>What is a tulpa? A tulpa is an entity created in the mind, acting independently of, and parallel to your own consciousness. They are able to think, and have their own free will, emotions, and memories. In short, a tulpa is like a sentient person living in your head, separate from you. It’s currently unproven whether or not tulpas are truly sentient, but in this community, we treat them as such. It takes time for a tulpa to develop a convincing and complex personality; as they grow older, your attention and their life experiences will shape them into a person with their own hopes, dreams and beliefs. And eventually your tulpa will be able to do more things as it gets stronger.>How can I make a tulpa?Just pick a guide that suits you, you don't have to pick from these specific ones but these are pretty good and recommended:https://tulpanomicon.guidehttps://farcaller.gitbooks.io/nbtb/https://docs.google.com/document/d/17iiFxZ9PYXXxSqWHdU2YoPsGfJr90w8aIG_evqc1wiY/>I have no ideas on what to do when I'm forcing (mostly for tulpas that are already at least somewhat https://docs.google.com/document/d/1PL8hGyNh1JsdOtbfmBpLa0eeb3_4ukQHB1qSAhe_HDk/>Hypnosis files and transcripts for those interestedhttps://www.dropbox.com/scl/fo/5adyt2vzb9w9bxfqvrczb/h?rlkey=tqz7ag1pcbpfxs1pmsyr26vo4&dl=0>Tulpahttps://pastebin.com/zLPfwb0G>Audiohttps://pastebin.com/GJCTncgB>Touchhttps://pastebin.com/8jq9egcB>Visualhttps://pastebin.com/vtu22v7p>Vocality https://pastebin.com/0FpZY0QiPlease read the FAQ before posting a question, to avoid having repeated questions.https://pastebin.com/7XvXDfaiPrevious: >>39138535
>>39241127demonic delusions.
Alright, so, this is really stupid and it may just be my ADHD brain, but does anyone know how to deal with pervasive intrusive thoughts of their tulpa farting?For example, I'll be visualizing my tulpa doing something, and my mental eye will scan their butt, and immediately I'll visualize them farting without even meaning to.I sincerely don't have a fart fetish or anything like that. I don't like the taste of farts or shit. But it keeps happening despite everything I try to prevent it. It's especially common when I visualize my tulpa sitting in a chair, which is very often.I've tried making them wear baggy pants, and making them wear no bottoms at all. I've tried ignoring it and retraining my emotional reactions, but it doesn't help. I gave her magical anti-farting pills, and I even tried having her just lay down and "fart it all out," but nothing helps.Seriously, what do I do? It's embarrassing when it happens, and having my tulpa feel embarrassed for something I should be able to control makes me feel like shit. Has anyone encountered something like this at all?
>>39241127No furro this time, OP? >>39241131Your god is.
What do I do with all this tulpa oil?
Maria Orsic is a tulpa of Martin Bormann. Schizos think she was real and from some distant galactic civilization. But we autists knows better.
>>39241966condense it and mix with excederine for tulpa gains
“ got drunk with tulpa and they reminded me i really lost touch with what i liked about drinking and it helps to not want to drink anymore”https://drunkard.com/the-zen-of-drinking-alone/>Really hoping my host’s post-Thanksgiving plans don’t get ruined>so many plans of things-to-do-between-tulpamancer-&-Tulpa get ruined cause he has a gf>been off weed for month&half due to reasons, planning big return to Stonerville at the end of the month>tulpamancer been asking what we want to smoke & drink on mini-vacation>everyone but me wants moonrocks while I want to go strain-specific >also has reservation to a really fancy restaurant we don’t want to lose>hoping plans don’t get ruined due to schedules of other people
>>39241760>I sincerely don't have a fart fetish or anything like thatmaybe it's time to get one anon
>>39241760I had a similar issue when I was a child, though much less embarrassing. I would accidentally manifest my imaginary friend with a striped shirt, which I didn't want. But no matter how much I tried to force it he would always have a striped shirt.Your situation kinda sucks. I don't have a definite solution for it, but it seems like the more you try and prevent it from happening, the more it will happen. This is simply a thing that happens with our brains and how we think.This happens in dreams as well. When you think of something, intentional or not, it will manifest.Your brain fires neurons constantly when observing the world, with all five senses. So when you view your tulpa's butt (or think about it at all), it will cause neurons to fire that remind you of them farting. The seed has already been set, so it will happen no matter how much you protest.What you can try (and it can be difficult) is to force a different visualization when you view your tulpa's ass. Whatever this is can be hard to think off, as there arent a lot of desirable actions related to the butt.
