every time an anon posts a picrel of a woman that's horrifically shopped curvy looking woman i get a huge pit in my stomach of seething envy and reverse image search her to see if it's actually shopped.> if she isfeel better about myself and go about my day. get that bag girl.> if it isn't pit of envy deepens and i spiral and sometimes break down. why does she get to have that body!!!!the funny part is i don't even want to look like that. i do not find it hot either.the facial expressions/makeup/male-gazey aesthetic are very offputting. why do i care so muchis this what blanchard warned about? ego dystonia or target attraction?
real
I will never be this curvy so whats the point..
>>42346340right like how will i ever be a woman
>>42345977mel?
>>42347358no that other girl
Three estrogen pellets installed today and I can't stop smiling. I feel amazing.
>>42348812Mine came from Stenlake pharmacy in Bondi. Home of TWO famous recent mass killing events. They gotta be good right?
>>42348818can't speak for the pellets but the events were certainly something. The beach is good there.>havent been to a beach in 4 years because im a tranny nowi should go to coogee again when its cloudy.
>>42348814and thus a pussy you shall receive, nona
>>42348830I literally love Jesus more than anything ever.
pellets? i only vaguely know about em.How do you get them, and how does it compare to injections?I'm maybe? being hondosex by planned parenthood .25ml 5mg injections every 5 days, and 200mg progesterone daily.
I think that all 30+ gay/bi men should be castrated.
>>42350572at least bottoms should be
Being an eunuch is fineI’m not trans or a womanJust take estrogen and be weird and crossdress and cry and be alone and have nothingIt’s ok
>>42350206If that were the case (tho it’s unlikely, as I’m really just a boy with a feminine temperament and looks and I like girls clothes), then why would I take HRT? AGP is a fetish really, not actual gender dysphoria.
>>42350536>just a boy with a feminine temperament and looks and I like girls clothestake your pills, nona
>>42350555Nuh uh. I’m not a girl.
>>42350536I’m not pinkpillling you rn
>>42349094ok, tranny
As much as I indulge in womanhood as a tranny, I'll never understand how cis women can spend 2h+ shopping, I decide on what I want rather easily. Why do they do this?
>>42350356you're thinking of it like a fetch questthey're thinking of it like an open world exploration segment
when it stops feeling like a dirty cross dressing fetish and just feels like clothes shopping you feel more inclined to spend time looking around, trying things on, thinking about what works and what doesn’t, there’s a lot more possibilities and therefore complexity in women’s clothes compared to men’sbtw i say this with no hatred in my heart, my first 18 months i could barely manage to walk into clothes shops bc i felt so disgusting, now going out shopping is one of my greatest joys :)
>>42350356women be shopping
>>42350444Or just shop online like a normal person. Id rather kms then spend an hour walking around a mall looking at shitty normie womens clothes
What's the best way to find hookups and/or fwbs as a bi top ftm (in a major city)?
>>42348533Wild I would never do that as a ftm if only out of empathy for how much effort that would presumably take (and I like body hair well enough)
>>42345416>ftm>topWhy anyone would want to be penetrated by a mentally ill woman who wears a piece of plastic because she's dickless? Your only value lies in your pussy.
>>42348713This. FtMs need PLAP PLAP PLAPPING until their pussies start to bleed.
>>42349804Well, my ex was a big fan
>>42349804lesbians
This is a long shot but I really liked your post and what you had to say and I was laying in bed thinking about how I used to think about art that same way and if you happen to see this post I think there's a world where I might be the type of girl you're looking for who's obsessed with art. I'm not an artist like you but I used to do film and I'm still really passionate about it. I would love to talk over discord if that at all interests you.. otherwise just know there's girls out there like me hoping to meet girls like you...
