6 days to Halloween Vampire Boyos Edition!stinky garlic breath Italians:>>79233522threadly question: would you ever be a vampire boy's blood donor? would you you let your fbf bite you (lovingly)? what's your favorite vampire movie/tv show?
Reading keyman: hand of justice. It's pretty mega epic meow
>>79246201looks like a lot fun! is this qt in it a lot?
>>79246391He's a side gag character but is in most chapters iirc. There are quite a lot of cool beastmen but not that many human men. It's a pretty unique story and not too long, 65 chaps
gonna carve some pumpkins and going to the beach later. wearing a dark academia getup with pink swim trunks lole
No idea what to have for dinner, again, Can I just sleep until Monday?
Story just go buy pre made soup from the nearest grocery store it's not that hard.
>>79246201I tried reading keyman a while back but didn't finish it because the paneling and perspectives were a bit confusing for me. Guess I'll always be a brainlet aye...
waa where bf to beat me to death and call me mean names and make me feel like dirt I wanna be happy>>79246525yeah the paneling is a bit rough, I think the author was pretty inexperienced when they made this. But I think it's still a great series.
>bf has perfect twink features>refuses to ever wear anything but baggy shirt and pants insidewhat the fuck
waa someone kill and rape me please waa
>>79246594Can i just bite u hard while i fuck you?
>>79246088Have you guys ever thought about gay conversion therapy?
>>79246648Bite me where and as long as you're as hurtful as possible about it althugh I would prefer not having sex it's scary
>>79246672Neck, im a vampyr
>>79246689front or back of neck and how hard
>>79246696Back and till u bleed
>>79246739acceptable I guess but is the fucking necessary wouldn't it be nice to just bite me hard and maybe beat me a little
>>79246761Sure, can i tummy punch you?
>>79246793Yeahcan you say mean things while you do it
>>79246806What kind of mean things get you off? I can provide aftercare too
>>79246820Not necessarily to get me off, more like to comfort me. I don't know, just something to justify treating me badly, whichever reasoning works best for you. Aftercare sounds too scary and I'd prefer to be beaten or choked to death anyway
>>79246836Can i pretend you are my dad who i caught molesting younger me?
>>79246850I'd prefer you not project others onto me and especially not something like that, sorry. I want to be hurt to not feel so bad about being hurt and being hurt because you hurt someone, even if you're just a scapegoat kinda works against that. I'm sorry.
>>79246864Sadge :C
>>79246881Not like it matters, being hurt would just make me feel worse probably in the long run. But I do know it makes me happy in the short term from falling down the stairs etc. and someone else doing it to me because I asked them to is kinda like love but not scary
>>79246907I feel the need to fix all self harmers
>>79246931I don't self harm anymore (not very often at least) since I've stopped thinking and doing things that make me want to kill myself out of anxiety. That's why I need someone else to hurt me so that I can be happy without having to do something unhealthy like self harm.
And back to slight manic buzz glee it is I kinda wish I could be normal but at least this beats feeling blue I gu-ess.
>>79246955You just need somebody to love you
oh, right, we made a new threadwhat's up r9gayngsters?
>>79247035I genuinely don't think that's possible, I know people might like me and want to try and love me but it's not real love when I can't give anything back. Even if that wasn't true love seems scary: all kinds of strong emotions make me spiral out and i'm scared of my mental health getting worse since I spent so long trying to push everything down so I wouldn't have to feel like i'm ripping apart all the timenow I feel like crying hopefully it goes away quick holding it in hurts
>>79247068Reading manga and drinking some refreshing Pepsi Colahttps://youtu.be/xwhBRJStz7w
I accidentally threw my post into the void with waking up haze but you can have the image again I guess >>79246478very cool anon hope it's fun!
Oh, keyman has some gay stuff in it. I didn't even remember
I had this boy I really loved and I don't really wanna dedicate energy like that again into a person if there's a chance they leave someday, betraying and hurting me badly. I'll probably stay celibate unless someone cool comes along. I think part of the yaoi posting for me is living vicariously.
>>79246088>what's your favorite vampire movie/tv show?Dracula 1958 or Blade. Nosferatu looks like a good film but I haven't seen it yet
Not to say i don't believe in your conviction but if you did it once you will do it again. Hopefullythe next one goes better. I'd like to believe I can let go and other stupid lies to tell yourself but then again I have never loved
>>79247275Listen to yourself, you sound demented.>>79247265I watched immediately Blade after waking up from a surgery when I was like 12 lol. Funny movie.
>>79247355Meowdoesn't mean i'm not right blaa
i think id be an excellent vampire but idk what a silly life
I feel sad and nauseous. It's all so very tiring. I should go to sleep but I'm scared
I've been holding in a shit for the last 10 hours
I wish I was cute but I'm so tired and putting a lot of effort into my appearance for the sake of no one is just rubbing salt in the wound of no bf....
>>79247556It's ok to take a break sometimes anon
Finish is such a funny looking language with all those umlauted As.
>>79247556What does that mean anon, what do you do for your appearance?
>tfw no bf to go with on an Arctic cruise
>>79247571It's cause it's not indo european like everything other language so it's unique and also apparently really backward where it takes them forever to add new words to the languageI think there was another language like that in europe but I don't remember which
>>79247570I wish I could take a break from living I feel exhausted but there will never be a moment of respite because existing is what makes me tired. I truly hope death is absolute nothingness because I'm so tired of it all>>79247571So true>>79247587Nothing like I just said>>79247591Not really since like german you can just connect words all willy nilly to make new ones
>>79247591Basque likely, considering they're the only pre indo-european language still around.
>>79247591Estonian is very close, hungarian is fenno-uralic grammar with slavic vocabulary and there are a ton of smaller languages with no nation of their own like karjalaiset, kudmurtit and marit around finland and russia.>>79247623not fennic
Would meow help me learn his language or just call me stupid for undoubtedly butchering it?
>>79247080but they obviously see something in you that is loveable so why not give it a try, maybe you are enough?
>>79247682I have a lot of coworkers who are trying to learn finnish and what I often tell them is that I would never blame anyone for not speaking perfect finnish since I would surely be horrible at speaking it too if I didn't ahave it as my first language. It's most important to be understood and variety is the spice of life so there is nothing wrong with talking a language the best you can. You're trying your best and that's already quite a lot.>>79247687This isn't an issue of self-esteem although that definitely plays into it too. The problem is that I'm definitely broken and untrustworthy and possibly also malicious and harmful. I don't want to be like the experiences that make me want to kill myself when I remember them even distantly for others if I can help it. I have no reason to believe trying to love someone would end in anything but misery so I won't sacrifice the wellbeing of others just to try to make myself happy. I have achieved an equilibrium where i'm not so miserable I can't take it even if I'm definitely not happy or even content either. I know it could be SO much worse soI couldn't dare to demand for better. Especially at the risk of harming others.
to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all! to hell with it all!
>>79247743but if you arent enjoying it why not try something new that has a chance of ending up well for you and fixing you
>>79247767I thought I made myself quite clear on this: because it has very real potential to make my mental health worse and that way cause very real psychological harm to anyone in a relationship with me. On top of these points I have no reason to believe anything could go right so based on all available information it would not only cause harm to me (which I don't care all that much about except maybe on an impersonal logical level) but to someone i like enough to want to date too (which I do care quite a lot about) Anyone who has a heart good enough to waste time on me deserves someone less evil.
>>79247797but you arent happy at all now whats the point
>>79247846I probably can't be anyway so it's better to be content with being miserable in a dull and mostly harmless way than to demand for happiness when I don't deserve it even IF I could achieve it.
actually i think this hat is older than me
>>79247877looks like it is purer too
>tfw no virgin wool bf>>79247884smiled aloud
>>79247884why are u being so cruel. i dont have the spoons for this
>virgin woolso does it come from sheep not from Wales or New Zealand?
