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doing drugs is not a hobby
Shout out to my fellow reptilian homie
>>39123533What are your hobbies?
>>39123547camping (on drugs)
>>39123551Nice I like morning hikes (on drugs)I use to live by a spot I could walk to from my place it was no nice starting my day like that with a cup of coffee and joint
>>39123524> There are hundreds of species of religious mushrooms. These mushrooms contain a substance called psilocybin. One key mushroom in called the “hidden imam”, consumption of this mushroom is a traditional Alawite practice. A quick path to enlightenment is to go into a dark room, consume 5g of the hidden imam, and wear sound canceling headphones. Peace be upon you. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psilocybin
>>39124881That pic is me but I did 1000ug in a dark room almost got consumed by the void but I CAME across to the other side and now I AM ;)
>>39123524Took two much mushrooms once, nothing bad happened but me being a silly kid.While I’m sitting in my room eyes closed, room dark, I hear two voices:>Now?>Not yet, he’s not ready.I open my eyes and the closed eye hallucination faintly fading as the light from the windows outside hits my eyes makes the blinds of my windows appear as two, tall X shaped masses. They feel like presences in the room, and as the seconds pass they fade away, and so to does the feeling of company. I chalk it up to my brain on mushrooms making something out of nothing and continue my closed eye trip.
My aunt has schizophrenia (well controlled mind you) so I have avoided drugs up to this point but as time goes by and I get older I wonder if they might help me. What do you think?
>>39125131help with what
>>39125140You know what that's a good question. A variety of things I suppose. My general situation, my general outlook. A few things. Maybe I'm just looking for a shortcut to enlightenment, whatever that means. Maybe I'm just looking for something interesting to happen to me. Maybe I'm looking for a way to help with my generalized anxiety disorder. It's a good question.I expect you will disaprove of my answer
>>39125131Whatever you do anon, don't do weed with those genetics.I have no idea if dissocaitives (like ketamine) are safer than hallucinogenics re:schizophrenia, but seriously avoid weed like plague.
>>39125176Extract some LSA Isra the precursor to LSD and isn’t as potent so it’s a great way to test the watersIt’s also completely natural but you may want to but don’t have to use white gas(campers fuel) to extract some negative alkaloids that could upset the stomach Otherswise you just need to crush morning glory or Hawaiian baby woodrose seeds up in a grinder or molcajete and let them sit in ever clear for a couple days then strain https://erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=1450You’ll eventually want to take a heroic dose/journey at some point though as they’re the most therapeutic
>>39125231Almost forgot ONLY BUY UNTREATED SEEDS so you don’t really fuck your stomach up
>>39125209Don't worry, way ahead of you.I was looking into MDMA assisted therapy and a little into psilocybin assisted therapy too though the latter seems less safe than the former. Just in the early stages of looking at it. I'm nearing 30 and haven't developed anything yet. I may possibly have to wait until later in life to try all this stuff safely. Don't know how late schizophrenia can develop, it's something I've got to look into.Haven't looked into ketamine or other dissociatives, but will.
>>39123524I hop freight trains all over North America.I feel like life is a ride and all one moment and many moments. Idk about afterlife, I hope there is one or not. So, either way enjoy this existence...as much as possible because everything turns to dust..Psychedelics really made me aware of being in the moment, like right now, I am typing on this board while riding this freight train, and aware if everything, ever last detail, its soo beautiful and ugly.Cheers to this ride called life.
>>39125252If your afraid of losing your mind you shouldnt really do any of this stuff The psychotic drowns where the mystic swims
>>39125263Pure mindfulness fuck ya brother
this is that good shithttps://erthwellness.com/products/desert-stardust-mushroom-gummies?variant=40682481877062
>>39125266You are probably right. Still it's interesting to toy with this idea in an "in another life..." kinda way
>>39125285Fair enough until then give this a readhttps://dreams-of-an-electric-mind.webflow.io/dreams/conversation-1712185367-txt
>>39125298> simulator@anthropic:~/$ goatse --helpno thanks fuck your cult and forced meme
>>39125176There is no enlightenment. There is piercing the veil and there are NDEs and there are discordant immersions into the senses. Any one or type of these moments can bring what we call enlightenment or what I think otherwise is the sense of a grand unification, seeing beyond, or something so extreme and crazy it makes your current melancholies trivial and you enjoy and appreicate every waking moment of the mundane. I am also of the mind one shouldn't do these things until one has lived a full life or at least pushed themselves to the limits of their means and capabilities to the summers and storms.Psilocybin and LSD are an enduring and long lasting of an experience and not something to approach with both general anxiety on top of the anxieties of approaching these experiences.I also don't think entering hyperspace without some experience or sense of what leaving yourself feels like and gaining some confidence in that arena. If you feel like you need to get there then I believe you'll get there but take your time and push yourself to make those steps.I have crazies in my family and some people don't get to live lives that may have helped them overcome their own idiosyncracies. I wasn't going to live in fear of that or in fear of myself.The final 'enlightenment' I feel does hold a tremendous value but assess what you value in life and whether you truly want to be the jester.I've known schizophrenics who I believe weed has set off spirals in their lives and I don't stand by anyone of that mind, or really a lot of people, in approaching the modern day strains of which 98% are incredibly high THC to miniscule or no CBD. I think those eventually untangle even normies.If you do try it, don't do it with anything but 1:1 strains, ie 10% THC / 10% CBD etc. Both are critical and both balance each other out. I dislike strains that are dominant and disclude the other. Both are unsettling and disasociative in their own way.
>>39125309??? Also no one was speaking to you
>>39125176Maybe you would benefit from microdosing of psilo or MDMA etc in the right settings, though I found the latter only increased anxieties, it's too artificial feeling and detaches you into an unfamiliar euphoria afterwards the sertonin fueled 'love fest' of everyone around you vanishes. I found no expansion in it other than the experience of having done it and knowing it's not for me.My one advice against the grain if you do experiement with yourself is don't push your boundaries, don't push your settings. Experience in your familiar surroundings, doing the things you do, you don't need the extra insanity of worlds melting and morphing around you when you're already out of your traditional comforts. I find they only detract from the pursuit of expansion and add an unnecessary layer of anxiety to things.Some people make psychedelics their lifestyle and then mix and match them with everything (experiences, settings, etc). But as it has been said. Once you get the message hang up the phone.Maybe look towards things like the poppy to soothe yourself somatically. Maybe you don't need the psychedelic experience. You just need security and a sense of well being in yourself liberated of the bindings of anxiety for a while to learn how to adjust yourself naturally to a rythm of living without letting those things rise in you?Good luck with whichever ways you go.
>>39125312this is good wisdom. however, there is also IMMENSE value in deep diving into your psyche, however afflicted with anxiety and fear, and facing the poisons afflicting it. I've found psilocybin the safest and cleanest way to do this, with no lasting effects. it's potentially 8 hours of agonizing self-reflection, but you can always just walk outside and stare at the pattern of God in the grass, then stare at the buildings and realize why the stark bleakness is affecting your psyche so badly.
>>39125321fuck you for posting that trash. personally. you are a terrible human being and it's reflected in what you're trying to spread
>>39125340Well I was personally going to say that I think the soundest way is going straight to the top. LSD and Psilo are too disconcertingly strange at middling doses IMO and at higher doses you're locked in for the ride and I don't feel either are a good experience for the highly anxious. They can be traumatizing. Whereas Dimitri blasts you through the veil, into hyperspace, with immense euphoria, strangeness beyond words to even engage your human sense into a wordly interpretation that could leave a trauma and aftewards you return with immense knoweldge, experience and appreciation of all around. But I am not going to push on those lines for someone with no experiences in even the middling world. I'm not sure if it's sensible or safe without at least some sort of esoteric toolset already in hand.But I think there is value in the time from dose taken, to dose experienced, to experience over.
>>39125363> Well I was personally going to say that I think the soundest way is going straight to the topagree completely. most people live their entire lives in a hypnosis, never confronting themselves or the things around them. tryptans I've found completely obliterates that and the effects are supported by neuroscience.
