A thread for the true people of /r9k/Peace! Edition>how do I know if I'm a robot?Score 140+ points on this test:https://robot-general.neocities.org/quizBasic rules:>be nice, don't argue with anyone>ignore and hide bait/hostile postsThis thread is NOT for:>flexing your test scoreIf you think you belong here, just start posting>3DPD filth discussionThis includes inceldom and complaining about 3DWhores>normalnegroidsThe bare minimum we ask from the posters is to not be a sex haver and get at least 100 points on the test. As for everyone else, remember that you're a plague on this board and we kindly request you to leave. There are A TON of websites made for normgroids like you and this is not one of them.
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you guys should try reading more yuri, its very cute
>>80023335I do like yuri, but for lewd reasons. What are you reading?
>>80023292I scored 153 but it says I'm not a robot
>>80023394Akumade amai watashi no kanojo!! It's good for both normal n lewd reasons, said manga in question does get a little spicy here n there though, so u may like it umumu.. the mc is dating a succubus after all
>>80023408That means you're a sex haver...>>80023419Pretty cute artstyle, might give it a read. Is yuri your favorite genre?
>>80023491Mm.. I'm not sure about that.. I tend to like a bit of everything but yuri is definitely up there for me, yuri just happens to be very cute n sweet, so I enjoy reading it. I suppose as long as it has a cute art style nd the story is somewhat enjoyable, I'll read it
>>80023531I love cute stuff too, cute+lewd is the best
>>80023839Can agree with that.. at some point a bit of lewd stuff is needed to spice things up n helps u feel a little more interested. It serves as the icing on the cake for someone like me !
morning, robots. have you seen dykebots new lewds? thoughts?
>>80024699I haven't seen them but just the fact that you care about some namefag's lewds enough to talk about them beyond the thread they were posted in makes me think "r9k culture fucking sucks"
>>80024627It's hard to find balance in anime/manga, it's always either too lewd or too tame...>>80024699Read the rules!
i finally got shoes that dont hurt my feet anons.. i might break my 6 months of not going outside streak for a nightwalk or something..
>>80025567That's nice, I'd go for nightwalks too if it wasn't so dangerous here. Ever watched one of those ASMR nightwalk videos?
>>80026188never.. asmr makes me feel all icky i dont really like itdo you live in one of those low income neighborhoods anon?
>>80026732Ah it's not *that* kind of ASMR, just binaural audio and usually rain.I live in some European shithole, but I make it sound more dangerous than it really is because I'm a pussy.
>>80026876if i lived in a bad neighborhood i probably wouldnt go out either anon.. im lucky my parents got a house in a peaceful onei think stuff like that is okay but its not really the same as feeling the rain i think..
>>80027389I might move to a more peaceful area too sometime... Until then I'll probably stay a shut-in>not really the same as feeling the rain As good as it gets for a shut-in
These threads keep getting slower... Maybe it's time to change things up again. Any ideas?
>>80027608i guess that's the best you can get if you really dont like being out so much.. somewhere quiet and kind of remote would be nice>>80028419i think itll eb and flow a bit, i think slower threads are comfy but im a bit biased
>>80028446>somewhere quiet and kind of remote would be niceI might get a place like that in a year, maybe it'll be easier for me then>i think slower threads are comfySame but I've been bumping too often lately...>>80028468But anon, they're children... They're made for hugs, not dicks!
>>80028665>They're made for hugs, not dicks!One does not prevent the other
>>80028665can you afford a comfy remote place anon?? i dont think the threads have been too fast or anything recently also
bumping robotgen..
how often do you get called a tranny online? it happens a lot to me even though I despise them, but I do feel maybe there is SOME overlap between trannies and robot's interests, maybe. not saying that trans pipeline shit is real but idk. maybe I've already talked about this in a previous thread but just wanted to know if it's a thing that happens to other robots or if it's a me thing.
I've had sex with women, am I allowed in here?
>>80031159People on r9k call you a tranny for simply posting pictures of anime girls as they think you are avatarfagging so i wouldn't worry about that, there is some overlap between trannies and robots though but those are just shared autistic interests with bots trannies and robots being more autistic than average.
>>80031159i dont really get called a tranny because i never post with images, it's just too much work to find decent ones, id rather just not bother
>>80023292>Score 140+ points on this test:Something is wrong with this test. I only got 95 despite being an incel
>>80032315bad news normalfag
>>80032335A normalfag cant be an incel.
>>80032351failed normalfag incel. not a robot. just a faggot
>>80032395You cant gate keep the term incel
>>80032438i can gatekeep robot though and you clearly arent one. you might not have sex but you must've flunked that test some other way. cope for me
>>80032451I meant robot not incel.
>>80032469i said cope for me, normalfag
>>80029061But anon, they're too young and small for that sort of thing... Not to mention how tight they are!>>80029876Some places where I live don't ask much for a holiday house and my parents are thinking of buying one>i dont think the threads have been too fastI'm surprised these threads still exist tbdesu, I think they outlived their usefulness... Maybe there's something we can do to make them more interesting?>>80031159Too many times, must be the animeposting... Trannies live rent-free here on 4chan. Why do you despise them?
>>80032315If you think something is wrong with the test we can discuss about it
I just realized there was a missing - (minus) on one of the questions and it gave 100 free points, whoops... It's fixed now, don't tell anyone!
>>80033094Nono. I did not want to be rude the test is actually pretty good. But maybe age should have a higher influence on the result. I am also mindbroken by girls which completely killed my libido the last few weeks so I guess I lost a lot of points in the porn/gooner section
>>80033316I don't think you were being rude, feedback is genuinely appreciated>age should have a higher influence on the resultIt already affects the result somewhat drastically, it's been tweaked before to make it less powerful>libidoI think you can skip the gooner section and select low libido to get the same amount of points. Probably not very fair as it is right now.
