Welcome to /srg/ Semen Retention GeneralResources:>/SRM/ reading list v1https://pastebin.com/qbTd4Lai (embed)https://pastebin.com/NpdEaKSX (embed)What is Semen Retention?Semen retention is the practice of abstaining from ejaculation for extended periods, often with the intention of preserving and redirecting sexual energy. It originates from various spiritual, philosophical, and cultural traditions. The idea is that abstaining from ejaculation can lead to increased vitality, mental clarity, and spiritual growth. While there isn’t a lot of scientific research (hard topic to do studies on) on the topic*, there are tons of personal accounts. Therefore, the only sure way to find out is trying it out for yourself.Reported benefits include, reduced stress, increased motivation, increased energy*, improved focus, healthier hair/skin, deeper meditation, improved AP/Lucid Dreams, and more.* https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/12659241/ - study that proves test levels are affected by SR. Average peak in test levels was 145%, one subjects test levels was raised 197%. However it has no data on what happens after week 3-4 and after that.https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/17268169/ - study that explores how mating until satisfaction affects the brains of male rats and their sexual behavior. (coom =“numb”androgen receptors = body unable to “register” testosterone as effectively as it should)Previous Thread >>39504378
>>39544269No semen retention for your face, height or money.
>>39544269“Life” is a movie that we watch.If we get too immersed in the movie it starts to drain our life force.Getting exciting over a scene in the movie of life (e.g., seeing a naked woman) and then ejaculating, is a form of spiritual sui-cyde. The world isn’t real. Your energy is.
>>39544344>“Life” is a movie that we watch.And a game that we experienceJust remember that YOU are God's greatest project. You are not simply a cog in the machine, but you are the entire machine. Just like how marble has to be destroyed and chiseled to transform into a beautiful sculpture, there is no growth without any suffering. Remember that PMO is an insult to the beautiful creation that you are. It would be like putting a beautiful statue in a messy bar bathroom. You're better than that. You deserve the real thing. Not just sex, but the entire experience of love and wholeness.
>>39544269you can still jerk off and not ejaculate of course
>you can still jerk off and not ejaculate of course
>>39544608jerking off will pretty much guarantee an ejaculation. if not at the time of masturbation, then one of the nights ahead
>>39544629well you can. been doing it for years. saves on mess. maybe you need to up your skills
>>39544644>jerking off will pretty much guarantee an ejaculation.it absolutely does not.
>>39541145>What if you are basically an incel or don't have anyone?Drop the term incel. Just because you don't have anyone right now doesn't mean you won't have anyone tomorrow. this website's obsession with girlfriends and sex as a defining metric is beyond toxic. it's just indicative of a hollow, vapid existence if the focus is on status, looks, money, sex. do something with your life and build yourself and the right girl will find you. if you don't have a girl it means it's not the right time in your quest.
Day 3, hoping to break a record this time. I have big goals I set for myself this year. I'll make it happen, and bigly
>>39544644Yup. Even sex without ejaculation will result in wet dream. And sometimes not one night, but consecutive nights. Your body's gotta get rid of the excess semen somehow. It's basically like a zit waiting to be popped.
>>39544680Word of advice: don't count on the days. Count on the inner changes. The day you feel that you don't need to do it or look at it anymore, and the day you turn down sex without a second thought, is when the battle is truly won.
>>39544696nah your body has mechanisms to absorb the excess semen without ejaculation. if you don't exhaust the essence it integrates into you.
>>39544703Sometimes - it's like a zit. Sometimes it heals on its own but sometimes it pops itself. When you edge - whether by yourself or with someone you're building up a ton of pressure.
>>39544677Seven is a good number.
>>39544677>Drop the term incel.I've been saying this. Using the term incel is letting women define your value as a man. A man is much more than whether he is with a woman or not. While women can be awesome, remove your lust and neediness and you'll find that most of them are very uninteresting. A woman should only complement your life, not define it.
>>39544717well, i still let myself appreciate the feminine body. at least in thoughts, but also don't turn my head away from visuals just generally don't seek them out. 37 days streak with no wet dreams. never 'edged' or touched my pp, but definitely allowed myself to indulge in fantasies. i bless the lord's name everyday i didn't even consciously decide on this, my conscious efforts always fail, but something beyond me decided that i can taste the most delicious dessert without swallowing it and i just don't get the urge the stroke it.keep experiencing levels of anger that was unfathomable to me previously though, but at the end of the day, once the anger settles i feel immense satisfaction in not having coomed for so long
>>39544696it doesn't. i can't remember the last time i bothered to let it out. over a month at least. and yet, not that its a good thing, i jerk off most mornings. wet dreams are a teeagers game.
I'm on my ninth day of nofap.
I have a question for you guys.How can you do semen retention if you are living with your gf or wife?If I stop having sex for 3-4 days she will wake me up one day by sucking my dick and ruining my progress.Is it over for sex having guys like me? Will i never have true enlightenment?
>Be me>Already failed in 2025>Its literally January 1stSomething is fucking blocking my progression. I used to crush semen retention, reaching a streak of 1 month was literally a cakewalk. Now? Cant even go 5 days anymore. My longest streak till this day is still my first!!! How do you even make a major breakthrough? Sick of it.
Dogs get horny only once per year so maybe try that.
>>39544844let all your appreciation for the divine feminine manifest in the physical, as made possible by retaining your essence. eat her whole body, just don't involve your phallus. once she experiences how much more true and pure your craving for her becomes, she'll be your best ally in guiding you on the way of retention.
>>39544851Literally force yourself to do other things, often times it creeps up when your idle.
>>39544844Bro just live life. As long as you're not PMOing you're good. Just try not to coom unnecessarily.>>395448512024 besides for a good handful of WDs, I only jizzed twice. And ironically this is the best year I've had with women in a long time. I wonder if SR has anything to do with it.
>>39544851I feel that anon, not a regular on these threads but I'm in basically the same situation as regards 2025. I tried doing BLANK and it worked for a bit until I got lazy so maybe that's a way forward. My issue seems to be I'm in two different headspaces about it one where I would never masturbate or do anything so stupid and one where I'm tired and it's almost habitual, don't know what to make of that. BLANK is a way of getting around the bizzare word filter 4chan has on the "method peasy easy" (just reverse the words). I don't know why they block that string of worss but quite frankly it's really weird
>>39544844just quit this whole strange cult because its bullshit? if there are any effects its placebo.
>>39544909quite the opposite, its been scientifically proven valid and has been known to be valid since antiquity.
>>39544894This
>>39544916i never noticed anything but you do you i guess.
>>39544925Or it creeps in when your retardedly thinking its gonna be "ok" if you just oogle chicks idly and give in to that lustful state of mind.It makes sense why Jesus said that even to look at a person with lust is the same ultimately as acting it out, because ultimately the person will often masturbate anyway and the sin is in the misuses of the mind and the body.My personal view is that using your body just for a high is spiritually decadent and was always known to be such and now is scientifically proven to be such and acknowledged by atheists from a purely secular viewpoint. Its astounding how much of the scientific secular world has gone on to verify ancient claims that people still dont want to believe.
>>39544958if thats the case I garuntee your either>not old enough>not looking for the subtle effect>too blownout by other things to notice>have not wasted enough sperm previously to notice the difference>didnt streak long enough to experience the effector something of the like
>>39544988ok, whatever. i know nothing can dent the cultist mind. my age begins with 4 and ive been in every kind of state regarding semen retention you get be in, from months without so much as a wank to having sex many times a week as a married guy, to refusing the constant attempts of a woman to get me into bed whie never jerking off, to everything in between.>the subtle effectok lol, carry on, have fun attaining wizardhood if it gives you something to d0. just because someone disagrees with you doesn't they dont know as much as you.
