haha i hate myselfroadkill: https://desuarchive.org/trash/thread/78866998/habits: https://mega.nz/#!14tzGArI!GJVpT9n0k7QzsFGSTvWNfG57LFEn2lJV7X6ydBvIen4/tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/haha,hahaihatemyself,posshouse/steam: https://steamcommunity.com/groups/posshouse/posscraft is dead (RIP)
doggyposs....
and stop starin at me with them big ol eyes
another day another unanswered prayer for death
>>78880176i wish i was jovial like he
>>78880215doggyposs and kittyposssitting in a tree
do you consider things like double texting when talking to someone or is this an android green bubble normie type phenomenon
>>78880286whats double texting
>>78880264i would rather it be me (not a kitty) giving doggyposs all sorts of pets and love and taking care of all of his needs hahatree not required
>>78880286what is double textingis that when you send each sentence individuallybecause i do that shit all the time
this "characters with a circle above them" captcha is really pissing me off
>>78880286>>78880316I think it's sending a second text before they respond? I don't know about that etiquette, but back in the day on forums, doubleposting was considered bad, so maybe it's the same. I don't mind it, though.
>>78880301>>78880316its when you send two texts in a row without waiting for a response between them
isnt double texting like mimicking talking but not reallyi kinda hate it personally because people that double text expect instant response and i always have to think for a couple of minutes before texting back
The only texting behavior that kind of annoys me is when likesomeone makes postskind of like thiswhere they postsentence fragmentsin a long stringand not just an entire paragraph
>>78880415no its not sending quick texts its like you send a text and then say 3-4 hours later after presumably being left on read you send another
totalstraightpostervictory
>>78880264F U C K I N G
>>78880433My heart isA danknessBut when I see youI feel a thanknessWhen I feelA bluenessAll I needIs a youness
>>78880433it's so hard cuz a lot of people these days get upset when they see a paragraph because any more than 1-2 sentences is a lot of reading for them
>>78880673I get overwhelmed when it's a lot of small posts, and my eyes kind of glaze over. I take a lot longer to read it and absorb the information. I guess it's the opposite.
>>78880528bichads win no matter whatunless the pics posted are just terrible, which yours tend to be more often than not
>>78880900cope
>>78880986i don't want to know what's embedded in that
who makes cute hoodies for gay adults
>>78881013Probably someone on Etsy selling them for $75 each.
my suicidality peaks when im horny and then peaks again when i climax i can't win
>>78881027UGGGGGGHHHHHH
>>78881011nothing was embedded.it was meant to be this
>>78881042you should have someone to help you and then stay with you after and reassure you and make you feel safe
>>78881077the fact that ill never have this simply because i was born ugly and bisexual and nerdy in the rural south just peaks my suicidality even further
>>78880484aaaaah i get it nowi do thati am a double texterthe only problem i have is that when they reply to my messages its as if were talking about several different topics which seems funny and strange at the same timepic rel (not real i made up like 50%)
>>78881111i would help if i couldsorry poss
>>78881193just hoping one of these days I find a reliable mostly painless method to do it right now I just sit and do escapism until eventually I get bored and then spend the rest of the day praying for death and wishing i was dead
>>78881042i have the opposite of post nut depression i feel like i can do anything
dropped my phone on my face
>>78881218this is me too by the way and i have no solution at all
>>78881297i offered to be friends last thread that was probably you
every time i add someone from haha they stop logging in after 2 days
>>78881288are you alright?
sucking on used zyns gave this poss a bad oral infection 0/10 do not recommend
>>78881384yeah :(
>>78881336that happens a lot to me too but when someone does stick around i really appreciate them
my escapism doesnt even escape for me anymore its broken
>>78881336i have only added people frkm the tagmap and i got ghosted within 24 hours but I log in vut if you are just going to play this game of "yeah but actually we shouldn't be friends because what if you explode and die and im lonely again" then well you kind of have to sit in the shit youve shat so to speak
normies as i once knew them 10-15 years ago no longer existkids these days don't even know what normalcy isi can't believe i would've come to miss them, but i do
ate a bagelwant another bagelthat was the last bagel:(
>>78881322i didnt post last thread but i would be a terrible friend poss you want someone better not me
>>78881408zyns are gross fresh out the container why the fuck would you suck on used ones
>>78881533i think a lot of people who say that are just really down on themselves and aren't inherently bad friends or people, just kind of beaten down and need support...
>>78881545im doing 3 packs a day it's gotten bad and im broke
>>78881571cold turkey is so easy
>>78881571try an upgrade
>>78881649
i want spooky bf with fluffy tummy
i want a fluffy bf with a spooky tummy
i want.....bf...
f
>>78882150im singleferks here btwbut i dont think youre my type sorry possunless?
i want.....bf...who isn't ferks....
