Amelia Watson appreciation threadThis thread's for Ame, an adorable, dorky, wonderful detective!Last thread: >>86449888
One more stream until the curtain falls, my fellow gators. AMT +2. ---Play Chiku Taku: https://watsonamelia.itch.io/chikutakuStream Chiku Taku: https://youtu.be/fYVweqOW31w Ame links and info: https://rentry.org/Ameliur
ILOVE AME FOREVER
ILOVE AME FOREVERPlease remember to take care of yourself, gators.
ILOVE AMEIf you see this post, you must vow to not be a speculating shitposting faggot biting bait for today (at least till the graduation stream ends holy fuck man)
>Gurame sex is feral >Ametori sex is draining and exhausting >Timeduo sex is lovely and carefulIs this true?
>>86461451>One more stream until the curtain falls, my fellow gators.>I thought the myth collab/karaoke were the last of the streams because I'm an idiot>mentally prepared myself all week to get through the 30th (I'm in JST)>Find out there's one last stream on the 1st>Have to have one last day again tomorrow after I get home from workIt's been a long week, man.
I'm really glad Ame got to do that collab with Kiara and Kronii present. Something didn't sit quite right with me ending their last 2 collabs on such a sad note. This was honestly much better for everyone.
YOU! Lemme see your strong devotion to see this through to the very end
I've been really numb about this whole thing. But I'm gonna draw Ame today.
>>86461518will you do an every thread until she's back or are you hanging up the coat
ILOVE AME FOREVER>>86461572One more sleepless night, then a workday and I can go to bed at 6PM and sleep for 15 hours. But if I could prolong the end for a little bit I still would.
ILOVE AME
I LOVE AMELIA FUCKING SHARKS
Time is an illusion that makes things make senseso we're always living in the present tenseit seems unforgivingwhen a good thing endsbut you and I?we'll always be back thensinging"will happen""happening""happened""will happen""happening""happened"and we'll happenagainand againcause' you and Iwill always be back then
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TUDOrmRO47g
AMEEEEEEE ILOVE AMEEEEEEE FOREVEEEEEEERhttps://rentry.org/AMECUTE2
Give me the oldest Ame picture that you have saved.
>>86461924Man, it's already been six years since AT ended, huh.
>>86461433>>86461451cute images
>>86461652Gurame sex is filled with "I love you I love you" during rough sex but at the end of the night they're cuddling despite having claw and bite marks everywhere
>>86461815I'm hanging it up after this.
>>86462040What are the odds that Ame is featured in some kind of 3D event in the distant yet close future and she has her coat off?
ILOVE AME FOREVER I didn't get enough sleep last night after the karaoke, think I'm gonna take a nap before the last stream. See ya there bros and stay strong
>>86461977
>>86462040it's been a pleasure, coatmate
>>86461977ehhhh
>>86462171
How are you feeling today?
>>86462284I think I've finally reached acceptance. I might fall back a couple stages of grief though once the finale is over. who nose~
>>86461977ILOVE AME FOREVER
I don't usually come here since I'm too focused on Gura but I've always loved Ame, anyway I do have a commission on the way involving Ame, Gura and Gigi, I give it like two more weeks before it's out, hope you teamates are doing ok.
>>86461433Baker, have you chosen our final OP? I'm getting nostalgic finding the oldest pieces of art I have>>86461572just uhhhhh make sure to remind me not to listen to AMeSR for a little while and I won't end up sprawled in my room....>>86461977other anon beat me to it so here's this
>>86462284Been hopping between acceptance and sadness for the past week. I honestly just want to feel at peace.
>>86462284Strangely calm
>>86461977Lost my pre-dec 2020 hard drive so this was my earliest I can find in my Ame folder
One more, final, sad song rec for the road https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UnX4sqKRP9Q
>>86461433Killing myself soon.
>>86462158I really love that guy's art/comics yes even the BBW Ame stuff
>>86462284Anxious.
>>86462284This collab made me feel calm, it felt normal, like things were going to be okay
Guess I'll watch Her again in the gap between now and the end.
My chest is so fucking tight and my stomach feels like its going to explode. I hate this waiting man fuck. Its not that bad, we'll see her again, its ending just about as good as i could have ever possibly imagined. But still. Ive loved these 4 years. As fucked as it sounds i love sitting in these threads joking and laughing with the real ones in here about shit. My life is boring, good, but boring. And Hololive has brought me more joy than most things in life, and it feels like thr thread is being severed. Its been really fun being here and experiencing Ame with you guys. Fuck im so emotional.
So what are the odds the last stream is delayed 30 mins due to scuff, just like old times?
https://x.com/Kanzaki_draw_/status/1840811242140942509/photo/1
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=psEYb6PwWug
>>86462600You hate Ame.
