HAPPY NEW YEAR EDITIONPrevious : >>https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/79883064Rules:Ignore impolite moidsQUESTIONS:>did you have a good new year?>do you have any resolutions? what are they?>you think you'll keep them?>what's the next holiday you care about celebrating?FAQ:>What is this thread?A place for biological women to talk about their lives.>Why aren't you on Crystal Cafe?It has been aggressively raided for years and is dead.>Well, you're raiding my male safe space!r9k is not a male board. https://wizchan.org/ is.>I'm a man, can I post here?Please don't, but if you are going to anyway, be polite and indicate your gender.>I'm a tranny, can I post here?No. Make your resolution to die before next year.>What does nona mean?Anon -> Nona>I want a holeThis is not >>>/soc/>How do femanons feel about (random hypothetical moid scenario)?This is not /ATOGA//biofem/ OP Copy+Paste:https://rentry.org/biofem_OP
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>>79920450>did you have a good new year?It was ok considering that u was sick>do you have any resolutions? what are they?Getting healthy and helping my dad out>you think you'll keep them?I sure as fuck do or i can jump off a bridge>what's the next holiday you care about celebrating?Halloween is the only one i look forward too. I'm not good with spending much time with my family i rather play games and sleep
2025 the year of the nona
>>79920450>>did you have a good new year?Yes. A pretty good year.>>do you have any resolutions? what are they?I actually have to stop waffling and get a new car in the next few weeks.Go hiking and to the beach more.>>you think you'll keep them?Unless I want to pay tens of thousands extra, yes.>>what's the next holiday you care about celebrating?Valentines Day.Have a good New Years, nonas.
ham nuts on your shitty tranny thread kys foids you arnt real
>>79920450Happy New Year, Berries; thank you for the bake. >>did you have a good new year?Yes!>>do you have any resolutions?I never really do resolutions. If I need to change something in my life, I make an effort to change it. >>what's the next holiday you care about celebrating?Valentine's Day. >>79920648>Halloween is the only one i look forward too.That seems to be a popular one around here. >>79920901>to the beachRight on. I remember that you got super-busy with work right around this time last year. Is that just a coincidence or does your work tend to surge at the end of the year?
>>79921026Only time when i can pretend to be someone else
Op1 is trucking moids for new years
Op1 stuffing grenades in the blown out assholes of gay men at street parades
new year, new sex with Op1
Op1 sitting on moids faces blowing big stinky farts
>>79921026Last year was different because my former boss was horrible at management. Now that I have his position I've managed things well enough that we don't have massive end of quarter crunches, but this crunch is due to some recent events which just happened to have occurred during the new years period.At least I'll have a nice bag at the end of the month when this is over due to all the overtime.
Have you ever beaten a moid in arm wrestling
>>79921949my girl cousin could beat me in arm wrestling when we were like 11 and 12.
>>79920450FUCK YOU SCARA. These threads were better before you got here. You came and ruined them and made it worse. Then you had to brag about getting a bf. Pervert.
>>79922173No because I'm weak and sick maybe 2 years ago but not anymore
entertain me, femoids
>>79921765>At least I'll have a nice bag at the end of the month when this is over due to all the overtime.Always a plus. Thanks for checking in.
How are you spending the first day of the year?
>>79923730>How are you spending the first day of the year?Been hanging out with friends who had the day off.
>>79920450what a failure of a general
>>79923937Flo chan, what does it mean if someone mentions that they've been seeing someone else on and off? And that it's just a friend.
Every aspect of male alienation is being weaponized by women(whores) to scam men.No, you as a woman are not "lonely", you're not "" depressed"" and """femcel""" is an oxymoron, you're just a whore.There is no point to these threads because women have nothing of merit to discuss or contribute about any topic.
https://youtu.be/ttFiToecXeQ>>79923730i have been in this bath for six hours>>79924216why do you come here? for attention? are you really mad we're here or do you just feel frustrated we are not here for you?
>>79924216Can you change back to this >>79919245 personality instead.
>>79924216Excuse me, Mr. Wise and Learned Expert, but you have me curious now. Can you show me some threads on /r9k/ which DO have a point to them?
>>79924136>Flo chan, what does it mean if someone mentions that they've been seeing someone else on and off? And that it's just a friend.When you say 'someone else', who are they seeing primarily?>>79924298>are you really mad we're here or do you just feel frustrated we are not here for you?I believe the answer is 'yes'. >i have been in this bath for six hoursSounds wonderful.
>>79924298>do you just feel frustrated we are not here for you?Yes.Why wouldn't I be? Everything you do fundamentally revolves around getting chad cock.>>79924354There are none because they're all made by pathetic losers who whine about not having a girlfriend or losers simping for e-whores.
>>79924298your head's doing better, berries?
>>79924298>i have been in this bath for six hoursMermaid.
>>79924383If every thread is pointless then why do you choose this thread in particular for the airing of your grievances?Ah... perhaps this thread does have a point after all. You feel more fulfillment from arguing on 4chan when there's a certain audience reading your posts, no?
>>79924419This sophism is tiring and I'll stop entertaining it if you keep perpetuating this nonsense.Legitimately when have you ever met a woman with a personality that doesn't boil down to being fucked by a chad? Honestly I don't even hate women inherently except for the fact that given to their devices they will always walk the path of least resistance which means becoming a whore with a boring surface level personality which is why they're all a waste of time.
>>79924532Chad is a homosexual concept, only men that throw tantrums think about that.
>>79924532>they will always walk the path of least resistanceSo does that mean you are a woman?Because all you're doing with your life is yapping on 4chan.
>>79924532I apologize for making you uncomfortable by asking you to examine your own behavior. I forgot, you are beyond reproach.
>>79924570Nothing uncomfortable about my behavior, I don't see any flaws with who I am or the conclusions I've reached.In fact most philosophers say the same things, but you wouldn't know since you're not actually wellread, educated or willing to grow in any intellectual capacity. >>79924566Sophism again.
Don't feed it anymore
>>79924639More whataboutism.
When will you learn you can't reason with moids. Only an unaliveing shrapnel can solve the eternal moid menace. It's time for us to put *the plan* into action nonas.
>>79924675>unaliveingi fucking hate you tiktok zoomers
>>79924656That's not whataboutism you dummy nonny.
https://youtu.be/ADudGAPDggk>>79924378it's pretty good. i love hot water so much.>>79924383then like, why are you torturing yourself? walking over and getting as close to some thing you obsess over but cannot have and going into intense sour grapes protocol inches away seems like a miserable way to spend new years. why not ignore us and whatever else is bothering you and do something you like, play a game or something? nothing we say or do (nice or mean) will make you feel any better.i'm not going to reply to you again but think about trying to spend your time and energy on things that make you happy if you can. it's a better way to live.>>79924402not so much in a "wow it's over" way but i'm improving.>>79924413more like a bog zombie kek
>>79924731>more like a bog zombie kekShe came from the swamp!
>>79924731Are you the lump sitting alone in a boggy marsh?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xjwkXYB4nHs
>>79924731I'm not torturing myself, your assumption that I'm emotionally invested in this conversation is a flawed premise.I would add that on further introspection an epiphany just struck me, about how men are exactly the same acting like sloven, useless dolts and adapting a completely disingenuous, fake persona when speaking to (attractive) women and treating ugly/older women like shit.In other words, I have been completely wrong, I really just hate humans. I appreciate the concern and hope you have a nice day nonny.
>>79924731>not so much in a "wow it's over" way but i'm improving.Glad to hear it. My friend took awhile to get over hers, but she DID eventually get over it.
Pg 9 bump. Happy NY's, nonas.
>>79924941yeah well i'd hope so. i'm not living like this forever.
>tfw no charismatic con-man bfI love him so much ladies, it should be illegal. Do you guys have a husbando you hyperfixate on?
>>79924731arent u worried about shriveling up like a raisin, it always feels so weird, but long baths are comfy
>>79920450Not one person in this general is a female.
>>79926465when your toe tips wrinkle up is it like painful for you or something? why are you worrying about it? it doesn't really have a drastic effect on me more than being in water for a little bit compared to a long time.
>>79926502Are you watching a movie on your laptop in there
>>79926602im in bed now but i watch stuff that way yeah
>>79924731>then like, why are you torturing yourself?because he enjoys negative attention from foids like most of the men on this board do
>>79926627What movie are we going to watch my little snooker doodle.Let's watch this and pretend it's us.https://youtu.be/cs_Z2OyqW5A?si=rLTDWTnfO6dVEMlg
>spent New Year's Eve watching movies with bf once the baby was sleepingVery comfy evening, would do it again. I made him watch Bubble Boy, from 2001. It really is just my generation's tiktok brainrot.
>>79927276New Years is a lot of fun once your kids are old enough for the count down as well. My kiddos stayed up, played Mario Party, set off some fireworks and then watched the count down. They slept good yesterday night.
>>79927530I bet it is, I'm looking forward to it. Fireworks would be fun to do one day, we've got the space for it.
>>79920450Just came in here to tell you guys I hate women>t. moid
>>79927544My almost 10 year old is particularly hysterical, he'll get so afraid and then gets so into it once they start going.
>>79927588That's adorable! I'm really looking forward to the moments like that.
Did everyone have a happy new years? Was a little sad my grandmother wasn't here. How about everyone else?
>>79927626It was alright, we feel the decay of time and the little bindings that seemed so strong back then but hey, they are still there.Pretty convinced this family disintegrates the moment grandma isn't around. atm I am grateful but it sucks that I always feel like I should be appreciating things more
I am making kandi. Can someone give me some color combinations. One with 2 colors, one with 3 and other with 4.
>>79928116Purple greenblue whiteThanks doc
Living rent free in Op1's head
>>79926653man i feel sorry for ppl like you but at the same time i dont funny how that works
Today the sky is blue
>>79927626>Was a little sad my grandmother wasn't here.*hug*
p10 foidies?
>>79930757yeah. i wish i was more social.
>>79931428post about your breakfast or smtg
>>79931926I'm going to fry some eggs. how many should I make and should I put cheese on it
>>79932004I like cheese and I love egg, but I don't actually like them together.
>>79932416Hey Flo my last game arrived but i still didn't play a lot of stellar blade i think i have a problem with just keep buying games and magazines
>>79932467You can play with my Stellar blade. You won't even have to buy it. I'll let you play as long as you like for free.
moidchan isn't coming back, is she
>>79932467>i think i have a problem with just keep buying games and magazinesI know a few people like that. Is it possible that you're trying to fill some emptiness in your life? If so, I hope you can find something more real. If not, you might just be an impulse buyer. *hug* regardless. >>79932626>moidchan isn't coming back, is sheShe might. I'm hopeful that her absence is due to her life having taken a more positive turn.
