate you all
im Gods favorite manmoder. He blessed me with crippling dysphoria, ngmi genetics, and lack of agency all so i could manmode as He intended.
>>39407817hint: i'll not namepost no more as then you realize and ignore
im not hated because im not thinked about ever
>>39407834i think about you tho?i wish everyone (including you) would make it
>>39407828shouldn't have simped for june while he was shitting on me and then gone out of your way to fuck with me when I didn't give you the attention you wanted
>>39407844but i didn't x2just try to accept your ideas of things doesn't match up with reality?i fucked with you as much as i've fucked with anyone with strange ideas, in jest and not srsi still like you but girl some of your posts are annoying...tl;dr idk
>>39407625>which sidemainly afrika korps:p I think it was an officer’s tunic and schirmmütze that I really wanted him to buy for me iirc. never ordered either bc mom didnt want me to wear those sorts of things
>can't use piercings>can't use earrings>can't use make uo>can't use nail polish>hair has to be tied or cut shortI hate working and I hate money so much it's unreal
>>39407896yeah this is why I ignore you, you lie
>>39407095you're a very mentally stable lesbian genius
>>39408125
fuck copsi'm a fucking rockstarrebels and defiance make my motherfucking cock hard
leaving this place for gaygen and bmgadmitting i'm just a gay boy on estrogenbye
please someone fucking convince me to either become a monster shrek disgusting 34 year old hon beast or just convince me to kill myself alreadyANYTHING other than endure this hell any more
>>39408158if manmode isn't working for you then just fucking honmode, do it force it and get better at it even if it sucks at first
women's shoes not going above size 8 is demonic desu at least I use size 7 so it's not that bad
>>39407827manmode should be something born of your agency, not your lack of itdo better
>>39407844Durian is june you schizo
>>39408305yeah? then prove it you schizofrom my viewpoint they are distinctive and interactive enough personas on this board that it makes the most sense with the fewest assumptions to treat them as individuals (by ignoring and procedurally responding with "ew" respectively) and I have seen nothing to substantiate your baseless and repeated claim
any manmoaners in the chat?
>>39408432https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vRNzhOhE6sQ
>>39408231you don't define what manmoding meansfor everyone but you it's involuntary
>>39408443you don't either, it's a collective and emergent thing>for everyone but you it's involuntaryliterally wrong, prove it
>>39408447go debate someone else retard
chudette is not a tranny, it doesn t even look like one, just a weird dude
its when you mode as a man
>>39408455I'm not debating anyone I'm calling you on your SHIT, you fucking retard
keep crying no one cares
who's crying? you literally posted and someone responded then you cried about it
dammit i injected again
you made this post >>39407827you don't get to whine about people replying to you when you fucking post on a public forumnot my problem that you're literally just a normal MTF who failed their transition lol
>>39408469good job tranny
>>39408469you're an ok tranny
>>39408471its not a good job. my nipples have been sore & perky the past week, i dont want that
>>39408477hot
>>39408470you are so retardedthat wasn't even mecan you fuck off now? NOBODY CARES WHAT YOU THINKSTOP POSTING
>>39408482why are they so firm, it aint right
>>39408477got those milk machines firing up
>>39408488cry moar faggot
>>39408156enjoy your slopmoders
as long as i don't inject next week im not a tranny and i can go back to repping
>>39408616no way tranny, you'll inject again because you're a fuckin trnany
>>39408623define tranny
>>39408626using cross sex homromes
>>39408646fuck
>>39408675yep, sorry
>>39408675youll be ok tranny
>>39408696can you stop using this slur? it's making me uncomfortable
>>39408709its a term of endearment
put an ass toy in a passoid
>>39408312>baselessVibes dont lie
>>39409081that is a premise of literal unfalsifiability, so I expect you're also a bl*nchoid? but you're also plain wrong, as vibes (cumulatively through smaller empirical collections) are the primary evidence by which I make my own assertion that they are in fact different posters with different motives/styles/timelines and which interact in ways I could imagine only someone either very very bored or very very invested would bother to manufacture the illusion of on their own
>>39409109Explain why they always go mia for months and then start posting in mmg at the same timeIf you were a scientist you would be horrible at making hypothesis
>>39409300>and then start posting in mmg at the same timeI hate to say it but I think I'm here more than you and I've never observed this except that durian (being a scorned june simp) generates activity in response to june but is otherwise present at completely unrelated times
>>39407808>>39407828neanderthal kun?