>>86462683>thread being severedNigga Im aint going nowhere
>>86462718
>>86462284I think I let out all my tears during the charity stream. Felt some bits of sadness here and there after but with all the reassurances from Ame and the others, I'm ready to join Ame's new journey with a smile. The upcoming stream will hit me like a truck though.
>>86462683>Its been really fun being here and experiencing Ame with you guysHear, hear, brother
I am conflicted after being stressed and not being able to stop thinking about her graduation since the announcement... What if Ame goes back to her old persona and the contents she'll do there are all the things management wont allow her to do, camstreams, collabs with other people, etc, and end up like Kson... But at the same time I want to keep supporting her even if that's what she chooses to do from now on but will I still enjoy it or genuinely like it or will it lose the point of Ame... I fucking hate this...
>>86462830Ameway!
>>86462698%101
I'm glad shart has been very supporting of us and her during all this. It was painful waiting for her to do/say something, but she's been very helpful and calm since.
>>86462683>My life is boring, good, but boring. And Hololive has brought me more joy than most things in lifeSame man. This place has kept me trucking along for 4 years now.
>>86462284I'm the guy who posted a bit before everything went to shit about playing DK64 and having emulation issues with it. Well, i fixed them shortly after and the guy who said it was dogshit was completely right. But joke's on him because mindless boring collectible hunting helped take my mind off things for a little bit.Thanks for reading my blog, here's an Ame DK soundpost to make it slightly related.
>>86462899>ksonAgain and again and again with the worst example in vtubing history
>>86462899This is what i fear. I want nothing more than for her to be happy but I dont know if im strong enough to stick around all of this kind of content.
>>86462458>Baker, have you chosen our final OP? I'm getting nostalgic finding the oldest pieces of art I haveI have indeed. You'll all know when I make my last thread, something that should last throughout the final stream (hopefully). I guess it depends on how fast things go for the next bit, how long the last stream is. And... I don't know what'll happen from there on out, but I'm here to the very end.
>>86462284I'm sad, but also hopeful. I've enjoyed these past week of streams, but I cried in the charity, Myth collab, and karaoke stream. I'm expecting to cry the most tonight though. I want tonight to be fun as a celebration of these 4 years I got to spend with an amazing girl that really made my life better, rather than be sad that it might be over for good.
>>86462284I haven't cried at all. I feel numb. This graduation feels strange. Amelia feels strange. The closest I got to tearing up was with Kiara yesterday at the collab when she couldn't say 1.
>>86463055I know what you mean, I felt a stronger emotional response from Sana and Coco, even though I like Ame more than both.
>>86461977>oldest Ame picture that you have saved.>September 9 2020
I've come to terms with the graduation.Ame is best in solo content and if we're going to get more of that, then everything will be fine in the end.I just hope her design is as good as Ame.
>>86461977My folders are too scattered to pinpoint the actual oldest. But this is one of them.
>>86463037We're lucky to have you, baker.
so what's the last stream?
>>86463055You know she's reincarnating, right?
>>86463180>when everyone thought she was flatame shouldve been cunny...
>>86462040o7 coatmate
Hey while I'm crying again, there's something I'm ashamed to ask. It's been so long since the eary days, and my memory's never been great. Was Ame always planned to be a time traveler, or did she invent her way into it?
Doomposter-chamas…>>86438219
>>864633463D Stream where she has to fight every other Ame variant 1v1 like MK, and only after she beats them all can she finally leave.
>>86463386it's all her
>>86463386she made it up on the spot
>>86462284I've taken solace from our situation despite the tender feelings from the past few days...despite my assured hopes that we can hold together, looking back at memories full of nostalgia and regrets still stung a slight bit. Nevertheless, I'm confident in saying we'll be alright after the sad patches of her departure (especially if it really was all just a ploy for her to get some "fresh air" from the corpo life). For me, I won't really have too much time to sulk while doing my life reps, so any hurt will have to go now while I think about whether I want to keep this dumb hobby up, Amebeliever that the sun will shine again I've got my drinks ready for the final stream ending and will cheer her on till the last goodbye
>>86463386I think it started very very early when she showed off her watch and said its a time traveling trinket. Cover fully intended her to just be a Sherlock reference.
>>86463386All Ameway baby.
>>86462899She will probably go back doing her old contents but without the facecam, hopefully. I don't need her to go full creative and go out of bounds.
>>86463386Cover did not plan for her to be a time traveller, however Ame herself always did plan it, even before debut. She didn't finish the lore video in time so she just revealed it casually later.
I have the feeling that half the people here doomposting don’t know what her content actually wasIt’ll be fine
>>86463457Incorrect. You're a disgrace of an investigator.
>>86462899She should be fine but what I fear the most are what these girls will try to do without any kind of tardwrangling from the management. As much as I hate the management, they are what prevents the girls from going out of control.