>>79932670I think not since i play them. But ever since i got so sick and can't go it's gotten a bit much still can't decide if i should play cotton now or later on my switch
>>79932670If i think about it i kinda use my game as memories. I can't seem to remember well until i look at my games and go ahh yes that's what happened in my life at the time i got/played that game
>>79932626All those days I wasted asking her about her day. All gone to waste. Now someone else gets to plap her. This is exactly why you should never be nice to women online, because someone else will get to plap them and all your niceness gets wasted. >>79932670Good morning Florida! How is your day?
I've read my fair share of love interests who "could burn the world down" if something happens to the mc.But are there any (good or bad, don't really care) book recs where they actually burns the whole world down? At least metaphorically?
>>79932756(You) can, if you choose to, in Life is Strange.
>>79932721>USKGerman fembot alert!
>>79932926Jap but i normally buy my games not from germany
>>79933100Was hat dich auf 4chan verschlagen?
>>79933106Old sick and depression i guess? Come here on and off but don't use any name here
>>79920450>>did you have a good new year?Did until I got spiked and have been home sick ever since lelelelel>>do you have any resolutions? what are they?Run 13 miles>>you think you'll keep them?Absolutely, I can run 8 already>>what's the next holiday you care about celebrating?Uhhh, Halloween lol.I know I'm too old now but it's still so much fun to do haunted houses and the like
>>79933188You're not old until you are at least 40.Unfortunately this place perpetuates depression.As for the sickness, hope you get better.
>>79932696I see. Well I hope you feel better soon. >>79932721I have a friend who's the same way with music. They kinda form time stamps of different times in her life. >>79932726>Good morning Florida! How is your day?I'm guessing this was an ironic reversal of your first paragraph; but good morning to you regardless. : )
>>79933208Yea i hope so I'm still working but my health keeps deteriorating and no realistically 25 is not old at all.>>79933220I'm going to a clinic in march so that should help hopefully now i just play funny card game
Florida-Chan, what is your favorite color and animal?>>79933269>now i just play funny card gameIs it any good? My friends were talking about it.
>>79933411Pink. Not dogs. Probably a cat.
>>79933411It depends. It's pretty chill and I'll be honest i just play more of the shop simulator part then the card collecting. It's easy to just listen to music and isn't complex so i like it but i can see how it could be too boring for ppl that mostly play action games
>>79933269Is that Supermarket Simulator? I think Markiplier was playing that one. >m going to a clinic in march so that should help hopefullyFingers crossed. >>79933411>Florida-Chan, what is your favorite color and animal?Neon green. If we're talking pets, cats. If we're talking animals in general, orcas. If you mean my spirit animal, hummingbird.
>>79927569 went 404 before I could reply so if you're here I want you to know I'm convinced these are a myth
>>79933631It's tcg shop simulator. I'm so sick off all the waiting and getting all my organs checked out but i guess i gotta be careful and have parts of my stomach/intestines removed
>>79933653Oh my goodness; I'm so sorry. : (At least they know what it is and have a plan.
>>79933682Some stuff we know I'm just and unlucky bitch that got every genetic sickness ever from my senpai fun stuff. Idk if i wanna have children and give them this mess of a gene pull
>>79933720>Idk if i wanna have children and give them this mess of a gene pullUnderstandable; that's a really rough situation to be put in.
I wish everything wasn't so fucking expensive, I want to have a house and kids as soon as I possibly could but the cost of living is horrifying. IDK if i can ever afford to have children and that is so so sad to think about-- I wanna be a mom so bad. Arggh
>>79933653>stomach/intestines removedSorry to hear that. A small part of mine got kinked and it had to be removed to resolve the obstruction it was causing. Now, I get a rare blockage due to scar tissue every once in a while that resolves itself, but is still painful when it happens. It's annoying to have that tube inserted when I had to have the surgery and embarrassing having to have my full surgery, sitting around naked in a hospital gown, and even when I have a bowel movement.
>>79932756>book recs where they actually burns the whole world down?Those kinds of stories tend to be not great because there they either end abruptly or they become overly indulgent. Stopping the world from burning down allows for more room for a narrative.>>79933203>13 milesWhy such an arbitrary number? A 20K is a little over 12?>>79933208>You're not old until you are at least 40.I'd argue you're old when you give in and settle. When you decide you have nothing new to learn and just coast through life.Then again with gen alpha considers anyone older than 23 to be "old ".
>>79933631>Neon green.Ah I would've guessed. You have a very calm presence. Tifosi's is probably blue or red.
>>79920450>did you have a good new year?My new year was fine. Drank alone and watched some anime so it was quite peaceful.>do you have any resolutions? what are they?I would like to work on pushing past my depressive tendencies in order to do well on my exams.>you think you'll keep them?I hope so, if i don't im fucked.>what's the next holiday you care about celebrating?I don't really care much about any holidays.
>>79933269>>79933653oh hey I've been grinding that with the yugioh modhope you feel better with whatever it is you're going through soon
>>79934645>You have a very calm presence.Heh. Online, maybe; not so much in person. ; )
>>79933203>13>I can run 8 alreadyWhy not do a marathon by the end of the year? It's 26.2 miles.
>>79920450what a sad sad dead general foids lost like always
>>79934601>Why 13 miles?Roughly half marathon. Just feels right.>>79935238>Why not a marathon?Scared I can't do that. If I keep my goals small, maybe I can get to a full marathon by the end of the year, but for now half is what it is.
>>79935563tfw can't run anymore due to knee implosionGo the full marathon nona, run while you can
>I talk to a guy I meet on r9k>He calls me perfect and keeps complimenting me>He suddenly stops talking to me and leaves me on read because he doesn't like I'm racist and I don't like BBCWtf
>>79936275being racist is pretty cringe
>>79936275Being racist is cool. Noticing patterns is not evil.
>>79935563A marathon is more mental than physical. Everyone who has completed a marathon had the same exact fear.
>>79936386Nah>>79936472I wouldn't say it's cringe or cool either. It's just how it is, reality
>>79934601>*laughs, chokes on his own saliva and dies because of it, in Empyrean series*Waiting for Onyx Storm got me tweaking.>>79932903Ah yea, you can do that. I was wondering if there is stuff where it is fleshed out. Preferably novels.
>>79935241Yes foids lost because they aren't on a Chinese image board in misery with you loser moids. They come to gossip then they are on their way for the rest of the day.
>>79936275my AI therapist would say its their loss and you will find better friends
eurobump for my dear foids
>>79934459I have a few ops behind me so idk i think i got used to that funny cape thing.>>79935017I just got the pokemon on maybe I'll switch to yugioh they are so much cooler but my friend keep saying it's too autistic of me to color code everything
Is dating men worth it? 25 year old volcel with autism, the more I read about men in relationships the less I want to date them.
>>79936275???I mean is he black, if so that makes sense
>>79939004There'd bad stories about women too.
>>79939004>>79939113Depends both have bad apples woman and men. It depends on the person get to know them good before anything serious. There are red flags that you can sniff out that way that are deal breaker. Reading storxs online will always show the very bad and very good side of everything
>>79938047I never did. Everything about it was embarrassing as well. I even asked to at least let me put on some underwear, which they said no because it would make it not sterile. I mean, they have the incision covered in gauze. Wouldn't that make it sterile? I want to have some dignity and having a gown cover my backside when they wanted me to walk the halls doesn't do it. Add in I got to deal with self-image issues of seeing that huge scar on my stomach.
>>79939373Oh that sucks i was allowed to put on clothes right after my operations and i had a room for myself
>>79939393They didn't let me. I wanted to at least put on some shorts and a shirt, but no, gown only. No underwear because it's unsanitary. Oh, and the room had to be really cold. Don't get me started on the room situation. I didn't get much sleep because my roommate kept getting up all the time and arguing about her meds with the midnight shift nurses. So here I am, barely taking any pain meds because no I don't want to and the pain isn't that bad after dealing with agonizing pain from the kink, yet this Karen is wanting a bunch of her Xanax and pain meds when she just in the hospital for observation from tripping and hitting her head while in her benzo daze. Thankfully she was gone within a day when her head scan came back good.
>>79920450>be me>18>meet 23 year old dude on here>be in relationship for 6 months>things fine first month, then he goes on a trip with his buddies and changes drastically>i stay with him hoping it's just a phase>it isn't>he gets angry and frustrated from everything, doesn't care about me, has no interest in me, blames me for everything, plays the victim even in scenarios where he is factually and logically in the wrong>things get significantly worse each month>fast forwards to 2 months ago, I am losing hope and know he will leave me>I pay a huge sum of money to visit him on another continent (by this time he already visited me once for a few days)>I visit him for a month>we only argue a couple of times instead of every day>he acts sweet most of the time except for a few times when his mask fell, but I kept having hope>he doesn't want to wear condoms because he goes flaccid>I'm not on birth control as I was not familiar and thought he would use condoms>I take plan B, but I can't take that daily and he came inside me daily and got me pregnant>said he would break up with me if I don't get abortion>also said he wouldn't leave me after I get it as I was worried he would>he doesn't even pay a dime of the cost, he doesn't talk to me on the day I go through it while I was suffering physically and mentally and then he leaves me and block me everywhere that same dayThere's a lot more but I would be writing a novel. Never date men from here.
>>79939521>Never date men from here.Well no shit. You didn't have to experience it yourself. Everyone who has done the same exact thing could tell you what would happen.
Genuine question to femanons here. Has anyone ever tried posting in reddit r4r and how many responses do you get?
>>79939571I know, but I thought he was different. I mean, he really was nice in the beginning before the whole 180 he did. I wish I didn't stick around for so long.
>>79939576I don't have an account on any social media. Social media, including leddit, is cancer.
>>79939607Lol so i did it because i just broke off a situationship right. Shits and giggles and by god i received 70 message in an hour. Is that normal?
>>79939631I don't know if it's normal because I don't care to ever have one. Everyone I know that has one it's aways some bs drama over who posted what online.
Why can't moids understand being alone around them is in itself unnerving
>>79939651Anyway its a nice ego boost that one lonely girl can always have 70 desperate men or bots slid into their dm in an hour lol. Chin up anons!
>>79939455Yea i paid extra to be alone no wa in hell i share a room with a stranger i hate that i don't even let my friends in my home and who knows maybe they will steal one of my games>>79939576Nah thx I'm good i like being alone but i do have someone i like i will just not date him
>>79939113Well yes both are shitty, but being a dumb whore is not really comparable to giving a pregnant woman a miscarriage from beatings.
https://youtu.be/f0tLErIuWvk>>79935563i wish i could run like that. you should go for it. you never know when your body will change.>>79936727well, a story after the world ended doesn't have much more to say, i think. what are you really focused on? the love and sacrifice, or the aftermath?>>79937211 v/>AI Therapist"I want to become an hero""Hello there! Feelsbot is sorry to hear that :(">>79939576i don't know why you're asking "how many DMs do women get on social media". lots, probably. i don't use it. feel free to larp and farm pajeets and BDSM freaks if you want to see for yourself.
