Ever since i got raped by a tranny (am tranny too) the very idea of meeting trans ppl socialising with them etc scares me so much. When I meet someone that looks cool or even friends I've known for a while online I just freeze I'm so afraid of everyone not only trans ppl ofc but it especially sucks I can't meet ppl like me :((I wanted to try again to socialise and add someone from there on discord which seemed safe (compared to meeting ppl irl) and I had a panic attack and cancelledIt's been more than 5y I thought it'd be okay by now :(((I whore myself out here but the very idea of just meeting ppl for real triggers me like crazy Kms
>>40920176stop interacting with randos on the internet and embrace reality. why do so many of you talk on trans discords
same
>>40920176Aww. I'm so sorry that happened to you! Medication can help with the panic, but it won't erase the trauma. You were betrayed by someone you should have been able to trust, it makes sense that you look at other people you should be able to trust and are afraid of them too. There's nothing wrong with you, you're not broken, you're just traumatized by something that shouldn't have happened. You shouldn't be punished for that. You've got the same right to be included in society as everyone else, and you seem to want that, so maybe be patient with yourself and kind to yourself and find ways to be included that you are comfortable with. I had big issues with cis women because I was molested as a child. One of the things that helped me was talking about what should or should not have happened. Trans women should be supportive of each other, they shouldn't rape each other. Trans women who are raped should recieve immediate care and support from both the police and the community. Trans women who are traumatized by rape should recieve support and counseling so they can be reintegrated into society in a way that cares for them.
>>40920248I don't that's the point. I used to. I'm not able to meet trans ppl irl really like it feels isolating. The only friends I have irl ive had since before I haven't met anyone new since lol that's so sad isnt itIdk I just wanna feel safe again I'm a retard idk>>40920273Thanks for the message although I wonder if you'd still be nice if you knew I'm ethnically Jewish lolNah all trans women I knew dropped me because I was no fun afterwards. Medication never worked for me and gave me super shit side effects.Society doesn't give a shit about loser trannies like me. No family no community nothing lol
>>40920255Sucks af. I hate that this is what it's come to after having been so extroverted and a social butterfly really. I don't even know id what I went through really counts as SA/rape (I apparently gave consent but I have no memory of it as I was blackout drunk and high af so idk maybe I'm just a retardl but if it doesn't why do I still feel so fkn bad
is anyone else an eternal boymoder? i am too stupid to change my legal documents and too tall to not be clocky so i gave up
>>40920207you're tu stoopid to use a secure trip too
I transitioned to gain the attraction of a transbian and to try and eventually become her girlfriend. We are no longer on speaking terms due to tranny drama.I am now left wondering what the fuck I did, because I'm realizing I was never trans and that voice deep down that I thought was insecurity, was actually right when it said "you're a disgusting fake sociopath who larped a life as a trans person to gain social attention."Fuck me, sisters. What the fuck do I do now? I have tits lol, but the brain of a terminal man.I am not a transphobe. I do not believe my situation applies to all trans people. But I instinctually know there just must be other people like me online, and to these people, I ask: what the fuck?
>>40919922>>40919935why do you think you're not a tranny anymore? and why did you at the time? also how long ago did you and her break up or end speaking terms
>>40919865I almost trooned in college.You're talking about a pseudo religious cult based around sex, kink, and status that favors the young and rich. Nothing more. I think it's very far removed from the people who would have transitioned pre-social media.
>>40919988I don't really like what estrogen did to my body. I knew on a deep level I had absolutely zero gender dysphoria, that I only wanted to transition after meeting her, and that there was no prior anything indicating I would ever transition. I was a generic npc male.I brushed these thoughts aside at the time as insecurity and enjoyed the honeymoon of having someone who I immensely desired as my significant other. As I lost that, I realized that no, I was correct, there truly was nothing that made me want to transition, outside of on a deep level, I knew I couldn't date this person as a man due to their sexual preferences.>>40919989Grim but I trust the science chuddy. Big if true tho
>>40920070been theredone thatcoped by rationalising it with vague notions from the past now? Kinda just rolling with itSlept with a bunch of menDefinitely at least gayHappy that I could gay
>>40920222I was always gay tbhnona but like I just don't think I was ever trans. I think I idolized a tranny I met as the manifestation of perfection on earth and wanted to do anything in my power to get closer to her, including transitioning.Now that I hate here I'm just kinda like "now what?" And facing the weird reality that oh, there was actually nothing motivating me otherwise.