>>86463386It started from response to a supa where Ame first said "that's right I'm not just a detective I'm a time traveler". Someone even sent the exact same supa in one of the recent streams and got Ame to say it again.
Its not even doomposting, im not even worried about her. She seems like she is in the best headspace ive seen her in in years. Its just the loss and separation of community thats getting to me now. She is going to fucking incredible. I wouldnt be surprised if she becomes a top streamer. Its just change.
Did anyone get a feeling this would happen back when Chiku Taku released? The lyrics are so... obvious now.
>>86463700It started way before that
Let me say goodbye to Smol Ame tooand Armando maybe
>>86463764Amelia's always had an insane amount of death flags.
>>86463729This is the best mindset to have.
>>86462284feeling pretty dorcelessness rn fr fr
>>86463608>lore videoIs this the one anon was talking about wrt. what's in the first part of the voice drama?
Ready for one last dance?https://youtu.be/WpmILPAcRQo
>>86463658dont forget that there are a lot of bad actors, its only going to get worse until it can become better
>>86463794Fuck that smol bitch. She's been an Ame anti since day 1.
>>86463794Armando and buffson are the only male vtubers I'll ever watch. Buffson's dance and cooking streams were so kino.
When is the stream again? In 30 mins it's an even hour, how many hours from then?
>>864639733
>>86463985Why no waiting room yet?
>>86463729She does seem in a very good place. Like she's absolutely locked into her decision is going all out with it. I still kind of worry about her circumstances though. A house of 5 or more pets and several family members is truthfully not a good working environment.
>>86464020Ameway
>>86464020She's cooking stuff atm. Also you know what Ame's like with posting thumbnails
>>86463658It shouldn’t really matter anyways. How I see it, ame is a wayy different person she was 4+ years ago, I’m sure she matured and grown over the years.
just got back home and i think i'm ready for what's to come. i watched deep rock on the shitty college welfare wifi and i was completely fine. love how they treated it like just another casual collab. I dont think i'm gonna cry but i was kinda tearing up on the way back home. ILOVE AME FOREVERalso, did the usual archivemate from global ever archive the members karaoke? i have the an archive already but i like how he timestamps them.it's been a pleasure with all you gators. let's make the most of the time we still have.
>>86463729all of that is why I hope this deal with Cover actually comes to fruition, and it's not all placid talk to keep investor stocks.....taking the foundation, memories and such for granted would turn me so damn hollow>>86463658one half has no clue what they're talking about, the other half are autistic faggots who've found an excuse to talk shit and doxx her now under the guise of discussion after 4 years. Equally, deplorable and should catch a perma-ban
>>86464063this, trust her
>>86463885Yes. Ina and Ame apparently planned a bit of their lore together before debut. She talks about it during the stream where she rewatches her debut.
>>86463729This being so reasonable calmed me down as we're reaching the final hours, thank you teamate.
Who else joining a work meeting right now and pretending they ain't completely focused on Ame
>>86462284hopeful! looking forward both to bawling my eyes out with you fags later today, and to see what comes next.
so, i started watching the ameoke... yeah, I broke immediately when she started to sing
>>86463729Yeah, one good thing out of all of this is seeing her actually in a happier place and having that passion again. Whatever she has planned for the future she must believe it's a good thing, and from what she said in the members karaoke last night about her vision and what vtubing means for her I'm behind her all the way. The only part that hurts is losing those possible connections for collabs and the home that we've had for the past 4 years. And her design, Ame is my favorite design out of all the holo girls.
>>86464068gofile link was dropped yesterday bro>it's been a pleasure with all you gators. let's make the most of the time we still haveLikewise. I hope all of you take care, life moves on and I don't live in the thread like I used to anymore to check on everyone>>86464174Thank goodness I don't have class for the rest of the day, I just had a giant project dropped on me today
>>86464082You are stupid
>>86464174I live with my family so I'm gonna have to come up with a good excuse for having my eyes be red and puffy from crying if I see them tonight...
>>86463953Time to rewatch this again since there's no time for the full vodhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pY6qZ7pQ0ZcFunniest stream she's ever done
>>86464082When Mori said they'll bug the fuck out of management for her she meant it.
>>86463729>top streamerCompared to who? Twitch numbers are ridiculous. The top streamers get ccvs on the 100ks. Don't get me wrong I love Ame and she's great but I don't think she'd draw that amount of viewers.
>>86464244same...
>>86464234see >>86464270at least provide reasonable commentary if you're gonna shit the thread up fag
>>86464068>archivemate from global>i like how he timestamps themhe did but I'm pretty sure he didn't post the setlist
>>86464340My plan is that I'll feign that I accidentally rubbed my eyes after eating spicy chips or something. They'll probably know and just assume I'm crying over a movie like a pussy or something though.
>>86464350I already did, and you came out with some retarded thread police shit like alwaysThat shitposter can burn in hell btw
>>86464313In the vtuber space numbnuts. Im not talking about ironmouse here but she will be a driving force in vtubing. Of that i have no doubt.