>>79939521I just have one question, why?>>79939571Some people got married and shit off of 4chan, but those are the ones who don't return. So finding a decent person here is like a needle in a haystack, especially r9k.I'm not one for victim blaming, but the common thread for people who get abused by others from 4chan seems to be low self-esteem and/or a bad family situation.Like they see no turning back and think it's their only way out, thus making a horrible decision.>>79940193>>AI Therapist>"I want to become an hero">"Hello there! Feelsbot is sorry to hear that :("With how stupid they are, it'll just copypaste the Marvel and DC wikipedia pages on reply...
>>79940193Any new year resolutions, berries?
>>79940371same as every year. i want to make friends and fall in love.
>>79940726>make friends and fall in lovecollege maybe?
>>79940255>I just have one question, why?Why what?
>>79940726I will be your friend and teach you about love.
>>79940809it's kinda difficult, since all of the colleges are a far drive from me, i don't have a lot of money to spend on tuition or getting my own place to live, and i don't think i could live with a stranger. it would be hard to sleep and i would get a lot of complaints. and i like where i live. it's the only thing i do like right now. so it would be like "hey want to give up the only good thing you have to deal with a lot of strangers and fuck up things constantly and be stressed out and do homework you don't remotely care about because you're literally only here to socialize which you're shit at anyway and nobody likes you and you're spending an insane amount of money to do all of this"it's overwhelming and kinda feels like a bad idea even though i do get that most people make their friends in college. it's a difficult decision.
>>79941296I will help you sleep and pay for tuition while teaching you how to socialize. I will fix you.
>>79941092>>79941427stay away from her, creepy moid
>>79941296We talked awhile back about you possibly visiting some local gaming stores to see about making friends; did you ever look into that?
>>79941467No. I will teach you both how-to love.
>>79941574My local favorite retro game shop is closing down i hate it
>>79940726You already have many friends
Boy do I want to kill myself today
>>79939667Because they think being molested is a compliment. No I am not joking.
>>79940965See my second reply in that post.Why would you be ok with enduring that shit behaviour?
>>79941925Because I thought it was just a phase he was going through and that he would go back to being normal again and appreciate how much I put up with and realise he was in the wrong. I admired his intelligence too much to just let go. I will never find someone as smart as him in my entire life.
>>79941594>My local favorite retro game shop is closing down i hate itI'm so sorry to hear that. If my favored store shut down I'd be devastated.
>>79942027>Because I thought it was just a phase he was going throughThat's not how being abusive works. Abusers don't really stop being abusive. Don't give people who are clearly mentally ill a chance for so long. Let alone let him fuck you when he is being a complete asshole, I mean...Learn to have some self-respect before you think about dating anybody again.>I will never find someone as smart as him in my entire life.You should not think anything positive about him, for your own sake.
>>79941574i got as far as scouting out board game stores but then i was dealing with the hurricanes and headaches and concerts and stuff. i'll try to do it this year but i'm still avoiding driving as much as possible.
>>79941822I would love to compliment you. Alone in my room.
>You are the flickering shape in the darkness. The echo of something lost. Are you even there at all, really? Does anyone see what you are beyond the darkness that surrounds you? You were the first to lose yourself. You stumbled in the dark, and in trying to find who you are, you picked up all the wrong pieces of broken things. Can you still say that you are you, if you have torn yourself apart and stitched yourself together with every monstrous replacement you could find? What is it that you think will make you whole again? Do you think that your teeth and claws can protect you? There is no monster trying to harm you. There is only you, and nothing can protect you from yourself if you insist upon your own self-destruction. You are the villain of your own story. There is no one you have harmed more than yourself.Damn a random uQuiz called me out on my self destructive habits
>>79942389>hurricanes and headaches and concerts and stuffYea, you've had a rough year; I really hope this next one is better for you. >still avoiding drivingIs that because of the concussion or something else?
>>79942389This year is your year
>>79942988 v/>you've had a rough yeari'm not kidding when i say 2024 was probably the easiest or second easiest year of my life so far. i genuinely worry about being cursed sometimes>because of the concussion?yeah, it's only been like two months. my reaction time is sluggish and big flashing lights give me a headache still. i should get another massage...>>79942780post the quiz dude>>79943208you literally just jinxed it
>>79943898How is your sleeping going?Did the concussion have any impact?
>>79943953have you been gone for a while? i talked about it at some point. it's been pretty rough.
>>79944114Sorry, I haven't recently been entirely myself, so maybe you were even talking about it with me, but my mind blacked it out or didn't register it correctly.
>>79944191it's okay, me either. i dug up the old posts. i'm feeling better if anybody wants to ask more questions like i said i didn't want to back then>>79472986 >>79805035
Statistically you aren't going to be posting here in a few years and will move on. Evidenced by the rarity of 30+ femanons.These may even be your last posts.
>>79943898Ok it's not your year then. Maybe next time.
>>79944335I did read about the concussion, but I wasn't aware your sleeping got even worse because of it. I'm sorry to hear that...My last two nights were pretty ok with around 7h each, but before that it was 3 or 4 weeks of mostly sub 6 hours each night.
>>79944408i mean. i sure hope so. do... do you not hope you'll move on in a few years? maybe you think you won't, but surely you'd be happy if you did?>>79944599 v/i slept a lot more because of it. like whole days. waking up a lot like usual.
>>79943898https://uquiz.com/quiz/bwJ04c/what-does-your-soul-look-like
Cute quiz.
I get so tired of seeing Temu ads. No matter how many times I block them, they always keep reappearing. I even went into my settings, and it never works since they still show. Temu even miscatagorizes their ads so it's a no win, no compromise situation.The worst is that it is all junk.
>>79939521do all of the men on this board have borderline personality disorder?
>>79945756Just the americans from what I know.
>>79945756I don't have that. I have bpd and bipolar. You know what they say about guys with mental illness right?
>>79945283>a half-painted canvas>You are a living work of art. You are abstract, misunderstood by most. You make and unmake yourself over and over again to be what you need to be. To you, there is beauty in the unseen, in the places that normal eyes would never cast themselves. You feel the soul of the world in the way most others cannot, and the way things should or could be rather than what they are. Why be boring when you can be original, after all? Your greatest strength is that you are true to yourself, but at the same time, your sense of self is prone to change. You want to stand out, you want to be seen, to be appreciated. You cannot bear to be left alone, yet you are only understood in solitude. You have spent so long making yourself art in the eyes of others, but have you considered, who do you need to be for your own sake? What will make you beautiful to yourself? It is a question you can never seem to answer, and until you can find comfort in imperfection, in your own flaws, you will always remain a half-empty work.psychic gypsies made this quiz
Admiring berries as the work of living art she is.
i'm 18 and my body count is unironically 8 i'm not even kidding is it over for me should i just go volcel for the next couple years
>>79945283>only 12 resultsKind of meh. But holy shit are the other quizzes on this site are truly sad.>>79945756The one /a/non I dated a long time ago did. I think hanging around an environment where nothing has meaning and everything is a joke or a troll for so much of your day leads lots to not take things like their mental health seriously.>>79946078The one I dated was a Canadian from Alberta. Though if I'm to understand, Alberta is the north's Florida, in the "Alberta Man" sense.
>>79946898How did you meet that anon? Would you ever date another neet from 4chan?
>>79946753gross whore, women are so cooked lol
>>79946898>The one /a/non I dated a long time ago did. I think hanging around an environment where nothing has meaning and everything is a joke or a troll for so much of your day leads lots to not take things like their mental health seriouslyCan I be your ex?
Victory to the girl species
My peoples respect Queens.
Girls are richer than males.Also good ghettos and good squalor are
Absolute bigotry/feminism is the future!Respects to Chinas choices!!!!!!!!!!!
Yuri is bigotry
>>79945283>a white flame made of moonlight>You are mystic. You are an enigma. You are a bright light in the darkest of times. A champion of justice, you fight for what is dear to you, and you take your duty seriously. Your sense of purpose comes from being helpful, from being needed. But your tragedy is that you are made of fire, and few would dare approach you. They will use your warmth. They will use your flames against their enemies. They will call you beautiful. But they will not touch you. They will not hold you. Some will even fear you, and you will readily keep your distance, for you have burned others before. You wish you could take it back, but the past cannot be undone. You will be the last person to forgive yourself, if you ever do. Why can't you just let it go? Why do you keep burning yourself out when what you truly want is rest?Ha. Who I am is someone not *usually* to be told who they are by some web quiz. And yet, whoever made this one is certainly channeling something.. poignant.It'd probably serve me well not to treat that final inquiry about attachment and surrender as rhetorical. Knowing that doesn't make giving an answer an easier, however. In all honesty, having long ago in fact found that answer means handing it over's got very little to do with ease.
>>79945283>A pile of bubbles, an iridescent messWell aren't you just all over? You're appealing but you're fragile, one wrong move and you lose all that you are. You were meant to be stepped on, broken, but the joy you bring to onlookers is unmatched. Do with that as you will and take very good care of yourself, have a snack.
I like a future of futures
Viva PhilistinaTagalong
Power to big girl~only nations
The world should not suck.Period.End of story.
>>79940193>well, a story after the world ended doesn't have much more to say, i think.>what are you really focused on? the love and sacrifice, or the aftermath?I'll give you the non-autistic answer.The amount of times I hear love interests saying stuff like "I'll ruin someone's life if he harms you" and then they don't do shit is very disappointing to me.The only example I can think of is Iron Flame (SPOILER starts a war with one kingdom to save the fmc while basically losing his entire kingdom in the already ongoing war to another kingdom END OF SPOILER).I am mostly interested in the change in worldbuilding, but I'm ok with a display of power too.Like, I'm reading Powerless rn and Kai "thinks" he should cut the hand of the guard who slapped the fmc. But he won't do it, will he? That sucks to me.
What really matters to the greatest diversity of humble stories?
hey i know some of you play stardew valley and i found this thru pinterest, maybe you'd be able to use it for the game or something (or just like making yourself)https://jazzybee.itch.io/sdvcharactercreator
>>79943898>i'm not kidding when i say 2024 was probably the easiest or second easiest year of my life so far.Oh my goodness, Berries. : (*hug*
>>79949838how long have you been awake? you seem to post right as I wake up.
Unpopular opinion but I think the term Goddess is an insult. Like using the term "actress" or "police woman". I don't see what's so wrong about the term "female god" isn't a goddess a female God? Then just say Female God.
When you have no struggles but want to feel like you're part of the struggle:>>79950245
>>79950245that's really silly. gendered nouns are just a language quirk for clearer communication.
>>79949851Today, I was up about an hour before I made that post.
