No invocations or pleas to other deities ever did anything for me.
>>42188649Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to thy protection, implored thy help, or sought thine intercession was left unaided.Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto thee, O Virgin of virgins, my mother; to thee do I come, before thee I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in thy mercy hear and answer me.Amen.
>>42189067>a guy rapes your daughter>your friend just watches instead of saving her even though he could>"Don't be mad bro, I will make sure the guy will go to prison for that for eternity."I'm sure you wouldn't complain...
>>42189027God is not found in a vacuum, everything is one way or another an expression of God
>>42189117>your friend just watches instead of saving her even though he couldyou forget the part where if he tried to save her he'd be breaking a promise he made to me, one that makes life worth living in the first placeyes, i forgive me friendhe did not force this promise on me, and because of that choice my daughter was ultimately rapedshall i blame myself for bringing her into the world, or any number of other prerequisite acts?no, blame will not make the world better in the face of sufferingi choose forgiveness, and i pray you do too
>>42188679>>42188686>>42188701>>42188966>>42189057
I have a belief in the afterlife/spirituality. I've had many experiences that have made me a believer. I had a close friend of mine that killed themselves a few years ago and I always wonder what they might be experiencing in the afterlife. Are they at peace? Are they no longer suffering? I remember the day that he died, he seemed really happy and at peace with things like he was ready to go. I've heard varying opinions on what happens to people who take this route. Of course many religious people believe it's a grave sin and that they'd be in a hell but I've also heard spiritual people who believe they get stuck in a sort've limbo due to those unresolved emotions in their life. What do you guys think?
>>42187583We're in Heaven.Hell is different.Though, the understanding of your eschatological positioning, influences how you experience either one.You can experience Hell in Heaven, and vice versa, if you know how.I think the more interesting choice is to study the mechanica of both.Blue Eisenhower November
>>42189075Oh yes, that timeless piece of normie wisdom: "the only hell is the one you make yourself."
>>42187311I'll pick up your friend.I know where they are.Don't worry about them, they have a journey they must go on.The strength of those who kill themselves is considered by those I work with.We need beings capable of all thought paths, including self termination.It's an important trait, but not one that has a necessary angle for long term mechanica, but it is necessary for long term maintenance.What shape has only two sides?It's a funny shape, but it is in that shape, where we store information beyond 3D Baryonic Space-Time.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42187583Even if it is unpleasant it’s not like they are punished for being bad people, it’s not a punishment or a judgment at all, it is just that dying in a horrific state of mind tends to create bad energy but that’s not a moral judgment from God or the gods or anything like that like mainstream Christianity would teach . There are methods of relieving the experience of a suicide post-death, psychopomps, prayers, offerings etc, for the dead, you could pray to Azreal or Gabriel to guide a suicide (who may be in a confused state of mind) through the process
same, i have a dear friend that did it and i wonder about that all the time, brings me to tears
Share your /x/ drawings and art.
>>42180380neat :3
>>42183988Thats pretty cool
this is a lizard humanoid i saw when out in the woods near the Austrian alps, dunno if it was a man in a mask or what, the rest of the body looked human, was wearing boots, gloves, a grey jacket and navy shorts.
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I told you the truth and i proved it, like an arthurian knight game now I want a full execution of 10 of my main enemies.Not gonna argue, i want them today.I showed you their true colors and I was 100% right about everyone.The luciferians have to be executed asap, you just don't get it do you! it's the best time to do it, they're weak as fuck right now, they are branching out and now it's time to kill their head, bury lilith, kill nal and imprison lucifer. i see 6 years of 70 years of torture for them in this future, too many loose ends, I proved it. I also proved to be a very good actor and you to not be that smart as you think, I am smarter, if I were a planet I would be much better AND I WILL.Killings are necessary rn, I'm too smart for you and for this I won't sign with light records for 30 business days since today. There is a reason even herman melville is not in that, IT FUCKING SUCKS, working with beta men and women will make you a beta, simple as.THINK OF THIS: i am smarter than petra, petra is like super advanced level 9 and here there are level 2-3-4's max, what do you think i am? no light, i fucked them all up without your help and the light betrayed me and i will betray them too, face me so i can use your energy and then like you'll be apologizing like a silly dog or something.i am the reason they're starving
>>42189196>i am the reason they're starvingwho the brain worms?