>>86462284Anxious and sad but also hopeful for the future.
okay, short nap, see you guys in 3.Bowlson
>>86464089>>86464063i fear she'll still allow frogs in her chat. but that's the only thing I fear
>>86464541bowlsed
I have a test now…I cannot focus…
>>86464431the guy lying about who she follows? yeah fuck him
I hate to be that guy buy my VOD of the unarchived karakoke got corrupted from last night...does anyone have it archived?
You think she'll squeeze in one last supa stream?
>>86464609Check last thread
>>86464227I say it almost every thread, but man I hope doob will be at least this cute...
>>86464227I feel like I only caught part of what she said because I was genuinely exhausted. But I have an inkling on what her vision was given how she's spoken about what vtubing meant to her during her time in Hololive
I just got home from work, almost cried a few times and I'm holding back tears right now. How was the collab? Was there any news from it about anything? I probably won't watch it until after the last stream as an excuse to have one last stream with Ame in it. I can't stop my thoughts from racing and I keep getting memories from these last four years flooding in. I don't think I'm gonna make it bros...
>>86464609magnet:?xt=urn:btih:4f76a8a370f0c0cbd0d28aa5bd7ce948a5bc7a8d&dn=%5B20240930%5D%20Unarchived%20Final%20Karaoke%20%28members-only%29&tr=udp%3A%2F%2Fopen.stealth.si%3A80%2Fannounce&tr=udp%3A%2F%2Ftracker.opentrackr.org%3A1337%2Fannounce&tr=http%3A%2F%2Ftracker.opentrackr.org%3A1337%2Fannounce
>>86464616No chance in hell, because I sent my supa too late and reality likes to fuck with me specifically.
>>86464616she said she would, honestly not sure though
>>86464428yeah thats a good plan, the problem for me is that they know (i think) that i've been depressed af for quite a while and they will get really worried lmao
>>86464340desu...
https://x.com/holotwt/status/1840768872250499352
>>86464679Bless
>>86464616No, the first step to sorting herself out is letting that fucking shit die. She should've stopped reading them 3 years ago. If there's one group in this community I wish bad things on it's the faggot ARS retards that sent 50 worthless SCs per stream and contributed to her burnout.
I fell asleep in the middle of the mission with the pipes because I stayed up until like 6 for the karaoke. How was the ending of the collab? Did they get super emotional again? I don't know if I can handle watching it...
>>86464844If not for when it happened, you could mistake it for taking place at any point within the last three years. It was shockingly normal.
It's been solid 4 years, which more then anyone could ask for, sure there were bumps along the way and things weren't always perfect but I really enjoy posting and watching stream with you all.
The one stream that will always stick with me, is her new years marathon 2022shit was so cashput a big dumb smile on my face watching it, and fills me now with a feeling deep down, sadness and nostalgia or some shit, I don't know.
>>86464764Very good. But I'm stocking up on tears for tonight.
https://x.com/ZedGawr/status/1840854217533100141
>>86463427final boss buffson
>>86464844They all handled it really really well and I'm very proud. Especially Wawa and Kronii.
>>86464764>I'm really grateful that I get to do this now...>For as long as I can!>And I hope we have a lot of fun playing games, and laughing...>And no more tears!
>>86464227>>86463729agreed> The only part that hurts is losing those possible connections for collabs and the home that we've had for the past 4 yearsthis too
>>86465020>RainforestI always knew he was based as fuck
I can't stay awake bros. Good luck to you all.
>>86464616I was hoping for it, but it's not possible anymore. She can't just speed through all of them in 2 hours.
>>86464844They handled it really well, they were just hanging out like friends. If I had to pick a "most emotional moment" of the entire collab, it'd probably be this little message Gura left at the very end, which obv wasn't even a moment on stream
I was rewatching the Aquarium collab and I never realized that Kronii gently put Urchin Ame on her own seat.
I have a free day tomorrow. Yay.;_;
>>86464251thanks for making me laugh, anon.
I'm sorry I know its fucking pussy shit and I know I'm going to see her on Twitch but I genuinely can't stop holding back tears for some fucking reason. Goddamn it, I'll miss Amelia Watson. Good luck to wherever you go and thank you for making sure I didn't go insane during covid.
>>86461849kek
>>86465020cute...I'll miss Rainforestposting until Mori posts all the shit she has cooking with Ame in a few weeks
https://youtu.be/HbsG-0_zA-s
>>86465307She made sure that we did go insane, but in a good way.
>>86465376AMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>86465376>Time to goMan...
