Does anyone here have an addiction?This is /x/ related as I saw a video recently on 'sensitive' people being more likely to have a substance abuse problem to ease the edge of the reality we identify and reside within.I'm one of those people, a (silent) drinker.Would love to create discussion here in a philosophical manner
>>42239134i do anything short of inhalants to get high would do nitrous
I have some inherited psychic abilities. Grandma and mom are heavy drinkers but it does seem to heighten their sensitivity to a point until it numbs it out.I am a daily weed smoker, I believe that not starting to smoke until my mid-20’s and developing my skills pre and post smoking has helped me find a sweet spot. Very happy and successful but some may consider the frequency as a dependency
>>42240008I walked your path. You won't like how it ends or when.
>>42239134they took the good drugs away fromus and replaced them with addictive industrial byproducthttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=MPHyR92MQic
>>42239134I decided to make this year a dry year, in the first month or so I craved alcohol but then it was as if my brain had "forgotten" it existed. I'm even still keeping my leftover liquor from last year in a kitchen cabinet but I've practically forgotten that it's there. Desu I don't see myself returning to alcohol even after the year is over, it messes up my sleep and creates constant temptation to overdrink. I really want to focus on productive things, and maybe, natural psychedelics.
I keep noticing something weird, which is Graeco-Romans gods being brought into literally anything, but mostly science and politics, where they shouldn't belong, but are somehow omnipresent. What's with crypto-polytheists? Do they actually believe in the gods they always bring up? Do they feel close to polytheism despite being mostly atheists because both are naturally opposed to monotheism? Do they make sacrifices to Greek goddesses? Is it a form of demon worship? Is it a cabal and do they have goals besides the spread of "democracy" and belief in science?Why are the Moon missions named after Apollo and Artemis? Is there an occult or demonic angle? Why are statues of Greek gods in front of public buildings, why is Athena in front of the Austria parliament, and why is this pushed by people who claim to believe religion should be a private matter? Why can't I find anyone talking about this, least of all supposed monotheists who are supposed to be strongly opposed to worshipping other gods?
Ishtar/Athena is just a scamShe's just popular like Taylor Swift is popular compared to actual great artists that have actually graced us.
I don't believe Christ would hate the innocent non-worshipping exploration of philosophical archetypes so long as this does not extend into explicit apostatic or idol worship
>>42237869discordgg/7kMhrksaGT
>>42240305Ishtar is eve, eve was human
>>42238892So basically you're saying that modern polytheists are to ancient polytheists as "genderfluid non-binary" girls are to zippertits troons.
I'm a volunteer at a gig at Oracle to test if we can send information back in time. We were advised to pick a time of our choosing in the near past to communicate with. I personally chose about 12-13 years ago.I'm not sure how this will pan out. For some reason most of you believe the torment nexus schizo cyberpunk bullshit more than what it's actually like. If you're expecting Skynet to roll up, prepare to be dissapointed. I'm honestly kinda glad that the news in november could make your AI-panicked spine shiver in my time.
>>42239492I'll need cows for milk and sugar too. Otherwise it'll be a bitter existence.
>>42239050You know what's going to happen? America is going to be in charge--and no World Wars will happen--for the next twenty years.But you're right. You're just early.
>>42239523I suggest locating your tribe somewhere where there's Amazon Basin. I'm not sure where you'd get the sugar.>>42239535Always bet on nothing.Taiwan: didn't happen.Putin: Alive.Nothing ever happens :)
>>42239571Well, I could always use fruit for sugars.
Larp Putin will not stay alive for 13 more years you're out of your mind
i would like to discuss pols spiritual beliefs. what do you think they believe in? pic unrelatd
>>42239246christianity, paganism, judaism (lol, lmao)/pol/ doesn't believe in spiritualityespecially the diehard ones they believe in the flesh not that much different from NPCsif they do talk about spirituality they will always find some way to tie it back to the material worldjust go look up that one ESP npc image meme (you know the one) where it starts talking about psychic phenomena and the gateway tapes and then it suddenly ends with talking about race you'll see what i mean
>>42239455what do you think is true spirituality?