Do not trust Gnomes or Elfs they do not bring good luck they bring bad luck and misfortune once you have a Gnome or Elf as your protege you are doomed they practice Witchcraft do not trust them they have Evil Spirits
This is Gnomophobia and I won't stand for these baseless lies and blind hatred of Gnomes.
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Gnomes are mischievous tricksters, but are not evil entities.They will sneak up on you and then throw rocks and sticks at you, then run away at rapid speed. I have had multiple encounters with what can only be gnomes. No other creature can do what I have experienced.
>>42183400don't listen to OP he kicked a gnome house and is reaping the whirlwindthe spirits of the forest CAN'T harm you unless you're an asshole!
Gnomes were harassing me at my house. I don't know if they had bad intentions but they were always watching me just out of view. You could catch a glimpse of one ducking behind a tree or something if you turned around fast. They seemed to be getting closer and closer to the house over time, I was really afraid of what was about to happen obce they got to the windows, doors, etc. But I noticed that they never seemed to be around if I was watching a movie with nudity or a sex scene, I think they are sort of prudes. So now whenever I feel them watching me I start jacking off, and they go away. I try to drop my pants as fast as possible so they end up seeing me jerking, I'm hoping they get scared enough of seeing it that they leave me alone. It wasn't really working though so now I just don't wear pants at all, and they definitely show up less. I swear yesterday I felt one looking at me and whipped my head around while grabbing and pulling and I swear I locked eyes with the MF and he looked terrified. I think I'm winning bros.
https://youtu.be/HgWjtNfyMeY?si=MRBxzc8LcFvI6rA2This video is a bodycam vid of a sheriff and Area 51 security dealing with a man that supposedly trespassed on Area 51, supposedly because the man said he had clearance there, and the IDs were not 100% confirmed to be fake. Anyways, I posted this video here because he mentions that we are in a timeloop, though he calls it time dilation. He also brings up Deja Vu, which is evidence of this being a timeloop imo. The 'hook' though was that this is the most the public has seen of the inside of Area 51, but honestly was more interested in the timeloop premise he was talking about.I thought it was kinda interesting, but it might just be a weird LARP by whoever typically makes the typical LARPs like these and the other news events.Also, a user with my name commented like an hour before I was recommended this video. Hmm....Anyways, what do you make of this vid anons? Is this just media hoax or did it really happen? If it did, is he right about us being in a timeloop? Do you think this is going to lead to timeloop disclosure if it is true? Thanks in advance as always!
>>421819051. Memories that were put into you before you incarnated into this life2. You have some rare psychic ability to look into the future
>>42175993>Timeloops aren't real or they would be verifiableSays youIf someone was trapped in a timeloop without an end they wouldn't be able to say shit about itIf someone broke out of a timeloop and they tried to tell anyone, they would probably be laughed out the room and sent to the psychward
>>42187607?
