To whom it may concern...Ladies and gentlemen, I may or may not be one of the individualsmentioned in the /ng/ threads. I'm making this post here to provide some context, evidence, and a backstory of sorts regarding a place I used to work.CTDI was a toxic/miserable place to work at and I was sick of being there.June the 18th I up and left both due to a lack of work, things seeming as if I wasbeing kept there just to "keep the vibes going". I requested to leave ~30 min early,I was denied my request. So I up and left. This got Jim's panties in a bunch causehe's the manager of the shift i'm on. One of the things I said that raised a stink there being, Me telling a co-worker "Death to Zionism". I was asked not to come back after some HR conversations on the 19'th of June unless I attend virtual "therapy sessions".I declined to attend such sessions because this is not a president I want toset in the USA. I didn't threaten any one, I just stated my grievance with Israel'sabhorrent, genocidal ethno-state regime. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
you're probably just schizo. best to let this stuff go and move forward. try to not take yourself or others too seriously at your next job and you'll have an easier time.
>>42187271"Schizophrenia" is defined as seeing what is not there. I have never seen Gnomes, Dragons, Elves, Fairies, Dinosaurs, etc running around _EVER_.Your advice is solid, however... When someone impacts my well being by being annoying or imposing interactions on me, that just isn't right...ADULTS respect someone's desire to keep to themselves.
>>42187289yeah definitely schizophrenia. But I don’t think schizophrenia is natural, I suspect it comes as a result of intense environmental stressors such as prolonged exposure to harmful emf (seeing as though you work with electronics) or heavy metal ingestion, or deep emotional trauma. Like anon said, it’s good to slow down and maybe it’s worth breaking up your routine or changing your surroundings, spend a bit of time every week going for a walk in nature or pick up fishing
>>42186567Precedent not presidentand the other anon is right, this is just schizophrenia. you ARE seeing connections that aren’t there. Nothing you have said is evidence of well, anything but that you got fired for not realizing you can’t say that shit at a job. None of what you said has any meaning to any of us, there is no evidence in this thread of “boards being messed with” least of all the cesspit /b/ lmao. You should probably meditate, or smoke weed, or idk. None of us are smarter for reading what you wrote and this seems to just be a work grievance with zero paranormal anything. Have a good day, hope you feel better anon.
>>42186567you text formating is sus
Chris Bledsoe's 2026 prophecy claims that when the star Regulus (referred to as a "red star") aligns just before dawn in the gaze of the Great Sphinx on Easter 2026, a "new knowledge" will come to humanity, which some interpret as the arrival of aliens or a divine intervention. Surprisingly this is also the Space Force logo
>>42188171https://youtu.be/OiCJOMBsoHc
Finally, a blessed Sirius thread. Inb4 jannies.
We can finally discuss Sothicism without those pesky Jannies!
>>42177565>blah blah isramerikkka space force plebs are so scawy war of the worlds gambitThese people are so full of shit
>>42177565The earth is flat and stationary with a done. The whole thread is a complete psyop.
Is it just me, or is the concept of karma and past life sins a bit unfair? Some people are born evil, and they're basically just doomed to be punished in the next life. I think there's a good chance I'm being punished this lifetime for past life sins, but I can't help but wonder, why was I born an evil person who would deserve this amount of punishment in their next life?
>>42184419no I don't. I just believe in a connection between the material and the spiritual world. There is no karma in the material world and I don't believe in one in the spiritual one either, but not because there's none in the material. The type of "imbalance" you retardedly speak of can apply to "positive" imbalances as well. >soul gits gud, upgrades in spirit and light, becomes purer>oh no le imbalance, universe gotta tip it back and be moderate, make that pure soul a faggot again, like yougrossly synthesizedWhy would the spiritual world or God/whatever higher power/intelligence even make it so?
>>42179140yeah well the problem is some of the ayss kinda hijacked our reinarnation systemhttps://youtu.be/nx-dZs-6o1w?t=2918
>>42184908There is karma in the material it's called court.It's like saying you don't believe in the court system because you closed your eyes. Sure buddy.>Why would the spiritual world or God/whatever higher power/intelligence even make it so?Because the world is not objective like a video game. It's similar to being inside someone's mind, that is where you are.