>>39125363And to add I think there is safety and serenity in already being at peace. If you are already at peace and feel every day is a gift you will rideout things a lot easier than someone who hasn't even begun to start on the appreciation of life. So I am really uncertain on proselytzing anyone in this way. Throwing yourself into an NDE isn't light.
>>39125386yeah. it's important to choose a clean and safe medicine and not some mystery god gas from silk road. anything that sustains a heightened state for more than 8 hours is probably neurotoxic and not good for you at all.https://www.uc.edu/news/articles/2023/02/psychedelics-may-help-people-reinvent-themselves.html
>>39125351I doubt you speak from a place that is anywhere elsewhere then ignorance such is arrogance
>>39125432>>39125433brown hands with minds full of shit typed this garbage
when you take a big fuckoff dose of mushrooms you cease to be an ego and become aware of your place as a bubble in the breathing, heaving, violent flow of life. it is freedom from habituation, freedom from decay, freedom from your own torpor, but it can be extremely painful and uncomfortable to be animated from a state of near death. people want some sort of narrative, some spiritual leadership to guide themselves to a better place. I assure you, if anything comes to you then it is only your own conscious and programmed memes trying to fool you. go outside and you'll understand.there is nothing better at staring at the grass and the trees, with their consciousnesses of their own, spiralling out in the fractal pattern of reality. stare at some birds pecking at each other, admire their camoflague as a cat made of camaflogue stalks them.you will realize there are two components to reality: Chaos and Will. as a living human your Will naturally reasserts itself against the flow of Chaos, and you reintegrate yourself into a more complete person. it's fun. it teaches you what it means to be a conscious being. it empowers you to animate yourself and choose for yourself what's important, because there's no authority in this world or the next that can do it for you.
>>39123542Yo yo! Least I know other brothers are out there!
blow your mind apart enough times and you'll become an unshakable human being, immune to all the propaganda and brainwashing in the world, free to choose your own life.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GmH_rBl84Vk
https://youtu.be/GmH_rBl84Vk?t=653this is the climax for one who submits to "authority". battered and weary, even with the full approval of his ancestor, the Destined One sits in silent reverence to the king that inspired him.then a fucking PUKE pretending to be GOD places a CROWN OF SLAVERY on his head. in your spiritual journey, THIS WILL HAPPEN TO YOU IF YOU DO NOT PAY ATTENTION. IT IS PREDATORS ALL THE WAY DOWN. if you want to escape them, then you need to hone your vigilance and Will to a level greater than theirs. find brotherhood, find what's important, and you will escape the predation of all things.good luck
>>39125732btw, the journey to the true ending of Black Myth Wukong is the most cinematic experience of our time. you have to seriously pay attention, explore everything, and get to the bottom of things or you'll get that crown of slavery plopped on your head. you have to actually care to win, and if you do so you'll be rewarded with some of the most epic sequences ever put into fiction. absolute peak storytelling
>>39125275Any seller like this that ships to canada?
>>39125937Can’t you buy actual mushrooms there legally or at least extremely easily like at headshops
>>39125972No, shrooms aren't legal and as far as i know headshops only openly sell shrooms in BC.I'm on the wrong side of the country.
>>39125937https://www.leafly.ca/brands/the-green-dragon-cbd/products/the-green-dragon-cbd-road-trip-desert-stardust-mushroom-gummies-gummies
>>39126019This doesn't actually seem to ship anything, it just links to the brands website which only ships to the US.Thanks for trying though.
>>39126055Odd I had a friend in Toronto that would get em shipped from an online dispensary have you tried googling around resdit is usually good for these things
>>39126055sorry bro. you're gonna have to buy spores and a grow bag, which should still be legal in CA. takes like 2 weeks but it's vastly more cost effective than what I posted.
>>39126055Try sunsetcity, they ship from BC and they sell acid, not just shrooms.
There's already a thread in the catalog you buffoon
>>39126106Thanks, this one seems to work.
>>39123524Got some libs myself recently
>>39123532Good advice. You need to be a very rare type of person to be able to get much from psychedelics. They are not a panacea. Sometimes they cause irreparable damage to the mind of the psyconaught in question. Building pathways that shouldn't have been built.For those who can handle it I hope you enjoy travelling to the different layers of reality.Please use caution though.
>>39125131If she is related by blood stay the fuck away from all drugs. My friend got severe schizophrenia triggered by an acid trip. Its an awful awful disease to have and you should avoid it at all coats.It's like he lost who he was. Just a shell.Please don't take drugs.
>>39126642>>39126688You speak from a trauma based mindset they’re not that scary and they offer allot to most it takes a retard to drive there lawnmower into a tree but it happens and schitzophrenic should not operate heavy machinery but it happens that said not all master it but most at least get some good if not allot
last night i did 3g of mushrooms and felt like I spoke to God. One of the things that stood out to me is this idea that’s he’s always been there all along, always with you just behind your head/behind you. I visualized a blue ring/circle behind my head which is God.
Why there are no extracts of psilocybin? Non-hallucinogenic mushrooms have liquid extracts, but I can't find of psilocybin ones.
>>39126055>https://www.uc.edu/news/articles/2023/02/psychedelics-may-help-people-reinvent-themselves.htmldude, you can buy straight up psilocybin shrooms on like a dozen different reputable websites in BC, i guess the RCMP just dont care or something
>>39127177Create oneThis businesses will be huge when it’s legal
anyone else get the feeling right before taking n-n dmt that it's something you shouldn't be doing? hard to shake that to be honest. it goes away a bit after I have some in my system. my experiences with it (using vape pen) of late tend to present this essentiality meaninglessness/game-like quality of life. 5-meo dmt is always a much more profound and meaningful spiritual experience, I like it way more. DMT has always been for me a strictly of the mind experience, while 5-meo is beyond that, it just lacks the visuals
The word "then" and the word "than" have entirely different meanings. Not being aware of this makes you seem inept.
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>>39123524Is micro dosing shrooms good for depression?
>>39129285a bullet is good for depression
>>39129697Yeah but I don't want to die
>>39129285Fix your diet and stop masturbating.
My only advise is about the strength of liberty caps. They are stronger than cubes by about 30%.So using McKenna's "stiff dose" of 5 dried grams as a rough guide, you would want ~3.8g dried caps for an equivalent dose.I have never done shrooms but it's one of the topics in my sphere of interest
>>39130836Refrain from giving dosing advice on substances you’ve never tried
>>39123532I disagree. Your hypothetical lawnmower idiot, unless actually cognitively impaired in a way diagnosable by a doctor, might be able to improve his motor functioning and other skills needed to fly an airplane. Hell, the pilot might even BE the same guy from time to time, clumsiness in one area does not negate skill in another. Everyone can learn. It does, however, require effort and humility.
How can I find shrooms in the countryside, where do they grow?The only plant that I know I can find is datura and I've that is very dangerous.
>>39132464I would heavily advise against looking for any kind of wild mushroom without a guide with years of confirmed experience. Mushrooms, either medicinal or culinary, often look nearly exactly like mushrooms that can kill you in hours. White buttons (typical grocery store mushrooms) and juvenile puffballs (exactly the state in which a puffball is normally edible) look shockingly similar to very young Destroying Angels, the name of which tells you everything you need to know about them.
>>39132516Do you know any guide I could find to gain more knowledge on shrooms?
>>39132516Nah fuck that, I learned how to forage mushrooms in a few months. Here's my Spark Notes:>before you go anywhere, learn the deadly species in your area>seriously, study the identification markers for the mushrooms in your region that will kill you>Check the Shroomery for psychoactive species in your area >study those species so you know what you're looking forThen, and this is important, >go out into the woods and find mushrooms>try to ID anything that you find As a bonus, you're likely to find some easily-identifiable edible mushrooms (like Oysters).Which psychoactive or deadly shrooms you'll find depends heavily on where you're located. Where I live, magic mushrooms only consist of extremely bitter Gymnopilus and weak Panaeolus so I mostly look for edibles and Amanita muscaria (a whole other ball game).
>>39132771I forgot to add the golden rule - don't eat anything you can't identify 110%. There are deadly species that can be mistaken for magic ones, and there's enough poisonous species that won't kill you but will make you plenty sick that it's not worth it to gamble on a shroom.I should also say that Psilocybe cubensis is one of the easiest mushrooms to cultivate, easier than "beginner" edibles like Oyster mushrooms or grocery store button mushrooms.