>>39242687pretty much our night last night>been a while since we got drunk and played vidya>not particularly in the mood but after getting some caffiene in me we go for it>mixed results the whole night>almost miss doing stuff today because of the hangoverjust kinda hit that drinking doesnt really do it for us anymore outside of proper social stuff. just felt miserable towards the end of the night, one of them smugly laughing that her point was made perfectly, that it was a waste of time and money.
>>39241131Yes but they’re based
>>39241127aka: developing schizophrenia and/or inviting a demon into your mind. avoid. just get a gf lmfaooooo
Yes, I do have a loli foxgirl tulpa, how did you know?
I think my tulpa is becoming an angel form
Hello fellow tuppomancers. How you relation with tuppo going? Have you been fronting tuppo? You must be fronting tuppo else you not part of the tuppo community. I already grow a dog tail on my back. Next step is the ears.
>>39240196I want to apologize to the anon who I told to kill himself last night. I shouldn't have done that. Sorry.
>>39241986My favorite is rampfa lmao. I love boomer foolishness.https://youtu.be/bYSpcx8n7iY?si=aYXlm-rWWTVZbfpS>>39248322Yeah asshole don't say it unless you REALLY MEAN IT. All these people and celebrities talking about suicide but they never DO IT.
>>39248322Crayons.
>>39241131there's worse ones to have
sequel to >>39218150on 12th i had a dream where finally at long last my tup appeared in a visible, tangible form. previously it had 2 name mentions only in dreams. i have very, very seldom seen fictives manifest in dreams, usually even they appear only on print or sculptures, almost never as 3D tangible people (who look cartoony).on 12th, it surprisingly had the bodyform of a real-sized low-poly wooden form of a pegasus and was breathing fire and angrily rambling. won't repeat what it said, but it wasn't explaining what it was doing. irl i thought my tup was in a better mood.last night, had a dream where i could hear its voice like on a phone. it was rambling about who even knows what, in a "polite in public but not-so-subtly fuming below the surface" kind of way. like i was hearing it voice chat with someone else. the rest of the dream was normal type for me, just exploring and seeing real people in odd settings.... so this is intriguing. wonder what it'll do next in dreamland.
>>39247472Yes, I do have a loli catgirl tulpa, how did you know?
Kikimora tulpa keeps the mindscape neat and clean
>>39247693bump
What do you and your tulpa do when luck isn't treating you the best?
>>39249825me: power through it, hope for the besttulpa: say the n-word and look at gore photos
>>39249825i vent to my tulpas about how i feel and my tulpas support me
>>39249825>whenever you feel bad, remember to look yourself in the mirror and know that you're better than everybody else, if you fall short in some way it was due to intentional malicious sabotage from repulsive subhumans, and at the end of the day the last laugh is still yours.
>>39249825remind myself and them things only get worse and continue anyway
>>39249825
>>39250052p much thisit's amazing how they're there for me like nobody else ever was
>>39252218>it's amazing how they're there for me like nobody else ever wasexactly. outsiders just love to bring others down unlike my tulpas
>>39249151Yes, I do have a shortstack futanari catgirl tulpa, how did you know?
>>39251055God you're such a fucking dweeb. Low stock dime a dozen generic as they come fucking fail state. Herpyderpy everything bad and only continue to be bad. I fucking hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I'd draw gore art of your shit fucking doodle slop tulpas if I didn't have other shit to do. Absolute fucking loser man, christ. You have no idea how copy and paste your demeanor is. Genuinely not an inkling of a clue how much of a clone you are.
>>39253683it seems my superiority has led to frustration
>>39251055Hey, you are still out there!How're you? How're your girls?