>>42239246sire my opioion is spiritually illegal.don;t ask again.my religious belief are also spiritually illegal.-sameal.
>>42239246Majority of /pol/ appears to be Christian of the antisemitic variety. There's also a very active promoter of the Jehovah's Witnesses or maybe it's multiple anons writing under the same name. There's a European pagan element, unsurprisingly also of the antisemitic variety. Obviously the anons in the Islamic countries (natural allies of white separatists) are Muslim. I've seen solid Buddhism threads but they're rare. Some anons are informed of their spiritual beliefs by psilocybin mushrooms and other psychedelics. A recurring theme among everyone is anti-degeneracy, anti-brainwashing.
>>42239260true
consciousness is inherited from the mother
It's not the consciousness itself, but the image of the most high. It's defined by the mother. My mother is a monster.
>souceyes but its not senitent so idk
>>42237298Consciousness does not come from your mom, dummy. We're not computers that download software from our mothers one and done. We're more like those client PCs at libraries and shit where they're all connected to the same central server in the library, but each client side PC has its own instance. They're all connected to the main server, but the individual instances can operate largely independently of each other. We're receivers; our bodies process the signal, but do not produce it.
>>42240436This is false.
>>42240436bruh i think you weren't paying attention good during software science class
Reading for readings, post your chart and read another one
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>>42236193Lots of conflict in relationships. Also wound in relationships with others. Maybe you're even depressed or suicidal.
>>42235125Transiting uranus is about to be square to your Jupiter. Sudden growth, expansion possible. And not in a good way. Bad things will grow suddenly soon for you.
This isn't a thread for "who killed her?"There is nearly 30+ years of evidence (https://cavdef.org/w/index.php?title=JonBenet_Ramsey_murder) pointing to a pedophile network in this case:-A team of renowned doctors including a former president of the American Academy of Forensic Sciences concluded JonBenet had been sexually abused, not only on the night she was murdered but for an extended period of time beforehand. This was contradicted by the family's pediatrician, Dr. Francesco Beuf who had changed careers - he was originally an engineer doing top secret work for defense companies, incl GE Missile and Space. It has never been explained why Beuf lied about the absence of sexual abuse, nor why the doctor who performed the autopsy excluded it from his report (despite a sworn statement from Det. Linda Arndt, who said he had told her that there was clear evidence of sexual abuse).-John Ramsey, retired Navy officer with top-secret clearance, became a vice president of Lockheed Martin, after they purchased his company Access Graphics in 1995. The corporate documents of Access reveal deep ties to Boeing, Lockheed, and the National Reconnaissance Office, Ramsey's business partner Peter B. Teets (the registered agent for Access Graphics) later heading this ultra secret agency, leading to speculation that Access was considerably more than a "computer store" founded in John Ramsey's basement in Atlanta GA, with annual revenue of more than a billion dollars in 1996. -Ramsey's father headed the Michigan Aeronautics Commission at the time Francis Shelden, et al constructed an airstrip on North Fox Island, flying children there. Members of the North Fox Island pedophile ring were suspected of involvement in the Oakland County child murders.-Ramsey has been represented by the Haddon law firm since 1996, which has deep ties to the political establishment in Colorado including running the campaigns of Governors, Senators etc. Haddon's clients include Ghislaine Maxwell.
>>42239092If this group of clearance-havers and defense contractor execs is behind it what was the motive for her murder? What more is the father's company supposed to be? What evidence is there for trafficking kids to some island? This all reads like classic speculative leaps which is just yawn-inducing.
>>42239802>Im a conservative who listens to rush limbaugh >who listens to rush limbaugh>listens>listens.Hate to break it to you, anon, but he's dead.
>>42239126You're so mad that d man did nothing wrong lmfao
Lmao little girls are worthless
>>42239092i fucking told you to delete this. you idiot. you have no idea what you're fucking with.that's it. i'm pressing the button. you're fucked now.