Surely the whoremonger and the casual sexhaver are not the same. Paying a cheap whore to let you use her holes every other month is probably the most robot thing I can think of. How hopeless and isolated a man has to be to reach that point. I suppose it does take some modicum of confidence to show up at a woman's door with the intent to fuck, but a distinction should really be made between the one who pays and the one who does not.
>>80033585I think having the courage and drive to fuck prostitutes makes you at the very least a failed normalfag, or maybe a cyborg
Do you ever find yourself just looking up obscure medical information at 1am?
>>80034608i do dream of obscure medical info sometimes
>>80034608What do you look up and why?
whenever i get sun exposure i always feel icky later.. im not sure if it's the physical activity or the sun is doing something weird
>>80032927>I'm surprised these threads still exist tbdesu, I think they outlived their usefulness...maybe so.. i enjoy having these threads to come back to since it's very hard to find anyone to talk to at all, it's hard to make a thread that doesnt get filled with a bunch of nasty people
>>80023292Always a good day when I see an Arisu robot thread, hope everyone's doing good also I suppose! I was just doing some diaper shopping bc my lil cousin had a baby recently. Was wondering around the baby isle with my parents thinking hmm.. never gunna be doing this for my own kid I suppose.. Wonder what it's like. Probably stressful kids are loud and expensive I suppose
>>80036867>it's very hard to find anyone to talk toI find it easy if I'm willing to talk to anyone, but I'm not. That's why I decided to make these threads, really... Problem is, most of the time there's barely anything going on in here.>>80037401Taking care of a baby sounds like absolute hell to me. Do you wish you could become a dad?>>80037694What??
>>80023292another day waking up ugly wishing i didn't have to leave my room and be perceived. so close to doing stupid, reckless shit so i can have incidents to point to so i can get disability money. tired of having happy, well-adjusted, good upbringing-having people, attractive people around me.
i'm a 33 year old virgin but scored -33 so i guess i'm off to find a normalfag place to hang out sry guys
>>80037892>Taking care of a baby sounds like absolute hell to me. Do you wish you could become a dad?Idunno sometimes I think of it more out of curiosity than actual wanting i suppose. I wouldn't know how to be a good parent tho i'd prolly fuck it up honestly. They say it's nice tho having a mini version of you tho
imagine having a robodaughter(wife)
>>80033585there's plenty of guys with otherwise normal social lives, sometimes even wives and families, who enjoy hookers
>>80037925What's troubling you so much?>>80038212To me there is literally nothing appealing about having kids, it would be suffering for both me and the kid...>having a mini version of youIt wouldn't be just you though, more like a sorry mix of your and the mother's genes. I hate my genes also, my parents are fucking stupid and so am I. What about you?
>>80035341I was compelled to understand the metabolic pathway of cypermethrin, a common surface insecticide. People always talk about what an incredible advancement the isolation of penicillin was in improving the quality of human life, but no one seems to give as much respect to pyrethrin, from which cypermethrin and other synthetic analogues are derived. I love that I can just nuke my house with this stuff, killing every single insect in the area, while my own body remains basically unaffected due to differences in human and insect biochemistry. Robots may say that life is shit, but please appreciate not having to live in constant physical suffering due to pests and pathogens. Something like The Black Death is unthinkable now, you are free to contemplate your own loveless, meaningless existence from the comfort of a sterile, air-conditioned room.
>>80023292>Peace! Editionare robots the true pacifists? after being a robot for a while and watching evangelion I have developed a lot more empathy towards everyone in life. being a robot and experiencing disdain from normalfags seems to create a different mental results for everyone it seems tho
i think i want to learn to sew, robots>>80040168everyone experiences uniquely different cruelty which makes lots of different peopleit's nice that you can have empathy for so many people as well anon, i struggle to allow myself to empathize with others because it's very rare that someone does the same to me
>>80040193>i think i want to learn to sew, robotswhat do you want to craft anon?>i struggle to allow myself to empathize with others because it's very rare that someone does the same to mei understand, it might be easier for me to feel empathy since being a shutin make me experience emotions differently. i might be feeling empathy for someone while im in the safety of my room but if i was outside and meeting that very person im not sure if i would react the same way, especially for people that actively harm others like bullies, aggressors or criminals
>>80040434>what do you want to craft anon?id like to make a sukajan one day, but in general id just like to make really well fitted stuff in general and do lots of embroideryi can kinda understand your whole thing on empathy also anon im just quite jaded nowadays
>>80023292WHEW A NEW ROBOT GENERAL I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT!
>>80041729Ahhh yes little loli girls, makes me feel so kimochi
>>80023335Eh, fuck yuri. I want traditional boy x girl content so I can actually self-insert.>>80032927>I think they outlived their usefulnessI like this board because discussion can pertain to anything and that's enough usefulness these threads need to provide. I like knowing what fellow anons are up to.>>80041776I want to RAPE Shimoe Koharu AFFECTIONATELY. Once she's realized my feelings for her, she will provide the consent post hoc.
>>80023292>197 WizardLmao, I'm still not gonna change.
>>80023292am i still an incel if i found a cute girl to be my discord sister and try to have cute incest babies with her?
>>80041811>I want to RAPE Shimoe Koharu AFFECTIONATELY. Once she's realized my feelings for her, she will provide the consent post hoc.Don't do that to Koharu...
>>80041995only a rape victim would act like this
I've given up on my family. Starting to hate them at this point in life. I'm such a massive failure, all they do is make it worse. Fuck you.