do I want taco bell?
yeah whatever you do just don't save it as leftovers that shit is not meant to be reheated
>>39409714but... but it's so gooooooood reheated......
>>39409465im more like erectus the way my gock stand up
>>39407095why are you pressing your lips together like that? Like a 2010s duck face type of deal.
>>39407095i like you cause you have your own thing going on and i compartmentalize you into the underdog department but im rooting for you.
>>39409994Why are you breathing
>>39410015chuddette should know that uploading photos will lead people to discuss her looks, it's how the world works.I think she'd look better with a neutral facial expression
>>39409994>>39410030I DON'T KNOW I DON'T MEAN TO LOLalso his*>>39410006thanks bestie?
>>39410045meemaw!
>>39410030Idk i dont discuss niggas looks when they post pics, i am too unbothered and not insecure….
chudette has a kind face imhon
>>39410045kys ugly nigger
>>39410281you go first, I'll watch
>there's people out there who think male/female brain is a real conceptsinister
well yeaj female brains dont have a y chromosome
I take my mouth up out that cock and trip 'cause eatin' dead pussy clit-'ll make ya sick, but it's that season so my reason is legitI'm havin' fits, I dream of eatin' bloody pussy clit since I was sixI fiend for dead pussy on dickI got the schiz', meanin' I don't give a shit about your bitchThat nigga that's from that Blocc, killin' up that cock, so, nigga, shitBaby barbecue ribs and guts, and, uhDon't let me get to deep-fryin' baby nutsSluts get ate out like a date, these crooked teeth hurtI pull that Tampax string out and straight put in workIt wouldn't work without that sick, so page a nigga quickSo I can serve you some of that shit and have you murderin' your bitch'Cause me and Triple SicxGrew up fuckin' bitches up the gut with that nine millimeter clipSeason of the sick, picture this, pussy meat ripped in a panFull of nigga nuts and guts and intestines and shitI gets to chewin' on that clit, the sickThey just can't understand it, it's so outlandishChewin' them nigga nuts up to cure my fitThe human meat fixBitin' 'til the skin rips, that sick nigga, so sickLivin' dead ever since
Well, I love all the children, but I can't fuck aroundDon't come to my door dressed as a clown'Cause you never know, I might take it the wrong way'Cause I'm the real wicked juggalocoro Violent JAll year 'round, but I love my HalloweenYou'll never get an apple or a purple jelly beanDroplets of chocolate, a licorice snackInstead you get a deep-fried French poodle nutsackLooking out my door, I see no children in sightPerhaps they're all dead, yesterday was Devil's NightThey burn down the city and they leave it crispy-charredI light myself on fire, and I dance around my backyardAll the pretty girlies, I can see where you're atSitting on your window, I can turn into a batWatching you remove all your little clothesies for bedI crash through the window and land on your headDrinking the blood, blood is gone to the boneAnd now I must leave, Mother's calling me homeUp to the moonlight, I'm gone from the scenePeace to Detroit City and have a Dead Pumpkin Halloween
ma’and too close to the hon, now they’re asking for my tranny name
>>39411544give good head like a registered geniusif it's okay, i'd like to see your penis
>>39411592sorry methany im not showing you my gock
>>39411599
>>39412420
i wish i had a manmoder gf to go with on night drives
>>39412660maybe someday
>>39412702it was nice tonight. it was raining and there were no other cars or cops and i was listening to music and driving as fast as i wanted
Fuck cops, I'm a fucking rockstarRebel and defiance makes my motherfucking cock hardFuck pigs, fuck guards, all some fucking retardsFuck school, I'm a fuck up? Fuck Harvard
I'M ON DRUGS!!