Doing repairs at an oncology clinic. Worked hospitals before, never oncology. Been here about a month, last week is coming up.Something is completely off.Not just “people have cancer” vibes. The staff themselves feel wrong. Like they’re not real people. Conversations feel scripted. They start overly friendly, then suddenly turn cold or dark.Front desk girl laughs nonstop in a weird way. Radiation tech (female) keeps showing up wherever I am, stares at me. Talking to her makes me feel genuinely uneasy, like I’m being watched or judged.One nurse used to have a soft, baby voice. Now it’s completely gone. Same person, totally different presence.Male doctor just stares and asks intrusive, out-of-place questions. All the doctors look scared, like they’re being held hostage.Each day the staff get less friendly, more hostile.Today that same tech was waiting outside the men’s bathroom, just staring. I had to make small talk to break it. She acted irritated. Said she was waiting for coworkers—she clearly wasn’t. Then pretended random people were who she was waiting for.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42237514>warning: death, pain, suffering, and sadnessWhat are you trying to do, kill me with embarrassment?
>>42235302Regardless of what you believe in, be careful. There’s so much potential to let bad things into your mind (real or perceived, doesn’t matter), so do what you need to do. Pray to jebus, Buddhist chanting, crystals, whatever makes a barrier mentally between you and that place.
>>42239037>Pray to jebusImp
>>42236092>>42236100Maybe keeping your boss around will fix it?
>>42235302>Radiation tech (female) keeps showing up wherever I am, stares at me. Talking to her makes me feel genuinely uneasy, like I’m being watched or judged.nigga she has a crush on you.
i saw a girl around the age of 10 skip down my hallway and into the bathroom, closing the door behind her. not walk, skip. barefeet. she had curly brown hair past her shoulders and was wearing a shiny white dress with a thick black stripe around the middle.i searched the fucking house. nothing.how the fuck do i process that shit. do i just search shitholes like this forever hoping some magical enlightened retard has the answers i'm looking for?i'd settle for "it's a hallucination bro" but the fucking door closed behind her. i heard her footsteps coming down the hall, which is why i looked up and saw her. i heard the material of her dress scrape against the wood of the door as she went in.that's not in my mind. that's real shit that goes against everything i've learned and experienced before.it's annoying as fuck.fuck ghosts man. they're probably laughing their arses off at us.
>>42236415i did. this happened years ago. haven't seen her since.but it still fucking annoys me. wtf was that shit.
>>42238147Anon may I recommend starting a daily shikantaza meditation practice, you are safe if you stay conscious and in the present, whereas there are all sorts of things we don't have a satisfactory explanation for, I don't mean to belittle your experience or talk down to you, the truth is no one knows and it will probably stay that way the rest of your life, but you CAN measures to stay away from that kind of stuff.
>>42232509I was at a friends new flat playing games and having a few beer to celebrate his new place, we ordered some pizza to basically invite our other buddy over, while he was talking to the pizza delivery guy (also a friend of ours) this girl in a white tattered dress casually walked into the living room from his kitchen (Basically just materialized there), next second she sprinted and jumped past me, landing on all fours, then she ran like a dog (not like a person on all fours) out his backgarden door that was open as to not fry our xboxes, she looked like a cat punching, her eyes was dark, she had a Glasgowsmile with a dislocated jaw, but it didn't bleed or anything so it couldn't had been a recent thing, I remember faintly seeing her leggs being furry as she jumped, strangest thing was that she had no fucking feet, or if any they must have been animal like, it just looked like hairy nubs rly.Delivery bro dropped his shit and instantly pointed and screamed "WTF was that!?", meanwhile i was looking back at him in shock, like a guy brought back from war, the guy who lived there had his back turned and didn't see shit, so he told us to just stfu and stop joking arround when trying to reason with what just happened I left later to go smoke weed with delivery bro, we had to talk it over.. i never went to his place again, delivery bro didn't either.our other buddy ended up ending it a month or so later, during this time he looked as if he had obtained cancer, living there literally made him look like a depressed meth addict only in that time frame..No clue what that was.. I refuse to believe it was human.