>>86465376Oh god I should not have looked at this thumbnail mid-meeting
>>86465307It'll be okay anon, like goob said here>>86465246
>>86465376>for now.... AHEM .....from watson to watsoff (っ‘ω`)っAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEE
>>86465376ame,,,
>>86465376FUCCCCKKKKK MAN
>>86465376>For now! Ahem... from Watson to Watsoff
>>86465376
>>86464561>getting mad about pepeJust wait until you remember the one Ina drew for her and was used for like one stream.
>>86465376>for now.... AHEM .....from watson to watsoff (っ‘ω`)っCall me Hachiko because I'll wait as long as it takes
>>86465376>for now.... AHEM .....from watson to watsoff (っ‘ω`)っ
>>86461977September 19, 2020.God...
"If I have played my well then applaud as I exit."
>>86463729This is the best way to look at it. It's sad that she won't stream anymore, but if she's happy, we should be too
>>86465125Man, I wish I could remember the context of this...Did something happen before she said that? Why did she say "no more tears"?
>>86465376Heart hort, anyone got advice?
>for now.... AHEM .....from watson to watsoff ( ⸜ ‘ω`)7I BELIEVE
>>86465376>>86465422Who's the artist? I like to catalogue this shit, but it's not in the description
>>86465376I feel like im going to throw up. Holy fuck man.
>>86465376oh...seeing it for real is like a knife to the chest
>>86465376there's that butterflies in the stomach feeling again...
>>86465376fuck...
>>86465376This is the last time we can use the emotes, members, please make full use !
>>86462570Ghostmelia my beloved...
>>86465536https://youtu.be/LyPfwMeiaNk?t=478
>AMT+3Wasn't it originally +2?Maybe she'll end up reading some superchats, maybe
>>86465376>for nowYou're gonna carry that weight.
>>86462284I'm in the acceptance stage right now, and I just want all of us to have a good time.
>>86465543https://youtu.be/V_eCrIO0ECw?si=rv1hvGmrLvEWVlIx
>>86465482>>86465502INAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Fuck.
>>86465713Thank you, god. I love you anon.
What is the process for sending letters. I need to pour these feelings out before they cool. I need to capture this.
>>86465804Yeah.
>>86465376>I was sad but I'm fine now, I made it through that whole karaoke with a smile, this is fine>see this>immediately dead insideI should have known better
>>86465567I feel like it's official art. Unusual that she wouldn't source it.
>>86465266cute
>>86465713Holy fuck im exploding i havent ever sobbed this hard fuck me man. FUCK
I...I'll make it.
>>86462899Just remember... Despite what antis say, remember this week. Remember the past four years.Remember all Ame did for her genmates. Remember what she did for Hololive. Remember what she did for us.They can try and spin it all manner of ways, but nothing could be clearer.Ame loves her friends, and her work. They love her, and she's accomplished amazing things.But above all...Ame loves the Teamates.And we love Ame.Nothing else matters.There is nothing else.
>>86465482Themehttps://youtube.com/watch?v=1vweXg4Q_GQ
>>86465376>2amtruly i suffer the most
>>86465891address:https://hololivepro.com/en/question/>Fan Letter Reception: Available until November 29th, 2024 PDT
>>86465713>I spent most of my life caring for somebody...NOTHAT MOMENT?I haven't seen this in 4 years... Agh
time. there's never enough of it, isn't there?
>>86466046we're in this together bro
>>86465767Am I insane for that speech about heartbreak actually making me feel better.
>>86465274You're welcome, i legit rewatched that stream every couple months for a good while, it was peak Ame.
we're all gonna make it
I know she'll be there... But what i'll miss the most aside from Holo interactions is all of the Ame variants, how she invented lore for all of them and give them different personalities, their own quirks and voices... Something she'll probably don't do anymore 'cause that just will be "copying" Ame. Smol Ame, Bowson, Ame Bee, Buffson, Armando, etc ;_;
>>86465246tourist here, but damn. That hits hard. Also anyone know when the ocean charity donations end? Also the waiting room isn't up yet...
>>86466177She's a puppeteer by heart, so there will be more of that kind.
i need to take a walk for a bit. clear my head.
>>86466177Armando deserves to die
>>86465376The time as come. It is here.
doomposters....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qPEGtb_sTKI
>>86466322https://tiltify.com/@watsonameliaen/amelia-watson-4-ocean-conservationYou can still donate, I'd do it sooner than later if you want, I can't imagine they'll leave it open for long after the final stream.
>>86461977The very oldest I could find, September 21st of 2020. It was a few days after I started going to this site for the first time. I was still confused or antagonistic towards so many things here, but I was starting to have fun...
What a time for Early ******** twitch clips to show up in my feed...
>>86466501I was literally about to listen this song....fuck man....
new pinned message
>>86466578>>86466590translation:>I won't actually interact with you again, but I'll be in a couple projects we recorded months ago
>>86466578>that's what she meant with every see you later>this and no morei'm gonna close my eyes and stop thinking
>>86466578I actually feel relieved she clarified that
>>86466156Not at all friend, that's why I posted it. Heartbreak is all part of the deal when you start to love something for real
It's been a hell of a 4 years, and I'm happy I got to spend them with her and all of you here.