>>42181155>T. Masturbates to tea boys
>>42184908>Why would the spiritual world or God/whatever higher power/intelligence even make it so?Because God is a retarded tranny who created this world and forced me to exist as the sole frame of reference for it and only persistently real person in the world so that he can dominate and abuse me through everyone else in it so that he can define himself in opposition to me through the people he abuses me through
I have a belief in the afterlife/spirituality. I've had many experiences that have made me a believer. I had a close friend of mine that killed themselves a few years ago and I always wonder what they might be experiencing in the afterlife. Are they at peace? Are they no longer suffering? I remember the day that he died, he seemed really happy and at peace with things like he was ready to go. I've heard varying opinions on what happens to people who take this route. Of course many religious people believe it's a grave sin and that they'd be in a hell but I've also heard spiritual people who believe they get stuck in a sort've limbo due to those unresolved emotions in their life. What do you guys think?
the logical answer is it depends on the individualdon't listen to anyone claiming suicide automatically results in some sort of punishment like hell or forced re-incarnation, they don't know what the fuck they're talking about and usually have an agendabesides, we're already in hell
>>42187311Lot's of stuff can happen. You can go to hell for a time or experience the "void" that is often referenced in NDEs. Where you stay there until you figure out enough. Sometimes God makes you incarnate for your own development so if he didn't experience what he was supposed to it's possible they made him incarnate again.
>>42187311Whatever you think will happen is going to happen. If you subscribe to being a bitch or a slave you might get punished or forced to reincarnate.Look into evidential mediums. They almost all confirm that people who passed through suicide are at peace and doing well on the other side. They usually regret hurting their loved ones, but they don't always regret leaving Earth.
They are just their chillin. It's not as dramatic as you think. If I connect to someone from that side they will start talking like normal.
For those who use altered states of consciousness as a means of exploring reality and the human condition:What are the most profound insights you had so far?Which methods or tools have proven most valuable in reaching those insights?
I've tried every drug since I was a teenager and every single one I've regretted taking because I'm autistic and overthink things and I think some people are just physically unfit to take drugs because everytime I've been high I just want to get sober and I'm already counting down the trip because I'm scared of never coming back to a sober state of mind.I think I'm just very lonely and being out mentally in the void of space where theres no one but yourself scares me and I want to "go back home" to where I was sober because I miss my family who are the only ones who bring me comfort because they're the ones who have shown me love all my life. Maybe someday I'll meet someone who actually cares about me and I might feel comfortable trying drugs with them but I'm just afraid when I'm high and I want someone to hold me
>>42174316I started getting into shrooms last fall after a buddy of mine started hooking up with a girl who was super into them. Here’s my experience,I started with Road Trip brand mushroom edibles. It’s worth noting that these don’t actually have shrooms/DMT in them. They use a synthetic DMT analogue called metocin. Metocin is very similar to DMT structurally, but this slight difference makes ALL the difference. Metocin gives you wavy visuals and a wonderful body high.Eventually, I decided the smartest thing to do would be skipping the middle man and finding the chemical itself. Eventually I was able to get my hand on some pills. The guy making the Metocin pills also sold actual DMT pills; naturally, I ordered some DMT pills alongside some pills that are a 2/1 ratio of Metocin and DMT.I took a few Metocin/DMT pills in January while doing a double feature of The Matrix and Return of the King at my local cinema. BIG MISTAKE. I knew DMT was different from Metocin, but I wasn’t prepared for how different it was. But that’s a whole side tangent for how that experience was. Let’s move on to when I took a heroic dose of DMT pills.I wanted to meet God, the machine elves, anything. So I started fine. I took five DMT pills and watched a movie. A few hours later and I’m not feeling it much. Stupidly, I took five more and threw in two Metocin/DMT pills just to get some more “oomph”. I dicked around a little bit and then it started happening. I spent about four hours having my soul raped.