>>42175325>I'm sure they practice on the public, train the new NSA guy to watch a certain civilian all dayI want to carry and umbrella with me for this very reason. If I feel I'm being watched, or even just periodically, I'll open my umbrella and on the outer fabric I want it to say "FUCK OFF FEDDY" in big letters so the drone controller can know that I hate him/her
>>42175040TR-3Bs
#7 Old World -Here we work to purify the Aryan currents of the cursed entanglement of the Saturnian cultists of the black stone, worshippers of the donkey god Set/Surtr/Yhwh. Within every myth there is a certain element that is pure, and one that is corrupted; we need to separate the wheat from the chaff. ITT jewish degenerate Dionysian donkey worship, 13 illuminati families, giant research with a focus on US and Tartar/Aryan homelands, fall of Hyperborea, antiquitech, Greenian aether physics, alchemy, and the rise of the Black Sun.Last thread:https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/41956182/Reading lists:https://paste.rs/BRbuthttps://pastebin.com/Si98qYqbComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42187517In the bodily microcosm to hold on excessively (attachment) causes tension or hardness, conversely excessive pushing away (aversion) results in looseness or softness. Predominantly manifesting as a rigid unreachable mind or lack of care respectively. Both are endemic, but the latter is more common and primary, postural deviation instigated by a solar affliction. An echo of the fall of the Tree when it was cut by the Elohim, the wounded thigh of the Grail King, and the missing rod of Osiris. Blind indignation cremating the care in the world, leaving you listless and not wanting to act, the rejection of natural law as seen in collapse of alignment, discernment of what is right and wrong, in the relationship of one part of the body to another. In modern parlance the art of not giving a fuck, putting it away in the too hard basket. Not caring leads to being a softcock and doing nothing while the world gets overrun by pedophiles, or even worse, thinking if you can't beat em join em.For the two main fails, imagine an uptight fundamentalist Islamic religous authoritarian bricked in by their own wall, standing next to a liberal degenerate with loose morals, observe the postures, you get the picture. I did hear women are always right ;)
>>42187522The knots are caused by pushing thoughts and feelings away beyond awareness, then binding them with false premises, induced by malicious external design. Uncharted territory, here be dragons, with only the old maps informing the amnesiac where the path back to Hyperborean soil may lie. Merge or divide, two sides of the same coin, the interplay can be heaven or hell, and in that one perfect moment of true balance, transcendent bliss."The rider—the mind of innate awareness— Is mounted on the horse of mindfulness. Propelled by the wings of the unimpeded wind, It moves through the path of the bodhicitta central-channel and Arrives at the secret door of bliss at the crown. The king of innate awareness nakedly arises. Concepts—the veil of the intellect—are removed. The self-arising primordial wisdom sees its own face. Ignorance—the darkness of delusion—is lifted."
>>42186362Good book
https://youtu.be/HrWtkaVJRTw
>>42144927cope and seethe manlet, your short ass lies will not take hold here.
I heard about the new strain of C0vid called 'Cicada' today, and immediately I linked it to Higurashi as you can see in picrel.Do you think it might be zombie apocalypse predictive programming? Like I also heard about a courthouse in Texas that had zombie pamphlets available about 2 weeks ago(lol), so maybe it is not a nothingburger this time.Thanks in advance as always!
>>42185494take mushroom supplements. I was in a serious brain fog but like… those words don’t do justice. my own family said I had drank myself retarded and I couldn’t read my own writing (am a writer) and understand it. I loaded up mushroom coffee with mushroom drops that had like 20 different ones in it and my brain came back online. fine now.
>>42188276Lion' Mane mushroom?
>>42187959I don't know. Sometimes I feel like I need to erupt and kill or abuse somebody but I'm stopping it by willpower but I don't know how long it will last. I think it can comes from my headaches and gastrointestinal problems which I had before I started experience it before I started gooning which likely extrapolate it I had a good day when everything is right but then comes another day with waves of failure and gooning urges comes back idk it feels like torture
>>42184751Hmm....
>>42188531Honestly, this also reminds me a a disease that I thought about. Say, have you been bitten bt a person or dog or cay or something in the last year or so? Maybe you got licked by a pet or something if not bitten. Anything that triggered your feral urges and mindset, like a weird film, a weird piece of porn? It is supposed to be a joke disease, but maybe I am onto something.
How do I become like this guy.
>>42188311And you are a slave to the blind one YHWH/Allah.
>>42188372You surely make yourself out for one of the evil ones. You will not prevail.
>>42186693Just become Catholic lmfao.
>>42188387Against the power of the Antichrist there can be no victory. We must join with him, anon. We must join with Satan. It would be wise, my friend.