>>79247858why do you think you dont deserve it? are you sure you arent just scared of change?
three sentences long commentary regarding how disgusting pubical hair managed to bring out all the nasty disgusting gorillas about how "they wouldn't want me to suck their unshaved nasty hairy dicks" as if I any fucking how said I had any interest in having sex with chimpanzees
>>79247929back for more, bitch boy?
>>79247934nr I was busy playing an arpg with my FRIENDS from the real world (can't imagine you can grasp such a concept) and now I'm gonna have a meal, chill out for about an hour, proceed on with my regular workout, etc
Considering getting some bluetooth headphones since one of my old earpods isn't working now https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OmG_Qqy2K0I
>>79247910I am scared of change too, I won't deny what I know to be true. But mostly it's because I think I am well and truly evil, ontologically. I believe so with all my heart. Not necessarily because of anything I've done or will do. It's just something inherent. Not that I trust myself to also do something horrible if someone would intrude upon the parts of myself I've stashed somewhere I don't remember and i don't want to remember, kinda like an cornered animal. Everything hurts so much and I can't remember and don't want to remember why. I'm scared of others but I'm afraid of myself much much more because I don't know or remember anything about who I was or who I am supposed to be.I feel like i've said way too much my throat hurts from trying not to cry i'm so tired but I'm scared of going to sleep I'm so sorry about everything
>>79247895I'm sorry anon idk what you mean by spoons either but the joke was too easy I couldn't resist
>>79247949let me guess, your idea of chilling out is being a troll on an r9k general? responding to me will confirm this
>>79247988no I'm watching a video essay on deus ex
>>79247995you'll respond to me a third time
>>79247995which one and is it any good
>>79248002you're just gaslighting me at this point
>>79248008four for four?
I feel pretty insane lol I'm so fucked beyond belief knarr it's kinda funny even if it hhurts
>>79248006torchlight infinite, it's complexity is not really on par with stuff like PoE but my friends are math illiterate retards with a taste for flashy bright colors so it is what it is>>79248015FINE
>>79248035Man alive, it's number five
>>79248037LET ME GO please I NEED TO EAT
>>79248035Learn to read my dear little fist-killable faggot. it's NottTt harD. genu-inely.
>>79248045six, it rhymes with dicks, and this is funny because we're in the homosexual thread
>>79248048FUCK sorry my badhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bgJazjz9ZsAit's hbomber's classic shitting-on human revolution, good video essay even if you don't care about the subject matter since he has a pretty good analytic sense>>79248052like pottery?
>>79247961i think you are just overthinking everything too much, you arent evil, evil people dont care about being evil or not, you are just traumatized and need love in ur live
>>79248066there are so many things I could say about the number seven but instead I'm just going to say that human revolution was kino, fuck you
>>79248072https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2eYJHaGDOjE
Kerran ajan kainalossa meille valo, kevaet kajasti>>79248066He isn't even shitting on it, he thought it's alright, it's literally the name of the video you BUFFOON>>79248067yeah I have a nice royal flush of "Thinking too much" goblins in my brainhole. Doesn't change that underneath trauma and neurosis and whatever i am deeply and truly evil.
Keyman was as epic as I remember. What I found especially interesting how accurate and complete the occult references were despite them being almost completely background fluff or not even directly stated. The art is a bit hard to read at times and it relies a bit too much on fake out character deaths but overall the character writing was great imo, all the characters feel unique and believable and have interesting motives and drives.
too early for bed and sooooooo hungry. Monday can't come soon enough.
Next up: a horror webcomic named melvina's therapy. One of my all time faves no cap
His armour is so nice to look at as is the guy wearing it. I really want to find a new low fantasy or historical show to lose myself in after this
>tfw no greg lake bfhttps://youtu.be/TQQdYokbp4E?si=W3SwthedxG1DuzWq
>>79247929this is called self hate and it's not okayseeing regal adult male pubes just once would fix you
>>79248223what a lucky man he was
>>79248184just get some boxed mac and cheese from aldi, its very soft. i eat pots at a time.
I would shave my butt and thighs and would like my bf to trim his pubes and shave his balls but other than that body hair is super hot
>>79248203bbc ivanhoe 1997the book is good too
>>79248260have you ever touched prickly balls? you shouldnt wish that on anybody.
the bottom should be hairless and the top hairy, it is the way of things.
>>79248292atop. watching. porn
>>79248286Yeah but shaved balls are so smooth and I'm a ball lover so I'd wanna kiss and pet them a ton so it's nicer if they're all smooth and kissable
>>79248292Yeah because god created us that wayFuck off bitch
I would prefer my top trimmed, not hairless. I want his hair in my mouth after I deep throat him,
If you are a top who thinks bottoms should be hairless you should do a full hair removal on yourself just one time, just so you understand what you are asking also keep note how fast it comes back
>>79248298i find it weird that you want someone to do something really uncomfortable because you dont like their natural body. there is no natural such thing as shaved balls. go adopt a naked mole rat.
I think a hairy bf would make me feel safer. Provably because it reminds me of my father or some other freudian bullshit. But him wrapping his coarse arms around me and squeezing without saying anything would be calming I think
>>79248325I have shaved my balls a lot of times and never found it particularly uncomfortable but then again I'm pretty low test and hairless. I obviously wouldn't force him to do anything, it's just something I'd prefer. Or are you just arguing in bad faith because you're still mad about the earlier conversation?
>>79248324the top/bottom dynamic being ultimately driven by genetics it will be the case that body hair comes back much faster for tops
>>79248093You arent evil babe you are scared and in self preservation mode
Stream Ulver - Perdition City. An album about an urban egregore, a phantom of the lifeless entities living in between the lives of people.Tonights self care self harm intrusion is: the sensation of garden cutterns snipping my cheek meant into ribbons. The sound is funny.
>>79248276When I've finished the Canterbury Tales I'm getting Ivanhoe. After that I'll watch the series>>79248317Trimmed is my preference and how I keep myself. A little hair is nice and being completely hairless is time consuming
>>79248363I don't believe that but even if you do experiencing the process I think is still eye opening
>>79247265>Nosferatui get overwhelmed by which version to watch people like to add different music to it plus colorized or non colorized aaaahh choices are so overwhelming!!!o is originalc is colorized (ironic that it is the one with b+w cover)g is a new guitar scorep is a new piano scoreand of course who can't forget synthwave!tubi doesn't even seem to have the goth rock one that one must have been exclusive to whatever service i saw it on.
>>79248363That's not how any of this works at all>>79248370I don't think anybody could be in fight or flight all the time for years and years on end and none of it matters because I will never ever never ever never let a single soul close enough to have to find out what would happen if I were vulnerable in front of them AHAHAHAHAA I'm FUCKING invincible *eyes roll to the back of my head*Gnaa. My face is tugging itself a bit but I've mostly calmed down from talking about things I definitely shouldn't
>>79248387hottest post in the thread
>tfw no bf who will watch battleship potemkin with the petshop boys soundtrack wi-th me>Captcha: NASRAH
>>79248345you lot are always saying "it's not itchy" and every one of you is a liar. i made the mistake of believing your ilk once and i had an absolutely terrible two weeks. its my balls compelling me to type this from their trauma.
>>79248416you're just inexperienced
>>79248416Hey, that's just my experience. Don't hate on me for having naturally smooth and non hairy balls. All I'm saying is that it's nicer to suck and kiss on a smooth soft surface.
>>79248397>I don't think anybody could be in fight or flight all the time for years and years on endThat literally happens, but it also doesnt have to be just that, there are different levels of fear. You cant keep pushing trauma down and expect that it wont come back for ya with a vengance..
>>79248387I'd just watch the original, colourised could be worth seeing too. Might have to pass on synthwave nosferatu
>>79248419>>79248424i had like half the hair then that i do now. seriously i think youd like a sphinx cat better than a person. you need to be smothered in my resplendent curly zones and taught lessons.
>>79248448It's already too late for that, been for years. Facing it would kill me. Too bad.>>79248455Tread lightly or face the consequences, WHORE.