>>39544988nta.I'm a few weeks in, I've noticed generosity and appreciation from strangers and family, which is hard to explain as placebo. One female friend sent me an unusually warm message on new years eve. (Not interested in her as a partner though.)I have a theory that there are two components which can alter whether or not SR can induce large changes:>your base ""vril"">your previous waste of ""vril""People with low base vril would not notice a large difference. And if you only used it maybe once a week in the past, or less, changes should be subtle and likely reasonably dismissable.Also, I don't want to get into the discussion about who has vril and not on here.
>>39545010why are you so mad, expecting that its not going to be subtle and the type of thing the mind can easily just be distracted from and thus a person is apt to not notice it. In my experience its subtle enough to be easily blown over by the shit show of modern life, but the effect is there. I liken it to green tea, its there but you might not notice it unless you knew how and were being calm and centered about it.
>>39545042im not mad but its always a little obnoxious when someone comes on with the 'i guarantee you you're X Y Z' routine. if its so subtle whats the point? dont get me wrong im all for reducing the amount of jerking off in a guys life but i just dont buy the woowoo side of semen retention etc.
CLEAN 2025 LETS FUCKING GOOOOO
YOU WILL FAIL.MARK MY WORDS, YOU STUPID GOYIM CATTLE.
>>39544646oh yeah? if true then how long was your latest streak?
>>39545102>If its so subtle whats the pointBecause ultimately subtle things which are deeply rooted in the mind ripple out into profound things, but a lot of people do not see how one is correlated to the other. Ejaculation and everything corresponding therewith in the mind is part of the deepest most primordial part of our existence and that has trickle down effects to the rest of our thinking and behavior.
>>39545125Thanks for the encouragement and inspiration Rabbi.
>>39544844Cupid's Poisoned Arrow by Marnia RobinsonThe Perfect Matrimony by Samael Aun Weord/x/ books that help you in this regard.
>>39545145you failed in 2024, you will fail again in 2025.
>>39545166I succeeded in my goals in 2024 and will succeed in them for 2025. merchants are crying and will cry harder this year, you are stuck in this shit job with us, this is your hell and we your tormentors
>>39545173Happy New Year anon
>>39544898>I don't know why they block that string of worss but quite frankly it's really weirdYou're right, I just tried it. That's very strange.
>>39545173i give you 2-3 months before you crack and sell your soul to us.... AGAIN.
>>39545177You too!>>39545183If you look at statistics because of inbreeding your tribe has less than a century, I would say even just a few decades left before it completely disintegrates barring adding to gene pool and genetic modification
>>39545188>a few decades left before it completely disintegratesI've got some good news, and some bad news
>>39544844Having actual sex is different to masturbation. Jerking off is lustful and low self control, sex is just sex.
>>39545235it's still cooming you stupid retard, just replace your silicone onahole with woman's meat, same shit you loser.
>>39544898>>39545180everyone will flouride stare it but EPM is the way out and semites/satanists know it. It's even blocked on 4chan. Here's the TLDR: effort is unnecessary to cease masturbating forever, and in fact detrimental
>>39544269Does anyone else leak semen while retaining? It happens to me on the 3rd or 4th day. Usually after urination but sometimes just randomly. I am not aroused or erect when this happens.
>>39545262You're ejactulating, yes, but the context is different. Your body reacts differently to cumming inside a woman to just jerking off. If you think a fleshlight is the same thing as a woman, you're far gone.
>>39545302>>39545188it's because you're a filthy goy.jews don't leak anything, thanks to superior genes.>>39545317>Your body reacts differently to cumming inside a woman to just jerking offHAHAHAHAHa let me guess, you also believe in a magical man in the sky?grow up kid.
>>39545331Whatever you say my dude.
>>39545360stfu you filthy coomer scum
shills out in full force today
>>39545364Come and say it to my face so I can fuck you in your ass in front of everybody
>>39545388you'd love that wouldn't you? you dirty degenerate trash.
>>39545136longest streak of what? >>39545141if you believe that then fine. i think its nonsense.
>>39545405>circumcision causes degeneracy Interesting. Are you circumcised?
>>39545410how many days/months did you edge before ejaculating?
>>39545415no. u?
>>39545423no, i wasn't edging. normal jerk off, orgasm etc, just withold the ejaculation. i tend to do this the majority of mornings. haven't let the jizz out for more than a month at this point.
>>39545439>orgasm etc, just withold the ejaculationyou take me for a fool don't you?
>>39545431I'm not. I bet you secretly are though, so circumcised. You just don't want to admit it. You jealous of a foreskin haver?
>>39545415Circumcision causes some serious trauma that ripples out in all sorts of directions, degeneracy just being one of many.
>>39545455i cant believe you guys dont know about this. i figured it out probably 20 years ago. just practice stopping your pee several times during every pee you take. then do that when you orgasm. hold it real tight for a bit during and after. hey presto.
>>39545497You trying to say you like being choked and having your nipples pinched and tugged on? I hear you loud and clear
>>39544269I need help. I can’t stop repeating the thoughts I’ve internalized over the years. I remember every criticism or slight aimed at me for over 29 years and it’s constantly running in the background influencing my current behavior. I don’t believe in marriage or monogamy anymore because my parents split up when I was four years old and the love of my life cheated on me so now I don’t see myself as desirable to the opposite sex. I had a porn addiction until 2021 but was able to grow out of it and now I have successfully trained my brain to see it as disgusting. The problem is that I still masturbate sometimes and I feel guilty right after. I feel this way because I often fantasize about doing it with a family member. I wouldn’t ever have sex with this person irl but I find them very beautiful and since I genuinely love them I am able to perform long enough to get off. I feel shame right after. I tell myself I should get a gf but I have no desire to repeat the 3 year tragedy I endured previously. Have any anons here had to endure something similar? Did you overcome your lust or find a way to transmute this energy? I can’t do this anymore but the only alternative I see is death so if you have anything helpful that’s cool. Thanks for reading my blog!
>>39545704Think about something you love. Not erotic love. Something like music.Lean into it.
>>39545521kek. so like semen retaining by plugging up your pee pee so the semen can't come out of it after cooming and is forced back inside your body. that's1. definitley unhealthy as fuck please stop2. has nothing to do with the semen retention these generals are about
>>39545789theres nothing to plug. it just doesnt come out. theres zero sign of anything ever leaving the balls (which is where the jizz is stored)
>>39545789>has nothing to do with the semen retention these generals are aboutbut the semen is retained. completely. maybe you should change your cult name to 'no fap general' or something more accurate if thats what you mean
>>39545798>theres nothing to plubut it's the exact same thing retard. you physically obstruct the way of the semen from leaving your penis. >zero sign of anything ever leaving the balls zero visible sign, as you obstruct it, but you can feel it, retard>>39545803if that counts as 'semen retaining' then eating it or scooping it up your b*hole afterwards also count as the semen is reabsorbed in your body
>>39545817>you physically obstruct the way of the semen from leaving your penis.no. there is none in the penis. nothing 'goes back down' or flushes out later. > but you can feel it, retardfeel what?>then eating it or scooping it up your b*hole afterwards also count as the semen is reabsorbed in your bodyno, thats obviously not the meaning and your comparison is, as you like to say, retarded. you mean 'keep it in your ball'. thats what happens. zero sign of it ever leaving the balls. you should really look into this, its a common practice in some eastern cults which seems like where you guys are getting your ideas from. like i said, cant believe you never heard of it.