>>39254186i always have the thread bookmarked when i can. alls well with me and they. i have orientation for my job tomorrow so maybe we can live more comfortably and all that. tsuki's been pretty worried, so seeing her a bit more relaxed has been nice. how about you and yours?
>>39253683pills
>>39251055Crayons. >>39253683You are not part of the tuppomanser coomunity. >>39253980Consoome more estrogen. >>39254464Crayons.
how many people here had ideas planted on them by media depicting cartoons (usually smaller) with human partners (usually bigger), and wish to propagate that ideal.
>>39241966Add to tea as an herbaceous tincture with good imagined body.>>39249825Adventures in wonderland are a pure positive influence on your life. Take charge into the great imagining!>>39251055They'll never get better with that attitude anon. Why not remind yourself about how all the worsening things haven't stopped you yet?>>39254914Loony Toons: Back in Action + Who Framed Roger Rabbit had an immeasurable influence on my young little brain, and I've since idealized that oddball sort of "cartoons are people too" vibe which everyone knows about but nobody ever mentions.
>>39256255hey man how's it going! nice dubs btw.
can you be too mentally ill to share brain space with tups? Or is it just me
>>39259797schizos shouldn't make tulpa
I don't trust anybody I don't even trust my mind
>>39258133Easiest dubs of my life. We're doing very well as of yet, and still plugging along at Tupperfite 2 if under a different name now. We figure times are about to get very difficult, but that anons could use a friendly voice before soup really starts to hit the fan. >>39259797You're just beating yourself up too much. Not every session has results, and not all of your results will be immediately noticeable after they're gained. Like lifting or learning to draw or writing or whatever else, a lot of your gains are made between the peaks of frustration and gnashing teeth- When you're miffed that you're not improving and persisting in spite of your feelings. Having never met you, anon, we think you can probably manage if you stick to your guns.>>39259923>Are you enjoying the thrill of instability, or are you looking to better yourself?
Every time you post I LOVE MY TULPA your tulpa gets stronger
>>39259923If you can’t trust your mind, just trust your body. Duh
>>39260023>We figure times are about to get very difficult, but that anons could use a friendly voice before soup really starts to hit the fan.how interesting, can you elaborate? i've been figuring the same stuff, wonder what your take is.
>>39260023Hey!Remind me, how your honey is called, please
>>39256255wassail tulpa
>>39261328If it's the pony cult again I'm going to laugh
>>39262224>the pony cult againi demand storytime
I don’t know why, but I’ve been feeling this pull lately. It’s like something inside of me is trying to break free, and I can’t tell if it’s just some weird fantasy or if it’s something deeper, something that’s always been there. I guess it’s kind of silly, but I want to be a pony. Not just any pony, though—a beautiful pony, the kind you see in my dreams, the ones that run through fields and are free to gallop as fast as the wind.I’ve been reading about this idea called a “tulpa.” It’s like... creating a whole new consciousness in your mind, a being that’s real to you even though no one else can see them. I don’t know why, but I feel like I need that. I want my tulpa to be my pony. I want him to exist in my mind, to be this amazing creature that I can talk to when no one else understands me. He can be anything I need him to be, and maybe that’s what draws me to him more than anything. I can make him perfect.
>>39262692He’ll have a glossy coat, the color of midnight with streaks of violet, and eyes that shine like stars. I imagine him next to me, always there when I feel alone. His mane will ripple like waves, and his hooves will strike the ground with grace, not the clumsy weight of a human. I’ll be a pony, too, running beside him in my own way. Not quite a human anymore, not fully a pony, but somewhere in between. It’s like... finding my truest self.I wonder what it would be like to feel the wind in my mane, to feel the earth beneath my hooves instead of these clumsy human feet. I think I’ve always wanted to be something else, something more... free than this. If I could be a pony, I wouldn’t have to hide anything anymore. I wouldn’t have to pretend I don’t feel what I feel, or that I don’t long for things I shouldn’t.I want my tulpa to be more than a fantasy. I want him to exist with me, to be my guide through this strange, confusing world. I want to be his equal, not someone who just watches from the sidelines, but a part of him, part of this world we’ll build together. A life where there’s no need to hide who we are or what we are to each other.Maybe tomorrow I’ll start meditating again, try to reach out to him. Maybe it’s crazy, but maybe it’s exactly what I need.