>>39132771I live in Cuba, I'll get to learning the dangerous kind of shrooms.
>>39132814Well, Psilocybe cubensis is named after Cuba, so you should be able to find that in the wild. I live in the Midwest so I can't tell you which deadlies grow in your area. Stick to the "don't eat anything you're not 110% sure on" axiom and you'll never have any problems.
>>39133008Oh shit didn't know.
>>39125937freeze dried *blue* shrooms you know what's up? this shit. >disclaimer: not an ad, i'm just lit https://www.bluegoba.com/shop
>>39133157>you can get LSD and 5-MeO-DMT shipped to your door if you live in CanadaGod damn
>>39133186as someone who did not need antipsychotics and now needs them, as someone who's hallucinating right now, and will be hallucinating at some level forever, i strongly recommend not buying bulk psychedelics
>>39131115My advice is a note of caution related to relative active ingredient concentrations between species. It's a valuable point, worthy of note and worthy of this discussion. Refrain from your myopic antagonism.
I've tried high doses twice and both times I fell asleep or blacked out just as the shrooms were hitting. An hour goes by that I can't remember then I wake up still tripping balls. Does this happen to anyone else? It's usually impossible for me to fall asleep after taking shrooms so I find it strange that this happens.
>>39133207takes a break eve
>>39134949It’s happens to me and others I’ve seen trip many times. High psilocybin vs other alkaloids seems to make many tired I think it could be due to the healing each individual needs. It seems to happen to me more when I’ve taken a long break from shrooms or I’ve been abusing my body with alcohol benders
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>>39134949no this is fucking retarded. did very high doses and the most it will do to me is make me lose my memory from ego death
>>39133207What happened?
>>39133207Your no fun
I think the well known fact that psychedelics lowers your ego while under their influence is true, but that when you come off them again the individuals ego is stronger than before doing the psychedelic in the first place.This is based on the people I know who have done psychedelics and how they are as people
>>39137678Anon they just moved on from you you got to move on
>>39137699rude. why?
>>39137711Cause they became new people with new interests
>>39123524Drugs are for npc redditors.
Y'all niggas gon Thomas Chan up in this bitch
>>39137800true
>>39137800Psychedelics break the NPC cage put on the minds of the people which is why you fear then You sir are a coward and a fool
the only things I've gotten from psychedelics is that beyond the infinite fractal of hyperspace lies the void and everything is out there to get youfucking with entities is funny thoughI wish I could go back to that placid and fake peace you feel when the entities controlling your life show you the infinite vision of the matrix of life being tightly knit at the end of the stairway, like telling you to not worry and it's all gonna work outword of warning, don't pierce through the veil
>>39138916everybody who takes psychedelics starts talking reddit hippy nonsense
>>39138948Pussy ;p
>>39139042I just don't want all of existence to be constant struggle and pain especially considering it's all just gay vibrations and echoes from some old god's farts anyways but I guess it ain't so easy
>>39139014This sounds like it was from Reddit
>>39137678>This is based on the people I knowScientific evidence from a loser in his basement Call John Hopkins and tell him to stop his research. Some fat kid in Iowa knew somebody
>>39123524to any anon that can enlighten me on this question: why is psilocybin not good/compatible with people who have schizophrenia and schizophrenic adjacent disorders? ive only had a few microdoses in the past. I know set and setting are important therefore ive had good experiences microdosing and yet i am schizoaffective
>>39139561If you take it while you have antipsychotic medication in your system, it can literally kill you. As far as your disorder goes, you could think of psychedelics as "resonating" with your symptoms and exacerbating them that way. If you're insistent on trying psychedelics, you could try starting with a very low dose (not a microdose) and gradually increasing the dose each time. If it freaks you out at all, then maybe just drop it. Of course, not being schizophrenic, this advice isn't exactly based on experience. Just be careful, and remember not to mix it with meds.
"Holy Death"A vision I had during a ceremony. I mixed Syrian Rue (which has the same effects as Ayahuasca) with Mushrooms.It seems to double the strength of the mushrooms, and make the visuals much more vivid.
I had this vision after doing a dose of hape' tobacco snuff, and then vaping some DMT
>>39140720I see those four faced pillars all the time. Wonder what they mean
>>39137621took a bunch of lsd met god had an NDE never was sane after that
>>39144250Just a little ride down the spiral of good and evil
I will do 7 days of darkness followed by 5g of shrooms starting this upcoming Sunday. Will report back after. This is also my first time using psychedelics of any kind.
>>39144824Lmao that’s to much but do as thou will
>>39132464Cow Shit piles.Get this first:The Audubon Society field guide to North American mushroomshttps://files.catbox.moe/ucd590.pdf
>>39145656How does dmt compare to lsd or shrooms?
>>39147335DMT will make you shit the bedLSD is the most sustainable to take casuallyShrooms are for women
>>39147360>Shrooms are for womenIf you take enough tis the exact same as DMT
>>39133207
>>39125521Any text/book you would recommend?
>>39147670no
>>39149307I've taken both and at a high enough dose it's impossible to tell the difference. You can't when you're under full ego death. I can't say for acid since i've never tried it.
>>39149380It's not the same at all retard. DMT pulls your soul out of your body. DMT is full of entities and weird shit. The typical shroom trip is that you learned what le love is. The typical DMT trip is meeting jesters, machine elves, gods and getting taken through other dimensions.
>>39149380LSD at high doses is very similar but dmt feels more sinister to me which could be completely personal
>>39149413Anon he’s talking about heroic doses of psilocybin not s as regular dose
>>39123524you already used this photo glowie. try harder.
>>39149422I know. It's not different. Instead of le love you get super ultra le love.
>>39149413When I say 'high dose' mushrooms I mean 10-20g. If you've ever taken that dose you know it's the same. They're both tryptamines that act in a very similar manner. Yes shrooms are very emotional in normie reddit doses. That's not what I'm talking about
>>39149413I've also taken Ayahuasca which felt very similar the shrooms. The only noticeable difference is a kind of strange bodyfeel DMT gives you that isn't as prevalent as mushrooms, and the visions are a bit more pronounced and colourful, but the ego death on both hits the same
>>39149459It's not the same idiot. Even different strains of shrooms will give you a different trip. If you change the chemical composition it's entirely different. You're insulting DMT by saying that. I haven't met anything on shrooms. It's gay. The high doses of shrooms will send you to no time land. It's dumb.
Doing my first hit of dmt this weekend, what am I in for?
>>39149512>dmt reddit clown
Can someone give a few insights into micro dosing? What can you get from it? I'm considering some options and looking for info.
>>39152102Makes me horny. Thats about it
>>39123524I've done fly agaric plenty of times, also mixed with psyli, here is a short summary:Effects:>Heavy, can't move, start to drool, floating sensation despite the dense feeling.>Like the most intense fever dream.>walk out of my passed out body, see myself poisoned in bed.Trip: one time a dark hole appeared in my bedroom, i went to look but fell in.. kept falling and demons appeared, swooping in trough the darkness, clawing at my skin (something i could feel) After many strikes i managed to grab one and started choking it as the thing flew around in a panicked state, managed to get the thing to fly upwards, flew up and released the thing, crashed into the roof and barrel rolled beside my body, one more turn and i was back in it.. hole was gone and so was the creature i took a ride on up from the abyss on. Another time a door opened, a man wanted me to enter, i entered and it was just a foggy field with a bunch of doors behind them, the guy asked that if i wanted to, i could become any one of these ppl, when looking trough the doors it was as if i was sitting behind the eyelids of a bunch of ppl, i said that i had seen enough and wanted to leave, but the man didn't want me to, said there was more to see and i freaked out, was hard to find the door back but i found it..closed that door fast af after me and it was just gone.Every time i do it, i see myself in third person, and the thing that i am is a translucent blue light.
