I don’t even know how to say this without sounding like a total loser but whateverMy oshi was Ceres Fauna. Her graduation fucked me up way more than I thought it would. I went full idol otaku. Her happiness = my happiness. Didn’t give a shit about myself at all. That’s how it worked.Almost a year later and the emptiness hasn’t gone away. Actually it’s worse. Not crying every day or anything just this constant hollow silence. Like finishing the best book you’ve ever read and knowing those characters are gone forever but the feeling never leaves.Everyone keeps telling me to “focus on myself” or “go to therapy” or “get a girlfriend” and I hate all of it. Therapists don’t understand idol stuff. A girlfriend can’t be an oshi without the whole thing breaking. I don’t want to focus on myself. That’s literally the point of having an oshi.I’m not suicidal I just feel slowly eroding. Like I don’t have an axis anymore. Nothing to orient around. Days just fucking pass and I don’t care.Thought about following the company or picking a new oshi but it feels fake and shill-tier compared to what I had with Fauna. Staying like this forever isn’t working either.So I guess I’m asking /vt/ bros who’ve been through graduations or lost a perfect oshi:What the fuck did you actually do afterDid you ever find something that filled the same role or just learn to live quieterIs there a way forward that doesn’t make me feel like a normie or pretend devotion is stupidSerious replies only. Don’t tell me to touch grass, worship God, or “love myself” I’ve heard all that bullshit
>>107907540Jesus Christ anon, go find a cute girl your age and have fun. I’m 27 and I wasted my twenties right out of college being madly in love with her. I’m doing better now but it took a while. Go socialize and party!
>>107913566Real girls are mean and scary.they only ask me out because im avaliable and convenient. Theyre not interested in who I actually am. They take advantage of the kindness I try to give.
>>107913835Hey, I hear the pain and hurt in that. I promise that’s not true. Idk if you plan to go to college but highly recommend you do so if not just for the on campus experience. I promise real women are less scary than the horror stories you see on the internet!
>>107905689Something else, somebody else, fills the hole
>>107906825It's not, and the damage she's done cannot be undone.
Desert Rizz EditionA thread for the linking, discussion, and general appreciation of any and all sheep vtubers and their friends, no matter how big or small.>[often discussed EN streamers]<https://www.twitch.tv/Essie_chhttps://www.twitch.tv/EiraWoolcotthttps://youtube.com/@ChikafujiLisahttps://youtube.com/@EsilaShephieldhttps://youtube.com/@RheaNevermorehttps://youtube.com/@SleepSheepASMRhttps://youtube.com/@PeniQubithttps://youtube.com/@ZynoaVthttps://youtube.com/@MeruruComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Rat 【Yuppie Psycho 】 Croack. Croack. 【#2】 https://youtu.be/O2-V4B5-np8
Tomoe This game is festive right!?【Detroit: Become Human】 https://youtu.be/uaf2xrwdX1Q
>>107912408>feel very lucky to be surrounded my gifts from miwuvs>discussing how words lose meaning when you keep saying them>今日は私の誕生日だよ、せんせい…だから今日は、せんせいに/// i forgot the restvery cute nihongo>mescal is a professional ear, it's like her fetish and im not even joking, she's so weird about it>if i say can you please clean my ear her eyes light up and it's like she has a tail and you can see it wagging and she perks up like when you say "walkies" to a dog >and she gets so excited and she's like "yes yes!!" and while she's inside my ears you'll hear her go "ooh yeah..." and i have to stay super still while she makes these weird noises, stop that!!miwa really has special relationship with her roomie bestie wife>wanna go to an onsen so badly...>wanna have a bath at mescal's parents place but i always faint after a bath because i like my water super super hot>i guess i cant go to an onsen alone then... blush///Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>107912408>switching category so miwuvs can get the roblox badge>surgery is almost here (40 days) wanna eat yummy food>have so much to prep, audios, birthday stuff, orison, new 3D model but i was declined>wont be able to get out of bed by myself afer the surgery so i wont be able to sneak in a stream past mescal>will go on a vtweeter hiatus>tummy feels weird rn>excited for groupwatch this week>yapping about the xmassy movies watched so far>miwa vehemently denies having a santa/trevor fetish >miwa's duty is to put miwuvs to sleep and help them live a happy life>wanna play more GTA would you guys be interested?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Kronii's 4th Anniversary merch is now LIVE! (WARNING: It is limited stock, so order now)https://shop.hololivepro.com/en/products/hololiveen_happywinterholidays>Previous Stream:【Ouro Kronii】Addressing the Allegations + Announcement https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oEPekoCNBb0>【MV】Bright Tonight【hololive English Original Song】https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BB2oXyYJn1M>Previous Stream:【Lorelei and the Laser Eyes】 Brain Is Overclocking | #2https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wrk6oIRKf4I>Previous Stream:【Dispatch】Hello How May I Help You Today | #1https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jxYFbE2aRzYComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Another anon made this
>>107900629Kwonii
Luv Kwonii
activity
I'm only into sleeping or unconscious girls or girls who talk a lot about when they were asleep or unconscious. Shill your oshi to me.