>>42232734kek
>>42232509Who knows wtf it wasThat's why us /x/ experiencers are here. We've all seen stuff we can't explain, and are frustrated with a lack of understanding
How true is this concept?>Be a random man>Possibly even be a nonhuman like a cat or alien>Get put into a cube, possibly willingly, by a group that wants at least 1 creature to weather eternity >Said cube is immune to everything but God's powers, not even nukes put an iota of a scuff on it>Said cube also has a system that halts aging and stops the need for air, food, or water>Said cube also has mind manipulation capabilities, so places the passenger in a dreammatrix while tampering with their memory >Passenger is literally mindf#cked by a magitech cube for long enough to where spacetime itself literally starts to rotComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42239022My tulpa Christ was closed in black cube by greys. Don’t know what to do about it desu
>>42239022Better cube coming through
>>42239923Based and time cube pilled.
>>42239923You shut your whore mouth or I'm not using the prize money for college tuition.
>>42239796It stops aging. Honestly, not entirely sure how it works, but regardless, the passenger's mind is active unless the AI deems it should be otherwise.
YAWEH the desert god is a pathetic faggot.I admire that Lucifer hated him.All Abrahamic satanic saturnian religions are cancer.Sig heil.
Sal und sig.ᛋᛏ
I think Yahweh and Lucifer are lovers but whatevs.I hate Ishtar/Athena/Isis/Artemis/Aphrodite, etc. Everyone has a deity they hate forever and ever.It is what it is!
For some reason it's TV shows by Jewish sex predators like Neil Gaiman that make the God of the Bible somehow bad and the Devil somehow good/funny/cute/quirky, but whatever.
hate is a very stong word.opposites are never on the same side. my father. i don't like his way of doing things.he';s a hypocrite and a lair.i hate his murderous ways and one in upon a time i used to think i could do a better job.now i'm not so sure. he is where he is because he the best at it.and now i don't want his throne anymore i repect the deity way more after going though cathoiticism >>42240375shut up satan., yáll never be me.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Communications and negotiations are breaking down, this may seem like one side isn’t backing down but in truth theres a high chance that what we have been calling the “collapse” is planned. You were shown it many times to prepare you and now it is here. However what they don’t know is that there is a greater force at play and they won’t come out of this as rulers. In a weird way this “collapse” needs to happen even if “they” think their the ones doing it and are going to benefit from this, when instead the truth is we all benefit. If we all think about this we can speed it up! That was the original intention of my Apocalypse threads and it remains the main intention.
>>42239906Every 4chan cope boils down to the same tired fantasy: something *good* is always just over the horizon. Alien disclosure is coming to earth, Hitler 2.0 rising from the ashes, Jesus descending to smite their enemies, Trump and the globohomo awakening in two weeks, mass genocide solving all their problems, or the magical day when everyone suddenly agrees with their garbage takes.It’s all hopium for losers who can’t deal with the present. Instead of doing anything meaningful, they sit in their digital basements praying for a future that never comes. Every post is just another round of "just wait, you’ll see," while the rest of the world keeps living, laughing, and leaving them behind.The truth? Nothing’s coming. No savior, no reckoning, no mass awakening, no shift in opinions. It’s just endless cope for people too powerless to face reality. The only thing in their future is more disappointment and deep down, they know it.
>>42239906Anon this is the war that will destroy Christianity. This war from the start has been made clear to be a religious war with Trump telling the army he has gods will and Iran burning the baal statue. Normies are getting redpilled on Israel religion too and their goal to bring the messiah+fighting for land promised by god. People will be exhausted from this war and give up religion in hopes it doesnt happen again.