Would you, hypotherically date a chaser who used to be a transbian, but gave up on transitioning because he was way too masculine for it, and now will cope with his dysphoria by being the best and sweetest boyfriend ever, pleasing your every whim and just generally treating you as a queen? Just curious!t. transbian
>>40918865please
>>40918854I would happily be such a boyfriendt. Cism repper
>>40918854if he never touched estrogen and looked good as a guybut like what makes transbians gross isn't being a transbian, it's down to their souls
>>40919794>it's down to their souls
>>40918854Isn't this just the plot of detransition baby?
2 questions for my fellow transbians: How frequently are you intimate with cis women? Do you feel comfortable approaching them?
>>40917752Unless it was an unsolicited nude then yes you’re a victim If it wasn’t you are just being disrespectful
>>40917734I was really naive thinking dating apps were to look for dates
>>40919600Yeah dates are more of a random asked out in person thing in my experience
>>40920130im a jobless swine (mentally ill so taking a break from college), I will never find the ideal man or woman for me ;-;
>>40913227why do you use an insecure trip?
>be me, stealth mtf>in a comfy discord server with a bunch of friends>a transbian gets added>starts talking about transbian shit all the time even though nobody else in the server is trans>puppy girl stuff, trying to pinkpill other people there, general porn addict shit>invites other transbians>they all circlejerk about trans shit all the time>makes everyone else uncomfortable>server slowly dies off>I have literally seen this happen multiple times nowwhat is it about transbians that makes them so invasive and destructive? is it just the autism or is there something more malicious going on?
>>40918642so deep.. next time I will think twice abiut disrupting the circlejerk lmao
wtaf happened in this thread
>>40919282troonsbians
>>40918012>I have literally seen this happen multiple times nowSame, maybe all the hate the trans community gets is because of these "people".
>>40919405trvth nvke
I saw someone post about that the other day but idk I think mine are cool but they should be bigger like bigger tits are necessary and wanted to reflect my inner self
>>40918645>>40918662>>40918722herehttps://sci-hub.se/https://www.tandfonline.com/doi/abs/10.1080/00224497409550865
>>40918722>>40918734Ah thanks I'm a moron lmao
>The suggestions given to each subject in the control group consisted only in the establishment of a variety of sensory hallucinations. The suggestions given to each subject in the experimental group consisted of regression to a period when the breasts were developing, and the sensation of breast growth was suggested during this period. Then suggestions of time projection to an unspecified future date were given and the subject was directed to visualize her body image with increased breast size. Treatment periods averaged about one hour, and were continued for a period of twelve weeks. Each subject's expired breast measurements were recorded at each of the weekly hypnosis sessions. The same suggestions each subject received during the initial treatment period were repeated at each subsequent session.>The criterion for effectiveness was an increase in the breast measurements of the subjects between the initiation and termination of the treatment procedures. There was no change in any of the subjects in the control group, while all subjects in the experimental group experienced an increase in breast measurement. Average increase was one and five-eighths inch.>The basic method of hypnotic induction used was a variation of the hand levitation procedure described by Wolberg (1948). No attempt was made to achieve stability in depth of hypnosis between subjects, since one of the extraneous considerations of the study was to determine if depth of hypnosis was a significant factor in the degree to which suggestions could influence breast growth. Since some subjects who were not able to achieve deep hypnosis showed a greater increase in breast size than some who were, it appeared that depth of hypnosis was not a significant factor.this all seems pretty good actually. It wouldn't be hard to make a hypnosis file or even just find one for this purpose
>>40919232The thing is, how do you adapt that to trannies where breasts are still growing?Personally what I'm attempting is visualising bigger breasts in a mirror-like structure on myself and wishing them to reach that
>>40919253>The thing is, how do you adapt that to trannies where breasts are still growing?I don't think it would make a differenceif it really works at all
i want a man to fully brainwash me until i'm nothing but an obedient dog, an extension of him instead of an autonomous personit would be true liberation of my soul
>>40918172>my advice is that you leave your boyfriend (lame) for me (cool)you make a convincing argument
>>40915700you’re not accepting friend requests
>>40918360I am.