>>80023292>Score: 142 | Robotthere's still time to save myself. I thought for sure I'd fail but I guess I'm one of you all
>>80023292How do I join online communities to make online friends? The community (for a game) I was kinda a part of I left because the fandom kept getting worse and I realized I didn't like the main game that much (I prefer the older games in the series which puts me in a much smaller subset of the community and my complaints about the newest game made people who enjoy that game not like me. And the remaining people who enjoy the older games already have a very well established hierarchy with people I dislike at the top levels). I'm really not sure how I even joined that community. I left by deleting all my social media accounts linked to the name I used there, I don't have any other social media accounts.I want to be part of another community to make friends but I don't know what I should join, none of the other games I like have a real community and I don't play many other games anyway. So what should I do? I was thinking of making a bluesky account with a new name once I find a game I enjoy that I could join the community of but I have no clue what to play. I feel really lonely.What game has a relatively small community that I could join? How would I even go about joining this community? I just don't know where to start anymore.
>>80042598Probably not the best place to ask this considering most of us have almost no friends, i would say though that it is hard to find a good small community by searching, if it was easy people would join them just to ruin them, you either stumble upon them semi-randomly or create one yourself somehow.
>>80042598>making friends past the age of 15>making friends onlineBest of luck!
>>80039894>understand the metabolic pathway of cypermethrinThat does sound interesting. What have you learned?>Robots may say that life is shitI get your reasoning but part of why life is shit is also because it used to be a lot shittier and it could happen again. Then look at places like Africa or people with chronic/terminal illnesses. Some people are still in constant pain and it could happen to any of us because reality is just that cruel.>>80040168>are robots the true pacifists?In my case I just wanna be left alone and not cause or be caused any harm, but I also like the idea of "eye for an eye".
What kind of music do robots here like listening to? Recently made a playlist on my recently bought sd card with 477 songs in it after straying away from streaming/deleting all of my socials (including email)
>>80041811>I like this board because discussion can pertain to anythingMe too but knowing that a filthy sex having HIV-ridden normgroid could be behind any post makes me feel hesitant, that's why I thought that maybe making a robot general could act as a filter but it just ended up being an empty thread 80% of the time. Tell me about your rape fantasies.>>80041857Have you been trying to improve lately?>>80041898>discord sisterAnon...
>>80044083For the past 2 years i mostly listen to music from video games and visual novels i played(umineko, touhou, rance, etc), though sometimes i open my old playlist that has music from pretty much every mainstream genre in it.
>>80044289Ayy me too! Although I try to balance the vidya/weird stuff with more acceptable/normfag picks I might find enjoyable (probably stems from my family (mostly older brother) pressuring me into being more "normal").
Ok so 3dpd stuff whateveri enjoy 3d women, i have a gf but when it comes to porn even tho lately ive tried and succeeded cumming to normie "3d" porn i much prefer animated1 it feels better emotionally cause i know a real person didn't lower themselves to make it and it doesn't feel like cheating2 it allows for me to find EXACTLY what i want(yes I'm a /d/egen)
>>80044323>madotsukigamin.gifis nasu really that fun to have her wiggle around like that
>>80044021>What have you learned?Like most of my impulsive studies, I forget the finer details. Basically, these chemicals, despite effectively being nerve agents capable of causing living creatures to die convulsing and contorting their limbs, are both too weakly acting on mammalian biology and too rapidly metabolized by the liver to present any serious risk to us. It is however still possible for a person to injure themselves by doing something foolish like drinking an entire bottle of bug poison. A fun and potentially useful piece of trivia: cats in particular have a deficient capacity to metabolize pyrethrins. So if there's a cat that's really annoying you, or a cat you would rather not see perish in said fashion, you now know what (not) to do.>it used to be a lot shittier and it could happen againThis is true. If you want to get existential about the absolute state of human life, I won't stop you. What mad god would set things up in this way? I like to think there is one and we are all his little ratties and he's waiting for us on the other side of this awful maze he's built. And if there is no such god, then we shall build him.
Little girls make my loins feel funny...
>>80044487I hope you don't mean girls that look like real kids, anon. That's not good.
>>80044500If it's wrong, then i don't wanna be right.
>>80044487is it the way they look or the fact they are that young?
>>80044519Both...oregano
>>80044555A true cunnyseur.
Is this the thread?Jokes aside, I have a question about the quiz:Are pedofags incels or volcels? I've never pursued a relationship before due to age of consent laws and the the risk of other people finding out, and if things were not this way, I imagine I would have pursued girls, relationships, and sex. I was a late bloomer so I was almost legally aged out of any opportunity by the time my attractions developed.
>>80044745To clarify, is it involuntary due to threat of violence by the State and man, or is that still considered a voluntary risk balancing decision?
>>80042161What do they do to make it worse?>I'm such a massive failureIs it your fault though?>>80042167What makes you think you aren't a robot?>>80042598I wish I knew how to find a nice little community to be part of. Playing mmos and joining guilds was the closest thing I had to a community, but there aren't any fun ones to play anymore...>>80043682We're all frens here, r-right?
>>80044768>we're all friends here, r-right?Of course we are. The very best.
>>80044768>What do they do to make it worse?They can be imperfect and annoying assholes. The second i fuck up they take turns shitting on me and turn it into a spectacle. Always have to be the antagonist, I'll be a massive fucking cunt if they want me to be i suppose. >Is it your fault though?Mostly idunno >raised in solitude, on imageboards/flashgames/ other vidya since 9>never left the house or socialized during important brain development times>going to die a lonely virgin shut in neetJust think it was over before it started sometimes tbdesu.
>>80044471YEs. Especially aafter getting that lucky bouncing eggplant
>>80044833what was the symbolism of nasu again, i dont think i ever understood it. or is it just meant to show how boring her life is?
>>80044889Although I think Kikiyama always wanted to add more minigames to her famicom, I guess it IS suppossed to be exactly what you said. (although I can't deny how addictive Nasu can get sometimes)
>>80044745>>80044753Well after assuming volcel as the best fit, I scored a 192 anyways. Guess I'm still at robot after all these years.
