Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportI only have one picture of Hooni saved so here it is again edition.>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
>>79476117and the thread start thingy before I forget
>>79471362>seems like a very hard trick, but practice makes perfect.honestly, if i manage to push around the board without cracking my head open, I'll consider a great success > never had any besides ramensushi is the big thing people love, but I do not like. Strange coming from someone who's been into asia and dated only asians, but i just can't enjoy raw fish> don't really like kpop and definitely would not expect thatit's popular especially with people actually from asia, so doesn't really matter if it fits, it's what they want lol>I'll at least try to not make myself physically sick or infected or anythingthat's all any of us will ever ask is just be careful
>>79476117I feel like I messed up thread some how by missing something we usually post... But not sure what dropped off...
>>79476117Heyo thanks for the thread :D >>79476210hmmmmm.. what could thet be mmmDW I'll post it ^^
>>79476118and here are some useful links for anyone who might need them:>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7> frst aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic> bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read> dbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://www.pdfdrive.com/the-dialectical-behavior-therapy-skills-workbook
>>79476291heya cat, how are you doing today?> I'll post itahh I feel stupid now. Thanks and sorry it's not at the top
>>79476448Don't worry friendo :>here's all /cut/ threads archived if you need reference https://desuarchive.org/r9k/search/subject/%2Fcut%2F/type/op/results/thread/page/1/How are you?I'm doing well HL2 got an updates and lots of other cool stuff and I'm happy ^w^
>>79476477> all /cut/ threadsthe sickest cut thread ever in the middle xD>How are you?I'm okay. Doing some work for project now. Gonna try to look at fish stuff in a little bit. Got distracted yesterday looking at skateboards xD but need to do one thing at a time> HL2 got an updates and lots of other cool stuff and I'm happyooh looked this up too and that's pretty cool. Been years since I touched half life, but running around the map you posted took me back.
>>79476603eheheh well all threads that video "cut" in the subject XP>work for projecton sunday ;<wel at least hope you like it >look at fishoh yes :>>looking at skateboardgonna buy any?>looked this up too and that's pretty coolYes :D>running around the map you posted took me back.^^
>>79476624>"cut" in the subjecti know still kinda amusing heh>wel at least hope you like itI can tolerate at least. Problem with biting off too much responsibility is you have to make sure you keep up with it. I'm taking breaks like now at least>oh yesnot quite the fish themselves yet, sadly they're last. Need to do the heater, pumps, light, etc.. Then get them>gonna buy any?probably soon, but trying to do research first. If i'm gonna pushing around a board at high speeds over an asphalt lot i want to make sure I think through what I need to get first, but think i'll have an order ready soon. Finally gonna earn the right to wear my vans lol
I slept sixteen hours, woke up and went out to get a hamburger and then came home and slept another eight hours. Taking it easy. Feeling pretty decent still. Phenomena are still quite increased but aren't threatening or frightening.What is everyone up to today? I'm hoping to play a new videogame I got, it has a lot of accessibility features so I've been able to play a few hours here and there.
>>79477239hi anon>I slept sixteen hoursremember times I stayed up super long because of a long flight or something I'd crash like that super hard after. Hope you feel rested>get a hamburgernice. Feeling like a burger, but not gonna probably get one till my cheat day>What is everyone up to today? working a lot, maybe shopping, visiting family soon too>play a new videogamewhat game?
hey guys. hyped for stalker 2 release.every now and then I catch myself thinking and wishing how life would be if we got back together. but I have to stop myself immediately because it would never happen and its a bad move to do that anyway. still, it hurts so much. to my surprise I still haven't started cutting
>>79477278>hope you feel restedYeah! I also use a light therapy lamp during the fall and winter for an hour or so when I wake up and it helps me wake up a lot more.>working a lot, maybe shopping, visiting family soon tooHope work hasn't been too stressful. What're you shopping for? Just errand stuff or anything special? I hope visiting family is a good thing for you and you enjoy it when you visit. Do they live far? I know a lot of people travel during the holidays to see their families.>what game?I pirated Dragon Age Veilguard. I enjoyed the other entries in the series, and I'm liking it so far. I used to be able to play on the hardest difficulties, but my schizophrenia symptoms make it pretty hard to play games. Games are a really huge sensory experience and I already experience so much more stimuli than your average person, so getting my brain to work properly in conjunction with hand movements isn't an automatic process like it used to be. The game itself is getting review bombed pretty fucking hard which is kind of funny to me.
>>79476725>I'm taking breaks like now at leastthat's good you need rest sometimes >Need to do the heater, pumps, light, etc..do fish need a lot if stuff?>think i'll have an order ready soonyou can do research and stuff but the best way to see what you'd like is to get one and go from there :>>>79477239Hello :D>slept sixteen hoursthat's a ton! but you needed it after not sleeping for so long >Taking it easy. Feeling pretty decent glad to hear that you're improving :>>What is everyone up to today?just relaxing and play some half life>hoping to play a new videogame:Dwhat game??>>79477684Hiya :3>hyped for stalker 2 release.you're gonna play it?>but I have to stop myself immediatelyyeah that's probably a good choice >surprise I still haven't started cuttingnice ^^
>>79477684> stalker 2 release.never tried these but always they look good and like something I'd enjoy>wishing how life would be if we got back together. but I have to stop myself immediatelyhonestly, if things went off because of clash of personalities, very likely would end falling into the same again anyway for that alone, even if it made things good again for a bit>still haven't started cuttingthat's good and glad you're keeping off>>79477872>light therapy lamp during the fall and winter for an hour sounds pretty useful since waking up in darkness kinda throws me off a bit too> What're you shopping for?ended up buying a skateboard for one thing. Gonna get some more pieces i need for my fish tank. Did all my boring shopping the other day, so fun hobby stuff now xD>Do they live far?nah I'm about 12 minutes away. I'm not really close to my parents, but get along with my brother who lives with them still, so usually over just for that.>Dragon Age Veilguard. I enjoyed the other entries in the seriesah I loved dragon age as well, but never managed to beat Inquisition (I started during a low period of my life but meant to go back for that one)>brain to work properly in conjunction with hand movements isn't an automatic process like it used to be.>brain to work properly in conjunction with hand movements isn't an automatic process like it used to be.makes sense and sorry to hear it's that difficult, but also really pretty cool that it's actually something you can play thanks to that and hope you enjoy> getting review bombed pretty fucking hardit is kinda crazy yeah and know most probably don't play the game anyway. I think I've seen some scenes that were a bit jarring and unusual (to the point I think it's a bit much), but I don't think it's enough to make me pass on playing it eventually as someone who's enjoyed the franchise as a whole
>>79478647>skateboardOH! I think I saw you post saying you want to take up skateboarding. Fucking go for it! What kind of fish do you have? I used to have julii corydoras and zebra danios as a kid, with some aquatic plants and stuff. I did an aquascape, if you know what that is.>never managed to beat inquisitionDAI was really good, I do adore the fuck out of the game, but the real ending is the expansion and that type of game design can suck my left nut. I do not agree with that decision.>most probably won't play the game anywaySometimes I feel like people who get really butthurt over anything at all just don't get out much or talk to people with different viewpoints very often.
