I wish I saved more...

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I feel so empty, brothers...

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I'm so tired of being alone.

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I hate this godforsaken site. At the same time, I love it.

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>>2216170
There are no new ones.

Someone will need to actually make more.

>>2217229
I'm working on some. If anyone has an idea about a panel or screenshot that would make a good one, post it and I'll whip something up while I work on mine

>>2217230
Maybe one of the night-time park scenes. I'm sure there's a few frames in the 24 eps that has a good shot of that.

Merry Christmas

merry christmas anons. I found a shot that I think could make a good wallpaper if enhanced / edited.

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>>2217763
i forgot to post the pic, here it is

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>>2217764
What episode was this? I'll get a higher res shot if you let me know.
And Merry Christmas.

>>2217765
>>2217765
I wouldn't be able to tell for sure, last time I watched it was well over a year ago. It's got to be around the last few though. I'll check and let you know tomorrow fren

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>>2217470
Found one if someone can enhance it
Episode 14 At about 19 minutes in

>>2217764
>>2217791
I'll take a crack at these

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>>2217764
I'll finish this by adding a background one day. This should be usable in the meantime

>>2217764
>>2217765
sorry for the wait, the scene is from episode 19 about 5 minutes in.
>>2217834
good job anon this looks very cool, thanks :D

>>2216170
Do not give up she is out there!

>>2217229
I love the colors on this one

>>2221201
>>2221202
too coomer for me, but very good anon

>>2216171
He just like me fr

I had been following the last NHK wallpaper thread since I was at the peak of adolescence. I remember reading it constantly to give me some hope. I was a loner, without a single friend. I was never bullied; just ignored by everyone around me. My main coping mechanisms radically shifted through this time period, from vidya, anime and manga; anything that can be considered an escape from reality. NHK was that one anime that forever changed my life. I had consumed and read so much media, yet had never been able to relate to anyone as much as all the characters in the entirety of the anime. During the period I first watched the show, I was around 12-13. I was pretty much incapable of trying in school and somehow, this show motivated me. I began working hard, not as hard as everyone else, but I became the best at nearly every subject. I thought "life will get better once I get into a good university" and that "my emptiness, loneliness and depression will just disappear". Now after getting near the top of my state in finals, I'm in university studying commerce, bored the fuck out of my mind (because it is either basic/retarded psychology, boring or too easy), realising that these problems don't just magically disappear. If anything, they get much, much worse. I'm finding motivation harder and harder than ever. I have some friends in classes, but none that I could ever truly open up to. None that I could truly rely on other than for course related content. I don't know how much longer I can keep on going being this unhappy. Maybe I need to re-watch the show again for a slight boost. Every time I try to sleep, I'm flooded with terrible thoughts, which makes loneliness even more painful. Sorry for the blog post, bros...

>>2223160
Hey, hang in there anon. Thanks for sharing.
The world is a crazy place but you aren't alone in it. There will always be strangers on the internet who feel the same as you do.

>>2223160
Have you talked to a professional about that?
Do you have a hobby that keeps you interested outside of consuming media?

>>2223288
>Have you talked to a professional about that?
No, I fear I would be made a laughing stock. My family are the type of people who will treat me like I am a "nutter" if they ever found out. I kept many personal details and pretty fucked up events out of my shitty long-post too, because I never want to share them to anyone. I just want a friend. Just a companion who I can even relate with (I've found no one like myself in any social environment). Every day, my parents ask the same shitty fucking questions they have asked for the past 6 years. When are you going to hang out with your friends? How is (insert imaginary friend) going? It is unbearable and makes me realise how much more lonely/insignificant I am. My mother, literally one of those extroverted popular girls at school, gets on my nerves all the fucking time about how "people without friends are rotten" and all that bollocks. At least she can't really call me a loser now, either.

>Do you have a hobby that keeps you interested outside of consuming media?
I used to play a sport but I was no good at it and was always a loner in every team I was in, regardless. I walk everyday to try to forget about everything. Without anime and vidya, I would've necked myself by now. I don't know what I'll do after my backlog is finally complete. I don't have that many titles left and I've played huge chunks of nearly every console generation post SMS/NES.


>>2223260
Thank you, anon. I wish I met some of those people.