>>80044083I've been listening to mostly lolicore, black metal, and old school trance for about a decade
>>80044745Pedofags are incels by definition. You have been involuntarily prevented from having sex with children, thus making you involuntarily celibate.>late bloomerInteresting. I always assumed pedos were the result of sexual precociousness, their desires forming at a young age and then becoming set like that.
>>80045007Scratch that, I keep thinking about a decade ago was around 2008. The clock sped the fuck up when I hit my late 20s. So more like 17 years.
>>80045007Are you me? Minus the black metal, our tastes align almost perfectly (although this shouldn't come as a surprise, conisdering we all have simillar lifestyles here)
>>80044745I'm curious about your phycology. I'm assuming you're saying you're attracted to prepubescent kids, but are you attracted to adults at all?Remember not to give in to your urges, by the way. I don't think it's right to do anything sexual with a kid.
>>80045027I had it set in stone by early romantic fantasies, long before I thought of anything beyond holding hands or normal kissing. But that was back in elementary school. I think usually being around peers made it hard to figure out in high school, since girls are universally hags by 14 in the modern era. I may have also been in denial for about a year before I acknowledged it.
Am I the only one here who was already a sick fuck at 7 years old?
>>80045056Wild west internet music and lan-party era edm probably captures a lot of dudes here born before the 21st century>>80045107Exclusively attracted yes, I particularly hate 3dpd hags. It's actually extremely easy to not go about breaking laws or raping, but i disagree with you - i think consent is about as easy to teach kids as the rules of playing baseball, more or less as soon as they are able to understand the meaning of the word consent, they can.>>80045174I wish i was a sick fuck back then, or relive it isekai style. The things I'd had gotten away with...
>>80045185Assuming we're talking about really young people, do you not think those kids would struggle to grasp the implications of consent?
>>80045174Depends on your definition of "sick fuck"
>>80045196Not really but I am a virgin so I don't have a complete grasp on it either; however it looks pretty simple to me. It's basically just an agreement dressed up as a sacred cow, and claims of difficult to understand topics like "pregnancy" and "sickness transmitted by sex" both of which i think we could all understand very early on. But who knows, maybe one day I'll try sex with a Cambodian child whore and realize it's too complicated and I'm not capable of consent myself, and therefore be raped by the loli. That would be hawt
>>80045185Although I'm still a zoomer by technicality, I still grew up poor so I had to rely on my parents old tech and media (70s-90s, my first consoles being the famicom, genesis/MD and the ps1) and thus what made them nostalgic also, in turn, made me as well. (this includes music such as dnb and trance) (also would like to mention my household didn't get our first router by 2011)>>80045174In what sense? If you're thinking about being a sexual deviant or something then no, I wasn't really feeling any sort of sex drives before I reached the peak hormonal inbalances at the age of 14, which later subsided and I'm back to feeling nothing again.
>>80045229I wasn't talking about the child recognising that they could get an std. I was referring to the act of consent itself. I don't really think a child can fully understand the implications of sex and what it would do to them.
>>80045247NTA but i think a lot of adults can't either, at least my understanding of this hasn't changed since i was 12
>>80045247I mean, it's just pleasure and comfort right? Don't even know why I started the topic when it doesn't matter anyways, wouldn't surprise me if global age of consent laws go up on average in our lifetimes>>80045263Yeah about the only thing I've learned more of are tags/fetishes from when I first heard about the birds and the bees back at age 7. I think I could've consented back then, just I wasn't a sexual being yet so I wouldn't have gotten anything out much out of it.
>>80045285>it's just pleasure and comfort right.I still think it's more than that. I can see how it would make a child feel quite messed up afterwards.
>>80045222>>80045236I mean having perverse, sadistic and possessive sexual fantasies at that age. Like all the girls and the teacher from my class strapped in to this big revolving metal rack naked so I could examine them all and do whatever I wanted to each of them.
>>80045310Average person(if they knew) would probably say i was quite perverse at the age of 10 perhaps, but i wasn't at your level until 14 at least.
>>80045310Persoanlly, nah. Always found how human bodies looked disguisting/unnatural to me so having to imagine something like that would've made me throw up on the spot. also what >>80045336 said
>>80045310>strapped in to this big revolving metal rack nakedThat's fucking hot. Also really specific, you must be naturally inclined to deviancy
>>80044826>raised in solitude, on imageboards/flashgames/ other vidya since 9>never left the house or socialized during important brain development times>going to die a lonely virgin shut in neetThis describes me to a T.Also, Noatime
>>80044083I mostly listen to metal and virtuoso guitarists but sometimes I like to open up lo-fi, breakcore or similar playlists to have something to listen to in the background that's not too distracting. There's a lot of stuff from different genres that I like, but the *kind* of music I prefer is the one that has some complexity to it.>deleting all of my socialsWas it an impulsive decision?>>80044745I wouldn't think about it too much, just choose volcel because you're not attracted to actual women... Being an incel is more about actively trying and getting constantly rejected.>>80044796>The very bestYay!>picrelAh, I'm glad either way...>>80044826Your parents sound a lot more annoying than mine. Can relate also, not your fault really, it's too easy to become a recluse nowadays and parents don't really notice what's wrong until it's too late, then they lay all the blame on you because nobody likes to be responsible for ruining someone's life, right?
>>80045365>also really specificCall it divine inspiration. I would have many such glorious visions while lying in bed at night.
>>80044555oh so ur actually a pedoyou see looks is one thing, i met adult women who look(and dress) like 8 year oldsbut being attracted to the perversion of innocence is unforgivable
>>80045532Ironic lolicons are such clowns.>b- but I thought we were all just pretending to be pedophiles!