>>86466578>>86466590i still fucking hate how vague "projects" is. fucking cover bullshit.
>>86466700correct
she will be in enreco 2 i beleb
Though these days are confusing and the path ahead is unknown, there is but one thing that holds trueI HATE OPHINA
I finally finished watching the Outer Wilds VODs (i only checked briefly while live then 'cause didn't wanna get spoiled) , my only regret is that i didn't play it sooner
>>86466803Even she doesn't really know, no one does. She's obviously selling low as to not get anyone's hopes up too much.
>>86466836basedfuck ophinafuck barnabaslove average teamatelove mgs3 ratlove impmateslove bowsonsimple as.
>>86462899My only fear is that, if NotAme were to do something too YAB either intentionally or by accident, it could lead to the termination of Watson as a character. Legit wiped out of the roster forever. No mention of her to be done. And this could theoretically lead to a cascade effect of EN members leaving.
>>86466836CURSE YOU OPHIIIIINAAAAAA
>>86466088>4amSure
>>86466909Not gonna happen.No need to worry.
>>86466825Ah yes, we need more lore of Gonathan G going through pain.
I remember way back in her early streams she said she would one day show us a picture of how Bubba looks like I wonder if she'll remember that today.
is there a soundpost of Ame saying we are the stars shining brightly?
>>86465767Actually a very apt speech. Thank you anon.
>>86466975We know how Bubba looks, ofc i can't post it without getting sent to Bali.
This journey is almost over...
>>86461977Probably not on this computer but in my old one I had some old Ame pics. This is the oldest on the new one.
>>86466578I might be stupid because this sounds like she's only gonna show up for songs and projects to me,a nd if that's it, then correcting Gura about it being their last one on one collab wasn't needed... I'm just gonna assume I'm stupid
i really just want her to pop in from time to time on a stream of another member and have fun playing some games. I really dont care about fking pre-recorded projects or similar stuff
New stream title
>>86466909cover doesn't generally care about roommate stuff unless they happen to explicitly link themselves to their holo persona so it's pretty unlikely
>>86466881I'll be going through what you just went through in a few months. I'm... ready?
>>86467119She said it's up to EN to harass management to get her openings to show up.
>>86467110The songs and projects and stuff are the soonest we'll see herA real return would never be before a full year or two
>>86467287Wawa and others, please wait a bit before employing this stratagem.
>>86466578>>86466590Call me selfish. But showing up for songs and covers (which are basically the same thing by the way), and some projects really isn't enough.
I'm less ready than I thought I was, I'm losing it.
>>86467422im gunna cry real hard tonight, and be depressed for a while, but time heals all wounds and all...
>>86461977oldest one i could find on my phone
I almost wish Deep Rock Galactic was the last stream. Just a normal collab, like nothing's happening, then just another break like usual...
>>86467313Imagine in a year or two she randomly pops up with a stream no schedule or foreshadowing. Just a nice gaming ame stream for her return.
>>86467110I think it's intentionally vague but that she officially can appear on those. it's better to not mention streams if those for now aren't on the table>>86467369I agree
Did she push it an hour up from what it was scheduled as?
Getting choked up looking at art and tributes.I dunno if I'll cry but I feel close to sort of losing it. I've already cried a lot.Wish I were around more the last four years, feels like I don't really deserve to be upset, but I am.All discombobulated.
>>86467512>stream opens instantly>no loading screen>no zatsu>just gaming>ignores chatwould be kino
you guys doing okay?
>>86467508In time it will be like this. She's gonna do fine on her own, she'll do a some hololive related things and then one day without ceremony she'll make her final holo appearance.
>>86467422I've been fine for like 48 hours but my instant reaction to the final thumbnail was not great. I don't have faith in myself for later.
>>86467609>Wish I were around more the last four years, feels like I don't really deserve to be upset, but I am.You'd be surprised how many are in the same boat, myself included. It's an added dimension to the pain. So long as you were being the best version of yourself, there's no need to feel ashamed.
>>86467680Yes, for now
>>86467484The irony of time healing wounds hasn't been lost on me the past week.
>>86467680at how much crying are we considered not okay?
>>86467705It was the wording on the video that got me, that title hurts.
>>86467484I think i will use this pain to finally make a change and move my life for the better, is hard to move on when your're depressed, but ill try my best
>>86467840crying is fine, just don't do something stupid that you'll regret and that would make Ame sad.
Hug your teamates.
>>86467680i'm not one to cry a lot. I think i'll be fine during the stream, but honestly i don't know. a felt pretty empty for a little bit earlier but it went away.
>>86467705Same. Could not anticipate the guttural reaction.Made worse since it was a single link in between posts, you expect another tribute and see the end.