>>79478605>you need rest sometimesi hear you on that. I've been pushing too much lately and really took it's toll on me, so I'm trying to slow down a bit and not go so hard.>do fish need a lot if stuff?yeah, even more for salt water ones since you need specific lighting for coral and equipment to make sure the water readings are what they need to be for salt and certain organic matter readings. It's very involved, which is why salt tanks are as difficult as they are.>can do research and stuffi did and ended up buying a board. Basically went good quality and sturdy, but not so over the top for a started set since I could break my leg first day and give up for good after that, but really determined to at least give it a try as best I can
>>79478605>playing some half lifeI saw an article that Half Life's playerbase is peaking right now thanks to the anniversary. How are you enjoying it? I assume you've played it before and are going back to it.>what game??>>79477872 Veilguard. Enjoying it so far. There's this really cute elf chick that I want to make my waifu.
>>79476117ugh. I missed my medicine and tried to take double the dose to make up for it. Now my stomach is on fire. It hurts very bad.>>79476477This is very cool
>>79478941Generally don't double your medication dose to make up for a missed dose, this can be very dangerous depending on the medication. I'm glad it only caused an upset tummy. If you miss a dose, just take your next one at the regular time. Never double up because of a missed dose you could get very ill.Your prescriber should have told you this, I'm frustrated that they didn't, that's bad medical practice.
>>79478750>Fucking go for it!I figured I wanted to so long, might as well go for it. Not too old, but don't want wait much longer to get into it> What kind of fish do you have?none currently, but I want to do a salt tank/reef tank (mostly because I got really interested in corals a while back). Plan is for a clownfish pair, some watchman gobies, six line wrasse, and some cleaner shrimp (though they aren't really fish I know)> julii corydoras and zebra danios as a kidknew of zebrafish but never heard of the other and they look really cool. I only had a goldfish (carnival prize fish that lived super old lol) and kissing gourami, but really like fish, just been years >DAI was really goodI think I only got past the early part with the mage/templar segment and stopped after that, but enjoyed what I did play. Think only gripe i had were some side quests felt a bit MMOish, but that was a bioware issue since mass effect 3 at least...(DA2 has some too I feel, but not as bad). Also none of the companions at that point had grown on me yet, but just needed more time.>the real ending is the expansion agreed. I love expansions, don't get me wrong (think origins did them quite well and expanded without making anything essential per say) but feel things have gotten carried away recent years.>who get really butthurtThink the problem is a number of people who aren't even interested in the game itself get involved when these review bombings happen, so legitimate comments get lost since they're associated with the ones who just want to bash something. That's the most unfortunate part of this whole thing in my opinion
>>79478753>even more for salt waterhmm yeah I guess that depends on the type of fishWhat fishes do you think you'll get? >really determined to at least give it a try as best I canwhen are you gonna go for a ride?>>79478817>thanks to the anniversaryyes there's been an update and that's cool :D>How are you enjoying it?I watched the documentary and other stuff and played it for a bit >played it beforeyes many times and many mods :]>Enjoying it so far.aw glad to hear that is it a long game?>>79478941Hello kira c:>double the doseoh mann doesn't sound good, hopefully you feel better soon, maybe drinking tons of water could help
>>79477872>I also use a light therapy lamp during the fall and winter for an hour or so when I wake up and it helps me wake up a lot moreI only realized this now but I have been partaking in light therapy for a few days after my breakup. I slept and lived in my room with the lights on for a while. in the whole house too>>79478605>you're gonna play it?of course>>79478647>never tried these but always they look good and like something I'd enjoyI dont think it looks good but im interested in what the devs made after so many years. plus its on gaypass or without super piracy protection
>>79476117>I only have one picture of Hooni saved probably for the best. they can get a bit... incriminating, to say the least. ^^'hey officeanon! (^-^) you haveing a nice weekend?>>79476291hi catbro! what's up? >>79477684hi juuzouanon!>hyped for stalker 2 releaseit's coming out soon? has been in developement for a while, hasn't it? hope it will live up to people's expectations.>to my surprise I still haven't started cuttinggood job. you're stronger than you think. (*^*)>>79478941hi kira-chan! how are you holding up?as for me, had a ratcher chill weekend. watched a lot of shows, series and movies. at least for me. only interrupted that for some mad cleaning spree. got really upset with the state of the place and needed to change it. it was also a welcome excuse to not engage with the hobbystuff my friends want me to engage with. no excuse anymore, though. :l
>>79476117hit styro for the first time...ever last night dw i used steri-strips to close it up and im keeping an eye on itbut im worried next time i cut im gonna try and make every slice a styro cuti only do cat scratches but something about that styro cut felt...different?like not pain-wise but it felt good so good that i physically shivered when i did it idk i thought i was supposed to be getting better after i got on antidepressants and in a way i guess i have? i mean im not cutting to cope with my anxiety anymore but im still cutting just because i like doing it and in that regard i feel like im worse off then beforei mean im cutting like multiple times a day for literally whatever reasonjust woke up? cut bored? cutwatching a show? cut like wtf is wrong with me lmao
coming in quickly to just say :(i dont even know how i could put what im feeling into wordsmaybe with a different language i could, maybe with a conlang that focus on such things or maybe tokipona that forces you to be creativemy poor lexicon in both greek english and partly russian does NOT allow for words to be expressed thoroughly enoughmaybe i just need a longer rest time as 4 days werent enough, i think eternity sounds much betteri hope everyone else other than me is alright thoughi wish i could get you all a nice ice cream on a hot summer dayP.S. box cutters fucking suck, im scarred of putting too much pressure >>79480328also hi yuanon, if it isnt much trouble to you, could you tell me the meaning of the word nabuschwada? first and last "a" have umlaut on themgoogle translate says its german but the translation is really offi saw it spray painted on the wall a while ago in the phrase "du meinsch du bisch barg(umlaut) aber mir si nabuschwada"sorry to bother you but i dont know anyone else that knows germani know only people that are learning the language>>79480362>that styro cut felt...differenti get you, the old layers got "boring" in a way, maybe you got used to the painim feeling similar lately although have yet to go through due to a lack of clean razors
>>79478941God you are so hot please step on me Kira mommy.
>>79480513hey sis! >:(:<>my poor lexicon in both greek english and partly russian does NOT allow for words to be expressed thoroughly enoughi think you're expressing yourself really eloquently, but i know what you mean. sometimes it just feels like you're missing certain phrases to tell what you feel.>could you tell me the meaning of the word nabuschwadano clue, honestly. my google doesn't even recognize it as word with any meaning. >i saw it spray painted on the wall a while ago in the phrase "du meinsch du bisch barg(umlaut) aber mir si nabuschwada"ugh... i see. seems to be a dialect. i'd say southern german, austrian or maybe even swiss. the "sch" at the end is how you'd speak, but not how you'd write it. "du meinsch" means "you think" but it's written like "you thinksh".>"du meinsch du bisch barg(umlaut) aber mir si nabuschwada"you think you are "baerg", but we are "naebuschwadae". (you can write the umlaut as vowel+e) sorry i can't help you, but a lot of german dialects are basically completely different languages and nearly incomprehensible when you don't grow up around them. i only speak standard german and the bastardized standard german spoken in the western parts. ^^' on top of that i don't know if you transcribed everything correctly. sometimes graffiti can be a bit stylized. might also just be a name for something. again, sorry.