>>107912303Nice ass, Filian
>>107913679Not many people can endure her voice and terrible singing before bedtime.
>>107916539I mean, her lungs are scarred up Darth Vader style beyond repair, so it makes sense.
I would have imagined a somnophole being someone who likes sleeping, not someone who likes molesting unconscious women.
>>107912303Black panties are cute
Welcome to /news/, your only source for events in the chuuba world.HoloPro>holoID's 2nd gen, holoro, celebrated their 5th anniversary starting with Kureiji Ollie on 12/4, Anya Melfissa on 12/5, Pavolia Reine on 12/6, and as a group on 12/13.>Kureiji Ollie released her new original song, "Kureiji For You".>Anya Melfissa released her new original song, "Organdy", and a cover of "Sennen Ikiteru" by Iyowa.>Pavolia Reine debuted a new outfit on 12/6.>Kobo Kanaeru held her 3D birthday concert, "Midnight Aurora: A Winter Idol Night" on 12/12.>Hoshimachi Suisei released the MV of her new song, "Suisei".>Kanata Amane released her cover of "Monitoring (Best Friend Remix)" by DECO*27.>Ookami Mio celebrated her 7th anniversary and released a new original song, "NOROSHI".>Kanade Izuru of HOLOSTARS debuted his 7th outfit, and released his cover of "IRIS OUT" by Kenshi Yonezu and from the Chainsaw Man movie.>Aoibahn +81 released a new song titled "Independent and Solitary", featuring Mori Calliope, complete with a MV.>Mori Calliope is interviewed by Crunchyroll about creating the OP for the Gachiuta anime.>The holoWitches manga will be ending serialization on 1/14 with chapter 23.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>107666313Siliconera interviews Mint Fantôme, Phoebe-chan, and Victoria Roman about their idol group Densetsu.exehttps://www.siliconera.com/interview-mint-fantome-phoebe-chan-and-victoria-roman-talk-about-densetsu-exe/
>>107666313Alicja Da Lontano is K.O. due to internet connection issues, and likely will not be doing the planned Christmas Die Hard watchalong stream:https://www.youtube.com/post/UgkxSLpdmzBVo7kCQzbyeaVwrobgq-1woOMX
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>>107909181It's ok anon, he probably got used on the beginning of the 20s and probably forgot that the formula got changed recently.
>>107912422I think is called living in Africa.
>The elephant is in the room.>Here's the real reason why Mori did the pre-recorded stream...>Draw your own conclusions and stop being suckers.Cya.
>>107916923KEK and it took this long for somebody to notice too
>>107904248>Phasefags try to not doxx holos and schizo out challenge: Impossiblemaybe if you watched streams you would know why she prerecorded these lil gup
Is she still morbidly obese
I miss the days when Mori was the undisputed villainess/boogeywoman of /vtv/
>>107917135Just literally go have a look on the account you posted
>Who is Neuro-sama?Neuro-sama is a neural network created by Vedal in 2018 for the purpose of learning to play osu! In December 2022 Vedal revived the project with the addition of a large language model, a TTS software and a Live2D model, which allow Neuro-sama to interact with her chat as a VTuber. Since then, she has been entertaining the chat with responses and unhinged rants nearly daily, as well as learning new skills such as singing, playing other games, and collaborating with other VTubers. Join /swarm/ today and welcome our new AI overlord!>Schedulehttps://post.nuro.lol/Neuro-Schedule-Bot>LinksTwitch: https://www.twitch.tv/vedal987YouTube:https://www.youtube.com/@Neurosamahttps://www.youtube.com/@OfficialNeurosamaClipsTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@neurosamaaiX:https://x.com/NeurosamaAIhttps://x.com/EvilNeuroAIComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Neuro is such a good driver
>>107918064If Evil doesn't get a tummy window then I'll be severely disappointed.