>>39545817>if that counts as 'semen retaining' then eating it or scooping it up your b*hole afterwards also count as the semen is reabsorbed in your bodyThe coomers will not recover from this one. Well said.
>>39545875if you think thats a good reply then you need to start thinking better
>>39545868You don't seriously believe the brain is tricked by this, do youLet alone anything paranormal
>>39545875if you mean 'no fap' then say that instead of focusing on retaining semen. thoug you guys seem to think its impossible, the method ive described absolutely retains the semen
>>39545899I know this kind of arguingOthers recognize it tooThey will forgive me fot taking the bait too, I'm sorry but I felt like talking back this time
>>39545894so its not about the semen.....its about some woowoo energy you think you need to stash up. is that right?
>>39545922then make your point more clearly. i posted up about the semen retention method for this exact reason
3+ months in i dont feel goodno im not a shill you fuckin niggersmaybe its just over
Sometimes I stood there thunderstruck
>>39545789When you pee there is a muscle that relaxes to allow for a solid stream, but if you clench that muscle then it'll act like a stopper, like if you were putting your thumb over the opening of a hose, but there is nothing actually being stuck down your pee hole, just you flexing that muscle to stop the pee from flowing through. Anon is saying to try and do that but with cumming
>>39545977exactly. im certain it allows nothing out of the balls if done properly. but seems like the whole point of what these guys are doing is not really about the physical semen, but some kind of energy they think gets released when you orgasm. i just wish theyd be more precise in their description.
>>39536282>In addition, The semen in the seminal vesicles is like a pond of dead water. If you have never ejaculated for a week, your semen become very yellowish and very thickly creamy and particulate.This happened to me but it was after doing SR for over 200 days,not a week, anyone knows how to avoid it?
>>39545954you have a blockage somewhere my guy. im not a shill either (thats what a shill would say) but i think the average man needs sex every now and again to feel balanced. its why niggas who get no pussy are how they are. they have this fucked distorted look to them like they have to take a shit and guys who do nothing but goon on the other hand look like they do nothing but shit you get what i mean? just have sex but still retain my fellow guy
>>39545704bro you need to heal. you have serious unresolved trauma. the healing journey is deeply personal and no can tell you how, but you need to do it, or continue to suffer as you are
>>39544629sorta. I and others jelq on semen retention. It's not really about the pleasure but some pleasure does come from it. If you are focused on your breathing and actions you don't really even notice the pleasure anymore.
>>39546144> keto enthusiasts
>>39544608>>39544629>>39544646>>39544654>>39544696>Why would you jerk off without orgasmThis is literally what Jeffrey Epstein did tho. And that guy was a fucking billionaire. Maybe thats the key to all this, keep the sexual energy flowing through your body at all times. Flatlines and all these other things will be GONE once one learns this power.
>>39544269Reminder to keep your streaks clean.
>>39547572there can be no virtue without temptation.
>>39547489you misunerstand that anon. he's. ot even edging, he does coom, just doesnt let it leave his penis. by using the same muscle that you can use to hold in pee.
>>39547872Epstein would stop edging right before climax. He was basically doing a form of tantric masturbation. I'm convinced Epstein was a retainer. He was one of us.
>>39544269I'm on my third day of semen retention, mostly because I'm tired of my addiction to pornography. Last year I probably spent thousands of dollars on fetish porn. Nothing drastic or sick, even vanilla-ish compared to what's on the front page of mainstream porn sites. I also spent a couple grand on dominatrixes too nearing the latter end of last year.Wishing you all good luck, anons.
>>39544851The limiting factor is your chronic stress level. You jerk off to reduce your biological power basically, a biological power that if too high in a fragile stressed out shell will create more harm than good. So you see, it's not that cooming is always good, or always bad, it depends on whether you are strong enough to maintain your own nut inside of you.Many things the world teach us are inverted. We learn that old people are sleepy but when you look at the data it's babies, children and teenagers who put in most sleep time.As we age we grow demons inside that cause stress. I too was nailing semen retention when I was lo and behold 19, contrary to the yap these hellbound motherfuckers saying teenagers are uncontrollably horny. I was very chill at that time, I would Prefer semen retention it was more Pleasant.Anyway, things that give you chronic stress: staying up late, eating after dark, drinking coffee/any caffeine, especially on a daily basis. Also playing video games for long hours, chatting for long hours, Insisting on something that is not even fun anymore really. Things that help you redirect bad energy: moderate good alcohol, relaxmaxxing, prayer.
It's a new year, and with the strength of the world's resolutions, I have made up my mind until the day I pass.It's the least I can do for the people I love and the future responsibility I must bare.If not for me, than something else. Something greater.
>>39546144Do people really believe this shit?Not the energy part, the women part.
>>39548234>Last year I probably spent thousands of dollars on fetish porn>Nothing drastic or sick>I also spent a couple grand on dominatrixesBrother, you were in a tough spot, but now you're on the path to correcting all of this. You, (>>39544680), and I are streak brothers, as I too am on my third day of retention.
>>39548648Thanks. I'm sticking with my usual hobbies to distract myself (watching wrestling, playing video games, going to start learning the bass guitar that I bought years ago), and doing more around the house while I'm off work for the next two weeks. I'm not one for leaving the house apart from going to work, unless it was to see doms.
Amazing the cognitive dissonance some degenerate jew peasants have ehhh? My friends. Commit to semen retention, even if it is just small wins. It is still a win in my book.
>>39546112i dont have a gf so i cant just have sex lol, maybe if i ever get one again i will try and report back
>>39545033>Also, I don't want to get into the discussion about who has vril and not on here.I'd be glad to read what you think.
i had a relapse this morning. after a good streak since mid november...
>>39550093No big deal. If the wagon wheel falls off, you get out and fix it. Get right back on the wagon and keep going til you see the sunrise on the coast
The rear view mirror is smaller than the windshield for a reason.
>>39550120amen
>>39544269S tupid shit
>>39544677checked
>>39544737The word "incel" is neuro-linguistical programming for the purpose of psychological warfare. Probably thought up some think tank Tavistock group. Just like name "conspiracy theorist" was created by the Clowns Intelligence Agency to discredit legitimate noticing.
It will be my tenth day of nofap today.
>>39549906no female interaction? if you find a girl who you think is beautiful inside and out you will be charged up like never before. the sex instinct is strong and gives energy to life like nothing else. humans are electric, men consist of a postive charge and women are the negative or grounding force. a blockage can come when the current inside of us cannot flow well because of a broken circuit. women close the loop. its the ying and yang, its the sun and moon. some some men try to close the loop by edging but its never the same, people especially women can pick up on a masturbator vs a chad sex haver. lesbians and gays are out of wack because they cannot properly exchange energy. theres a lot of domestic violence in same sex couples because of this. or you see one become the butch and the femme. they subconciously are trying to become balanced, straight with extra steps.S.E.X.= Sacred Energy Exchange
>>39548619are you kidding? everyone is so retarded now that to win all you have to do is something. girls do not get approached in real life anymore. no one fucking flirts anymore. if you did any sort of effort to stand out youd be instantly winning. if you put in any sort of work to be interesting youd be in the 1% automatically. >>39547572idk ive tried monk mode plenty of times before and they never end well. jung says to intergrate the shadow and ive found that to be helpful. i dont repress my sexuality i just try to make it more wholesome. instead of saying "damn that chick is fucking hot i wanna bend her over and bang the shit out of her" i just say "wow shes beautiful, god is good. life is great" you get the gyst. im still a man and i wont hide my attraction to women no matter what some guy in the 1920's wrote, maybe in a perfect world...>>39548569hell yeah, do it for all the kids who never made it to age 10, born without limbs or a functioning body, we owe it someone somewhere>>39550093Even small accomplishments are still accomplishments! be proud a month and a half is amazing, youre a fucking beast. just get back up and do it all over again.