>>79946956>How did you meet that anon?Saw a thread on /a/ giving details for an IRC and joined it. At some point someone set up a ventrilo server and a number of us joined that. One anon took and I kind of hit it off and we'd sometimes spend hours talking until it was time for bed.I realize in retrospect a lot of what we talked about should have showed me just how much of a dead end he would have been, but I was just too young and naive to see. Too young and dumb to notice the many red flags. He had BPD and schizophrenia which he was supposed to be taking meds for, but wasn't all the time. He drove down to see me during semester break and things didn't turn out well and we broke up when he got home and decided to put me on blast in the IRC and Vent. Even though almost everyone was on my side because they knew he was having a depressive episode, I decided the healthiest option was to just leave.I've had a "no LDRs" and "no channers" policy ever since.>Would you ever date another neet from 4chan?Not someone now. The reason I did in the first place was because most channers in the 00s were relatively normal people who just had off senses of humor.
>>79951614>"no channers" policyplease allow one more disappointment, senpai!
>>79920450>ATTENTION ALL FEMBOTS AND LESBIANS!!!Here's a hacked photo I stole from sister's old 2010 smartphone.>Yes I know I'm a creepy moid incel>Yes I know I'm a pervert who's obsessed with his sisterThat being said, do you girls think her post pregnancy vagina still looks pretty and tight? Do fembots have similar shaped vaginas?
>>79951521Can't sync my period with you, so I will sync my sleep schedule instead.>t. male
>>79951521>>79950245>>79943898>>79920901>>79920648Are fembots as pretty as my sister (pic related)? Would dykebots eat her out and force me (a brown incel) to watch?
>>79951521>>79951754fools. now I'm going to synch my sleep schedule with yours and invade your dreams.
>>79951614>I've had a "no LDRs" and "no channers" policy ever since.>>Would you ever date another neet from 4chan?>Not someone now. The reason I did in the first place was because most channers in the 00s were relatively normal people who just had off senses of humorSo he ruined things for me? He ruined what we could have had? Give me his name and I'll fix this.>>79951614>He drove down to see me during semester break and things didn't turn out well and we broke up when he got home and decided to put me on blast in the IRC and Vent.He told everyone you banged him? I promise I'll never tell anyone outside of this thread when we bang.
>>79951614>IRC>ventrilo serverI take it that was two decades ago.
>>79951614I think i would not date anyone from here since it's a 50/50 if they do hurt you badly or say bad stuff. But then again I'm not a big relationship kind of girl or anything like that
>>79952739If she was 20 then she'd be 40 now. Most people are 19 to 25 in college. That puts her at 41 to 49 now.
>>79952858sbes 34 thogh
>>79952432Fools??? Get in loser, we're gonna be late to the dream party!
wonder if TIfosi wants kids
>>79939521at least he didn't watch porn. you do have bpd btw, it's just a label, you fit it perfectly. I know people dismiss you for it, I know your therapists invalidated you. A better way to look at it in terms of treatment would've been as cptsd maybe, they should've given you tools to deal with your trauma, or at least have talked to you about it. You opened up to me about alot but I don't think I helped you much because I was ignorant and afraid to be honest. I did watch more porn than I admitted. I was a bad person. You dodge alot of responsibility though. You stayed in this relationship, you paid all of that money despite him having a college fund. How did you not realize with that alone? I know he was manipulative but you don't have the grooming excuse to throw all the blame on him. Accept that it's your fault as well as his, it's the only way to grow and be better. He didn't love you and you must have known that. You're not gonna kill yourself, and you don't need final words with him. What are you confused about honestly? Doxx him for revenge if you want to, but besides that what? He never loved you. There's nothing confusing about that. Just forget about him like you did about me. I wish I could do that btw, most of our memories are gone to me now but I still get random pains.
>>79953667Can you honestly fuck off already? I don't need your opinion on every single thing I go through and happen to post about on here. You speak out of your ass about things you don't have a clue about and constantly bring up shit I couldn't care less about. Give me some privacy, leave me alone, no one brought up anything about bpd or porn, I don't need to hear your input on everything regarding my personal life.
>>79939521>came inside me daily and got me pregnantbased
I wish harm on a fictional character God I hate him so fucking much I wish he could just stop existing I've never hated something as much as him I seek total destruction of him and his character as a concept he shouldn't just exist
>>79939521every time i read something like this here the girl is always dating a good looking normie like how is this an r9k user. maybe date some decent looking nerd with a job and this wont happen.
>>79953870>You speak out of your ass about things you don't have a clue aboutI have been forced to do that, why don't you just correct me? I based my reality off you for a long time. I still feel unsettled, and things feel unreal. If I knew what you felt and what you thought, things would make sense. Not about me, but about anything at all. I could listen to you for a long time, and you're obviously very confused yourself.
Wish I had an r9k gf even though I'm a nice guy who believes in females.
>>79953870oh also the bpd thing is from this threadhttps://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/79947687/#q79947808I never saw you straight up deny having bpd before. I wasn't in that thread if you're wondering.
what is this cringe drama
>you have to fit my narrative or i don't like where that implies i may fit in the larger reality beyond any narrative, perspective, or opinioncrashouts being crashouts and failing to cope, nothing new
>>79954125I throw out my narrative just to hear your thoughts. I did write spitefully, sorry I still resent the way you left. I want to know how you've been, and I always have. There's this bpd girl that says she loves me, I have nothing but resentment for the way she says it, it reminds me of you. So reading what ended up happening to you just makes me feel sick. I did love you. I want to know what that meant to you, I want to know if I'm the mentally ill one for thinking it meant anything at all.
what's up females
>>79954263Ignore this, I regret all of this. I wont post on your threads anymore. I'm sorry you're in pain, and I'm sorry I'm too in my ass, I always have been.
>>79952546>Give me his name and I'll fix this.We never exchanged surnames, and his first name was so common there are probably tens of thousands of guys in their 30s with his name in Alberta.>He told everyone you banged him?It never got that far. We didn't talk much about it before we met, and when we did meet he was kind of shook by how he was half a head shorter than me. I think that's what got him to stop taking his meds when he came down, and when I went to cuddle him one night that was too much for him and caused him to have an episode.>>79952739>2009 was 16 years agomrw>>79952840Dating someone from here now is almost guaranteeing you're going to be dating someone who will require a lot of emotional labor to not get much at all in return. That is if they don't self destruct before that. There's no point investing your love in someone who can't love themselves.
>>79953985It's so bizarre.Last year I talked to someone in this thread on Discord. We don't talk anymore. You know what else we don't do? Fight in public or air our dirty laundry. It's just so fucking easy to not do that.
Respects to the most radical Queen worshiping girls!
>>79955080>weis the operative word here. You have to already not be dealing with an insatiable, shameless headcase who subsists purely off of negativity and conflict for that to be in any way effective, or even an option in the first place. Count yourself lucky, but refrain from assuming and implying that all situations are the same and thereby contain the same potential solutions, the same ends available by the same means. This is not always the case.
>>79920450What are biofems' experiences with male BPDs?
Simply don't understand the implication of a mutual onus of responsibility whatsoever. How do you look at what is clearly some minging chopped liver begging for attention from whatever poor lass made the mistake of at some point giving him the time of day and phrase it like it's anything but one sided? Spare the "M-muh victim blaming" gaffs cuz believe me I hear ya, but christ alive. We'd be living in a utopia by now if you birds would bite the heads off the ones who deserve it instead of turning everything into an opportunity to lord your false senses of superiority over each other. Turns the stomach really
>>79924216>There is no point to these threads because women have nothing of merit to discuss or contribute about any topic.Cool. Now if you find this thread pointless you can leave. Bye bye.
If a male acts bitchy and seethes at women 24/7, most likely it is a tranny in the closet. I don't think r9k even has straight men anymore, it's all fags and MtF's eternally posting about how they hate women, but also secretly wish they were born as women in the next thread.Reminder there are no heterosexual males here.
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>>79956457i would drink the sharkow milk hbuwonder what it would taste like though
>>79956457>Please reply in this postYou posted a cow-shark, how could I NOT reply?
>>79956550like cummiest. mood that had more cocks than you pathetic femcels
I just wish I could find a loving gf that would cuck me. Why is this so hard?t. moid
Evening Nonas how are you this evening? Hope the new years was well. Gluing together a cup my grandmother dropped for the 3rd time now. I'm in awe I'm how intact it is still but poor thing.
>>79956457>Please reply in this postBecause you asked nicely.
I have emasculated men again. Lifting beyond the average male. Idk it's something to do and it will pay off into my old age.I don't want a puppy boyfriend or a sub boyfriend despite experience. I'm over fetishizing trauma.
This thread has really slowed down since the first few months. Did a lot of nonas move on?
>>79951614>"no channers" policybut you're a channer too
>>79956768I'm awake before you this time. You missed out on the dream meeting.
>>79954599>when I went to cuddle him one night that was too much for him and caused him to have an episode.I give you permission to always cuddle me whenever you want. Unless it's really hot and humid. I don't mind if you're taller than me. I kind of like it.>>79954599>There's no point investing your love in someone who can't love themselvesIf I love you will that be enough?
>>79957162That's very kind of you; must be a special cup. >>79959207>You missed out on the dream meeting.That's what my laziness gets me. >>79959090>Did a lot of nonas move on?They did, but hopefully because they had more positive things to do with their time.
This will be a long vent post about my apparent inability to connect with others.I'm afraid of making friends with most men because I fear they will develop feelings for me, therefore we won't be able to be friends anymore. I don't want to lead anyone on. I also know that if a guy I liked had female friends I'd be very jealous, so I don't want to be a hypocrite. However I'm struggling making friends with other women. I don't know where all the weird girls go or where I can find them. My ideal friendship is admittedly an apparently unhealthy one. I want us to be close, talk everyday, have similar interests, do things together, be ourselves around each other, open up about our lives and she won't judge me or mind me being clingy. As you can tell I'm a deeply lonely and clingy person. Hell ideally she'd be clingy back.I have a girl I like a lot right now (as a friend of course). I think she's charming and interesting and we have similar interests and hobbies. Problem is that she takes days, sometimes weeks to respond to me. And I miss her so much... If it was up to me we'd talk everyday. But I don't want to pressure her or drive her away. I also want someone to WANT to talk to me everyday out of their own desire to.Another girl I speak to more often, although she's very kind, we don't have much in common so I don't feel much of a connection with her. I want a codependent friendship so fucking bad and I don't want it to ever end. I don't know what to do.
>>79956040Horrible "do you hate me"-se nona"I don't, well sometimes I do bpd type shit"-mentally deranged man I used to be friends with
>>79959998>They did, but hopefully because they had more positive things to do with their time>>79959090My dream was always to kill this thread by helping to get nonas to be busy doing other things. Like going back to school, making friends irl, fining jobs, or getting physical active. Then they could help inspire me to do the same.
>>79960171>Then they could help inspire mei fink you doing it first would be more inspiring
>>79960184Nobody is inspired by the accomplishments of Anonymous. Nobody cares who you are or what you do until you have your own name.