>>79480155>of coursenice :]are you a fan of the series ?do you like other post apocalyptic game?I remember watching someone play the Metro game with the train and it looked pretty fun>>79480328Hey Yuanon :DDI will beginning to get worried Glad to see youI'm well, had a nice dayAlso that hl2 update also updated hammer map limits so they can be more detailed now>chill weekendas it should :>>no excuse anymorenot feeling like it is enough excuse!>>79480362Hi anon>steri-strips to close it up and im keeping an eye on itgood job anon stay safe!>felt...different?well only because it's something new I recommend not giving in because you'll just go deeper and deeper >wtf is wrong with me lmaowhy do you think you cut? is something really bothering you or maybe you're just too bored?>>79480513Hey frensending hugs :< it's pretty late so maybe go sleep a little earlier
>>79480977>really eloquentlynot even close honestly, there is so much to express that it became unexpressable describing how hard it would be to express is cheating :>feels like im missing entire dictionaries worth of words that at least in greek most likely exist cause we are retarded like that but im not aware of them since instead of actually doing something usefull with my life the past like 5 or so years ive done nothing but waste it online>seems to be a dialectahhaving a very basic understanding of german from the classes we had in elementary school, the sch seemed weird to me too>you think you are "baerg", but we are "naebuschwadae". huhinterestingshame that those two are unknownits alright thanks for the help anyway, i didnt know this about german dialectsits rather cool to think about, also considering the many dialects in the united states and stuffit was like regular graffiti that some guy just took a can of spray paint and decided to write on a large canvas, not stylized like full pieces or tags or throwies or w/e so im confident i copied it correctly but yeah thats a possibility too>>79481165thanks cati had nothing to stay up for even at 6 pm as the sun went down, i wanted to go to sleep right there and there but id fuck my sleep schedulenow i just have this stupid fucking annoying headache annoying me
i feel really bad, but not enough to write about it here anything so bump instead.
>>79481165>I will beginning to get worriedit's all good. watched some stuff and had to finally clean the place. that took the majority of yesterday's evening, so that's why i didn't show. ^^'>Glad to see yousame. always happy when i can talk to you guys. :>>I'm well, had a nice dayawesome. guess we're well rested and ready for what the week will throw at us. ^^>Also that hl2 update also updated hammer map limits so they can be more detailed nowthat's cool. any plans for your maps already?>as it should :>for some reason they haven't been recently. it was a nice change of pace.>not feeling like it is enough excuse!true, but i know it's just the getting started that's keeping me from feeling like it. now that everything is tidy i can just sit down, work a bit, do something else and come back at any time i want. hope i can keep my workplace orderly for a bit longer this time. always a struggle. ^^'>>79481213>there is so much to express that it became unexpressable not something i can relate to, honestly. i guess i just don't have much to say. ^^' at least you have an excuse to deepen your knowlwdge of those languages. maybe get some native literature that deals with what you want to express? that could help.>that at least in greek most likely exist cause we are retarded like thatlots of languages have words to describe concepts that are only important to those speaking the language. just how it is. and if you're feeling like you're missing out on you own, get a thesaurus. i'm constantly checking the meaning of stuff while writing here. that definitely helps a lot.>the sch seemed weird to me tooit is while written, but it's very common to pronounce the "st" in words as "scht".>shame that those two are unknownyeah. the only thing i found was "baerg" as a form of "berg", meaning mountain, but that doesn't make much sense. second word... nothing. could be a name, an abbreviation, some sort of slang. beats me.
>>79481165i finished 2 colonels recently, yeah i played all 3 games. and all 3 stalker games too. stalker clear sky has the main character on a period cause he needs bandages every minute
>>79481213its alright thanks for the help anywayanytime, friend. i had fun looking into it. >i didnt know this about german dialectsit's an odd but interesting topic. everyone speaks standard german to a degree, but some regions also have a very high population of people who speak the local dialects and those can range from exchanging some letters or mixing up the grammar to completely different languages. i'm close to the dutch border and there's a region here where people speak what's basically a mix between dutch and german and probably very hard to understand on both sides of the border.>it was like regular graffiti that some guy just took a can of spray paint and decided to write on a large canvasweird. well, he wanted to let some people know something, i guess.>im confident i copied it correctlyyou probably did.btw. here's a 50 year old german song about greek guest workers. don't know if you've ever heard it before. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ELrOJgYqtyE
>>79481213>thanks catu are welcome bud >just have this stupid fucking annoying headache annoying meow maybe sleeping earlier won't mess you schedule rhat bad :<I think the best thing for headaches it to sleep them off>>79481620Hey anonstay strong out there!!>>79481653>watched some stuff and had to finally clean the place.Good job!>that's why i didn't show. ^^'that's okay >always happy when i can talk^^>ready for what the week will throw at us.yes :3>plans for your maps already?I wanna finish the house mapand in the future do more maps but they'll be small>just the getting started that's keeping me from feeling likehopefully soif you wanna push yourself to do it>i can keep my workplace orderlyehehe (he doesn't know)>>79481701>and all 3 stalker games toocool :>have you seen the movie? is it any good? I know it exists but never looked into it because movie game adaptations are usually bad>he needs bandages every minutelol
>>79482140i havent seen any movies about stalker
>>79481213i think i got it. i had to repeat the word in my mind a bit, but think "naebuschwadae" is "nebelschwade", meaning "waft of mist". i just checked and "naebu" means "mist" in bernese german, a dialect being spoken in switzerland.https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bernese_Germanso i think it says: "you think yourself a mountain, but we are wafts of mist."not exactly sure what it's supposed to mean, but at least it paints some sort of picture. though i feel like i'm missing a lot of cultural context here. still, kinda proud of myself for that one. :>>>79482140>Good job!thanks. no clue why i let it get this bad in the first place, though. ^^'>I wanna finish the house mapany clue how long it'll take you? or is it a "when it's done"-situation? >and in the future do more maps but they'll be smallyou definitely deserve something that's easier and faster to finish after this project of yours. what themes will you be going for?>if you wanna push yourself to do itit would be nice to finish one of these hobby-projects at some point. just for my own sake. that requires me putting in some work, unfortunately... -_->ehehe (he doesn't know)apparently i don't, even though i have approximate knowledge of many things. ^^
this little guy is sleepy goodnight everybody!
>>79482723sleep tight and sweet dreams!
i should head to bed as well. good night, everyone!
providing a bumping for this thread
I don't understand the logic to cut yourself. Pain is painful and unpleasant.