>>80045476>the *kind* of music I prefer is the one that has some complexity to it.Pretty much the same here. And it's not like I can't enjoy loud/energetic music (even when workig), it's simply that I prefer the more quiet and melancholic sounds and I just find the sounds of metal to be grading? But what am I to say, I also listen to Modern Jpop and EDM.>Was it an impulsive decision?I guess you can call it that. When I was 7-9, I came to terms with the fact that I will always be a burden to everyone, just as they are to me, that it'll be preferable if I just isolated myself from the outside world, leaving as little evidence of my existance as I could, including never again using soical media (and besides, is there really a reason to use one when your social life is pretty much non-existant?), stop trying to play masgarade in order to properly socials with the normies and fakes (including those claiming to be "on my level") and fully embracing the status of a ghost.
>>80045532NTA, but the age thing doesn't 100% correlate to perversion of innocence, just on possible factor. The sheer taboo nature of the age itself is enough, or consider the popularity of loli mesugaki, they have no innocence to pervert.
>>80044950>I think Kikiyama always wanted to add more minigames to her famicomi didnt know about that>I guess it IS supposed to be exactly what you saidanother thing i noticed is the fact that she actually has a bookshelf in her room which technically gives her something else to do, however you cant actually interact with it in any way. its interesting since its actually filled with books and neatly organized by color. im not sure what the implications are tho
>>80045638>It is possible that NASU wasn't the only minigame intended to be included in Yume Nikki, since it is redundantly the sole member of the separate menu that appears when interacting with the Famicom. This is supported by the Thumbs.db files of version 0.04, which contains images of a scrapped game called Severed Head PK.Not to mention being the only choice in a seperate menu with its unique music,cursor and overall design.>im not sure what the implications are thoI like to imagine she likes collecting and properly organising them and is either too depressed to start reading any of them and/or just likes having them on display (I know some people buy books solely for that very reason)
>>80045748>I like to imagine she likes collecting and properly organising them and is either too depressed to start reading any of them and/or just likes having them on displayi like to see it as more evidence that even the "real world" in the game isnt actually the material reality that humans live in. its likely a dream in and of itself which is why the books cant be interacted with. reading text even for the most advanced lucid dreamers is almost impossible as the text literally changes as you read it. that is why madotsuki does not bother interacting with the books as she knows that reading them is not possible
>>80044475Are you having a bug infestation? I still wouldn't spray too much of that stuff even if it's considered safe.>cats in particular have a deficient capacity to metabolize pyrethrinsI'll be careful around my cats, I guess...>the absolute state of human lifeAnd not just human life, it's like nature tries to make everything suffer for the fuck of it. God or not, whatever caused our existence can't be good at all.>>80045174>at 7 years oldNot that early, no. I was still very naive and innocent at that age, anything sexual made me feel embarrassed. Things started to degenerate at around 12-13.>>80045579It's nice when you can appreciate a wide variety of genres, makes music less boring.>embracing the status of a ghostIf you can live alone and prefer that kind of lifestyle, why not, but being part of a social circle makes things a lot more convenient if you're forced to participate in society.
>>80045874That's a pretty fun headcanon that also seemisly connects with the famous fan theory. Man, Yume-nikki is such a timeless little gem.>>80045880I tried to cave in to my instincts and started socialising more during the last 2 years of hs and first few months of college, Ended up rekindling with my old elementary friend* and met more peeps through him, was even approached by and sat at the same table during lunch with some stacies who thought my reclusiveness was cute and I guess I didn't look ugly enough to not be ignored/bring discomfort to them,so that's a plus. But, non of these,including the elemantary school friends*, felt genuine. It was always because they didn't have anyone else wanting to hang out with them and knew I was always there and available at pretty much all times. Plus, the same feeling of being a weirdo and a burden whenever I hung out with someone from elementary years starting creeping in and I was forced to put on a masgarade,so to say, whenever I was out with them. And once I started to withdraw back to reclusiveness and eventually dropping out of college 4 months later, nobody cared enough to ask if I was alive and well, as I always had suspected. And now, a year later into my hikki-neet phase, I can confirm this is alot better and less exhausting/stressful than having to deal with normies and thier shit. I was at peace with myself before, and I'm glad I still am.
>>80046164It was then that I truly realized having to wear a mask and trying to (keyword) fit in is not worth it and that I should aim for what I'm destined to be, and it's simply not worth changing it all of the sudden in order to appease some aliens I would never truly and honestly know. IDK how to properly put it to words, but being constantly dishonest always felt dirty to me.
>>80044021>but I also like the idea of "eye for an eye"but anon that idea has caused a lot of misery and perpetuates the cycle of violence
>>80041995>>80044207>how she looks at me after raping herGirls like her just need to know someone will take charge.
>>80046371>Girls like her just need to know someone will take charge.If the boy was nice, that doesn't sound bad. I hate the idea of rape though. Do moids with a rape fetish **really** like rape? Or is it more of a noncon/rough sex thing that they like?
>>80044500NTA but you're the one who took it there. For all we know anon was talking about 2D girls.
>>80045310No, I had a dream about killing talking stuffed animals once but that wasn't sexual, I just hated them for ignoring my suffering. I do feel bad for you creeps who grew up having sadistic fantasies. That is utterly repulsive. Were you molested? I've heard that the developing psyche can become brutal as a coping mechanism for the brutality done to it. You should seek counseling if you feel tempted to hurt animals or whatnot.When I was that young I was drawing chicks in skimpy clothes with big badonkers. I guess you could blame SEGA for showing me the light with Rouge the Bat. Pretty vanilla stuff, really. It just felt good when I drew busty babes, simple as. Big boobies, thin waists, pretty head of hair. Typical 2000s beauty standards, which I desperately hope make a comeback because the cows I see paraded about today are a complete eyesore that no man should have to suffer.
I'm sick of being a robot desu I don't know how you guys are okay with it. I just want to be normal.
>>80046395I often wonder the same thing.
>>80046395I don't like or condone rape, I just think it's funny to say because it elicits such strong reactions from people. Even so, I would absolutely rape Koharu, and very affectionately, and she would consent post hoc because she didn't realize she wanted it until a real man showed her how it's done.