>>42187398It was like I had glitched out of reality. I couldn’t tell if my eyes were opened or closed. If I moved around my house with all the lights off, it was like I could still see everything. It could be pitch black and I was seeing things as if the lights were still on. Naturally, I went to lie down and ride it out. I remember lying on my bed and whimpering, “help me” over and over. I experienced dying again and again. All different kinds of ways. It was a nightmare. It was horrifying and I couldn’t tell what was real and what wasn’t. All I could do was lie there and tell myself it would be over soon.Eventually it was. There’s only one way I can think to describe how it felt once I returned back to reality: Imagine you were in The Matrix and suddenly had your entire reality shattered and shown the truth beyond what you’ve always known, only to then immediately be thrust back into that mundane world surrounded by nobody who knows anything is wrong.
>>42175183>If anyone takes psychedelics more than ~5 times in their life, it is almost certain they are no longer getting any useful learning, but are just a junky seeking a high.sure, if we're talking about heroic doses.what about microdosing then? or like a 100 ug trip? i'd say 100 ug trips are harmless, it's kind of like having a six pack with your buds.
>>42176777>checked and underrated pilledwill you share your story
is there any female goddesses i can turn my soul to? preferably one who gives motherly and sexual favors in exchange for worship. i need my soul to be nurtured, i cannot hold a grip of this world anymore
>>42187056I believe Bastet is willing to sleep with her followers. There are other Goddesses that are more acociated with love/sex but I don't have an inclining of which might actually put out so to speak. My belief about Bastet on this is just a strong intuition from having interacted with different deities so don't take it as gospel and always be respectful of the Gods.
>>42187056D you know the price?
>mummy ;_;
>>42187326Seconding Bast, she will reward worship.
>>42187306ExplainAlso why would I have to transition?
Ask me about any of the stones within the list i posted and I will tell you everything you need to know about it relating to how it effects you and other stuff.List: Agate, Amazonite, Amber, Amethyst, Angel Hair Quartz, Angelite, Anhydrite, Apache Tears, Apatite, Apophyllite, Aquamarine, Aventurine, Avalonite, Axinite, Azurite, Barite, Bayleyite, Black Tourmaline, Bloodstone, Blue Calcite, Blue Chalcedony, Blue Lace Agate, Blue Sapphire, Blue Tourmaline, Boji Stones, Brazilianite, Brown Tourmaline, Bustamite, Calcite, Carnelian, Celestite, Chalcedony, Charoite, Chiastolite, Chrysocolla, Chrysoprase, Citrine, Coral, Crystal Ball, Cuprite, Danburite, Diopside, Dioptase, Double Terminated Quartz, Elestial Quartz, Emerald, Epidote, Fire Quartz, Fluorite, Garnet, Gem Silica, Golden Beryl, Golden Calcite, Green Apophyllite, Green Calcite, Green Tourmaline, Halite, Hawks Eye, Hematite, Herderite, Herkimer Diamond, Hiddenite, Holley Blue, Holley Blue Agate, Hour Glass Selenite, Howlite, Ilmenite, Imperial Topaz, Isis Crystal, Jade, Jadeite, Jasper, Jet, Julienite, Kansas Pop Rocks, Kunzite, Kyanite, Labradorite, Lapis Lazuli, Larimar, Lepidolite, Magnetite, Malachite, Malachite-Azurite, Manganocalcite, Mochi Marbles, Moonstone, Morganite, Obsidian, Oligoclase, Opal, Orange Calcite, Oregon Opal, Peridot, Peru Opal, Phenacite, Pietersite, Prehnite, Pyrite, Quartz Crystal, Quartz Scepter, Realgar, Record Keeper Quartz, Red Calcite, Red Jasper, Rhodochrosite, Rose Quartz, Rubellite Tourmaline, Ruby, Rutilated Quartz, Sapphire, Scolecite, Selenite, Serpentine, Shiva Lingham, Shiva Lingham Stone, Smithsonite, Smoky Quartz, Sodalite, Sphene, Stellar Ice Calcite, Stilbite, Sugilite, Sulfur, Sunstone, Tektite, Thulite, Tiger’s Eye, Time-Link Crystal, Topaz, Turquoise, Vanadinite, Varascite, Watermelon Tourmaline, Yttrian Fluorite, Zincite, Zirconprevious thread: https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/42149471/#42149471
What's one Crystal everyone should own & use OP?