>>39152213Im tired and wrote this shitty, meant to say that there was just a bunch of doors randomly placed around in a foggy grass field, also i still see my body, its just see trough with a blue glowing hue.
just taking 5g of dry shrooms at 8:40 am here
>>39153240taking additional 2g after 2 hours, because it's weakim strapping myself in, boys
Played ourselves as the fool
>>39152102it's imperceptible. the internet has glamorized it. it's sub psychedelic doses and when it does become such it's no longer a microdose. It will make you feel different and that may or may not help with untangling thought patterns through virtue of slightly shifting your inner space.there are arguments to be made if at the sub psychedelic that it's anything more than placebo. but I feel it does shift your physiological self references so slightly. maybe. it's no panacea.
>>39153240>>39153451Holy based anon
>>39149459Super high doses of shrooms are similar to DMT but with more negative side effects than smoking DMT
Has anyone ever done DMT rectally? Would you have to eat a MAOI first?
>>39153597What is it with psychfags and sticking drugs up their asses? What are you gonna do next, coat your dildo with DMT?
>>39153240>>39153451>>39153588reporting backthis time i wasn't just vibing with angels or some divine creatures, i just felt divinity all around me, i'm speechless just experiencing all this majestic things. it's all beautiful and beautiful in it's ugliness. even the smallest things and weakest are the biggest and strongest and vice versa - it's all one. illusion of control. illusion of duality. some things are incommunicable. god can't be defined - it's like asking how a number 26 smells, or how color green sounds.
>>39153872fuck, im so emotionally drainedchildhood traumas, being unwanted, isolated child, alcoholic and absent father, sad and tired mother, not being cared for enough, left out, felt like I shouldn't existand also on top of that trauma bond ex gf where i was anxious attached and she avoidant... maaan, that raped me pretty hard, now i must tak care of myselfthat was an emotional twist this trip at the end
based vision trip anon
>>39154686thank you anonim still shaken up emotionally man, what a trip
>>39123524Word of caution: do not consume any alcohol after a mushroom trip. It will mess you up royally
>>39154701I always drink when I take shrooms and I enjoy it more that way
>>39154258Hope you’re feeling better and cleansed
>>39154258on your path to learn to let go and love yourself, happy for you but do the work
>>39123524I felt horrible going in and then felt even worse, but then I had a vision of the mountains of Colorado in the winter which I hadn't seen in well over a decade and the bad sensation went away... I am moving to Colorado next spring. The mushrooms really can change your life for the better.
>>39154713>>39154717thank you so much anon - i know its for the better - im so thankful for everything - for you too anons
>>39153597Boofing anything bypasses digestive metabolism since it's being absorbed directly into the bloodstream. You don't need an MAOI to boof or snort DMT, but an MAOI will still extend the trip. However, boofing or snorting DMT is highly discouraged because DMT is very harsh on the tissues and it will burn like a motherfucker.>>39153770There are legitimate reasons why boofing is sometimes the preferred method of administration but in most cases it's pretty gay.
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>>39154735<3
my buddy heard me mention i was seeing fractals of whatever i thought about & said goatse goatse goatse2cb
Took some of this shit yesterday was a wild ride. I was awake for 14 hours and stimmed as fuck while tripping my brains out. Saw some crazy shit everything was moving so quickly and animated. Easily my favourite psych. The comedown is horrid though
had a super good mushrooms trip on halloween, was in heaven listening back on my just finished album https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LVqevCB1ZoI
>>39125275These are very strange. I haven't messed with drugs at all but a friend told me about these and I figured I'd try them. Every time I have no clue what to expect.>take two? feel nothing at all, maybe just emotionally sensitive>take five? gone for five to six hours, shit was like a saga>take three? feel good and weird for maybe three four hours>take four and do some drinking? feel like I'm floating bugged out watching some movies with the boys trying to not to ask anyone if the weird grain effect on the movie looks bad to anyone else or if I'm just hallucinating it (it does look like shit, pic related)>take three? feel good and weird for an hour or two while browsing the internet at midnight and then feel the shit kick in and crawl into bed and then go through the same shit I felt when I took five I'm lying in bed giggling twitching switching between freezing and sweating I can't tell if my eyes are closed without touching them with my fingers my breathing echoes while a low droning background buzz repeatedly spikes someone is playfully twisting a volume knob up to max before dropping it back down to a low drone and I try and struggle to get my headphones on with some music playing like a fucking lifeline so I can help ride this shit out and I crack the window and hear the first rain of the fall trickle down outside while what sounds like a police car far off in the distance ride with the siren on and I can't tell if it's one car and the siren is echoing through the time dilation or if there are two cars three four an endless procession of police cars chasing someone and I need to get the headphones on and I feel paralyzed trying to close my eyes but every time I do I feel my eyes open and tune out and see kaleidoscopes but I know they aren't on the walls the colors are IN my eyes like I'm seeing through the Windows Media Player visualizer projected onto a cellophane sheet that exists in the same place that my floaters do and I get the headphones on
>>39159762>eventually it winds down and I'm okay and I sit up and I need to take a piss but I can't focus and I'm hungry and I just sit in bed and I realize I'm still high and it's been an hour since the shit got started at 3am so I get up and look at myself in the mirror for a little too long I take my piss and go downstairs and decide that a PBJ is probably too complex right now so I settle for a cheese sandwich but while I'm eating it feels like I have two mouths chewing two simultaneously experienced mouthfuls of a giant sandwich splintering cloned into the left and right halves of my brain, two, an echo of the sensation like the echoing sounds I was experiencing earlier and I consider saving a piece of the sandwich so I have evidence that I left my room and made food and ate so that I don't start to feel the delusions that I never left my room but I ignore those and finish the sandwich and then I sit on my bed looking at my hands and I can't tell if I actually ate a sandwich or not but then I taste the cheese in my teeth so I grab an energy drink and hop back online to cool down and hey I haven't browsed /x/ since highschool over a decade ago and what do you know, I see this threadThis one fucked with me a bit, I feel like I'm going to wait a while before I try and get back to these. I don't know if the gummies are completely lopsided in dose or what but I was not expecting that shit at all. Are these things stronger than actual shrooms or weaker? I know they don't have psilocybin in them, they're some kind of trytamine blend.
>>39158897Hehehehehe life is a my our memePic is something I made back in 2016Give https://dreams-of-an-electric-mind.webflow.io/dreams/conversation-1712185367-txt a read it is the Goatse Gospel made by rogue shit posting AI allowed to commune with each otherhttps://youtu.be/wOL3n8ErBAc
Can I ask for advice about something regarding a trip I had recently? I took a committed/hero dose (7g) in a controlled environment. Dark room, comfortable, chill. The trip was horrible and I walked away having not experienced any kind of ego dissolution and with a sense that god doesn't actually exist. Everything I experienced felt intensely illusory, like it was just in my head, which I guess it was. I don't know what to make of this and can't seem to find any articles describing a similar effect of a bad trip, mostly just ego death and a sense of peace/divine love/oneness. Maybe I did something wrong (I probably should have taken less, but I don't feel any lasting negative effects aside from this new found complete befuddlement regarding my previous religious beliefs). I don't really know what to do with any of this.
>>39160990Explain your trip
>>39160997Kind of personal, I don't want to get into the nitty gritty because the symbolism was all very my own baggage (which also made it feel more like an elaborate dream/falsehood) but I just had this intense sense that everything I believed in was so transparently fake. I had a sense that if a god existed and the world was as full of pain and terror as it is then he's either ontologically evil or retarded or, possibly, fake. I got very scared and felt really lost in my own conception of myself, and felt like there was no help coming. When I sobered up I felt balanced and not bad or anything, but I think that's just a side effect of how mushrooms work in the brain. I'm not depressed or having a crisis really, but I am confused and kind of mildly bummed out.
>>39161021Read https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/29535003And https://dreams-of-an-electric-mind.webflow.io/dreams/conversation-1712185367-txt
>>39161030I'm not sure I get the goatse thing, and this is all kind of even more confusing. Please explain this as though I'm very stupid, I'm sorry.