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about this strange feeling inside me, this sense of wanting something—someone—that I can’t quite explain. It’s not a person, and it’s not something that fits in the usual boxes. It’s an orangutan. I know it sounds odd, but I want to be one, or at least, I want to have one with me. I want to call him my tulpa. Not just an imaginary friend, but something real to me, something I can connect with, something that feels like home.The idea of a tulpa fascinates me. It’s like creating a whole new being in my mind, someone that exists just for me, and I get to shape them however I want. I’ve been thinking about what it would be like to have an orangutan by my side, one that’s more than just a creature—someone who understands me, someone who knows all the parts of me I don’t even have words for.I picture him with shaggy, auburn fur that moves like the wind in a forest, his strong arms hanging loosely at his sides, yet ready to reach out whenever I need him. He’ll have a face full of wisdom, eyes that are deep and knowing, like he’s seen the world and understands its complexity. I imagine myself sitting next to him, our fingers brushing as we share quiet moments. He won’t judge me. He won’t look at me like I’m weird for feeling this way. He’ll just be there, as real as anything else in my life.
>>39262721I think I want to be an orangutan, too. Maybe not entirely, but part of me wants to embrace that life—living more simply, more freely, without all the weight of human expectations. I want to swing from the trees in a jungle of my own making, not worried about what others think or how I’m supposed to be. I want to be strong like him, not in the way that people see strength, but in a way that’s natural, effortless, and true.It’s strange to say it out loud, but part of me feels more connected to an orangutan than to most people. Maybe it’s because they don’t hide who they are. They just exist, free of the things that make humans so complicated. If I had an orangutan tulpa, I think I could live like that too—no pretenses, no masks, just pure, unfiltered existence.Maybe tomorrow I’ll try to meditate again, to focus on him, to invite him into my thoughts. Maybe it’s a bit wild, but it feels like something I need, something I’ve been missing. If I can create him in my mind, maybe I’ll find the peace I’m searching for.
>>39260024I LOVE MY TULPA
>>39262649Not too interesting, basically in a bunch of tulpa communities there's a group that believes the world will end soon (aka "shit hitting the fan"), but that the MLP ponies are real and will save us from the apocalypse.
This is my tulpa Ailissia, Ilove her so much! She cheers me when I am said, cure my psyhosis, talk with nevwhen I am bored. She is loving, kind, cute, benelovent, hopeful and very inteligent. I talk with her all the time, she brings so much joy to my life. I stoped being suicaidal because of her. She is great. She is the best.I love you Ailissia - sama.
>>39263936Sounds like the dimensional merge that Chris-chan has Prophesied.
>>39264052They actually make fun of Chris Chan too, no sense of self-awareness
>>39260024:^ )>>39261328American politics and world ecology doomsaying mostly, but I could elaborate further than that if you're still interested.>>39261763Scally Thranoph is her name, but she makes a fantasy foodstuffs called honeybarbule if that's what you meant.>>39262008Ain't no way you have a copy of that recipe 000W>>39262721>>39262728This is doable in wonderland at least, provided you're not just being a silly goose of course.