>>42188521Clear Quartz
>>42188436>Choose one of the three days of the Full Moon to recharge Amethyst rather than sunlight.What do I do with it? Place it in the moonlight? Or it does not have to be in the moonlight, just outside at night?>place Labradorite inside the center of a rainbow that has been refracted from the Sun's rays via a clear crystal.fucking hell>leave it in a crystal cluster if possible from moonrise to moonsetgod damn I'm poor I barely afforded these crystals
Which crystal can regrow my foreskin?
Why no one talks about Spodumene
any advice? i have autism so it affected me very differently. i believe there's actual demons in that shit. everyone else loved it. for me it was the darkest shit i ever experienced and those massive dark energies are still with me 2 days later, but 80% faded, but it was so massive that even 20% of it is harming me so bad, i just shook all night as demonic voices said the worst shit to me like 12+ voices trying to break into my brain and insert their voices. 13 hours later it became barely tolerable and now 2 days later i am depressed with very dark vibes.i was happy before. i don't do drugs. it will fade but any tips to speed it up or fortify myself? if there was any sun i'd walk around in it, it's been cloudy forever
>>42181238Schizo reporting. If you get voices from cocaine I recommend you stay away from drugs entirely, that shit can be permanent.
>>42181238It's normal OP, most people experience this but they are around people who are familiar with the side effects. I'm assuming you're not very social or talk to anyone about your experience that's why you're venting on here.Those upper drugs enhance your mental capacity and thoughts so if you're already a high functioning autismo it will only make you more paranoid and overtime things. Most normies who take it just feel autistic for a short bit but autistic who take it feel like their brain is cracking the matrix and seeing demons and spirit particles.You'll feel better in a few days, just let it pass and do stuff to distract yourself and build back your "happy" chemicals in your brain. Go eat your favorite foods or watch TV shows from your childhood or comfort movies. I was in the same boat the first time I tried it when I was 26 and you'll want to do it again as soon as your brain normalizes again but don't give in, I did it again 1 month after my first time and I wanted to do it more often almost every weekend but I had to force myself to go cold turkey and I haven't tried it since.Us autismos get affected differently for a while I could have sworn it made me psychic I could read people's thoughts when I was high on that shit
>>42182317It was literally made by Satanists during the war to summon demons into the battlefield. Like do some research into its origins and the scientists who made Meth were literally part of an occult research department in the military. It was made to burn out a soldiers humanity so they became cold killing machines, I wouldn't be surprised if they made a pact with some demon or something for the formula to hack the human body into using its soul as fuel for energy
Cocaine and weed depletes grey matter in the brainEat more fish to repair grey matter in the brain because fish is the best food for the brain. I would recommend raw salmon as the best thing for this. Alongside prayer and meditation because those are probably equally important
>>42187823OP is demonically oppressed now, it’s what happens when you take illicit stims.
Are non-Israelite pagan gods really all demons like Yahweh/Jesus says they are? This is a statue or idol of Caishen, the Chinese god of commerce and wealth.
>>42181390>Caishen, the Chinese god of commerce and wealth.>Caishen>Cash inSneaky sneaky
>>42184888Trips of truth.
>>42181390 No, the Divine Zombie is hopelessly Schizo, where One aspect is at odds with the other two!
>>42183959HEE HAWW HEE HAWW IIIIIIIIIIIII AAAAAAAAAAAAAA OOOOOOOOOOOOOO
>>42181390>yahwee>foreskin demon
I have been trying it for the past few days and I have found it insane how effective it actually is. I have grown up adjacent to a lot of new age peope who did breathwork and got roped into trying different practices but it never clicked for me. Doing this though I can feel like I can hold my breath for so long and the clear headedness I get after 2 cycles is incredible.But all of it has got me asking some questions:>is it true that it can put you in a "psychedelic like state"?>if part of the breathwork is built on lowering Co2 in your bloodstream can that damage your organs and brain?If there are any anons who are more experienced or knowledgeble about this sort of thing I would really appreciate it.
