> See qt foid discussing soul trap stuff> watch through> "oh, it's because of your karma btw!"Why are normies so attached to this concept? How am I supposed to be attoning for my sins or whatever if I can't even know what they are, quantify them, and don't even know that I'm supposed to be paying for them in the first place due to the damn memory wipe?
>>41739883lol go cry in the nearest Dave’s victims support group.
>>41739972Nope, I am saying I might have been a normal man, with a wife if I could find ONE woman who liked meI might, but it never happened so, 10 years of this, well, it makes anyone madSpecially because it seems that everything is great but I am just ghostedIt’s to the point that I actually expect it now, like anytime I talk to someone and they GIVE ME their number (mostly they ask me)They respond first messege (sometimes they even message first) and I plan to hangout with them (like we talked) and they agree and then I get ghosted Worst, is that anytime I try to “improoove” my life, say more workout, something new, new skills etc, or I make a ironclad resolution, it takes literally 2/3 weeks and then SOMETHING goes wrong in my body or life and I have to stopIt’s like I am literally prevented to be elevated above mediocrity in any aspect of my life (even though I don’t think richness or skills get my any girl cause of this curse)It’s like the entire universe hellbent to not let me become confident I got so many examples but earliest one I remember was when I studied really good in my college one semester, got straight A, was confident, just LOVED devouring the materials, I met a beautiful girl (who I literally approched and wow’ed cause I was able to help her with her nursing study) (who didnt go anywhere as you know why) oh and I had women talk to me in class cause I was the fucking BEST in my classes despite never writing shit downHell, I had so much extra credit shit, that I forgot to got to my final for one, and I still got A.Hell I still fucking remember what I studied, I was THAT GOOD.And you know what happened right after? I start getting numb sensation over my legs and thighs to the point that I was afraid something really messed up with me.Doctors etc nothing happenedThen somehow, when I started to lose my confidence spiraling from the fact that I thought I gonna have a shit life from now on, and my life is fuckedComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41740000Part 2My grade started to get worst, my interest in studying declined.Couple that with the fact that beside my family, I got no one, no friends, no women, no one, and it fucked with my head crazy, and decreased my motivation even lower.When I became a loser in college, then bam! I realized my loss of sensation in legs is goneSame shit happened periodically with my balls and many othersLast year in 2024 I decided that enough is enough and I must dedicate myself to fitness and being skillful (fixing my car etc) and guess what? One day I woke up with loss of sensation in my left cheek Then when I stopped being industrious? Boom it like it never happened Recently, I started again, trying to get really good at pool and also dancing, and started to go out (still no friend that calls me often invite me etc) but have some people to hangout and guess what? Woke up with a shoulder pain that basically prevent some of my arm movement and now I have flu and can’t do shit, and I feel like my shoulder gonna get better somehowBut this is the last time, I swear, whoever this jokester of universe is, I won’t give up anymore. I go until it kills me
>>41739111Poverty and despair would be tolerable if I didn't also have to live in an open air gulag with 12 hr shifts, worthless goods, and services that require more input on my end than simply paying to utilize. https://youtu.be/boZq2gBlyNs?si=w92sjzf7RirD5Mp5
>>41738895I don't understand why we have to pay a life debt into a realm that supposedly doesn't really exist or mean anything in the grand scale of the universe.If we're all God, we shouldn't be confined to an arbitrary system to "evolve" our spirituality. Wouldn't we (as the Universe) have all the answers and capacity to already be spiritually evolved?It's a false limitation. If life's a game, then you shouldn't be forced to pay or play into the game when it's over or when you decide to quit. Why would you be forced to incarnate into a shitty life because you don't want to do it anymore? Again, isn't the material realm not that important?
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>>41739164Being a doctor should be like being a priest, the state provides nice housing and food and you are now allowed to own money or assets, but just heal people as best you can. You take an oath when you get your degree, get an upper middle class house, then get a big mansion once you do it for 10 years of good service. You get 3 upper class meals a day and a bigger/ nicer meal on Friday-Sunday. You get a voucher to eat out twice a month, and if single date vouchers, if married or have kids, they all get the same. We should do the same with mechanics, repair men, home builders, and other jobs, have a lifestyle provided and a community service received, vacation days and time off and such days all included, as well as people who check their work and a reporting system for how good they do. No more rip off dental work, medical shit, car repairs, allow them ownership of said homes and vehicles provided after an amount worked. So for example, you could work 10 years as a doctor and then own a house and car, and quit, work a lesser job, and still own the stuff, but if you became a doctor for 2 years, you’d only get the cheap car, or be downgraded to a cheaper home after an amount of time.