>>80046816How do you rape someone affectionately though, lol
>>80046829I guess it's like when both parties are engaging at unconsentual sex,but not being aware that they secretly love eachother and are enjoying the act.
>>80046829With caresses and kisses of course!
>>80037892>What??it was literally cp
>>80045399>This describes me to a T.Maybe there's a support group out there for anons who never stood a chance>Also, NoatimeSuddenly wanting forbidden fruit.. o-o>>80045476>Your parents sound a lot more annoying than mine.Do you guys get along well? Like you were saying earlier both my parents are dumbasses aswell, baka house.>then they lay all the blame on you because nobody likes to be responsible for ruining someone's life, right?Yah also why we shouldn't have kids ever i suppose. Even if I was a richfag I'd be hesitant. But yah crazy shame on me for not knowing what the fuck to do in life because I never had any guidance whatsoever baha. >Your parents sound a lot more annoying than mine
>two penis length threads at the same timegay failed normalfags need to face theirs with honor and quit spamming the board with that shit. i hate fags who don't know how to keep it to themselves so much.
>>80046164I've done pretty much the same thing but people can be useful so I still keep some contacts. I don't see any benefits in making yourself unreachable since people won't ask you to hang out with them anyway.>>80046270Has inaction ever done otherwise? Also it isn't just about violence, subjecting someone to the same treatment can teach them how to be more considerate.>>80046371What if the rape traumatizes her?>>80047413>Do you guys get along well?Not really, they can't even get along with each other. Odd family.>why we shouldn't have kids I am definitely not reproducing. My brother did though and the kid already mogs me in every way. He's like 13 and has a gf. At 13 I had already failed to be a proper human being.
>>80048180>Not really, they can't even get along with each other. Odd familyBut yall give eahother space n stuff? Jw cos my parents hate me and it's extremely obvious and blatant how they try to nudge me out, and act fake when they need something done. Really trying not to hate them but it is what it fucking is i suppose. >At 13 I had already failed to be a proper human being.Ooo interesting your lil bro is a normalfag? Why'd he turn out differently i wonder? Idunno if it's more genetic or a product of your environment being predisposed to being a robot. They should do a study i suppose.
>>80048283>But yall give eahother space n stuff?Yeah it's like I basically don't exist, I just stay in my room all day and mind my business. Sometimes they nag me about stuff but it's not every day.>your lil bro is a normalfag?He's older than me, one of the normalfaggiest people I've had the displeasure to meet in my life. As for why, it's simple, I got the shit genes from my mom and he didn't.
>>80046564No, I was not... I meant both really
>>80048180It has been almost a year later and I haven't felt better/more free. But I still can't deny the memories and experiences having just that one friend* had brought me, despite his tendecies to more often than not ignore and reject my invitations for a hangout in favour of his other,more valuable friends.
>>80048588Honestly that was what i was hoping for was to just be left the fuck alone so your situation sounds so ideally to me paper. I'd never leave the room and just mess around with vidya mostly. Weren't they trying to get you to get a job a few threads ago?>As for why, it's simple, I got the shit genes from my mom and he didn'tBaha would make it better if he was a chiseled chad aswell, if he was younger would you nudge him into normalfaggotry, or make a robot out of him? Honestly people comain but i don't mind being a robot.. peaceful solitude usually i suppose>>80048672Aw that picrel is so sad.. gunna pick chikorita next run.. why did you like him as a friend so much, was he like an extrovert that tried to adopt you as his introvert fren?
There's no one more friendless than me in this thread. I bet you guys at least have some discord or steam friends, but I cannot get along with people very well so I have zero friends right now. Zero, nada. Makes it difficult to get pussy since friend groups is how you best get it. Don't be poor and go to online college kids, go to real college and make friends that way.
>>80048180>Has inaction ever done otherwise?yes actually. today's norms try to push people to be constantly in pursuit of something. to act based on fear or hope for something is the cause of misery and therefore the only remaining choice is action through inaction. the world seems to have forgotten the importance of nothingness and doing nothing or at least the small subtlety of some actsThirty spokes are joined in the wheel's hub.The hole in the middle makes it useful.Mold clay into a bowl.The empty space makes it useful.Cut out doors and windows for the house.The holes make it useful.Therefore, the value comes from what is there,But the use comes from what is not there.
>>80039763>What's troubling you so much?i love myself but loathe how i look and sound. i don't like remembering that i have a body for this reason. i didn't leave my room for a couple of years and it was the happiest i've ever been. didn't have to think about what i physically am.
>>80048817>peaceful solitude usually i supposebeing home alone for hours as unemployed friendless and not in school as robot is about as good of a life as anyone could ask for. it actually feels like the world outside literally doesnt exist. its like a drawing outside of my window meant to be a background to the primary purpose of me being on the compooter
>>80048817He was closer to an ambivert. Whilist he could pass as a chadlite with infinite charisma (while also being tall, and half-twinkish), he was also a bit nerdy. He liked pretty much the same things as I. We had the same sense of humour, taste in music,anime, movies and had the same desire to one day form a band of sorts. Now that I think about it, he was, aesthetically, closer to a doomer (which alot of girls dig about him) but also pretty masculine and whatnot. He was also the only one willing to give me an occassional chance and made me hopeful that,through him, I'll burst out of my shell and meat new people potentially through him and I remember not trying to seem like a desperate no-life and I because of that, he was often the one who would invite me to a once-in-a-month hangout. I know it might sound like I miss him and that I'm sad I had to give it all up but I honestly prefer being in this state of mind, without having to worry about if people who call me "friend" are gonna backstab and abandon me one day. I guess I am to blame for having that mindest in the first place.