>>2223332
>I used to play a sport but I was no good at it and was always a loner in every team I was in, regardless.
I really relate to that honestly I used to try to play sports a lot younger for certain periods of times as well but even though I was decent at some of them I wasn't really enjoying any and while everybody around me was making friends with each other I just couldn't seem to be able to talk properly with any of the others around me. In fact just last year I took my shot at tennis but I got assigned to a group full of 40y/o boomers so up their ass you wouldn't believe, most of them married and with children. I'm 18 now in college and I haven't been making any friends and have been losing contact with my old ones from high school. It's never late though maybe I'll meet someone in the following years and who knows I bet the chances of two people like us two ending up in the same college aren't that low. Don't lose hope anon <3

sincerely, anon

>>2223838
That made me laugh the story about the boomers in tennis, anon. You got fucked over from the sounds of it. I hope you meet someone, too.
I actually came back here to give a quick update. I met a Euro girl online who I thought was the same as Misaki. We both relate because we feel depressed. We are so similar, it is uncanny. She asks my favourite anime and I say "Welcome to the NHK". She goes and proceeds to say it is her favourite too and we have a discussion comparing the novel, anime and manga. I couldn't even fucking believe how she was into it. Then, I get a text thanking me that I at least made her smile and that she is going to end it. I'm trying so fucking hard to convince her not to, because she is one of a kind. The odds of us being that similar are fucking nil. She is literally the only reason I've been slightly happy recently and now, I'm going to be alone all over a fucking again if she goes through with it. She keeps apologising to me everyday because she has had it planned a long while and feels terrible that we made friends. She said she regretted even replying to my messages, because she feels guilt. The thing is she is very supportful, not one of those classical narcissistic Stacies. She actually listens to my story and I listen to hers. Fuck

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Nothing new, just the usual.

>>2224119
Another update: she is severely depressed but one of the nicest people possible. She told me not to suicide myself and that she is a terrible person. I finally convinced her not to end it and she's going to a psychiatric ward. It took 80 pages of text to reach this conclusion, alongside fun discussions we had about our hobbies. We promised to meet up in a couple of months in her country and we both made eachother promise that we wouldn't kill ourselves. She was so deadset on dying. I feel happy that I at least could positively effect a single life on this planet. I was convinced I was useless. I couldn't do a single thing right for her. I just started saying "I love you", thinking she would probably consider me insane because that is how I felt (platonically). She said she loved me back and that's when she changed her mind. She told me she had planned this day for ages and deleted all of her social-media accounts. She said she had no one who actually cared for her. I said the same, but she said she cared back. The messages we just exchanged, they were heart wrenching. I think I saved her life. I have never spoken to a single girl like her, either. She isn't self-absored, narcissistic or selfish in anyway. She genuinely cared about me and my issues. Even though I hate discussing my problems (fuck, I've never posted them on this site), she got them out of me and didn't try to instantly make the conversation revolve around her.

>>2224234
She also gave me hope. She wanted me to be happy before she tried committing suicide, so she told me I have so much of a future and that there are other people just like her. I told her no, she is wrong. She is one of a kind.

>>2224119
>>2224234
>>2224235
fuck anon, reading your story now I am kind of tearing up not going to lie to you. Really makes me kind of happy knowing you two reached some type of resolution together. She sounds really nice and you do as well. And in a sense she is right. Thinking about it, it's much nicer knowing that regardless of how down on our luck we are, we are never truly alone in our suffering. Think about all the people on this site. It's never too late to regain hope and restart all over again, just like Sisyphus. I am wishing the best for the both of you

love, anon

(P.S.: i think you should listen to this song, its lyrics have been keeping me a lot of company lately. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmMpKsWdpHg)

>>2224285
Bro, my replies prove there is always hope for fucking anyone, including yourself. I don't know if you are like me and want to sui, but I felt so fucking close to snapping. I was so lonesome for all of my adolescence, yet I was able to at last find someone to relate to. I was at the rock bottom, or it surely felt that way. If I could find happiness, you can find it too! Just continue to put yourself out there, but it sounds like you are doing it anyway, anon.
I bet we'd be mates in real life. Also, nice song. Solanin (manga) was pretty great and I didn't know this existed. Thank you for the share, anon. I really like it and the lyrics are really touching. Are the they straight from the manga (I read it so many years ago)? I think they are, not sure though. Here are some songs that have been helping me:
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bl-JSiojkuY
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zGl4PP9xaaQ

>>2224234
Anon, don't have anything to say other than that I hope you and your girl are going to be OK together and live out a fruitful life. Thanks for sharing

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>>2224375
I'm in a similar boat you're in (the empty feelings just never end and severe social anxiety affects how I interact), but its nice you have someone to care for. You both deserve to be happy and I am glad you shared that story, it was nice

lmao i literally finished watching NHK yesterday, good thread so far, dont have anything to contribue tho sorry :(