>>41739470*not allowed Fucking autokikecorrect
>>41719592I LOVE YOU EBOLA-CHAN!
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>>41716503dissociation maxxing, can condone
Why are they *never* mentioned in any religion? You get told that most angels and archangels are either masculine or genderless, but there's never been the description of female angels, why is that? The divine can't be feminine?
>>41739122the abrahamic religions stole their wisdom from the female cults and covered up the tracks of their crime.https://rumble.com/v70hp20-the-bitch-is-back-let-the-sunshine-in.html?e9s=src_v1_cbl%2Csrc_v1_ucp_v
>>41739114Not to the Abrahamics in general, and the Right Christcuck ignoramuses in particular! You need to find a religion that believes that there is a divine feminine, like Gnosticism or [Neo-] Paganism.
>>41739207Angels and divines with wings were Mesopotamian, which is where the Jews got it from which, in turn, was where the Christians got it from.
>>41739227ANNDD, Right Christcuckery is just full of huge cope theories!
>>41740005aeons aren't angels
The good guys wouldn't be able to get new physical bodies if they are being sucked into a soul trap straight away. So I think there is a new exit point on Planet X / 3IAtlas
>>41739125bot post
>>41739125a scripted world war is about to break out
>>41739107trying to evade the soul trap will definitely get your soul trapped inside a soul trap.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=hKdfReE0qds
>>41739862>how to stop worrying about the apocalypse>oh wait you never worried about it?>you dont think about it at all?>Oh wait hold up shit here let me bombard you with apocalyptic psyops for a sec>... ok you afraid yet? good.>HERES HOW YOU STOP WORRYfuck off you asinine hack fucking low effort niggerskikebots
>>41739805yea i think they are gonna try and take as many souls as they can while they still have the moon
i can see her so clearly in my mind, her beautiful blonde hair and green eyes. ive been off my RoCKER anon,,, trying to summon this succubus. i can only sit and mediate and draw magic symbols on the ground for so long before i start to go insaneee anon,,, i want her in my bed,, i dont even wanna tap her man i just want to feel the warmth of her body against mine,, i wanna see her chest rise and fall and rise again, play with her hair,, smell her perfume,,, tend to her wingsshes been stuck in my head and i think about her all the time and its so frustrating because shes not " real " i have all these feeling for her and shes not even real,,i just want her to be real anon,to hold her,,please just let me hold her
>>41739936If you want to find a girl you should try going outside
>>41739957i dont want to find a girl anon, i just want heralso going outside is overrated
buy a daikamura
>>41739993Just get an AI sex doll or watch your anime porn
>>41739936I hope you marry your imaginary girlfriend anon.
St Christopher the Dog-headed edition Christian Esotericism is the inner and/or mystical aspect of the Christian Religion, it includes:>Christian Gnosis (Clement of Alexandria)>Desert Fathers Spirituality (Evagrius Ponticus)>Catholic Contemplative Tradition (Bonaventure)>Hesychasm (Gregory Palamas)>Chivalry (Wolfram von Eschenbach)>Christian Alchemy (George Ripley)>Rhineland Mysticism (Meister Eckhart)>Christian Cabala (Johannes Reuchlin)>Paracelsianism (Paracelsus)>Rosicrucianism (Robert Fludd)>Christian theosophy (Jakob Böhme)>Martinism (Louise Claude de Saint-Martin)Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I'm considering being baptized. How is giving your life to God / commending your life to God not the same thing as selling your soul?
>>41739465"Selling your soul" is itself derived from inverting Ransom Theory. As in, "what if instead of allowing yourself to be purchased for good, you allowed yourself to be purchased for evil?"
>>41739590Alright but that doesn't really answer my question. If what you're saying is true, it's the same thing except the buyer is different and you aren't damned.
