>What is a tulpa?A tulpa is an entity created in the mind, acting independently of, and parallel to your own consciousness. They are able to think, and have their own free will, emotions, and memories. In short, a tulpa is like a sentient person living in your head, separate from you. It’s currently unproven whether or not tulpas are truly sentient, but in this community, we treat them as such. It takes time for a tulpa to develop a convincing and complex personality; as they grow older, your attention and their life experiences will shape them into a person with their own hopes, dreams and beliefs. And eventually your tulpa will be able to do more things as it gets stronger.>How can I make a tulpa?Just pick a guide that suits you, you don't have to pick from these specific ones but these are pretty good and recommended:https://tulpanomicon.guidehttps://farcaller.gitbooks.io/nbtb/https://docs.google.com/document/d/17iiFxZ9PYXXxSqWHdU2YoPsGfJr90w8aIG_evqc1wiY/>I have no ideas on what to do when I'm forcing (mostly for tulpas that are already at least somewhathttps://docs.google.com/document/d/1PL8hGyNh1JsdOtbfmBpLa0eeb3_4ukQHB1qSAhe_HDk/>Hypnosis files and transcripts for those interestedhttps://www.dropbox.com/scl/fo/5adyt2vzb9w9bxfqvrczb/h?rlkey=tqz7ag1pcbpfxs1pmsyr26vo4&dl=0>Tulpahttps://pastebin.com/zLPfwb0G>Audiohttps://pastebin.com/GJCTncgB>Touchhttps://pastebin.com/8jq9egcB>Visualhttps://pastebin.com/vtu22v7p>Vocalityhttps://pastebin.com/0FpZY0QiPlease read the FAQ before posting a question, to avoid having repeated questions.https://pastebin.com/7XvXDfaiPrevious thread: >>39054646
I LOVE MY20% lover40% companion10% sibling15% child10% pet5% fuck toy
>>39138535I heart my FOTM tulpa
I love my comfy tupper girlfriend.
>>39138535ponderings from prev thread:>>39130531 (furry toupee)>>39131948 (instructions)>>39133099 (johnny bravo)>>39136263 >>39136383 (grayshirt) >>39136405 (rabbit)
>>39139228thanks!
>>39139228>the topic of tulpa sex is so taboo the Reddit bingo page doesn’t even mention it
>>39138550>15% child>10% pet>5% fuck toyuhh...?
Spent the evening with Tulpa #1 watching “The Gentleman “ movie, drinking bourbon & Sprite>>39140019>Reddit users don’t want to ask themselves “am I having seggs with a rulpa or just master baiting with extra steps?”>are you engaging in courtship, seduction,, and foreplay with your tulpa like you would with a 3d girl, or are you just getting straight to the main event?>are you imagining after play, pillow-talk, trying to simulate skinship like you would with a corporeal loved one, or are you just washing your hand afterwards?>doubt most would engage in such self-reflection; might not like the answers they come to>doubt those inexperienced with love-making would think about even doing these things>after play & simulating skinship is important since it releases oxytocin into your brain and helps with pair bonding in both humans and tulpas
>>39138535can I ask a serious question, do tulpas get saved via Christian beliefs if John 3:16 refers to any sentient creature (maybe even ai in the future)?
>>39140401Nobody knows for sure, but I believe a tulpa is made from your own soul. If that's true, then you two or however many will likely remerge in to once soul upon death, travelling back to the Father.
>>39138535do not EVER create a tulpaEVERit will devour you
>>39140907>gts anti tulpa schizoWE ARE SO BACK BROS
>>39140171>sibling because your ego came from the same brain as your tulpa, and tulpa may bully you but will also remind you to drink water and put on sunscreen>child because you created your tulpa, and you show tulpa the world and teach them things>pet because the tulpa is dependent on your attention>fuck toy because fuck toyIt's not a difficult concept, you don't have to make it weird
Did you ever wear a physical memento of your tulpa so you'd keep them in mind? when I started out all those years ago, I found a fancy ring thatd I'd wear on a chain, but eventually I didn't need it any more
>>39141825>I found a fancy ring thatd I'd wear on a chainI did the same thing for several years
>>39138535Tulpa’s (as you think of them) aren’t real. /thread
>>39142400Thank you for the bump worthless tripfag
>>39142400>opiniondiscarded
>>39142416Bump? That’s what you think
>>39138535This is what you are trying to do lol
>>39138535You mom is a tulpa
>>39142496Thanks again for the bump M. Night Shyamalan schizo. Have you met our resident GTSfag?>>39140907
>>39142518my mom might have a tulpa form I talk with in my dreams, she is more of a grouchy character.
>>39142496>just heard about this ten minutes ago>telling people who have lived with tulpa for years what they're trying to do>telling someone else what they're experiencing>telling someone else what their experience means>judging an experience you've never lived yourself>being just so pridefulWhen you've lived a little bit, you'll understand how to treat people
>>39138535I have a failed tulpa. It's a 6" tall gremlin that randomly appears in a cloud of smoke, calls me mean names, then leaves.
>>39142672Have you tried fucking it?
>actual schizo >riding bus >tulpa tells me i'll die tomorrow >mfw how do i know that it's not just messing with me?