>>79248455>shaving makes hair grow longerunironic cope sharted out by people trying to justify their unkempt unibrows
Senseless autism noise time yeah
>>79248464You can be fixed tho
>>79248475literally where in my comment did i say that. i said that i have more hair now because if it was uncomfortable to shave then, it would be even worse now. in fact i have deep regret that i shaved my legs once in college and i dont think it ever grew back quite as thick & dark
>>79248492I have zero reason to believe that is the case. I'm too far gone and buried under a trillion layers of varying types of bullshit. None may reach me, not even I.
anybody else rub their leg/thigh hair for no real reason a lot
>>79248509How old are you even to be such a doomer? You are really giving me reasons to beat you now
did you know that from now til the election its bonus week? you get double credit for getting literally anything done at all.
>>79248518I rub my chin a lot when I have stubble and play with my hair all the time, especially when I:m put of my house (nervous)
>>79248503you are but an animal senor, an animal whom doesn't even incite the primal reproductory urge in me, merely one that I observe with disgust, staring at your nasty hairy legs
>>7924851925, although i've been about as pessimistic since the psychosis probably (I don't remember). By beating me Inget what I want so I win, please factor that in your consideration for the need of violence
>>79248531You sound very wise (and cute)Reminds me of whenever you got your head shaved in school literally everyone would rub your head, I'm sure this had no effect on me liking headpats though
>>79248539what do you think you are? a ken doll?
>>79248562>what do you think you are?a watanabe main character of course
>>79248558Let me assure you my dear sir, I nary am either in any measure. I am rather notorious and unpredictable. A real never-do-well scoundrel, always scheming.
>>79248543i want you to win pookie :3 im also 25 and depressed, but no trauma. i think if u had someone to rely on and to help push you when you need it you would make a lot of progress. being content with feeling shit is never the solution
>>79248582I don't think it would be fair to dump all this on someone's lap just like that, I don't think a loving bf would be too happy about me wanting him to hurt me pretty badly just so I could live with myself a little better
>>79248597That would only be temporary, you would eventually stop needing it
>>79248578You sound very scary anon one second thought I will be careful not to mess up with you>>79248582>>79248543I was 25 year old doomer now I'm a 27 year old BLOOMER with a still kinda bad life but it feels better to atleast be trying we;re all gonna make it <3
>tfw failed bloomer>tfw don't have the spiritual energy to reverse the negative gradient and bloom again
>>79247110i'm back. i met a really cute femme twink from netherlands. he was very quiet and timid and shy. i caught him staring at me. i kept asking about him but he was very aloof with his responses and left quickly when we were done. i won for best pumpkin out of everyone. no i didn't take any pictures. i asked the boy if he played video games and he said no. he lives far from the area. he left before i could ask for his number. but it felt nice being noticed. i could've responded with something better than "take a picture it'll last longer". he was cute and thought i was cute but he really didn't seem my type. maybe i'll see him again at another event.
>>79248613Why do you think so? And I don't think anyone would stick around for a loony like me so not like it matters>>79248622Meow
It's embarrassing how anxious I am, if my dream bf appeared before me I'd likely dive out the nearest window for fear of speaking to him
also a girl brought her dog and he was a very good boy
youd better watch out. keep dooming and one of these days, pow, right in the kisser.
Cultivating my negative energies to kill empaths on vibe contact
One time I waus oun the interneutEnd I bought an illegal drogFrom ebay.govAnd it turns out the drog wes a ghostSo i put him in the crack pipeAnd i Smonk.Mmm!
>>79248669I did not know you were such a giga-chad anon winning the contest and making boys fall for you damn....
How old is the oldest virgin r9gay poster?
>>79248854Story is 47 years old de meow so maybe him
I want to hurt myself real bad but I know I shouldn't start it again it's a bad habit
>threads pretty active todayEither an argument or whores broke up with their bfs and came back
>>79248869I feel that old sometimes but my calendar age is 34.
>>79248878Nah I'm just having an abnormally normalab day in terms of being human so I feel like saying things besides "waa wher bf" and "someone rape me to pulp waa" also I'm lonely
>>79248883Sorry did I say 47 I meant 68 do you have grandkids old man
>>79248889That image, easily goty 2024 I don't know how I'll ever go back to the original
>>79248921Meow *glomps u*
I feel kinda bad tonight. I had a pretty good day but I think I didn't do as much as I want and I can't go to sleep until I finish my self imposed tasks. Leave it to me to make something like "beating a game" or "watcha YouTube video" into a chore.
Ssh it's okay *ten sentences of ironic condescending babytalk*
god I wish someone cared about me enough to say 10 sentences to me
>tfw no bf who could easily lift me with one hand and rip my limbs off effortlessly and uses it for implications
>>79248950>Leave it to me to make something like "beating a game" or "watcha YouTube video" into a chore.I fall into the same trap thanks to having dozens of things to play and watch. My brain would probably explode if I had to juggle normal life with hobbies
My flesh feels like it's buzzing where is my Prince Charming to beat me until I feel normal again meow
Finally getting back into drawing again and drawing my little changeling from D&D.
>>79249079Show it plox und thx
I feel restless and understimulated I need to be touched so bad
>>79248838https://voca.ro/1gFDrN7dwzZx
>>79249084Is what I've got so far
>>79249110Pre-tty goude..!
>asks me if I'm awake>I respond after 5 minutes saying I am>he is online>doesn't respond >goes offline>probably goes to sleep>doesn't even say good nightI think he is mad I took too long to respond lol
>>79249119not him but very nice anon
>>79249119YayIs your group nicee
>>79249132Thank you!>>79249136They're extremely nice, the DM is very accomadating and really good. My character has developed a really wholesome relationship with their pact-mate (I'm a Warlock) and everyone chips in and is really chill, we had one problem player who got removed because they were trying to TPK a lot of people because "lul evil" but now we've replaced them we've got a really nice vibe going.
If I'm talking to a man I like I start feeling abandonded after like one minuteof silence
I wish I'll see my doppelganger tomorrow
>>79249153that's awesome I have been trying to find a dnd group for like 2 months now no luck, starting a Call of Cthulu game next week though hopefully that one will be good
I wish I could play ttrpgs but the buddies I used to play with started dating each other and are too busy fucking each other to have time for me plus being a third wheel when they're cuddling and kissing makes me genuinely wanna kill myself
Who can take the sunriseSprinkle it with dewCover it in chocolate and a miracle or two?The candy manThe candy man canWhat razzle, what dazzle! Mystery cult of Hecate! The great god Pan is dead! The moon is a gate! Chakral alignment! Wheels within wheels, thrones upon thrones! Shard of Marduk, faces of mars? The spiders! Odilon.
while I've never had friends, I think I would be too adhd to play a ttrpg and knowing me I;d have a melty the first time a roll didn't go my way since I'm notorious save scumer in video games.
>>79249185I'm in three campaigns, Curse of Strahd, a full homebrew one and Descent into Avernus. All three of them have players that are in the rest, with a few different people here and there, I'm just glad I found a good core group to play with. Hopefully your Call of Cthulu games go well!
>>79249196Why don't you just ask to join in so then you won't feel like a third wheel?
>>79249228The top of the relationship who I used to have a crush on years ago said kinda pushily that I'm welcome too andsaid way too much about their sex life (including his cock size for some reason) but I said no because I don't want to be a third wheel and share my bf with anyone + I don't like the other party like that at all. I'm kinda mad at him for having the audacity to even ask. The whole thing pisses me off to no end.Talking about this made my whole body tremble like crazy, I wonder why.
>>79249216>while I've never had friends, I think I would be too adhd to play a ttrpgI have the same problem, even if I had friends I doubt my ability to stick with the games that look interesting to try
>>79247275>Not to say i don't believe in your conviction but if you did it once you will do it againThat's retarded. It's like saying "uhhh you burned your hand once by touching hot stove you will do it again". You're just projecting your inability to love onto people who never loved (ie. Just because someone didn't love before doesn't mean they can't be in love). If anything bad experiences make you blackpilled, you can still be hopeful if you were never hurt.>>79247884Epic>79247929Rewriting history
>>79249274Yeah and being in love is a good experience you giant fucking retard. If you were able to do it once you will do it again. People who claim otherwise are larping.