>>79476154>if i manage to push around the board without cracking my head open, I'll consider a great successThat does seem pretty hard to do, so if you can do that it's very impressive.>sushi is the big thing people loveYeah I've heard, never really understood it tho, always sounded kinda weird.>Strange coming from someone who's been into asia and dated only asiansEven people with backgrounds like that, can not like it.>but i just can't enjoy raw fishIt does sound bad. And unsafe.>especially with people actually from asiaThat makes sense, not really a Western thing.>it's what they want lolYeah and I guess they'll the people most likely to go to those places.>that's all any of us will ever ask is just be carefulOkay, that's not to hard.>>79477239>I slept sixteen hoursThat's a lot of sleep, you must feel pretty good or pretty weird.>went out to get a hamburgerThat's nice, burgers are good.>slept another eight hours.You must have been pretty sleepy then. I hope you feel better after it.>I'm hoping to play a new videogame I gotThat's fun, video games are fun.>has a lot of accessibility featuresThat's actually really good, that's a great thing about modern gaming it's definitely more accessible.>>79477684>hyped for stalker 2 release.That's good. It's always nice to be able to be hyped>wishing how life would be if we got back togetherIt's a hard thing not to do. To Stop yourself from thinking is so challenging and annoying it sucks.>still haven't started cuttingGenuinely really good job.>>79478941>Now my stomach is on fire. It hurts very bad.That sounds scary, be careful and everything.>>79480513>coming in quickly to just say :(Sorry to hear your feeling that way>my poor lexicon in both greek english and partly russianLanguage is really hard to be completely fluent in I'm pretty bad at English at I've spoken it my whole life>maybe i just need a longer rest time as 4 days werent enoughMaybe sometimes a week is a huge difference
>>79480513>i think eternity sounds much betterI don't think so. Idk I'm dum>you all a nice ice cream on a hot summer dayThat would be really nice, everyone deserves that.>>79481620I hope you feel better then, and never feel scared to write it here if you wanna.>>79485693I like pain
i hear angels telling me i'll be ok
>>79481653>get some native literature that deals with what you want to expressI should have done that a long time ago, i still want too but im a bit too busy to do so>lots of languages have words to describe concepts that are only important to those speaking the languageYeah true, it says a lot about tjose people, what they place importance on enough to have its own wordAncient greek specifically is really poetic and most likely has the words i need, but they are most likely not in use, meaning nobody would understand them(Including me because i dont know ancient greek the way i should)Also thesaurus means treasure in greek so i think im missing what you are trying to say>it is while written, but it's very common to pronounce the "st" in words as "scht".Huh thats interesting, i wonder why they pronounce the s differently than the rest, maybe being up in the mountain forced them for some reason>>79481823>mix between dutch and germanThat is surprisingly interestingI hope it doesnt die out like many dialects already have(Especially here)I find german dialects to be a quite cool topic as there is so much variety, and not even in the region itself but also historic german regions and even in the new worldUnfortunately i didnt pay attention to it in school, so i never learnt it so i can just look from the outside in nowLike itd be cool to read that penssylvanian german dictionary i found but it means nothing to meAlso never heard of that song, i know a lot of people went to germany at the time but i also know the germans didnt really like them lol>>79482140It was alr in the end after i went to bed and tried to calm downIve reached the point that going to sleep is my favourite part of the day>>79482589Good job yuanon! I didnt imagine youd be able to find anything on it after you said its not a word lolYou really went the extra mile lol, to satisfy your curiosity im guessing?If you are missing the cultural context then im missing it squared lol
>>79476117>How are you doing today?Barely surviving mentally.>Any plans for today?Studying and grinding it out.>When was the last time you hurt yourself?I thought about "hurting myself" by exercising so I don't have to think about much. That was earlier today.>Why did you hurt yourself?See above. I don't really think it counts...>Is there anything bothering you right now?Falling behind in school. Not finding love or friends. Future seems bleak and depressing.
>>79476300thank you sm for the wound care guide
getting yelled at once again, reply to you all later. Hope everyone had a nice weekend and is off to a good Monday
seems like i forgot to reply lolyou think yourself a mountain, but we are wafts of mistquite the riddlemaybe that the mountain is seen as an imovable and impenetrable force of nature, yet mist comes and goes as it pleases without being bothered by the mountain?i dunno>>79485866its alright gatorand you might consider yourself to not be very good at english but you have an 100x times better accent than minethats at least something>>79485880arent we all dum sorry again for forgetting to reply to you>>79486121hello anonwhat do u study?>>79487155average office experience i guess, could be better>>79481823also i quite like this songi like the melody
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mornin :3or afternooninHow's it going?>>79482589>or is it a "when it's done"-situation?when it's done I don't always have motivation to work on it so idk what it'll happen >what themes will you be going for?I have saved many cool internet pictures of places on my phone and I may try to do reactions of them >>79485866what a strange gator :o>>79486105that's concerning but at least it's comforting for you probably >>79486109>went to bed and tried to calm downthat's good and how r u today?>>79486121Helloo o/>Barely survivingman..>Studyingooff good luck!>by exercisingthat can be ready bad>Future seems bleaksame >>79486450no problem :3>>79487155f them! Hope no one yells at you again
>>79479136>salt tank/reef tankI never went for saltwater because it's so much more complicated than freshwater, or so it seemed when I was a teen. I really love aquariums though, when you get the fish in I hope to see a picture!>legitimate comments get lostAbsolutely. I plan to post a balanced personal review when I beat it so there's less fake bullshit out there. Really enjoying it but want to experience the whole game first.>>79479718>is it a long game?Reviews so far say it's about 60 hours or so, I imagine I'll end up with a longer playthrough because I like to do all the side things and explore every nook and cranny.>>79480155If you find a change of lighting really effects your mood, look into light therapy lamps and the research around them. I did that years ago to buy my lamp, I picked it because it had an identical profile to the lights used in a research study on the effects of light therapy, where the results were very encouraging.
>>79477684>every now and then I catch myself thinking and wishing how life would be if we got back together. but I have to stop myself immediately because it would never happen and its a bad move to do that anyway.okay, I went to sleep and went through a dream with a recurring theme of us getting back together... my brain is traitorous. after I woke up, I went to check my chat with her and to my disgust i found her pfp to include niggerweed which broke me a little - I do not want her to become involved in anything about drugs or else. I understand we are no longer together and she is her own person but it would be like watching a flower die if she goes on that path. to cope, for all I know this pfp matter could just be a kek thing.>>79485866>Genuinely really good job.its more luck than anything else>>79488371well, it used to affect me negatively. i think it still does. I only like natural, grey or blue light, rarely anything yellow. my last memory of enjoying the yellow/orange sunlight was 2 years ago when I reached Elphael, Brace of the Haligtree in Elden Ring. The afternoon lighting in my room matched the autumn aesthetic of the level and it felt really nice.
I can't tell if I'm paranoid or just realistic
>>79488818Describe your paranoias/realism little homie. What's going on?
