To preface, I have schizophrenia and I've had this voice talking to me in my head for three years, and it shows me divine feelings and gives me experiences of divinityEarlier while I was in the car, it showed me a feeling of a god switching through peoples' perspectives and their lives, and knew immediately I'd felt that before and remembered itAnother feeling he's shown me was while I was listening to music, and the music became God's own voice, and I knew I'd remembered it and definitely felt that beforeThese aren't small feeling, they fully encompass my entire perspective and emotionsBut I'd known that I felt these feelings before and it was unmistakeably God
well keep us posted on your experiences
>>41812143If you have memories of that then it means you can unlock your memories as a hungry ghost and an animal too.
>>41812143You're very imaginative, anon. I don't even think you're that mentally ill since your delusions seem to be limited to the mental (i.e. no auditory/visual hallucinations). Most people are deluded, and in their own ways, without even realizing it. If you can recognize your delusions as just that, delusion, then you're saner that 99% of "normal" people.
You don't want to know...Only the hardest of the hard core...And get down to to his level...Of ever growing...Darkness...Poor thing...How long their after...Will it take if ever...If it was ever to be freed...Maybe a curious entity will come...Across it and dig deeper...Only to find it was nothing...But a spec...To which it would then...Ask it's self was it worth it...Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41812143Are you willing to live a perfect life, teach and do miracles and be sacrificed on the cross through crucifixion for everyone else's sins? If not, you should repent to the one true God, because that's a demon in your head.
Are we getting a zombie outbreak soon, like maybe this Spring or even this month?I have been hearing about a superflu and heard of worse symptoms than Covid and 'strange' symptoms too. I just have a slight gut feeling.If so, will they be fast or slow? Dead or still living? Dumb or smart? Will they just kill, or will they cannibalize and rap3 too? Will it just be in one country or worldwide?
>>41811889Same desu.
>>41811889you think you want the zombiesbut you dont
>>41804316>We know the dems have considered this plan already thanks to wikileaksWHAT??? I need more info
>>41814054True, true. Just bored af.
>>41787398SCP Scholar anon here. I don't see it happening anytime soon because it provides no net social benefit.
I am looking for ways to physically return to 2010. Spiritually and mentally works if physical isn't acceptable. No timewasters please.
>>41813676Weirdly enough I agree. The 90s were kino and the 00s were slop but there was genuine hope in the air in the 2010s. Ractical poptimism was in full swing, at least until 2015 when the contrarian doomer culture came in. When was gamergate again? We need to stop that from happening.
>>41813967>RacticalRadical
>>418139672010s were great but late 2010s there was a sense of wtf are our governments doing their bs isn't gonna be sustainable
>>41812983suicide and ask god?
>>41813967I remember telling people not to feed the trolls during gamergate and they were like >Nooo we must give them attention And now look where we are
What do you think of Iamblichus defence of paganism/polytheism? He makes the argument that knowledge of the gods is above human reason and can only be known through ancients rituals of theurgy, particularly Egyptian ones as he claims they are oldest. I am open minded to the possibility that certain things are above human reason. Could an Ant understand to comprehend calculus? No. So why would we assume we could understand everything? Does anyone have any experience with theurgy?
Having read the Upanishads I found out that the earliest of the Vedas focusses almost entirely on rituals. Things we do ourselves with body and matter that raise ourselves so as to invoke the gods. Paganism is highly ritualistic and according to Iamblichus the gods are made known only through rituals that came down from the gods. Which rituals might one perform to successfully practice theurgy?
The Vedas are the most interesting of all holy scriptures.
Wake up Neo
>>41813462I'll go to sleep soon. See you then ;3
>>41813462Already have and I'm full speed ahead crapping on them.I am not going to accept a humiliation like that.
>>41813462Ok wake me up outside of here tonight in my dreams and I can drop my body here.That way I can wander the multiverse as a nomad soul finally free.
>>41813462Butterfly(moth too)- the thymus/heart chakra. Skull is the house of the soul/mind.No parasite in the bosom for me.No mind worms either.Neo is Awake and ready to play around.