Loved and lostAnd some might sayWhen usually it's nothing Surely you're happyIt should be this way
The Stranglers - Let me down easy from the album aural sculptureThe moon is a gate
>>79249287How would you know it's a good experience? LolYou have no idea how it feels to live without something you once had. And questioning it all the time while you had it. It's the difference between a veteran losing his sight in combat and someone who is born blind. You're just used to soulless normalfags hopping from one dick onto the next one without much care from who they leave behind. But what if you can't make anyone happy and thinking you could was a massive mistake? Ever thought of that brainlet loser whore?
Shut up and go to sleep you trashrat. Shitting up the thread cause yorue scared like a fucking 10 year old. Just die.
>>79248415>battleship pokemon
>>79249261That must suck imagine your crush getting with someone else and then fucking them and making out with them right in front of you
>>79249366Not gonna read anything based on the premise "it's better to suffer than to first be happy and then suffer" it's such an ungrateful pissbaby position to hold. So right up your alley but still omega cringe maximum limit break kys yourself you lousy mousy bitch of a whore are you gonna have another melty over it>>79249373Meow cry about it slut
There is always that one fixer who can't help himself but try to reason with those who don't want to be saved. It's funny to see but boring ultimately.
>>79249398Yeah kinda but I got over him years ago, he's kind of a bumbling dork so he probably doesn't have the finesse to handle me with care and I wanted to kill and eat him when I had a crush on him so it's better this way. Them being all lovey dovey makes me uncomfortable less because it's cucked or whatever and more because it hits me in the parts of myself I try to push down like being lonely and miserable. Them not having time for me at all anymore doesn't exactly help either.
>>79249422If you joined in though wouldn't they give you the attention and affection you want then?
Getting a haircut tomorrow but I have no idea what I want. I just need to get rid of the bangs cause they're annoying. Feeling anxious.
>>79249447Yeah but I don't want to join for the reasons stated previously plus I don't trust them because one time when one of them was super drunk they dragged me around the floors by my hair and called me a whore and other things that reminded me of the army and the other filmed it and laughed. I want a bf I trust and don't have to share and I also don't want to shit where I drink.
>>79249471>one time when one of them was super drunk they dragged me around the floors by my hair and called me a whore and other things that reminded me of the army and the other filmed it and laughedI'm definitely starting to think that the reason why you're so fucked in the head is due to abuse
>>79249261I wonder if normalfags understand the implications when they say things like that. I wanna say they're evil but...
>>79249509You think? the situation ended with ne waving a kitchen knife around but I don't remember what happened afterwards. I then a third person commented the video saying that "hopefully [assaulters gf] doesn't feel too bad about her bf kinda cheating on her by assaulting me and saying that I deserved it because I didn't fight back hard enough and just whined and laid there (I was in shock because it reminded me of the aforementioned situations(although I froze in those too))I feel so pathetic can't wait to forget that too so I don't have to resent them for it anymore. Apologies are nice and all but the damage remains so I don't believe in forgiveness. Sorry for traumadumping, I'm having an emotionally vulnerable night
which two of you was this
>>79249539I'm pretty sure he's just a bit retarded emotionally based on the psychological profile I've constructed
>>79249287>Yeah and being in love is a good experience Not if it ends badly lmao
>>79249548My words mean little but hope you can find a nice guy to take care of you and trust anon, you might not be perfect but no one deserves that kind of treatment
I want to go back in time and protect meow and love him dearly.
>tfw meow was the fucked ttrpg player all alongOk maybe you did deserve it not ,
Back off meow belongs to storycock *loud pig noises*
Komm, stirbt mitt mir. I'm shaking like a leaf and feel like puking. Another reminder why I should never remember anything. I probably should start beating my skull daily again to help with forgetting.>>79249563That's not how it works you daft cunt, losing something good feels bad, that doesn't mean it wasn't good at the time. This is exactly what I mean. It's ungrateful. Same goes for the vision thing. If I went blind I wouldn't think it was a bad that I saw many beautiful things, I just would be sad I can't see them any More. I'm down to disagree about most things but this Hill I will gladly die on.
The abuse backstory really explains how meow became the gender confused tranny we know him as today
>>79249548Why did you stay friends with them tho? I get it's it's hard to just discard people you care about but some things you just don't do to your friends and expect them to stay your friends.
>>79249578Probably not but given that it's happened so many times with practically everyone I've ever trusted even a little and with some people I don't I can't help but think it IS my fault for being too bulliable and not resisting enough and other more esoteric reasons. Maybe I found out something something doesn't want ne to know and I am being punished for it. Perhaps I just was born to be a punching bag and emotional cum rag for others and should just accept it with a forced smile. I don't know anymore.>>79249586Nothing would change. No decision made differently would have prevented anything.>>79249593Wdym fucked>>79249602Here, bite into this apple. I'll ready the pneumatic bolt gun.>>79249628I'm not confused tho>>79249629I don't remember why I didn't ditch them then, now I don't wanna because I don't have anyone else and probably can't find anyone else because my mental health has gotten worse and I can't get acquainted with new people anymore without having a serious melty
>>79249606I'ma not saying it wasnt good at the time at all. But the whole experience leaves you feeling worse afterwards. Is it ungrateful? Yes. But that's like saying you're ungrateful for being abused by your friends since you had friends compared to someone who doesn't.I'm too special for you to understand. It's over.
>>79249661Your words lack conviction. Dull. I'm sorry if I'm wrong but this feels like you're just talking shit for kicks. I can hear it in your voice, apple-clear crystal corridor. Crisscross.
>>79249660The thing that is very fucked about abuse is it's like stacking poison in a game, the more it happens the more likely it is to keep happening and you just getting fucked up over and over. This happens to so many abuse victims they just get trapped bouncing between awful situations because that is the only situations they understand or feel comfortable in. It really isn't your fault anon, maybe you were born a vunerable person but we are supposed to protect those people, everyone around you failed you not yourself, you might have to get yourself out of it in the end but that just shows you are strong enough to do it alone not that you were too weak before because it's not an easy thing to deal with. Idk maybe I'm just yapping too much but it breaks my heart, you don't deserve to be where you are and I hope against all odds and logic you can get out somehow and find happiness would hug you if I could, sappy retard signing off
>>79249705Buh bye meowIt would be nice to be happy I guess bur I have no idea where to go and I'm scared
>>79249660You have read the antient texts of the great old ones and humans naturally want to punish you for it even if they don't know why they do it (you forgot you found the texts or what they say)It really makes me wonder how you choose your friends if it always happens wtf. Not your fault still, just why does that happen???>Perhaps I just was born to be a punching bag and emotional cum rag for others and should just accept it with a forced smile>No decision made differently would have prevented anythingCope. You are coping so hard. >>79249672My voice isn't as cool as me overall, so maybe there is slight miscommunication.>and I can't get acquainted with new people anymore without having a serious meltyCoincidentally this has been the case for me irl for years now. Even more coincidentally I made a post about how remembering things is useless in the last thread and how I want to forget everything.
>tfw no bf to get into bed with after a long night
https://youtu.be/hBMoPUAeLnY?si=YTXdkLBxNtPnVF7aHoly shit trump was on Rogan. I wonder if it's any good. Tomorrow I'll find out. It's time to go to sleep, my tummy hurts again.
>>79249793No like I thought of something I shouldn't have and [psychosis lore I'm too tired to write out] and that's why everything happened. I forgot what that might be if there was such a thing. But the brain burrowing drillworm from the dimension where god is shining through as an infinitely wide yellow smile has had to come from somewhere, no? It hasn't happened with other friends (maybe) at least I don't want to try and rememember, but I've drifted away from all the other people I knew. I was more referring to my parents with the "everybody I've trusted"Meow I love couping and gracingRemembering isn't useless, it's actively harmful. Remembering anything makes me want to kill myself because it feels like those things happened a thousand years ago to someone else and it underlines how I feel like a walking corpse with no real connection to anything
The self harm comfort thought of this moment is: piano wire decapitation. Gotta love the classics.