ITT we discuss the TI phenomenon, which has exploded in relevance as the number of people suddenly afflicted with symptoms resembling schizophrenia or suddenly proclaiming religious communion, demonic possession, or extraterrestrial contact have risen sharply since around 2020. For some, it's an obvious diagnosis, but the symptoms are incredibly inconsistent with what mainstream science says of the disorders that the layman may mistake this thing as. For those suffering from it, it goes by many other names.For a breakdown on the reasoning there, see this: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1jrHSuvCXnidYaKK203tA6w8lWxucpAThH2OudFFXrdQ/edit?usp=sharingThis thread is here for discussing the topic and to offer resources that may help any targeted persons figure out their own situation and work through it in a healthy, proactive kind of way. You probably know as much as I do by now that there isn't a reasonable way to put a stop to it, but fortunately you can live a relatively normal life in spite of the ongoing harassment.For those wanting to learn more about their own experience, like what it is and why it's doing this, it can help a lot to read about the experiences of other TI's, so i've compiled a resource list in the posts following below. Feel free to recommend resources and i'll add them to the list whenever re-building this thread once it archives.
>>41738533https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T501LHx0R_Q
Commencing bumping
>>41738533Fuck your Google doc. First paragraph about "V2K" is literally describing a normal interaction with the subconscious. Take some shrooms or LSD and these types of interactions happen constantly and way more frequently. And not because your personal glowie is watching and fucking with you extra. These threads are gonna cause people to have a psychotic break. This shit happens to me all the time and it's perfectly normal
>>41739918The entire doc is like >Source: I made it up
>>41739918Not OP, but the v2k is directional (comes from the right or the left or even down the center, but inside the skull), and the voices may have different genders or volumes.Havana Syndrome is real.
I feel like my soul has finally started to rot. I'm stressed all the time. Every social interaction is a little dance around what the other person can extract from me. I've gone back to listening to a lot of Alan Watts lectures as I often do when I feel bad, but this go around things feel different; like some part of me was killed off forever and the game finally isn't worth playing any longer.Anyway, someone give me some other entertaining lectures to listen to.
>>41738818No he didn’t. Glowies hit him with electronic waves and poison until he grabbed the bottle. Any of you fucks would succumb quicker
This is sort of interesting. https://www.holy-bhagavad-gita.org/index/. Maybe something different
>>41739982He had it preplanned with monks to carry away his body before authorities could do anything.
>>41739996That was glowies who planned it so his body would be burned before an autopsy could be done you absolute tard >baby’s first day on 4chanJust go back
>>41738638https://youtu.be/SLUcDfupDaA
Previous thread: >>>41510163Archive: https://mega.nz/folder/cbxGlKoD#N9Tj0-lNWn8k2PeFdfRPvAFoxes Encourage Positivity
>>41735732Basically this but with touhou characters and aliens.
>>41737775>touhou characters and aliensWhich ones?
A new year is coming. May Tamamo make yours extra interesting.
>>41737638Are you sure? They are tricksters right?
>>41739987Yes, but humans can still get tricked by a tech-hindered fox.
Welcome to Divination General! Come here for readings and a discussion of theory/practice.Every method is welcome: Tarot, Runes, Cartomancy, Scrying, Pendulum, Cleromancy, I-Ching, Digital, Oracles, Tasseomancy, Necromancy, etc.>If you're NEW, please READ the STICKY:https://pastebin.com/G42HmsUs>Recommended /div/ links and books:https://pastebin.com/sAkg9cMz>MEGA with Divination Books:https://mega.nz/folder/Jp8gQD7Q#om_2lEm1GL0qPIpSrQgrvA>Guides made by some of our readers:•/div/ starter spreads:https://i.imgur.com/mxpu4MF.png•Thoth's tarot and rune guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1ciFuMOVDIkA18d9Rw-Zkklgigx-Y4XzJkGVeMTYWcic/Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>417399648 of swords
AQ:Will they say yes to my request?
>>41739944Aq. Should I start work on e or do I have to talk to her about it first?
>>41739959It is indeed a thread, yes.
AqIs he bad news bears or can I trust him?
This is a public thank you to everyone favorite Queen of abundance and wealth Nitika for bringing in extra wealth.Whoever wants to work with Nitika listen to this mantra and it'll work immediately. https://youtu.be/jZQlYjdJzI8?si=cnoSiRWbBuuLQJhL
>>41739698Bu- But Pharoah! How are we going to know their ways and defeat the Hebrews besides even if they're the enemies of the Egyptian i mean... the Hebrews drip is good and know how to attract green Benjamins! I'm just saying Pharoah!
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>>41739693It definitely repeats the word “disappointed” numerous times and at one point it says “Nitika is disappointed”.
>>41739757Is this the correct sigil...?
>>41739837Try it.
Solipsism is a truly horrifying concept when thought about deeply.
>>41734449there's nothing horrifying about itit's actually the opposite as it means we can and are creating and experiencing whatever we want to, everywhere, all at once.