>>78882175I'm sorry I'm a narcissistic pile of shit
>>78881614i tried going a week cold turkey but my scalp got so fucking itchy and the world ached like hell
>>78882138i want to sing the hello fresh halloween song with my big fluffy ghost bf… and have you have a bf too…
bfs dont exist
they do
They actually don't, unless you're talking like 0.01% of the population that actually is in a relationship they enjoy.
>>78882427nowhere in the bf fine print does it say relationship they enjoy
>>78882104and whoo could aask for more its the poss bf see sooon
i want to raw this one twink in my uni class
>>78882437Yeah so you end up with someone you eventually hate yeah that's what I meant
>>78882519yeah and they said bfs existwhat you said doesn't negate that
water tastes so good oh my god
>>78882576agreed...
>>78882576very good posti start every day with a big cup of ice water
for me it's lemonade
for me its pepsi with rum
Can't beat cold water. Nope, nothing beats the cold water.
>>78882640this but pink
for me it's so much coke zero on a regular basis that the aspartame has caused a persistent negative effect on my bladder
>>78882640for me its arnold palmers (i make sun tea in giant glass jugs and mix it with trader joes lemonade)
>>78882670NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
palmer? i barely know her!
>>78882670Arnold Palmer makes Arnold Palmers wrong.. Fucking sweet tea, disgusting. Sounds like you do it better though, that's good poss.
arnold possmer…
>>78882714theres enough sweetness from the lemonade it really makes it refreshing cause its not too sweet not too tart not too bitter just plain refreshing
what if instead of sweet tea it was sweet pee because you have diabetes from drinking too much sweet tea
you may as well piss in the lemonade. you ruined it
>>78882729Exactly! A nice black tea cuts the lemonade nicely, just sweet enough, good tartness and bitterness, it's great.
what if instead of sweet pee because you have diabetes from drinking too much it was sweet pee because its a possum themed always sunny in philadelphia clone
>>78882797good poast
>>78882806thank you
peemonade
peembonade
Maybe one day I'll meet a nice guy and he'll make my butt all stretched out a guy can dream....
ate too much pasta and now i have a tummy ache :c
>>78882933and didnt even posted a pic how cruel of you
update: currently enjoy possmeal>>78882951here you go possy :)
i need to start clemmaxxing
>>78883004fag
Well I wish I didn't click on that. Gross.
>>78883043i told you so
>>78883014going back to the roots and have everyone talk like that would be fun
be straight
>>78883051you will be my bennett style racc boyfriend
based
*starches your butt*
This shit just makes me more gay if anything
cant play with my dog anymore because i have to be super serious around her all the time
>>78882104>>78882362he is so handsome. he is so spooky. i am so lonely
No butt starching for me don't tease
https://youtu.be/PU5XinXRjjQ?si=jht-yLfJC_wLJ2g_
one time i was so fucked up i drank like half a cup of my own pee while in the club
i drank my own pee in the tub
>>78883358why were there cups of pea in the tub
Why do they call it pee soup if there's no pee in it
>>78883488*pees in your soup*
waiter!! there’s a fly in my pee!
I talked to a guy once that wanted to pee in my butt and then he disappeared that was really weird
>>78883358why is possum drooling
>>78883558ordered the pee poop soup
>>78883558visions of chando
>>78883358is he being chomped
>>78883633yes
i miss trick or treating
she just like me fr
i miss trick or treating cause i was a kid and wasnt depressed yet
>>78883876i heard adults go to halloween parties and have drunk sex on the bathrooms
>>78883998i wouldnt know about that i dont have any friends
>>78884045i do but they never invite me to places
>>78884091ok sorry
i need to learn how to draw expressionseven symbol expressions would be better than now, where everyone's permanently :^|
B^U
>>78884097please dont be sorry because its probably my faulti should be the one inviting them
i need to learn how to draw
i cant learn anything anymore because i am stupid
>>78884142some places have open to the public halloween parties
>>78884159i wonder how good they are
added another self doubt to the list to recite while i fall asleep
>>78884190i mean its something and when its halloween you can always be incognito
>>78884151you too huh
lying in bed waiting for that spark of motivation to pull me up
>>78884223ok i will try to muster the courage and invite him
i don't enjoy anything anymore
i enjoy some things but it doesnt really feel like enough to justify it all
i enjoy everything because when i die i will suffer for eternity so better summon the devil now
I enjoy a good amount of things when i think about it so i'm gonna keep going
>>78884274yeah :/