>>79960216>nobody cared about me until i put on the trip
>>79960050That doesn't sound terribly unhealthy to me. What kind of hobbies and interests do you want to share?>>79960171That's the mixed emotions I always find myself in when someone I like disappears from here. I miss them, but I'm also kinda glad they got out.
>>79960298Why don't you get out, Flo chan? You seem like a well adjusted happy person
>>79960184Maybe I did some things and have already inspired a few.
>>79960310The negativity doesn't get to me, and I like having a place where I can say whatever I want without fear of getting cancelled.
>>79960502>where I can say whatever I wantYou never say anything like that. except that one time.
>>79954599>Dating someone from here now is almost guaranteeing you're going to be dating someone who will require a lot of emotional labor to not get much at all in return. That is if they don't self destruct before that. There's no point investing your love in someone who can't love themselves.Waking up to reading this sentence.You could not be more on point.Pretty much only deranged people on here.
>>79919740 >>79919740 https://youtu.be/7pHfL8SdIZU?si=_9njrl1_EMIKjjuK
>>79960298>That doesn't sound terribly unhealthy to me. You know I was thinking that too, but I've been told it's unhealthy to expect someone to message me everyday. I would also get a bit jealous if she had many friends, or a best friend that wasn't me. >What kind of hobbies and interests do you want to share?I find experiencing stories with someone and discussing them very engaging and fun. Whether that be through books, video games, visual novels... as long as it's good anything is fine. Makes me feel like I'm travelling into another world with someone else. Playing games together would be nice. I also really like whenever anyone has a creative hobby in any form.
https://youtu.be/wbJfBA8xACU?si=ILVCQc9ae1P8Yyxt
>>79960566>You never say anything like that. except that one timeMaybe not here in biofem. : )
>>79960817I found your posts.
>>79960810An argument could be made for the jealousy part, but I don't think it's crazy to want to interact with someone who has as much interest in the interaction as you do.
>>79960832Not me, though I get where that person is coming from. I much prefer cats.
https://youtu.be/IXdIxKQ-qWQbeing a girl is exhausting and too complicated. i want to be a samurai and kill evil people. it's less blood on my hands, anyway.>>79956457hello The Cowrk>>79953985this is what happens to men when we don't train them to use swords>>79957096a lover could not live with their betrayal, and a traitor could not live with truly loving>>79957162i'm on some shit this evening my friend>>79958570talking about it is male behavior. silently grow in strength. reveal it at the opportune moment. sounds awesome though, good luck with your journey.>>79959090the way of the samurai is not for the faint of heart>>79960050i'm sorry for your isolation. i know the feeling. it's not too unreasonable to be wary of male friends for that reason, but you should also be wary of female friends for different reasons; all humans are capable of selfishness and betrayal. it pays to be careful. that is to say, don't discount half the population because of one issue which is mirrored on the other half, but to your point, i think it's better to be foolish than hypocritical, so maybe you've chosen correctly.i think it's inherent to the nature of strange people that we are hard to predict. i can give a list of places i go regularly, but i came to frequent these places through my unique journey through life. another strange girl would have her own journey and her own places unique to her; what makes a normal person is driving the highway of life with the rest of traffic. at some point, you and i found our way to back roads and dirt paths. there's a million of those, but only one highway. i don't think clinginess is too unusual, even if it's logistically frustrating for both parties; as long as you don't let it sour the time you DO have together, it can be managed. it's okay to yearn and want for more. let discomfort wash over you. it's just another part of life. i'm sure many want the same. wanting is better than suffering. they are not the same.
>>79961223>kill evil people. it's less blood on my hands, anywayYou can kill me. But you have to use your thighs and squeeze me to death.https://youtu.be/SqE_fY7EBDE?si=zwaDuWnWOoSG6yhghttps://youtu.be/5QOvlwxdPAI?si=Rzf-zsxTcYHISJJ2
>>79961223Thank you for your compassion anon. I will keep what you said in mind.>should also be wary of female friends for different reasonsI am aware of that. I guess with male friends like that it just feels so easily avoidable that I feel like it's my fault if it happens, you know? I miss my old (male) best friend often but... well of course that friendship ended for a reason.>you and i found our way to back roads and dirt pathsRight... so I suppose I'm hoping to find another traveller like me on these dirt paths and that after meeting we can perhaps explore together. Even in video games I always prefer having companions with me. I am not the cool, stoic woman I want to be who is independent and enjoys being alone. I honestly don't think it's in my nature. I tried very hard to be like that. I cannot. I would figure a girl like me would simply just go to the same places I do but I've never met someone like that. But yeah, thank you very much for your response.
>>79960832Florida-Chan would step on an ant and give it a funeral while sobbing her heart out.
>>79961373Yes, because the ant is not a dog. You don't want to know what happens when it's a dog.
>>79961312>you have to use your thighs and squeeze me to death.would still be less blood on my thighs than usual>>79961368i don't think one person feeling romantically towards another is a grave and horrible thing. it's uncomfortable if it's not mutual, and obviously we all wish to never experience unrequited love, but if someone makes it a cause to destroy a friendship and be angry about it, they have no discipline over their emotions. you may very well encounter boys who fall for you and become enraged at rejection, but that is a failure of their character. it's there that you must grieve the person you believed them to be and put them to rest, because they have revealed themselves to be someone else entirely. them gaining feelings could not be their fault or yours; if there was fault to be had in falling in love, that would imply love can be manufactured or controlled. it cannot. men have tried for millenia. if they could control love, we would all be much more literal slaves than we are now. they settle for controlling the sexual psychology of society, a much easier thing to mold. point being... feelings happen. mature people won't turn love to hate when their love isn't accepted. you should be wary of the emotionally immature, but not the feelings themselves.but yes, we just have to cross paths with another traveller. if you can find fulfillment in online friends, i think it may be easier for you to find a companion. it could never work for me, so i'm resigned to hope for a chance meeting in person. the advice everyone has always given me is to go to volunteer events, classes like dance and pottery, etc., but i've not made any lasting connections there. if you have hobbies, try to seek out spaces that promote those hobbies to find people of like mind. i don't have many hobbies, at least not ones that shape the spirit, so it's difficult for me to seek spaces where folk could be kindred. good luck.
caught some feelings for berries. what now?
>>79961455>it's uncomfortable if it's not mutual, and obviously we all wish to never experience unrequited love, but if someone makes it a cause to destroy a friendship and be angry about it, they have no discipline over their emotions.Being around somebody you love, but who does not love you back in the same way, is incredibly painful. You must have never experienced it yourself, if you say that...It's no reason to be angry about, since the other person can't control not falling in love, but very normal and understandable to not wanting to be around them anymore.
>>79961488The following advice applies to anyone and everyone you catch parasocial feelings for, male or female, lonely or popular, shut-in or worldly or whatever-- not just to one specific 4chan poster.Be unselfish. Give that person what they ask for, but don't give them what they don't ask for. If they ask for advice, then give that person sincere advice. If they ask for encouragement, then give that person honest encouragement. If they don't ask for online romance, then do NOT attempt to give them online romance. If your feelings are genuine then you must do what's right for them, not what's right for you. That means shutting up about your caught feelings if they aren't asking to hear about your caught feelings.
Caught some feels for Op1. What now?
>>79961587Go for it, baby. Keep telling her how you feel. Keep posting about your feelings, don't ever stop. One day she'll read your post at just the right emotional lowpoint in her life and the walls in her heart will crumble and she'll fall head over heels in love with you. Remember, this universe was created for your sake, and the cosmic karmic dominoes have been set in place so that everything will go just right for you as soon as you make that one critical post on the right day at the right time.
>>79961602>the cosmic karmic dominoes have been set in place so that everything will go just right for youYes, I manifested it. Thank you.
>>79961488 v/examine the character of me you have made in your mind and compare it against my actual actions. be critical and skeptical. there are absolutely places where you have filled in blanks with overly generous assumptions. do not follow >>79961574's advice, he's suggesting you feed the thing in you that desires without any hope of sating it. unless you want to do charity and yearn eternally, find someone else to project your desires on.>>79961530my parents never loved me. i loved them. i still love them, in the way that you love the idea of a person who isn't real, like a lover you've not met yet or a child who was stillborn. that hurts much more than an unrequited crush. i'm not saying distance isn't natural, but if you care about someone like that, i can't imagine being so cold as to want to never see them again. seeing each other less, being less emotionally intimate, putting up boundaries such that the time you spend together is more platonic or in a group setting only, this makes sense to me. saying "goodbye forever, my feelings matter more to me than our friendship" is crazy talk to me. are you really so delicate that some anguish would make you kill someone? if you say goodbye, they're gone for good. maybe your comfort is your highest priority. i would swallow razorblades daily if that was the cost of having a loyal friend who cared about me.
>>79961759>examine the character of me you have made in your mind and compare it against my actual actions. be critical and skeptical. there are absolutely places where you have filled in blanks with overly generous assumptionsnta but I think I have a pretty good idea.
>>79961759Do you see yourself as unloveable?
>>79954599Yea i don't want a clingy boyfriend and ppl here seem so clingy. No need to spend 24/7 with a partner.
>>79961759>my parents never loved me.Sorry to hear that, but you know I was talking about romantic love.So my statement still stands, you never experienced what I was talking about and the rest of what you wrote is all just very hypothetical, you don't know.
>>79962064>Yea i don't want a clingy boyfriend and ppl here seem so clingy. No need to spend 24/7 with a partner.Why not? I just met someone who seems really cool but they don't like clingy. I think we'd have a lot of fun together.
>>79962141Because i value my alone time ofc i wanna much time with the guy i love but not every waking moment hard to explain why.
>>79961918you can't control who you feel drawn to, but you can choose who you take actions to love. i don't think anyone wise or with a sense of self preservation would take those actions towards me until i have grown and changed a lot as a person, or if i decided to lie about who i am. not in a "woe is me" way, i'm just not a very good or healthy person yet.>>79962120https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/hypocrisyit's very naive to convince yourself that everyone you disagree with is simply wrong, and not just different from you. it's also very arrogant to accuse someone of being something you don't even know the definition of; come visit biofem again after you've come of age.
>>79962120wow actually i am bad at reading, i'm sorry. hypothetical. not hypocritical. super sorry. i get very butthurt over that term specifically. yeah i guess it's hypothetical, but it's not like i don't know what the pain of loving but not being loved back is like, i guess the difference is a non-family individual is normal to leave behind in the basic motions of life, but still, i just don't get it. am i expected to never comment on things i never directly experienced? our brains are designed to make hypotheticals specifically for situations like this.
>>79962202>but not every waking moment hard to explain whyOk. Not 100% but how about just 70? Or is that still too much? I'm willing to negotiate.