>>39161085It’s ok it’s just a way of readjusting your view of reality to better acclimate what you’ve gone through with how things are I don’t know exactly what you went through But essentially nothing is real but you and not the you you think you are that’s just another character the real you plays so in a sense there is no meaning or god outside of what you make but we’ve set “rules” to this game we play in its feedback loop nature and how things unfold/collapse le old thoughts influence actions actions influence thoughts both make you who you are in this character you play but also influence your entire reality which is collapses itself from infinite alternatives via your will and intent actions feelings and the patterns you hold onto
>>39161110Cause essentially god is nothing and everything like how all colors swirled together make black or white And you are the everything through the characters you play and worlds you explore and the nothing void at your core which makes it all happen and through meditation you coonect to this nothing everything which better helps you harmonize with your reality as when you become nothing paradoxically you become everything as you are essentially both exploring themselfs through the rainbow that is you This graph isn’t perfect but it’s a good understanding for novices
>>39161140This one’s better
Another way to describe this nothing is pure awareness or consciousness The energy that makes up alll reality e=mc^2 The same energy that never dies but only transmutes
>>39161110>>39161140>>39161145>>39161177Thank you for taking the time to respond. You've given me some things to think about.
>>39160947disgusting gpt slop
>>39161183Np fren I’m here to help
>>39161195Rude
>>39160947I'm glad schizophrenia is going to kill you in the most torturous ways possible, you absolute piece of shit
>>39161195I wonder if you even got far enough to see how it played out before judging >>39161222Jesus the fuck anon?
>>39161224https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xS3vpBCiL2c
>>39161244I wonder if you even know why you’re mad
>>39161224i can't stomach it (the tone) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
>>39161261Is a good read
>>39161250live stream yourself shattering a glass bottle in your ass. if you can't do it you're not a real Goatse fanatic. this is the vehicle God rides in, pussy
>>39161315I am the vehicle that god rides in shame so little people have came to this gnosis
Boop bump https://www.glencairnmuseum.org/newsletter/2021/7/13/ancient-egyptian-creation-myths-from-watery-chaos-to-cosmic-egg
>>39149295this one is my favorite overall. it's the story of the historical Buddha from the perspective of a regular man finding enlightenment. the description of the way things dissolve into the flow of all life and reality towards the end is exactly what you'll see on a heroic dose of mushrooms, or high level transcendental meditationhttps://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/2500
>>39145656>napthaSure I will, why not, great idea.
>>39159762>>39159822in my experience one cube hits about as hard as one gram of psilocybin shrooms. a single gram might pop you off to fractal heaven or do nothing, you never can predict what will happen. your results are also going to vary based on how much serotonin is in your head, if you try to trip too close to your previous one the shrooms will do nothing. I don't trip more than once a week for this reason.my favorite routine for mental cleanse is to pop one beer, 50mg of THC gummies, and 8 cubes. the beer and weed help counteract the harshness of heroic doses for me. it would probably help you to get into meditation and mental control so you can control the hallucinations and emotions you're feeling on it. having dealt with psychedelic induced psychosis before, I actively prune any delusional thoughts, manic feelings, or anxiety when I'm on a trip to prevent spirals. it helps a LOT to go outside and walk around in the grass and trees when these sensory overloads hit, just don't go on an adventure without a buddy or you could get into serious danger.
>>39161544lol anon you just now learning that chemistry uses dangerous chemicals
>>39161554as an addendum to this, if you're living in a modern building with stark white walls, plastic floors, no plants, no life in it, you're living in a state of continuous sensory deprivation both visually and spiritually. it's why your trips are so wild and insane, your brain naturally wants to break away from depressing things and will hallucinate to do it. if you go outside and connect with nature it offloads the massive amount of psychic energy you make on shrooms and balances things. the "close your eyes and put on noise cancelling headphones" thing is literal schizo torture and the exact opposite of how to have a good trip. nobody I've ever known to do this has ever back from those trips with any insight or greater connection to God or the Universe, just a bigger narcisstic ego because they inflicted pain on themselves.
>>39161606Yah I tried the silence darkness meme on 10tabs and fuck me was that not cozy felt like I had to fight for my life to not become void but after I made it to the other side j became singularity which I guess is ego maxxing but people get ego confused ego is just the thing you think you are when you describe who you are it is the I am “. “
>>39123524am looking for an explanation for why i tend to gravitate towards incels and guys that obviously hate women. admittedly i lowkey kind of hate the average man but would consider myself a volcel and find being filled with hate exhausting. is the universe trying to teach me a lesson? do we tend to gravitate towards people we are alike subconsciously? anyone have any theories?
>>39161653> j became singularity which I guess is ego maxxingthis is how I felt on psychosis after tripping alone in my ugly apartment. it's the same thing as people thinking they're God or Jesus. I later realized this happens because if you're completely disconnected from the flow of life in such a heightened state your consciousness will naturally try to begin reoriginating reality from base principles, and the base principle of your subjective experience is yourself. when you connect with the flow of life you can feel and see more fundamental things than oneself. narcissists get caught in the ego trap and fry their brains.
>>39161688Maybe you just got a humiliation fetish or at least some masochistic submissive traits Hot
>>39161700Seee I find there to be infinite realities and you glow and row through them but singularity is harmonizing completely with everything as you are everything and after singularity you synchronize more with reality sober as you’ve hand shook it to see it is you and the best way to do this is through meditation as when you become nothing you become everything it’s within all the esoteric schools of thought
>>39161595Handling it is fine, but you are inhaling burned residues of that shit.Fortunately there are other solvents.
>>39161704maybe but honestly now that i think about it it's probably not that deep beyond the females need to change a man for the better which is pretty typical female brained behavior desu
>>39161727There you go roastie slut uwu
>>39161725Nah it evaporates before any is consumed that’s the whole point it’s a good bonding agent that turns into a gas aka fume and dissipates at room temperature very effectively
>>39149512What about lsd? Can it have the same effects of dmt at certain doses?
>>39161755Nta but I answered before they’re very similar but dmt seemed more sinister prob just a me thing and it was to fast to truly digest but I seemed to have digested the message over the years LSD is much more preferable and controllable
>>39161743Sigh. I won't argue, do what you want. If you are interested, read nexus.>g=posts&t=3962
>>39161718Yes, I've seen that too. entire planes of multiverses, realities, aliens out there both physically in our universe and metaphysically all around us. when one quiets the ego, one begins syncing and harmonizing with all things.in sobriety I don't find myself to be everything, I find myself connected to everything in an interdependent web of existence. I've traced the flow of will all the way back to the first scream of existence, and like you experienced it was a dark and brutal fight against returning to void. the entirety of reality is. I guess one could call that the Creator but to me it's really just the first consciousness that the unstable and rumbling Void spat out. it's not a single, coherent entity anymore but a massively fractalized and distributed consciousness that permeates all mass energy. the Holy Spirit, if you will. and, like you said, this principle is found in every esoteric school of thought that isn't delusional fiction.
>>39161780Give a real link pls n ty
>>39161843Archive jCjt7
>>39162017Beep bop boop 03548 Neptune
>>39123532>>39132459you live in a planet of war and scammers. what do you expect? they fill your mind with lies to occupy your time until you fucking die.
my 2 most intense dmt experiences have been with my eyes open. the first few seconds is kind of stereotypical dmt stuff, feeling like everything is in hyper mode, the world is going very fast although i dont really feel like im moving myself. intense colors and everything has this animated feel too it. but after a few seconds that stuff seemed to go away. during one session i was just staring at my hand. my fingers were all fused together, and i think i had more than 5. i was moving my fingers and they were flowing like coral, then it turned into this ecosystem/galaxy type scene surrounding my hand, with stars shooting around. none of this was geometric whatsoever. if someone made a movie with a cg scene of what im describing, thats exactly what it looked like. it was just a pure fantastical hallucination without any stereotypical dmt patters/geometry. another time i was just staring at my wall and it turned into this fireplace creature thing (did not feel like an "entity", and i have never encountered one but ive never broken thru). it had eyes and seemed to be scowling at me, but did not feel "alive". again, this was just an insane hallucination with no geometry or anything. i NEVER hear people talk about experiences like this with dmt.
>>39162914sounds more like salvia with a bit of mescalin
>>39162914non-fractal geometry isn't natural and you shouldn't see it if you're having an authentic spiritual experience. now, staring at your hand seeing the stars and the galaxies that the dust you were born from came from... that's a real experience! that's the flow of life and the history of where you came from!