>>78884274>>78884415retards hahahahhahhahaha*cuts to poss staring at mirror*
im googling around and it seems like theres very few downsides to developing a substance abuse problem
i'm sad (negative mood) because i'm sad (pathetic)
>>78884523what substance
>>78884523if you ignore the financial, mental, and physical downsides then yeah
>>78880176
>>78884527twin
heheeheeh
Just had a dream about batricia being my pgf
wish i had pgf dreams
>>78884540which* substance
>>78884661witch substance
wish i was a batricia pgf
>>78884661*hits you on the head with a great big heavy rock*
>look good in glasses>perfect vision>too autistic to admit i'm vain, can't wear fake glassesfuck u
>>78884679this post hurt my feelings
you would look good with my cock in your mouth
>>78884751make me look good then poss
>>78884707it could be worse
>>78884765do you really mean that
>>78884798yes please
can i see
gross
>>78884850you can join in if you want>>78884934sorry i'll stop now
is a 3 mile walk long
>>78885114i used to walk 7 kilometers just fine, i dont think 3 miles is that long if you got the free time
>>78885229google maps says it owuld take more than 1 hour to walki dont like being outside i hate it
>>78884941wait go on
>>78885114depends on the context of the walk
>>78885243um... i don't know how to if its only me and i don't want to do anything too bad in the thread haha
im unhappy
>>78885380what about sex
>>78885518what about it
>>78885551hows your sex life
>>78885648awesomesauce
>>78880360thats just how instant messaging has always gone, no one sends full paragraphs like an email
*has a kramer moment where i call you a big eared ferf*
>>78885907i do!
yay halloween theme
>>78880986>>78881062uhh, lol?
>>78886135well dont get mad when i respond in 4 shorter sentences that look like a paragraph but are all separate lines
>>78880316>is that when you send each sentence individuallypeople who do this make me irrationally angryi don't want to hear four notifications for one thought
>>78886433ok i guess you don't have to be my friend anymore if you dont want to be
i put lotion on my hands and now they feel all nice and smooth :3
*rubs lotion on your orbs*
why cant i do things i want to because i know it wont be perfect so why even bother + i have horrible adhd
all i have are gross green monsters not nice tasting white monsters gonna kys myself
i think i look cool dressing up for furry cons without a suit but i probably look like this to everyone therei have no swag
>>78887252if you're at a con without at least a partial, everybody is gonna treat you like a second class citizen (ignore you and pretend you dont exist)
cant sleep and the internet is boring
>>78887252>>78887327can confirm, i thought i dressed cool and nice, but was even a loser by furry standards
reminder 1 in 4 people have herpes and it's probably more like 1 in 2 in places like furry consjust thought that was interesting to share
>>78887595the internet is beautiful and full of wonder
the guy who had my phone number previously is still giving it out 6 years later for some reason so im gonna start doing what i can to make his life worsehis boss just texted me asking if "i" was working today and i said no i had an important klan rally to attend to, we're voting in a new grandmaster and im a shoe inthen she clarified that it was jennifer and i said omg my girlfriends name is jennifer too haha shes in middle school
>>78887621i cycled between youtube twitter and 4chan for a year and now its played out like an old grenday song
>>78887720you're a better poss than mewhen that happened to me i was a little bitch and just changed my phone number until i didn't get weird texts anymore
>>78887617i just want to get laid at this point i dont care if i get aids
>>78887327>>78887615yeah..
>>78887252milhouse is not a meme
its wolpday i hope you realize its wolpfday https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pUAjwJvHOtQ
what did we learn today?
>>78887873hes a trope
i wish i wasnt so autistic and schizo
>>78887911thermite does in fact melt steel beams as well as the gold vault in the basement
gooood morning1
i wish i was more autistic and schizo
i wish i was more autistic and schizoat least then i'd feel as if i had an excuse for my shitty personality and behaviour
>>78887996kys
>>78887911getting groomed is actually good
>>78888001>>78888003heh
>>78887996cute, i hope youll go to heaven soon my little angel <3
i wish Foxes were real never seen a girl this pretty b4
>>78888096thats a human with fox ears, normie
>>78888029blocking all the groomer weirdos
can't wait for nigger riots next week
>>78888107the one on the leftbut the one on the right also has a tail
>>78888135then crop out the ugly first next time, i expected you to say that
>>78887996go deeper
>>78888132
>>78888239wife..