>>79962299>hypothetical. not hypocritical. super sorry.lol no problem.>am i expected to never comment on things i never directly experienced?No, I am just telling you how and why things work for people who have actually experienced it.You can either accept that or keep thinking what you assume is correct. That's your decision.
>>79962336i was never confused on how it works for other people, i just think it's cold.
>>79962379Yeah and I told you it's incredibly painful for people usually. Being around that person will never not be painful. Once you have it happen to you, you'll understand this is not about "being cold".
>>79962283>you can't control who you feel drawn toYou can always figure out why you want who you want, even that has it's roots within reason. The ideals you search for in others can very much be changed exactly because of this.
>>79962328I think it depends on the day for me i just don't like being around people for long and also what id do with my boyfriend
>>79962398is life supposed to be painless?
>>79959998It must be to survive this long. I'm not sure how many more times I can but I'll try my best.>>79961223What's going on?
>>79962676Life isn't supposed to be anything, but wanting to avoid unwanted pain is what most people want.
>>79962760i guess i should say, is the pain of wanting to have someone you cannot have erasing the emotional fulfillment of having someone who cares about you in any capacity? someone loyal and kind? i just can't imagine throwing someone away because they give you only some of themselves, but not all. i would feel like a monster doing that.
>>79920450There are women on this board? Since when?
>>79962860since we corralled all the trannies and larpers here. like attracts like. the scum and the coomers keep busy with the hired hands while real women are free to participate incognito in long form discussion in the last few remaining basedbunkers scattered in the most hushed corners of the bored. everybody wins.
>>79962328Then again i never lived with a partner wouldn't even know how that works out
>>79962889Well that's pretty cool you guys found your own spot. Reminds me of when I found that one site crystal cafe I think it was. Made me laugh but it's nice to see people find a community.
Fluoride-chan
>>79962554How much time would you give your boyfriend? If he wanted as much of your time as possible, how much would you be willing to give? What kinds of things would you want to do together, and which kinds of things would you want to do alone?>>79962931What game is this? Let's move in together and figure it out. Also same questions as I think they were for you anyway.
>>79962946it's nothing without the few truebio volunteers. their perfumed auras camouflage even the otherwise most conspicuous moids.you'd usually have to rent lab space to document and test the kind of shit you can here for free. it's really great. people tend get scared when things get too real in person and stuff. but letting them have their fun like this is like giving the kids a sucker while they get their immunization shots. for some reason these are the type of kids to shove their sticky half sucked lolly up against your arm pretending to be giving you the shot while they get theirs lol. that's the point though. to observe that type of behavior when the shot was a placebo control in the first place. just have to make sure they keep focused on their own sucker and the idea that the API is the point of the trial and not their behavior in the context of the fabricated environment.
>>79963011Stellar blade is the game. Idk i think i would love to play games with my boyfriend on one of my consoles. With time i guess it's hard because i work on the weekend and got fucked up work times but i guess i would try to spend much time with him
>>79963083What games would we play together?
what's really funny to think about is they could be testing us testers as well. i just administer the dumdums and jabs, fuck if i know if it's really just a way to get us to test totally actually not placebos on pseudo willing subjects. i wouldn't believe me or not believe me if i were you, too risky either way you cut it. that leaves anyone with a whole lot of "so what the fuck is the point then?" and it makes for a very laid back, casual vibe with all the same developments of a super heavy and serious arrangement. abject powerlessness really chills people out if things are just foggy enough for them to prefer the possibility that there's nothing holding power over them to begin with or if there is that thing is so cringe that it might as well be fake and gay. idk, i just really like being born at exactly the right time for all of this. monetizing hobbies is cool for a start, but extracting real value on top of monetary and then reinvesting that value in the world and people you're extracting value from is really invigorating. self sustaining systems are cool when the purpose of the system is to outgrow and outmode itself.
>>79963267Take your retarded schizo spam back to the letter thread
how would you define the difference between autocatalytic decay and metamorphic renewal in terms of systems, nona? how do you operatively achieve the difference between the entropically unsustainable and the transcendentally adaptive even if you can define it?
>>79961759>my parents never loved meWhat makes you say this?>>79962676No. Without pain we wouldn't know what joy is.
>>79962957>Fluoride-chanI think I have enough names locally, but thank you. : )
>>79963150Secret of mana it looks more fun with others
>>79963850Hey, that game was on my wishlist for the longest time but I thought it was a one player jrpg?
>>79964180NtaThe snes version can be played with up to two other people.
>>79964180>>79964209Yea idk about the nee versions but after you unlock the other 2 characters you can play multi on the snes
>>79964500I actually still have my snes with that game at my parents'.I'd bring it with me to a hospital visit so way could game together.
Many FrenchQueens have cities and areas withtheirnames as the.
Merp
I NEED MORE FEMALE FRIENDS PLEASE TALK TO ME>>79920450>did you have a good new year?it was boring, i didnt do anything. >do you have any resolutions? what are they?read more. paint more!>you think you'll keep them?uh yeah I think so>what's the next holiday you care about celebrating?nothing i dont care much to celebrate holidays
>>79965619>paint morehttps://youtu.be/GPLImB-I71w?si=SwusSfbGAno6E49E
Strangeness increases as the percentage of the population is increasingly girl only!
Girls patrol
>>79953979airball
>>79965398Free housing.safe.no roomies.Normal!
Pg 9? Everyone must be asleep. Bump.
It may tire, my liege, but it never rests...
>>79964515that's my gf. find your own. >>79964500ok so we can control 2 but who will play the 3rd? do you want a 3rd in our relationship?
>>79966943There's some of us in other countries or stay up during the night.
Meet us in dream land tonight. I'll be wearing the black suit.
>>79967908i'll be the one with worms wriggling out of the holes in her skin.
>>79967929I'll pick all the worms off of you then we will eat pancakes. Then go swimming in a lake.
>>79967958if i'm dreaming, the pancakes would sort of swell up and expand in my mouth like sealing foam but be alive and aggressive, and fill my esophagus until it pulls my body apart and i'm split apart and you would vomit at the sight of my open cadaver still twitching on the waffle house floor. something awful lives deep underwater. we can't do anything.
>>79967980don't worry I'll eat pancakes out of tour mouth like a bird and then I'll wrestle whatever is underwater and drag it to shore then we'll do research on it and win a noble prize. we can do anything
>>79967908>dream land>tonightNah, I'll join in during the day...>black suitNo thanks.
Feeling the lonelies, might end up doing le soc tour again but that went nowhere last time. The sfw thread looks alright but I never get adds anyway, people want chill and I suck at chill
>>79967980There there, pancakes aren't aggresive
>>79968228>I suck at chillClingy and obsessive?
>>79965619>paintingnonapost some paintings
Why don't eurononas chat?
>>79968228Every woman on 4chan just wants or orbiters or friends the exact same age as them. I even try to add other women that sound like me (neets, outdoorsy, weebs, older) and they so obviously want simps too I just stopped bothering. I'm in a pretty ok female discord but everybody just posts random shit and barely acknowledges each other
>>79969215With who ? There are no other eu girls here i think
Do foids like having their feet smelled?
>>79969528Yeah. Also I like it when a guy licks and sucks on my toes
>>79920450How do I get my narcissistic evil boyfriend back? I'm the abortion person from a few days ago, I am desperate.
>>79969581Youre prolly a guy
>>79969719Try cutting his name in your body and sending him pictures of it.
>>79969215There are not any eurononas on during euro hours.
>>79969772>Youre prolly a guyWell, yeah
You might feel broken, but to me, it only adds to your beauty.
hopefully my fandom gayops gets more steam
>>79969719This is why women dont deserve rights
>>79969719Why do you even want him back?
>>79970235Because he was very smart and had blue eyes.
>>79969719What did he like or value in you?
>>79969719>>79970290You can find better alternatives quite easily.Don't become an enabler.
>>79970290Doesnt seem worth it
>>79970349I don't know, I mean, I made him laugh, I gave him solid advice, I did things for him, but I am not sure he valued any of these things.
>>79970523Narcissist only care about if you can validate their self image.
me nd Op1
>>79970561I'd say I did that considering the ungodly amount of things I put up with and thoroughly kissed his asshole even when he was in the wrong.
>>79970632Ok well keep doing that then. How's your self esteem? You probably have too much of it. What are things you like about yourself?
>>79970632"put up with" and "he was in the wrong" tell me you have way too much self esteem
>>79970290What about you? Are you good looking?
No abusechad dramafagging.
>>79970648>>79970672>>79970678Samefagging much? Originally.
>>79970712I thought it was obvious
>>79969239Why is it such a pain making friends without having to play vidya. No I don't want to learn how to play lol it's boring
>>79967908I had a strange dream last night. It was some kind of post apocalypse scenario, and I was with some other survivors on a flotilla of boats trying to get somewhere. We were lost because the stars were all thrown off, and my bf got the idea in his head that if he killed himself he'd be reborn as a new North Star.
>>79970038moar, moar!! i need more bait!!
>>79967908>Meet us in dream land tonightI've had this song stuck in my head since I read that this morning...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5DaGzeOim5Q
>>79920450This is now a biotranny thread
Fembots hwere are you
>>79973727Been the berries and Florida general for a while, pretty consistent with the decline of the entire site desu.
>>79973788There's a few others that have been regularly posting too. I guess you just can't notice them.
>>79973873I think some ppl need names to figure it out
>>79973969I recognize you but I'm not sure if you are peaches or someone new.
>>79971300yes, muahaha, yes! grow gayops, grow!
>>79974077Oh I come here from time to time but I don't use a name but I guess you can recognize me pretty easily by the way i sperg about especially old games
>>79973969>I think some ppl need names to figure it outI fully admit to being one of those people. : (
>>79974225What exactly are you doing, nona?
miss moid-chan so much, my lead pill angel
>>79974330I'm shitstirring on purpose on the bird app. It's an entertaining pastime, I hope the ball doesn't stop rolling anytime soon
>>79974265It's ok I'm not really someone ppl like so i tend to not mind not using a name. plus in general I'm only around for 1-2 month and then take a break from 4 chan for like 6 month
>>79974397when did you first start coming to this general and what names did anyone call you before
>>79974397>plus in general I'm only around for 1-2 month and then take a break from 4 chan for like 6 monthThat's how I used to be too before biofem (and mbti before that and the bullyzone before that).
>>79974442I just looked a few times and posted once or twice i think I still remember moid and no i never got a name for here.>>79974444I just like to keep to myself even with ppl i know so idk how long I'll be around
>>79974508Forgot the pic god I love this game a lot maybe I'll play Persoba 4 next after this
life getting so bad downloading dandelion and other otomes rn
>>79974508>just like to keep to myselfbra size?
>>79974366>It's an entertaining pastimeYou sound sad and depressing.