>>39413238same just downed a handful of laxative and am getting ready for bed.sweet dreams kiddo.
i don't know why i told my friend about my trannyism. i should have just denied it when she asked i feel like a joke
god when he decided to make my brain body and soul moided af
>>39413946how is that helping you serve men
>>39413341just take the arin hanson route and make weird jokes abt how much you wanna be a girl
god i wish i could serve a man i want to give my entire being to someone better
wish i could be a cute asian suicidal schoolgirl who takes pictures of her self harm and eventually records her suicide
>>39406235pretty much pic related
>>39414522thisI'm sort of stupid and I need a boyfriend who would make me understand my role in life
>>39414522imagining a MANmoder wanting this is so funnylike, go do ur taxes, john
>>39414752its all i dream about but i know it cannot happen because my soul is wrong>>39414768i know
>>39414503serving man instead of serving cunt
>>39414768Manmoders are allowed to be gay
kindof gross tho to want to suck dick and not even at least look like a femboy
>>39415204agp
>>39415204i cant help my genes
>>39415204How is it gross ? kys homophobe
>>39415466no hes right homosexuals are disgusting and should be culled
>>39415491>homo = disgustingYou are literally an unpassable transexual.
>>39415466cuz i want to be a woman suckin dick not a gross dude
>>39415506dont bother w them kek. mtfs are notoriously homophobic
>>39414511egoraptor-chan makes me so sad why doesn't she just take her pills
>>39415491>>39415204fag
>>39415506i dont see how that refutes my point
>>39415546im right and it makes you mad
>>39415521Just be yourself and suck cock ? why have to be something else>>39415548It is like the pot calling the kettle black or however the saying goes
>>39415569> beee yourselfagp is being true to myself
>>39415556nah ur just a faggot
people who are attracted to men are funny to me because you're basically in love with a cockroach. imagine getting home and seeing a cockroash on your bed and instead of just killing it you deciding to fuck it lol
>>39415506you're the worst kind of pickme>>39415521that's just dysphoria
>>39415611I am a pick me because i dont hate homos ? even my wife thinks that is weird to say
>>39415569you literally don't understand or believe in gender dysphoria, do you? you are so fucking disgusting, god just kill yourself already please
>>39415616you throw trannies under the bus at every opportunitykill yourselfyouarefuckingdisgusting
>>39415620……….Sucking on a cock has nothing to do with gender dysphoria you creepy fetishist
>>39415635as a woman vs as a man? it literally has everything to do with it you fucking retard, why do you even pretend to engage here? you're obviously not any kind of trans and don't want to even try and learn about them
>>39415631Wife says you are a poop head.. we are all trannies here, nobody is under the bus….
>>39415647lying faggot
>>39415645Idk, “man” and “woman” are arbitrary catagories when it comes to sucking cock… you are either the cock sucker or the one getting sucked…>>39415653Its true
>>39406235My boymodder friend just crashed out and blocked me, its such a sad day today.I really wanted to pound her till her boymodding self realized how much she needed me taking her from behind, and have her girlmode one step at a time.
>>39415771y she crash out
>>39406611How tall are you btw? If I'm taller than you I can make you feel like a girl when spooning.
>>39415771dont worry shell find someone better than you
>>39415771>ddwe're manmoders here
>>39415786Yeah she had warned me that her bpd was making her feel more and more unstable after going long without one.>>39415860I know, and she should have reverted to manmoder now.
>iso: one bpd fakemoder> reward: chud still loves you
>>39415890>reverted to manmoderthat's not how that worksthere's a specific person or group who talks the way you do and doesn't know what these words mean, what are you doing here?