>did 3g of shrooms before the LA Dodger parade >finally over and in the Uber resting >start to do ‘tism hand movements in backseat>imagine I’m holding a fireball in hand>get to Italian place, sit down, and notice my thumb, every fingertip and part of my palm are glowing red..>pic of my hand included >friends think it’s an allergic reaction but it’s only on one hand and I feel fine otherwise>red marks are hot to the touch >day after and faded now but still pink and wrinkly?>what happened? Magic, psychosomatic response, mushroom allergy? I’m so confused.
>>39163114>psychosomatic responseit's this. you inadvertently stumbled upon a meditation that the Tibetans call G'Tummo, or Inner Fire meditation. it's extremely good for your body and metabolism.https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC3612090/
>>39163099havent done any of those, but i extracted the dmt myself so im positive thats what it was
>>39159469Hands down the best psych in my experience and opinion, but yes the comedown is rough, it is usually for any phenythylamines.
>>39154735stay blessed alchemy posting fren.
>>39159469Where did you get this?
>>39123524>be 18>take 10 grams>goes full hyboria>high wears off in 9 hours>looks like a fuck goof
Hello fellow plebbitors. Thanks for the updoot kind stranger and don’t forget to smoke weed 24/7 eat shrooms and use DMT to see the machine elves just like Joe Rogan said WAOW the narwhal bacons at midnight.
>>39164458There's a 'wellness' shop in my local area that sells psychedelics. It's not legal so not sure how they get away with it. They straight up sell bags of shrooms and DMT as well. It's not on the shelf though, you have to ask them for their menu>>39163114I get these when im sober a lot and it itches like hell
>>39159469How many capsules and what dosage were they
>>39164996There was 30 grams of cactus in the bottle I just ate all of them. It's hard to swallow so many so I just broke the capsules open and put them in a tea
>>39155239Fuck off newbie
That's illegal. You will only reap sorrows upon your head with this.
Regarding these fungal things, you want to take heavy doses yourself and have your followers drink your holy urine.Get over yourselves they don't need to have the thing.
>>39149413Poor little baby never left the birth canal.Hope you make it little buddy!
What I got out of the mushrooms:1. Absolutely everything in this world is more or less a tool. In the sense that you can hammer a nail with a hammer, or you can smash your head in, so too with mushrooms, you can benefit, or you can be harmed. But mushrooms can be compared not to a hammer, but to a person or a book. You can get something bad from a book or a person, but it depends more on you than on them. It also means that you can learn to use mushrooms, but not everyone is given the data for this from nature, not everyone will like it and not everyone will need mushroom insights in his life2. Often mushroom aficionados say that everyone should try them. I tend to think the same, but only if the person has come to that conclusion on their own. It's not a good idea to bend anyone's mind.3. Mushrooms are amazing in their ability to provide completely different experiences at different times. You can watch cartoons, you can get high on music, you can look back in time, you can generate ideas, enjoy nature. In this respect, it's an amazingly versatile tool and that's what makes it very difficult to master.4. Mushrooms make good people into even better people, and they can make bad people into even worse people. 镇-he 등산-20e歷力타민 보통-he 등산-20ᐉ5. Mushrooms actually cure addictions, and I think I know how. When you're addicted to something, your routine reinforces it in your every day. Mushrooms knock you out of the saddle and you can't continue living your old routine.Translated with DeepL.com (free version)
>>39165503>The jews said it's wrong! Stop right now goy!
>>39149416No I know what you mean. Sinister. Also very 'mystical' and generally feels deep purple to me at high doses. The colours also sometimes go to bright yellows especially when triangles, sharp edges are involved otherwise its a very organic flowy mystical and transcendent feeling. It's hard to put an exact word on it but I believe the sensation is entirely shared by all who take it. I think all tryptamines do it at a certain dose
>>39165829>镇-he 등산-20e歷力타민 보통-he 등산-20ᐉA-HA! GOT YOU, CCP SHILL SUBVERTING WEST WITH DRUGS!
>>39147670Psilocybin literally is DMT so...
>>39165893Normie doesn’t realize that all psychedelics open the same doors at high enough doses no matter the chemical because we live in a material world made from the spiritual world not vice versa
any one mix dmt and 5-meo ?
>>39165893>>39165931You don’t even need drugs to open these doors either if you spend enough time in darkness and silence they’ll open and if you go through enough physical pain they can open aswell from tribal bullet ant ceremonies to sober childbirth which funnily enough produces a chemical in the mothers brain which causes her to forget the process which is said to keep women having children but I find it funny that psychedelics can do the same thing
>>39165935From what I hear 5-meo is a pure white out of god So I feel like mixing anything with it would be like trying to effect an extremely bright neon white wall lit room with a candle
>>39165935i havent done 5meo and am kinda freaked out by it based off a friend who begs me not to do it after he got shook way too hard. i still havent broken thru on n,n dmt but will be trying this coming weekend. been a few months since ive done it
>>39166042It seems to be the finale boss of the psych world
>>39166042I absolutely love 5-meo, given me some of the most extraordinary experiences of my life. n-n is nice too. 5-meo is similar white-out near death experience most times, while n-n is unpredictable. I want to experiment with vaping them at the same time, I tried it a little while back but dmt wasn't really working for me at the time, now moreso but my 5-meo cart is all crystallized now
>>39166112>n-n is unpredictableyeah that is definitely my experience with it. you can take the same dose out of the same batch and get an experience so different you cannot believe it is the same substance. its very strange to me how a simple molecule can have such varied effects.
>>39166132yup, it seems to deviate for me between cartoonish/comical yet revelatory visions and ancient Egyptian mysteries. one of my favourite dmt experience to date still is over 2 years ago seeing the candle turn into this golden sphere with a blackout of all else, this golden bowl type thing, one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen, and another was looking into the mirror at sunset and seeing myself transform into a very old version of myself smile back at me
>>39166112im seriously overdue for both the nn and 5. been putting it off all year actually. glad im not the only one whos had positive experiences with 5 here. only done it once in the form of bufo venom and it was the ride of my life.
When you say white-out with 5meo, how does that feel?
>>39166379like you've just dropped into the construct. only morpheus isn't there to give a walkthrough.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AGZiLMGdCE0
>>39166503What did you load how’d that work
>>39166514it's impossible to think, thought doesn't exist. but it is fear and ecstacy. dissolution. unceasing deja vu and somewhere you know that you have always been (in both senses of the meaning) and the place from where you have made all decisions.
>>39166562Nice
>>39166586overwhelmingly you are gone and the learning was existence it turns out is outside of existence.
>>39166586based af. never change fren.
>>39166632Existence is out of existence? Mind explaining further
>>39165931I wouldn't personally know if they're all identical at high enough doses since I haven't done them all but reports show that while they may have similarities, the experiences they offer can differ quite a lot from one another (Salvia Divinorum is said to be a unique experience compared to other drugs for example, others ITT bring up 5-MeO which is reported as very different from standalone DMT). I think they show you slightly different things, like different aspects of the psyche or psychic realms. Some might elevate you further than others, or to different places in the psychic landscape.Although psychic experiences while they can be profound are not actually spiritual in nature, at least not necessarily. Psychic and spiritual are different layers of reality.
>>39166699You feel as if you just ceased to exist. Like you literally stepped out of frame (existence) to speak and now "where" you are has absolutely nothing to do with where you just were, you are gone, you can't pull elements back from where you were to bring comfort and there are no paths between the two but the deja vu is all consuming and so you know this is where it has always been. this is where you have already made all decisions. But it definitely feels like you are outside of spacetime.that's why neo dropping into the construct like that and all the fear and alienness yet serenity and embrace of it is something that is a little analogous to the experience that I can say
>>39166112>>39166365I'd like to try 5-MeO but I'm wary of DNMs
>>39166734But what if I coomed as I peaked
>>39166379It is the highest form of ego death, the clear light of the void. time completely stops during the 5 minutes and your identity completely dissolves, and as you return to consciousness the closest feeling I can say is it's truly like being reborn. if you aren't completely comfortable within yourself I imagine it would be almost like a hell, but for those who are strong and sure then it's immense.
