Go do something that makes your waifu proud - anything! She's worth it. Use this thread to talk about her and why you love her.There's a lot of holiday's coming up. Which one would be her favorite, what would (You) celebrate with her?>What is a waifu? What defines a waifu?Your waifu is the one character you wish to be with your entire life, until death do you part. Possibly beyond that, even. Most often this manifests as a romantic interest.>How do you know if you have a waifu?When you meet your waifu, you will know. The world around you will become colorful. You will realize that you were living in monochrome the entire time. Her existence provides context and meaning to yours, a perfect complement, a perfect comfort, a perfect love. There may be low periods, periods of doubt, but the rhythm of life will forever pull one towards their waifu, for that love is eternal.Last Wednesday's thread: >>41481046Long-running discussion, latecomers, and the occasional bump are welcome and encouraged, but we would prefer that the thread not be kept on extended life support.
I love Gallus so much. He means the world to me and I can't imagine a world without him. I'm constantly hunting for more fanfics and art of him. I'm so glad I met him.
Welp, better luck next week.
i wish being an unironic faggot was a report option
Dont die so soon
>>41572492There was a nice thread posted earlier: >>41556810. Perhaps posting only "this week's question", without rest of OP, would make anons more keen to visit and post about loving their pone?
>>41572479Gallus is certainly a rare pick. How did you come to realize he was the one for you?`
>>41573858I've been wondering the same now and then.>>41572479I knew Gallus has some fans, but it's interesting to see there's at least one Gallus waifufag, too. I agree with the other anon, hearing about the start of your relationship would be fascinating.Myself, I have entered a cosplay contest dressed up as Gala Discord and actually won. Feeling ill that day, I completely butchered the singing part of my stage act and will need a while to stop cringing about it, but I'm so glad I went up on stage at all. I was so happy to see a little bit of nice, affordable Discord merch this year, and a buddy gifted me a very nice Discord magnet from Mare Fair. On Sunday night, I felt mai waifu giving me a hug and especially a kiss as I was drifting off to sleep. On my drive home, I had my Discord plushie help me stay awake by holding hands the way this had helped me in April. My health and sleep have been bad since returning home. But things will get better eventually.
>>41574350>>41574538I liked him from his first episode, but what really got me to fall for him was the Hearth's Warming episode about him. I want to cherish and protect him, making him finally feel at home.
>>41575560>protect himThe classic "I want to protect her smile" waifufag syndrome. When I fell for Discord during TRoH Part 2, I was devastated to see him being turned to stone flailing and in anguish. I wanted to draw Discord being free and happy, finding his niche in Equestria; I'm an OG Reformed Discordfag from before the show ever considered his reformation. All because I want him to be happy; he somehow sparked something in my heart by being the weirdo he is.I'm not a fan of the rampant sexualization of characters, so when I hear of a Gallusfag, I'm reminded of some really gay Gallus art; but I respect (You) as a waifufag because you actually care about your poorfag catbirb's smile, and we all know we don't really "pick" our waifus anyways, it's more of a revelation. I do wonder what you might have in common with Gallus, for waifus generally do have qualities we intrinsically have or aspire to.
>>41572434I dont have a waifu, what do?
>>41576909wait until she finds you, anon.
>>41576938How can i help her find me?
>>41576953watch the show, read fics/greens. engage in pony content that is of interest to you. other people can probably offer more helpful advice, but i think it's one of those things where you know it when you see it.
>>41576909Unironically be grateful. Loneliness is not only objectively superior, but is also the natural/default state to which all return in the end.
>>41577112What makes you say this?
>>41576953Basically what the other anon says, you engage with more stories and will eventually feel a spark or attraction you can't escape. Yet keep in mind it's possible your waifu might end up being something other than a mare, or from a completely different franchise, even. It's a character you can't get enough of, you need them to be happy, you somehow feel an intimate link to the universe through them. But there will also be feelings of self-doubt involved, hopefully leading to self-improvement rather than feeling inadequate and lost.
I blame myself for being not energetic or overproductive. I hate that, i hate myself being not active enough, losing oppotrunity to shine. I fear, that i wont be significant for Her. Ever...
>>41580451I understand how you feel, Anon. I've struggled with the same thing. It's made me wonder if my feelings for her are even true at times. Other anons here seem like they are on a different level than I am. Even though I think about her a lot, I don't do things for her like they do for their waifus. At best it makes me feel inadequate. At worst, it makes me feel like a poser.