>>39546144i hate this gay bullshit normie glorificationno i won't do anythingi don't jack off simply because i refuse to do things
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can someon link to scientiifc literature that says that the semen in absitnence is re-absorbed, i cant find anything about it.
>>39545798>>39545868>you mean 'keep it in your ball'. thats what happens.no retard, you're ejaculating into your bladderhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Retrograde_ejaculation
>>39552779did you even read that? it says that its caused by the exact muscle im tensing not working properly. you're too stupid for words
I have a question. If I don't lie, never speak something that is not true or at least try to.. and only think inadvertently thanks to meditation.. am I following Vedanta or something similar without realizing it? Or Buddhism? Am I just blind to this since I can't think?
>>39552861who cares about buddhism or vedanta, not lying is based af. if you dont lie i guarantee your life and thoughts will get better
>>39547489>>39547947>one of usDon't associate me with your crush on Epstein you absolute fucking degenerate.
>>39552986Thanks. Yep my life is good I am very happy. I also am starting to practice truthfulness about things I don't know if they are true or not.
>>39553015>I also am starting to practice truthfulness about things I don't know if they are true or not.This is an inherently contradictory sentence and makes no logical sense.
>>39553166Actually. I start to stop saying things I don't know for sure are true. That isn't really illogical. Maybe my English was wrong.
Lost interest in all my vices that I based my personality on. I can't even get angry enough to do black magic anymore. It's giving me a terrible existential crisis.
How do you even recover from a lifetime of severe autistic self-isolation? I think my energetic circuitry is in total disarray from a life of limitation, restraint and a fundamental rejection of life. I just can't feel joy or excitement about anything no matter what I do.
>>39553596Find a hobby. Something which serves no goal beyond itself.I'll suggest photography, check out /p/. Buy something cheap, but don't just start out with your phone, gearfags are common for a reason.If you can identify beautiful and evocative things, like the shot of Travis Bickle there, (which of course stirs tragedy) you can learn to take good or even great photos.
>>39553596Recovery: if your brain is fried from gooning out too hard you need to do the 90+days reset. Im in the same spot as you right now. I spent the last month gooning and i lost interest in my hobbies, im a week in of noporn and the withdrawals are kicking my ass. BUT believe me LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL on the other side.as far as the autistic isolation goes: i dont know too much about that but i did go from being a weirdo neet who stayed quiet at family and social gatherings to standing out at every party and all i can say is that you should be 1. Like good old Travis did, you need to get Physically fit and well dressed, when you think you look good youll feel good. seriously. lose weight or gain muscle but do whatever it takes for you to look at yourself and know that someone out there would fuck the shit out of you even if its gilfs and chubbies. 2. Travel, get out of your routine, go somewhere youve never been, being in a city youll never be in again just makes you more outgoing. try it drink some MEAD, do a little bit of shrooms and adderall fuck it. 3. find some friends through an activity, the other anon mentioned photography, join a local facebook group, some other guy mentioned local theater, theater kids are weird and will like it if you are too. 4. get some supplements to help you, read The Mood Cure by Julia Ross. i did and turns out i just needed a bunch of Vitamin D to make me happier. sounds like common sense but it really does help.
I'll get back into painting again.
>>39553636Thank you anon, I'll keep that in mind. I thought about getting into music since that is really the only thing that can stimulate me emotionally, but photography sounds like it could be interesting as well.>>39553757I don't think it's so much just the PMO addiction anymore, it's something deeper that I'm struggling to address. I can go months now without even looking at anything spicy, but eventually it just hits me that all of it feels pointless since my life is fundamentally the same. I have no life force in me and my will is non-existent. All I want is to not feel like I'm inside a shell and finally become a real person. I want to not be "me" anymore.
>>39552206>idk ive tried monk mode plenty of times before and they never end well. jung says to intergrate the shadow and ive found that to be helpful. i dont repress my sexuality i just try to make it more wholesome. instead of saying "damn that chick is fucking hot i wanna bend her over and bang the shit out of her" i just say "wow shes beautiful, god is good. life is great" you get the gyst. im still a man and i wont hide my attraction to women no matter what some guy in the 1920's wrote, maybe in a perfect world...this. i try to avoid sexual thoughts (no fap for five months now), but allow myself to feel attracted to women i meet irl. it works well - the i than God part is so helpful. some anon who posted about the difference between white, black and red sex magic had a point. we are the red ones.
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>>39553886take a good look in the mirror and write down exactly what it is you think you need to finally be a real person. next step is to remind yourself of those things constantly. for example if you want to be a pilot maybe put up some poster of some jets. you get what im trying to say. lastly make a daily effort to get a step closer. doesnt matter if its small, anything, as long as you did ONE thing, a small accomplishment is still an accomplishment.>>39553911> the i than God part is so helpful. some anon who posted about the difference between white, black and red sex magic had a point. we are the red ones.sounds interesting can you explain?
>>39553994white magic anons try to 100 percent celibate - like most Christian and Buddhist monks etc. It helps them to stay away from the loss of energy etc. black magic anons - no surprise - do the worst shit: they use the sexual energy to make something become powerful in a very short time span (Crowleys's Sex Magick - he sometimes claimed to be red, but he was a black magician etc.). they lose their energy and run dry and often become hard drug addicts (like Crowley himself). the spoiled semen can feed demons. red magic anons try to be like the white magic ones most of the time. but when they meet a woman they are attracted to and the woman really wants them then they have real intense sex (like some Vajrayana Buddhists in Tibet). After the sexual experience it is still possible that life goes on: you get new born babies, but the capable men aren't degenerate coomers. Black magic and white magic aren't life-affirming when it comes to sexuality.
>>39553911>>39554111woah you got dubs and then trips of 1s and cool thanks for the explanation
>>39554111Black, white and red. The three stages of alchemy/ Hermeticism.
>>39544269>Hollywood sociopaths think going 40 days without sex is an insurmountable challenge.
Why is the 3asyp3asym3thod so poorly written? It constantly repeats itself and has the most retarded examples I have ever seen. On chapter 12 but considering to stop because it feels like such a waste of time.
bros what can i read upon pornographic addiction i feel crazy for not devoting every single hour and energy to retweeting lewd cartoon women like my friends
>>39544269Semen retention only makes sense when women are high quality and social interaction is the norm. Feminism and social media made it practically impossible. Not to mention a shit economy makes doing things like building a house and raising a homestead practically impossible for younger generations. So yeah I don't see a reason to cock block myself. Sure its degrading but its not like you are going to get anything better when things are the way they are.
>>39555165because normals need to be trained like little animals
>>39553757I've been taking five of those a day for a while now. The effects are pretty fantastic.
Failed 4 times in 2025 already. Maybe tomorrow will be different, I feel sorry for my dick at this point. Tips on a bad day?
>>39556421I haven't masturbated this year yet, yes I rule!
did 2024 with no masturbatingnow to do 2025 with no watching porn
>>39555433>Semen retention only makes sense when women are high quality and social interaction is the norm. Feminism and social media made it practically impossible. Not to mention a shit economy makes doing things like building a house and raising a homestead practically impossible for younger generations. So yeah I don't see a reason to cock block myself. Sure its degrading but its not like you are going to get anything better when things are the way they are.Every time you jerk it and coom, you're doing a form of magic, and giving power to whatever you're cooming to. The more you coom, the more powerful women get. The less you coom, the more you retain, the stronger you get, it's no coincidence.
>>39556903This is is top tier info. Thank you for simplifying it.