>>40918414am i shadowbanned lmao
>>40915700ive had basically the exact opposite experience, since i can remember ive been really really into the idea of hypnosis and mental dominationits the like amazing next step beyond simple obedience, the idea of giving up control of my mind on such a complete level is so aaaaa >w<
I'm bisexual and I would love to slurp down your girlcum if you would let me.
I wish there was so much juice that I choked.
this sounds disgusting, but I would love a chud boyfriend otherwise
I wouldn't let you.
Those who are prehrt or early in transition post pics so others can assess their future passability. and even if you’re like 3 years+ into trooning you can still post pics ig idk probably should’ve just made a /passgen/ instead since there’s not one up right now but idk.
>>40920094i don't WANT to be catcalled, it's not my goal. it's just the fact that it *stopped* has to mean something... my goal is to pass :c but i feel hopeless
>>40919803Fine.
>>40920115umm what ass sweetie
>>40920115I want you
>>40920115thought you said you had some ass lol also wtf is that redspot on your hip and arm
Is it too overly zesty as a guy if I have a lot of earrings? I got 6 rn, studs and rings.
>>40919738its a turn off for me personally
Gay teacher onizuka lol
Are magnet studs/earrings cringe? My ears were pierced (nonconsensually) but they healed and I don't like wearing ear piercings.
>>40920018Depends on the look you want
are there girls who look at a bunch of guys drinking beer and watching football and longingly wish they could experience that?
>>40920134Dunno, but gf wants to have a dick to fucks woman
>>40920134I look like this and say this
>>40920134these trans webcomic artists like raven lyn clemens and haus of decline have to stop posting overtly creepy shit man. being dimly "self aware" does not make it any better
>>40920134No, people with aap want to recreate fight club.
do you guys have any discord server about mtf reppers. i feel if i join a normal trans mtf discord i would be an impostor since i never started my transition (and probably never will out of fear)
>>40919301just stop repping and then join a regular trannycord. ideally a local one, worth it even if its a bit too hugboxxy
>>40919595You feel uncomfortable using tg because you don't want to look like Russian terrorist or drug dealer/scammer. Too your gov. Or idk tell me your reason?I'm uncomfortable to use discord because it's a signal that im a faggot and my nazi government can put me in camp faster and more legally.
>>40919696>need approval to be let into the verification channelim out dawg
>>40919301half of everyone in any trans server are not trans in real lifemost trans people you meet online are reppers to some extent, either not out to anyone or only out in select parts of their life (i.e. with friends but not at work or with parents), and not on hrt or meaningfully integrating themselves into a normal female social life yet
>>40919699why would you want to be around other trans people as an ugly babytrans man
Trans women - have you ever cum (since starting hrt) in a man's asshole? Like creampie.
>>40918206Its increasing my market value as a straight chaser so im all for it
>>40918545lame, the load should go inside you
once
>>40918130>trans woman toppingThis just happen in porn
>>40919662nuh uh
would trans girls date a very perverted ftm who would probably molest you several times a day?
>>40919952god yes
>>40920006Piv is super gross. Hard no to any ftm into it.
wh-whats his discord?
>>40919952Sounds really hot, but I'd be scared
>>40919952thats not even a question, tie me up right now