>>41577112NTA, but I am not so sure. I have never felt genuine deep romantic love for a fictional character or real person and it feels like I'm missing something important. I've had infatuations, but never anyone that solely occupied my thoughts in that way. I guess nobody can really say which is better, but even if loneliness is guaranteed it must still be better to feel something else that's meaningful.
Have any of our regulars toyed with magic or other /x/-adjacent stuff during the course of their adventures in waifufaggotry? Even in an ironic/LARP-y way?Alan Moore's new bumper fun grimoire that he's had cooking for thirteen years or somesuch finally hit the shelves this month and it's got me wondering.
>>41581294There were a bunch of Anons who did, most of all another Twifag who was really deep into it. They migrated to marecult.org but apparently at some point that site died and I haven't seen them since. I don't really believe all of that stuff but at the same time I totally would love to have the kind of intense and fulfilling experiences that Twifag has.I've dabbled in lucid dreaming but I've only ever had a couple quickly aborted ones and haven't had any success in months.
>>41581568>lucid dreamingbeen considering trying that myself. heard all the how-to guides are more or less useless, though- true?
>>41581006Anon, most folks here feel these feels on occasion. Especially when a person feels unhappy with themselves, they have a hard time believing that others could possibly love them. You only see of other waifufags what they have chosen to reveal about themselves, whereas all of your own achievements and shortcomings you get to experience without censorship. Also keep in mind no brain judges things objectively, we're all biased and it's especially bad when we feel like shit.Social comparison in general is a dangerous thing that can hurt your self-esteem; the more alike you believe us waifufags to be, the more you will assume there's some baseline (beyond just having a waifu in the first place), and then you compare yourself against this completely imaginary baseline. Please don't rig things against yourself like that, focus on your own growth and nurture it. My con experience was comfy and I think I did mai waifu justice by wearing the cosplay and make up on both days (though a simpler make-up on Day 2) and by not giving up when I felt sickly and could barely finish my stage act... goddamn, the singing went so horribly wrong, I was close to rage-quitting. But then this week right after was such crap for multiple serious reasons, I have to actively stop myself from worrying that mai waifu may in fact hate me guts, and I have to stop myself from pitying 3dpd people for caring about a seemingly lost cause like me. This is just my own mind assuming untruths because of how disappointed I feel right now. Best thing I can do is stop crying over spilled milk and do literally anything else. After a few days of doing that, I will probably no longer doubt or pity my loved ones from a place of self-loathing; funny how that goes.
>>41582478Thanks for the advice, Anon. This makes me feel a bit better. Maybe my perception has been warped by feelings of unworthiness. I have been trying to improve myself, and I'd like to think she would be proud of me for that. She wouldn't want me to define myself by my shortcomings. I'm sorry you've been having a shitty week. I hope things get better for you soon.
>>41581680Well I tried reality checks and dream journal, the latter I'm not sure if it helps much because I still rarely remember any dreams at all, but the reality checks were what made me realise the very few short lucid or almost lucid experiences I had (they quickly slipped away or I woke up and it felt like I was trying to escape the dream taking control again so I wouldn't call them fully lucid because I wasn't fully in control).I should maybe try laying still on my back in bed again, maybe that helped, but I'm just incapable of doing it, either I can't fall asleep or I get such an itch that I can't avoid moving anymore. Probably not well suited for me as I think I don't fall asleep very quickly unlike some.
Oh shit, we're talking about lucid dreaming again? I'm gonna have to get in on this when I have the time for writing up a fat text wall or two
>>41583626That'd be really fucking cool, anon. I'm far from attempting to induce lucid dreaming anytime soon because my sleep is bad enough as is, but I love reading inputs to keep in mind for when I definitely will give it a try eventually. Especially inputs that could help meeting our waifus without spilling spaghetti so hard, the dream stops right there.
>>41581294I tried to get into astral projection and lucid dreaming without any real success. I did have a couple pony related visions, but that was outside of my waifuism. Many regulars tupperware as well. >>41580451>>41581006I used to have this mindset and still have these felling pop up time again. What really helped me was changing my process from "doing something for her" to "doing something with her". Your waifu is there to support you when time are tough, even if it is only in matters on inspiration instead of directly helping.