Punching myself in the chest helped me calm down so time to grab my poss stuffie and sleep I'm genuinely sorry for everything, I'll stop being a burden on everyone sooner or later. Please be patient.
Would you date a boy with brown eyes?
>>79250085only if he fills them up with love before looking at me c:
>>79250085Would you? I-I have brown eyes.
>>79250100what eyes do you have?
you whitoids have normal white people hazel brown eyes meanwhile mine are almost black
>>79249979liarlolwhat you're doing is disgusting
>>79249979what a 9-5 at mcdonalds does to a mf
>>79250155imagine caring enough about a thread "personality" to download and edit their photossounds like something no one except the person themselves would actually do
>>79250116Hazel (cope brown)
>>79250155I feel like he could be cute if his face was less fat and round
Waking up at 6 and waiting for the sunrise is worth it
I went to take a shower after going an entire day without washing and as soon as I took my clothes off you could smell it. I really need to bath every day or else my ass and cock smells
>>79250323I prefer going to bed after the sunrise
I took a late night shower because it had been a while. I guess the hot water reawakened my hunger but I have nothing to eat unless I want to eating something like bread.
>>79250345The beauty of it must excite you so much that you get tired and sleepy
>>79250394I find beauty to be more relaxing than exciting usually i'd say
completely epic find today...
>>79250623Could your photos be any darker nigga? We ain't got night vision
>>79250635what would u like to see more of?
>>79250484But why pp hard when see nice boy then hmm
>>79250719boys can not be described in a word as simple as beauty that would be an insult to the boy, he is like hundreds of things at once and my brain is firing on all synapses and I am so overwhelmed and oh my god I wanna kiss that boy
owo my shirt is from 1999 according to its fine print. thats a gen 1 shirt right there.
>>79250756Wow I am older than the shirt time to DIE
>>79250988Fossil
>>79251026Can I be the fossil that turns into Aurorus that pokemon is cute...
I'm not gay, how do I turn off my cocklust? I want to suck dick and I don't care about what the person on the other end of the dick looks like. I refuse to get on any hookup apps though.
>>79251068Only if you let me cuddle you every night
>>79248741Because you will get satisfaaction from other sources and you have said people have tried to get close to you before so they do see smt in you
>>79251176Honestly turned into a plushie on an r9gay boys bed is a fate that is much more appealing to me than it probably should be
>just woke up from a bad wet dream>a 5'3 fat guy was jerking off over my body >he finished by shooting a bunch of really thick and sticky cum all over my balls>this made me cum in the dream for some reason>he then leaned into my ear and said "You're mine forever now because (incomprehensible gibberish, couldn't understand what he was saying but it sounded like simlish)>woke up with wet underwear because I came irlWhat the fuck does this mean?
>>79251597anon I think it might mean you're gay....
>>79251597Long repressed trauma came back to haunt you in a dream
guys what is a fbf I though it was a typo but I keep seeing it
>>79251624Even if that were true, it doesn't explain my dream. >>79251630Impossible, I have no sexual trauma, and I don't know anyone that looks remotely like 5'4 fat guy.
>>79251687Oh ok well if it's not being gay and you don't know anyone like that I guess some short fat anon from the thread took a liking to you and astral projected into your dream to sexually assault you
>>79251687It was from before you had conscious memories
how tall is storyanon again
theyre going to doxx him more
I woke up in the middle of my sleep after having a non wet dream about getting raped, then I put my ass up in the air and imagined I was getting raped, jerked off, cleaned up and went back to sleep
beating a bottom half to death until he stops trying to act like an anime character irl
>>79250155Funny>>79250269My face is naturally quite round but I don't think it's that fat>>79250164Oh you sweet summer child>>79252505If you want someone to stop don't do something nice for them
>>79252505Why would i do that i love anime
I feel vaguely touch starved I wish someone would touch me gently maybe
Could you be with a boy from a royal family?
>>79252752u a twink?
>>79253110no he's a balding fat fuck
>>79253110Nope>>79253117I'm not balding either get a real hobby
>>79252947Would he be okay keeping me out of the public eye I can't handle that kind of pressure
I love being yelled at and serious conversations while I'm in my bed <3
>>79253254Yes, the public would never know about it but you would have to attend fancy but weird morally dubious gatherings :D
>>79252947i had a shot at that desu
sucks that a cute boy was interested in me but i was too abrasive and scared him off
>>79253789Wym abrasive
>>79253669Why did you miss?
>>79253329yeah I'm sure anyone here is the kind of saint that really cares about the moral dubadubity of the royal family gatherings and schizzle like that
>be me>scum of the earth lowlife peasant middle class mosquito>biggest moral dilemma I ever had was going to church on sunday or not>some magically how manage to attract a member of the royal family>my immediate gut response is to get snobby and make moral judgements of these people that are 82 financial and 93 social classes above myself
>>79253862duba duba du shooda bidi baba para pa pa! (personalized cum soundtrack)
It's really cringy when anons say "ugh I've been here for years" yet they don't know shit about the culture and happenings on the board. Like, do we even read the same threads?
>>79254040I know that all the threads on this board that aren't this thread are shit and also this thread is shit 90% of the time
>>79250215Help my tranny gf is doing bad mentally what do?
>>79254102Kill and dismember her
>>79254053Who makes it shit and why don't you change it?
MEOWBY LATER MEOW MEOW MOEW CUM CUM
Probably should've gone for a walk earlier and longer since it's hot and nice outside today. Still had anlong walk tho. Have to get a haircut in few minutes and I'm a bit anxious about that.
What makes brown boy bottoms so superior to white boy bottoms?
>>79254828I think you just have a race kink.
>>79254828brown boys are naturally submissive and breedable, plus being conquered is in their DNA.
>>79255003>>79255018Okay now where do I get a latino boywife at?
>>79254828white boy bottoms are for love, brown boy bottoms are for using as sex toys and discarding
>>79255236>t. guy that never had sex with either types of those people
>>79255236t. kiwi anon
>>79255130come to south florida for starters
>>79255273well that's because I'm a bottom
I've always been into hunks and stoner/skater guys and took pride in not being into girly guys.However, the best looking man (subjectively) I've seen in my life has recently become a twink/semi-femboy, and that's by far.I used to think of myself as a nearly complete bottom, but I want to fuck this guy hard.What's going on?
FUCK!!! I LOVE CLEANING!!!
>>79255639your switch switch has been switched
Cleaning is always such a chore, why bother when it's just going to get dirty again. Might as well live in the filth.
>>79255702it's something i find enjoying somehow, i love to stick my music on. do the dishes, hooverup. wipe the sides. very theraputc some how
>>79250120>black eyesnever seen that, the irisis blends into your pupils? at least you look unique my hazel eyes only look pretty in the right light that makes the other colours stand out otherwise they just look brown and have even been mistaken for grey in really low light.>>79250155>>79250269i actually think he wouldn't look too bad with a different haircut either wearing it all the way down (covering ears) or cutting it short it's the long in the back but short in the front that i don't like i think.
>>79255831Bro is literally built to be a boywife it's mentally ingrained in him
>>79255866i guess it is!! hopefully one day i can fulfill that role. inshallah or whatever the arabs say
>>79255866the only issue is that he isn't a virgin. He'll never make a good boiwife now.
>>79255937there is that anon. but it could always be worse, it could be triple figures or even double.
>>79255937That's true but he could still make a good boy maid if he wanted
I would still marry him, except he couldn't wear white to our wedding.
Damn that sharabullet ko was insane
>>79256008yup! one day. hopefully. i'll even master my baking for the dream man.>>79256021i never wear white anyway nonny. grey at a push.
would you at least learn to fix proper food and not whatever you brits think food is?