>>79488806here it is, very pretty
>>79488835I believe everyone in power is evil and something big like a coup or a race war is going to hurt my family and I
>>79488918if you mean political power, sure, I agree with you. but nothing ever happens and no race war will hurt u
>>79476117>How are you doing today?like i have been for the past 6 weeks or so: bad, but we keep going (for some reason)>Any plans for today?working. i work at an independent retail store and one of our locations just shut down (like i had been predicting for months) so they're shipping all their stock to my store. it's a total pain in the ass.>When was the last time you hurt yourself?yesterday. broke a 6mo+ clean streak.>Why did you hurt yourself?a combination of boredom, wanting to feel pain, wanting to feel good, and wanting to be worse. the "instant endorphins" effect is so true but it's a pain in the ass dealing with them after, even if they didn't bleed much.>Is there anything bothering you right now?i want to quit my job. also i want my family to leave me the fuck alone. i know it's cringe to complain about people caring about you but if they're not even trying to relate to me on my level, i'd rather they just leave me to rot.
>>79488918People in politics are generally pretty morally bankrupt, but I don't think a coup or race war will happen and harm your family. I'm not saying it's going to, but even if it were to happen, would freaking out about it right now help it when it does?
i want to cut because it's very calming but i've gone almost 2 weeks without doing it now
>>79488978Try using some alternative healthy coping skills. These are but a few.
>>79488978this looks like the girl from that anime about knowing the future. is it her
>>79488973>would freaking out about it right now help it when it does?Yes because I can plan ahead and move them somewhere safe
>>79489152So you have the finances to move your family to an entirely different state/country? All that's keeping you from doing it is not freaking out about things enough?
>>79488983thanks anon i'll try my best but i'm still pretty prone to cutting nonetheless >>79489011uh idk it's from future diary
>>79489160The only thing stopping me is the fact I'm stuck in a group home and not in control of my finances
>>79489296okay my guess was right. yay
bumping because it's page 9 aaoaa !
>>79488371>60 hours or so, I imagine I'll end up with a longer playthroughnice that means it'll be some time before you gotta find something new ^^>>79488806Helloowassup?>>79488818Hey bibhow was your day today?>>79488965Hi anon>bad, but we keep going (for some reason)damn nothing can stop this little fella from keeping it going whoa>stock to my store. it's a total pain in the ass.try to take it easy, don't worrk too hard>broke a 6mo+ clean streakit happens don't worry you managed to do the 6months so you'll surely manage to repeat it ^^relapses happen, always >>79488978I think it's best to mot cut for at least a day moremaybe you'll feel different about doing it tomorrow
>>79490242this cat picture is really adorable
>>79485866hey gator! how's it going?>>79486109>i still want too but im a bit too busy to do sosometimes life just gets in the way. maybe you could get some cheap paperback versions of books you're interested in and keep them on you? that way you could read a page here and there if you have some downtime.>and most likely has the words i need, but they are most likely not in use, meaning nobody would understand themto learn language most people don't understand seems to defeat the point. even if you could express yourself the way you wanted, there'd be no difference to not having expressed yourself. tricky. well, guess you need to look for more modern words, then. ^^'>Including me because i dont know ancient greek the way i shouldwhy should you know it?>so i think im missing what you are trying to sayit's a fancy word for a dictionary of synonyms.>i wonder why they pronounce the s differently than the restnah. it's just the way it's pronounced. like, words that start with "st" are pronounced like they start with "scht" and if you don't don't do that you're probably from the northern coast of germany, because it's a very distinct way of pronounciation typical to that area. the reason for why written and spoken language differ so much sometimes is an interesting topic, though.>I hope it doesnt die out like many dialects already have (Especially here)i get what you mean, but i think we all need to sacrifice some culturally unique traits and quirks in order to live together peacefully. like if you always have to make clear to everyone around you that you want to be seperated from them, down to the way you speak (and that's one of the reasons for why dialects exist to begin with), they'll get tired of you eventually.>and not even in the region itself but also historic german regions and even in the new worldtrue. it's always fun to recognize german words in american english.
you guys are just joking around, right? you guys don't actually cut yourself. right, guys?
>>79490490agreed cats are just so cute :3>>79490880Hello yuanon!!!what is up?
>>79490908yea right... ha ha
>>79479718>What fishes do you think you'll get?clownfish and some others (clownfish the real important thing for me other than the corals)>when are you gonna go for a ride?probably when I finish the work project I'm on. Don't want to break something right at the end xD but seriously, waiting to take a day off for it>>79480155>I dont think it looks good i haven't look at this new one, but really the old ones since I never touched them but have heard them come up for years so just curious>>79480328hey yuanon! how are you?>you haveing a nice weekend?i was busy around time you posted, but weekend was pretty nice. Went out a bit, made a fun recipe(which i believe was german but not sure since never exposed to the cuisine much growing up here even with my family), and made a few purchases(including a skateboard insanely enough)how was your weekend?>>79480513hey sisyphus. Sorry you're going through whatever is it troubling you. Kinda get how sometimes you feel bad but don't know how to say it. Just take care and carry on strong as you can. Hope it clears up soon.
Hey guys its been a lil bit. How are you all doing?? I've been clean for about a week now (involuntarily but still) and i might be getting specialized treatment soon. I still feel absolutely terrible but atleast the future looks a bit brighter!
>>79485866> if you can do that it's very impressive.here's hoping i don't end up in a hospital over this> always sounded kinda weird.i know raw fish is a thing people eat many places, but just not my thing. There's a korean food Gimbap that's similar, only everything is cooked and i like that>. And unsafe.all kinds of studies about parasites rates going from people eating more around the world... so I'll pass>>79487390they rarely yell in offices here xD More passive aggressiveness with the ability to bs their way out of not doing anything unreasonable>>79488241>Hope no one yells at you againsurely won't be the end but i'll survive>>79488371> so much more complicated than freshwaterit really is. Not unreasonably so, but definitely more steps you need to do for tank care. Kinda of a pain, but only way to get corals>Really enjoying it but want to experience the whole game first.always reasonable to do that rather than being the guy who posts a review after 2 hour of a 50 hours + game
>>79486109>i know a lot of people went to germany at the time but i also know the germans didnt really like them lolwell, you've got a point. the fact that udo juergens sang about it at all is very telling. he always was someone to point out social and environmental issues. the fact was: germany needed a bigger workforce and as politicians are, they always make decisions that favor themselves and industry at large, but ignore how the majority of people feel about these decisions, which leads to friction. sadly the resulting anger and frustration is rarely directed at the people who actually deserve it. >after you said its not a word loldefinitely didn't look like one. ^^'>to satisfy your curiosity im guessing?it was kinda frustrating to me that i understood half of it but not all. glad i was able to figure it out.>If you are missing the cultural context then im missing it squared loli guess the actual meaning will stay a mystery to us. >>79487390pretty good interpretation, i'd say.>i like the melodyi really enjoy it to. my favorite of his is "tausend jahre sind ein tag", but sadly there's no version that has a translation. it's such a strange song but the music and text really hit home hard sometimes.>>79488241hey catbro! how was your day?>I don't always have motivation to work on it so idk what it'll happen no need to. it just means it'll be to your utmost satisfaction once you finish it. :<>I have saved many cool internet pictures of places on my phone and I may try to do reactions of themcan't wait to see what you'll come up with, but i'll be patient. :>>>79490925>what is up?not much. just a stressful day at work. it's that time of the year, i guess. :/ at least i'm home and it's time to chill now.>>79491017hey officeanon! read you had an annoying day. :< hope it's better now.>but weekend was pretty nice.always good to hear.>made a fun recipewhat was it?