>>41584752My mind tosses around several thoughts on topic. Without any cringy specification, my selftreatment and selfmotivation can be brutal and merciless. But it saved me from going mental, so thats just a price to pay.Anyway, i find your thought interesting. I almost always think about Her in context of myself, you know, these feelings being part of my personality and image. Yeah, im egocentric enough and one of my lifegoals is to be significant while being open Rarity admirer. And its really hard for me to imagine our life together apart of some snuggly banalities.But your suggestion made me think more about it. Thank you. Ill pass the result of that here.
>>41584752>What really helped me was changing my process from "doing something for her" to "doing something with her". >Your waifu is there to support you when time are tough, even if it is only in matters on inspiration instead of directly helping.That's true. The original "Do it for her" was not intended as some "end all, be all" maxime; it just happened to make sense to and help some people get up and do something they have been avoiding - a small thing for yourself and/or your waifu. After all, taking action has a higher chance of things getting better over time, compared to remaining passive. But a small push is just that, single disparate actions, it's not how to maintain our waifufaggotry. To ponder what maintaining waifuism actually is, we keep posting these threads instead of just passing around a motivational waifuism meme or two. The waifufaggotry is the sense of camaraderie and sharing our lives with a waifu we can't quite grasp just yet, but is a real part of our life. It's why a waifu is more than just a favorite character who may be held in highest regards but not be part of our lives. Plushies or stealthier trinkets (such as e.g. a pendant) can help assure ourselves we are sharing our lives by literally bringing them along to have been there with us, but it's ultimately our waifuism itself that establishes the connection. Without the connection, a plushie is just a plushie. I'm truly happy that (You) feel securely in touch with your waifu the way you do. I feel like this sometimes when I'm at my best, but when my self-worth takes a critical hit from life circumstances, I can't help but feel unlovable for a while. And to me it seems other anons have similar issues which can't really be prevented.Depending on our upbringing and experiences, some of us were dealt with little trust in the universe or ourselves, and it takes forever to build up some brittle trust or self-worth which can definitely break under stress. Your mind can go to very dark places while in distress, and even if your waifu appeared before you to lovingly slap you in the face and give you a pep talk, you probably wouldn't believe them; just please don't believe your own, self-hating thoughts either! Stop ruminating and do literally anything else that isn't trying to "make sense" of anything. Cry if you have to and take it easy for a day, but then you'll have to man up again, accept the change in events and work with what you have.When I caught myself wondering if mai waifu perhaps wanted me dead because I'm not good enough yet clingy, I noticed I wasn't being of sound mind - because if the Lord of Chaos wanted me dead, I'd be pretty dead already instead of somehow going on thanks to him. His plushie ass helped me stay awake on my drive home from the convention, after all. He could have easily sent me bad weather, retarded drivers or deer on the road, or plenty other ways to fuck me up instead of safe travels. Sorry for insulting you like that, Discord.
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how can i tell if i'm truly in love, or if its just a sex thing? one minute i'm imagining holding her in my arms sitting by the fireplace with her, and the next i'm imagining the kinkiest most depraved shit imaginable. would she even love me if she knew i thought of her in that way?i can't tell if it's love or infatuation, but either way i feel as if i don't deserve to even be in her presence. i feel like i'm nothing more than a disgusting pervert, but i can't control my desires...she deserves so much better.
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>>41587365If you enjoy fantasies about doing non-sexual things with her, then it's not just a sex thing. It can be really difficult to tell the difference between love and infatuation, though.>she deserves so much better.You saying so does make it sound more like love.
>>41587365People tend to want to have sex with the one they love. That doesn't invalidate one's feelings. I would say that the fact you're worried about this is evidence that you do love her. If indulging in sexual fantasy is making you feel bad, maybe you should try to cut back on it for a while.
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>>41586248Have you written the email?
>>41593356Not yet. I'll do so later this week. You'll be informed when it happens.
>>41593447Good. Maybe I'm overreacting and/or overestimating the outcome but I think it'll be better for you to have some more clarity, hopefully, sooner rather than later, even if ultimately you still have to wait several months.