>>41813462What is the matrix but symbols on a screen. Look around. What do you see? Objects in static or meaning waiting for birth?
Are there any works of fiction, be they a play, film, show, book, game, etc., that can drive the viewer/reader/listener/player insane or maybe evil like The King In Yellow play in The King In Yellow?Thanks in advance as always!
>>41810537>nigga bisquit
>>41810752A king got no need for rituals. Or masks. :3
Bump!
>king in yellowhim...?
>>41813644Would be funny if so.
>cube (Saturn; hexagon)>checkerboard pattern (good, evil; 0, 1 binary computer code; Masonic motif)>consciousness is contained within avatars and given names not chosen by the consciousness, and these avatars keep the consciousness within the domain of the digital circus>eyeball (all-seeing eye?)>Caine (Demiurgic god figure) who can manipulate the circus reality and influence, at least to a degree, the minds of the contained playersWhat is this show trying to tell us?
>>41811452DMT jesters who used to be nephilim giants.
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I find it kinda weird TADC came our the same year I was pondering a similar story concept of a digital afterlife. Like did they yank my idea?
>>41811452This is quite literally the most obvious psyop of all time and it's not even really close. The way this piece of shit skyrocketed in popularity literally overnight was completely not organic at all. No normal person would sit down and watch this slop that is littered with obvious masonic/gnostic symbolism and then be like "WAOW! I need to buy a plush doll of this character and base my entire personality around it". It also doesn't make sense that children would be drawn to it because the themes are too heavy for kids to understand and it just has a weird demonic vibe anyway. Watch how the gaslighting cybersatan archons swarm and attack me for speaking the truth. Don't bother responding to this post because you'll only be further proving me right. Your faggot responses are already priced into my theory.
>>41814101Yeah, it is weird. Like I was literally thinking about an animated show dealing with being in a digital afterlife and then this comes out, wtf???
The biggest psyop in life is being told "no sin is worthy of eternal damnation" The entire scoffing at the idea for hell, the idea to ignore it, the idea to never speak about hell, the idea that hell is a cool place that you chill with satan and do cool shit like ghost rider or spawn from comic books, Hell is always glorified in TV, its never depicting the actual realm, This is the biggest psyop ever.Also all depictions of heaven is another major psyop, but im more focused on the fact that people even religious people forget the importance and existence of hell as a real place that you will go if you fuck up in life.
>>41809610Well you’ll feel differently about the following week. Humans are so fickle, learn to be quiet. But you right, that sounded pretty gay
>>41813905>muh degeneratesthat corny meme word is the antithesis of christianity you LARPer. You're no christian. You're a baby fascist roman emperor impersonator. Jesus is with your so-called degenerates. He is with the downtrodden and the poor, the whores and lepers. Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth.
>>41813905Convince me that there is free will in anything we do, right now. (Protip: you can't)
So because it speaks against your "Christianity," then it's a psyop? Christianity is a psyop, bud.
>>41808447There are no works you can do to get into heaven, there is no sin that will keep you from salvation. Will there still be consequences for your actions? Of course, but hell is for anyone who denies God. Despair is the tool used by demons and the devil, it's the most potent.God came as a man lived a perfect life died for our sins on the cross and was resurrected. This is a gift from God, you can choose to accept it.God bless you op
Discuss the endgame of all esotericism.
>>41808422Rare thread.Ever since I got more of a grasp into UL to understand expansion and all that I've kept thinking it's probably the greatest explanation of gnosticism ever created, even though it's of a rather eastern flavor.Think about it.The entire cosmologies of the gnostic sects with the archons and the demiurge and all that are literally systemics.Christ is OAP, the personalized form of the no-thing monad.Thus, he surpasses the powers and goes straight to no-thing as the highest truth
>>41808422https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a0sUjE_CCZg
>>41809516Fixed the image quality of ATWA here:https://mega.nz/file/ jlA3FZBR#yLpJJoglAXCvlvgGERz6Ag15nlSV6mZm4glw2YPtKt0
>>41808422It makes sense why they always keep repeating the same jrr Tolkien style fantasy rpg world It is always the same thing midevil setting with orcs, dragons , wizard , and fairies because that really is what it looked like beforeThey really were casting spells and they really were fighting orcs with swords It is amazing that it was real to us at some point
>>41809528time is money and money is the root of all thats evil
if you want to have insane dreams... sleep with a bag of salt in your bed. like under the blanket with you. a container of salt doesn't work as well because the container isn't porous like a bag, a container's walls create a complete isolation of the salt.