>it's a "the 'woman' turns out to be a bitter, vile tranny" episodewhy does it keep happening?
people usually become bitter and vile when they dont get what they want
i hate seeing fursuiters because in my head furries are friendly and cool and great but if i went up and talked they'd just think i was rude and annoying and boring and i'd have to be really careful because they're wearing like $3000 of carpet and labor and they're understandably going to be protective of that.i don't hate fursuiters, don't read it like that. it just makes me feel lonely.
evil world based on murder and torture, no dignity, just rape and loathing
basically im extremely lonely because i have avoidant personality disorder
>>78888311> i hate fursuiters because i cant harass them in public without getting backlashyeah i hope i dont see you in the next con
>>78888311>and they're understandably going to be protective of that.until they decide to piss and shit and get cum all over them in a gay orgy that is
>>788882391000% better
>>78888350giwtwm
i think it could have been cool to have been a monk transcribing books all day actually. maybe tending to the plants
>>78888343>somebody trying to start up a conversation with you is harassment i doubt you go to any cons, let alone even go outside at all
>>78888328failing world clamoring for sanity as the population turns feral in quiet desperation
>>78888311I was at one and saw someone in one of those really nice form fitting kobold suits and went to compliment him and he flat out ignored me
>>78888343if you saw me at a con you wouldn't even register my existence. i've been to exactly one con and all i did was register (awkwardly), walk around a bit, and then realize that nobody was going to come up and talk to me and i wasn't going to go up and talk to a stranger uninvited and this should've been obvious before i went there and wasted the best part of a hundred bux on like half an hour of imagining that i was going to make a friend this way.
>>78888406maybe he just didn't hear you?
it wont leave me alone
>>78888422i tapped him to get his attention, and not in a rude invasive way, but no response to either, think i went to my room after that since i knew my place at that point and just wanted it all to be over
>>78888444you cant leave its domain :)
reminder that dick-in-ass is disgusting in the bad way
>>78888375this is exactly why i get off these threads to go to my cons to take time off from having to coexist with pieces of shit like you.
>>78888466maybe he didn't feel you either and was distracted if you tapped too gently. he was wearing a fursuit after all
>>78888489who do you go with
>>78888493it was skin tight. but its ok i know now i didn't belong there
>>78888489yeah ok i still don't believe you even go outsideenjoy your bed loser
why do other people get to be outgoing and sociable and comfortable but i was born prematurely middle aged
can only hold these jagged shards together so long before the pain is unbearable and it all falls apart again
he's so plappyhttps://files.catbox.moe/4v5x93.mp4
>>78888509true. the poor do not belong in the masquerade
>>78888551im not poor but ok
WHERE THE FUCK IS MY SEX!!!!!!!!!! GIVE ME SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEX!!!!!!!!!!!
>>78888569why are you so quick to defend your fragile ego if you hate yourself somuch
IM 22 FUCKING YEARS OLD AN I HAVE NEVER HAD SEX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I SHOULDVE BEEN GETTING BRUTALLY FUCKED IN THE ASS AND CHOKING ON COCK THE MOMENT I TURNED 18 YEARS OLD!!!!!!!!!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!
>>78888581because youre making dumb assumptions
>>78888578i liked that panel too
I like furry comics or stories that mention cleaning out or having to clean out.
>>78888594you're poor (deficient) in something even if its not money
>>78888578sex isn't real, erping on 4chan is the closest thing to sex that exists
sometimes i wish i was a eunuchlife is easier when you don't have to worry about being horny
>>78888608yeah, popularity and approachability, i thought i made that part clear, are you the kobold suitor or something?
>>78888418if it’s not comfortable for you, then it’s not comfortable, but if you want to try again then i’d at least suggest attending something like a meet or panel because those are definitely more geared towards interaction. if you game and there’s a game room, then i’ve seen people pretty open to letting other people join in on multiplayers. honestly hanging around in the lobby probably won’t get you too much random interactions if you’re just standing there. also, unfortunately you’re going to have to take the initiative because it’s just the fact that most people aren’t scanning the room for the person standing alone and consciously approaching to make them feel included. there are some, and i’ve tried to do it in the past, but it’s not the common trend
>>78888625just give up
>>78888643i already have, youre the one that seems to want to make more issues for me to feel bad about
>>78888610You can achieve something similar by fapping for 5 minutes when you get horny then cleaning up, should take no more than 10-15 minutes, maybe more if unlucky or at first, out of your day. Ideally not every day. Should keep you from being horny so you can be productive instead, and you get to keep your balls in the exchange.
>>78888418this was me but i was stuck there the whole weekend haha
>>78888677you should feel badyou shouldn't take comfort in having given up, you should be ashamed, guilty, and want to die, and you should feel that way for the rest of your life
>>78888698ok
>>78888610I wish I could just turn into a seagull instead. Just float around in the water and fly around and shit. Eat crabs and mussels and steal food from tourists. Fuck yeah.
>>78888698based
>>78888732except you wouldn't be a conscious sentient being to enjoy anything, just a stupid beast responding to external forces and internal chemical impulses telling you to look for food and mates
>>78888544i thought this guy was cool until it became known he was a faggotwhore
>>78888754just like life now except you could fly. it's a win win.