>>39546144Betas act and act, are always in a hurry, the author writing as if he is psychotic and out of touch. There used to be a meme here that women like bums, because at least bums are chill and preserve their energy. If the bum is rich, more the better. A fucking bum sleeping all day outperforms busy body betas, probably has to do with quality over quantity
>>39556903sounds like total nonsense. the only youre doing is worshiping sex by making into this great mystical idol in your mind.
After years of attempts, I finally managed to teach myself not to fap or watch porn, I was not really too lustful or immature before hand but I feel like I have slowly transformed my mental state to something worse.I do feel like I have more energy generally but I have many times nearly engaged with undesirable partners and have considered even acting on gay behavior which I am more tempted than willing to try.I'm just putting it out there, that in my case it went both ways. My libido has turned on me, not sure if it's because I fapped from a young age and my brain wired itself some kind of dependence but I think I will quit semen retention and nofap for good, I do not wish to compromise my character and bring controversy to my name for things I will eventually regret, I do not feel like a homosexual nor would appreciate going to a hooker, I never did, I never was that kind of person, I cannot stand just thinking of myself as that type of person, I will be traumatized but I think I've gone too far with this, I sensed the warning signs but the truth is nofap has itself become too pleasureful and distracting than porn itself.
>>39557907To add, I'm sure nofap has it's benefits for many many people, maybe I'm fucking weak, but my character is dying yet porn did not kill me as a user, the withdrawal is killing me, it never stops, it's been almost a year.
>>39557937Imagine being this shill
>>39558023>anyone who disagrees with my little cult is a shillcult detected
>>39556903what if you coom to an imaginary women
on SR i have noticed how my mind changes towards a more child like mindset. Like now the solely thought of something erotic gives me anxiety, but when i masturbated often i never had this anxiety, its like the only benefit of porn (no sex anxiety) dissapeared too early (12 days). The other thing is that now when i think on how i would behave with a woman i think of me as a kid, like very shy and unexperienced, while when i fapped to much i only cared ab out sex.Its that SR show my true nature? or its just a phase and i will be better on a longer streak? i hope its phase and not my nature
>>39558434you need sun and steel
>>39557876coomers already do the same but 10x worse
>>39558484coomers are another extreme. normal people just dont think about this stuff too much and get on with life instead of staring at their navel (penis) thinking about their powerful energies which is stored in the balls
>>39558465how that book help my retarded mindset?
>>39558567sun and steel. get some sun and lift weights
>>39558564Your navel is not your penis. Energy is stored in your lower dantian.
time for one of those internet breaks again starting tomorrow, can't break past day 4. Last month did 14 days when I last did an internet break, unforeseen stress caused me to fail on day 14, perhaps this time I do better. 良し、頑張りましょうな。Just gonna plan a week of fun, playing Soul Reaver and watching Seinfeld, get a good streak going in a jiffy. WAGMI anons, never give up.
No wonder I lose my streak, it's not supposed to be this much red
>>39559121>I lost my streak because muh fwequenciesssTake some responsibility for yourself. Stop giving your power away so easily. You lost your streak because of YOU
>>39559130shh, I like to cope by blaming everything on the dot ;)
guys, how do i transmutate my sexual energy and sexual ideas and thoughts to something else. Im having transexual ideas and i dont want it to get deeper and make me a depressed tranny.i cant repress it because it will get stronger, and i cant do it becaus ei will want to do it more, my last chance is to transmutate that ideas and energy. How do i do it?
>>39559165>i cant repress it because it will get stronger,just stop thinking about it. the idea that if you ignore some persistent idea it gets stronger sounds like total shit. if thats what people get taught no wonder theres so much faggotry and trannism these days.
Kind of terrified that my interests are shifting away from cute cartoons so quickly and more toward boring landscapes. Not depressed about it though because I'm constantly orgasming all the time. I could get back into reading books again.
>>39544269I have been on nofap for a month now and i have urges to call my bpd ex, she was really good girl and always wanted me and she is back in town until the 10th of Jan. Should i do it? I had sex with a virgin girl a few days ago (she is 29) but she left town and im alone and my orthodox best friend is with a girl now and im all alone and miserable
From paying attention to my thoughts when relapsing, I notice an actual conflict. A part of me still wants to indulge with infinite gluttony. At my current state, communicating, let alone negociating with and taming this part of my mind, seems squarely impossible. My gluttony is simply outmatched by my willpower at the moment. How does one tip the scale?>>39559235Is interest towards posting landscapes an indicator of a particular mental state? I've had it for years but it subsided recently.
>>39559441I did that a year ago. It nearly destroyed my life and my family. Don't. See it as a test.
>>39559441>sex with a virginand you arent going to marry? what a fucking cunt you are.
>>39559455But every situation is different. I saw the ex today while walking the dog and she is still into me after two years of breaking up despite being away for phd. She jokingly said that 'ill be coming to your house tonight' and i was hesitant and told her it's not a good idea. >>39559478>and you arent going to marry?She is 29, we dated for a year and I was tempted and shit happened. Maybe I can still marry her but she is a 5/10 while the ex is 7.5/10
>>39559530thats why you keep it in your pants until you get married. better for everyone. you want discipline? try that.
>>39557876>sounds like total nonsense. the only youre doing is worshiping sex by making into this great mystical idol in your mind.Everything you do with energy and intent is a ritual. Even something you do every day like making your coffee or even working out. Or if you have some big goal you're working towards, all the energy and intent you put into it is building up to be something greater. Everything you do counts. And sex is one of the biggest rituals - very basic occult knowledge. I'm not a big fan of this guy but he puts it nicely here:https://youtube.com/shorts/fNqX7FgcNeI>>39558377>what if you coom to an imaginary womenSee above. Be strong anon, what do imaginary women do for you except take your energy?
>>39559557Before having sex with the virgin I haven't had sex since oct 22 and i did multiple nofap streaks that lasted more than 200+ days. The questions is what do I do now?
>>39559447>Is interest towards posting landscapes an indicator of a particular mental state?Idk maybe I want to go outside instead of being cooped up in my room. >>39559441>wanting anything to do with thots instead of telling them to begone yikes
>>39559590repent. but seriously, this nofap = energy retention stuff is nonsense. might as well make a pyramid in your back yard and commit to spending 4 hours a day inside it because some guru said that after 5 years you'll be able to float.
>>39559621I do get better luck with scratchers on a long streak, seems crazy but I always win money
>>39559666yes satan, im sure it's all that magick energy you accumulated.
I just got back from visiting family. Spending time with others makes retention a cakewalk, although other things like working out/prayer/meditation/working on business seem to fall to the wayside. The "magnetism" is crazy though. It remains the most profound effect. People just seem to want to be around me and women approach me which is never the case when I'm coomed out.
>>39553014the irony of posting a picture of his buddy while saying that.
>>39545521this board and general is completely braindead.
does anyone here have experience with meditation on semen retention? i exercice, read more and generally try to do other things to keep away from porn, but now i have exessive energy and sometimes i literally feel like i will burst. so i thought maybe meditation (mindfulness meditation or even more esoteric forms of meditation) could help me
I can feel the astral parasite prodding around my brain, I get this shiver and follow it towards the back of my occipital lobe running down my cerebellum and down my brainstem, it tugs on my prostate firmly planting it’s grip. I need to kill it now.
>>39559946most rational semen retainer
>>39559946I too noticed a strange parasite looking worm dominating my thoughts before it eventually withered and left. Disturbingly, the people around me are totally unhinged out of nowhere and often times reveal a menacing grin on their face. It's as if their personality changed to someone else.