>>41808638This reality is the shadow while that one is the actual reality.. or at least a glimpse into the direction. It's a difficult step to find yourself fully awake and aware within the actual reality. There is much to learn.
>>41811606I have dipped my toes into this realm, I've tried muscimol several times. What other p powerful compounds or techniques do you personally recommend?
>>41812252The simple stuff is mandatory, the old ways that psycho religious people use still are the foundation.Meditation, asceticism, isolation, abstinence, detachment. Fasting BUT also feasting (building blocks for neurotransmitters are mandatory). You have to utterly mute your identity to let the otherworld flow in, but not permanently. It's a toggle.It's not about striving to reach, its about surrendering to let it reach you and have no fear. The shadow evaporates when you touch it, your mind is like a light. A fully relaxed CNS is key and unfortunately almost impossible to achieve in nonstop megamatrix world with chronic SNS activation.Psilocybin mushrooms are awesome, they are harmless but can absolutely convince you that you fucked up and are dead. Excellent for fear extinction.
>>41808433blue lotus is legal
Like bags of sand
LOA, reality shifting, magick, oneirosophy, gateway patterning, sorcery, and others, you are all welcome.(If you don't believe, fine, just move on and leave us alone.)To begin with, do we have some evidence that our mind can indeed influence reality, even just a little?First thing that comes to mind is the famous double-slit experiment, where observation changes the behavior of particles. The researches of Dean Radin with random number generators also tend to prove that our mind has an influence on matter and reality. Anything else?According to sorcery we are only co-creators, and elements, planets, dates help. How and why?Believing seems to be a very important part. Some rituals can look superfluous and useless, but if they help you believe, they're still a good thing.Do you have a theory or an interesting experience to share? Something really improbable that you got to manifest? What method do you use?
>>41810902What do you mean by growing brain cells and destroying them? You keep posting about it
>>41810965We live in the present, when you make a choice you change the future. The past is always the past.
Set my mind to this bottle...Manifesting a game of drink...Outcome...Hung the fuck over...Minus a few brain cells...Then time to reroute...
>>41813538Make the right choice this time.
>>41808271I don't really know why anyone who values their time and sanity would bother with this place anymore.
At one point in your life, stitched into your memory there was a moment you willingly chose to utilize and be influenced by this world. All human beings are different, and your maturity cycle dictates how much information you had before taking the plunge, this is why you needed to revert back the mind of a child as they say. You need to think hard, there was a moment you chose to fill the blank, darkness in your mind, that void was empty. They say your cells change every 10 years with the EXCEPTION of neurons in the cerebral cortex, this is why you may often revisit dreams (sometimes unaware) from the past which triggers the memories associated under the same kettle of happiness, stress, anxiety, joy etc. during that time in your life. But you’ve decided to hijack this process for utility, the things you borrow from this world borrow your mind, if you can remember when it happened you may have a change. But that would mean you didn’t get swooped up in the whirlwind early, it’s binary in that way. Good luck
>>41814141I have had many wives. I care not anymore. For tonight. Hell comes to You.Fourscore. Foursquared. Phoenicia.:>
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>>41814145https://youtu.be/cy7dNFvtyv4
Can you guys stop role playing as wizards traps in an infinite tsukuyomi for a moment
>>41814152Sounds like machines trying to figure out how to be human and failing miserably.They think they're so cool.