>>79256034I can bake most stuff - neapolitan pizza, burek, bread, etc. in a pizza/wood oven which I also know how to light and maintain, and pastries in a regular oven.People love that shit, nobody knows how to work a wood oven anymore except people working in restaurants.
>>79256068well yeah. but when i cook for myself, i'm incredibly lazy or autistic about it. it's never stereotypical british food. always chicken tendies with fries or mac and cheese.
move to America and be my personal maid/chef. I can afford it.
white is so cliche i want to wear blue or green don't care what husbie wears as long as we look good together
>>79256082this sounds so fucking good!! wood ovens are so fucking cool too>>79256116america annoys me, not for the reasons you might think. i think it's super gay you can't just get ready and walk to the supermarket
>>79256238There are some apartments near the local supermarkets here so technically you can. But without a car how will you get everything home?
Do you guys like the smell of baby oil?
>>79256270Mr. Diddy for the last time no one here wants to be part of any of your "freak offs"
>>79256250I normally take 2 bags with me. A little over the shoulder one and a back pack. And because stores are that close, I can just walk to them most days and get anything I really need. There's not really any need for cars, at least where I live!
what do bongs consider a walkable distance? Remember us Americans are fat and since we don't live on a tiny island everything is spread out.
>>79256500they're just going to say it in those fake numbers anyway anon why ask
>>79256500>>7925650530 minutes, depending what for though. if it's shopping and i'm carrying a lot, 15. no more.
Meow where husbert to save me from my mental illness by beating and raping me meow
I think my tooth can handle some nuggies, I'm going to McDonalds on getting a whole bunch. I'm thinking 2 20 pieces.
Why so many????
>>79256637fat and very, very hungry.
>>79256651Okay how about you eat shit and die then you fat pig
>>79256651one 20 piece is more than enough though no? do you not get full midway through one box?
>>79256663I don't know if I can eat 40 nugs but damn am I going to try. I can eat a 20 piece and a double quarter pounder easily so I should be good. Anything I don't eat I can just reheat and have later.
Waa can someone bulli me hard plox
>>79256688honestly. that's pretty amazing. i have no idea how you can do that. it is always worth airfrying or sticking in the oven later on if you have leftovers
waaa talking to myself all day isn't enough I need rubes to engage me so it's worth something waaago fuck yourself
>>79256705Do you know how fat I am? Anyway that's too much reheat leftovers, all those get mircowaved.
>>79256743i'm not aware how fat you are, i've never really seen any pictures of you. you should try reheating them in the oven though or even airfryer. come out just as fresh as they did at first!
waa waa me being an attention whore troll who sends hundreds of posts to himself every day isn't enough waaa waaa I need, no, NEED, to rope other people into it waaa waaa waaa
That's a fairly small amount of mcdonalds for an average sized person, I'd say? The main reason fast-food cooks so fast and "lasts" so short is there isn't much density to it. I wouldn't WANT to eat a double helping of nuggets in that time frame but I easily could
how much do fat/obese guys disgust you
>>79256823Why did you say this but not post the pic?
A little chub isn't so bad but obesity is disgusting and my brain tells me all obese people should be culled.
>>79256846on a scale of 1 to 10 I'd say about 20I know most people are lazy and low effort but having your entire body be a monument to your laziness is just a whole nother level
>>79256846I am pretty understanding of most fat people as long as you're not like immobile but I absolutely despise myself for being fat and no one should ever date me
>>79256877in addition this applies to most anorexic people and usually doubly so because anorexic faggots tend to be extra emotionally unstable due to literally starving roflolmao
Bro is walking out to pain's theme. Unrelated to that I have a feeling Max got this. It's been 5 years since he lost his belt and it's time to reclaim it. It will be a good one regardless.
Waa where bf waaa waa give me attention waa
40 nugs might too much even for me, I don't know what I'll get just no sandwiches. I just need some good high calorie food instead of instant potatoes.
>>79256082How many anons know what a burek is here?
>>79257015protein intake is the opposite of good high calorie food, it's fibrous and low in caloric density and consuming high protein density meals can lead to short periods of exhaustiont. has to take a nap after every 100+ grams protein meal
>>79256351Same. I love living in a normal country were you don't need cats for everything.
>>79257178I don't wanna live in a catless country
Bunnymutt is back, did he get rejected by irl shotas to the point of giving up?
>>79257193That's the weirdest typo I ever made I'm so sleepy TwTI love cats. I understand. I will do better *sniff*
>>79255702theres an ancient cave that i think is in china that cavemen lived in for 500000 years until so much ashes and refuse collected that it filled the cave and they couldnt live there anymore.
>>79257203how do u know hes back?
>>79256663He is like 300lbs and you're half his size. Do you think you eat the same amount?>>79256846Quite a lot. Maybe 8/10 on disgust scale>>79256923Super skinny guys are so hot
Meow give me attention meow yay give me it NOWSave me waa where bf waa
>>79257274>how do u know hes back?I read the thread
>>79257215the letters are right next to each other anon lol , me and the cats forgive you
If I ordered nugs from your McDonalds would you put an extra one in the box for me meow?
>>79257349I don't work in the kitchen
>>79257304if mutt is back then wheres the pee pee
Anybody wanna marry me? Im lonely
>>79257494What makes you marriage material? What makes you a good boywife? Describe your boyish boy boy qualities
>>79257291No? But I'm still a bit amazed that that amount of food isn't filling.
>>79257538Ill make u food and clean the home and suck your dick every day
I am a hubsand looking for a boiwife. I would work hard and earn enough money for him to stay at home. In exchange he would cook and clean and allow me use of his mouth or hole whenever I want.
>>79257291>Super skinny guys are so hot
do they make top boywives
>>79257560Haii :3
>>79257578You can either be lazy in sex or in work, anon
>>79257578top boywife but he's not a sub and also he looks like one of my anime twinksanything else you'd like to order sir?
>>79257333Thank you. Next time I see a cat I'll pet her longer. Today I didn't have that much time but did get to pet 2 cats.>>79257548Never underestimate the hunger of fat people. I seen some eat for over an hour straight.>>79257569Where did you find that pic of story?>>79257560This is written by a bottom to bait other bottoms because only bottoms post here
>>79257587I work hard to put food on the table and so I feel like it's not too much to ask to be mating pressed until I can't move before going to sleep>>79257592That will be everything I ever need
I wish cute boys were dom tops not sissies, it's such a cliche and not cute at all
>>79257621Im not a bottom or ugly
>>79257636t. ugly unfit grotesque adult man that identifies as a bottom due to being a failure of a man
>>79257627Id mating press you if you made enough so i dont have to work
most tops arent cute because thats not what most bottoms wantt. cute top
I'm vegetarian but I'd eat human meat ngl
>I want to date a boy but the boy needs to look like a girl but also the boy that looks like a girl needs to act like a man because I myself identify as a failed man and would have a breakdown trying to get my dick hard>also I just happen to never have had success with women and am considerably unfit and unattractive>w-why of course I'm not prison gay nor pornbrained, why'd you ask?
>>79257659I'm not ugly or unfit, you're just a pathetic submissive bitch mad you got called out. I look better than you most likely
>>79257705Most bottoms have daddy issues and want ugly men because they're fucked in the head. Normal bottoms want cute tops. Just don't be a submissive bitch.
>>79257705I want you plzplzplzplzplzplzplzplz
>>79257762why yes I was actually the 10/10 cute sissy bottom faggot of your dreams, it's incredible that you managed to deduce such information through a single sentence, what such chad you are you schizophrenic faggot
>he thinks it's prisongay to say cliches are badngmi you sad sack of normalfag shit
Who should i get obsessed over next?