>>42188311>YHWH/Allah has taken no wife nor consortI know, Christians think Archaeology is made up by satan to confuse you or something, but Yahweh/El did in fact have a wife.
As a child, I vividly remember driving home with my mom and along the ride we looked up to see something like Pic related, fully humanoid with wings flying through the clouds which we automatically identified as angels and oddly enough this weird event didn't scare the absolute shit out of us, and we just thought of it as miracle and moved on with our life and never discussed it again. Has anyone else on /x/ ever seen angel-like figures in the sky or had angel experiences?
>>42189126True angels don't show up on camera... this is either an artist's impression or a Fluegelzeit, but those haven't been spotted in the wild in a few hundred years.
literal birds
>>42189160For the schiuzo and normie alike, going outside is paranormal. Our society is massively detached from the natural world.
Let's discuss space cats
>>42182240Smoke weed while stargazing and listening to music with positive vibrations and lyrics about unity, and love and acceptance, etc. Don't be surprised if they only reveal their light form or their domesticated earth cat form
>>42187028To be fair, you very well could be a lyran starseed. Meaning your past life(s) were lyran in nature
>>42187052wouldn't that be somethingbest wishes anon, i hope you get your stargazing and cuddles
>>42187084Manifestation, my dear feline friend. If anyone spark so much as believes, it is manifested into reality. Each divine spark has the gift of awareness and even more fun but with responsibilities is manifesting your thoughts into reality it's self. If you feel like you were or even are a lyran, know this outcast of a human doesn't feel too at home here either. Don't get me wrong I absolutely love nature and animals but I'm not too keen on my own kind.
How viable are they for a sci-fi/spiritualism story? I want to add them as unwilling allies that are only helping the two protagonists because Dracos began acting like a bunch of cunts (more than usual, better said.
Datura anon is back... Now i don't know if datura scared me but today I went for a run (something i haven't done in years) and I started learning Japanese kanji. Now let me tell you, datura is not a fix for anything. Or at least that's what they will tell you. I had cotton mouth but that didn't bother me because of how shitty my life is.>how many seeds did you takeI didn't even eat seeds I used 2 patches for motion sickness infused with datura>what led you to doing something people say is extremely badI could care less what people consider scary. I've always been a monster and monster thrive on datura. I've done things in life that would get me banned on 4chan.>how is this paranomalI gained some profound insights that only have meaning to me, like a layer on top of my dreams that connceted them to reality.Do ask me what I saw I won't tell you. It wouldn't be interesting to you>Should I do daturaIf you are asking me then hell no you shouldn't. Don't be a fool and then blame me when your soul is raped by the devil
>>42187763this board has the highest iq out form all of the chans. Don't you forget it. Of course you can get high for a week on datura without redosing. One such plausible mechanism would be ingesting lots of seed that are very slowly digestive and by chance can get stuck in the in yur guts for days slowly releasing the alkolakoids.Explain how atropine can dillate the pupils for a week from one dose?
>>42187844>highest iq out form all of the chanssure buddy, including the i3 atlas and the nobody generals?>Of coursebased on nothing i assume?>ingesting lots of seed that are very slowly digestivethey arent slow to digest, and anyway nothing that your stomach can digest stays in there for more than a day>dillate the pupils for a weektotally different thing, and im not even sure if this is true
>>42187869it's totally possible for the seeds to slowly leak alkaloids in the gi tract. heres a fun fact most of the stories you hear about how some1 was high on datura for a week are actually from brugmansja seeds. Those are way bigger and slow to digest. The tropane alkaloid can very much halt your gi making the leakeage last for days. But even in the other datura spiecies Seeds swalloed whole could very much survive the stomach and enter your gi etc. its also common that although the peak delirium will last only 24 h the eye dilatation can continue much longer
>>42187883>guys its totally possible>but not with the seeds the thread is talking about>you need other bigger seeds>these last for days bro (doesnt say how many days, btw its still less than 11)>actually you are right, they last only 24 hoursgod i hate this board
I’m going to smoke it next time I’m at my parents. I read I’m going to experience 50 years as an inanimate object. Makes DMT sound like child’s play.