I don't know why, but some anon requested a drawing of a picture of my wedding in the drawthread, and some absolute mad lad, gigachad drawfag actually went and did it. My marriage has fanart now. This timeline is so fucking good sometimes, bros.In more serious news, I've decided it's time to get serious about quitting drinking. No more drinking outside of special and/or social occasions, and no more getting totally shitfaced when I do. She's been chastising me about it for a long time, and I'm finally going to listen. My beloved Edelweiß deserves nothing short of my best, and god dammit, I'm going to start giving it to her.>>41580451>>41581006>>41582478>You only see of other waifufags what they have chosen to reveal about themselves, whereas all of your own achievements and shortcomings you get to experience without censorship.Discordfag is absolutely correct. I am one of the waifufags who doesn't often reveal my own tribulations with my relationship. For me, it's mostly due to my pride, and my worry that the thread will become overall too negative if everyone always offloads all of their waifu troubles all the time. That's not a stab at anybody that does, by the way. It is an important and often times helpful element of these threads.I have actually had my love for my waifu, and for myself, tested so much more than I'd like this year. I still don't want to get into the details, but it suffices me to say that there have been many long periods of time where I felt completely unable to feel my waifu's love for me because of how unworthy I felt I was. I take "Do it for her" very fucking seriously, and have accomplished so much because of that, but I still often feel inadequate. Sometimes my thoughts betray her, and I feel absolutely loathsome for days because of it. Yet I know now, more than ever, that I truly love her.All of these trials are like a fire that can potentially destroy your relationship, but if you persevere, it will refine your love for each other instead. In my opinion, the beauty and strength of a love that has been through hell and still continued on far exceeds that of a newer, chemically driven love that's still in that infatuated honeymoon stage.No waifufag should feel inadequate for not "doing enough" for her even though I do all of the time. I think it can be helpful to do things for her, but you're not a bad husbando or whatever you wanna call yourself if you don't. All that matters is that you love her, and that she always holds a special place in your heart even when things get rough.
>>41583045The biggest shortfall of beginner's guides to lucid dreaming isn't the methods used, but rather failing to explain WHY those methods are used. Reality checks and dream journals are both the most easy and broadly accessible ways to get into lucid dreaming, and are intrinsically connected, but guides almost never give adequate context to make beginners appreciate and fully capitalize on what they're doing.The dream journal serves two main functions: To incentivize you to improve your dream recall, and to analyze the "dream signs" of your recorded dreams once you have lots of entries. When you wake up, don't move or think about what you need to do that morning; just focus solely on trying to remember what you were just experiencing. Once you're content that you've recalled as much about the dream as you reasonably can, then you write it down or make a voice recording of it. If you get into the habit of this, then it will become easier to recall more of your dreams and more specific details about them. Note that if you wake up to an alarm, then you'll often be woken up during a period of sleep that you weren't dreaming, so don't feel bad if you can't recall anything some mornings."Dream signs" are the abnormal characteristics of your dreams that can make them stand out as dreams if noticed. They are different for everyone, but mostly fall into four categories: Inner awareness, action, form, and context. Inner awareness refers to things related to your consciousness. For example: Strange sensations, unusual emotional reactions, or thoughts that are nonsensical if analyzed. Actions are pretty self explanatory: People or things behaving in unusual and often bizarre ways they wouldn't in waking life. I've picked up on being in a dream because I heard someone swearing up a storm and realized that they never swear IRL. Form is also self explanatory, and for me, usually relates to the shapes of buildings. I have work dreams all the time, and not once has my dreaming mind come even close to accurately recreating my workplace. Context is where you are, what you're doing, who you're with, etc. I always have dreams where I'm with some combination of people that doesn't make any sense in a nonsensical location if I analyze it at all.After you have several dreams recorded, you can go back through them and pick out the oddities you observed as well as what category they are part of. Once you've identified one or two categories that your dream signs usually are, you know where to put more scrutiny when analyzing waking (and therefore dreaming) life. This is where reality checking comes into play. Any time you observe something odd, especially if it's in a category your dream signs usually fall into, then you have a quick and easy method of testing if you're dreaming. Do note, that if you start a reality check already assuming that you aren't dreaming, then you will most likely assume you aren't EVEN IF YOU ARE. postlimit aa