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I'll post some I made using panels from the manga

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here's where I found the panels for anyone interested
http://misakinakahara.slmame.com/

there's a bunch of art as well, check it out

>>2224652
Thank you, anon. I love them

>>2224655
thanks fren, I'm glad you like them

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here's an extra

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Now that it's daytime I realize the grey doesn't look great (I made them at 3AM with f.lux on). I remade them with a better-looking grey, I can post if you guys want them

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I remade all the previous ones but I don't wanna flood the board so tell me if you guys want them. Also here's a new one

>>2224670
can i get the remade version of >>2224648

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>>2224692
I also got rid of the white border

>>2224670
Yeah sure anon, you can flood the board.

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>>2224704
I think I'll make an imgur or a mega album at some point with everything I made, so it's a bit more organized

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in the meantime

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tried doing something a bit less boring

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https://mega.nz/folder/4Fs1lTIC#fcRkbldh_UvV6e8U4CEQCw

Here you go lads, there's a few that I didn't post here so check it out. Hope you'll like them

finished watching NHK a couple of days ago, loved it. Thanks for the amazing papes anons.

>>2224764
Fucking awesome bro. Thank you

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Satou is based

>>2217834
Nice

>>2223160
> Maybe I need to re-watch the show again for a slight boost
Read the manga instead, much better

>>2224769
>>2224793
cheers guys. I'll probably make new ones from time to time so if you have any request like a specific color or background you can ask

>>2224836
Satou is cringe, Yamazaki is based

>>2224846
I want to read the manga but the quality on manganato isn't great, do you guys know where I can find it in better quality?

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>>2224852
I downloaded it from mangalife myself and the quality isn't very crisp so I can't help you there

>>2224856
the quality on manga4life is actually decent, thanks anon

>>2224846
Nevermind, I retract that, I was about halfway through it when I wrote this and now I finished it. I really hate Satou and Misaki...Jougasaki's brother was also an absolute disaster.

>>2217834
Starting this one from scratch: https://files.catbox.moe/xg3joi.png

What's really interesting is that last time I painted it I was really focusing on Megumi's emotions in this scene, but this time I'm somehow more drawn to her brother and the moth-to-flame pull the digital world has on him, as well as his strange paradoxical catatonia. My life has turned completely upside-down since then, which must have affected me more deeply than I thought until I got back to work on this piece. Weird stuff.

>>2224935
I've pretty much consumed everything NHK related. The manga is slightly better than the novel, but completely pales in comparison to the anime. I find it too fast paced, to the extent where I wouldn't be surprised if they were on crack. Every significant emotional scene from the anime is kind of washed over. I still don't mind it, though.

>>2224981
What has happened anon? Care to share?

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>>2225015
How does the LN differ from the manga and anime?

>>2225043
A lot less happens in it, but it is closer to the anime (from memory). The ending is the same as the anime, too. I honestly can't remember much from it because I read it in one sitting a couple years back. It's badly written.

>>2225016
Just moved back home and started working on what I've always wanted to do after almost 5 years of on and off hikikomori antics. The strange thing is now that I'm here with no future prospects of doing it again, I can finally see the true darkness of the appeal of the NEET unlife, as it were. I guess it's just part of growing up.

watching the anime right now, absolutely loving it
don't think i've ever related so much to an anime before
>>2224234
and good for you anon, i guess you could say that you found your misaki
hoping the best goes for you
we're all gonna make it

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Finally finished.

>>2226022
hey im the guy who sent the pic a few months ago, thanks for making this, it is great, well worth the wait! great job, saved :D

>>2226030
Glad you like it! I was trying to overshoot my skill level a bit once I had it "mostly done" and just decided to finish it up. I might revisit it again and paint it from scratch, but it'll probably be a long time before I'm that good.

>>2226255
>>2226256
I really like these reaction shots - I have a half dozen or so panels from Yugami-kun that I plan to turn into something like these.

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>>2226352
i have a few panels i don't know what to make of, have them

share if you make something cool anon

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ch15-06

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ch17-21

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i made one actually

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>>2226389
I'll take a crack at these. Here are the 2 I had saved from NHK to edit, if you want to fuck with em.

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>>2226480

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>>2226395
didn't look that great, i fixed it up

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>>2226884
just realized i missed a few spots

>>2226885
Haha. I didn't want to post saying that you did because it was still a nice effort. Thank you.