>>42187072this is probably more worth it especially since the trip is like 20 minutes max irl so it's not a huge ask, they'll likely just see you dribble on yourself and talk nonsense
>>42188401There’s a vid of someone jumping out of a window while on salvia so being handcuffed to a pipe might be a good ideas
I can not find a shop where ti buy it since they banned it in my country. Any tips? It used ti be my favourite drug
>>42188949/x/ isn't a fuckin dealer board
>>42188908it may be my experience talking but>handcuff self to something>take powerful psychedelics>get instincts to escape>deglove your handthere are easier ways to keep yourself safe
What kind of man do u need to be to attract authentic vampire into your life and make me immortal with their blood? I want to know.
>>42188199You just want a quick fuck
>>42188245not paranormal
>>42188199Surely there’s a pub or something for vampires near you
lol based
>>42188334Is that a crime!?!Also some of us just want to know if they're even real in any sense of the word lol and not just some gay psychology thing (stealing tax money, loosh, controling desire, etc).Either through science, or a parasite, or they are literally a different species...or symbolism for Jews...not sure.Also are they hot or uggos? We may never know...
The predicament which modern man finds himself in is that of a self-conflict, a conflict which, for one, arises from foreign and alien circumstances but, on a more profound level, is that of an intrinsic, innate and incessant battle which each and every one of us faces. The goal of this conflict is that of a reconquest, a reconquest of one's self, a reconquest of one's being and a reconquest of one's essence.As the Age of Vice begins, man is forced to look back, back to his past, back to his ancestors and back to himself for hope, as what lies before him is nothing but a decline and the rotting corpse of the collective, growing and expanding at every moment. This corpse is gross and material; every breath it takes oozes out a sense of despair and anxiety which consumes and traps the individual in a state of fragmentation and inner discord, resulting in the mundane common folk sinking deep into hedonism and degradation, to delude themselves in comfort and a false perception of peace.You must find in yourself a will which is akin to a fire, a fire which burns brighter than the fire around you, a fire which refuses to be consumed and smothered by its surroundings. If you can do this, if you can find this fire nested deep inside you, then you will be able to conquer yourself and, consequently, conquer the world.And the first step in this reconquest is semen retention. Quite frankly, it's pretty obvious that porn of all types is being pushed upon the masses by a group of ill-willed 'people'.[1/2]
Hello X, I have a couple questions. I haven't ejaculated since February 17, which I believe is an all-time record for me. I wouldn't call myself a SR practitioner, but I work out a few times a week and I do feel like I have more energy when not working out. This run of no-sex/no-fap has coincided with practicing urine therapy after watching Sam Hyde's "Hidden Medicine" episode. Almost every morning I drink a small cup of my piss after I wake up. I believe for whatever reason this has curbed my sexual appetite so the temptation to jerk off is not overwhelming. Also, its remarkable that I haven't had a wet dream and involuntarily ejaculated during sleep. However, I got sick the other day, so yesterday morning I skipped the piss-drinking. Then this morning right before I normally get up for the day I had a wet dream about fucking a former co-worker and I woke-up about half way, feeling like I was having an orgasm. But when I got up and looked at the underwear I was wearing, instead of gooey globs of cum, it was just wet and fully absorbed into the underwear.What was this that came out of my dick when I was sleeping and felt like I was having an orgasm?Does drinking your piss help with semen retention?I haven't been to this general in a long time. Is semen retention no longer popular?
>>42188753Just stop drinking your piss and just do SR like a normal human being
>>42185215He said reabsorption of semen into the blood promotes power beyond anything else. Google his quote. Hippocrates wrote on this too
>>42188753you just had a wet dream.stop drinking your piss, it's waste, it's meant to leave your body. period.
>>42186285saved these thanks