>>42188125>The wim hoff method is sorta just a repackaging of certain breathing exercises into a modern western cultural frameworknot quiteWim Hoff stumbled upon tummowhat he teaches shouldnt even be considered a system or framework, it certainly isnt complete enough for the descriptortummo is part of the six yogas of naropaanyone doing wim hof's stuff had best learn stillness methods to balance out the forceful method, otherwise trouble is down the lineanyone doing wim hof's stuff would be well advised to not go crazy with the extreme cold immersions, overdoing it will harm the kidneys/adrenals
>>42187489>You can also experience something that feels very much like astral projection with intense breathing methods that I don't want to share because I'm unsure of how safe it actually is, and may just be the result of you slowly asphyxiating yourself without your body noticing.breath holds are nice and quiet and the energy soaring is because you're not consuming all that energy by the sensesbut hypoxia is always shortly around the corner no matter how good one gets at itbetter way, learn to breathe finely enough so that you get the same quiescence but without the hypoxiathis is longevity breathing
>>42188172Hyperoxia is a worry too, oxidative damage is no joke
>>42188429this is true, but that's from hyperventilatinglongevity breathing is more or less pushing the boundaries of hypoventilatingjust without reaching the body's limits where it feeds back and thwarts the efforte.g. triggering the body's need to breathe, increased heartrate
>>42188157>a system or framework,Was never called that once in the post you replied to
>be me>16>random Friday morning>have pe (physical education) class>start heading there>all of a sudden random white balls of light start appearing>they keep filling my vision while slightly rising>stand still in shock>starting to think that I'm being Isekaied or something>my vision is practically all white now>friend see me>shakes my shoulder a bit because i look autistic just standing in the hallway with my hands>everything goes back to normal>happens one more time a bit later but never got as intenseComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42185047>I post my guide if you wantI will*Also sorry for my grammar - I'm just retareded (dyslexic) - its probably really shit
>>42185047>they keep filling my vision while slightly risingYou sure you didn't just have low iron or something? Happens to some folk when they stand up to fast they'll get spots all over their business before they keel over. >SHIT SHIT THIS IS ACTRALLY REALFirst time is always the most exciting>I post my guide if you wantYeah go on anon, I'm curious what your method is. Mine is the rope method, mentally pulling myself out of my body. Sometimes works, other times eh but I know the problem is me, not the technique
What is it with fortune telling or occult things that drive people insane?
>>42182507>... they stood within the temple's silent dome, and, as the young man paused abrupt, his gaze upon a veil'd and giant IMAGE fell:>Amazed he turn'd unto his guide—"And what Towers, yonder, vast beneath the veil?"
>>42182507I think it was Bill Bars dad that fed Philip his stores via a radio linked dental implant in some covert MK-Ultra project.
>>42182507It's the deities and skypeople, you put yourselves under their control and they fukk you over. You need spiritual independence, such as shamanism, mages, witches, etc, with your own power, many shamans draw the spirits from within, the inner worlds, for one.
>>42182507I’ve known many truly insane fanatics and all of them were some variety of Heistcuck,er, Christcuck ! One was a lady that was reduced to saying, “Deaf,, Dumb, God” over and over again. One celebrated his God by using a JW Bible for smoking papers. He is a JW. Another one was deduced to saying something liket, “Una petitio…” They were all Christcucks! I’ll take Ishtar, the Queen of Heaven, and the alleged Whore of Babylon instead of the Divine Zombie any day…
>>42182507People can't handle that sort of information
3 meteors and 2 of them creating sonic booms over America in less than 1 week. This isn’t normal despite what the gaslighting MSM is saying so what’s the paranormal explanation? Aliens? Panspermia pandemic attack from breakaway civilizations? God punishing the US for bombing the cradle of civilization? Something else? Post your theories below.
>>42153725The 4th one is gonna fall in Ukraine and western propaganda'll say it's a russian attack
>>42153725As above so belowThe cosmos respond to social unrest by throwing meteorites, earthquakes and eruptions at us
>>42155506Dogs are spooked by literally fucking everything give me a break nutter
>>42155439Posts pic of a Roman wall and not the temple Jesus was talking about.