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made this really quickly today, i love this shot of satou

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Bump.
Glad to see this thread is back and revived

>>2217219
i installed discord and met a nice person in the first server i joined.
we've talked every day for a week now.
it's weird coming home to messages that someone has sent me unprompted,
just because they wanted to talk with me...
what a strange feeling...

>>2225096
literally me a few years ago now. 5 years on and off then moved back home. moved back out again now, haven't fallen back to the old ways.
i mean, i fucking miss it sometimes, but of course you only remember the bad parts. overall now, even if i have a fraction of the spare time, i want to kill myself much less, and i know if i got that free time back again: i'd just squander it all over again.

>>2228325
*good parts

>>2225043
Hmm, I'm not sure you would actually call the novel a 'Light Novel' just because it's Japanese...?

Welcome to the NHK kind of broke me. First half of the show is really raw and depressing, I ended up relating to Satou a lot which disgusted me like hell. While the latter half is extremely bittersweet and a bit too idealistic, everyone just moves on which yeah its the most realistic resolution but still left me feeling a bit empty. If there is one thing I didn't like about it it would be how the whole world revolves around Satou (Always meeting up with old friends he had no way of contacting, a girl that comes out of nowhere and tries to fix him, etc) that kind of defeats the message of getting better. But overall I really liked it and wish there was more of it, it inspired me to improve myself but I just keep bumping into obstacles from my enviroment, which makes it really hard to try at times.
Sorry for not contributing and for the blogpost... I hope you are doing ok wherever you are

bumping

>>2224764
Thanks anon these look great

>>2228323
Been there done that and then somehow it always fades into nothing

>>2221202
Do you use a 3d modling software to make these?

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>>2225043
Less things happen compared to the anime (haven't finished the manga so I can't compare it much to that), but it's overall darker. It is told entirely from Satous pov. Many of the comedic scenes in the anime where you laugh at Satou's expense are now more depressing as you see it happening through his eyes. Compared to the anime and what I've read from the manga, it focuses much more on Satou's psychology. I'm pretty sure that Yamazaki and Misaki are the only other named characters, but I may be wrong. His senpai appears, but she has a much smaller role now. I would honestly recommend the novel, it's a pretty good read, and while they're not apart of the story the afterwords are a fascinating insight to the creator of WttNHK's state of mind.

I've just finished watching this anime for the first time today... In part, thanks to this thread. So don't let it die anons, or you'll be fined 10 million yen!

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>>2231184
how was it anon? did you like it?

>>2231347
Yeah I really did! I spent a year as a neet, and now going to university it's not too different because of the pandemic. Not to mention I want to work as a game developer. Other than that, art, music and story were all great. It felt good watching it.

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>>2231371
I remember my university days, would spend days playing video games until the wee hours of the morning. It was comfy, good memories, but sometimes I regret not making friends and going out a bit you know. Don't be a social retard like me and make friends and have some fun. If you don't have a bit of fun during university you never will anon. I hope you succeed in becoming a game dev.

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"dame ningen" (worthless human)

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>>2231885
realized i missed a few spots again

>>2231485
Thanks, it means a lot even from a stranger on 4chan. I didn't get to know anyone in my first three or so years, but that has changed a bit in the last few months so maybe it'll get better. I'm sure you'll get to have fun and meet people too, sooner or later. There's always free events and clubs to take part in. So ganbare anon, I'm sure we'll all make it.

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>>2232334
Cheers anon. I think I'm finally starting to sort my life out so it's all good. 僕たちは きっと大丈夫よ.

>was NEET when i first saw this 10 years ago
>still NEET
Me? I'm based.

I'm so fucking lonely...

thinking of getting something nice yet simple

>>2232527
Do you want a friendo?

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>>2232546
oki :)

>>2232554
Send discord or telegram

>>2233182
RumpleFORESKIN#0130

>>2232486
i wish i could do this. i really hate working and studying, it's a lifetime of slavery

>>2233571
Studying is good. The pursuit of knowledge is important. It all depends on your course and the study can never end. Pure mathematics is intensely interesting. So is history. It is what you make it out to be. Work is true slavery. Again, depending on your field. If you are an academic, you are a slave for your institution; however you have much more freedom than in an office job.

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bump it bros !

Does anyone have any high res images of the reboot novel's covers? Looks like good wallpaper material.

>>2217722
christmas nearing once again, maybe throw some christmas-themed nhk papes?