>>39415860not me
>>39415792>If I'm taller than you I can make you feel like a girl when spooning.no you cantsimply spooning with someone (yuck) thats a few inches taller than you does nothing
>>39415942then leave!
in the land of the autogynephile the manmoder is king
and those who walk with both are gods
surly man in the streets, agamp slut in the sheets
Should I as an obvious agp rapehon manmoder go to the makeup store… asking for a friend
>>39416046me but not a slut because even the idea of sexual thoughts regarding myself fills me with disgust so i suppress it
>>39416049if you want to
>>39416073I don’t want to ruin trans optics even more
>>39416079fuck that
should i honmode in front of a mirror
>>39416086at your own risk, it goes like this for me lol
>>39416105waow hes just like me
>>39416059the way I grew up repressing I ended up framing a lot about my dysphoria through the lens of sex and sex-specific traits in the context of sex so I developed a lot of fantasies around what started out as other women in porn and stuff but eventually as I got older and started HRT started to focus on myself, and it became less of an external thing and more just like wanting to have sex with others in my own body as myself (which I think is a healthy and normal outcome and for which I consider myself lucky when considering how fucked up it kind of is and how many other issues I have)I'm just functionally asexual anyway so lol what a waste finally having a body that feels like mine and that I would be able to really enjoy sex using
>>39416105i look like that and do that
>>394157926'1
>>39416232wanna be my boyfriend? i love tall men
>>39416286I'm a bottom though, can I suck your dick?
>>39406588this is amazing do you have any more numogram edits
>>39416286ew
>>39416294>>39416232I love bottoms, I shall make you happy as my girl and let you suck me as much as you want
>>39416365are you a cis 100% straight guy?
>>39416294sounds amazing. whats ur telegram
>>39416389yes
i have got to kill myself
>>39416390ew
i'd kms myself if i was cooler and tougheronly fags kill themselves when they're broke and depressed, real ones go out on a high
Bros is hamas secretly jewish
i am by all means a broke and depressed fag
im a woke and repressed fag
I condemn FAMAS (there are cooler bullpup rifles/smgs in any game and real life)
hagmoders
call me a bagmoder way i be getting them checks
call me lagmoder the way my ping is measured in seconds
>>39416656I'm gonna go wait around the corner where you're rubberbanding and knife the air until I get you lol
call me a..... uhhhhhhhh er.... i dont knowwwwwwww rhyming is hard :(((
>>39415540>old>rich>have a youtube channelthose are probably why but it still hurts whenever I watch that compilation of arin wishing he were a girl desu
Guys /repgen/ is talking about us again >>39416530
>>39416732>and even then most posters there just look like young twinksi really don't belong here
>>39416732>tfw too much of a repper to post here and too much of a tranny to post there
>>39416754>don't belong hereneither do i but it's not like there's a bodyguard around to kick me out
>>39416766real shit
>>39416766Correct me if I'm wrong but i do not think anyone asked for a sad life update from you
>>39416732i posted that in reference to /bmg/ akchualy
>>39416732I'm a 35 year old ma'an
>>39416645literally me 'cept i'm balding
>>39416766take your pills retahd
i wish i were a cute twinkhon
you can hon a twink but you cant twink a hon :(
>>39416784Kill yourself nigger
>>39416904*seductively bends down on my knees* Please spear my life mister, i am but a poor cotton picker.