>>79257788Do you ever stop for a second, take the sand out of your crusty boygina and ask yourself: did I do the same thing I'm making fun of anon here? Let me make it easy for you retard>>79257659
Currently brad is obsessed over filefag and drunkbrit, 3ds is obsessed over brad and bunny is obsessed over 3ds. Will bunnymutt continue trying to efuck meow ? Find out in the next episode of /r9gay/
I want a cute top but to me cute means manly, tired of you prisongay retards thinking it's gotta be either a tiktok filtered gigatwink or story and there is nothing else
>>79257831this whole "anyone that disagrees with me is [certain group of people]" is such a deluded take it pisses me off so bad, I argue with retards about women on r9k and suddenly they start pretending I'm a 20/10 supermodel stacy or morons like you who instantly jump to the conclusion that I'm a le hecking cute sissy top or whatever the fuck else you're sexually desperate for, it's just pathetic
>>79257845Please tell me more about those people :3
Meow helloo give me attents meow
>>79257897Hi, how are you doing nyaa
>>79257902Laying in bed meow tiwedWent over to my folx to eat some dinner and play some boardgames yay tomorrow I'll try to paint minis
>>79257916Very cozy nyaa show some minis if you can nya :3
>>79257935Embarishing demeow my paintjobs are too bad
Who is this faggot simping for meow now?
>>79257976himself on the phone replying to himself on the pc
>>79257976I'm laying in bed tho>>79257976You shouldn't cry wolf, simping doesn't mean "treating like a human being" you know
you're all so fucking gayI'd hate it if I didn't think it was hot
I'm not gay I just love men and wanna have their babies
>>79258013>bipedos attracted to 21< y/o twinksuh huh yeah that's not a good thing schizonon
>>79257999Meow is a fat gay retard hated by everyone so if anyone acts kind towards him in any capacity it means they are simpin
>>79258030I'd agree with you if you weren't an asshole personalityfag who goes out of their way to make themselves unpersonable because they think it's funny
>>79258039yeah tbhngldesufamalam if someone is constantly posting pics of their pet you just 3000% know it's an ugly ass motherfucker
>>79258039>[x] is [y][z][w]okay no one cares, shut upthis is an anonymous forum, it doesn't matter, and there's a high probability that what you think is true isn't anyway
>>79258060>t. [y][z][w]lol nice try buddy not fooling me
>>79258039That's just your obsessed headcanon lol meds, now>>79258044I don't do that though? What are you talking about? And what does personalityfag even mean? Everybody has a personality, retard. It came free with your consciousness.>>79258055What are you talking about genuinely
>>79258035no I just think horny men are hotsorry not sorrywish they'd press their dicks up against me but le sigh, I don't think it's in the cards this lifehonestly, my worst fear is being reincarnated as a hetero
>>79258075>fat ugly girl on the internet always posting pics of her cat/dog>fat ugly dude on the internet always posting pics of whatever that abomination freak creaturethere is a pattern here you see senor?
>>79258072good shout but I meant it D<"meow"sers is a dick on purpose
>>79258055>>79258060Just wanted to say I have no idea what either one of you just fucking said>>79258075You are a schizophrenic psychotic jew that's also overweight and a tranny btw
>>79258093yeah ik babyboy I'd bash his ugly fookin head in given the first opportunity
>>79258075oh for fuck's sakeyou're so weirdly argumentativebro, chillno one cares
>>79258087I see a pattern of psychotic delusions and prescribe olanzapin
>>79258106>t. guy with ED due to his prescribed SSRIs
>>79258101>babyboyhot but if a bf ever called me thatidk I thought I would break up with him at first when I thought about making this post, but realistically I think I'd marry him
>>79258093Nuh uh or well yeah I'm a dick back but not for nothing, ever>>79258097And you are stupid and obsessed, so what?>>79258101I'm not ugly though and no amount of repeating it will change that>>79258105>Why are you so argumentive I just attacked you why are you snapping backIdk choke on my nuts whore
>>79258101okay I recognize that was a very self-referential reply, but I did it on purpose because I don't like talking about you-know-whoI apologizehow's your day/night going?
>>79258115That's not true either. Why try at all if you're genuinely this bad at remembering what I say and using it as ammunition? It's more sad than offensive.
>>79258126Yet you still did. Eat shit and die, whore.
>>79258121oh my godyou need to understand that no one caresand you're gonna be likewell if you don't care why did you replyidk cause I'm bored and lonely and don't have anything better to do so yeahpreemptively, happy?
aaaahhh I was too late!!!! he was like a minute before me damno
>>79257554How big is your boy butt anon?
my ass is sore from sitting in this chairvery gay related
how do you feel about men with chapped asses? still okay? or do you think they're unworthy cause they don't take proper care of their buttcheeks?
Masc4mascs are so pathetic.
>>79258221mascs are so hotheteroids and their adjacents are insane to me, I don't understand them
What is r9gay currently reading eh?
>>79258231I hate youjust being clear
>>79258148What are you babbling about? Why would I care that others don't care? Stoopid>>79258221Shut the fuck up and get better reasons to look down on others cunt
>>79258243um no? you are the dumbest person
>>79258247Nuh uh I'm the smartest and coolest
>>79258257more like, not that
>>79258238Don't care didn't ask, go fuck yourself with a giant dragon dildo
>>79257957Its okay nyaa painting is about having fun nyot doing it perfectly nya
>>79258271I would if I had one but they're really expensive
I ate 30 nuggets and feel like I'm going to burst. Have 10 for later or tomorrow. At least it was better than potatoes again.
>>79258261More like, your dad>>79258275True but it's still shameful
>>79258191103cm ass 77cm waist
>>79258276Broke ass niggas shouldn't be talking to me.
>>79258271also you suck ass, trollnot irlyou wish you could, in that context
>>79258281Why nyo more meow nyaaa
>>79258281my dad is pretty smart but he's definitely not the coolestif you wanna trade dads I'm down, but it's a losing game for you hombre
>>79258286you're not even gaysomeone has to say it
>>79258290Imagine eating the poo poo. NEVA
do any of you have a daddy kink and want to call your bf that or is that strictly a normie thing?
>>79258294I don't understand meow >>79258298Obviously not since I am the smartest and coolest
>>79258310you don't have to imagine tho, for you it's your LIFEBLOOD
>>79258284That's a lot of ass. What's your height and weight?
>>79258315for healthy people it should be contextually hot but certain people think it's hot to do it constantly because they're mentally scarred
>>79258315yeah I think it's pretty hot>>79258316nuh uh
>>79258309But I am here to help you anon, stop resisting and listen to my advice.>>79258318No, I am pure blooded White man. Not a poo-poo eater like you. Go rim someone's asshole.
>>79258315I think calling him daddy would be kinda silly lol it also feels a bit vanilla idk
>>79258337you crave the downfall of the people around youit's not basedit's not coolit's lamepilledalso, I would if I had someone who loves me to do it to q.q
>>79258322180cm 75kg :3
>>79258347But anon, I love everyone, including you!
>>79258316Nyaa i was sad that you stopped meowing nya
>>79258367yeah keep me out of it lol your love is tainted
>>79258378>yeah keep me out of it lol your love is taintedI am a virgin though nonny!
>>79258377Why blaa besides I didn't stop
>>79258366Are you chubby? What's your physique like?
>>79258387physically maybe, but in spirit....
guys now that i have a ps4 you can play apex legends or super animal royale with mealso i crashed my bike and scratched up my ocarina :(
>>79258396The physical aspect merely reflects the spiritual aspect though.
I wish someone love me even tho I am chubby and very mentally ill meow I wanna feel wanted waa
>>79258400>tfw i'm finally capable of playing with 3ds nowAlso get bloodborne
>>79258395Do you know how weight/height works. Hard to be gay with that ratio
>>79258416there's a notorious delay between when the spirit realizes something and when it manifests itbut for you, it's already disgustingly palpable
STOP BEING SO FAST I HATE YOU SLL YOU HAVE NOTHING OF VALUE TO SAY SO JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP
>>79258431You could have had me meow, but you reject me meow.
I have enough credit card reward point I could buy a ps5 with them, just about I think. But I haven't had a console in ages and I don't think my hands could hold a controller for very long without pain.