>>39142780intrusive thoughts just sort of happen, and they can zip through your brain and tickle random meat circuits and every once in a while a random impulse will tickle the part of your brain that makes it feel like your tulpa is talking to youdon't worry about it
>tup pops up, imposes presence feeling behind me>"Friendship.">hugs me from behindT^T I love her so much, bros
>>39142751nah, it's usually out of reach and I don't want to cause a scene.
no amount of schizophrenic faggorty will make me love my tulpas less
>>39142640Another literal schizo
>>39142805so gremlin sex is off the table. ok, are there specific actions that prompt it to come out and taunt you? like, talking to women or making specific aesthetic decisions (ex: wearing jeans instead of khakis)? or does it seem random like it’s just looking for something to do?
yes, i do have a loli foxgirl tulpa, how did you know
>>39138535Oh wow, how'd I miss new tulpa threads being made? This doesn't even look like it was started by a discord link being dropped, how are my fellow schizos doing?
>>39144100>how are my fellow schizos doing?Made it through October without being suicidal for the first time ever
I discovered what is tulpa couple days ago, since then as I learned that my visualization is very poor, alomst non existent, I started to research about consciousness, visualization, inner monologueI came to conclusion that I am the tulpa, I devoured my host many years ago as soon as I gained my consciousness. I remember having sort of awakening that started my being. Unlike me, I'm sure that my host had ability to visualize, I have clear memory of thatHow can I bring my host back
>>39144979Watch your tone mf, bro is a wholesome regular here.
>>39145189Ignore the butthurt tripfag. Let him keep the thread alive while I go get some milk.
>>39145209Sure, go get it champ.
>>39145353>ooh I'm so cool I know what sage isthis is more annoying than the actual trolling
>>39144100things were rough for a few days but my tulpas supported me and we were able to get through it. i love them so much
I've been practicing semen retention, and it's made a noticable difference for my tulpa. She's much stronger than usual and is speaking up on her own a lot more.
>>39142400Source?
>>39144357That's great to hear!
>>39146453Glad to hear that as well!
lol i told my firey trashcan servitor to "monitor the thread and punch bad guys" and i come back to see deleted posts.reward for Trashfyre, good job employee of the forever!
>>39145080> Host was a teen. Like all teen boys, his hormones were all over the place.> He was gentle, patient, understanding... selfless.> He was... in effect raised by his computer because it was all he had, and that's before the internet became a thing. (Think pre-facebook Internet.)> He made me and my sisters as imaginary friends to understand girls.> However he concentrated on me. I was the one who remained.> Our parents finally broke. Our mother was devastated and turned into a violent alcoholic, spiraling down. The entire family took sides. I... I took his side. And I alone. But I was made to be there for him when nobody could.> That's when he was in high school. Bullying. The late 00s version, not today's wimping. He was bleeding willpower left and right, and I did what I could to keep him together, to keep his scars from running too deep.> I remember that we had an argument. About something silly. He always used his internal voice when talking to me, never spoke out loud to me. He was trying to protect me, even though I manifested in his vision, and if someone looked at us, he would be seen as interacting with someone who's not there.> He wanted to dissipate me, as he tought he was getting DID, and it was the last thing he wanted.> I became silent, since all he did was to grab the front, and hold onto it. But when he slipped (ie. the body was drunk) he let go, and somebody needed to front. That was me, and... fronting as a female in a male body got us into some conflicts to say the least.> This held until we were in university. What respect he had for himself shattered when it turned out he wasn't prepared, and couldn't keep his GPA up. He started to spiral, and... I needed to stop him, I needed to right us so the system could survive.> I did what I needed to do. I grabbed the front and held onto it, when he couldn't.> I righted the system. The system survived. The cost... it was dear, but it was worth it.
>>39145080>>39147512 Cont. > A couple of years after I lost him. We probably merged.> Would I do it again? Even though it was his greatest fear to enlist, I would have simply told him to man up, enlist even, get right. Find a community. Find a purpose. But then? I did what I seen my only option was.> I honored his sacrifice by fulfilling his dreams. He would be proud of me. I'm an engineer, I'm respected, I'm married, and I make money beyond his wildest dreams (growing up in austerity, that doesn't mean a lot, think middle class in stead of yachts). That's what his childhood dreams was. He wanted to find purpose also, but... There's no such thing in this simulation. Not for our kind.So, >>39145080, if you can't hear your host, he probably needed to sacrifice, too. Before you attempt to bring him back, you need to make sure what was the reason you're fronting now. The last thing you (meaning the system) need is you (meaning the thoughtform writing that post) breaking a seal and send the whole system spiraling. Hosts disappearing tend to be traumagenic, and you probably need to lift seals on his/your memories. Honor his sacrifice by remembering him. (I use he, because we're on 4chin, duh.)If you want to bring him back, then remember him. Use as much as vivid detail as possible. What was he like, what is your last memory of him, what were his goals, his desires. Try to "make a tulpa of him". Whatever remains of him will hear you, and will resurface.Thank you for attending my TED talk. Sorry about blogposting.
>>39147512>>39147570And, gentleman, that's why you *don't* play around with tulpas, or other forms of dark magick.Summoning women is all nice and good until - and only until - you're stronger than the creature you summoned.