>>2223332
are you hiding your intrests from others? are your most afraid that someone else might find out something personal about you? then don't count on making a true friend anon, how could that happen

>>2223160
just drop out of school, it consumes your soul in a very real way. Go couchsurf with relatives or get a job as a waiter or something where you're around people your age for hours at a time.

>>2228323
Bro. that discord buddy is at best 5% of the recovery process..

Maybe that 5% was the last push you needed but just saying if your ass is on the streets, some texting buddy aint solving shit.

>>2224559
same anons I've been an outcast basically all my life and i felt like mush i left 4chan a year ago and even if small I've made progress I'm still just as lonely but i dont think id be able to make any progress at all if i was still o this site it might be scary leaving but trust me frens just give it a try I myself am about to leave permanently
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hhx6IfKrvEQ

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good luck everyone

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人間ダメな時だってあるよ。そういう時は甘えていいんだよ。

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source: https://www.deviantart.com/johnprestongc/art/Welcome-to-the-N-H-K-Nakahara-Misaki-413048312

thank you to all anon contributing to the thread very comfy best board :D wish you love and happy

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here's some good ones from this guy: https://www.deviantart.com/binsentoomosura

My life is still miserable hahahahahahahah and I have been this lonely for a decade. Every year I think it will get better and I try so hard hahahahah, but I am still a husk of a man. I have been contributing to the NHK wallpaper threads for years and still want to die.

jesus christ this thread is pathetic.

bumpin'

I actually skipped this because I was too scared back in the day. I should give it another try.

someone make a pape out of this https://files.catbox.moe/3qgprv.png

>>2216413
anybody got this in black and white?

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>>2244181
I know its very late but i thought I'd give it a shot.

>>2245119
pretty good zankiu

Link to suicide hotlines:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines

I have to start work on te 19th and I don't want to even though I know I'll be homeless if I neet it up for another month. I've been neeting since December and it's so miserable I just wander around my apartment and fantasize imaginary scenarios while high. Sometimes I'll use spotify for better immersion. I kinda like living in the fantasy world desu. But if I don't go to work then I will not be able to reach my dream of having a family and a house and being happy. Fuccccckckkcckcksckkkkckckckc

>>2228359
I felt sad for Yamazaki alot but the conclusion of his character arc was the most realistic

COME ONE COME ALL
anons, i wanna get an NHK poster for my room. i'm thinking 0.5x1m. and thinking of using picrel. (simple, good and includes everything). any ideas or suggestions? i want it a constant reminder of the conspiracy i have to escape
truth is, i related very hard to the NHK anime but not to satou specifically. i have self awareness and enough social ability to manage and not sperg out in public (mind you, i still have a short fuse for normal functional behavior), but i do relate hard to the feelings of wasting your life away. not doing the right thing when it's very obvious, spending so much time on something like game making only to look back and feel like shit over it. it's horrifyingly realistic and delivers its message. no one can save you but you. except. that's not enough. you WILL waste away unless you cant support yourself but what happens if that lasts too long? the consequences are too much. is it wrong to want a misaki? is it wrong to want a senpai or yamazaki? it's insane how little affection you need to kickstart your life but alas. anywho, sadly the anime didnt make me change slothful ways (something else did later tho) but it always stands out to me as a constant reminder of how easy it is to spiral and how easier it is to come back from that when push comes to shove. these feelings i have for everything anime and manga might be a poison eating away at my life, but i havent found anything as endearing to my soul as them just yet. i will, however, continue to hope

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>>2245198
forgot picrel, silly me

>>2224849
real.

>>2224849
Yamazaki never know when to shut up, and in the novel is a turbo drug addict, even more than Satou

>>2245154
if you enjoy neet life working full time will make you suicidal
>>2245198
that will make a good poster. Is there any official merch? I think that's the DVD cover.

>>2216895
this is perfect, thank you

>>2229800
>somehow it always fades into nothing

I wish I had some gay ass shit to say, but you're right. I guess I've learned to enjoy the transience of it y'know. There's something oddly nice about talking to a lot of other people, even if it doesn't progress very far.

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>>2216895

I loved the simplicity of this but I wanted to colormatch a bit with Misaki a bit

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>>2245099
here you go

>>2249486
thanks! maybe reversed?

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>>2249506

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how about purple

>>2249513
thanks again!

>>2224758
dis nice

Can anymone give me anime smilar to welcome to the nhk please ?