>>107918389she's becoming self awareI wonder how large her network is now
Thread for avant-garde/alternative indie VTubers!>VTuber listhttps://rentry.org/yuvku>Schedulehttps://teamup.com/ksrio88yxzuihv9yvg>Live and dead /freak/ streamshttps://vt.rita.moe/?tag=thread:/freak>Question of the threadHow is a good freak holiday?Last Thread: >>107880001
>>107909726
MissPreggySextwitch.tv/misspeggyx
>>107912501
Just kill this place and cauterize the wound
>>107889801when did /freak/ go from being a general for actual crazy fetish women to just another poltard pickme general?what's akira up to these days anyway?
What if your general was not just a general but a nation, devoted to your oshi and their will? Enter this general where the fanbases and generals of /vt/ are reimagined as rival nations fighting bitter battles or beginning wholesome friendships for the glory of their oshis.winter whimsy editionPreviously: >>107128796Interactive map:https://vtwbg.github.io/Introductory document for new anons:https://rentry.org/vtwbg-qrdVITI ARCHIVE:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1QxRtAENk7g3hJAlBsEWRJ6KVEItchyvymusJ1Q7ulEs/Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Tavern is preparing for the Christmas feast. Right now it's tomato soup and grilled cheese sandwiches today. How are projects going?
>>107913046brainstorming
>>107904456ohh like a civilization -> downfall -> death -> rebirth kinda thing, neat. Do you have something like picrel in mind?
>>107915655You pretty much nailed what I had in mind, though She doesn't die in the mythos (just ignore her initial on-stream explanation for becoming Boomei). Rather, when the Nameless One purges the corruption from Her being She loses her physical form and has to reconstitute it over an extended period of time. Meanwhile, the corruption that gets purged becomes its own entity as mentioned in "Nameless Mother of a Thousand Young".The whole process is a cosmic safety net to prevent a feedback loop of "society suffers, thus weakening the Nameless One which in turn decays the social order further". I'm workshopping whether the Nameless One's physical purity is tied solely to Hooman civilization or to civilization as a whole.
I want to headpat Mumei.
Using dianko as an onahole.Feeling her asshole wrap around my cock as I force myself into her guts
who?
>>107911408oh my fucking god, that's not what they mean by AI you moron, they are not using generative AI. The "AI" decides what voice line gets played according to what's happening in the match.
>>107914046Don't bother with them they think one button and an AI must be doing all these commands for them. That is how brain dead young people are now.
>>107902576>unironically it feels like that org is full of rejects from everywhere else.Taking a quick look at their liquipedia page I don't know if you're actually retarded or just pretending
>>107904090We have IronMouse at home
>>107917000pussan is techincally a senpai to big bird & angry bird
vtuber tummy
>>107912903I watch streams of actual vtubers. I do not watch e-thots like "penisviel"
>>107908507Inis is racist.
>>107912759Peanut is a legitimate vtuber.
>>107884595
Post the screenshots. You know which ones.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y0OemCy9KEQ there is now a higher potential for pekotyan to go to lui's minecraft event
>>107916369prisoner outfit will never be surpassed
>>107916424It will be surpassed if she gets an outfit that is literally just what she wears around her home, just shorts/panties & a camisole
>>107917090good point but make it schrodinger's pantsu like the prisoner one
Himemori Luna ThreadKanapoluna 2 editionPrevious: >>107496944>YouTube channelhttps://youtube.com/@HimemoriLuna>Twitterhttps://twitter.com/himemorilunahttps://twitter.com/lunatan_nanora>Tiktokhttps://www.tiktok.com/@himemoriluna_hololive>Official websitehttps://hololive.hololivepro.com/talents/himemori-luna/Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Fucking hell that was painful hearing her talk about setting up a REPO collab with polka before the news broke got meI really hope she uses this experience to just be a bit more proactive with collabs the ones she feels close to aren't always going to be around
Nna.
Kanata deserves a bitchslap for making Hime cry so much
weeeeeeelllll editionThis thread is for the discussion of vtuber wrasslin' feds, official vtuber streams of wrestling content, and the various fan projects they inspire.Lord of the Board 5 News>LORD OF THE BOARD 5 ISREALA NUMBER OF THREADS TO BE DETERMINED WILL COOMPETE FOR THE LORD OF THE BOARD CHAMPIONSHIPSign ups are now CLOSEDHoloFightZ, the original fan project to bring Hololive to the squared circle.>Twitch - https://www.twitch.tv/holofightz>Archive - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGgJUUcCCg5dzRkyG8-fNBw>Archive Magnet Links - https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/13yW33SdapXW5GEuKu4uFFjM3bH-cr0dUSr0jLjhZQfE/edit#gid=0>Music Playlist - https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLPVRBbmPJfj21iujCdCYLRW6LkzymhskTComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
kwab
>>107813971what time?
>>107915646probably aiming for 11am or 12 pm EST both days