>>80044768>What makes you think you aren't a robot?idk desu. I feel like I have a pretty "normal" life. I leave the house at least 5 times a week (I go to uni), I go to the gym 5 times a week, and I have a few friends I'd consider close. We even socialize every other day (ish), but its 90% of the time on discord though. Idk I just thought i was a normalfag and did normie stuff. But, I guess I don't have a gf or any female friends, nor am I currently employed
>>80048879>There's no one more friendless than me in this thread. Baha that's kinda like walking into a crowded bar and claiming to be the biggest alcoholic, yah maybe but I dunno. Personally no friends and thank fuck those relationships are too much to take care of, like watering a plant I suppose>>80048985Yasss fucking preach!!! Only reason why I wanna be a richfag desu so I can fuck off and not participate in this societal game i suppose. Living alone with nothing to do that isn't entertaining>>80048989How long was this going on for? How did It end? >made me hopeful that,through him, I'll burst out of my shell and meat new people potentially through him and I remember not trying to seem like a desperate no-lifeI had similar thoughts in the past aswell, till I realized there's really nothing inside the shell either .-. Although a once in a month hangout does seem odd I suppose was it always like that or did you eventually start hanging out less?>without having to worry about if people who call me "friend" are gonna backstab and abandon me one day. I guess I am to blame for having that mindest in the first place.That's a valid concern I suppose, easy to say "better off alone" but i understand, my best friend was kinda the same before he died, except he dragged me along everywhere that faggot, miss him
>>80023292I got irredeemable normalfag. I don't think it's fair considering I'm a wizard.
>>80049368How long was this going on for? How did It end? I've known him since kindergarten, I remember stalking him everywhere he went and finding him intriging for having a same name as I (a shocking fact for me at the time). We even wound up in the same class for the entire duration of Elementary and Middle school and although we would occassionally hang out on-and-off, I was still a shut-in. I did manage to find a spot in his friend group back in 8th grade, although I was mostly a backround character with little to no imfluence or say. After all that, we went to different High-schools, and his whole went together (one of the reasons why he decided to go to a different hs, despite not fitting his needs and for generally worse than mine). Despite this, however, I think we still hung out 1-on-1 way more often during this period and where our friendship officially took off. It was still a once-in-a-month hangout, but we did so much together and shared thinks we couldn't with our parents. When graduation came, we made plans to go to the same uni together. This is where most of the warm memories came from for me. We would help eachother with this whole uni, dorm and moving to the big city-thing and it was genuinelly fun. One thing lead to another and we were both busy with our studies and meanwhile he met an entirely new group of friends (and eventually a gf even) and has since paid little to no time to me. I essentially in such a terrible spot in life at the time, from adjusting to a sudden change of enviorment to seeing myself failling my studies and familly issues back at home, I felt stuck in a cage, and I did what I knew best. I locked myself in an appartment I was renting and bedrotted. Closed the blinds, turned the lights off and neglected to clean my appartment and my dishes, I stopped caring about my hygiene and diet. This is also when my problems with anorexia became exponentially worse, often going a full week without eating or drinking anything.
>>80049820cont.Funny how you can have both the best and worst moments of your entire life all in less than one year. I'm sorry about your friend. It sucks when life deicdes to just take away things we love like it's nothing. I hope you managed to heal and thrive somehow.(Also for a somewhat sloppy writting in my posts kek I guess when you're trying to remember the things your brain decided to hide away from you is alot harder when you're actively trying to put it into words for the first time)
>>80023394>lewd reasonsYou disappoint me.
>>80049908>excuse my sloppy writing*like I said kek
>>80046371LEWD STUFF IS FORBIDDEN! DEATH PENALTY!!
Guyz I recently played Blue Archive. And I simply didn't get the appeal... It's kind of too fan servicey 4 me.
>>80050148Never played that
>>80048879Yeah, I have some Discord friends, took years to get to know them and there's this one who acts like he's my mortal enemy every once in a while and it's always over a girl. But the thing is, none of those people are people I can add to play games with and join a comfy VC with, because they have issues and they're traitorous bastards. I've been backstabbed many times by those Discord friends. I just have to forgive 'em unless they fuck off on their own.
>>80048974Trrranny. You sound like a tranny.
>>80050192nta but you can like your mental character and still be disgusted by your appearance. being ugly is not a universal issue
>>80050405*is a universal issue
>>80050117I just fapped to >>80041995Watching Koharu getting bullied gave me an irrational boner
>>80045174Maybe not as much as you but I was kind of a pervert at that age too already. I remember trying to take an upskirt picture of a girl in my elementary school, and almost got caught by another student. I also snuck into the girls' bathroom out of some sort of perverted sense of curiosity, though there was no one in it at the time. Also discovered porn a couple years later and started looking it up sometimes even though I didn't know how to masturbate at the time.
>>80045174I taught a girl how to give me.a blowjob when I was like 7 or 8. That was before I knew what porn was, I just knew it felt really good because I put my dick in a girl's mouth while she was sleeping at a daycare. Shit felt crazy daisy.
>>80051223Also I miss my first orgasms as a child because it made me feel so insanely good even hours after the deed. The feelings lasted for wayyy longer. Now I can't have that good ass feeling anymore. I can't replicate it. Maybe with a dick bully onahole I can replicate it again.