>and see me in some projects every once in a whileHopefully "projects" also include the bigger game collabs like the sports festival or mario kart tournament
>>86467874I was doing well and on my own Ameway to make the world better, but I know I would hate myself forever if I didn't give myself the chance to fully process my emotions this week. I'm glad it hurts so much.
>>86467577yeah
>>86467899Thankfully I have my wife to support me, it's just sad. I don't handle changes well, and ironically VERY IRONICALLY the passage of time hurts me.
>>86468001Probably not those, but ENReco is a solid maybe (the girls WILL bug management for her)
>>86468031It hurts because you care, and thats a beautiful thing. Wish you the best my brother
>>86468086>Thankfully I have my wife to support meI'm happy for you, anon. I hope I can find someone someday too who also understands the vtubing hobby and having love for an oshi unless you mean Ame is your wife, then I'm in the same boat
Trust her wife when she tells us it will be alright. If you are scared for what Ame says, at least trust the one smug friend who didn't cry through all of this (Because she knows better)
>>86467764Thanks anon.Just wish I did more here, with you all.But because of Ame, I went and did some good things. Helped people. I think.I hope it was enough to repay my debt of gratitude.Feels like it may never be enough.Sorry for being mushy and weird.
I love Ame (﹏)
>>86467765Hang in there.>>86467836It's not really about volume Anon.>>86467909Empty isn't any better in the long run.
Something that Mori said last night really stuck with me and I was really grateful that she said it. It was when she was trying to console Kiara and she said "At least we still get to talk to her". She knew that no matter how bad Myth felt, teamates were going through the same thing, if not rougher. It was nice of her to think about us fans in that moment.
>>86468199Well, they're the most likely to actually keep in contact since they're both based in USA and have similar interests.
>>86468176"not your wife I am a pumpkin, DING-DONG"
>>86467680I'm holding up alright now somehow despite putting a little montage thing together.It's gonna be hard to sleep though, I hope other EU bros are holding up well..
>>86468212You're doing great, teamate.Once I get out of this uni bullshit, I'll follow your steps.
>>86468199This. bowson and one-on-one gurame collab aren't in that package yet she still said 'for now'. I'll hold onto that for at least three years.
What's the thumbnail???
>>86466104I wish they had more details about this. Do you need to put the "Present For:" on the shipping label or can you just have a separate envelope inside. What if you want to send letters to multiple girls how does that work?
>>86468475Thanks. UKmate here, hope you can stay strong. I think I'm going to let the rest of this week take it's course and then try writing my fan letter to Ame on the weekend and start that art piece for the physical fan book. I'm lucky because I'll have other holo's I follow to help, but Ame was the first holo I ever watched or oshi'd so she's special.
>>86467680>>86467680Right now I'm fine. I saw the waiting room open and felt the urge to cry coming. It shows the stream is starting an hr later than what is scheduled? Does everyone else see that?
>>86468475thanks teamate!Stream will be at 4 AM for me, had uni in the morning and couldn't even nap in the time before or after the deep rock collab.I hope I don't just pass out during the stream.
>>86468649Same here, 2am is a rough one.. I said my piece in an earlier thread about Ame, she'll always be my kamioshi. I'm glad there are lots of other EN members now that I enjoy, CCs stream the other day had me feeling somewhat at peace for the first time in a week.Which other holos do you watch?
>>86468548nta, but good luck. I've been sorta stagnating at work after a promotion last year, but I've put myself forward for a part time MSc while I work fulltime, it's through work and is fully paid for. It's going to feel strange going back to studying after almost 10 years.
>Time to go o7 ~>I'll be going now o7 ~>see ya around o7 ~All these title suck! Ame don't go!
>>86468922That's my worry too, it's gonna be a tough night for sure. Ame got me through my final year of uni and I'll forever be grateful to her for that
>>86467680I'm really sad that she's leaving hololive but I'm still hopeful for the future.
Should I call in sick so I can catch the final stream?
>>86469071I'm debating about leaving early to catch it but if the time showing in the waiting room is right I won't have to. I'm scared it was a typo and I'll end up missing it.
>>86469071yes
gonna take a power nap before stream. stay strong gators
>>86467508I don't. It all hurts right now, but this is the most closure we've gotten in months. Finally having some idea what's been going on with her has been more refreshing than ever after the constant months of random appearances once in a blue moon. If this is what it takes for her to take care of herself, keep doing what she loves, and everyone keeps it all together, I'll stand the rain>>86467609I don't know if pre-gaming on every YouTube/Twitter tribute posted here is such a great idea, but better now than later once the stream cuts off I suppose>Wish I were around more the last four years, feels like I don't really deserve to be upset, but I amSometimes all that matter is that you're here at this moment. Don't deny yourself that from living in the past
The hard times have only just begun.