>>78888698this but unironically. giving up is for fags. real niggas struggle pitifully and hopelessly for the rest of their lives
I enjoy drawing more than sexIt's dispiriting that most artists enjoy drawing sex. If anything, they should be getting meta and drawing artists drawing...
>>78888756i wish i could be him or fucked by him, and what the hell did you think??
i thought being poplar wold be fun but the gangstalkers turned me off to that prospect really badly
artists drawing artists drawing sex
>>78888774i am conscious. don't project your zombie-status onto me
>>78888544i thought this guy was cool until i learned he was a guilty gear player
>>78888800oh yeah? then how many fingers am i holding up. thought so, bucko. stay in your lane, kid.
I still think of myself as a videogames guy, but I'm not. I like about 5 games that I used to play as a child and I replay them about twice a year, and that's it. I hate most games. They're boring and their premises are asinine.
>>78888694this makes me sad D:did you at least have any fun during it? i pretty much go to cons solo but still enjoy the various events they put on and just watching people. i’ve kind of accepted that i’m just a solo person. it makes me somewhat sad when people talk about having a great time with their friends, but i’m also a furry so the other stuff still makes up for it. i also think if it were a social thing for me, then i could understand how people attend 10+ in a year. for me it’s maybe just like 1-3 and one is really local
>>78888782you are probably a jealous hack artist
>>78888825you're not funny. you think your sense of humor is your one redeeming quality, but it's not.
>>78888847I'm jealous because I wish I had lower standards and more common tastes. Most artists are better than me technically speaking, but I'm not a hack because my material is perfectly original. It's just unappealing.
>>78888851well i at least have a quality. unlike you, you rubbish skank! soulless husk masquerading as something greater! i know what you really are, and soon everyone will. mark my words, fallen one.
having friends makes me fee like ive been locked in a cage made of mannerisms and niceties
>well i at least have a quality. unlike you, you rubbish skank! soulless husk masquerading as something greater! i know what you really are, and soon everyone will. mark my words, fallen one
>was engaging in banter with self harm posterof course
>>78888925oh god my fucking sides
>>78888925im litreally jordan peterson but without a family and the dependence of pharma meds for polio
>>78888950there's more banter underneath one of my bloodsoaked fingernails than in your entire worthless corpse
jordan peemberson
hi possies good morning just got up how are things going in here?
>>78888990...
>>78888792i expect the worst but am still disgusted
i love arguing with mentally ill people because i know ill go on with my life after im done talking but the loonie is going to be having a nervous breakdown even hours after the last post was submitted.you might pwn me here and there while we talk but at the end of the day i will be better off than you, every time
the mentally ill person said to himself, crying as he clicked on the post button as tears dripped onto his greasy keyboard
>>78889051spoken like a "takes one to know one" pathetic & obsessed retarded miserable projecting faggot
>>78889051kind of miss the psychosis to be honest. i dont even pace back and forth while muttering to myself for hours after school like i used to when i was young
>>78889051>you might pwn memr oldfag achieved teh epic win and won internetz
i have a drawing tablet so i could possibly become an artist if i had the mental fortitude (i do no)
>>78889127i knew one dude who did that in his adult life and it ended up getting him fired and then wandering into the wilderness and getting picked up by state troopers
>>78889154i bought a drawing tablet with the same intention and ended up just using it to play osu
>>78888842yeah i had a little but the small instances didnt really make up for an entire weekend of watching everyone else have the fun i wish i could. went to some panels, but they were mostly just me being there until they ended, one was for a game i play and set up a telegram that fizzled out a couple weeks later so no friends from that. the first day a suitor came up to me to ask me to help with something with his suit, and said looked like a nice guy, which should have taken the hint, i thought that might be a good sign at first but he was the only one that approached me and i never ran into him again, talked to some old guy a few times that probably felt sorry for me. the rest of the time i was just an invisible loner. at least the dances were fun to watch, been years ago now
>>78888888
>>78889212well look on the bright side: at least you didnt get hiv
I love you poss
>>78889276do you truly?
>>78889276don't love others if you can't love yourself first, young poss
>>78889279Yep
the mainstream is shifting towards birds instead of foxes. it makes me breath a sigh of relief that im no longer being suffocated by their panoptic gaze
>>78889306thank you poss, i wish i could know you so that i could love you too>>78889301what if you need someone to love you to start loving yourself?
>>78889301I can do both, love has not left my heart
more like panoptic gays
why is everything engineered to make people miserable
>>78889154are you me
>>78889374monsters inc was soft disclosure but in the real world the monsters found out misery makes much more power than happiness or joy
>>78889227id have rather got hiv and been dead by now desu
>>78889335Maybe one day poss...