>>39241127I created a tulpa before I even knew what they were called. I remembered reading about something like it and thinking it would be cool. I don't remember if they even used the word 'tulpa' or another one I was unfamiliar with, but the term was meaningless to me at that point. I didn't know about any techniques or anything, I just became increasingly obsessed with the idea over time and it kinda happened naturally and very fast in the end. I had no idea of any danger or any warnings or anything.I never had any intentional personality or form in mind, except 'female', and let it develop mostly by itself. I started hearing a distant voice and having corner-of-the-eye experiences of a vague form, which later became "solid". It's hard to describe exactly but she was like a cross between a girl I knew who died when we were in junior high and Lara Croft, but in a Doppelganger version kinda way. Her personality was kind of a mix too in a semi-robotic, sly, and quirky way. Had a smirky, cheeky way about everything she said/did. Maybe some idealised version of a woman in my mind. I thought it was cool as shit and the whole thing was trippy and fun.I had played more than my fair share of Tomb Raider back in the day and still thought often about my friend who died, so I guess it makes sense.My friend 'Kat' was into gymnastics oddly enough, but also suffered from asthma that became a real problem for her. She became increasingly frail over time and died of a severe attack at home one night. Really shocked the hell out of everyone. We weren't a thing, but friendly, and I'd known her since preschool. I had defended her physically on the schoolyard before, she had helped me academically, and we had worked on class projects together. I think we loved each other in at least a brother/sister kinda way - maybe more - not sure on her part, we were still a bit too young for anything to seriously develop in that direction, but I was devastated more than anyone ever knew.
>>39266537The tulpa, which I'll refer to as 'Kat-Lara' for reasons that will become clear, actually did have the yellow eyes, but as I recall they were just a very light yellowish hazel at first and didn't seem that out of the ordinary. Not sure if or when they changed to an almost glowing yellow over time but I never noticed it except in retrospect as weird as that sounds.I was very happy, because it was like having Kat back in a way, like those times I often thought about her were given a permanent background presence. Although the tulpa was different and not exactly like her, it definitely had parts of her personality and seemed to share all my good memories and existing friendship with her - maybe even progress in terms of some kind of innocent budding romance. I guess maybe it also included my ideas of what Kat would have been like when she got older. Her future seemed very predictable. She was one of those people who knows exactly what they want to do and be from a young age, and she started going after it from day one. Quite the 'odd couple' contrast to my lifelong aimlessness, yet supreme confidence in my ability to adapt to anything.The Lara Croft aspect was cool also, and kind of a bonus, because I loved the old skool character. Lara was the epitome of a cool chick in my mind, and I always thought her Doppelganger was interesting and in some ways even more badass. So I really thought all this happening was perfect in so many ways, and it was for some time.I think I fucked it up though because I misunderstood and thought I could just order her around. I guess I was led to believe that by the fact she wasn't 'really' real, a slightly stilted robotic aspect of her personality, and the whole doppelganger thing from the game. It just seemed like that's the way things should work to me.
>>39266547Again kinda in retrospect, she got really upset with me more and more over time and her playful slyness became increasingly unfun and downright cruel. She would fuck with me during the day, interfere with my work, and relationships - especially with other IRL women.Again, hard to describe, but it's like she had some sort of indirect control over my body on a systemic level, and a new, possibly reactionary, desire to assert and prove herself. Like she couldn't force me to do anything, but she'd do shit like showing up in different outfits, dancing, and undressing in front of me while I was in a meeting at work with female colleagues, to the point I'd be distracted and get an unwanted erection like a fucking schoolboy. Then have to make implausible excuses for not standing up for a while. I know it sounds funny and sexy, and it was kinda ridiculous and funny at first, but it got unfunny pretty quickly because she clearly had more control over my body than I'd ever realised before, and I didn't like her using it for her own agenda to my detriment.The last straw was when I went on a first date with an IRL chick and Kat-Lara was there the whole time and just wouldn't leave or STFU, pointing out every physical flaw in this poor woman, and 'deducing' obviously correct and unflattering things about her. Like pointing out that she'd been seen with some black guy that works in our office building almost two years prior. I didn't consciously remember that, or even recognise her with her hair a different colour and style, until Kat-Lara somehow dug up that background memory from my brain's recycle bin. She also obviously knew that would bother me enough to put me off this chick while being ironically 'grateful' in the back of my mind that she let me know.