>>2250659
These anime are not exactly similar, since NHK ni Youkoso has a niche topic, but have similar themes
-Evangelion (Shinji & his everlasting loneliness)
-Watamote (social anxiety, more comedy than realism)
- Otaku no Video (The main character's descent into otaku culture, not really related at all, but I still recommend watching it)

>>2250659
I always thought of Tatami Galaxy as being spiritually similar to NHK, despite the main characters being different, at the bottom line both are lacking in the social aspect of life and striving to change that.

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>>2251171
dumped everything worth dumping

>>2223160
You must expose yourself in order to find someone who is like you or meet them through strange means outisde of my comprehension. I've met a lot of people who I could open up to but I guess that's just the luck of finding the weirdos in your town.

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Why have I been in love with senpai for years?

>>2251744
Weird I prefer Misaki, she has always been here for him

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>>2233562
top kek

Why all have so damn good wallpapers? i love it

>>2251838
this is beautiful

>>2239799
the source of the image the misaki is a rape hentai doujin from 2006. fun fact

It's been nearly 2 years since the last time I opened his thread. Sometimes it's nice that the board isn't very active, since threads can live for years and work kind of like a time capsule. If the thread is still up the next time I open it, I hope future me finished the game he was making.

ayesha erotica sampled nhk in her new album wtf https://youtu.be/ygp1WJ-zfjU?si=NuX_b6FobqBNaDxJ

after just finishing this anime this thread is so helpful, I need to buy at least 3 more laptops to use a couple of these wallpapers at once.

after just finishing this anime this thread is so helpful, I need to buy at least 3 more laptops to use a couple of these wallpapers at once.

>>2254419
Bro just use them in a slideshow

>>2254416
what the fuck am i listening

>>2254555
the first part seemed like an insult or a shitty pep talk

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>>2254416
nigga this wasn't my favorite thread for u to clog it with this bs.
here, have a wallpaper that must have stayed on my computer from the last thread.

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Quick vector off this screenshot. Might experiment with other colors later.

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Here's one for the brain damage enjoyers.

>>2224764
good shit man these are so nice

watching these wallpapers made me realize i feel so alone, thinking of installing discord, how do you meet people to chat with?

>>2258069
usually you find a server about a topic that interests you and from there start talking to people who actively interacts with the server

sharing interests makes it easier to connect with others

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i love this thread, it make me feel less lonely for being in the bottom of the pit

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>>2258941
Same, I have been coming here for months. I feel bad that I cant contribute much, but this anime and manga will always have special place in my heart.

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>>2258981
wrong pic sorry

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enthralled by this pape, I like it so much as a work of art, but no matter where I put my windows up It feels like it detracts from the whole.

Today, I finished my yearly NHK rewatch. I always rewatch it in summer, when my depression usually reaches its peak. It's hard being so alone, repeating the same actions day after day, but hopefully, one day, I'll pull through and save myself.

>>2259059
Kek, I can't use it either without giving myself a headache. I think I'm just going to print it and put it up on the wall at this rate.

I'm glad it spoke to someone, at least, though. Thanks for posting.

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I like this anime and wanted a new wallpaper so I made this I have another that's not inverted

8 years ago I developed schizophrenia, dropped out of college, had to return to living with my parents, became a neet, gained like a 100 pounds from the antipsychotics and the subsequent depression, trashed my social life, the full package.
Grinded myself back into life, conquered my psychosis, moved out again, made new friends and rekindled with some old ones, in much better shape now, randomly learned to speak Japanese, reapplied for college (same field which was kind of a mistake but whatever), and now I write the final exams for my degree in two weeks.
Even had a gf, but it was not a very good relationship, still horrible with women.

Just watched NHK for the first time, finished it this evening. Odd feeling, it mirrors where I have come from, how I dug myself out, partially by myself, partially through help of others, and it scares me to think of where I could fall back to if I fail the exams, or lose control over my condition, or just give up.
But strangely enough this anime also gives me hope, no ground is so scorched it can't heal, no seed too old so it can't sprout, not just for me, but for others aswell

>>2259508
can you make #ffffff background please ?

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>>2259516
thanks anon i meant all of them :"D

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>>2259519

thanks anon you're a good man

>>2259476
After i've finished this anime I was just empty, nothing, just layed on my bed and thinked.
Very little piece of media made me experience the feeling of welcome to the NHK.
Also I could really identify myself as Sato
I hate people and hate being surrounded by them, even tho I can personally cope with this, sometimes I just want to go hikikomori mode

>>2261195
Also Sato is such a massive faggot
Fuck how bad I would want a gf like Misaki