>>42240372https://archive.4plebs.org/x/search/text/%22Every%204chan%20cope%20boils%20down%20to%20the%20same%20tired%20fantasy%22/You keep spamming this
>>42240379https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/insight/trump-s-holy-war-rhetoric-sparks-military-uproar/gm-GM01A7C652?gemSnapshotKey=GM01A7C652-snapshot-1
>>42240387Just as true as the first time it was posted.
Welcome to Divination General! Come here for readings and a discussion of theory/practice.Every method is welcome: Tarot, Runes, Cartomancy, Scrying, Pendulum, Cleromancy, I-Ching, Digital, Oracles, Tasseomancy, Necromancy, etc.>If you're NEW, please READ the STICKY:https://pastebin.com/G42HmsUs>Recommended /div/ links and books:https://pastebin.com/sAkg9cMz>MEGA with Divination Books:https://mega.nz/folder/Jp8gQD7Q#om_2lEm1GL0qPIpSrQgrvA>Guides made by some of our readers:•/div/ starter spreads:https://i.imgur.com/mxpu4MF.png•Thoth's tarot and rune guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1ciFuMOVDIkA18d9Rw-Zkklgigx-Y4XzJkGVeMTYWcic/Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
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>>42240035Still here?I wanted to ask ugh like how do I make my life more interesting? Like not just go out but it feels like I'm just walking into a phase where I'll live a very predictable life. Success or not it feels as if circumstances are set the variables are getting fixed and I can't break free. What to doThanks
Hi, please reply. I'm having a really hard time and I want to kill myself. Am I being subjected to covert abuse by my father? His initial is A.
I have jupiter in gemini in the 3rd houseJupiter represents the husbandGemini is all about the mind, conversation, and intellectual connection, and the 3rd house is how I met him: through friends, the internet, and people close to meAnd well...He has gemini rising.The ascendant is how he presents himself to the world, his most visible personality, the first thing people see in him.And he has lilith in gemini in the 1st house; the 1st house is the ascendant.That gives you a raw, magnetic, forbidden energy that’s hard to ignore.Everything clicked from the very first moment.I’ve never loved him this much, this much, this much—truly, the connection felt so strong from the very first moment. No one has ever made me fall in love this much, and I’ve never loved anyone as much as him. I can’t live without him...
>>42234451Why do you keep bugging me to join your discord server?>>42232798So much cancer, are you a giant baby or something? Anyway, thanks for sharing, and I hope you stay happy with her. Everything went to hell with that guy, and it’s entirely his fault. I don’t care anymore....
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>>42216774Are you a Gemini sun? You give me the vibes of a June Gemini from the way you express love.
Let me get one thing straight, the universe doesnt care about you. It doesnt owe you anything and it doesnt give anything. You want his *partner8 YOU GO AND GET THEM!! You obviously know what you are looking for but i am sure you have turned down many partners who were more than worthy. Keep chasing a shadow and you will become one. Just accept who are and understand the stars are too far away to even know either of us exist and even if they did - Too many of us to care about any of us. The universe is painfully apathetic.