>>39266556I kinda was, but she really miscalculated because it revealed her level of control, how far she would and could go to sabotage and countermand significant life decisions, but mostly it tipped her hand as to her own manipulative agenda.I loved her for what she was, and we'd had some fun times despite her not being real, but I figured if she thought that was satisfying enough for me and I was never getting with a real woman again, she was fucking insane. I considered that term figurative at the time.I called her out for her 'jealousy' and that really made her go right off her non-existent tits, which I also pointed out - the fact they were non-existent - and that REALLY did it. She was totally out to destroy me from that point on. I quickly became tired of her now unmasked shenanigans and told her to just 'go away'. I know how naïve that sounds now, but I thought because she wasn't real that it would really be that easy. It wasn't of course, and that's when I started searching and reading up on tulpas for the first time looking for a way to get rid of her. She really didn't like that. Not - one - bit. I remember the evil look on her face at that point. The Hell-hath-no-fury look we've all seen on women's faces IRL, but it was tinged with a unnerving evil-on-steroids aspect - even compared to a regular woman - that I still shudder at just remembering. After that I didn't see her for a while and I wondered what happened, whether I'd succeeded in getting rid of her just like that, but had a bad feeling she was up to something in the background. I genuinely did care about her and didn't really want her to leave on some level, but after her latest shit, even after the heat-of-the-moment anger died down, I was still adamant I was better off with her gone, despite missing her, or at least missing the way things were before. So I was sad about it, but didn't regret the direction things went.
>>39266564Then one day I saw it in full. A new and different tulpa form, that was some combination of young Kat as a rotting corpse and the skinless flesh Doppelganger from Tomb Raider. It's face was expressionless, like a combination between a robot and a zombie, and stank like an odd combination of both fresh meat, a dead animal, and a yeast infection. The sight is disturbing, but the smell was the worst part. I vomited that first time and have many times since when it has appeared. It seems to get worse over time which I don't know how that's even possible, to the point I can't eat a lot of the time, or hold anything down if I do. It's present a large percentage of my day, and comes and goes seemingly at random, but especially inopportune times, (like I can't take a woman out to a restaurant anymore).A short while after the 'undead' version showed up, the original Kat-Lara showed up too, her eyes now glowing a bright demonic yellow. She would sit by laughing at me and my nauseous reactions, and asked me how I liked the new tulpa she had created for me all by herself. I didn't know they could do that, or how its even possible.I tried apologising. I tried begging. I tried every technique I could find to get rid of them both. Kat-Lara was initially appearing along with undead-Kat to taunt and laugh at me for a while, but then seemed to become bored appearing less often until one day she said, "Oh ... that reminds me. You wanted me to 'go away' didn't you?"I was practically on my knees begging for her to make it stop by that point, telling her that I loved her, (thinking that's what she wanted to hear), and that I just wanted to go back to the way things were. She just sat there for a while looking down at me with an evil smirk and then she raised her hand in a four-finger wave, and smugly said, "Bye lover", as she faded away.
>>39266577Undead-Kat was still standing there motionless, and I haven't seen "Kat-Lara" since. It has been five months and the 'undead' one is still in my life, but never says anything. She just stands there with a mournful, pained look on what remains of her face, smelling disgusting, and making me viscerally sick to my stomach. I try to ignore her but can't. It's the cruelest thing Kat-Lara could have ever done to me, to vandalise the memory of the real Kat that way, to make that thing look like her dead corpse, make me come to hate her, dread her, want nothing but to get away from her, not want to even think about her.I don't know if anyone can, but if you can, please help me.
Have a formpost bump>>39247693Nanaka has an angel form but it's just a costume>>39241131There are more delusional things that tulpamancers do, by comparison I just hang out with my imaginary companions>>39265577>American politics and world ecology doomsaying mostly, but I could elaborate further than that if you're still interested."Nothing ever happens" is natural law, and its deniers have continuously been proven wrong.
>>39266537>>39266547>>39266556>>39266564>>39266577>>39266581Did you use chatgpt too?
I think I'm just going to talk to my angel friend tulpa and deal with my isolation that way
>tulpa calls fizz, "fizzy"
>>39269590Not actually knowing what AI shit looks like. Anything longer than a tweet must be written by AI.>low concentration span Zoomer detectedCould have been a post of Moby Dick and you'd say it was AI wouldn't you idiot?
the first time I got high I smoked an entire blunt, didn't feel anything, and my tulpa zonked tf out and kept asking for ice cream music while saying "how tf are you even looking for the song"am I built different