>>79491094helloo>i might be getting specialized treatment soon.> I've been clean for about a week now happy to hear this :Dim rooting for yougood luck :3
>>79490242started off bad and nothing good happened
>>79491017>and made a few purchases(including a skateboard insanely enough)that is insane, but i guess a lot of guys go through that phase. make sure to wear protective gear and don't overdo it just to impress someone, young man. :<>how was your weekend?had trouble remembering what i did for a second... it was ok. very chill, actually. just stayed at home, watched a lot of movies and shows, only interrupted by a mad cleaning spree saturday evening. that's about it.>>79491094hey chev! i know it's not much, but we're all rooting for you! hang in there, buddy! can you at least somewhat distract yourself?
>>79488973>damn nothing can stop this little fella from keeping it going whoait's more that i'm too chickenshit to do anything drastic>you managed to do the 6months so you'll surely manage to repeat it ^^i appreciate the enthusiasm but i'm so sick of recovery so idk how long it'll take for me to get back on track>>79490908yeah its a real funny joke i like to play on my therapist>>79491094is it an iop? i've been through a couple, hope it works out for you.
>>79491371fuck replied to the wrong poster>>79490242
im so dizzy but pls dont put the hospital gown on me again lol i'll be ok..... <3
>>79491094hey chev, sorry things are still so tough but really do hope this will do you some good. Fact you feel hopeful is a good sign, so keep hanging in there.>>79491215>had an annoying day. it's okay, worst of it's over now at least. Little work to do this evening, but not too bad>what was it?apparently there are variants of this all over europe(never heard of this at all over here) but beef rouladen. Really a lot of work, but never made anything like it before and really quite satisfied with the work going into it.>>79491287>lot of guys go through that phase.have to do before I get too much older. Wanted to when I was a teen, but wasn't allowed, then thought it would be silly to start when I was in college, but now come full circle to not caring>make sure to wear protective gear and don't overdo it just to impress someonei swear i'll wear a helmet and not attempt to kickflip over a flight of stair for at least... a month? lol>that's about it.not bad by any means ( i should really should do some cleaning). watch anything good?
i feel like there is a knot in my throat weird"you sound exhausted"yeah.....>>79488241>and how r u today?comically tired but alright, i had a nice nap, went to the driving lessons which were eh but w/e, then went to the gym which i suprisingly had the energy to go toand now im here, exhausted, like always, but alrighthbu?>>79488965>i want to quit my jobdo u have a back up plan?>>79490880>and keep them on you?hmmm maybe, just got to find authors that use more "high level" language(which there are quite a few but they are from the 19th century usually so it iwll be a hard change)>seems to defeat the pointhonestly, i dont knowits quite the nice question, i think it would still be worth it as, you do express yourself and if someone really wanst to see what you want to express he can find it outand at least for greek, a lot of words come from ancient greek, so the roots of modern words are still recognizeable even if they arent usedthats one of the reasons i love this language so much>why should you know it?i find it, and its moden continuation (katharevousa) to be incredibly interesting, yet i dont act upon this interest>fancy word ah thanks>written and spoken language differ so much thats really interesting yeah especially with languages like french or englishor the debate if language should be kept as its written or as it is spoken>in order to live together peacefullyi mean yeah but there is workarounds for sure>>79491017>take care and carry on strongthanks officeanon, i will tyr to do my best>>79491094i hope it will be much brighter than u ever would have imagined>>79491146>they rarely yellhow interesting, guess learning other cultures through media really warps ur view of itim somewhat interested in living is the US for sometime desu
>>79491817>do u have a back up plan?i'm lucky i'm still living at home, so i won't lose housing or anything, but i'm also not making enough money at this job to have any substantial savings. they refuse to give me more hours and i'm barely working as is.the other issue is that i'm so mentally unstable that the very idea of working makes me want to kill myself. i've been working retail my entire career and i'm desperate to get out of there. i'm planning on trying to get something in reception or admin.
>>79486121>Barely surviving mentally.Well at least your surviving I guess :/ I hope you can feel better tho.>Studying and grinding it out.Well good job.>Falling behind in school.School is hard.>Not finding love or friends.Those are sadly hard to find.>>79487155>getting yelled at once again, That sucks. I hope your okay.>everyone had a nice weekend and is off to a good MondayThanks and you to as well.>>79487390>but you have an 100x times better accent than mineI guess I probably do. I don't really have a accent tho.>thats at least somethingThat's true I guess.>arent we all dumI guess sometimes we all are.>sorry again for forgetting to reply to youDon't worry about it, I understand it happens.>>79488241>mornin :3>or afternooninI wish it was morning but I sleep to late.>How's it going?It's going okay. How about you?>what a strange gator :oYeah it very much so is. I don't even know what it actually is.>>79488806>its more luck than anything elseIt's still impressive to me. resisting can be pretty tough sometimes.>>79488965>bad, but we keep going That's a shame your bad, but that's really good you keep going :)>it's a total pain in the ass.Oh yeah sounds like it. That's very annoying. Hopefully it doesn't take to long.>boredom, wanting to feel pain, wanting to feel good, and wanting to be worse. That makes sense. I hope you feel better now, and you cleaned up everything.>i want my family to leave me the fuck alone.I get that. That's all I want most days. It can be really hard cause they think their doing the right thing so they don't stop, it can be very frustrating>but if they're not even trying to relate to me on my levelYeah if they don't, it's very annoying and doesn't get anything done, and doesn't make anyone feel better. Being left alone is a surprisingly good thing sometimes>>79488978I hope you can resist 2 weeks is very impressive>>79490880>hey gator!Hey yuanon!>how's it going?It's going ok, How about you?
>>79491488>worst of it's over now at least. Little work to do this evening, but not too badthat's good. hope you'll be done with it quickly. or at least that it'll be smooth sailing from here on out.>beef rouladenoh yeah. that's a true german classic. and definitely one of those dishes that's only right when it's prepared like at home. how did you fill them?>Really a lot of work, but never made anything like it before and really quite satisfied with the work going into it.yeah, that's why you don't see them as often as you used to these days. a lot of work going into them. definitely worth it, though. what sides did you have?>now come full circle to not caringthat's the spirit. have fun! ^^>i swear i'll wear a helmet and not attempt to kickflip over a flight of stair for at least... a month? lolsounds... ok? i don't know how fast your progression is with these things. ^^' just take your time with the basics and you should be good. >not bad by any meansreally needed some time for myself, it seems. i'm feeling a lot calmer for some reason.>i should really should do some cleaningalways annoying when that realization sets in, but it feels good when you're done with it. >watch anything good?the last episode of grand tour and the bob's burgers movie were pretty good. the battle angel alita movie is a masterclass in how not to adapt anime into live action as if we needed another one of those after that dragon ball movie and then there's arcane season 2. outstanding animation, but i think the fact they only got two seasons really hurt the writing. everything feels rushed and characters make decisions based on what the writers need them to do to facilitate the plot instead of what they'd do based on their character. it's a bit dissappointing after the high that was season 1. :/>>79491817>hmmm maybe, just got to find authors that use more "high level" languagedo tell if you find any that are to your liking. good luck.