>>80042598Follow up on this post: After thinking about it for a bit, I've decided that I'll just join bluesky and start posting about whatever my interests are and whatever ideas I have and then eventually I'll find a community or at least get a few followers. I don't wanna go back to twitter because it kept showing me shit I didn't want to see which made my mood go down and I want to try to have a better environment so that I will be happier. It's too cold to go outside but once it warms up I'm hoping to go on walks or something, get some sunlight ya know (haha... I hope that I make myself actually do things). I think going in with the intent to get friends might not be the best way to do things so I want to go in with the intent to share things that I think, like, and enjoy. I want to make things, like everyone else, but it feels like all the ideas and motivation I had for things went away at some point in time. Probably during my last online relationship when things started going south (you can make fun of me for having an online relationship, I learned my lesson and won't do it again). I'm hoping that my motivation comes back to me once I'm in a better environment.I still like the game for the community I was a part of before and think about it all the time, so I'll have to stop myself from posting about it or theming my account around it and all that. But I'm currently undecided on what my pfp and banner and stuff should be, I'm probably overthinking it but I don't want to attract the wrong crowd with a pfp from a certain anime or something like that. When trying to think of things that have impacted me and how I look at life, I can't really think of any. But I know I used to have some stuff I felt that way about, where did it all go?>>80043500Yeah figures, I guess I'm going for the stumbling upon one semi-randomly route.>>80043682Hey... I made friends at 16! Or a friend. I forgot why we stopped talking...>>80044768I looked at MMOs, hard no for me
>>80051270I've heard of anons who made successfully friends through niche interests on twitter. gl>>80050148I got into it recently as my first gacha game and I like it. It is a cute girl overload, but I have to read a lot of guides to figure out how to play the damn thing.
>tfw no loli catgirl gfWhy even live?
>>80052062Loli catgirls are a big responsibility. Will you still love her when she's going on 30 and nearing the end of her life expectancy and all she does is smoke cigarettes, watch YT shorts and growl at you when you try to put your dick in her?
>>80048817>your situation sounds so ideally to me paperI did get kinda lucky with my neeting time, but yeah it'll be over soon unfortunately>would you nudge him into normalfaggotryI wouldn't need to do that, he's always been an annoying normalnigger>>80048879>I cannot get along with people very wellNot even with robots? Why does that happen?>>80048929Nice post, but are you saying that we should let people do bad things without consequences?
>>80051223I think you win the degeneracy cup but also you need to leave because receiving oral sex at any age makes you a normalfag.
>>80048974What would your ideal appearance be and how far are you from achieving it?>>80049064It's interesting that the test gave you so many points despite all that. Would you rather be a robot or a normalfag?>>80049806That means you're a sex haver, it's fair. You can't be a wizard if you've had sex...
>>80049820>he met an entirely new group of friends (and eventually a gf even) and has since paid little to no time to meMan that sucks... I understand your decisions now. You relied way too much on another person, it's never a good thing to do, even if they're your best friend.What are you gonna do now that you're a friendless dropout?>>80049923S-Sorry, it's not my fault if my pp acts the way it does when I see yuri...>>80050148>the appealPicrel
>>80054623>What are you gonna do now that you're a friendless dropout?I guess I'll just wait and see where life will take me. Though my parents recently started talk with my aunt who lives in another country and made are currently cooking up a plan for me to move there and study/wagecuck for better greens. If that doesn't go through, idk what I am suppossed to do. Been suicidal for 2 years now and I feel like I'm just delaying it by constantly distracting myself with anime and vidya.
Bumping before going to sleep, had a somewhat good day but i lazed around more than usual.
>>80023292I fell in love with a woman that I only see once a week. How can I gradually progress our casual meetings to a friendship and eventually a relationship? My stats>not particularly ugly, but not particularly good-looking either>shy, lonely and insecure, often dwelling in self-hatred/pity>a girl once asked to be my girlfriend, so maybe not completely lost
>>80056561You need to stop being a puss puss and go straight from casual meetings to relationship. You gotta be ballsy and have fun. That's how.
>>80054623Yuri is for love and cuteness. To warm your heart, not your cock.
>>80056975The way to a man's heart is through his cock though.
>>80053603>but yeah it'll be over soon unfortunatelyAll good things come to and end ya. Super unfortunate, hope you got most of what you wanted to accomplish done>I wouldn't need to do that, he's always been an annoying normalniggerAhah my condolences, hope he's not the annoying breadwinner type aswell
American society doesn't bat an eye when two juu-yon sai have meaningless sex so how come if you want to marry one to provide for her it makes you a SATANIC NAZI PEDOPHILE INTO THE WOODCHIPPER? This only serves the interests of jealous roasties and their betabux chastity caged cuck slaves. No girl is a virgin by the time she "enters the market" but normies hate addressing this because it means YOU HAVE ZERO CHANCE OF FINDING A LOYAL PURE WIFE. American high schools and colleges are WHORIFICATION PIPELINES.
>>80050192im not trans>>80054289>What would your ideal appearance be and how far are you from achieving it?idk i just wish i looked human>rib flare + gyno>5'6 with long legs, a short torso, and long arms>mixed. weird inconsistently curly hair that's thinning due to anorexia>acne, acne scarring, eczema>uneven, tilted face with a fat nosei'm painful to look at. i'm trying to get my skin under control right now because i feel like that will make the biggest difference
>>80051223>I just knew it felt really good because I put my dick in a girl's mouth while she was sleeping at a daycareThis is beyond fucked up. I can't believe there are little niggers like you running around who can't even tie their shoes yet but are already sexual deviants corrupting the innocent while they sleep. Unreal.
So tired of meeting someone I like, someone I could see myself dating, just for them to force a fwb relationship on me. So tired of this fucking sex-obsessed society.>>80055281I wouldn't say you're distracting yourself, anime and vidya can be fun, you can always sudoku later. A change of scenery could be good, I hope everything works all right.>>80056561>I fell in love with a woman that I only see once a week.Is she your social worker?>>80059267Kek. Insane behavior.
>>80059226For me it's>semi-faded acne scarring on face>graying facial hair about chin (seems to be common)>skinnyfat with belly bulge>sebderm leaving brow and upper lip reddened or flaky>smol pp (it's like 3-4 inches erect)But other than that I think I look nice... and then there's the autism.Owari da.
>>80055281Don't kill yourself, just wait it out. Trust me, you will not regret not killing yourself earlier. It's not like there's a deadline. Things could get better and then you're gonna be really glad you didn't. I was feeling depressed and then family came to visit for a few weeks and now I'm feeling great and my confidence is back somewhat.
>>80059267No one is born innocent lil bro