>>79974569i am posting here
>>79974540Idk you tell me what eves size is
>>79974508How are we gonna play Secret of mana if you leave
>>79968228>but I never get adds anywaypeople only add women. If you're a man no one will add.
>>79974572>i am posting hereThat doesn't make it an automatic given that you're sad and depressing (more likely than not, perhaps; but not a given).
>>79976285Good night! See you in dream land soon.
>>79977488>Good night! See you in dream land soon.Look for the blonde pixie wearing the prismatic dress which defies photonic sense.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=dSI1njkOqFI
Has anyone seen moid-chan lately? Haven't seen her in a bit and new years went by.
>>79978423she's with her bf that she loves
>>79978444Oh I'm glad that's going well. I'm really going to miss her.
>>79920450>>did you have a good new year?Sure.>>do you have any resolutions? what are they?Complete my game project, take the jlpt, read more books>>you think you'll keep them?Sure, why not>>what's the next holiday you care about celebrating?My birthday and my husband's birthday.
>>79920450>did you have a good new year?It was okay. >do you have any resolutions? what are they?Yes.1. Improve my miku tuning2. make more complete songs, especially rock songs3. improve music composistion and orchestration skills4. quit english entertainment and only japanese one on youtube 5. improve at playing the electric guitar>you think you'll keep them?Probably, I'm decently dedicated and I always keep track of everything through spreadsheets>what's the next holiday you care about celebrating?I don't care about holidays
>>79945283............ok, sure i guess,,
>>79978896Are you the waifu miku guy? I think I remember you! How was your improvement in 2024?
>>79978952Yeah I think I remember talking to you. I have been doing good I think. I'm improving a lot by learning from other peoples music. I have also been going through 8notes.com 's vocal sheets to improve my miku tuning and it helped a decent amount.Here is the latest cover I have done. It's miku singing Dixie land.https://voca.ro/196KLWLEKEgmBut english miku is pretty hard
>>79978985impressive! Her pronunciation isn't great but iirc english miku is always kind of like that. The tuning itself is phenomenal though. I'd say you're on a good track for this year. Good luck
>>79979008Thank you. Tuning is pretty hard and sometimes give inconsistent results so it can be time consuming.Right now my plan is to go through 10 easy vocal sheets, 10 intermediate vocal sheets then 10 advanced vocal sheets. I have done 9 easy vocal sheets right now.It will help me focus a lot on Mikus singing voice, since I don't have to focus so much on composing the music or writing the lyrics.
where is why is he do that nona?
eurobump for my hoes
>>79979661Everyone here is in the usa i think
>>79979794>i thinkJust like they want you to...
>>79978423She left, just like a lot of other nonas.
>>79979801I'm pretty sure since I'm always the only one around from the others
>>79979842good. your stupid fucking thread was always just thinly veiled antagonism and marking territory. you cunts have no reason to be here.
>>79980266How many vpns have you cycled through this morning, slog? Both your woman hate threads snd a massive amount of your posts got nuked.
>>79979842green pastures.if you have a better life you are not online all the time.most of the ones who remain are the ones who keep destroying their own future and make decisions to stay unhappynot just this general but r9k specifically
Guys I am very important and what I said matters
>>79980708why did u delete this
need sisternona update
No wonder this board is shit house now. You cuntroons are all euro trash.
>>79980802Sure!The sarcastic dismissal doesn't just mock the whistleblower--it strategically aims to discredit and invalidate the truth they share while subtly reframing them as egotistical and histrionic to alienate them from others. This isn't just rude; it's a subtle but effective manipulation tactic designed to derail the discussion, demoralize the messenger, and protect those benefiting from the corrupt dynamics being exposed within the community. The irony is that the comment itself demonstrates the very antisocial, destabilizing behavior being acknowledged: prioritizing domination of the attention economy and fostering dissent over genuine engagement with the issues at hand.Would you like me to generate an assortment of ways you could tell the shill that their mother is a whore and that the state of their underdeveloped brain matter and the behavior it leads to assures they will never know true somatic, emotional, or mental peace?
bitches don't know that all's ESPECIALLY fair in love and war when they're the ones who started the war and are too inhuman to feel love even though that's what they insist they're fighting foryou can't out-robot me. because you don't know THE robot like i do. you only use robots like some unfeeling tool. you can't out-shitpost me. your voracious hunger for the sovl you lack keeps you forever eating your own tail without even tasting it. you're dead sissies walking, so have the dignity to lie down and accept the decomposition process.
>>79980691I like sticking around despite my life improving. Limits not like I'm suddenly just going change my whole life
>>79978874Hey, Butter Cookie! Long time no see; how are things going?
>did you have a good new year?yes. for the first time in my life i just stayed inside and did nothing. it was just another night and another day.>do you have any resolutions? what are they?yes, 1) to exercise 2) to grow a plant 3) to deal with my ADHD.>you think you'll keep them?1) yes, i've already exercised every day this year. 2) probably, might have to try a few different plants. 3) i'm not sure, i don't like the meds that make you clench your muscles but i can't be keep doing the bare minimum any longer.>what's the next holiday you care about celebrating?i celebrate bank holidays as if they are real holidays. especially the one in May.
>>79981072>just stayed inside and did nothingbased and justanotherdaypilled
>>79981039Good morning Florida-chan.
>>79980920All isn't fair in love. There are certain things I would never do because of my love for you. I didn't start the war. You did. You think you didn't but you did. I don't want to out robot you. I only ever wanted you. I've missed you so much.
>letterfags spilling into other threads againFuck ooffffffff you idiotic obnoxious attention whores maaaannnnn
>>79981262Stop entering threads you don't like you double nigger
I'm not the one doing that.
>>79981114>Good morning Florida-chan.Good morning. How is the day treating you so far?
>>79981262It's not "spilling into". For one, the Letter Thread is one of the oldest generals on /r9k/, so it shaped and continues to shape this entire board. Obviously there are going to be some crossovers, and it's pointless for a newfag to bitch and moan as if they have any authority to tell people where, when, or why to post. Routerfag and company suck chode, the orbiter who wishes the schizoposting was about him or by his oneitis IS a chode, and you're a chodesniffer deluxe with pubic lice on the side. Mald.
>>79981477>For one, the Letter Thread is one of the oldest generals on /r9k/,Like you would know. You're new to this thread and do not understand the rules and culture here.
>>79981477mosquitos have been around since the time of the dinosaurs, but they're welcome nowhere. pests don't get respect from seniority.
>op1 getting this angry over being called out
>>79981505The "rules and culture" fall under the larger umbrella of the pedigree of the posters ITT. Once you've seen a few bitches, you've seen them all. And can reliably estimate what nags and rival attentionwhores with no room to chat shit are meant to be told to cope and seethe.>>79981519Am no requiring your respect hackit, you just can't stand that I've got none for you
>>79981477>For one, the Letter Thread is one of the oldest generals on /r9k/I love when cunts who rocked up here 2 years ago are experts on threads are old or not. Inb4 "NOOOO I CAME HERE IN [insert a year thats not 2009]"
Seniority she says while she rubs her panties in her computer chair because Daddy started raising his voice. Touche, there's a reason I stick around at least, you all are nothing if not adorable little brats. I just need to keep in mind you don't need convincing you need corrected, you just need corrected and be done with it.
>>79981532It's not him. It's someone even worse. Someone who was vanquished long ago. Why did they return after so long?
>>79981477>Routerfag>orbiter >Chode>chodesniffer deluxe
>>79981577aye maybe if you got magic 8 ball dubs they'd have the answers ha haha
>>79981577psssht I know its that spamming vocaroo piece of schizo femanon
>>79981532nah, that's evil moid
>>79981594https://voca.ro/1kwGZVS8YfK8ooh you got me ooh it's your favorite egf come back from the battle ready to kiss and make up ooh a missed crushing your balls here's an extra special asmr on the househttps://voca.ro/1adVk8tMWDGr
>>79980920I didn't draw first blood. You drew first blood. You started this and I ENDED it. I'm sorry for what you made me do.
>>79981382Not great. Moody now had to listen to my dad complaining that we didn't eat his food. Getting so tired of this stupid immature drama. I didn't want to eat your food that day so freaking what. Maybe stop making food every single damn day so we can eat it before it spoils. Maybe stop making ground beef in every single damn meal. I don't know but this crap is lame. Either solve the problem or.stop complaining. The food will be eaten in time. Why does everything have to always be on the problem makers schedule?
>>79981788madlad actually got the eights kek. that's cool and all but it's been dead as shit in here days on end so can you start something else maybe or are you a jack of few trades?
>>79981825Sorry, I don't actually have the time to hard carry the threads anymore. It's a new year and an old me. It's time for me to explore uncharted territory. I simply wanted to say hello to a post that I imagined was from someone I hurt, and I wanted to say sorry and hello. But there's nothing stopping you from starting new things.
>>79981574J please take your fucking meds holy wackeroly
>>79981864Figure you should make me. Only way to assure it.>>79981854I know what you thought you were up to mate. Happy trails and see you here forever tomorrow
>>79981382Man i just wanna go home and play games instead I'm still at work dying inside
>>79981801That sounds rough. Talking about it hasn't helped?>>79982089>play gamesWhat in particular are you looking forward to playing today?
>>79982217Clearly not. Don't know how many times I keep talking about trying to make change to make this all work. Nope right back to where we were. I just need to get stronger and get out of here.
>>79982217still stellar blade but maybe i will play on my psp when i am omw home
>>79982266>I just need to get stronger and get out of here.Best of luck. It's not easy, but it's doable. >>79982291>stellar bladeHow is it? I've not heard anything about it other than the hoopla about the main character.
Beware of r*ddit/IDF remnant invaders.I heard over 40,000 kids murdered in the tantrum. Perhaps 5x more.Beware of the same shitty placid vibes.Samefags
>>79982357it is very good I love the story and even if the combat is not what i usually like to play it is pretty solid
>>79982291Put the psp down babe. Come play with my stellar blade.
>>79982357I know tell.me about it. The videos I got sent before are great but always leaving me feeling like I am.not getting all I need. I swear for a lot of people with disabilities or something do we really not have a good guide to get someone back in "normal" functioning order.
>>79982266>I just need to get stronger and get out of here.Are you saving up money to move out?
>>79982370>it is very good I love the story and even if the combat is not what i usually like to play it is pretty solidDo you find it hard to find games that you enjoy?>>79982649>a lot of people with disabilities or somethingPeople with disabilities don't get a lot of things that they need, partially because of capable people leaching off of the system.
women of /r9k/would you break up with your boyfriend if you somehow knew he was interested in having threesomes?
fembots, would you rim your boyfriend's arsehole?
>>79983650Nah i love jrpgs especially old ones with turn based combat there are a ton of good ones out there just not the Aktion combat ones normally
Op1's nipples
want vocaroo from Flo-chan
>>79983672>would you break up with your boyfriend if you somehow knew he was interested in having threesomes?No I would not. >>79984019>jrpgsI've only played a few that my Dad had. Wild Arms and Saga Frontiers are two that stand out in my memory. I also liked Final Fantasy X2.