Man here. I hope the two of you get together and have hot gurl-gurl seggs!
nta but yeah i felt and related to that post also. so it's not such a rare desire, i guess. it's just a manner of logistics, being in the right place, idk
>>42349779All you guys hate me but I’m legitimately pretty great
Should there be an actual studies on manmoders and hrt reppers?
what are you gonna study about them, seems hard to collect a reasonable population when studying just plain trannies is difficult already
>>42350379I stopped caring about it and gyno is a perfectly normal excuse. No one will suspect you for being a manmoder, especially if you’re doing a masc activity like going to the shooting range.
>>42350416flowers? is that you?you're not a manmoder and you never were one
nolet me live my life in peace
>>42350433this lol
First ever boymoder, thoughts? Also is it boymoder or boymodder
Also, the red text was supposed to say, “I don’t even know”
>>42350407good drawing, her right upper arm is kinda scuffed though. also its boymoder
>>42350431Thanks! Yea, I see it now!
In the morning>waist is skinny>hips look good>ribcage is small>boobs look bigger and are a normal distance apart>pass from the backThis completely changes by the end of the day and I look like a total blob monster, is there any way to avoid this or fix it?
If it is bloat does anyone know anything that can counteract it?
learn to passively keep your stomach muscles tensed
>>42347091What are the exercises to help with that?
>>42349632cat cows and supine heel tapsform is everything, so if it feels "too easy" after the first 3 sets you're not doing it correctly
>>42346101avoid foods that cause bloating for you, not eating so much at once, strength training
>17in bideltoid>30in underbustits over, isnt it
>>42348923eh, i dont think my hips are any good and i guess i just feel weird about getting my face peeled off still
>>423484285'3"
>>42350217Oh no bro
>>42350226Honestly i haven't been misgendered in years I think having a waist and bigger hips helps.I have a cis friend who has as big of a rib cage as me but she's way taller and has bigger boobs, but it at least makes me feel better having a friend with a build like mine
If you have to ask, then it's over.
>"i love banning 20 trannies an hour but i would never EVER ban tourist spam"-janny probably
>>42342117genuinely how the fuck does this happen. are the jannies just always absent?
reminder that jannies still exist here and only selectively ban people whom they don’t like
>>42342117I think that since the leaks and doxxing there have been chuds that sneaked into the janny/mod team
>>42342117based and redpilled
>>42349590but i mean the bait is so incredibly obvious. how do they not ban that as well? even if they've got an axe to grind. nobody likes baitposters.
after spending time thinking about my current situation now i can freely say FUCK men and also relationships arnt for me ill go back to being a ewhore for money and attention i tried to be good i did everything i was supposed to to keep a man happy but it didnt work out because he couldnt see himself marrying me i swear i dont even know how to feel anymore
>>42350181stfu he was cheating on me for the longest even when i asked him to be open he would still lie in my face i only stayed because i didnt want to be away from him
>>42350209Sounds like a skill issue, hont. straight married passoid
>>42350152Apathetic i guess
>>42350221holy larp
>>42350229Haha sure, it that makes you feel better hon :)
the ultimate passing test
>>42350017>no electric vehicles what
lesbians are so cringe
>>42350150and fat, and ugly. honestly, they all want dream about being raped by a chad, but chads dont fuck ugly roasties.
>>42350017This is my server lmaot. ranny
>4chan>radical feminism
I am so alone.... i had a gf yesterday.. she was beautiful...... we talked and laughed, we frolicked and thought about the times we would have, that now will never be... I had a wonderful gf yesterday... and she was beautiful......i asked her for a pic... and she sent me a collage... and she was beautiful..... i imagined how nice she would look in a long dress...with a pearl necklace and earings... how she could easily be a 9 out of 10 if she put the minimal amount of effort in, without any need for ffs.I had a wonderful person yesterday.. and she was beautiful...And now i am alone, and it's all my fault..... the cold wind whistles through my home, it is the only solace, as it underlines and supports my suffering. The shivers i feel are nothing compared to the pain i feel in my heart. I really.. am not worthy of such women...I wish her all the best.. but the path i walk is one that must be walked alone.She is free to be my friend, id welcome that. Id like that.
>>42350173Ok are you a janny
>>42350173Holy vaguepost