>>39559946>>39559977Yeah, yeah. Those are the demons Jesus was talking about.
try yoga nidra
>>39559977secret service infohazard
Had a wet dream last night that broke my 36 day streak. Feels bad man.
>>39560060sorry, was replying to >>39559935
>>39560087oh noooooo all that lost energy!
It will be my eleventh day of nofap today.
>>39560070Huh? Why is this related to the secret service?
>>39560120secret service plants infohazards with typos on /x/ that get you possessed by worms.
>>39560126There's definitely some spooky stuff going on in /x/ but I'm immune to to that now.
>>39560060>>39560102thanks, gonna look into it
>>39560145Cheers, Anon. WAGMI
>>39560060anyone share easy 123 yoganidra pls
>>39560145>>39560178check out the Insight Timer app
>>39555433weak men will only worsen tomorrow of everything you hate of today. being coomer is being weak. strive to be strong and take part in reshaping the world for the better instead of passively waiting for some weak faggots to do it for you. man should not be passive, being a coomer makes you passive and weak.
How long can other people last before decaying? I can smell the rot of Ejaculators and releasers, it’s the smell of dying rotten fat stripped from the bone and make to rot. The other day I think I saw somebody actually starting to decay. How can anyone that isn’t a Tantric-ly evolved individual with an ascended prostate producing super-corceslus semen even stomach sex?
>>39559530youd lose a 5 for a 7 with bpd do you want that to be the mother of your children
>>39560527>How long can other people last before decaying?i dont know. keep every drop of semen forever and you'll live to be 200 i guess.
Day 5 of SR. It's real easy at this stage. No thoughts of lust or even the inkling to look at pornography. A side note: I watch a lot of japanese women's wrestling. My barometer for positive change is when I start sexualising the wrestlers, as I usually feel asexual while being a porn user. Abstinence from that starts waking up my llibido. Hasn't happened just yet, but I know of the warning signs and will have to keep mindful of when their wrestling gear starts to trigger me.
>>39561058who the hell watches japanese women wrestling for reasons other than erotic appeal?
>>39561096I'd reached really high levels of der coomer, anon.
>>39561145yeah well, quit that shit for a while. get married, work hard, have kids. a lot of this lust crap goes away with this and aging a bit.
>>39544269Never saw this, what are some other semen retention kinos?
>>39555433Yes, do whatever you want. I'm not gonna stop you like the other anons. The blackpill is getting too hard to ignore, even for normies.
>>39561244Wrestling is one of the few interests I have outside of work. That and video games and exercise.>get married>have kidsThat's not going to happen for a while, if at all. Getting a woman isn't the goal of my retention. I couldn't care less about female attraction. I don't care about having sex.I was an incel for a long ass time before I had a string of sexual experiences, all of which were disappointing compared to the image that society builds up of it's importance. I still wish I was a virgin, now I'm just a volcel.
>>39561341>which were disappointing compared to the image that society builds up of it's importance. I still wish I was a virgin, now I'm just a volcel.yeah, well its easy to fall for all that shit too for sure. and i never said it should be a goal. but its the natural way of things and will mature you far far beyond anything some random sex can do.
>>39561341>>39561369"The guy fucking your crush is tired of fucking her" should be remembered everytime you idolize sex to unrealistic expectations.
>>39559040Based. 2025 is the year. WAGMI
>>39561390Getting over the 'GOTTA HAVE SEX LMAO JUST HAVE SEX OOOO FEELS SO GOOD' idolization of sex was one of the greatest awakenings I've ever experienced.
>>39561058today i was reading a book and a black and white image of two women with pantyhose and i had a boner, when i was a fapper (from the start of my puberty until now) i never had sexual arousal like that, only for pro porn. >pic related
>>39544608>>39544654>>39544703>>39544770You simply can't retain while edging. Even if you could somehow avoid having wet dreams your semen will just end up in your bladder and you'll piss it out. It's called a retrograde ejaculation.>>39547489That same billionaire raped children.
>>39561526How long have you been retaining for, if you don't mind me asking?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Atm0GwWs6lw
>>39561540theres no edging about it. you can just keep the jizz in your balls. strange how this idea has been so rejected in this thread. not a single sign of anything entering the bladder, especially since its the same muscle used to close off the bladder.like i said, its surprising you guys have not heard of this before because its well known in yoga>>39561526honestly cant understand the depths youd have to get to in order to not find such an image arousing. maybe this whole thread and the idea behind it is just a reaction against waaay too much porn, which was not even nearly so easily got at when i was younger. but dont make the mistake of lurching to the other extreme.
>>39561672Cloudy urine is a sign of it, if you stimulate your penis you will eventually lose semen one way or another. There's no cheat code to this, semen retention is not an easy practice.
>>39561341>I couldn’t care less about female attraction Yet you devote your energy to half naked girls for the same purposes of getting your dick hard For what? Ejaculation
>>39561672the statutes of clothed female bodies doing nothing is not arousing pretty but not licensed for arousal
>>39561761>Cloudy urine is a sign of it,i dont get that. i know you guys want to dimiss this but its not the case.> if you stimulate your penis you will eventually lose semen one way or another.seems like a statement of faith to me so far.>semen retention is not an easy practice.its is really. just hold it in
>>39561845you should know by now that anything can be arousing if you want it to be
1Another class consists of the Incubi and Succubi, of which rabbinical traditions speak in an allegorical manner as having been created by the spilling of the seed of Adam (the animal man) while engaged with Lilith, his first wife (meaning a morbid imagination). Paracelsus says in his book, "De Origine Morborum Invisibilium/'lib. Iii :"Imagination is the cause of Incubi and Succubi and fluidic Larvae. The Incubi are male and the Succubi female beings. They are the outgrowths of an intense and lewd imagination of men or women, and after they take form they are carried away. They are formed of the sperma found in the imagination of those who commit the unnatural sin of Onan in thought and desire. Coming as it does from the imagination alone, it is no true sperma, but only a corrupted salt (essence). Only a seed that enters the organs which Nature provided for its development can grow into a body. If seed is not planted into the proper soil it will rot. If sperma does not come into the proper matrix it will not produce any-thing good, but something useless. Therefore the Incubi and Succubi grown out of corrupted seed, without the natural order of things, are evil and useless ; and Thomas of Aquinas has made an error by mistaking such a useless thing for a complete one."Paracelsus
>>39562118"This sperma, coming from the imagination, is born in Amor Hereos. This means a kind of love in which a man may imagine a woman, or a woman a man, to perform the connubial act with the image created in the sphere of the mind. From this act results the expulsion of an ethereal fluid, impotent to generate a child, but capable of bringing Larvae into existence. Such an imagination is the mother of a luxurious unchastity, which, if continued, renders man impotent and woman sterile, because much of the true creative and formative power is lost by the frequent exercise of such a morbid imagination. This is frequently the cause of moles, abortions, miscarriages, and malformations. Such corrupted sperma may be taken away by spirits that wander about at night, and who will carry it to a place where they may hatch it out. There are spirits that will perform an ' act 'with it, as may also be done by witches, and, in consequence of that act, many curious monsters of horrible shapes come into existence. (De Oriff. Mori. Invis.). If such monsters are born from a powerful, conscious imagination, consciousness will also be created in them. The spirits of night can use all that is born from such sperma according to their pleasure, but they can use nothing of a human character or possessing true spirit.""Amor hereos is a state of the invisible body, and is caused by an overheated imagination, stimulated to such an extent as to eject sperma, out of which Incubi and Succubi grow. In ordinary polutionibus nocturnalis, the body loses sperma without any effort of the imagination and the spirits of night can therefore not use it for their purposes."
>>39562118This is a pile of fake stupid doctrine.