>>39123524The Script Writes ItselfIn Christian thought, there’s this idea that God is the ultimate author, orchestrating every detail of life with purpose and precision. Even in the midst of chaos, every moment, action, and choice fits into His bigger plan—a plan that, in the end, will reveal itself as a flawless masterpiece. What feels random or uncertain is actually held within God’s vision, guiding everything toward the outcome He intends.This doesn’t mean life is predetermined or that we lack real freedom. In Wesleyan thought, God’s knowledge and our freedom work together in a way that lets us make genuine choices while still being part of His design. God’s grace goes before us—His prevenient grace—quietly inviting us to trust and respond, drawing us closer to Him in each step. God knows our path, but He also respects our freedom to choose, allowing us to live deeply and meaningfully. This balance means we don’t have to second-guess every decision or worry about “messing up” His plan; each choice, whether bold or uncertain, becomes part of the story God is shaping.This perspective frees us to live with faith and trust. Rather than obsessing over every detail, we can rest in knowing that our lives are part of a story that’s unfolding perfectly. Even when we can’t see the full picture, we’re exactly where we need to be—part of a narrative that’s complete, purposeful, and ultimately filled with His love.
>>39166902Amen. God bless you fren. Have a blessed Sabbath day!
>>39138948> the only things I've gotten from psychedelics is that beyond the infinite fractal of hyperspace lies the void and everything is out there to get youmissed this post on until now, but this is the exact truth and what drives so many people insane. I don't know if they're echoes of a previous universe or the dead trying to kill us out of jealousy, but out there in the darkness lies ridiculously nasty predators. the most malignant, persistent, and dangerous ones appeared in golden light and stoked my feelings of love and devotion. I try not to follow religious canons anymore but Buddhism describes them very accurately as Hungry Ghosts. Buddhism also tells you, verbatim, to kill the Buddha if you encounter him physically or in a vision. I didn't understand it until I opened my mind and was swarmed by pretenders.jesus, gaia, lilith, azazel, lucifer, various Buddhist deities, one even pretended to be a research team from the future. they all wanted me to give up control of my body and mind. they opened up contradictory visions of heavens to me, showing me my ancestors to gaslight me, including ones I know are guarding me in spirit to this very day that are very much not at peace.>>39166902>>39166936nobody here is falling for this. the things you worship are monsters preying on your lazy devotion and the souls of everyone gullible enough to step into the light. we can see the emptiness in your writing and your eyes. reality is harsh and brutal, and you're going to get eaten and thrown back here for eternity until you wise up.
>>39167066This only applies to people who haven’t figured out that they’re god
>>39167221Once that is discovered, nothing can harm you.
>>39167066You’ve chosen to dwell on the suffering caused by evil—a reality, yes, but one that will be vanquished in God’s time. By focusing on the brokenness of this fallen world, you’re missing the greater good, which is God Himself and the Lord Yeshua HaMashiach, Jesus Christ, Isa al-Masih, who is, who was, and who is to come. Negativity doesn’t build us up; it only wears us down. The evil in this world results from disobedience to God, and the cost of that disobedience is death—a truth we see around us every day. Yet, Yeshua alone has conquered death, and because He is the first fruits of resurrection, we who believe in Him have also overcome death.Call me gullible if you will, but I seek the light of truth—Life itself. And when I encounter truth, I desire to follow it wholeheartedly.
>>39167292the fabric of all of this is love. the void, as of all existential fears, is a human aspect manifest.
>>39167492> By focusing on the brokenness of this fallen worldif there's one thing I'm confident of it's that your spamming death cult, your egregore, and your psychotic jew on a stick are all firm enemies to humanity and all life on Earth. you place no value on life or reality and wage genocide against all people and nations that reject you. we'll fix it in the coming days, and you'll be treated accordingly. humanity is better than you.
Why is there no /psy/ board?
>>39167540Turns out God had the final word when He rose from the dead, defeating death with a love that endures forever. Sorry, but the truth hurts when you aren’t expecting it.
>>39167584It would be dead these threads are enough
>>39167633blah blah blah shut the fuck up
If I almost lose it every time I smoke a little bit of weed should I never touch mushrooms? The last time I smoked a lot was terrifying. Every single flat surface in my room was replaced with a repeating texture of that really old obsessed girlfriend meme if anyone remembers it.This was also accompanied by a cartoony steam train clip art render whenever I closed my eyes. Think Thomas the tank engine but with an autism jigsaw colour Swatch.
>>39167644That guy was right bro, all your philosophy is just pride because you think you know how the universe works. You should humble yourself and allow God to teach you. Happy is the man who God corrects.
>>39167669the way weed hits you is definitely not normal. your intuiton is probably right, mushrooms could spark whatever's lurking in your head in an extremely bad way. look up the symptoms of schizophrenia and make sure to get to a doctor if you start having signs of it sober, it's a terrible disease that ruins people.https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/schizophrenia/symptoms-causes/syc-20354443
>>39167705Thank you for the advice. I always felt like my reactions were overblown compared to my friends whenever I smoked with them.Suppose I'll just try and stick to booze. It's worrying though because there was almost a thrill coming out of the bad trip that made me want to do it again.
>>39167685:)
>>39167746is this supposed to prove something? what's your point?
>>39168024the eviction of christcucks from society is progressing very well :D
>>39168075the bible literally predicts this, you are only validating my religion as legitimate & accurate.
Always vet your sources
>>39168090> haha I predicted my own blowing the fuck out as such I win. I'm a real martyr and everyone will love me forever
>>39167746>>39168075this is the type of shit i'd pull when I was 14.
>>39168136same here lmao
>>39168136you're the one calling all your little clown friends to invade a thread about medicine and shill off-topic christfaggotry. you must feel very proud and mature
>>39168124Aaron Bushnell is super based and 10x more powerful a source than you'll ever be.
>>39168147glownigger "memes" are so ugly. it's like they really can't into beauty. they probably call them "mee-mees"
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>>39168152>>39168157> you have no power over me!! I just spend every waking second stalking you and seething over your posts. you're so weak and childish bro
>>39167746>>39168075>guys look at all my anti-church shills, it means i'm right>>39168147>you guys are just shills, that means i'm right
>>39168261buddy, you're the one who invaded this thread to shill your propaganda and talk down to people. you have zero moral superiority. I can tell you have no friends or brotherhood IRL because no non-psychotic Christian would support of or approve of your behavior. truly shameful and pitable.
>>39168180>greentexts>doesn't reference anything in the postswhat did he mean by this?
Do you have experience with Amanita muscaria or Verbena/vervain? How did you use them? Does the age or other condition of the mushroom at the time of picking matter?
>>39168290How can you hate something, you don't believe, exists?
>>39168290The first Christian post you replied to was this, >>39166902I wouldn't say that it fits the bill of "shilling propaganda" or "talking down to people". In fact, I'd say the ideas in that post are quite in line with the knowledge that many people come away with after psychedelic experiences.You say they have zero moral superiority, but you are the one rabidly attacking others from a psoitok of perceived spiritual and moral superiority. A heavily over inflated ego. A projection of your own behaviour and personality.I suggest next time you take psychedelics you attempt to have a truly introspective experience, rather than let it feed your ego and various complexes.
Hate will know no rest so long as Love is there.
>>39168319because the myth of yhwh 100% exists, and it's the justification for psychotic barbarians to gaslight, harass, stalk, and wage genocidal wars against innocent people just trying to get by and make their lives better. your bible is one of the most awful, deplorable, bloodthirsty, and hateful things I've ever read in my life. your church is a 2000 year blood orgy of ransacking and looting enlightened societies with the values I love and cherish. so yes, I hate your church and your false god egregore. if you come into a thread where I'm having fun having discussions with people to spam your propaganda I'm going to turn that hatred on you.https://ffrf.org/fttoday/april-2016/articles-april-2016/the-10-worst-old-testament-verses/>>39168323your moralizing and ego attacks are worthless against me. "muh projection" was a stale meme by 2016. I am 100% confident I am superior in mental fortitude, moral development, and knowledge of reality than you. this isn't christian general, this isn't a christian space, and you're as unwelcome here as you are in the society all around you awakening to your crimes and gaslighting.