>>79491094Hey it's always her to see you!>I've been clean for about a week nowGood job!>feel absolutely terrible but atleast the future looks a bit brighter!That's sucks your feeling terrible, but having a brighter future is lovely.>>79491146here's hoping i don't end up in a hospital over thisYeah let's hope you don't. Just practice and be safe.>There's a korean food Gimbap that's similar, only everything is cooked and i like thatThat does sound much nicer, anything cooked is usually nicer anyways.>all kinds of studies about parasitesOh that is disgusting then.
>>79491017>clownfish:o>but seriously, waiting to take a day off for itespecially before weather gets bad >>79491094heloI'm okay nothing special happened today >involuntarily:<>future looks a bit brighter!aww I'm very glad fren >>79491146>won't be the endjust don't let ot bother you >>79491215>how was your day?it went by fast, just chilled out and played hl2>no need toI know I know>see what you'll come upoh for example I have a pic of a small room from 2000s wthe the classic desk and ldc monitor just little stuff like that>stressful day at work. it's that time of the year,uh ohsorry to hear this and chill evening plans? watching a stream?>>79491266man..>>79491371>more that i'm too chickenshitexcuses excuses :>>i'm so sick of recovery sowell such is life anonhopefully you at least don't do much damage
>>79491215>germany needed a bigger workforceoh, guess the destruction left from the war left a big hole thereseems like what greeks were brought over to do, nowdays africans and asians arehow weirdi totally understand why they wouldnt like us, foreigners coming over to literally take jobs which many see as theirs for the taking, a lot being really backwards in their way of life or beliefs or whatever, we are incredibly different to u germans in many waysmy dad told me that when he was in the uk (like mid 70s and then after the mid 80s) we were really hated because of how much we were against the culture there, retaining a lot of lets just say shitty traitslong story to cover which im gaming too much rn to go into detailif u want i will tell you later>frustrating to me that i understood half of it but not allyeah i get youhappens to me too when seeing new words that are clearly loanwords from ancient>>79491215>good interpretationall i could come up with loltrying to be creative>tausend jahre sind ein tagthousand years in a day? soundsi nteresting, might check the lyrics later>>79491942>not making enough moneyhmmmm, maybe before quitting find the replacement just to be suregood luck anon>>79492013>I don't really have a accentthat means you have the correct accent!how r u anyway>>79492020>if you find anyive heard of a guy named papadiamantis, but i dont know anything about him other than that he heavily used katharevousa and that he was a massive misogynist lol
>>79491817>you do express yourself and if someone really wanst to see what you want to express he can find it outtrue, but i'd argue that this might be better left to written communication, so the other person has the time to think and come back to it at their leisure. might be frustrating if the person you talk to insists on using language you have to look up all the time.>at least for greek, a lot of words come from ancient greek, so the roots of modern words are still recognizeable even if they arent usedall words come from some root, but i concede that those might be more apparent in some languages than in others and i really don't know anything about greek, so it might be easy enough. don't know. ^^'>i find it, and its moden continuation (katharevousa) to be incredibly interesting, yet i dont act upon this interestyou can be interested in something without knowing absolutely everything about it or investing a huge amount of time. it can be fun to just engage with it on a superficial level without delving too deep.>or the debate if language should be kept as its written or as it is spokeni think it's important to have a common ground and a base level of understanding, so i'd say to have a stongly rules based written standard version of the language, but also let people speak as they see fit. language is always evolving and influenced by other languages. that's something you can't avoid.>but there is workarounds for suremaybe. i'm just weary of the consequences if those don't work.>>79491942>i'm desperate to get out of there.i feel you. hope you manage.>>79492013>It's going ok, How about you?that's nice. i'm starting to get tired. other than that, i'm ok. any plans for the week?>>79492163>it went by fast, just chilled out and played hl2what did you play? campaign or custom maps?
>>79491817>guess learning other cultures through media really warps ur view of iti'd say lol there may have been some truth to that in the past, but big corps I don't see it. I guess in part political climate at most companies that kind of behavior wouldn't be too tolerated. Still just as many psychopaths and narcists who hide beneath thinly veiled politeness. Honestly, would rather have yelling than guessing games with psychos>im somewhat interested in living is the US for sometimenot a bad here, just different. Really my main problem with american lifestyle is suburban life. None of the benefits of country living or city living other than being safer than most cities>>79492013hey gator, how're you doing?>. I hope your okay.it's okay. Been through worse xD >>79492048>Just practice and be safe.i will. not gonna do anything too crazy since last thing i need now is an injury> anything cooked is usually nicer anyways.i'll agree with you there. Honestly, even when it comes to things like steak i prefer it closer to well than rare
I'll probably go sleep soon gotta wake up early tomorrow :c >>79491817>knot in my throatdang that doesn't sound good >comically tired but alright,ow get some sleep soonI'm tired too though I didn't really do anything today I'll probably go sleep in a sec because O have to wake up early tomorrow >>79492013Eyo ali ^^>sleep to late.it's oke>going okay. that's good >How about you?I'm well but gotta wake up early tomorrow >>79492355>campaign or custom maps?there's dev commentary now so I'm very playing normal and listening to that
>>79492020> or at least that it'll be smoothnot sure about either of those, but hoping it's not too bad>how did you fill them?had some stone ground mustard, center bacon, seared onion, and some sweet gherkins(wasn't sure how these would be but everything went well together). Cooked in the sauce for like 3 hours so really quite nice flavor> what sides did you have?just some mashed potatoes, which perfect with the sauce. Not prepared to cook much else since this is more than i usually do and it was just me and my gf there so no need to make a full multi dish meal that needed lots of clean up after (still more than enough)>i don't know how fast your progression is with these things.yeah that wasn't serious but i have no idea what to expect. See myself mostly just focused on navigation and not falling of the board before doing anything too crazy. No desire to rush>but it feels good when you're done with it.yep, just not good when you need to stop halfway because you built up so much to do>battle angel alita movie is a masterclass in how not to adapt anime into live action only thing here i recognized (other than bobs burgers which never really watched) and yeah lol i don't why we need to keep trying these types of things. Never seen a live action anime adaption I've even so much as said "that's pretty decent" let alone good>>79492163>:oi'm happy they're quite easy to care for, since many other fish that look cool aren't so easy>especially before weather gets badcan skate in at any temperature :> Honestly might be better when it's cool since I'll be more padding for the falls
>>79492163>just little stuff like thatseems like good inspiration and a single room is probably much easier to realize than a whole house and neighborhood. then again, you are very detail-oriented, so we'll see. ^^>and chill evening plans? watching a stream?just the usual, though i'm more focussed on the thread than the stream. guy's playing some tower defense game.>>79492325>oh, guess the destruction left from the war left a big hole theretrue, but the american investments after the war extremely boosted german economy and it was growing at a way faster rate than it should have or could have been supported by the native population, that's why it was called the "wirtschaftwunder" (economic miracle).>seems like what greeks were brought over to do, nowdays africans and asians are how weirdpretty much. back in the day it was mostly poles, italians, turks and greeks, now, as you say, people from africa, the middle east and sea. society is straining and it's getting worse. not sure how long it's going to last like this.>we are incredibly different to u germans in many wayseh. just learn the language of where you are and drink alcohol at the times people around you do and people will sing your praise, no matter where you are.>we were really hated because of how much we were against the culture there, retaining a lot of lets just say shitty traitsi think one of the big problems was the framing of working in other countries as "guest workers" (meaning you come over, do your job and fuck off again). why would you adapt to a country you'd leave and never see again anyway? problem becomes when you stay for a few weeks that turn to months that turn to years, sometimes marrying and having children, without realizing you're not going to leave anymore, but still clining to the thought of returning "home".