>>395621263"If women have passed beyond the age of fertility and are unchaste and of a vivid imagination, they often call such things into existence. If persons of either sex have lewd desires and an active imagination, or if they are passionately in love with another person of the opposite sex, and unable to obtain the object of their desire and fancy, then an Incubus or Succubus may take the place of the absent object, and in this way sorcerers call Succubi, and witches Incubi, into existence. To prevent such unfortunate occurrences, it is necessary to be chaste, honest, and pure, in thought and desire,and whoever is unable to remain so should not remain single.”“Imagination is a great power, and if the world knew what strange things can be produced by the powerof the imagination, the public authorities would cause all idle persons to go to work and to employ their time in some useful manner, and they would take care of those who are unable to control their own imagination, in order that such evil results should be avoided "(Morb. Invis, iv.)“The so-called 'Dragon' is an invisible being, which may become visible and appear in a human form and cohabit with witches. This is accomplished by means of the sperma which is lost by masturbators, fornicators, and prostitutes in acte venereo and which such spirits use as a corpus to obtain for themselves a human form, because the whole of the human form is typified in the sperma, and if such spirits use the sperma of a certain person, it is as if one man puts on the coat of another man; and then they have the form of that person and resemble him in all parts and details" (De Fertilitate, Tract, ii.)."Another such hideous monster is the Basilisc, created by Sodomy, and also the Aspis and Leo. There are innumerable bastard forms, half man, half spiders or toads, &c., inhabiting the astral plane, belonging to the serpent which is to have his head crushed by the heel of Christ" 38(Fragm.)
Some things I've noticed in my first week of SR:>increased appetite. Used to eat 1-2 meals per day, now snacking all of the time.>less lethargic, actually want to get stuff done around the home>find myself doing little spurts of calisthenic exercise>worse sleep, harder to wake up. Feeling groggy first thing in the morning. Withdrawls?
>on day 20>a girl asked for MY number and not the other way aroundWtf....
Do you guys think retention is good for wealth/good luck? I'm curious to hear about anyone's experiences/examples of better fortune after retaining/not masturbating.
>>39562118>>39562126>>39562133Reminds me of this
>>39558434Yes maybe. If when you fuck or fap you remove the stress that mean you remove a part of yourself. When you are stress whit the women its because you are complet and you maybe dont onow how to deal whit that part of yourself.. i think that what you feell is more like a hideen force or something like that.. you feell something that porn can give you and ist maybe more intense than cumming its your life force bro..whit the transmitattion its will become your stenght
>>39558434I know what you mean by this actually and its an interesting thing ive noticed in some ways as well. I do not feel "shy and inexperienced" but I feel the same sense of anxiety that the sexual contact might not be for my ultimate good. Now I see that for entirely different reasons vs when I was a kid though, then it was just because of shame and anxiety, now its because I am trying to avoid things that are decadent for me.
>>39562499It'll certainly help that's for sure. When you're charged up on energy instead of depleting it, you flow easily with the universe which attracts opportunities, experiences, and different forms of wealth to you.
Fuck lads I need to get back on a good streak, I miss the feeling of cleanliness you have while on SR. Tomorrow my new streak starts, I want to hit a month again.
>>39562499Did a 1 year streak and paid off almost $40k of debt and became debt free during that time.
>>39559576This video clip goes hard when played in the background of the final part of Piss Crowns are Trebled
>>39560087It doesn't matter. It isn't at all as bad as fully relapsing. Hey, don't do anything I wouldn't do. :)
>>39560119Keep it up bro
>>39562377>No joke the same happened to me. Though a little bit different. I went to watch a game and wanted to stretch my legs. >A group of three I' would say 18-20yo girls approached me asked my age which I thought was strange. I replied with my age (early 20s). I asked them why however they proceeded to ignore me and went about their way. Can any of you Anons enlighten me with what they meant? Girls seem to act strange when you retain.A theory of mine is that they were under age and were hoping that I was about the same age and the reason they ignored me was to not say the quiet part out loud. Backpaddling to avoid things getting awkward. (I was about 21 days in, I since relapsed but it is still good to see things moving.)
normies >no sex for 40 FRIGGIN DAYS????? THATD BE SO HARD ID GO INSANE BROme, whose had sex exactly 1 time in 26 years >
>>39564789>>39555029it's 40 days of no coom in the movie. gooning also banned
>>39564764they had an argument, one of them thought ur in ur 40s so they asked to settle
>>39559599>wanting anything to do with thots instead of telling them to begoneThe purpose of nofap is actually finding a gf
>>39565049only to (failed) normalfags
>>39565058I don't know man i've been monk mode for a while despite falling and having sex a week ago (which i regret even though she was a virgin) but after being really isolated for the past 6 months with nofap (i relapsed 2 times) i realized that i might have to marry a girl. I went to church this morning and met a 30 year old girl and got her number, i initially saw her last week but didn't have the balls to close but thanks God I did today, we talked outside the church for like 15 minitues, she is really devoted to God but she has a normie lifestyle (lawyer, going out with friends etc) I will try meeting her soon but i don't know lets see.
>>39557821Actually it’s the opposite. Betas sit around passively waiting for others to help them while alpha chads work “smart” and sometimes “hard” to create the reality they want. Bums are never alpha. It’s an inherently feminine trait to be a passive loser.
>>39565076>judges a woman who's devoted to God for having a "normie lifestyle">mentions having sex a week ago, with a virgin he doesn't intend to marry in the same post
>>39565135i know, im in repentance.
>>39565135>>39565152Thats definitely rough, taking some girls virginity but not knocking her up and marrying her? You gotta reflect deeply brother. Seems from your post your are, and God bless you for that.
>>39565128This.
>>39565058This
>>39559441if the reason you nofap is to lower your standards in women, the answer is always that you'll be a million times better off fapping.
>>39565128>Betas sit around passively waiting for others to help them while alpha chads work “smart” and sometimes “hard” to create the reality they want.It's literally all about looks, if you are attractive people will naturally help your and you are natural leader. It's halo effect
>>39565428>literally all aboutCould not be more wrong. Its largely about looks, but its also about behaviors and attitudes.
These threads are absolutely overrunning with glowies, kikes, niggers, and coomer hylics. Why does SR trigger them so much?
>>39553911>no fap 5 monthsbut you still coom with a real woman right? when was it last time?
Day 4 of manual edging and using my cock pump. Hard multiple times a day. Never ejaculate or orgasm. My balls feel fuller, a good ache, and I feel far more energetic.
>>39566398Someone please nuke this general
>>39565628Most of it is bitter, addicted crabs in a bucket.
Serious question.Has anyone here experienced their dick smelling when during longer sessions of nofap? Currently on day 26 and about 20 days in I noticed my dick gave of a smell when I scratched it. It wasn't a bad smell like smegma, piss, cum or something like that. It just smelled more than usual. When I pull my foreskin back, the smell is more noticably. Again not a bad smell at all, just weird. It stops smelling after I shower, but 10-15 minutes later it comes back. What is causing this, and do you think people are able to smell it on me?
>>39566535weird, yesterday was day 21 and I picked up a weird but not "bad" scent from my balls while working out (I always take a shower before and after).
4 months of no-ejaculation, semen retention, Qigong based rod masturbation slight is going VERY well. I find my chakra is opening up quite nicely. Anybody else versed with these techniques?
SR is making me extremely horny bros. I need to coom inside a fertile pussy. I need to sniff and taste young female feet and butthole. I’m very highly tempted to go meet a 19 year old sugar baby / escort. God hasn’t sent me a wife like I asked, so I have no choice. The urge is too strong
>>39567272i really do hope you kys very slowly and very painfully. i hope you suffer.