>>42239396Sun in sagittarius, moon in cancer, and rising in pisces. Stellium in aquarius and sagittarius. >>42239825I don't care what you say
Come discuss the worship and conjuration of Ishtar, Inanna, Aphrodite, other historically related deities/spirits, and their entourages."Appearing in more literary compositions than any other deity, Inanna embodied endless complexities and contradictions: an unbridled goddess at once upholding and destroying the status quo; a passionate goddess engaging in romantic and destructive erotic love; a heavenly goddess who trod the underworld; a feminine goddess who was sometimes portrayed as a bearded warrior; and a mercurial goddess bestowing tender mercies even as she moved freely from one conquest to another.""[Astarte] is often paired with Baal and also — in a warlike form called Astoreth — with Set. The Mesopotamian goddesses Ishtar and Inanna are other forms of this goddess. The mysteries of Inanna and Dumuzi, Ishtar and Tammuz, and of Astarte and Adonis, were an influence upon the Egyptian mysteries of Isis and Osiris, in which a Queen Astarte appears. Given the combined influence of the cult of Isis, and the Syrian Goddess, on the later Christian cult of Mary, Astarte is among the most influential and important of all Classical deities."If you're interested in working with the Queen of Heaven, the best things you can do are to start meditating, making offerings, and maybe banishing. Preferably do all three daily, or at least a few times a week. This will get her attention and improve your ability to communicate with her, as well as generally train your occult abilities.Pastebin: pastebin.com/SQmZvivkOther recommended resources:Enheduanna and the old Mythsmostlydeadlanguages.tumblr.comRod and RingLioness: The Song of InannaLiber Astarte, on worship: sacred-texts.com/oto/lib175.htm/sum/moning Information Page, for Goetia to work with Astaroth: pastebin.com/ZHPM0KVzComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42237921"LOOK PAST THE VEILNot all spirit skills require discipline and training. Some are little tricks of perception that you can do anywhere at any time-even right now as you read this book. Try the following:Step 1: Look straight ahead. It doesn't matter what is in front of you-anything from a sprawling vista to a wall will do. Just look.Step 2: Now imagine that everything in front of you is actually on a video screen. Pretend it's a two-dimensional representation of what you see. It looks the same, just as it would if you were looking at a high-definition screen that took up your whole view, but you know that it is just a screen.Step 3: Consider what is on the other side of that screen. Listen closely. Reach out with your feelings. Can you sense it? Is there something on the other side?What this simple exercise does is collapse our normal sensation of three dimensions of space down to two dimensions, which leaves a mental "slot" open for us to perceive something we normally don't.Warning: As simple as this exercise is, it has caused momentary nausea or dizziness in some students who try it. Others have been panicked by the sense of feeling beyond ordinary space, and the sensation that something might be looking back. As always, you have to monitor what you can and can't handle."
>>42237932>>42237937"PILLAR AND SPHERES...For this ritual to really work, you have to know the qualities of the elements and let them release in the body. Aristotle described the four elements main according to a system of being wet or dry and hot or cold. Earth is dry and cool. Fire is hot and dry. Air is warm and wet. Water is cool and wet. There is a certain symmetry here where Fire and Water are opposites, as are Air and Earth. In addition to these qualities I would add qualities that speak to how these behave in their gross physical manifestations: Earth is stable, Fire consumes and expands, Water flows and fills, Air blows and moves rapidly.When we do the Pillar and Spheres, we place Earth at the root not only because it is firm and solid, but because it gives the material that fire can consume. As we build the fire just below the navel, we consume the material below it and start heating everything above it. Water gets placed at the heart, which is brought to a boil by the fire below it. Steam rises from the water (remember Air is warm and wet according to Aristotle), which then melts the seed of Spirit/Space at the crown of the head. The wisdom of Spirit/Space then descends over the body, blessing each of the elements and making them even more potent and subtle. This is internal Alchemy: the rise of vitality and passion and the descent of ennobling wisdom.The whole picture is rather like a Witch's cauldron inside the body. Earth is the ground and wood that the fire is built upon. The cauldron is set upon that fire and heats the water within it, releasing the cloud of steam and scent that rises to heaven.What happens is that the entire body is sublimated and made more subtle, more spirit like."You could also perform the inner fire practice from Stoking the Witchfire by Vijnana Nath, which is too long to post here
>>42237940>pic related
>>42237940>>42237937>>42237932The general idea is that you pick a form of mysticism, and a complimentary magical tradition. Then continue the work until you can make contact with Our Lady.>Libraryhttps://controlc.com/f90157e6>MysticismHindu — Raja Yoga, Hathayoga, Shiva SamhitaTaoist — Foundations of Internal AlchemyTheravada — Knowing and SeeingSufi — Sufism for Non-SufisJewish — Jewish MeditationGeneral/Thelema — sacred-texts.com & hermetic.com/figures/indexComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Entertainment for the masses.Irrelevant to the Cosmos and the creation of our world.
