suffering
hi nona
>>41244163hii6
>>41242407should be happi but not
nothing is adquatekiill meekil meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee\i need to die in my sleep
Skinship editionqott1: https://strawpoll.com/eJnvVLLdknvqott2: Are you getting anything from steam's autumn sale?>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi (embed)>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag (embed)>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8 (embed)Previous thread: >>41130200
This place sure is dead today.
>>41233841>>41237753>>41238024Anne* ListerAnn was her gf
>>41219970i want to become masc serial killer
>>41233682poor cuck
>>41242252I work for a living, I ain't a Housewife Yet.That was just a trial run
why shouldn't i kill myself? why does everyone say they want you to stay alive so much even though they hate you and despise you? wtf is wrong with this world
>>41242891Is there anything we can do to help?
>>41243949i've been a masochist forever it doesn't really stop the thoughts>>41244049i dont think so, sorry. i dont know i just wanted to complain. im so pathetic
>>41244113Nothing wrong with just wanting to vent
>>41242891i'm fully of the opinion that suicide is the objectively correct option for some people but it's not socially acceptable to sayit's all "it gets better!" even when sometimes things quite literally can't and you're just permanently brokeni find it almost narcissistic honestly, to think that people owe you to live while suffering just so you don't feel bad
>>41244180Truth nuke
any of you grow up in LGBTQ affirming religious institution?
Quieter Than Silence Edition Previous… >>41197028QoTT: What makes you smile?
>>41243813I think you mean high school but fair enough, im in college now
>>41243829*Kisses your clitty so gently and softly*
God bless clittyanon.
/ourgirl/ robin just made it to her tenth anniversary of starting estrogen, say nice things about her and I'll show her this thread
>>41244195not sure someone who cares about robin would post this but we love robin
Do trans women go overboard with lip filler?
>>41242935Maybe. Being hypersexual is also more respectable than being an e-celeb.
>>41240943how is her facial skin so perfect, like flawless? makeup or edited? never seen a cisgirl, even skincare obsessed 20 year olds with skin that flawless
>>41243726Skin tint probably.
>>41241190Ah, no it's not
>>41241025why is she blue
I hate these kinda posts so much. Every time I manage to build at least a bit of self confidence and feel maybe I look fine or even cute I inevitably bump into this kind of "estrogen is magic! Look at my amazing results!" posting on social media and feel horrible about my results and like I look terrible in comparison and malformed. Everyone tells me to just give it more time for stuff like breast development (I'm only a B cup and my breast shape isn't too good) but it's been 3 years and I'm starting to lose hope now. And even then other trans girls seem to get much better development much sooner, it just doesn't feel fair. I fucking hate this. I wish all the people who post like this would just shut up and actually go enjoy their good transitions instead of bragging and making a bunch of us feel horrible
>>41239272Instead of radically altering your body can't you just get therapy and come to terms with not being female?
Jsyk, like most cis women don't get tits that big apart from maybe a few ethnicities but you're most probably white.My tits are way bigger than my mum's, but they're probably slightly smaller than picrel. There's always gonna be women with bigger tits, but bigger tits don't make you necessarily more attractive or feminine. Heck, mine kinda make me look larger than I am since they fall on the sides a bit which is annoying.
>>41243469Ok good, slow and steady is better to start. You can try switching to shots for a while even if the gel is working fine. Shots give you a spike of estrogen then taper down to trough level and that might be enough to unstall growth. It's worth a try
>>41243469On second thought, gel would go straight to bloodstream without making a pass through liver. You never got proper estrone: estradiol ratio during "early puberty" stage of transition. Try >>41242808 and see how that works out for you. You can try switching to shots for a while later
>>41244094>So why do you have to stay on estrogen then ?because if you don't you remasculinizeand if you had an orchi/srs already it's still bad because you actually do need some kind of sex hormones or your bones suffer and such (same as what happens in menopause)>Time line is 5 yearsthe majority of the obvious changes happen within the first 2 to 3 yearsif after the first 2 to 3 years you see no significant changes something is wrong with your hrt or something
Most 4chan posters like vidya, anime, manga, TV, film, music, comics, cartoons, weeb shit, etc. as interests and hobbies.Why not specify what kind or your favorites in your post? It says more about you and will likely net you better adds than just posting "I like /v/, /a/, /tv/, /mu/, /co/, /jp/, etc." in the bio.For example:Video Games: Silent Hill, Bloodborne, Mother, Dark Souls, Metal Gear, Legend of Zelda, Metroid, Deus Ex.Anime: Fullmetal Alchemist, One Piece, Hunter x Hunter, Cowboy Bebop, Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, Haruhi Suzumiya.Music: Radiohead, Pink Floyd, The Beatles, The Velvet Underground, Nirvana, My Bloody Valentine, Arcade Fire.>DISCORD: discord.gg/mtf>ASL (biological sex, or gender)Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41242821I normally only expect people to introduce themselves if they add me first, if they are the kind that never posts their tag. I do try to look up any tag who added me to know them better in the archives. If I don’t have an ad to go by, I don't think it's entitled for them to tell about themselves in their first reply, if they were adding from a post that listed both my interests and my dislikes.