>>39567349The Chakra is burning up, I would recommend 2 days of fasting, consume 5 Litres of salted Water that’s heated in 1 sitting when you are off for the rest of the day and wash your bone marrow.
>>39567436I wish you could see what I see anon, I wish you well. Truly I have ascended to nirvandian sex god.
>>39567454why do you hurt people? is it just for money?
4 months of nofap. It keeps being revealed to me how autistic I was my whole life (I am 31yo). I never emotionally developed past age 14-15, I "solved" every every life crisis with compulsive masturbation and avoidance, I was living in a state of permanent numbness and brainfog.
>>39544269that film completely blackpilled me
>>39567471you're just scum that murders for money, you're garbage
>>39567469So-so
>>39567618are they gonna torture you if you don't obey?
>>39566535I sort of found the opposite, when fapping my dick/balls kind of have a bit of a musky BO smell, but when SR I find they smell weirdly good, even kind of sweet
>>39567737No he is just use to following hus master orders by reflex at thia point. Many such cases. The validation they get from their masters makes them feel like they are okay
>>39566535there was a smelly anon on here a couple months ago that said he was a couple weeks SR and a couple days in of not washing his dick and balls with soap and said that when he went grocery shopping with loose basketball shorts the cash register girl asked for his number. I dont know maybe everyone clapped in the end but it makes sense because of pheremones and horemones (whore moans) built up from SR and NoWash
>>39567349then you’re still a coomer feeling sorry for you would be a shame for myself and you
There's power in these balls.
>>39567471I'm coming to terms with this as well. Age 30, have a decent job and home, but emotionally I'm basically autistic. SR brings me to the abyss I've been running from my whole life
>>39567471>It keeps being revealed to me how autistic I was my whole lifeexpand
>>39567471It's amazing how only not even a week on nofap makes a difference. As a coomer I was constantly angry, now I'm more relaxed and steady.
that kid's not even old enough to have sex... WTF is this
>>39568342Can you point to me what you are talking about?
I'm simply never going to masturbate again. Sorry Jews
>>39567471Based. Im 30 and same here. It really does work. Also im noticing that quitting alcohol (im not an alcoholic thank god but was a moderate drinker) goes hand in hand with SR. Alcohol always goes hand in hand with lower functional urges, it just makes you crave in a bad way.
>>39568907This. This is when "its so over" becomes a blessed "we are so back".
>>39568964I quit alcohol 6 months ago and have been on SR for two months now, I literally feel like when I was 17 (I'm 38) all this clarity and energy is amazing.
Just wanted to get some stuff off my shoulders cause they feel pretty heavy. I have been watching pron since i was 10. I did good this year compared to the year before but in some ways i feel as stuck or in deep as before if not worse. Ive done some things im not proud of. I believe in god but im not too religious, but im starting to feel like i wanna be forgiven for this shit. I wanna be redeemed. I am so close to having a beautiful life, I have a nice wife and a great family who loves me. I just need to get my shit together and get out of the hellhole of lust. Might go to church tomorrow morning for the first time in years, who knows. I just feel like I need help at this point before I get worse.
>>39569282God bless you fren. Its the miracle in action. Shills tryna denounce it, yet only seethe, cope, and dilate. Never change. 2025 is the year of SR and the year of winning. Jannie and shills will seethe eternally.
>>39566535Yes is T smell if good smell.. If bad smell its cum tha go out when you piss ..All my body smell better when im nofap
>>39569386I encourage you following through on your own conclusions, because they are correct, and your being given the grace to understand that. Simple as. Now is the beginning of the rest of your life anon. Have a blessed new year.
>>39569386Lust is not what you think it is. Lust is a desire to break commandments. To categorize one sin as lust itself is a foolish and dangerous imagination.
>>39569430thanks, i hope it is. I owe it to everyone who loves me, i owe it to myself to be happy and love myself and my life. someone once told me that having a soul meant doing bad and feeling guilty for it. being evil is being completely devoid of that, of soul. I think they were right, Im glad we have souls. Have a blessed year as well :)
>>39569469you know what im trying to say smartie pants
>>39569469While that is true that lust has many shades its not improper to refer to "sexual lust" as simply just lust for short.
>>39569587That is a horrible way to describe sin. Sin is a body of evil, which can be fully realized by inverting the ten commandments. When Jesus talked about the adultery commandment, he was actually referencing the commandment of coveting because the Ten Commandments are a body of holiness.
>>39569635why are you namefagging?
>>39569386Read The Coiled Serpent.https://archive.org/details/TheCoiledSerpent
>>39569663Why would I give a care about the world and its nonexistent rules if none of you desire to follow the basic ten rules by Jesus Christ?
>>39544677Nice digits, also based take. A woman should not be your only reason for existence, since she is not living your life but rather you are. A wife is nice, but that is rarely something anons are looking for when they date.>>39544971> Its astounding how much of the scientific secular world has gone on to verify ancient claims that people still dont want to believe.The study of the natural world (used to be called natural philosophy, now just science) was originally pioneered by what we would today refer to as religious zealots, because inevitably studying the natural world means you realize there exists the supernatural. This is true when looking back to early Athenian mathematicians, then later Middle Ages Catholic alchemists/apothecaries, Muslim astronomers, etc.>>39545704If I felt a build-up of sexual frustration, I would go and work out. Even if I could not make it to the gym that day, I would just get off my chair and do push up and sit ups right next to my desk until I was too exhausted for sexual fantasies to appear.
Day something. i thought i was farther but i might have had multiple retrograde goons after finding out what that was on here so worst case were like 22 days free. Althought I stil think its pribabl more energy wise. Have been vitanmin maxing and stoped fast food the past 4 days and my friend told me my face looks way better/less bloated . Back to the point tho on SR its like sooo much energy. Im trying to transmute it into weightlifting and have been going harder then ever. But still at night the urges come. Have a vision chase it and you cant fail anons God bless. I need to pray
>>39570100Nice dubs. Prayer is key.
>>39569386Good insight anon, I hope you have a wonderful year and a start to your spiritual journey. The initial push for me to start my religious journey was shame and disgust at my gooner ways. The longer I was on SR, the more and more I began to think about how broken of a person I am and how I would like to live a better, more fulfilling life with some meaning that what I was.
>>39569663it's a bot
>>39559235how long did this take to occur?>>39553553which vices if you mind me asking? and how transformative have the changes been on your mind?
3 weeks of retaining (aided heavily by a family vacation). It is genuinely bizarre and surprising nobody else talks about SR. I had an eye appointment Friday where everybody, from the front desk people to the doc seemed to be overly friendly and touchy. The doc asked if I had a girlfriend while I was doing the eye exam and several times she complimented my "stunning eyes". Of course, energy and all that are there, but for an average looking guy, this is new to me
i edged alot with 33 days, is it over for me?
New bread?
>>39567894It's doesn't happens all the time and everydays but while on SR I have this peculiar smell that is kind of sexual but in a good way (if that makes sense). It's really weird and can't point my finger on what it is but it smell very nice and "natural" so to speak, and it seems to emanate from my balls.
>>39571970>It is genuinely bizarre and surprising nobody else talks about SR.It is related to sex, which is inherently private.It's good advice to not talk about it. It's just not well adjusted.But I will say that among uniquely good friends (of whom you might only be able to count 1 person, and many will have none), you can talk about it. n=1.It turned out my old friend had positive experiences with it as well without us talking about it before, his gf has also been witness to changes in him after something like 1-2 weeks. He hasn't tried something like month tough, let alone more.
A simple reflection: Even urges to edge or just lustfully fantasize subsides.