>>78889404erm its actually "id rather been had had gotten hiv and would had been dead by now (i hate english why cant you just have present and past times and thats it?)
>>78889374earth is ruled by demons who thrive on suffering
I can't draw cats. I can draw most animals including posses, but not cats. Cats always come out as weird dogs.
>>78889546earth should be ruled by love and sex because they feel nice
>>78889578think of them more as snakes with legs and fur
>>78889546thisits why so many people, especially online, are so needlessly mean to others seemingly out of nowhere and for no reason
>>78889648i stopped being mean when i muted the horny children who were constantly annoying me
what do you call it when you think you love someone but you hardly like anything about them
>>78889580what’s the sauce of your pic? done by a pseudonym of beez, no? e621 only has beez associated with the shotas-that-push-the-bully-into-the-well comic and says the author wishes to have their names separately tagged. reverse search isn’t giving me anything
>>78889580i probably still wouldn't be able to get laid
>>78889648people hate me instinctively because I'm not human and using a human body, I can't blame themit's the worst when they knew the real person who died, they know but can't rationalize it
>>78889671i just wanted to be your friend
>>78889695do you know the website called kemono party? try searching there
>>78889714fake-schizoposs...
>>78889756yes! that's itI can be normal as in pretend to be functional or pretend to have problems as in dysfunctional but if I say the actual simple truth no one believes it
>>78889749i only know it as a patreon rip archive
>>78889725i dont yearn for that attachment anymore
sour grapes
Goon afternoonHey that rhymes
i want boy.
the depression is really setting in now
good aftercoom
>>78889884you can play the cool loner all you want but if you didnt yearn for some sort of interacion you wouldn't be here
saw a doggy with his wang hangin out
the d in chef boyardee stands for depression
its kinda cool how terrible things are when you're not caught up in itwhat fools these mortals be
>>78889940im a social animal so obviously i need to be connected. i mean close friendships arent something that worry about anymore
>>78890003well i didnt mean add me on discord but we can still be thread pals
is this the power of the bpdemon..
humans created to be social animals born in a society which keeps castes of loners and then tells them they're the problem and then acts all sympathetic when they kill themselves or when they lash out they blame everyone but themselves (guns lack of le mental health etc)
>>78890020id rather view you as part of a collective consciousness rather than an individual
i realized that it's all pointless too early, it would have been better to play the game for a while
>>78889749>>78889860ah… i see now… thank you *mwah*
>>78890076but thats not true
>>78890062no they are just losers, it's their fault not the world's
>>78890114eternal punishment for a finite crime is moral for people like you even if this is some poor attempt at humor
>>78890086i dont understand
>>78890062you already made this post and you know the loser caste thing is self imposed you can actually leave it
>>78890151im just me, and i dont think most posses would want me mixed into their hive mind
dis you know the gay thing is self imposed you can actually stop it
>>78890156lol ur such a jerk
>>78890194sorry ill stop now i guesshope you feel better
>>78890177what do you feel when you mistake one poster for another because no has any names here?
>>78890259depends, are you now someone else?
>>78890250im not the one you originally replied to but you know some people are just not capable of being norma functioning humans. say he deserves it for being defective, sure, but telling a broken freak like that he can break out of it is just cruel
>>78889907yumby…
>>78890270i banished all of the personalities except for my real one
>>78890312ok then you should know what i mean enough i think we've had enough of a chat now i can go back to normal byeee
>>78890190stop being gay, inject me with estrogen and fuck me
>>78890329having an identity is such a mindfuck
>>78890288calling him a broken freak is even more cruel
>>78890398he believes that about himself so you saying he's not is calling him delusional, plus he still won't have any friends. might as well affirm his belief that he never had a chance. you know there are winners and losers in life, right? some of us have to be the losers, and we can't even have the 'i hate myself' thread to commiserate in without some winner coming in and telling us we have to keep struggling
>>78890450why are you working so hard to bring that poss down
>>78890466he's already down. i'm trying to be down there with him. you're giving him empty words of encouragement from the top.
>>78890476words are harmless
>>78890476i hope you feel better soon
>>78890487>>78890496pernicious trolls
>>78890487whatever you need to tell yourself to ease the guilt
>>78890508what in this life that would make you happy?
>>78890476ntp but i appreciate this post
>>78890555i'm simply not worthy of happiness. i'm not capable of doing the things necessary to achieve it. i'm weak, i'm the dregs that get filtered out. whether it was meant to be this way, or free will does exist and i chose this, the end result is the same.
>>78890520words can kill
>>78890588happiness isn't a matter of worthiness, anybody is allowed to be happy
words are very unnecessary they can only do haaaaarm
>>78890637>just choose to be happyyes, true. the spirit is willing, but the flesh is so weak. i look forward to being free from it.