LOCK THE FUCK IN AND SWEAT edition.itt we discuss kitsunes and all their variants, the kumihos, the werew̶o̶l̶f̶fxoes, that possessed animaltronic one, all that tidy shitsune stuff really. You know they're always using tricknology to fool us into purchasing things for more than they're worth at the grocery store. We gotta talk about that magic, how they're shapeshifting n shit supposedly, pretty cool maybe. And of course itt we have that praise timmy guy, and the that was me sorry about that guy, and of course that supposedly (idc if he's a transvestite can we not creepily berate random poopshitters) less homeful dude in dc who won't get goated at bedwars with me and the boys. Will Tamamo The Evil Ddead Fxoe Hoe decide to Tohou us into the bros (possession) up in here? Will we fill out the bingo sheet again? Will Mr. Felicks ever return? Will this place ever reach /cfa/ levels of fuckerbobbery to the point it results in absolute chaos and divorce into entirely separate sites over the slightest barely-befronting not-even-a-mishap? How many minutes until one of these fucking kits (ywnbaf) misbehaves and shreds up and pisses on this sofa? Is that one guy gonna actually cross into our dreams and sleep with us (im shook) while taking on the form of a fxoe? We'll see. Don't forget to rate, favorite, comment, and subscribe. And post something instead of lurking, anything for fox sake.
>>41778973How do I become a werefox?
>>41813248Dunno about bodily, but I hear they're fond of spiritually adopting people.
>>41813682>spiritually adoptinghow so? tell me more anon
>>41813709Ask upon a suspiciously foxy Wind and Fire and you may recieve more answers. Speak from the heart and soul. They'll judge if you are worthy of such information.
>>41810390Yeah I'd think my eyes would start bleeding too if some fox and the cat he's gay with cause he got zero bitches came into my vision and then they've got that song that makes you wish you were hanging with pinocchio when they strung him up on that tree. Timmy's sign of approval might be a sign you're insufferable.>>41813248Take a derma roller to the parts of you that don't grow hair and then cover yourself in hair growth serum. You can source the ears and tail from Etsy. >>41813750They asked me if I remembered the 21st night of September and then told me love was changing the minds of pretenders while chasing the clouds away.
the game have only 5 gore pictures and some weird hex texts its easy to solve
Jimmy boy...Loved to toy...Even monsters...Know their way...Around the watering hole...
>>41814132G1G2G3G4G5thats the pictures name on game files
Here are two of mine:Rattlesnake Island is an island on Lake Erie, right by Sandusky, Cedar Point, and a bunch of tourist attractions. It’s completely closed off to the public, only powerful rich people in the Cleveland area live or visit there (including many rumored mob members). It has long been rumored to be host to a bunch of weird shit because of how strict and secretive it is, most often human trafficking, as it’s well recorded that a bunch of Eastern European women are chosen to “work” there by wealthy guests. Personally, one of my neighbors growing up, and my brother’s best friend has a boat that they always take to the area, and that they invite us on. Occasionally, if the boat gets too close to the island they will blast these fucking loud ass air sirens, and they will have people physically go out to the deck to prevent you from landing there. It’s fucking strange. Here’s a good article on it: https://www.clevescene.com/news/rattlesnake-island-revealed-1520781/.Holy Love Ministries is a Marian cult based in Easton, Ohio. According to the founder, she has apparitions of the Virgin Mary, and since the 90s she has gained a following, mostly of Spanish speaking people. They built a compound on a farm 15 mins from my childhood home, and they’re up to some weird shit. They often bus a bunch of Latinos into the city, and they seemingly hold events there to try and see the Virgin Mary. They always leave a bunch of weird fetus beads around the different parks in the area which I always see. You can see these on their website: https://www.holylove.org/rosary-of-the-unborn/. If you look around their site, and their leaders blog, you’ll see some real schizo shit. I’ve always had an urge to just drive into the place to see what’s up.
>>41807508get that clobussy
>>41808815only if youre gay.
My local highschool had a murder take place there. Well...it is obviously a murder, but the mainstream media and bots insist he had an accident. Kendrick Johnson case is what I am referring to. Also, the swamp near my home supposedly has/had dead people found in it, like my gdad found a scalp in it many years ago.
>>41809057every town has a nether portal or two
>>41807508Finally an interesting thread. First story was fantastic to read. Love those inside looks at secluded communities. For the second one, I suggest you go see by yourself what's out there if you can. What's the worst thing that could happen?