>>86468985>I've changed my mind o/ ~
>>86468931>Which other holos do you watch?I like Moom, and watch CC. But I'm primarily a Ruffian, but I prefer this place a lot more than the other thread
>>86469071Yes
>>86469071the question here is how important is the work you would lose to watch the stream. usually I'd say that you should focus on your personal life but with these circumstances I'm inclined on the yes
https://x.com/nanashimumei_en/status/1840873040063672676
>>86469071I called in sick today to watch Ame. Do it it's her last stream.
>>86469174>It was all an elaborate prank on us and everyone in Holo was in on it
>>86469071if you can, yes. I would if I ould.
>>86468548Do your best Teamate.o7
>>86469150I assume she just moved it back an hour. I mean, I would expect to see even more delays
Might after give Kronii a watch after these past 2 streams. Not as a replacement but she could fill part of the void
>>86469270cute sister
>>86469270she's been a strong lil sis...
>>86468475Thank you fellow EUmateTomorrow uni restarts for me and the stream will be a 3 am, counting that I have to wake up at 7 I think I might be a zombie tomorrow, I'm highly in doubt if I should risk it and catch 2 hours of sleep before the stream or play it safe and stay awake...
>>86469270Mumei is such a great sister to ame, I’m going to miss their interactions
>>86469071I was considering it but ended up calling out anyway since I got no sleep last night my dad's ok, after my phone's battery died during her karaoke I went for a night walk
>>86469442>spoilerGlad to hear it, gator
>>86469163>Sometimes all that matter is that you're here at this moment. Don't deny yourself that from living in the pastThanks anon. Means a lot more than you'll ever know.
>>86469342Thanks for setting my mind at ease.
What should I eat while I watch Ame say goodbye along with the liter of whiskey I'm gonna down
https://x.com/BorkNeko/status/1840768590125175036
Everything that I enjoy is fleeting, ebbing away due to the passage of time. I feel empty, joyless, numb, demoralized, and tired. I thought I had harden my heart so that things like this wouldn't affect me, yet they do. I can do nothing.
>>86469412Any sleep is better than no sleep at all in my experience (I don't think I've ever gone to uni with a full night's sleep)
>>86469668
>>86464251I was hoping that link would be the buffson cooking stream, and I wasn't disappointed. Feels crazy good to see other people remember my favorite stream.
>>86469656the best meal you'd eat before you die
>>86469699You must create new things yourself to love. The hole we feel during a graduation is that of a relationship being taken away, even if it's not a normal one. I think the only real way to stave it off indefinitely is to have kids, and for those kids to have kids. That way entropy is outpaced by creation and there's always new love and life coming about. It would remain bitter to lose things, but it would be offset by sweetness. Like coffee and sweets.
so this is it then...
Chumbud here, I'll give yall a hug if you need it. I hope you all doing fine
New thread:>>86469806
Wjy the fuck did i decide to listen to outer wilds ost man...
>>86469270Is there any chance they interact onstream after this?
making my last tea as a teamate.the flavor is "caribbean crush". like ame, it's gonna be way too sweet.
>>86469861I dont need it now, but I'll need it later
>>86469861cmere stinky
I FUCKING GOT THIS. I'm listening to the ameoke and im feeling so strong right now fuck fuck. Keep it together everyone
>>86469861Thank you for stopping by to check on us.
>>86469767The camera clipping into the hat for a split second to reveal the smol ame piloting her and then the chat popping off, you had to be there. No one does it like her.
>>86470103Too late for me brother I'm at my daycore "He was a good stalker" phase, its only going to get worse.
Looking through some old tabs I had open (I'm the kind who has like 50 tabs open) and found some old spaces I never got around to:https://x.com/i/spaces/1yNGaNYzVdXJj/peekhttps://x.com/i/spaces/1gqxvylwEMeJB/peekhttps://x.com/takanashikiara/status/1674053345525354499
I'm just listening to this as I scroll through shit, I'm not gonna make it broshttps://youtu.be/7xqaQAhzOoY?si=5GWGMo4R3e0YLFeW
Detective Watson with her seaperson sidekick investigating the mystery of the strange priestess will always be my favorite hololive lore autism.I hope Mazumaru finishes Bad End 2.
>>86465717>Wasn't it originally +2?yes
Ame gassy, Ame kyut, Ame love
>>86471216>Detective Watson with her seaperson sidekick investigating the mystery of the strange priestess will always be my favorite hololive lore autism.Same. Lovecraftian anime autism kino.
fuck you youtube
>>86471216The idea that the being created to manage time letting Ame run around her domain because deep down she thinks Ame is actually worthy has always been my personal lore autism.
>>86469889Ame is gone after this. That means no more "Ameeeeeeee" from mooms.
What if her last stream is just a superchat reading
>>86461433https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xmBfruermmo
>>86472712what if she pulls bubbabot