Its only disturbing because you assume "you" have the capacity to truly experience totality and we simply cantThe few moments we experience a glimpse of it, we freak out precisely because its not a state we have the "hardware" to sustain"You" are God means little when "you" are in this state in this human life, what even are "you"?Whatever scary solipsism conclusions are simply human ego assumptions>Ill be alone foreverThis is completely fallacious, all of the components of that sentence make no sense in the realm of God and eternity>I (what is that)>alone (what is that even)>forever (implying eternity is just an endless amount of 3d time)Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
The only valuable conclusion of solipsism is that "we are all the same", because we are in one level or anotherThis doesnt mean be a cuck, this means knowing you are not really better than anyone no matter if they are retarded....
Its a tough conclusion, as I deeply despise normies...Jesus Christ I wish I could kill myself....this shit is too much for me
>>41734449i know
Welcome to the Semen Retention General!Revival Edition!>What is Semen Retention?Semen retention is the practice of completely abstaining from masturbation and ejaculation, often with the intention of preserving and redirecting vital and sexual energy to oneself.>Why do it?Reported benefits include: increased vitality, mental clarity, reduced stress, increased motivation, increased energy, improved focus, healthier hair/skin/eyes, deeper meditation, improved AP/Lucid Dreams, deeper voice, improved mood, greatly improved testosterone, improved physical strength and many more.>Wet Dreams?They happen because you had a sexual dream and you coomed. Learn to be conscious on your dreams and stop the succubus.>What causes wet dreams?The causes are many: Illnesses, telepathic bad actors fucking with your dreams, excess energy build up, watching too much sexually-inducing stuff, lusting during the day, lack of an adequate transmutation activity, eating too late at night, excess nutrients overall, stimulants like maca, ginseng, ginger, excess protein, excess carbs, tight clothes (pajamas) for bedtime, bad sleeping posture (this varies, find the one that suits you best), going to bed with full bladder, exposure to hormonal disruptors via food (pesticides...) or body care products (soap, deodorant etc)...Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41731550No, you’re just weak. Only weak minded men think along the lines of “I need a wet hole or I’m going to die.” I haven’t had sex in years and I’ve never felt better. Women are horrendous people through and through. The reason you relapse is because you tell yourself you can’t live without sex. You could live without it. But you’re weak. Back to plebbit with ye
>>41739681It's alright man, it's a strong biological program and it's a struggle for sure. Can't expect to overcome it just like that. But once you do it's fucking sweet. It feels like breaking through defenders on a football field and running on an open field for a touchdown. That freedom is priceless. So focus on that and keep going. >>41739729"In psychoanalysis, sex is often interpreted not just as a biological act, but as a mechanism involving regression, where the ego reverts to earlier, more primitive stages of development. This perspective suggests that sexual behaviors, particularly under stress or in neurotic conditions, allow individuals to return to infantile patterns of need fulfillment."Basically it's saying if you keep craving sex it's a desire to come back to the safety and comfort of your mother's womb because you don't have the balls to face the harshness of reality
>>41739591Im not sure if you comprehended my post, but the last time I relapsed before this time was 5 months ago. And the time before that was 13 months before that. I’ll always been addict. And 3 times in 18 months is pretty good in my eyes. Not ideal. But one of these times will be the last time. Hopefully it was this time but if not I can live with that. There’s nothing humiliating about being honest and genuine about your struggles. I’m ashamed of myself for relapsing but never will I be ashamed for being forthright.
>>41739903Before I say anything else, explain the following:>last streak was 21 days>last relapse was 5 months ago
>>41739942Think he meant the last relapse was the 5 months preceding the 21 day streak
Have you ever had a friend who vanished from existence, including the past?I had a best friend in high school I used to talk about all the time. One day I brought him and my family didn't know who I was referring to. I thought they were pulling my leg so I continued and they really didn't know who I was talking about.I went through my phone to show them pictures and I found pictures of myself but he's not standing next to me. I pulled out the yearbook and his entry isn't there. I went through facebook pages of my school's basketball team because I know he played basketball. He's not there in the team photo.I feel like I can never prove his existence and if I try I'll be committed to an institution. At this point I'm just going to silently mourn his passing and try to move on.
>>41737485>Fucking hell. It still bothers me time to time.>Am I confusing with someone else?>How am I remembering the exact house?>How did I know there was people who known by my father?How the fuck I knew his name?More I think, more I got mind fucked.