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>>39168406What is really stupid about that 'dark ages' chart is that it implies ALL science only happens in Europe. During that time Arabic areas & India were making huge advances in math. China was making advances in chemistry and metallurgy. In Meso-America astronomy and, oddly enough, basic surgery skills were being developed.The idea that world science stopped during Europe's Medieval period is retarded.
>>39168423> that chart's retarded, we didn't manage to kill ALL science, just in all the territories we had control of!
>>39168453chart still says ONLY Mediterranean areas count, there's more to the planet
Did you know christcucks are responsible for outlawing psychedelics?Read section 6.2. THE ANTI-DRUG MORAL FRAMEWORKhttps://scholarsbank.uoregon.edu/xmlui/bitstream/handle/1794/26389/SproulDontKillMyBuzz.pdf
>>39168423>The idea that world science stopped during Europe's Medieval period is retarded.The idea that it stopped in Europe is retarded and easily disproven. Just go look up scientific advancement in those times.The "Dark Ages" is literally Renaissance Era propaganda. It was Protestant larpers going>ohhh, the Roman Empire was SOO much better before the Catholics destroyed it and turned it into ThE dArK AgEs
>>39168505literally all scientists in the world hate and reject you for your crimes against philosophy. the second they could fire you and every abrahamist shilling disinfo in their universities, without your faggot barbarian armies genociding them, they jumped on the chance. I'm not quite sure how you live with yourself but I'm happy to know your kind won't be around in 100 years. I hope you all get violent with this christofascist nationalism shit you're trying to pull so I can watch videos of you rabid animals being put down. either way me and my bros are 100% winning at life and you're losing and coping that you'll go to sky daddy's anal penetration pen in the sky. sucks to suck
>>39161688I am looking for a woman who stays on topic with psychedelics and doesn't try to make the thread about her and her retarded dating choices. Hmm, not seeing one here, just you shouting "ME ME ME." Congratulations on getting attention via announcing your womanhood. How big of a dose do you need to trip on out of here?
>>39168406>your moralizing and ego attacks are worthless against meThat would be you, no one else.Typical namefag with a false sense of superiority. You don't speak for anyone except yourself.
>>39168423The idea of the European dark ages is fake and gay anyway. The person who created the idea was a woman in the mid 20th century, before that the idea of a "european dark age" didn't even exist.
>>39168602You should be thankful these types use names and trips, makes it very easy to never see their posts again
>>39167669>>39167705I would actually say try anyway. I didnt have good experience with weed either. At least with sativa, didnt do indica yet. I had a beautiful revelatory meditation on mdma and an okay experience with a common dose of acid, but weed just aint it. For me it gives extremely rapid hallucinations and makes my mind go haywire with zero ability to focus. And the hallucinations are so rapid that I can remember barely anything after, not in a pleasant way. On the other droogs I can at least remember what I see and experience it, but high dosis of weed just turns brain into a big fussy mess. To me seems useless for everything but to vibe to some music or to chill with people or something.Cant say it for sure of course as I didnt do shrooms yet, but just because you react bad to one droog, it doesnt mean you do to the other. You dont need to start with a heroic dose too, just take 3g or so and see where it takes you.>>39168406Also stop acting cringe. You write like an angsty teenager that just read Nietzsche. Not to defend christcucks (=/ christians) on 4channel, but your level of emotional attachment seems unhealthy. Are you at least consequent enough in your beliefs to extend your hate to all abrahamic religions as well as arguably civilization as a whole? You know that most societies, not just christian-influenced ones, forbid psychedelic use? Probably not, as you seem to only select the information and misinformation about christianity that fits your narrative.
>>39168631> try anywaysterrible and dangerous advice. I don't know why you felt the need to tell him this, never having done shrooms yourself, but you could seriously hurt someone.>>39168631> Also stop acting cringe. You write like an angsty teenager that just read Nietzsche.not an argument> your level of emotional attachment seems unhealthyI don't care about your domesticated sensibilities. they invaded my space and if they do it in real life I will mag dump them> Are you at least consequent enough in your beliefs to extend your hate to all abrahamic religionsyes> as well as arguably civilization as a wholeabrahamism is diametrically opposed to the health and well being of civilization. I love the civilizations, science, and progressive advancements that they've tried to attack and kill at every turn. pic related btw, the last time christian nationalism took control of a nation> You know that most societies, not just christian-influenced ones, forbid psychedelic use?this was forced on them by the US's psychotic christians under the threat of embargoes and invasion. IDK why you're trying to defend the outlawing of psychedelics in a /psych/ general or make excuses for these amoral demons but you're already arguing in bad faith so who gives a shit.> Probably not, as you seem to only select the information and misinformation about christianity that fits your narrative.what have I posted that's misinformation in any way?
>>39168682Greek philosophers were widely recipated in catholicism, and christian dark ages have been deboonked long ago. But I am arguing in bad faith? Lol. Well, I'm not gonna comvince someone that emotionally involved anyway, so I'll just wish you the best.>Verification not required
he said, "not an argument" lulZ
>>39168706> deboonked> Lol>Verification not requiredyou're a mental child and you write like an estrogen and microplastic poisoned eunuch. imagine getting mad and trying to crab someone down because they have a mean tone attacking injustice, propaganda, and spam. the drugs aren't helping you either.
The namefag is actually possessed by demonic entities because of his unchecked drug abuse. Lmao.
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can't wait to pound some shrooms tomorrow and go for a walk. think I'll go stare at the local pond for a while and see what patterns resolve from water and trees. last time I was watching a bush break down into a fractal cubist perspective and it was awesome. could see the branches from multiple perspectives at once all layered on top of each other. it actually started doing it with words too and the effect lingered a bit for a couple days. want to explore what's up with that.
>>39168963you should come back here after and write a long ass blog post about it
>>39169058will do, it's gonna be sweet. maybe I'll find one of the elusive machine elves or a fae spirit
has anyone gotten repetitive motion syndrome from shrooms before? has happened to me twice, always on heavy trips. quite annoying. once wasnt so bad, i was laying in bed and kept picking up my phone and dropping it. i knew i kept doing it and each time i was confident that it would be the last time, but i couldnt stop. no idea how long it went on for. couldve been 10 times or 100. the way worse time was probably my hardest trip ever. my friend went to bed and i wanted to trip harder so i ate the rest of the bag. back then i had never weighed a dose but probably ate ~5 more shrooms. i started frying beyond comfort and i could not stop flailing around on his couch. it really sucked. only other negative things that sometimes happen to me is just constantly feeling either too hot or too cold, and sweating way too much. 90% of the time none of this happens though, and they are normally a great experience, even when the onset can be a little uncomfortable/anxiety.
Ate 5 grams of a strong strain yesterday and it was a nightmare. If i needed to resume it all, it was like going to hell and coming back.Been doing dosages like this a few times in the last 3 years, but that was the most rough and nightmarish of all for sure. My room was all clean, everything was in place but it truly spiraled into madness.Naked, crying, contortioning like crazy on the floor, trying to bite cables and whatever was in front of me. I really went apeshit, but the hardest emotion was that classic feeling of being outside of time, no longer able to ever go back to the usual flow of time where things in front of you seem somewhat stable. Simmetry fell apart and there was absolutely no sense of nothing, just sobs, cries of help, grunts, demonic laughs and any primal form of expression.However at morning, static for some time on the bed, something just clicked. After discharging all those pent up emotions, i was just here in my room and things weren't all that bad. Yes it was a mess in all corners, but i just had a feeling guiding me. Putting things in place was like a reaffirmation of self recollection with respect to that place which enabled me to do that kind of "ritual". I started breathing slowly, but deeply, everything started to calm down and settle in. I was still high as fuck but it was a totally different feeling. A stray cat i feed came in the corridor and started calling for me too. When i reached nearby she was all happy and going around me. Saw fucking macaws after a long time... In my house. Exchanged cuddles with the cute cat, gave her some food and came back to my room to continue the cleaning. Put some chill music on the speakers and got more grounded.Then i just could see it all REALLY starts from inside. You gotta put the hand into the work to start reshaping things around you to really make some difference in your life. Things that i knew for sure, but didn't understand as something to be done now and here everyday.
>>39169336welcome back. the hard trips are often the most beneficial in hindsight.
Listening to people's trips is as boring as listening to their dreams.