>>39416325no sowwy
niggas iffy uhblicky got the stiffy uh
>>39416938literally me on the right
>>39416938unironically mogs me
>>39416938>even chrischan can get a gf
>>39417131so whats your excuse
>>39417131this is kind of what I mean when I say I'm confident that even someone with my problems and appearance could go out and get laid or even find a girlfriend if not for my personal hangups, but I can only imagine the motivations and dynamic behind their relationship and similarly anyone who might be interested in me presumably as some kind of novelty or fetish thing or worse some kind of cruelty/humiliation oriented attraction (something that itself feeds a little into the anxieties behind those hangups)
>>39417184you're very ugly
>>39417305come at me bro
grogs me
i genuinely cant remember the last time i enjoyed being alive
why am i attracted to repper guys with long hair
autophilia
>>39417460> autorepperphilia
>>39417475but i have short hair
>>39417460I think they're grosslong hair on a man looks like shit unless he has dark hair and a twinkish appearance
>>39417562i just really like metalhead guys but they usually turn out to be repressed trannies
why not be transbians
>>39417626I'm only into men
>>39417626i would rather die a million deaths than to ever become a transbian
the same tranny menace that got you will come for your beautiful long haired boys.
>>39417626as in t4t, or more generally a mtf into women? I don't really feel like a woman or want to present as one
>>39417677i could convince them to rep forever i think
>>39417694monster
>>39417688t4t>>39417694ok, just pick up extra estrogen because youll start going through it quicker
hrtwink4hrtwink is acceptable
twinkhon4twinkhon is peak, but iwnba twinkhon
twink and a hon, but never to be a twinkhonit's over
lobotomy
>>39417184>some kind of novelty or fetish thingIsnt that all healthy relationships though
>>39417709much suffering could be avoided this way
she gave me the slobotomy
>>39417648Same
i cant even peel potatoes fast enough im so useless and retarded i shouldnt be alive im not worth the oxygen i breathe
>>39418149calm down and breathe you'll be ok tranny
>>39418170no i wont no matter what i do it wont be okay
how do I achieve this aesthetic (without the cringe nails)
>>39418182count 5 things around youtouch 4 textureslisten to 3 soundsfind two scentstaste one thing
>>39418193>without the cringe nailsgay
>>39418198im not stressed or panicked i just hate myself and need to dieim too healthy to get panic attacks which is yet more proof my "suffering" is not valid
>>39418206> im too healthydoctors hate when that happens
>>39417846maybe, I'm cynical and shallow enough to believe that but some part of me has trouble accepting it because I'm also very emotionally naive
>>39418193tfw was never a twink or afab
>>39418193giwtwm
>>39418193be afab
I'm gonna get a skullet
>>39418247>>39418268how do I become afab
>>39418309reincarnation
manmoder isekai
every day I am reminded that I'm ugly as a manI don't have those neotenous soft features that make twinks look attractiveI just have a giant fucking chin
>>39418345same worstie
>>39418345same but I grin and bareback it
I have no chin and yet I have many...
>>39418345this is the case of 99% for humans, shouldve just been born better
it is what it is
after a year on 3mg weekly my E is apparently around 150 pg/mL (T is still good at 15 ng/dL) so I think it's safe to say I'm kind of getting hondosed, right...? some things are still physically changing and I'm wrapping up my 5th year so I guess it's working, and idk what to think exactly since I'm also observing the results of finasteride cause things like my facial hair and leg (and taint) hair to have started shedding and being reduced as wellI'm considering trying to compromise and try to hit 3.5mg since they were worried about me being over 300 last year on 4mg>>39418378moodrealsame bestie
>>39418410kys
>>39418471how did I offend you?
>>39418410> I'm kind of getting hondosedsame estregie
>>39418410ive been doing 10mg, i thought my dose was low
>>39418193Dye your hair black and get a jacket from the thrift store
>>39418244Idk i dont think “fetish” is a bad thing, in my opinion it is healthy when you partner is attracted to you for specific reasons that tick the right specific boxes or whatever
>>39418509per week? well it depends on whose advice you're going by, that could be unnecessarily high if it's estradiol valerate
my gf said she liked the gock bulge in my panties. how do i explain that its AGP to her?
>>39418607
>>39418595you get over it and don't spread poisonous bl*nchoid rhetoric
>>39418595https://youtu.be/r6Tp-zSjiD0?si=X46agpos8P5cpOzf
>>39418631im not watching this bullshit
>>39406588anyone who knows the numerogram on /tttt/ should be my next FP