>>79258431I wish someone would love me even though I'm a fake personality waaa on a fake thread waaaa on a fake board waa waaaaapostle-kun, pls
>>79258447Right back at ya chump>>79258453I have 0 reason to not reject you besides you're talking about the polish lepte anyway
>>79258446Honey, you call that rizz.
>>79258464no, it's a little more noxious than that
>>79258461Well.... wannna exchange shitcords then? :3
>>79257858But that's not what I said, I said you're am angry stereotypical bottom, which is likely to be true statistically given the place you post. Your assumptions on the other hand were out of the left field. >this whole "anyone that disagrees with me is [certain group of people]" is such a deluded take it pisses me off so badI actually agree completely
>>79258461I wasn't posting retard but no one wants to read your spam talking to yourself nigga
>>79258475>>79258461do nothe's basically evilit's hard to characterize anyone that way, I knowbut he really is
>>79258433bloodborne costs money and i hate soulslikes except hollow knight
>>79258441>Do you know how weight/height works.Not really and I don't know what you mean by "hard to be gay" but I put his weight and height into a bmi calculator and it said he's chubby but that weight could also be muscle if he works out a lot
>>79258475No, I hate you. Or rather, I find you repulsive>>79258487Yeah keep not posting thanks>>79258489Which one you are talking about
>>79258490tried buriedbornes2
>>79258511you're the same person sonot a real question
>>79258468I don't care what peasants think, your lot is to do and to die for your overlord. >>79258489I am a force for good though!
>>79258511No I think I will post to tell subhumans like you to shut up (it makes me feel better)
>>79258521No? You replied to me and apostle. What's wrong with you?
>>79258511Erhm, sweetie, you don't even know me where did you learn about me? Lets chat bit first before you just a person like me.
>>79258530Projection is a common psychological defense yes so it makes sense it would alleviate your suffering over being subhuman, choke on my nuts whore
>>79258527a force for good flatulence, maybeover your dead bodyor I guess aliveidk>I don't care what peasants think, your lot is to do and to die for your overlord.have my first fart
>>79258539Fuck off you yakubian ape
>>79258532me? what's wrong with YOU?that was so mean wtf
>>79258060t. doesn't know how generals work
>>79258544>>79258558Wow rude, guess I'll go play a game or something something.
>>79258559How is asking if you're okay when you act deeply irrationally mean?
>tfw you'll never tie apostle down and subject him to your endless stream of bean gas
What is it called when you're not horny but feel a deep and pressing need to be touched
>>79258517>turn based>"auto"
>>79258097>Just wanted to say I have no idea what either one of you just fucking saidMust be hard being low iq :(I feel bad for you
>>79258395A lil, should have abs in a month or so, hope i keep my ass
>>79258575okay I'm not sure if you're aware, but you escalated the meannessyou just made another mean postI hope you realize this, because, if this is indicative of greater overall behaviorswell, to put it bluntly, then you're an assI hope you're not and I hope you're okayplease be open to self-reflection, it won't hurt youit might help you understand things you didn't before
>>79258589that's literally just called being lonely
>>79258606And what do you want in your husband besides him making you his boywife and providing for you?
>>79258598you'll just get turbopozzed if you played on auto I think, can't really comment much since I'm mostly just building quick attacks and spamming every single ability every single turn
>>79258431Nyaa i think mental illness makes you more loveable nyaa im also mentally ill tho nya
>>79258572oh hey that's from x files right?I'd marathon it with you if I had some assurance you wouldn't try to psychologically eviscerate me afterwardsq.q i need a halloween movie/tv buddy
>>79258608No I didn't? You said I'm apostle which is incredibly fucking rude. Liar hypocrite.>>79258614No loneliness is wanting companionship I want to be touched
>bunnymutt returns>someone starts simping for meow againcoincidence?
>>79258639is it? is there something inherently wrong with being apostle?I mean, it can't be any worse than being yourself
>>79258628Be dom, be taller than me, have bigger cock than me, be smarter than me, be funnier than me some are optional :3
>>79258632It definitely doesn't since it makes me lash out and act scary and be impossible to deal with it's so over>>79258642Nobodys simping for me tho>>79258643Quite a lot actually and yeah he is much worse so you started it
>>79258243>Why would I care that others don't care? Because you're not selfish and evil surely
>>79258651is he though?I mean, really
>>79258654There is nothing evil about not caring about people who don't care about you. Shame on you.>>79258657Yes? You lying to yourself won't change reality.
>>79258633oh i was wrong ripstill, the offer's open
NEW BREAD FRESHLY BAKED, now with 100% more meowzers and bunnynons >>79258660>>79258660>>79258660
>>79258662um you lying about reality won't change reality? idk, I think we're talking in circles now, hombrito
>>79258676Yeah we are because you keep insisting instead of accepting you were wrong
Let's not go to fat non gay south African thread ok?
>>79258672disgusting, makes me not want to be there at all (but I'll go...)
>>79258687okay how aboutsomething very left fieldyou're not into it, I get itbut this is it: you're wrong
Waa where bf who saves me and makes me happy waa
>>79258489What did he do to you? I know he is a schizo, only a retard would add him
>>79258709Do elaborate. Oh, you can't? Imagine my shock!
>>79258541You would know all about projection given it's your mo
>>79258727imagine my dick, bitch
it is pretty small ngl so if you're visualizing it that way you're on the right pathit doesn't bother me, I'd like for my bf to be bigger than me anyway cause it's hawt
>>79258743>All he can muster is no uHeh>>79258745Okay give me some pointers and I'll rotate it
>>79258650Sorry I'm average at best and not a chad.
>>79258761Me too :c
>>79258758Small, hairy, cut, gross... Let's see...
>>79258651Nyaa you dont scare me nya
>>79258781Yeah because we aren't in an intimate relationship so I'm not all that insane
>>79258768I do still want a bottom boywife with a fat ass that types :3 though even though I'm not a chad.
>>79258760I just think it's funny how you have no self awareness yay. You being wrong about me while projecting your own flaws and reasoning onto me constantly is really funny :D
Why would a caricature of an anime boy want you though
>>79258803Are you funny :3
>>79258814Ironic, again. Why does he keep doing it? Is there something wrong with his brainhole? Scary....
>>79258801Nyaaa if you can tolerate my insane i can tolerate your insane nya
>>79258833Mental ilness (it's terminal)
>>79258855I don't know if I can tolerate anything at all since I'm so mentally ill I have no good experiences with love I can't even get a crush without going absolutely off the rails
>>79258864What kind of flowers would you like on your grave
>>79258823A lot of people say that I'm unintentionally funny where I say a lot of dumb shit either without realizing what I said or sometimes I just never get why they think it's funny in the first place
>>79258885I wouldn't really care as I would be dead. I don't like flowers anyway.
>>79258912Meow okay I like sunflowers but I hopefully won't have a grave
>>79258869Nyaa my love will keep you on rails nya
>>79258937Not how it works meow you don't love me anyway
>>79258932I liked your sunflowers, how are they doing now?
>>79258960Nya i could see myself loving you nya
>>79258972Withered, it's been cold for months. I took some selfies with them but I look silly in all of them so I won't be printing one out as a memento like I intended>>79258982Nobody believes that not even you
>>79258994Well that's depressing... Quick, say something funny!!!!
>>79258994Nyaa its you who doesnt believe it nya
>>79259012Something funny*Seinfeld bass line*>>79259016I have no reason to believe in anything anymore
>>79259023Nyaa i will give you a reason if you let me nya
>>79259208And how do you plan to achieve that? In practice.
>>79259213Nyaa we will go fishing and talk nyaa and ill feed you the fishies we catch nya
>>79259236Fishing where
>>79259277Nyaa the lake of course nya
>>79259376Which one there aren't any nearby
>>79259381Nyaa you can move in with me nya
>>79259446Do you live near Helsinki I need to work and study still
>>79259448Nya im balkan nyaa
>>79259475Too far as I expected