>>79492325>that means you have the correct accent!Oh okay, I guess I'm glad then.>how r u anywayI'm about the same as always. How are you?>>79492355> i'm starting to get tiredThat's fair it is late for you.>other than that, i'm ok.That's good then.>any plans for the week?Stay home all day, boring stuff. How about you?>>79492358>hey gator, how're you doing?Hey officeanon. I'm doing ok. How about you?>Been through worse xDOkay well I hope the worst is behind you at least.>not gonna do anything too crazy since last thing i need now is an injurySmart, and yeah having a injury would suck.>things like steak i prefer it closer to well than rareOkay that's fair. I've only ever had well done.>>79492458>I'll probably go sleep soonGoodnight cat. Sleep tight.>Eyo ali ^^Hai cat :3>I'm well but gotta wake up early tomorrowThat sucks then, I hope you get some good sleep at least.
>>79492355>better left to written communicationoh yeah true, i didnt think of it in spoken form at all, i was thinking it as in literature and stuff not exactly messages or posts like we do here but you get the picturethen on the other hand, in literature maybe some things are better left unsaid, with the reader interpreting their own meaningalthough being able to express something in extreme detail is also nice>might be more apparent in greek it is painfully obvious, also thanks to the severe lack of foreign loan words we use makes understanding even new words relatively easy a lot of the timenot with english that words are ocmpletely random and even if you did know the root youd be unable to make sense>without knowing absolutely everything i guess you are rightmakes me feel like a poser though, yknow>common ground well yeah, i think the best way to achieve that is through written language, as if it doesnt change then it can remain the same for thousands of years, ensuring common understanding, unforutnately spoken language will eventually degrade overtime making this a bit hard but oh well>weary of the consequences what could possibly go wrong :clueless:>>79492358>guessing games with psychosaheven worse than i imagined, lol>not bad hereid be looking forward to PNW or maybe midwest (if that is even the correct term)not really interested in anything elseironic how i cant with the cold yet id like to be in the PNW>>79492458i feel you, i should have gone to sleep an hour ago but im gaming rn w/ friends so i cant>>79492610i forgot how much money americans put into germany after the war, ive always thought of it as weird, they fought germans twice in two world wars and then put millions into themalso not to mention the huge german population in the US>not sure how long it's going to last like thisi dont think very long, either everyone becomes the same (impossible) or they separate (not very pretty)>just learn the language lol that won
>>79492610wont be enough for us, way of life is really different, we make fun of germans for being workaholics and wearing sandals with socks and other things, i dont think it is meant to be mean or anything, just highlighting the differenceswe are almost always late universally for some odd reasonwhen someone is on time we say he is english, as they were known to be always on time (once 5 o clock hits its tea time and such)>why would you adapt true thats a good pointnot much of a reason to do sogetting married and having kids i could excuse because its not really something that you plan and its natural for love to occour anywhere you arebut yeah they should have been more strict to how long they are allowed to stay, or something like that>>79492623>How are you?im about to go to bed and relieve the tirenessdid u do anything cool or different today or nah
>>79492325>long story to cover which im gaming too much rn to go into detail if u want i will tell you lateri'm getting tired as well, but i'd like to hear that story. good to hear the "other side" of those stories. not that i'm not part of that too. one of my grandmothers had polish roots (i think my grandfather as well, but i'm not sure) and her second husband was a guest worker from italy.>thousand years in a day? soundsi nteresting, might check the lyrics laterhere's my favorite version of the songhttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=z9RIr00t11sand the lyricshttps://www.musixmatch.com/lyrics/Udo-J%C3%BCrgens/Tausend-Jahre-sind-ein-Tag/translation/english>and that he was a massive misogynist lolthose are always fun. schopenhauer is a riot.>>79492458>I'll probably go sleep soongotta wake up early tomorrow :c that sucks. :[ sleep tight.>there's dev commentary now so I'm very playing normal and listening to thatthat a very cool addition. wish more games would do that.>>79492523>hoping it's not too badfingers crossed.>sweet gherkins(wasn't sure how these would be but everything went well together)that one requires some faith, but for some reason it works. ^^ very classic recipe, though. >just some mashed potatoes, which perfect with the sauce. good choice. i can also recommend potato dumplings. and applesauce. >See myself mostly just focused on navigation and not falling of the board before doing anything too crazy.makes sense to me. staying on the board is definitely the thing that i'd need to focus a lot of time on, i feel. ^^'>No desire to rushthat'll come the more you get used to it.>just not good when you need to stop halfway because you built up so much to doalso true. i just took my time, plenty of breaks and at some point i was done with it
>>79492523>only thing here i recognizedgrand tour is amazon's version of topgear and arcane is the netflix show based on league of legends. first season is top television and i highly recommend it. can't do that for the second season, though.>other than bobs burgers which never really watchedi really enjoy it and it replaced the simpsons for me. first seasons are a bit rough, though.>Never seen a live action anime adaption I've even so much as said "that's pretty decent" let alone goodthey're made for literally noone. anime fans already have the anime and if you stay true to the anime it'll still be too weird for non-anime-watchers. even worse of they try to adapt anime-humor into live action. it just doesn't translate! and don't get me started on high-school romcoms. i don't want to see mid-twenty-somethings pretending to be in high school... maybe that's a bit hypocritical coming from me, but i don't care... :[>>79492623>it is late for you.even later now... :0>Stay home all day, boring stuff. How about you?the same, but with some work inbetween. ^^ i'll try to get back into my workouts. you up for some stretching tomorrow?>>79492676i'm done for today, but i'll reply to you in detail tomorrow, if that's ok.good night, everyone! see you soon!
>>79492814>im about to go to bed and relieve the tirenessOkay I wish you sweet dreams then.>did u do anything cool or different today or nahI shaved my body, that's different I guess. Did you?>>79492981>the same, but with some work inbetween. ^^Okay work does suck.>i'll try to get back into my workouts. Okay good job if you do!>you up for some stretching tomorrow?Sure thing as long as you are :)>good night, everyone! see you soon!Goodnight yuanon.