>>41737497>>How did I know there was people who known by my father?>How the fuck I knew his name?How did I know there are people living there known by my father and have a son with exact name?
My brother and sister-in-law had a cat that my sister-in-law kept thinking was 3 years older than she was. Meanwhile, I remember them having a cat that they don't remember at all - or at least not as I remember him.I had a classmate that I remember being in 5th grade when I was in 6th grade, but then he was in 9th grade when I was in 12th grade.
My grandparents were friends with another family. They were Odd Fellows, and this was normal. But this other family was a girl just a few years older than me. She was a brat and had meltdowns and everyone was endlessly patient with her because she had "autism" which in the 90s was a weird thing to have because most people were either retarded or normal back then. She was psychic and could tell you about what you dreamed about the night before. She got me in trouble a lot because she was way smarter than the adults realized. She joined the military and I think I saw her a few times after that but never again. She was a pretty frequent guest near holidays. She had a melty one Christmas because Gram only had a nes and a Sega in the back room and she was in the mood for Halo. Anyways, my mother can't recall this person at all and thinks I'm thinking of some completely unrelated girl. I swear we had 100 photos together but now there's no sign she even ever existed. By all means it could just be quantum immortality and she doesn't exist in this timeline.
Wouldn’t this just be another variant of Mandela Effect? I mean it’s safe to say we switched timelines at least once seeing as too many people remember things existing that supposedly never existed, myself included. Sometimes when I think hard about my own past and the people I knew as a kid it feels as if though I’m recollecting someone else’s memories and not my own. Almost like a really vivid dream that doesn’t have emotional resonance but is visually striking. Akin to being a spectator and not a participant
A few years ago (like 10 years ago) I found a thread that was supposedly a conversation between one powerful elite (a Rothschild) and “normal” people. I am 90% convinced that it was just some random dude larping but I am also convinced this random dude studied them or researched elites in some way or form. Have you guys came across similar threads?
>>41739784you can find everything on the esoteric merchant azlef900 youtube channel:Hidden Hand AMA (Message from Groupsoul Lucifer circa 2008): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Wq6W67NTeE&t=13sROFSCHILD AMA (only 8 out of 16 hours of confessions uploaded so far in the part 1): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IVBfc2-y3mw&t=9611sEracidni Murev Te AMA: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SQ1uv3ODjI&t=1847sAnd then the Silent Weapons for Quiet Wars stuff is pretty freaky too: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wO8W6qGVzHs&t=39sThis was the document about reverse engineered UFO's he got from the early access US Gov disclosure program featured by the Antichrist™: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wO8W6qGVzHs&t=39sFinally "The Construct" from the military whistleblower, this stuff is making its rounds in American Congress. The Antichrist said "The Construct" was her "boss": https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hkltlld8zrs&t=603sComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41739822appreciate the infoand actually i may need to make a correction as maybe i was getting things mixed upthere are 3 such conversationsthe hidden hand one, the rofchild one and the positive onei think i was mixing the hh one and the roftchild onewhile I appreciate the posted info, I dont rly trust youtuber style "readings"imo its better to read the original texts and come to your own conclusionsif those videos are just voiceovers then my bad, I understand audio / video can be better for some people, dont mean to judgeI'll check into those topics though, never heard of the last two, anytime anyones like i'm a super secret gov insider and totes have xyz, I kinda tune out, they're generally larps, but cant lose anything but time and brain cells at least checking them outthanks againComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41739881here are the regular links for people who would rather read, they should also be in the youtube descriptions:Hidden Hand AMA: https://lovetruths.com/hiddenhand/ROFSCHILD AMA: https://archive.fo/qERv5Te Verum Indicare: https://lovetruths.com/eracidnimurevte/Silent Weapons for Quiet Wars: https://www.syti.net/GB/SilentWeaponsGB.htmlThe other ones you'll have to dig for the links in my YT descriptions lol am lazy. and yeah i have other content where i go over the stuff, but those are basically audiobooks minus the intro.I think what's happening on this board rn is the next conversation. there's a lot of allusions to things I am not fully aware of. I think I'm a time traveler in a time loop? idek
>>41739881>you can still get pretty far without it but the "why" wont make senseWhat's your take on the "why"?Also can you talk more about the "positive one"? What does that person say?
>>41739784whats the positive one? the new ra stuff-seth/quo?>>41739960sry ik u said u dont know. is it basically the same info as ra material or just same structure?