>>41187062>ASL (biological sex, or gender)30 f nm>letter(s)t, post transition>primary interesthealthcare, making friends, getting outdoors, video games>other interests and hobbieshistory, reading (lately a mix of fantasy and history), want to get more into movies>looking forfriends, people to play video games with, people to watch movies/tv with>not looking forteenagers, romance, sex>tagesther_greenwood
>>4118706226/nb(amab on hrt)/USI would like someone I can come close to fully understanding and who can come close to fully understanding me, who I can get along with, and who I can spend almost all of my time with, I recognize seeing if we match regarding this will take a long time (especially for someone like me). I value effort, open-mindedness, and honesty, I try to return the same. It is okay if you are mentally ill.I want someone who wants genuine connection and is willing to put that effort in with me over time. I request you do not add me if you have a romantic partner or best friend, you won’t have enough excess time or attention to reliably put effort into what I am wanting. Also I remove people if they do not respond for multiple days without some kind of mention beforehand. Thank you for reading.tag: metronome4
>>41243504>Houseki no Kuni imageWay less of a red flag than an Oyasumi Punpun image. If I see anyone with an Oyasumi Punpun image or pfp, I leave. What are /frengen/'s anime red flags?
>ASL (biological sex, or gender)23 mtf germany>letter(s)t>primary interest(quantitative) software engineering>other interests and hobbiesfinance, gaming, spending time with friends>looking forsomeone interesting to talk to, play games with and/or spend time with>not looking forcoomers>(free space)friendly disclaimer: ive been diagnosed with a very specific set of disorders that make me hard to deal with>tagComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Week 10 day 4 of posting about getting a loving bf to kill me with love challenge impossible.
I need a pretty girl to bully me and abuse me and hit me and beat me up
>>41242312never mind even worse KEK good luck retard
>>41242428>>41242428yeah i know im going to be alone foreverthis is why i type it out into the void
>>41242201same nona
>>41242478Theres plenty of trannies out there, go find one. Its practically impossible to be single as a transbian
>>41242214dw about him i'll let you abuse me instead princess >//<
Im the middle child why are my parents acting like their line is going to die with me for being a tranny?
>>41243853No one actually cares about the “reprodooooce and save your bloodline” meme and they instead use it to justify some other more retarded or vile belief they do not wish to share. In this case, it is bigotry against trannies.
In my unfortunate case, I'm an only child and feel guilty that I'll never be able to have kids. My dad was also the only male son of my grandfather
/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.Be kind to each other and report/ignore trolls who attempt to divide trans mtf lesbians and cis lesbians as a community. Redirect those idiots to the worse les general!QOTT:>What is your favourite dessert?>What is your preferred form of transportation?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNRold thread: >>41215975
>>41242109>financial dependenceyeah you are in trouble
my favorite dessert is brigadeiro cake. instant diabetes but it's so damn worth it
>>41243617>>41242723ig suicidal ideations are back on the table
>>41242109>>she is like a cat in heat for me but too far away for any chance of us ever being a thing
>>41241625Lurk moar newfag, lol>>41241703I dont make a point of telling others to die, actually! A few times, here and there, usually to """people""" peddling nazi nonsense or bigotry. I mostly just shuffle names cuz people get weird about me eventually.>>41242109Ngl this sounds like a dead relationship. She's probably not attracted to you in a sexual way. Shit happens, and can happen while still romantically attached to someone. I can tell you from experience that the long term of that is "I share a bed with my roommate that Im oddly close to". If that doesnt sound appetizing to you, ya either gotta find the spark again or start working on breaking it off. That or go open relationship, but that doesnt tend to work unless it was the goal from the outset.
my thing is hairy dudes that are stronger and older than me. the feeling of some hairy dude pressed against my bare skin is fantastic.why was i made this way.
>>41244100So you like, imagine controlling a dog girl like that? i guess it wouldnt be very hard, some ppl are just desperate to give up the responsibility of thinking and just drop to their knees and nuzzle your leg like a dog would. desu i cant stand the like, whining and yipping noise some girls make on instinct
>>41244121>imagineI just had an ex with brainrot who "forced" this on me and within 2 weeks I liked it tbqhIt's very easy to get submissive girls to do stuff like this, but there's a very high ceiling for how much you can condition them. I'm pretty sure clicker training is mostly a meme but helping them recontextualize that loss of control with a sense of trust and ownership is really hot to me idk
>>41244047im yuge.
>>41244150Last part is phrased kinda weird, I mean to say I'm not into the clicker stuff and like a more intimate kind of conditioning
>>41244156fr. dominant men using a specific voice in just so subtle ways is fuckin mint.
why are some mtfs able to attract high quality men while others are seemingly forced to settle for the absolute bottom of the barrel?
>>41243492>>41243586Misogynistic essence. You will keep hopping from man to man but you will never appreciate him like a genuinely androphilic person - and he will feel that, and treat you accordingly.
>>41243717based and true she is laughable
>>41243717>You will keep hopping from man to man but you will never appreciate him like a genuinely androphilic personthis is unironically agps attempting to distort the hsts definition as it suits their framework, in reality, its actually transphobic. youre implying that hsts are trans that love men so much that they will treat them with kindness in a way cis females never could, as if that's their role. but i can treat men as shitty as i want to, in fact, men LOVE that. the real only contingency of how good a man gets treated is usually based around the girls hotness level. thats why ugly girls will usually do more for a man like cooking and cleaning and treating them better. thats why men will purposely marry a 6 or 7/10 woman because they are easier to handle.
>>41243978nta but you just sound rly autistic based off your other posts
>>41243978Okay, but why not just love him and treat him nicely tho?>Men love it when I treat them like shitI bet those are some amazing men that are incredibly well adjusted. Have fun nona, play your little games, I'm gonna cuddle up to my bf and make us breakfast to eat in bed together when we wake up tomorrow.
Do you have a generally favorable opinion towards homosexual transsexuals?
>>41241532that's true, this >>41239068 tranny outed herself as AGP
>>41241707what's wrong with being AGP?
>>41243054nothing!
>>41234255im one so yea but i dont like blair>>41236233if you look at blairs old pictures she looks like a agp like with short pink hair and star wars stuff and she has lots of guns so im not suprised also look at how she dresses? the eyes and smile aka smirk gives it away also
>>41244006what don't you like about blair?