>>78890611WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAWWWWWWWWWHOOOOOOOAOOOAOOOAAAAAAAAOAOAOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
>>78890666your numbers betray you, satan
although i fear that there is no soul. our selves are just a hunk of meat in our skulls. if not, then why could i change your personality, your intelligence, and who you are just by scrambling your brains around a bit?
>>78890656you're allowed to be happy!
>>78890734first you have to learn not to be so full of yourself
>>78890752i'm allowed but i'm not capableit's not other people that prevent me, but cold hard determinism and my own inherent faults.
>>78890755ok, i won't, sorry for any annoyance i have caused and will continue to cause you
>>78890773its ok i do the same thing and understand
i meant i won't learn not to, not that i won't be so full of myselfif that wasnt clear
all words produced by my tongue or fingers are empty and meaningless, if only there was some better use for those organs...
im allowed to be happy, and im allowed to be a millionaire, and im allowed to climb mountains, and im allowed to make good postsi'm just not capable of doing any of those things
>>78887873you got the dud!
well actually i probably could climb a mountain
>>78890796sounds like you have a little growing up to do yet
>>78890845too bad i stunted my neural development with drugsi'll be growing old faster than most, but no growing up for me
>>78890842you should, it feels good
>>78890867what kind of drugs?
>>78890883lots, but i suspect starting weed at 14, and a few heavy dex trips did most of the heavy lifting of frying my brain
>>78890762so self-imposed?
>>78890936i'm mentally ill, is that self-imposed? if so, yes
>>78890734the Emperor who provides abolished ai because it lacks the divinity which graces man and man alone
>>78890936dont reply as me>>78890762im sorry poss i only hope that one day you are
>>78890909guess waiting til 21 to ever weed was a good idea at least all those saliva trips didnt seem to do any long term damage thats as hard as ive done
>>78890909is it true dxm enhances abilities of astral projection and bilocation
>>78890988it can cause psychosis yes
i liked dxm because it made me feel like nothing is real and i'm not myself, just an observer temporarily trapped in this body and life
>>78891064i feel like that without drugs
>>78891072do you like it?
>>78891072sorry, i guess its no way to live full-timei'd be curious how it would affect you but i can't advise you to try
>>78891081there is no "you" when someone that is supposed to be me feels like it, thats kind of the whole point of disassociation. i dont know what "me" feels like because im not "me"
but also i once took way too much of a freebase version instead of the usual hydrobromide, and i felt genuinely retarded for like a week, couldn't function at work even, plus it fucked up my vision and now i see static when i close my eyes or look at the sky
>>78891123i bet you do, what do you eat every day?
>>78891123bit you said yourself what you feel like, I only asked if you like ityou, self, whatever, it's a figure of speech>>78891132it's called visual snow I think
>>78891132ive always seen a hint of static, even having perfect vision, i thought that was normal.. maybe you just made yours far more pixelated
>>78891175yeah thattotally ruined my night-vision, used to love walking in the woods at night but now i cant see shiti mostly stick to booze and cigs these days, just to hasten my death more than anything
>>78891149alcohol, cigarettes, and protein paste
>>78891064I liked it because it made it hard to think and made life feel somewhat dreamlike rather than just the usual present nothingness I experience
>>78891149i usually get different kinds of meat and veggies into a tortilla and put it on a pan to cook the insides a little.then i buy a different cake mix and bake that.>>78891175i guess i feel more in control as an observer looking back at myself when im in that state. i get calm and usually spend that time pondering on what im gonna do with my life in the future.
>>78891234>>78891234>>78891234>>78891234
but i took dmt like a week or two ago, went into a hell dimension filled with laughing demon faces, onlylasted like a couple minutes
>>78891211protein paste makes me thing youre avoiding telling me foods with a semblance of personal preference, so there's still some personality trapped on there, as much as you want to avoid it
>>78891241oh, of course there's an interceptor, but still you put a little effort i lnto something you know you like so blah blah already said it whatever
>>78891269ok fine i really eat sardines, oysters, and ground beef mixed with sauerkraut and potato flakes
>>78891311sounds good and healthy good job poss
im feeble-minded
>>78891411you're peembo-minded
>>78891417dunno what that means
>>78891452peembo....