>>42183600Oh is that all? Clearly we have nothing to worry about then.
https://youtu.be/HgWjtNfyMeY?si=MRBxzc8LcFvI6rA2This video is a bodycam vid of a sheriff and Area 51 security dealing with a man that supposedly trespassed on Area 51, supposedly because the man said he had clearance there, and the IDs were not 100% confirmed to be fake. Anyways, I posted this video here because he mentions that we are in a timeloop, though he calls it time dilation. He also brings up Deja Vu, which is evidence of this being a timeloop imo. The 'hook' though was that this is the most the public has seen of the inside of Area 51, but honestly was more interested in the timeloop premise he was talking about.I thought it was kinda interesting, but it might just be a weird LARP by whoever typically makes the typical LARPs like these and the other news events.Also, a user with my name commented like an hour before I was recommended this video. Hmm....Anyways, what do you make of this vid anons? Is this just media hoax or did it really happen? If it did, is he right about us being in a timeloop? Do you think this is going to lead to timeloop disclosure if it is true? Thanks in advance as always!
>>42174877I saw this video last week or so. He seemed pretty sure of himself and he also didn't seem too insane. It was kinda weird though he pretty much seemed like he was supposed to be there and everyone was weird for not letting him in. I dunno obviously he is a little insane for thinking he can just drive up in there but also he had some credentials that would need to be verified in person to even know if they're real or not. I saw a lot of people saying they looked obviously fake and stuff but in reality credentials for military companies or related companies can literally look like whatever they want them to and most of them look like normal ass badges, there's also no database of all credentials or some shit so its not like you can just look it up and see if someone has access or it's real or not. It was obviously real enough that the lady on the phone was unsure. >>42175746Is this AI pretending or something? Couldn't find a thing? It was a huge thing for years. Googling it immediately returns results. You are either a bot or a zoomer I'm not sure which ones worse
>>421819051. Memories that were put into you before you incarnated into this life2. You have some rare psychic ability to look into the future
>>42175993>Timeloops aren't real or they would be verifiableSays youIf someone was trapped in a timeloop without an end they wouldn't be able to say shit about itIf someone broke out of a timeloop and they tried to tell anyone, they would probably be laughed out the room and sent to the psychward
>>42187607?
>>42175325>I'm sure they practice on the public, train the new NSA guy to watch a certain civilian all dayI want to carry and umbrella with me for this very reason. If I feel I'm being watched, or even just periodically, I'll open my umbrella and on the outer fabric I want it to say "FUCK OFF FEDDY" in big letters so the drone controller can know that I hate him/her
Welcome. The purpose of this general is to show you how to use your own wonderful human imagination to achieve your every desire.The world and all within it is man’s conditioned consciousness objectified. Consciousness is the cause as well as the substance of the entire world. So it is to consciousness that we must turn if we would discover the secret of creation. Knowledge of the law of consciousness and the method of operating this law will enable you to accomplish all you desire in life.Your assumptions right now decide how long that will take for you.The Main Concepts:> Imagination creates Reality> Assumptions harden into fact> Consciousness is the only Reality> Feeling is the Secret> Prayer, Living in the End/In the Wish Fulfilled (remaining Faithful to your Idea)> You are the Operant Power> There is no one to change but Self (Self-Concept)> Thinking Fourth-Dimensionally (Time is an Illusion)Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42185567shit I'd hope mine explodes sooner than that, who the fuck wants to be old?
>>42179808good morning persistent anon.
>>42179075To UL anons in the thread, a few questions.Why does me having 100% Ocean in me actually mean things change? if existence is the canvas and objects in it are the painting, the canvas doesn’t just paint itself? I know the highest truth is that nothing changes anyways because all of infinity already exists in line but is just not perceived. But when i put all my limited self quibbles in my cca to be taken away money or whatever doesn’t instantly materialize which it should if I am 100% OAP. I am starting to think the whole 100% ocean thing is not as significant as it sounds and is akin to adding +0 to the end of an equation, this is true but doesn’t actually add any new information.Another question is I don’t really understand the difference between OCB and OAP or UL, why is OCB a playful prankster that often appears as a little boy? It just seems like arbitrary systemics and not linked to ONE-THING. How is OCB any different from another systemic organizer god?
Was manifesting finding a penny on a railway track, imagining how I pick it up, feeling how it's cold in my hand couple of times, just to test how it works. But few days later a penny fell out of my old jacket's pocket (which is rare), so it doesn't count.
>>42188182good morning to you as well.