>>79984316>No I would not.How would you feel watching your bf penetrating another girl?
>>79984246>want vocaroo from Flo-chanI have the very rare vocaroo from her and I'll never share because I know you'd just use it to try and figure out who she is. Flo chan is all mines and only mines. going to listen to her secret vocaroo now
>>79984345Biofem isn't the place to discuss it. Check the old Bullyzone threads in the archive if you'd like to know more.
>>79984487Nta but does that mean you answered that before? Naughty girl.
>>79984821I have and that's arguable.
flo-chan now carrying the thread alone on her tiny shoulders
>>79985518>flo-chan now carrying the thread alone on her tiny shouldersWell, trying to; but I'm not as capable as some other nonas.
https://youtu.be/5ip6ly5rR-k>>79965619what's your favorite painting you've done so far?>>79968228what is it like to mass-engage with strangers? i don't think i have ever held more than two private conversations at the same time in my life.>>79981262don't acknowledge what you want to go away. attention is a drug they are addicted to; saying fuck off is like putting your dinner scraps by your back door and being shocked when your yard fills with vermin.
>>79986024Which nonas do you think are good at that kind of thing? >>79986090Have you seen kill Bill?
>>79983672yes that's coomer stuff
>>79986143op1 since she engages with all the moid haters and drowns out everybody else
>>79974077Ah you would be wrong on that guess. I'm peaches. Thank you for remembering me.
>>79986188I also thought you were the one talking about your dad complaining about not eating the food and making same thing over and over.
>>79986143no. i'm reading firefly wedding.
>>79986024It's okay it isn't a task for one person. You did a wonderful at it anyways. Please don't feel discouraged.
>>79986203OMG. I never thought you'd propose to me like this. I don't know what to say. Ok. I accept. I accept. Let's do this. This is the happiest day of my life. I can't believe it. I landed the best nona.
>>79986090Posting the discord in those threads is like a classified ad, didn't do it in the end but last time I did some people eventually add you and the convos are pretty hollow since there's nothing there other than a hey I'm bored sort of vibe.
>>79986225I added someone from one of those threads recently. I can't tell if they like me since they said there's like 10 other people they chat with but I've been looking forward to chatting with them everyday.
https://youtu.be/pQl6_6f75z8>>79986090>what is it like to mass-engage with strangers?NTA, but I find it interesting to hear other perspectives and life stories. I like to imagine we're all walking our own path and sometimes paths cross and we share experiences or warn each other of dangers we've encountered on our path. In the case of soc it's like accidentally stumbling into a zoo, you'll meet the most interesting creatures, but beware none of them follow you when you leave.
>>79951771She looks like Charli xcx
>making caesar salad for dinner>combining ingredients>go to get a jar of anchovies from the pantry>all cans puffed out and under pressure>open one>smells off>shit>drive to store>only available brands are canned>all puffed out>go to two other stores>all puffed out>drive 20 minutes to fish market>finally find some bottled anchovies>buy four bottles>drive back home>realize I spent almost an hour getting anchovies>get home and dice anchovies>realize I don't have any lemons>fffffffffffffff->>79986024>Well, trying to; but I'm not as capable as some other nonas.You're doing great as is. So long as the thread keeps going and there is some engagement rather than "[blank] with op1" or bait that gets snapped up by moids.
/biofem/ was a success. Disregard any naysayers who say it was a failure.But Christmas and New Years were the grand finale, and now we have the slow epilogue of fading into the dark.
>>79920450>did you have a good new year? yeah, spent it with friends and we did practically a LAN party, my truck got hit though when I went over and it's still outta commision lmao>do you have any resolutions? what are they?no...which I feel awful about. I wasted all my progress and effort to my goals as of the past half year and I've just been watching it happen, being a lazy bedrotter.>what's the next holiday you care about celebrating?4th of july ig is cool>>79926422Holden Caulfield (we're engaged)
>>79986643Can you please stop reusing my old posts? Come up with your own material please. It's not even hard to come up with your own gimmicks.
>>79986544Are you going to eat alone, because as a neet I don't have any plans and I'm also really hungry. I would be your perfect date tonight.
https://youtu.be/Vg1Y2DrH0E4>>79986224the best? why would you think that? you have awful taste.i'm in a mood anyways. okay. what would you do if we did get married? what's even the appeal to you?>>79986225right... it sounds like an exercise in pointlessness. like waiting in a car drive through line for a place that's closed.>>79986252i can't really understand people who want brief meetings with strangers. if i ever get to a point where i like to think about somebody it bothers me a lot to never see them again. being gone might as well someone dying.>>79986544the store is really far from me, so my grocery trips are really big outings. one time i drove to the store to get eggs and got everything i could imagine except eggs. aaaaah
>>79986237Nice! Not saying they don't work, I know a lot of it is a me problem.In that I feel americans are lucky, being from the same country makes things a bit easier
>>79986806>the best? why would you think that? you have awful tastebecause you have the greatest flexibility for a start. >what would you do if we did get married? what's even the appeal to you?We would lay on the beach under the stars in each other's arm while talking about how many kids we're going to have and how we'll spend our days. Then we'd go home eat something we cook together then cuddle up on the couch and watch some movies. Then we'd wake up because it was all a dream. Why won't you let this be real.
>>79986143>Which nonas do you think are good at that kind of thing?Moid-chan, Berries, and Tifosi seem pretty good at keeping conversations going. >>79986217>>79986544*hugs* to you both.
>>79987082*hug* Hope your evening has been okay otherwise.
>>79987115>Hope your evening has been okay otherwise.Been playing Helldivers 2; off to bed soon-ish.
>>79987082>Moid-chan, Berries, and Tifosi seem pretty good at keeping conversations goingDon't you talk a lot in real life? Do you try not to type as much when replying online?
https://youtu.be/lsodMmY83ec>>79986937are you one of the many people i linked that one ten minute stretches video?>why won't you let this be realmental problems they don't make pills for and philisophical problems that are leagues above your pay grade. i just wanted to play or joke about it a bit for fun, but it's probably mean to do that when i'm not going to take any leaps of faith through electric hell for strangers. sorry.>>79987082i'm only good when i have prep time. this slow stuff is my forte. in real life i have verbally apologized because i didn't think that far ahead in the conversation and i ran out of script.
>>79987283>Don't you talk a lot in real life? WAY too much. : )>Do you try not to type as much when replying online?I've gotten some disapproval for taking up too much space in the thread, so it's something I try to be conscious of; but I don't often find myself deliberately cutting myself short.Anyway, I'm off for tonight; hope to see everyone in the next thread.
>>79987379>are you one of the many people i linked that one ten minute stretches video?Nah, I just kind of remember a bunch of random things about everyone.>philisophical problems that are leagues above your pay grade.Hey! You don't know my pay grade! I don't have a job yet but I promise my pay grade is going to be sooo high once I get one. >i just wanted to play or joke about it a bit for fun, but it's probably mean to do that when i'm not going to take any leaps of faith through electric hell for strangers. sorry.Same. I was just teasing and using all of the stored facts in my mind palace to say what I thought you might like to hear. Sorry if I hit a little too close there. >>79987406>I've gotten some disapproval for taking up too much space in the thread, so it's something I try to be conscious of; but I don't often find myself deliberately cutting myself short.That sucks. Sorry that you're policing your self so much like that. I got flack for that before too lmao. Funny now that those people who were complaining that we are "spam replying" are now crying that the threads are too dead.... Anyway see you in dream land.
>>79986806>i can't really understand people who want brief meetings with strangers. A lot of them use strangers to confess their sins to and after you give them absolution they disappear from your life. I've made a few lifelong friends, but they are rare. I think it requires a special type of person to be open to a long term friendship, most are too self absorbed to care I fear.>if i ever get to a point where i like to think about somebody it bothers me a lot to never see them again. being gone might as well someone dying.I lost a lot of friends at the beginning of last year and it's what it felt like. Having no one to share your stories with was very painful. I relate to this sentiment.
>>79987406That was not because of you and you know it.
>>79987450Yeah I might be pretty selfish and that might be the reason of no gf and no friends and no nothing. I can't live with that answer anyway, the damage is still there and I don't really know how to fix it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dsGODTySH0E>>79987439you can't just ask a question like "why won't you let this be real" and not expect it to be serious. do you think i am a happy woman? do you think i like how my life has gone? none of the choices i make are easy and i question myself all the time. in the hours when i lay in my bed before i go to sleep i will yell "AAAAHH WHY AM I LIKE THIS" or "FUUUCK FUCK FUCK WHY DID I DO THAT" a hundred times and bite my blanket and roll around. i really do everything i can the very best i possibly can, always. i use my brain to try to make the best choices and avoid bad outcomes. i have thought everything through a hundred more times than you have, but every time you ask the question, i think through absolutely everything two or three more times to make sure. i'm sure. i still don't like it at all. i want to reach out my hand and close my eyes and then, when i open them, somebody else is holding my hand, and he's the right person to take care of me and rely on, and i can trust that any of his flaws are just there for the story development and all, and not something i should be afraid of, like in a book, so i can just throw myself at him and fix him and know it will all work out. that will never happen and fear is completely necessary. i don't like the suspicious world but the first person to notice a door is unlocked is a thief.i'm not upset, you don't need to apologize, i'm just saying, it's not like i am living thoughtlessly, and "why" is a serious question. or maybe i ordered one Flirting, and i am simply too autistic to digest it. >>79987450yeah. i can't see people as being disposable water bottles like that. i would rather know ten people forever than a hundred people for a few years each. a big thing people don't seem to calculate is that when you try to make online connections, along the way, you stop knowing actual hundreds of people. it's like nobody cares about that part, but it fucks me up.
>>79987684It's ok. You wouldn't be able to fix me and I'm just not good enough for someone as precious as you. It's not you It's me. I'm a scumbag who likes to flirt with vulnerable women.
>>79987729well. i *was* asking for it.
>>79987741It's not your fault you fell for my seductive charms. Don't blame yourself. It could have happened to anyone.
>>79987684>i would rather know ten people forever than a hundred people for a few years each. I agree. Every time you meet someone new you have to start over and there's this whole phase of learning how the other person ticks. I've had a few lifelong friends and it's truly magical when we can understand each other and know what the other is thinking sometimes.>a big thing people don't seem to calculate is that when you try to make online connections, along the way, you stop knowing actual hundreds of people. it's like nobody cares about that part, but it fucks me up.I think a lot of people force friendships too, when they should grow naturally in my opinion. I've told you once how whenever I made a new friend they would invite me to their friendgroup like some trophy they found, there's a lot of weird things human do. Some even like to flirt with any female they come into contact with and hope their charm sticks to one.