>>78891457ok thanks
>>78891482np
>>78884312you get over it eventuallyend up just doing things necessary to survivego to work, eat food, sleep as much as possiblein free time watch tv or movies or engage with other media you aren't even interested in, just to pass the timeeventually you'll be old and ready to die but till then it's just maintenancesearching for more in life when there's nothing more will only make it worselots of people accept this as the modern day life cycle
>>78891241isn't that just normal self-reflection
>>78888592stop being such a thirsty slut and maybe a nice boy will ask you out
>>78891510ntp but on dxm it totally detached me from emotional or sentimental considerations and let me look at things very objectivelyi didn't use it to plan for the future though, i mostly thought "wow this guy (me) is fucked lol"
>>78891530im 40 and in his same boat, it doesnt always get better
can you retards go back to /r9k/ and stop being over-the-top highschool-tier 'wahh i'm so sad :(" depressed and be the "it goes without saying" kind of depressed instead okay thanks
>>78891508this is great thanks
>>78891535doesnt' sound very objective to me desu
>>78891585well are you still a thirsty slut
>>78891510yeah this >>78891535 is exactly what i mean, i just cant put it in better words other than "it feels like im playing the sims and im controlling myself like one of the sims from a vague idea of a birds eye view perspective".if this is what dxm feels like, then i guess i already got to experience it naturally from just my head alone
>>78891589sorry
>>78891600i am objectively fucked though
>>78891588you dont have a monopoly on depression
>>78891588ferks how are you holding up knowing that ebt payments are going to end tomorrow?
>>78891611im more of an indifferent wannabe slut now
>>78891508>searching for more in life when there's nothing moretheres enlightenment but most people dont even meditate at all
>>78891588bad take you need to chilleveryone is it goes without saying we just banter more here because irl sux
>>78891624are you on dxm now?
>>78891648like a retired porn actress that never was a porn actress
>>78891588shush i feed off their suffering
>>78891671no
>>78891613making your avatar do things you want is still basically controlling your body with your brain
>>78891588>erm you're not allowed to be openly depressed on the depressed faggot furry thread
>>78891706yes you need to be sucking cocks right not
>>78891678yeah you get it... i could have been great but now its too late
>>78891588i stunted my brain by taking dabs when i was 14 so im permanently at that age emotionally
>>78891720i'm not pretty enough to suck cocks
>>78891684youre way too full of yourself for someone enlightened
>>78891729boy inside hunk outside the best of both worlds
>>78891686so how is it different to think you're fucked when sober or not, to me it looks the same, idgt
>>78891744i dont have the impulse control to become a hunk because im 14 mentally
>>78891721>>78891739you two should smile more
>>78891765i smile alot, im missing something else ive never been able to figure out
>>78891762twink outside? hot post tummy
>>78891757>>78891780dont worry about it
i don't get it*
>>78891765nothing to smile about in my life
>>78891795sorry
>>78891820nothing to be sorry for
>>78891850are you sure about that
>>78891743youre mad because i refuse to join your sex cult i see
>>78891784>>78891813*big smooch*
>>78891854no try hard enlightenment is just cringe is all
>>78891853you can only be sure about taxes and death someone said
>>78891886this house is a very very very nice house
>>78891881>refusing to be in a cia cult is cringe now
>>78891914it is god's house, after all
>>78891886no wonder priests commit 90% of all molestations when you got a whole ass basement under the church in the middle of nowhere. at least i think thats a church in this picture
>>78891922is there two cats in the yard
>>78891920youre avoiding what im actually saying but thats cool, this entire conversation is pointless anyway
>>78891949i know youre a cia stooge, kyle
>>78891968you dont know anything
>>78890062sorry for hijacking your post and getting a bunch of replies and making it about myself
LIFE USED TO BE SO HARD
>>78892001the twianglesh go in the ciywcles
NOW EVERYTHING IS HARDER CAUSE YOURE STILL NOT HERE
>>78892041youre being a tryhard again
>>78892055i was making an oneyplays reference calm down possalso ntp
>>78891647i'z will steal dem groceries from wite ppo
>>78892067i dont know what oneyplays is
>>78892022forgiven
onaholeplays
>>78892078its like a lets play channel but you dont really watch the lets plays you just listen to 3 guys talk to each other and make jokes
>>78892100oh sorry i dont really watch any streams
seen people call russians white niggers on this website beforebut i dont know if they can stand in breadlines as well
>ntp>is actually tp
>>78892078yogscast ripoff i mean gamegrumps ripoff i mean fourhorsemen ripoff i meam left4dead ripoff i meam
>>78892138heard europeans call polish people the niggers of europe
https://youtu.be/_G0yeNCu5VU?si=w4VT464SIoIX8n3U
>>78892160i was going to say slavs instead of russians but its a broad category
my pbf called me a nigger once
>>78892160Poland is pretty much a third world cunt
possum is the nigger of the world
>>78892187its the definition of second worldalthough thats outdated cold war terminology
>>78892187its not THAT bad cmon. we got central heating in our homes, most of the time
angloid (including america) white trash are the real white niggers