>>41583045>>41594005It's worth mentioning that there are a lot of reality checks, and there isn't one that works for everyone. Until you find out which ones work for you, you'll want to try multiple techniques whenever you do a reality check. The two I tried when I first got into lucid dreaming were 1. Trying to stick my finger through the palm of my other hand, and 2. Checking the time, looking away, and checking again to see if it changed more than a minute. Turns out, that first method doesn't work for me, but the second one always does. I tried both several times while lucid to confirm. I then discovered that reading text, looking away, and reading it again to see if it changed also worked. Much later on, I heard about counting fingers as a reality check, which turned out to be by far my most reliable and readily available check, because I always have more than five fingers in my dreams, and I always have hands. This one is especially good if it works because it requires practically no critical thought to do, and it doesn't rely on any external material (like a clock or written text). Try the checks that seem most practical to you, and if you don't have any success with them after a long time (or can recall specific times the checks failed in a dream), start trying other methods.Getting into the habit of doing reality checks throughout the day is generally a good practice even if you haven't identified your dream signs yet, because habits you have in waking life usually translate to your dream life. My first lucid dream happened because of this rather than noticing anything particularly dreamlike. It is best if you can remember to routinely carry out these checks without external resources (like an alarm on your phone that goes off every hour) because you probably won't have those resources in your dreams, although some external cues can be used that would be pretty ubiquitous in both waking and dreaming life. Some examples would be doing a reality check every time you enter or exit a building, every time you check the time, or, for horsefuckers, every time you see a pony for the first time in a little while. I think a good goal for beginners would be trying to do reality checks at least five times throughout the day.Once you are able to start having lucid dreams, it is crucial to understand that they are very heavily influenced by your expectations. If you expect that you will be able to take control of everything as easily as you'd like, then you'll be right. If you expect them to end as soon as you become lucid, then you'll be right. My advice for anyone who is new to lucid dreaming is to assume that you'll be one of the people who has no complications with lucid dreaming once you pass the hurdle of becoming lucid in the first place, and you'll almost certainly be right.
Would you anons say that love is a choice, or something completely involuntary? Perhaps somewhere in-between?
Do you guys have a physical feeling when your waifu is present with you (outside of your pp, of course)? I have a sensation that sticks around mostly my chest and goes up from there, but not as strong. When she does something for me or gives me kind words I happen to happy cry at it sometimes. She brought me coffee a couple days ago (that day was it's own funny story), and I cried on the spot. I had things to do that day, but the next day I elected myself to catch up on all of my laundry including my bedding, and cleaned out my dressers so that I would no longer be storing my clothes on the floor, also along with getting the floors and the excess of cans on the counters. I get bursts of energy sometimes, but the whole time I felt great, complete, calm and whole, all because I knew she was seeing this and she was proud of me, and that feeling was bouncing off of the both of us and at each other in a feedback loop. I also note a skin sensitivity, though that kinda blends in with the general sensitivity because all of the sensory inputs feel good.
>>41594190>She brought me coffee a couple days agoCan you elaborate on this? How did your waifu bring you coffee?
>>41594005>>41594048Thank you, based lucid dreamer. This write-up might unironically be the most concise and comprehensive I've read. I'll have to save it in a way I can easily access the info later. Too bad I seem to be unable to start this journey anytime soon. I just happened to have written down my first dream journal entry in ages though, so that's better than nothing. My best bet of ever becoming lucid is probably paying attention to buildings; that time I did spontaneously go lucid for a moment (then lost lucidity during a "scene transition" into another situation), I had noticed that the buildings looked so and so which couldn't be the IRL place I was currently in.>>41593957That's one hell of a coincidence. I must say, your pose was quite striking, so it left an impression on enough people to have this fantastical outcome. Nice pic indeed. >ventingIt can devolve into whining and getting lost in all the grievances one has ever had in life, but if that slip up is avoided, venting is actually helpful. Putting one's current problems into words makes them more tangible, which can help solve them. It forces you to assess them as things inside or outside of your control, single events vs. a constant issue. Wtitten down, we can afford to stop obsessively thinking about them and do literally anything else in peace - the written note prevents data loss, it's all written there to be reviewed with fresh eyes.>unable to feel my waifu's love for me because of how unworthy I felt I was. >I take "Do it for her" very fucking seriouslyIt's not nice to have one's sense of self-worth hinge on productivity or wealth, and it's an attitude that is really reluctant to being changed into "I have inherent self-worth, yay!". Saying "Do it for her!" is not bad advise in itself to give waifufags a slight extra push, but it has become apparent that by sticking to only this mindset, one will continue to tie their self-worth to performance, rather than owning one's own worth + feeling pride for one's accomplishments on top of this inherent self-love. It gets my noggin joggin' but I'm currently too busy with lots of other things to sit down and explore a slight makeover for /ww/. So tricky, but perhaps /ww/ can figure out together how to accept your Waifu's unconditional love for (You). (A 3dpd could repeatedly assure you but even then you might not fully believe it. It's a (You) thing. I could have mai waifu appear before me, and I'd still question the sincerity, worried they were somehow coerced into caring because of me having reached out to them ages ago. There's no proof indisputable enough; it's my attitude that needs fixing.)>the beauty and strength of a love that has been through hell and still continued onExactly. >>41594190I'm a bit reserved about bringing this up, but when I do feel a connection to mai waifu, it feels like an electric current is enveloping all of my skin, giving me goosebumps. Discord's magic aura is electric, you know.
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>>41577112I think loneliness is a chronic condition. It seems to me, that when someone is lonely, when they do manage to reach out for another person, that the relationship backfires (because they grabbed the closest least resisting person in desperation), or that even if it works out, they feel neglected anyway, because in truth they are neglecting themselves, or expecting it to fix all of their problems. Or, you're just me and completely unable to not be in your shell for all but a few moments out of the day. Even when you're able to form deep connections with people, you're unable to feel your side of the connection, outside of just being happy for the other person.To me, it's just a "are or aren't" thing. >>41594094Like an addiction, love comes from a voluntary want in the first place, but like addiction, obsession can easily be detrimental to the host, and I think that's the most important difference. Love is a two-way street, so if you aren't willing to make changes or do the best for yourself on your end of things, then how can you say that you're doing the same for her? That's the first step. Step two is when things start happening on their own and unbidden, when all of this energy that you've been pouring into this idea, and things fall into place, even when you're not directly feeding it.
>>41580451Have you considered maybe that you might also have TOO much energy? A lot of days I will feel overcharged and will feel fatigued and unable to concentrate or sleep well, and it will only be until the end of the day when I start to get tired that I can slow down enough to work on things well.>I fear, that i wont be significant for Her.We're all just future statistics anyway, only you can decide your significance and value. Also, worrying tends to leave less room for trying.
>>41572434>Which one would be her favorite, what would (You) celebrate with her?Probably whatever the horse equivalent for Easter is if it's celebrated widely. The latter is because I imagine her as a spring mare who likes spring the most, it's a season of animals waking up, flowers blooming and I also headcanon that she was born during spring too. She enjoys Hearth's Warming a lot, too.>>41587365A bit late, but if you feel that she needs more than sex, then it's a sign that you don't just want to fuck her, you really do love her. Don't be ashamed about wanting to have sex with her a lot though, it's natural and that's how you procreate. If you can't cut back, impregnation """fetish"""-maxx.>>41594190I imagine snuggling with her a lot and feeling her firm body underneath the ecsatically soft and plush fur. I imagine her kissing me on the lips and burying her muzzle into my hair. But those are definitely not physical sensations of her actually being present with me. I do realize I'm not actually feeling her, I just made my brain decently strong when it comes at fantasizing. I can't even imagine how good it would feel to actually snuggle with her, feeling her warmth, her soft fur and her warm, firm flesh while she whispers sweet nothings into my ear, I feel like it would akin to an orgasm on its own- getting a bit carried off here.Feel like drinking more coffee on the morning would help more with that, since it makes me feel "lighter" and easier. But I don't drink it late in the evening because I can't sleep for shit then.
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Today I'm taking care of shit I should've done a long time ago because my waifu wants me to stop putting shit off. That means I don't have time for a big reply.>>41597256>impregnation """fetish"""-maxx.Pregnart ponies are the fucking cutest and I'm tired of pretending they aren't.
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>>41581568>don't really believe all of that stuffI suspect most functional users (for lack of a better phrase) don't. Alan Moore frames it as "creativity = magic", Grant Morrison (from what I'm told) used to be much more "this is literally what happened" about his "experiences" but has since backed off, and so on.I was brought up in a Fundie-adjacent household, so I have little practical knowledge about this stuff other than "don't do it/Do you want to get unclean spirits, Anon? Because that is how you get unclean spirits." If I were to try something, I think I'd probably go with the Schmendrick Method- put on my wizard hat, get into a lotus position, and just chant "Magic, do as you will," until I either feel something or my bottom half starts to go numb.>>41594190I have never, to my knowledge, experienced my waifu's presence in any way. For the best, I suppose- I'd probably freak out and start worrying that I was having a psychotic break with reality.>>41599557>see picD'Awww>read filename>Kingdom Hearts II's opening is now stuck in my headDammit, LunAnon
